And so my journey begins.

Dear Bloggie...

And so it begins.

Hellos everyone!
Sorry for not blogging past how many days...
Had no mood to blog...
But I'll be blogging regularly, hopefully, from today till the end of the month of september...
I've got nothing to say cause my life has been super boring...

iSketch is a seriously addictive game to play when you're bored...
And it allows you to meet new people...
Which makes it even more interesting...
So far I've made friends from people in Egypt and England...
It's quite cool learning about their culture and way of life...
First time getting to know people who are foreign...

So that's all for today...
I know it's not much...
Cause I've got no idea what to talk about...
Oh...
Had fun playing iSketch with GG yesterday night!
The greatest fun I've ever had in years...=]
And yea, we don't cheat cause we are HONEST... =X
Ok that's all!
Take carez and good nitez people!

*30 days*

Zupz Zupz!

Cool pic eh?

If you love me, won't you let me know.

Dear Bloggie...

I took my time, to violet hill...

Right.
Firstly, thanks MEI, for waking me up exactly at 9am...
Even though I had an alarm which went off 5 minutes before...
Still, THANK YOU. =]

The most shitty morning...
Only cause I had to wake up when it was raining, aw manz!
Stinks when that happens...
So I got my arse outta bed...
Bathed...
Tranferred a file to my main comp...
Print the paper...
Made Milo plus reheat bread which was in the fridge...
After breakfast, I was out...

Went to school today...
For FYP...
Seriously, waking up early and going to school for FYP??
Not signs of a good day...
Plus me and Daffodil walked back and forth from T14 to T8 like idiots...
Waiting for the labs to open...
In the end, had to wait till 1pm...
I had lunch, which I didn't finish, only ate half...
She said I ate slow...
We had time to kill watttt... =X

So we went to T14 after lunch and it was open...
And we finally got started with our project...
I did the wire wrapping thing...
While Daff did soldering...
Her soldering wasn't that bad...=]
And I was the wire stripper... =X
After we were done, which took like an hour and a half...
I kept the stuff in my locker...
Silly me, I forgot which one's my locker but I remembered the combination...
In the end got the right one...
And kept the stuff there...
Went home...

Reached home, and it was freakin boring...
Yes, it's freakin boring...
Gah...
So that's for today...

Tomorrow, will be going for my dental appointment...
Will bring up the thing bugging my throat and all...
I'm not gonna leave the place till they find an answer as to why my throat is giving me PMS...
Be it operate on it or cut it open with a fishing rod, anything goes...
Ok, might be exeggerating there...
But this throat thing is getting in the way of ALOT of things in my life...
So it's do or die...
Please pray for me tomorrow...
*sound like i'm going for war or something*

Gosh I'm getting bored-er and bored-er as the time pass...
And I don't want to disturb people...
Sian...
Got a feeling I'll sleep early tonight...

Ok that's really all for tonight...
Take carez people... =]
Somehow I feel like I'm in solitary confinement...

*You have no idea how lucky I am to have known you...*

Zupz Zupz!

you mean the world to me...

Dear Bloggie...

I'd probably be dead if it aint for you...

Ok...
So today wasn't the extraordinary day which I thought it would be...
But I got to wake up late...
And by late, I had to drag myself out of bed at 10am...
So I bathed and all...
Went to macs and bought Hotcakes with Sausage...
Went home and ate while watching oprah...
They talk about this state in US where it's the state with the most obese people...
And oprah and her crew were trying to change that...
Making people sign contracts to lead a healthier life...
And you see these people going to the gym and cutting their food intake...

It kinda got me thinking...
Is there a state anywhere in the world where being underweight is a problem...
And no, I'm not talking about those places experiencing poverty...
Maybe a place where people just don't eat so much?
And if oprah would go there...
Maybe they just start giving food to people or something?
Which is kinda cool if you think about it...
Imagine Singapore has that, and oprah visits us...
We don't have to think about getting food, everyday people would just deliver them...

On a side note, I'm kinda talking about myself...
I think I'm underweight...
But the number I've been using is kinda like 4 to 5 years old?
I've got no idea how much I weigh right now...
*of which I think any kind of weighing machine would do, which I don't have any*
So I'm still sticking to the old one which makes me underweight...
And trust me when I say I've been eating...
*don't worry, I won't starve myself...;)*
But it's just my metabolism rate is quite high...
I get hungry quite easily and I digest food easily...
The only hope of me gaining weight, would be next year, during...NS...
That's the only time I'm sure to gain weight...
Ok I've gone off topic...heh...

