Sunday, October 19, 2008
been at work.. sales wasnt very gd.. damn.. i am the lowest at the bottom n hell i don know how am i going to hit my target.. blahz.. stress..
anyway fri was my last day.. its the same thing as the usual.. however, hm.. some ppl jus eat n go? i ordered some food for them as its my last day there.. only a few wishes.. kinda disappointed but i guess i have to face it. tis is life. not everywhere is a happy world n so on. even the 3 i ask to come back, 2 send sms. one doesnt even send. sent me a comment in friendster to say sry? wtf i don even bother to accept lahz. its so disappointing. owe money also don wanna return even though its a mere 32 bucks? lolz.. nvm.. lets jus waste the money to buy someone's character..
after doing closing.. pat send me n my new manage keng liang home.. poon gave me a call n see whether i wanna meet her n rainie at simpang bedok to chill out cause its been awhile i have not seen rainie.. took me awhile to make decision but i decided to go. reached tampines, took a cab n met them even b4 i head back to put my stuff n change. didnt wanna waste time.. haha.. chatted with them n did some short catching up.. not much information was share.. n i was like talking to myself when i was joking.. different frequency.. lolz.. made a mockery out of myself.. lolz.. guess its a turn off for them.. sadly.. however its happy to see them.. so long neva see them.. thought become strangers liaoz..
sat.. i wasnt feeling very well for the past few days already.. but kinda start doing small cough while i am getting better. waited for my mobilization to call n they really called at 1pm. dilly dally abit n prepared myself. went to tm to find my new boss first however he wasnt around, so i sent him an sms to get back to me. he doest sound friendly at all! lame.. haha.. sigh.. took a long train ride alone to boon lay. met jian yu n we went mac to chill cause we find it too early to go. haha.. in the end we were the last batch. went to camp n i am surprised to see some of my majors are there. happy to see them but too little time to catch up. i have to report n rot there for awhile n leave. met ridzuan for starbucks at simei after tat.. with my uniform! damn it.. haha.. regret but wat the hell. wat done be done.. we were over there seeing girls.. lolz.. talking abt it.. etc etc.. lolz..
ha.. here am i rotting today on a sunday. its raining, weather is nice.. wanna slp but my chest hurts.. its physically hurting lahz.. not those emo or love hurts.. haha.. nono.. but while writing tis.. i went into serious thinking abt friendship. wat is it? wat is true or wat is not? should we be super sad n go depress for it cause it didnt went well? or jus get on with life as life still need to go on n progress. so which is the true life tat human should go to? blahz..
anyway gonna upload some pics for u peeps to say abor later say its too boring! my tagboard is not moving!!
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/19/2008 04:48:00 PM|
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
back.. its jus 5days ago since i last post.. hm.. not bad.. but i cant remember how my life was!! haha.. sweating while i am doing my entries.. imagine how hot n humid singapore weather at tis time.. hopefully the rainy season is here soon man..
hm.. after i wrote my previous entry tat day finally i am able to head out for starbucks coffee.. haha.. did alot of chatting with shiwei.. enjoyed it.. asked poon she don wanna come.. also poor her waited the bus too long also.. hm.. the next day i am working.. but not really doing sales lately.. not i don wanna do is totally no luck.. haha..
even yesterday system was really slow.. but i was thinking abt my work life.. wats going on for the future.. seems like singtel is not gonna honor wat they suppose to give it to me, gave myself 3mths more b4 i really hands the letter.
attend karen's bday on sat as i had halfday suddenly given by boss who owe me PH. travel damn long lahz.. haiz.. from woodlands to tampines.. tampines to ubi.. i need a car! a red honda 2008 fit with moonroof!! how does it sound? cool right?! eh nvm.. haha.. after tat had a short walk with van to get my wallet in alex's car. came back help alex to bbq n tis vanessa jus randomly tell her mum tat i wanna take care of her, so i got inspected by the mum.. n guess wat? its approved!! haha.. so weird.. after tat i drove alex's van back home to wash up, came back they ended. even cake also cut.. blahz.. kinda disappointed but nvm.. its over. stayed at the place till 4am++ n shared a cab with her friends to head home..
nana was here on sat morning. b4 i left for work.. kinda miss her so much! but i had to work, travel to karen's place. by den i came back from washing up she had already fall aslp. left on sun when i take my time to rot around.. haha.. eh no.. sunday i was at starbucks chilling out with tracy n she was like photo whore!! even took my pics n put at her blog, keep calling me darling as well. but she meant as a friend. i am like a sister to every girls.. blahz..
mon aka yesterday. work till 5pm. suppose to meet andy elisa n shuling but only shuling came! haha.. had dinner with her at ajisen n starbucks for a simple chat. waited for liana to come after work, let her smoke n chat with her ex or bf? haha.. sent her home n head home myself.
ah.. tats all.. i am gonna rot for today! muahaha.. burnt movies but don have the feeling to watch.. wasted.. grr!
