Sunday, June 14, 2009

week 1

Dear Bloggie...

Pain is Pleasure, Pride is Forever.

Hello all! =]
How's everyone?
I'm AWESOME! ok not really...
My body is having aches and pains all over...
Especially my left arm which got injection past 3 days...
Ok, so let's talk about the past week...

I won't type day by day cause I have bad memory...
So I'll just type the things that I can remember...
Footdrills were alright I guess?
Since I already have some marching background, everything is quite easy...
Just that when fatigue kicks in, my hands refuse to follow my head...
That's when the instructors will start shouting and shouting...

My bed is alright I guess?
I mean, it's 7 inches thick, but the pillow is too thick for me...
But in the end I just forced myself to sleep anyway...

I haven't used their towel yet but my friends who used it before me hates it...
I brought my own towel just to be sure, but now they say no civilian towels...
So tomorrow I need to use their towel...

The food is quite alright I guess?
I can't complain cause it's not THAT bad...
Neither it's THAT good too...
But hey, just eat what's given lohz...

Every morning just after waking up and every night just before lights out we have Water Parade...
Where we drink from a huge mug within afew seconds...
I dislike this portion the most cause I always feel like puking everything out again?
So I guess I'll just have to get used to it....

I seriously can't remember anything already now...
If you wanna know more, just talk to me and I'll tell ya alright? =]

Ok, yesterday I went for the PC show at suntec...
And I got myself a new PC!
It's a HP computer...
I've played Red Alert 3 and it's damn NICE! =X
Now I wanna install team fortress 2 and the sims 2...
And when I buy The Sims 3, it's GAME ON! =X
*of course, need to wait for july, cause I now no money...=X*

Ok that's all from me...
Come back next week for another update...
Take care everyone!
Recruit Taufiq signing off! =]

*All you need is love*

Zupz Zupz!

Monday, June 08, 2009

Goodbyes

Dear Bloggie...

I was never yours to begin with...

Hello all! =]
How's everyone feeling so far?
I know I'm feeling freakin excited right now... =X
To cut to the chase, I'm enlisting into SCDF tomorrow morning!
Finally I'll have stuff to do already instead of the same boring routine everyday...

For those who don't know, I'll be going into camp tomorrow and booking out on Friday evening...

I'm gonna miss LOADS of people...
Some more than others...
But I'm grateful to everyone that has a part to do with my life...
So in no particular order, let me start thanking people...
*If I leave anyone out who feels that they have made a huge impact in my life, please tag me and I'll add you in*

Mabeline(best bud): Gosh, if I'm gonna write stuff about what we've gone thru, it will take ages to complete..=X But I'll try my best to write as much as I can... This is my Best Bud... The one who picked me up when I was down, the one who can laugh so loud and feel happy about it, the one with the golden heart and the one with the most ups and downs with... It has been great knowing you during these past two years... Even though we've had our differences, we still managed to overcome them no matter what... I hope there's many more years to add on to our buddyship... And don't worry, I promise to be extremely safe in NS... =]

Esther(keeper): Ah, my dear turtle... =X Again, two years of friendship... Even though we didn't talk that much after some time, we still continued to be very close... Hence the term "keeper"... Thanks for giving me a listening ear when I needed it the most... Keeping me company countless of times.... All those endless phone calls we had with each other, just crapping with each other... Those were amazing memories for me and I will keep them for life... I hope you and him have a bright future ahead and don't forget to invite me to your wedding hor, I'll be expecting it...=]

Christine(tin tin): For someone who's shy, you're quite outspoken... hahakz... On a serious note, THANKS FOR THE HUGS!!! =D I really appreciated it alot... Gosh... This girl is very interesting, funny and caring as well... She understands me very well and thanks to her, I feel good about myself... A very bubbly person, friendly and SHY... The only person who actually has huge dreams and is determined to reach them... I wish you all the best in reaching those dreams... Remember the trip overseas to study ok... Lets aim towards that... =D

Grace Ho(GodSis): Wow... This girl can really talk... It goes on and on and on... But it's good la of course... Not like others who won't talk unless spoken to...=X And thanks for making my life much more colourful... You're an amazing girl, and I'm glad he's by your side... He's a great guy for you... And I hope you two will go far together... *I'm expecting wedding invitation from you too =]*

LMP friends: I guess I'll just bundle you guys here... Patrick, I am sure you're more than capable to handle alot of things, but when you really need help, just ask for it and I will try my best to help you... Stacy, you may make mistakes here and there, but don't forget that those mistakes will lead to success, learn from them and you'll do well... Wei-liang, thanks for all the efforts in helping me all this time with my designs, couldn't have done it without you, you're a great friend to have too... Crystalla, your contribution to the team is well known, and I appreciate you as a friend, thanks for looking out for me, you're like a big sis to me...=]