After watching Oprah...
Went into my room, laptop on...
Msn online...
But was bored to death...
So...
Went surfing to look for nice movies to watch...
Found afew, but most didn't load, so I got really bored...
In the end, I found myself on my bed taking a short nap...
*I dreamt of you... =X*

Ok then woke up...
Cooked myself Maggie Mee tom yam flavour...
And seriously, it SUCKED...
I hate it...
It tastes damn crappy...
Ok now my tummy hurts...*ouch..*
And I've been online till now...

And that was my day, I guess...
Nothing much huh...
I'll be going school tomorrow...
Gonna do FYP and finish up the hardware part of it...
So hopefully once that's done...
I can start focusing on the software part of the FYP procedure...
Which is the programming part...
FYP is a seriously big headache...
Somehow I feel like I've wasted one whole sem...
Ah well, I guess next sem would be a little better?
Hopefully...

Ok that's it for today...
Am I starting to get seriously boring?
I sure hope not...
Take carez people...=]

*For once in my life, I met someone like you...*

Zupz Zupz!

I'm lost without you...

Dear Bloggie...

Living without you makes my world a sealed vacuum.

Ok then...
Gosh I finally get to blog..heh..

Woke up in the morning...
Gosh it feels good to sleep late and you can just, lay down wit ho no worries...
Then my bro ashraf called me up...
He wanted to test drive a car his neighbour lent him..
So I got ready and all...
He said meet at post office at 11.10am...
I waited and waited and waited and waited till 11.50am...
Freaking sian...
Then he went into post office and bought the car coupon...
And we went back to his place the car park...
There it was, the ORANGEY-GOLD car of which he says it looks like... =X

And first stop was to top up petrol..
Of which we decided to go Changi Village for Brunch...
Upon reaching there...We realised we didn't have parking coupons...
So he drove us to Eastpoint and we ate at Banquet...
I ate mixed rice... Which cost me $6.20...
Super rip off, but I couldn't be bothered...
Drank Ovaltine Ice... Super yucky... =X

Then we drove to Ghufran Mosque, but it was raining...
So went to my place to pray...
And he dropped me off inside NAS...
Thanks bro!!!! =]

Ok then band hasn't started yet...
Cause I came like SUPERBLY early...
Went straight into the store room...
Squeezed my way to the eupho cupboard...
It looks messy already....=[
So I just took out one eupho...
And James went in too...
He took out his case...
And soon everyone started coming...
We had to wait outside M-Lab cause the AV club had some meeting inside...

Finally got inside...
Mr yeo did some sound-work with the band...
Making the band listen out for one another...
After that was sectionals...
Sometimes I look forward to sectionals, sometimes I just loathe sectionals...
I have nothing against James, in fact, I'm proud of him...
But I'm just a lousy teacher...
Instead of finding a better solution, I end up getting frustrated...
I do suck...
Grah...

After sectionals..
Went back in M-lab...
Ran through March Blue Sky...
Woo, Mr Yeo complimented the eupho section, cause I played... =X
It's been a year since I played the song with a band...
Last year was with SPband and it was just perfect...
Apart from the fact that I was the lousiest eupho player in the section that time...
And I found the song very challenging...
Now we are playing it in NASband...
And I still feel lousy for not being able to teach James...
So after March Blue Sky...
Sight Read a song which I have no idea what the title is...
Cause it's in japanese or something...
Plus there's only one eupho score...
Chong Jin was very nice...=]
She read the bass clar part, I read the Baritone Sax part...
I can't believe I transposed the whole score...
But I forgot to transpose the key signature too, which made me play alot of naturals...*hits self with brute force*

For Baritone Sax, the Key Signature was F Major...
But for Eupho, it was Ab Major...
So is it a Perfect 5th?
Seriously, I've got no idea...
But at least I can play, woo!
The song is quite nice...
And the rhythms were manageable...

Ok then Mr Yeo talked for awhile...
And the band was dismissed...
So that's all for band...
My time with NASband shall be halted till October...
So, NASband, please survive with me...=]

OH!
CALLING ALL SENIORS OF NASBAND.
NASBAND WILL BE HAVING A CONCERT ON 21st NOVEMBER!
PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT! THANK YOU VERY MUCH! =]
Look for me for details...hee.. =]

K that's all!
Thanks for reading my boring blog...=]
Take carez and have an extraordinary day tomorrow!

*Maybe if you'd understand how I feel about you...*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

I got you babe~...Sooooo Jamaican.. =X

Alrighty then...
All I can say about yesterday...
The concert was amazing...
It was expected from a professional band...
Great job Mr Louis Yeo, Mr Adrian Chiang and also Mr Leonard Tan! =]
Shan't talk about concert too much...