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/14/2008 05:06:00 PM|
Thursday, October 09, 2008
ha.. finally i am back again.. forcing myself to write an entry cause if not i wont be doing anything with tis blog till don know how many donkey months again.. haha..
actually i am quite surprised. the very next day after i wrote my last post. my day kinda got better. the rest the staff actually told my branch manager about it n all the true are out even though there's no explanation given why is it like tis. come to think of it now, still kinda pissed. however, i manage to know when's my actual leaving date n my gonna leave leaving date. lolz.. its different, i got extended n he gave me the reason for it(sadly only tis reason). n main thing is for the shop reputation as i am being trained there. my actual leaving date was suppose to be oct 1, but change to oct 20 as he wanna give me hardcore training with no mercy as he finds me not gd enough. so jus in case of the other shop complain abt my performance n throw the face of the other outlet.. may as well stay abit longer. its still better den extending till december as he wanted to at first, if not i would cry due to the treatment i get sometimes. somehow i will miss the ppl there, but i don feel tat i belong there.
when some of the staff heard tat i am unhappy about it, they did came forward to me n ask me abt it.. some of them even offered to help me as i had a hard time counting the whole stock of the shop! imagine it took me 2 days to do the job!! didnt manage to do much sales on tat 2 days. =) still love them n miss them even though i so wanted to leave!!
lolz.. other den tat my life is simple.. practically nothing happen. sat went to have hari raya maken at eyvonne's bro in law house, nana was being in her emo world. went back to my singtel course for mio plan on 3 days. last day was yesterday, prata for dinner n went timbre to drink! missed it there even though its my second trip. lots of drinking(lots of mixer for me) n they tried to get me drunk or my trainer drunk. lolz.. lots of dares at the back. maybe i will post up the picture when i got it.. haha.. k lahz.. tats all.. its my off day today, hopefully i am able to get some rest n so on.. cya folks!
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/09/2008 12:05:00 PM|
Thursday, October 02, 2008
its been going 1 mth since i last posted. been busy with work n so on. life been ok for me till now. in a bus, writing abt how fucked up my life is after working so hard n got nothing in the end. is tat really life?? lets jus talk abt the past for awhile b4 i proceed today.
last few weeks been working n i was so busy to even meet angel. even when she is back.. haha.. but i do hope about the 3 days meet up tat we had with ridzuan, lots of opening up, jokes n pranks been thru the meet ups! tired cause its after work.. but.. hell it was worth it.. relaly a pity tat its only 3 days.. been so long since i have actually have talking cock sessions.. too bad shan is in malaysia n roch is in us.. forgot why we forgot to call mel.. but opps.. haha.. too late for it anyway.. the rest is no longer in singapore.. haiz.. super sad.. no pictures taken. but guess we got our new gathering location.. simpang bedok! haha.. abit far.. but ahya.. don care lahz.. haha.. wait till i get a car! jurong also can!
hm.. got myself a mini asus eee pc.. kinda fun.. especially now using it to type my blog while i am in the bus heading home from my fucked up work place.. hehe.. n ya.. kinda know a malay girl n its very close.. but u know wat?? she is attached! but oh well.. lets jus play around.. she asked for it. she still don know tat i know she is attached. lolz.. lolz.. so u all don blame me for playing around k..
well.. guess for the last part which triggered me to blog, cause i need to flare it out.. its in my heart for too long, the freaking whole day! how to tahan!! first.. value added service tabulation.. which we as staff got a target to hit. my mentor who is in charge of the calculation, told me tat i am not in the headcount of CWP, so don need to generate my record. FINE, first time. 2nd, MY FRIEND, who is in charge of reject applications, gave me the same reason of i am not in the headcount of cwp, so wateva applications being rejected i done is being solved n discarded, no records needed! wtf? FINE. a FRIEND did tat on me. 3rd n last, asking for quota of compliments given by customer, ITS THE ONLY TARGET I MANAGE TO HIT CAUSE I GOT MY SALESMAN CODE LATE. SAW THE EMAIL WHICH HQ SUPPOSE TO HAVE A LOOK AT OU RECORDS N I AM NOT IN IT AGAIN?? HAIZ.. I GAVE UP N SOUND OUT TO THE INCHARGE. NONE CAN GIVE ME AN EXPLAINATION. SO WAT AM I?? to them i guess, i am only someone who is going tampines mall, helping them to generate some stupid damn low sales or making up spaces for them only. its a freaking feeling i don know, i don even wanna do sales, i don even wanna seriously go work for them as well. all they know its a sorry but no action done? so wats the point? i am jus someone who is transfering to tampines mall. now i know, when work jus put effort n professionalism. don put feelings. cause human is meant to be selfish. i know today i did not put any professionalism in it. but i cant help it, each time i see some of their face, i simply cant stand it. need help to calm down. who will help? friends? love ones? god? none. only me.