Ngee Ann Band(juniors): Even though you guys might not really like me, my heart is still in the band and I will do my best to help you guys as much as I can... I hope from these three years I've been an alumni to the band, I hope the band have learnt as much from me as I have learnt from you guys... Hope is not lost my dear juniors... We just have to come together and work as a team... To my Eupho juniors if you're reading this, Jaslyn, don't be afraid of playing, play with your heart and the sound will come out by itself, love your instrument and protect it with your life... To my dearest sec 1s Hayyan and Cherise, you two have the best potential and I couldn't have asked for better recruits, please cooperate with Jaslyn and DON'T SLACK... And to the Majors Germaine and Rebekah, don't be afraid to take charge and lead, I have every faith in you guys to lead the band to greater heights, be confident of yourselves and work together, rally up your commitee and use your leadership skills to guide you... NASband will always be a part of me, I hope I can be a part of NASband too...=]

Shashariza Azurene Mahardika: Even though I've just known you, you've been a very loyal friend to me. A very soft spoken, shy girl.. But I feel you have many great potentials that will make you a respectable person one day... Thanks for being a great friend to me, and I hope I could be there for you when you need me too... =]

Elenore: Hey there elenore! =D The person who introduced to me the Tycoon and Restaurant City game... I won't say you're responsible for my addiction to the games, but I thank you for introducing such games to me so that I could kill my boredom... Gosh, Elenore... Your passion for music has surpassed even mine... I hope you will continue your saxophone lessons and excel in it, cause I'm sure you're an amazing amazing amazing player... I've yet to meet you though, and I'm still hoping we would... =]

Naqiah: Makcik!!! =X Before I begin on you, I'd like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAQIAH!! May you have a fulfilling life ahead of you, and blessed with good health and forture... Now... Naqiah Naqiah... We go back a LONGGGG LONGGG way... I think 4 years... You're still the same bubbly and happy personality kinda girl I knew four years ago... I'll always be there for you ok? NS or no NS, I'm always here for you to share your problems... Hope to see you this Friday! =]

Close Friends: Salihin, Jazli, and Alfi... Don't know if you guys will read this, I hope you guys do, and sorry if this is in english, LEARN HOW TO READ ENGLISH LA! =X Anyways, thanks for being such awesome friends since I was like in primary school... Alfi, thanks for your hospitality for letting us stay at your house from time to time, and your advices too, and your whacky-ness, you're like a great big brother dude... Jazli, the person I can relate to the most, thanks for all those times when you go out with me to buy stuff, understanding how I feel, I can't put to words how much you mean to me bro... And Salihin, even though I haven't talked to you for quite some time, I hope to see you soon, and yes, POP bro! I'm so proud of you... I'll be joining you guys tomorrow, just that I'm going CD and not SPF... Pray for me guys...

Ok I seriously dunno who to thank already....
So I'll leave it as that...
If you guys want your names to be up there...
Tag and tell me why I should...=]
So till this Saturday(if I survive), Take care everyone!
Good night and sweet dreamz! =]

*The real secret to patience, is to do things in the meantime*

Zupz Zupz!

"Recruit Taufiq falling in SIR!"

Monday, June 01, 2009

why am i sad

Dear Bloggie...

Meaningless tears...

Hello all! =]
Such a bright sunny day it's been huh...
Despite such beauty, we still complain about the heat...
Are we that pampered to appreciate rather than complain...

Why does this comfort overwhelms us so much that we don't see the true meaning of comfort...
I'm sad...
Cause, I'm one of those people...
Who doesn't appreciate the beauty this world has shown me...
I'm sad...
Cause I've not once ever embraced the world that we all live in...

But that will change...
Cause the world is a beautiful place...
With beautiful people........who just don't see it yet...

Yes life is tough, temperature's rising, ice caps melting, economy shitting...
But that's no reason to be all bitchy about it and complain...
What's happening all around us, didn't just happend without a reason...
All of us played a part in it...

I'm sad...
Cause I often misunderstood what love means...
To shut off ones' senses and to just indulge one's self in it...
To emmerse one's self in it...
And once "it" has been used up...
The feelings evaporate into thin air, and what's left...
Well let's just say there's no substance left...

We often here about, true love or, true happiness...
As much as it defers in meaning from one person to another...
One thing remains the same, truth.
What is, truth?
Is it saying things to protect someone else's feelings?
Or is it, well, literally saying the truth no matter the consequence?
You decide it for yourself...

Have I done enough, or should I be doing more...
I've got no idea...
Trying to please someone aint as easy as it seems...
When you don't really know what they want...



Ok I've got no idea what I'm doing...
Hope you guys enjoyed this, thing I wrote up there...=]
Take carez all...

*What do I have to do to please you?*

Zupz Zupz!