So today...
Forced myself to wake up at 9am...
And watched Ben 10 till 10am...
Studied from 10 to 1pm...
Went school at 1pm...
Reached school at 1.55pm...
Had rush my way from Dover station to T1...
Reached T1A53 just in a nick of time...
Went in the classroom, panting like mad...
Sat down, my seat was all the way to the back...
And I could start the paper immediately...
So I did the paper...
No comments on it...=]

And I went out an hour earlier...
Went to Dover station and went home...
Ok tonight's blog is gonna be super short...
Cause I seriously got no mood to blog...
Means I dunno what to blog about in the first place...
My head is, BLANK...
I guess after exams, all my knowledge just dissipates into oblivion... heh cool.
Got a strong feeling I'll sleep early tonight...
But then again, why shouldn't I?
No more studying at night! *not that I've ever stayed up to study*

Ok this is not going anywhere...
Lalala....
I am seriously ZONKING out...
And I've got no idea what I'm doin...
Blehx...
Usually at this time, my brain has the highest activity rate...
But now, BLANK...argh...
Why am I stoning!!!! *smacks self*
Ok didn't work...
Am I that exhausted?
No.
Gosh I'm really not going anywhere with this...
OH!

Played this "game" thingy on Facebook called Hatchling...
Kinda cool "game"...
Maybe cause the eggs are just cool and unique...=]

Ok I should just stop nonsensing and just post this up...
Hooray for boredom!

*Watching plants grow...*

Zupz Zupz!

No Air

Dear Bloggie...

Maybe I'm just trying too darn hard for nothing...

Ok, apologies for not blogging yesterday...
Too tired for I-dunno-what reason...
So lets run through yesterday...

Woke up at around 6.55am due to my phone alarm...
Immediately jumped out of bed to stop dreaming...
Bathed and got ready for school...
Went to school, took the exam and went home...
At 1pm went for Friday prayers and went home after that too...
Reached home at 2.15pm and left home at 3pm to NAS...

Reached NAS, wanted to go M-lab...
But saw the door was closed...
So went to the storeroom and tidied up the eupho cupboard...
Also did some greasing to the stuck slide of one eupho...
Then they had sectionals and the euphos were outside the storeroom...
I shocked the crap outta James... =X
I took them for sectionals, did a little warm up and jumped into Novena beginning...
They just need to train on high notes...
James needs to listen to more pitching...

Then they were called back into the M-lab...
I went in with them...
Did some simple warm up...
And then there's this arpeggios...
I can do Bb major arpeggios, but Eb major I got super lost...
Cause I seriously hate arpeggios...
Brain too slow...
Ok then Mr Yeo sent section by section outside for sectionals to concentrate on some parts...
Then he asked me to take the eupho section...
I did my best to make them understand rhythms and notes...
Can hear a huge improvement in them, super happy...
Then went in cause Mr Yeo called us in...
He thanked me for helping the euphos... *I was super happy btw*
Then we did rhythms...while conducting...
It was quite a challenge for me as well...
Screwed up the rest and stuff...
Can see Mr Yeo kept looking at me... =X *super pai seh*
After rhythms, the band was dismissed...
So I went to keep my instrument...*and to go pee*

After band, I heard there's a concert on Sunday and Mr Yeo's playing...
Initially didn't want to go...
In the end, haiya, just go...=]
So went home with Yihui...
Reached home and I dunno what happend...
So let us jump to today shall we... =]

Saturday 23rd August, ah, 23, my fav number, heh...
Woke up at 9am, watched TV...
Had breakfast at 10am...
Bathed at 10.15am...
Went out with family at 10.40am...
Took 518 express bus to Marina Square...
Walked the whole Marina Square cause dad wanna look for Courts, which evidently there isn't any...
So in the end, went to Harvey Norman...
And there's furnitures here and there, like WHOA...
In the end didn't buy anything...
Went to Marina Square to buy my clothes...
Went to this shop selling golf stuff and bought two Adidas Polo Tees...
Then went to another shop and bought another two Adidas Polo Tees...
So now I have four adidas polo tees...YAYs...

After shopping, went to Pizza Hut for lunch...
Didn't have mood to eat at all...
So I just ate two pieces and the soup...
After lunch, went back to suntec to take bus home...
Took the same bus we took to come to suntec...
Reached home and here I am...
Not feeling well now, and I've got no idea why...