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/02/2008 09:58:00 PM|
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
back after so long.. haha.. i feel like i am forcing myself to write.. been a few times when i wanna write.. i am feeling so lazy.. no moral to do it..
anyway.. i been on course for my job.. on n go on n go thing. my class is so freaking small, didnt get it why HR told me tat its full! haiz.. disappointment. well.. class only got 8 ppl including me. me da 2nd youngest but i look the youngest! ha.. don wanna talk abt them. suddenly feel depress about them.
lolz.. i don know! maybe den i blog next time.. will skip abt everything! try to update from the next time i shall talk abt it.
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 9/09/2008 11:52:00 PM|
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
yoyo i am back.. finally i am blogging after so many days.. lolz.. hm.. however my life is always the same.. work work work.. been going out during my off days.. which i cant remember what did i do.. lolz.. hm.. oh ya! sunday i finally went to LV boutique @ raffles hotel. damn quiet, don need to que. gd gd! but nothing special.. to me lahz i feel.. haha.. they don wanna serve me either, maybe cause i am a singaporean or i simply jus look poor? doesnt matter, didnt manage to see the model wallet that i like. no more stock. should i buy? jane is going paris.. so definitely is cheaper by alot!
other den tat my life is practically boring.. went to have a haircut on mon.. short liaoz! after 3 months of staying away from my hairstylist.. i finally got myself a haircut cause i gonna proceed to training, got myself subway cookies! love it man! white chip macadamia nuts! woohooohooo! buy me tat will brighten up my day! anyway while on the way back in bus31 after my haircut. tis freaking sec sch boy sitting at the side ways of the bus have to cross his leg when the bus is pack. "accidentally" kicked my WHITE pants n when i turn around? all i got is a stare from him n not even a tiny sense of sry from him. wtf? my mind was waiting for him to do it 2nd time so i can find a reason to *)$)(#*$#)(*$#(8 him. lolz.. but he alight after tat.. blahz.. met alex for dinner n went hougang to get prawn rod. however its close for good! so we headed to seletar dormitory to let him finish his job.. seriously i didnt know looks like tis.. first time into the environment.. wanted to take photo of it but lazyness is jus killing me.. lolz.. went to sincere at yishun to get the rod instead.. auntie was damn nice n sweet n got me a nice discount! wooohooo! got home after tat.
went back to work. manage to help my mentor to break his personal record as my luck was gd. each button i hit is all sales. lolz.. after tat met alex n karen for prawning. to test my new rod. but wat the hell?! its too short! 6ft! haha.. but the fight was fun.. manage to get 22 prawns tis time! although i did it better with poon last time.. its been many months we didnt get the record.. average was only 3-5prawns! how demoralising.. lolz.. well.. its fun!
haha.. k lahz.. nothing to update abt my boring life.. might be meeting mel n roch later. after tat cherie for dinner n movie i guess. ciaos.
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 8/13/2008 01:32:00 PM|
Friday, August 01, 2008
i think i really need to do tis blog even though its late n i have to slp for my morning shift job. anyway my hair is wet so i can afford to do a quick one.
frankly speaking, friends. don blame me for being straight forward.. but seriously i really felt disappointed. abt roch, shan n even RIDz. Yes ridz.
seriously i don get it. last week already mentioned say tis week will meet. alright fine. but wat happen? i am off for 2 days n i have not even met anyone of u. lets do it one by one.
shan: told u last week tat we might be meeting up with roch n ridz + me. u said ok but u might be going jB. fine. but at least can u tell me in advance? i must sms to ask for update n yet i only got a reply saying "i am going jb lehz." i replied n u don even to bother replying me? is sms really very expensive? or u can jus sms ur bf n xx but not me?
roch: i understand u are tired flying back to singapore n i was jus joking abt u not calling or smsing us tat u reach sg liaoz. but why must like shan be around den u are willing to meet me n ridz? y last time don need but now? will we eat u up? n y do i have to ask everyone for update? or even like try to meet u near where lets jus be fair all meet in town?
ridz: i know u don have a chance to read tis but i will jus type. tue i even called u to confirm abt thurs meet up. u told me wed morning u going jb, afternoon coming back. fine. i tried calling u. u got no answer till today(thurs) afternoon. by den i am out. all u can tell me tired n so on n ask in the end i got meet roch n others. i said no n u don even bother to reply?
seriously i don mind u all blaming me for typing all these without giving u all chance to explain cause i am really tired to go think of thousands of reasons tat why u all are doing tis to me. sry but i jus feel tis way. i feel tat i still have to spend da effort to call everyone for updates when i have to work n its jus the starting of it. i am feeling very stress as u can see my first 2 NEW posts is about it n really fed up about it.
i jus don feel like we are the last time as steady as b4 where ppl jus go on with their lifes. if really gone tis way i myself don mind cause i know life stills goes on. its very offensive to write in tis way. but i really cant think of any other way at a time like 2am where i only left 6hrs of slp. feeling really terrible cause my 2 off days jus wasted like tat. not meeting u guys when its suppose to. i have to really last min go dig for friends to hang out to. so wat should i do?
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 8/01/2008 01:51:00 AM|
