Tears of Joy

Something just strike my mind and played on my heart string today and I just need to blog about it.

Happiness, is simple. Not complicated. It is often direct, not confusing.

I finally get to watch Les Miserables. The movie itself was beautiful, but to have an awesome company to watch it with me just made it perfect. =]

I'm happy now, and I intend to bring this over to the new year that's coming... =]

Pen down your thoughts

There will be times when what you write doesn't make any sense to you now, you try so hard to make the pieces fit but you end up breaking the pieces. Where do you go from there?

Singularity point

There's no use denying it. Might as well just live the single life for the rest of my life. Period.

Acceptance

We all want to be accepted. But what we often forget is to accept who we are and accept fate. Understanding is key. We need to accept that some people are just temporarily there in your life. Sometimes there will be someone who wants to stick around genuinely, sincerely... But in our distractions by something or someone else, we tend to overlook their feelings as we take it that they will always be there. But this usually leads to emptiness. A promise made by a true heart will stay true cause they care.

Ok I digress. Point is, we need to learn to accept things more openly. And I need to accept things will be hard to accept, but only thru time.

Strength

Dear heart,

Please be strong. It will be fine. Things will get better. You will smile again. Be strong, heart. <3

Her soft touch

Oh what a dream I had, it felt so real I never wanna wake up from. She held my hand so tightly, never wanting to let go. But just like how the sun needs to set to let the moon reign over the skies, I woke up with tears. Tears not of despair, but of happiness. That at least I know there's a magical land where someone loves me truly, madly, deeply. I will never forget those gentle hands, those soft touch of her fingers. If only it wasn't a dream. I dreamed a dreamed which I know will never come true, a dream that existed to remind me of how harsh reality is. A dream that tells me there's always hope. Love. Oh the sweet sweet nectar of euphoria. But no. It cannot be. I'll never expect to be loved the same way I love. It will never be fair, LIFE is never fair. But Lord I've got needs of a lover, why do you burden me with such a wonderful gift that's empty? Why do you allow me to love yet not loved? What have I done to receive such a cruel blessing? I've been wronged five times of which you put me under the illusion of love when it was just merely the act of self pity and empathy. Why do you curse me with the power of compassion when it brings me pain and suffering? Don't. Don't even begin to answer that. You have no right. This is nothing but one of your tests. And I might question your ability as a teacher but DO NOT underestimate me as a learner! You may have won the battle but I shall promise you I WILL WIN THE WAR! I am but my own worst enemy and I am my own best friend. I will love again. Whether you like it or not. This is not the end. No. This is but a mere pit stop for me. For me to recuperate and gain back my strength. I will fight in the name of love and when I do, you will see that love will win. Cause the difference between try and triumph, is the UMPH!

I won't give up. No I won't.

Hope

I guess as long as I'm happy and the people around me are happy, I can forget about love.... I just wanna be happy...

Zupz Zupz!

All smiles :)

I wish to be happy, as happy as I can make you be.... =]

You gave me life

You gave me a reason to smile, and for that I'll do whatever I can to make you happy too.... =]