Now, which polo tee should I wear for tomorrow??
Should I wear the casual polo tee, or the formal polo tee?
I'll decide tomorrow...
For now...
I need to refresh my head with some poem/song/whatever-you-wanna-call-it thingy...
So let's go!

Raindrops tapping on my window like solid rocks,
Have you ever wondered when my window will crack?
My heart stops... But my love continues despite the heart pack.
Can you feel my heart beating for you, and I hope yours is beating for me too...

How long are we going pretend,
Being friends seems like a good plan,
But as always... It feels much stronger than that.
The truth inside you, is what I hope you'll believe it too...

How can I live,
Knowing you won't be there to receive,
How can I live,
Knowing you won't be there to love me too...

I bet there's some other guy,
Or maybe two.
But give me a chance and I'll try,
To be the only one for you.

You shower me with care and concern,
But I have to wonder,
If you're trying to learn,
The truth in which you always ponder...

How can I live,
When I've stopped loving the one I love.
How can I live,
When it seems you came from above...

Ok I shall call it "How can I live?"...
Yes there's a question mark...for the fun of it...=]
It's quite short...
Maybe next time I'll write longer songs.. =X
Ok, I'm done here...
Take carez people! And have a wonderfully wet saturday! =]

*You are all that I have...*

Zupz Zupz!

To be with you. =]

Dear Bloggie...

I'm the one who wants to be with you.

Ok then...
Had a pretty bad morning...
Pancakes didn't turn out alright...
Me, the smarty pants tried putting milo powder in pancake mixture...
And it took forever to fry the darn pancake...
In the end I burnt all and didn't eat any...such a waste...
Didn't have mood to eat, so skipped breakfast...

In the afternoon, cooked maggie mee...
But aint your normal maggie mee...
For once, I tried adding lime and two sliced chilli...
And for fun, I added my mom's "sambal kicap"...
It taste super nice...
True it might be too spicy, but hey, I'll die not having anything spicy to eat...
So it was like heaven with a touch of sourness in the lime...

After lunch, went straight into study mode...
It's Digital Communications...
So far I've done one exam paper...
And it's quite do-able...
Later in the late afternoon, gonna try one more paper...
Which will drag till night...
And after which off to bed...

I have officially screwed my heart/life inside out upside downside up...
Trying hard to stay happy...
But that happiness is gone...
I've finally hit rock bottom.. *yay.*
I took the risk, being stubborn and all...
Hoping for some hope...
Instead, I crashed and burn...
For once it felt so right than right can ever be...
And I'm smacked in the face telling me I'm wrong...
Is it my ego? Was it my over confidence?
Or was it just me trying to seek my true happiness?
Whatever it is, it all sums up to nothing in the end...
It doesn't matter what I've done...
I'm just an ordinary guy with an ordinary life that's sucks so ordinarily...

What's the point of being so close yet feel so far...
I might say this is the biggest mistake of my life...
But I'm sure I'll screw up even bigger sooner or later...
So instead of accomplishments...
Instead of taking afew steps forward...
Instead of improving...
I'm facing mistakes, I'm taking alot of steps backwards and I'm becoming worse...

Tell me...
How can the circle end?
When there's no beginning, nor an end?

No.

I haven't lost...

I haven't lost anything I never had...

But it feels like I'm back to square one...
Now I need to find a new source of happiness...
Anyone who can make me truly happy and loves me back please step forward...
Love aint a movie.
How I wish fairy tales were real, I'll just wish and wish and wish...
Heh, fancy dreaming huh...

Time to stop dreaming, and start living...
Climbing back up is the hardest bit to do...
When you've totally lost everyone you can hold on to...
And all you've got is yourself...
Fiq, be there, do that, and keep fighting. yes.

*I've got it in me to stop myself from being misdirected*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Best Buds huh...Yea...=]

Ok then...
Nearly woken up late if it wasn't for her msg... =X
Bathed and drank a cup of milo...
When I reached the bus stop, I realised I didn't bring my PSP...
What a bummer...
So I had to stand my way through the journey with nothing...
Well not really nothing, someone accompanied me by sms... =]

So then reached school super early...
My classmates were sitted outside the exam venue...
Armed with notes and past year papers...
All I had in my hand was my hp, busily typing some sms... =X
So then the doors opened and we were ushered in by ther chers...
For some reason I was both nervous and calm at the same time...
Thank god I wasn't seated under aircon, or I'll probably freeze before I say cool... =X

Ok so the paper starts...
We were given 10 mins to read through the question paper, but cannot write anything...
So I was surveying...
It went something like this...
*reads first page....* Hmmmm ok...can...can....shit..can...can....
Mind you first and second pages are MCQ...
*reads second page...* can....can....can............shit.
*reads 3rd page* This is the short questions, and I've got 8 of them...
So I read... Hmmmm, can...can.....eh not bad sia...
*reads 4th page* ......SHIT! more shit...i'm so in deep shit...
*reads 5th page*...well that doesn't looks so ba.......SHIT!
*scans through last page* Why god? why me?
So that's just hope shitty it was...
I anyhow whack alot of questions, if I can't do something, at least write something down in desperation...

So after trying my absolute best...
I ended at 10.30am and left the room...
Compared the answers with my other classmates, and yea, I'm in deep crap...
Somehow I still managed to feel confident of what I've done... so who cares... =D

Went home and went to Tmart to buy KFC...
Ok, I bought two pieces of chicken with cheese fries and iced milo...
I then headed to this shop in the middle of nowhere to buy my new adidas deodorant with a hair cream/gel...
Went home and ate my lunch...
Was feeling super hungry, ended up feeling super bloated...
Then went to bathe and here I am now...
Felt like blogging.. So yar...=]

I wanna SLACK today...
So that tomorrow can study for Friday's paper...
Yesterday I watched What Happens In Vegas after nerding...
It was just, hilarious and touching at the same time...
I have no idea why I've been watching movies nowadays...
But hey, at least I'm trying to relax... =]

Let me take some time to...just...drift into a world called my head...

There's a gap in this imperfect circle that I have...
Many a times you've completed that circle and it fits perfectly well...
I tried to keep you in the circle, but you pushed yourself out of it...
What remains is the same imperfect circle that awaits your return...
But from what you told me, you'll never return...

You taught me to walk...
When I'm with you, I can finally run...
You brought out the best and the worst in me...
You were there to share my joy, and you were there to share my pain...
I've never felt a connection so strong with anyone else...
Never clicked with someone so close for this long...
Never understood anyone better than you...
It just feels so right...
For once I don't have to adapt to understand people...
For you it's as though we were made for each other...

And we are friends...
The closest one God has ever given to me...
Even though you don't agree as to how great you are...
The truth is, you are the greatest person who I honestly feel I've ever met...
I believe we have that connection...
Or maybe, it's just me...
But I can tell you, I'll never be happy being with anyone else but you....=]

And that's all for today...
Thanks for tuning on by...
Tomorrow is nerding day!
Wish me luck people!!!! =D

*I hope one day you'll open up to me...*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...




I really can't stop myself from falling in love with you...

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Friends of mnay, Lover of none,
Jack of all trades, Master of none,
Great minds think alike, so does fools...

I could go on and on...
But I won't bother, you get the idea...
So anyway...
Slept late yesterday night/morning at around 1am...
Watched Made of Honor for the second time yesterday...
Very touching story, not so touching looking at it now again...
Then woke up at 4.50am to have my sahur...
Ate two slices of bread with nutella on them...
And hosed myself down with loads of water...
Brushed my teeth and I was back in bed at 5.10am...
Woke up again at 6am for Subuh prayers..
Then went back to bed...

Officialy woke up at 9am after forcing myself back to bed at 8am...
Which was of no use...
My body just doesn't want to sleep...
Woke up and placed myself on the sofa watching the olympics...
And I tell ya, heats are freaking boring to watch...
The runners don't even use full energy...
Once they see they first 3, they start to slow down...

So I stopped watching olympics and went online...
Looked for some decent movies to watch...
Can't remember what movies I watched...
But one of them was Across the Universe, watched it the second time with Mab...
She wanted to watch, so we watched it together...

So basically just wasted the day off by watching movies...
I'm fasting today to pay back my debt for missing a day of fasting last year...
So yar...
Nothing else to do...
I think I've lost the desire to love...
Just not cut out to be loved...
Oh wells...
Life sucks, deal with it...=]

Take carez people!
Two more days to the Exams! =]

*no more maybes, what ifs, could've beens...I'm done*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Might this be the news I've been waiting for?

The reason for not blogging yesterday night...
Was cause I slept, ok not slept, I went to bed before 10pm...
So I rolled on the bed for like 2 hours before I could really sleep...
Keep waking up for no reason...
And boy was I glad to wake up at 7.19am...
Bathed and stuff...
Went to NAS...

I came earlier then I usually do...
So went into the store room and digged out A Bamberg Fantasy...
Soon after it was marching time...
Initially Rebekah wanted me to teach the new sec 1 girl marching...
Which meant she had to take the whole sec 1 squad...
So in the end I took the whole sec 1 while she teach the new sec 1 girl...
I laid down some rules and punishments...
Just be glad I didn't ask to do pumpings...

So marching was normal...
During punishment, while running back...
Sandy fell down and injured herself quite badly...
Seeing how badly injured she was, I gave everyone 5 mins break...
And they report back a minute later...
I shall give face...
I also taught them the command to turn behind...
Of which many went off balance...
Which is quite common if your hands aren't locked by the sides...
I still see alot not clenching their fist and locking their arms...

Then that was most of what happend during marching...
After which was sectionals...
I took the Eupho section...
For once I have the eupho section by themselves...
James needs to improve tonguing and time management...
Terrence still needs to project more more more...
Jaslyn needs to have consistency in her higher notes...
I've got no idea where I came up with the idea of the warm up...
But I think it's really helpful...
So we did alot of technical stuff on the first half of the sectionals...

During break, I played the eupho, the one that hates me right now...
The only reason why I say this is cause the 4th valve is spoiled and the tone coming out from it stinks...
So I played A Bamberg Fantasy...
Gosh, brings back LOADS of memories...
Plus that solo part....wowness...
Jaslyn just sat there and stone...
She must be really tired with all those technical stuff...

Ok second half, we were asked to change location...
Sat outside the General Office...
It was freaking noisy down there with all the construction going on...
But it's good in a way too, cause I get to listen out closely to mistakes...
We worked on the Pick up to bar F...
The clearest articulation I've heard so far is by Terrence...
James articulation is still very muffled...
Need to train more tongue...
Cleared up some notes and rhythms...
And we touched on the front part of Novena...
Unliked March Blue Sky, I need them to play the high F for Novena...
Cause it's part of a melody line which needs to come out...

Then I left the eupho section to check on the other section...
And what I saw...
I just...
Even though some of your parts are easy...
Doesn't mean it gives you the liberty to slack...
Nuff said.

Played "hand ping pong" with Felicia, Sandy and James...
Loads of freaking funny moments...
We actually played it while waiting for Yihui to get done with her meeting...
But in the end she went off without us with the comm...
While playing, James injured his ankle and could barely walk...
Felicia slipped but luckily didn't injure herself...
Seriously, what boredom can do to people, SHEESH...

Went to Tmart KFC for lunch...
I had shrooms meal...
Felicia stole my cheese fries...
Sandy kept laughing at James for no reason...
After lunch, James took a cab home and we all thought he's damn rich...
Then we went to the bus stop opposite TPJC as Sandy and Felicia wanted to take bus 34...
There was a cat there...
Super cute...
I miss having cats and getting to hold one again just feels great...
Sandy's afraid of cats, can't blame, I was too...
Ok so their bus came and I went home...

Reached home and I felt damn sleepy...
Did my afternoon prayers and went to bed....
For some reason, I couldn't really sleep...
I was fooled by the clouds once again...
Cause I heard thunder plus dark clouds...
So that would mean rain was coming...
In the end it didn't rain and I was damn hot...
So I just rolled around in bed for 2 hours...
In the end decided to wake up and watch TV...
And boy was I glad I woke up...
I watched table tennis semi-final...
It was quite a close match...
After that watched Soccer semi-finals...
Belgium damn pro la, even with 10 men, they still can score a goal...

Then had dinner...
And here I am right now...
Gosh I'm feeling so demoralised and I dunno why...
I need to pay back my fast on Monday, of which I'll be at home the whole day...
Can concentrate on studying...
Don't think I'll come for band on Tuesday, need to study...
Wednesday is my paper...
So I should be prepared for that by then...
Ok that's all for today...
Take carez and sorry for the late entries I've been doing...
Have a great day tomorrow people... =]

*Just when I thought you'd be there for me, you turned your back on me and walked away...*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Eating famous amos like eating rice. Rah.

Ok then let's begin!
Woke up at 8.45am...
Bathed and all till 9am...
Went to Tmart to buy food and some other stuff..
By some other stuff, I mean pen knife, glue and mounting board...
Of which all of them I used for my GEMs project...
My mom was sick, so she didn't went to my sister's house...
I bought for her Mee Rebus while I ate Nasi Ambeng...
Reached home at around 9.45am cause the blardy shop haven't open and I had to
wait...

So after breakfast, I burned my CD of the stuff for GEMs...
Then proceed to cutting my mounting board...
I had to place my A4 size picture onto the board...
And there has to be a 3cm boarder outside the A4 picture...
So I had to like measure...
Do I have pics for it, yea I do...
So that's the final product, the centre piece of board is to elevate my picture...
Sadly I didn't take a picture of the picture with the board as I only got the picture upon reaching school...
And I won't put up the picture for obvious reasons...

So reached school at 1.03pm...
Sorry Fila for making you wait for like 15mins!!
Not used to coming early...
Oh and thanks loads for printing the pic for me!
It looks awesome! =D

So then I went to class...
The lecturer was going through some basic techniques which I could easily do...
But the next few techniques were super chim till I could barely follow...
In the end I did...
And the effects were freaking cool...
We learned to make a water droplet using photoshop...
Plus make water flow...
After that we learned on how to make things burn...
Damn cool also, the effect was super real...
One day I shall demonstrate the COOL and HOTNESS of these techniques...

At 3pm, me and JianHui went to level four of t19 to look for Mr Leon Chua's letterbox...
And I wanted to drop my artwork into his letterbox, but the hole was too small...
Now, why do I have lecturers who are so dumb, sheesh...
Anyway, went into the main office and called that Mr Leon Chua...
Told him that I left my artwork at the main office...
I pray hard he remembers to pick it up or it doesn't get lost...
After a visit to that office, we went to Kevin's clubroom cause JH wanna return kev's card back...
And then we're off home...

The greatest sight for today was just hilarious....
Do you know of those people who sleep in trains?
And how their head just bobbles...
Just now, I saw not one, not two, BUT THREE people doing the same thing...
And to make it better, they were sitting side by side...
And the way they bobble were almost synchronous...
The best thing was they were all sleeping, and I kept staring...
Giggling by myself, gosh looking back, I think I was the one who looked like an idiot...
Reached Tampines and dropped off at Tmart for the second time today...
Went to 7 eleven...
Hoping to find some syrup for my pancakes...
But noooooooooooooooooooooooo~....
I couldn't find any...
Then I stumbled upon.......NUTELLA!
Woo yea...
Finally I bought it...
And the expiry date is 06 06 09...
Just something random, I know...

Ok then reached home and I can't remember what I did...
Oh, I took alot of pics of marbles today...
I'm seriously lazy to upload them up here...
Might just upload them at google pictures or something...

Ah, now for some random stuff time! WOoo~
Today we shall do another poem...
So kids, it's a POEM, not a SONG... =X
I shall make songs soon, but for now, they are POEMS ok? =]
Here I go~

Squarish window grills has prevented me from exercising my thought's desires,
But my mind is exploding, imploding, trying so hard to come out,
Come out from this shell protecting me from all those liars,
In the end there's nothing out there, just a tall green beansprout.

Kept within me are destructive hallucinations,
Provoke me and I won't hesitate in letting it out,
Somehow there's a void preventing my destructions,
And the moment I'm able to break this void, is when I can see your snout.

Smiling faces,
All nothing but a big facade,
Untied shoe laces,
Get interwined and falls down hard.

Do you need to use the bathroom?
The urgency you're experiencing almost looks unbearable,
Locking yourself in a cubicle like it's you tomb,
Somehow your expression as you relieve yourself seems miserable.

I've felt that kind of urgency before,
But I couldn't find anywhere to relieve my pain,
Those people who came and swore,
I can just live my life with a stain.

I'm not making any sense whatsoever,
But does it mean it's nonsense?
It's a string of incidents that goes on forever,
Would you care to give me some of your condolence?

Try looking at the world from a different perspective,
You might be amazed by the difference,
Never have you thought that your close friend was your relative,
Open up to the the world that's filled with vibrance.

I shall stop my poems here,
Await my future poems as they will come,
Thank you for being so dear,
For next time shall be a different outcome. =]

Take carez my friends...
If you love me, won't you let me go?
Good nightz and sweet dreamz! =]

*My poems are seriously purely random, shit*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Famous Amos anyone?

Ok then...
Woke up at 9.45am...
After much rolling in one spot, finally I brought myself out of bed...
Then bathed and off I went to the supermarket...
Lets see what I bought...
First I grabbed Keloggs Frosties cereal...
Then I grabbed HL milk...
Followed by Maggie Mee instant noodles...
And then Pancake Mix...
Finally grabbed Famous Amos...
The total amount was, 21 bucks...
Of which I used my 100 bucks to break...
And out of my stupidity...
After paying, I just walked off...
Totally forgetting all about my stuff...
I remembered them when I was at the entrace of the supermarket...
This shows that I'm so not used to goin shopping alone...

Then I wanted to buy adidas deodarant...
Went to watsons, and they sell it at 6 bucks plus...
Celmenti's selling them half the price...
So I'll wait to shop at Clementi...
I then went home and ate my cereal...
As you can see, I'm totally avoiding Macdonalds cause it's UNHEALTHY...=]

Actually I planned to go school for my lecture today...
But in the end I didn't cause I had to do my GEMs assignment which I'm gonna hand up tomorrow...
So I spent the whole day searching for pics and editing them...
And by about 6pm, I already had my final product...
And also, thanks to Hafilah for spotting out things I can improve on...
Plus helping me to print the picture, a really great help, I really appreciate it...=]

At around 7pm plus...
Did my studies...
I'm finally getting a hang of things...
It seems my exams are gonna be a breeze...
Anyway, at 9pm, stopped studying, and started looking for some softwares...
And in the end I found this software called Guitar Pro 5...
It's something like a composing software...
Played around with it, had some fun until now...
Which is like 11.26pm...
Of which I'm goin to sleep very soon, I think...

And no, I'm not gonna post up my final piece of GEMs assignment here...
Cause I dowan people coming here and insult me for no reason...
So yar, if you want, can ask me on msn and I'll send it to ya...ok?
And to those having CA test or GEMs test or prelims or anything testable tomorrow...
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU!
Sadly I've got no test tomorrow, just gotta hand in that GEMs thingy and I'm done...
Plus I got no school on Thursday and Friday...
Of which I think I'll be doing my Theory papers on both days...

My life is full of crap and is not interesting one bit...
I'm only useful only when I'm needed, other then that, I'm just pushed aside...
And no, I don't feel like I'm being treated as a toy...
Cause I understand what people go through, and those who I call friends, are my friends for a reason...
I try my hardest to understand them, but in the end I'm only hurting myself...
So please tell me if these kinds of friends are worth keeping...
And why is it that I'm the one who becomes the victim all the time?
What wrong have I done...
This is me not being emo, instead, questioning the life that I never quite fathom...
Just to make it clear, I am not sad nor depressed...
Just plain curious...Hmmm?
I've got a smile on my face due to the people that surround me...
My heart feels lighter when certain people are around me...
I've got no worries at all...trust me. =]

*Well, you start taking out your notes and just...study?*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

*You........mean alot to me~ heh*

Wanted to wake up at 7am today...
But in the end, I woke up at 7.45am...
Sianz...
My bed too nice, just when I thought it was the oppose, ho ho ho...
So woke up at 7.45 and bathed...
Drank milo...
And off off off I went to school...

Reached school 30mins late...
And I immediately turned on my lappie...
Then it was immediately presentation time...
My program was running, but not done yet...
So I just gave the most basic run through of my program...
Then I kena shoot question by my cher...
I think I can answer like 3/4 of the question...
The other 1/4 I just told her I dunno...
Then she helped me see where was what...
Then I submitted my program to her...
And that gurantees me at least a PASS for my MAD!!!!
The most stupid module I've ever taken...
Stress so much for nothing...

So lunch...
Stupid la...
I told Iskandar I don't have money to buy lunch and asked him to treat me...
Then when we reach the coffee shop, he went all silent on me...
FREAK...
Then I had to dig out my coins to buy food...
It was really alot of coins...
Throughout lunch I didn't talk to him...
Me bought Wanton Mee...
Ate quietly...
Don't care him...
Call me evil or what, I don't care...

After lunch, went to class...
Had to do this PBIL thingy...
Thomas was furious with us for not preparing before the class starts...
So we spent most of the time trying to put different parts together...
I just sat there and watch him helplessly trying to do stuff...
And no, I'm not so cold hearted, after like 10 mins I told him to let me do...
Then we were on the right track...
So in the end Thomas came and we could present our stuff...
And that was the end of that...

Went home and slept for awhile...
Don't ask why, but my body's been feeling very sick these few days...
But I won't bother about that for now...
Have exams next week, studies comes first...
Of which, ironically I haven't been studying, sian...
That's why I'm goin to class tomorrow for revision...
And after that, there's no need to study for that module anymore...

Ok that's supposed to be it tonight...
If I got time, shall write another poem later on in the night...
Somehow I'm kinda inspired again...
So will see how...
To those having exams or prelims tomorrow, all the best! I know you guys can do it! Just don't burn midnight oil hor...=]
Okaiyz...
I'm off!
Take carez people!

*If you're not worthy of my love, I don't think anyone is...*

Zupz Zupz!

My love...

Dear Bloggie...

"Cause when they do, they are the ones who truly care"
-Mabeline Yeo Hui Ping.

Ok I have no idea what to blog...
So it's like I'm thinking of wat to do today...
Just got off the phone with mei...
I hope she's alright...=]

Ok basically in the morning..
Woke up and bathed immediately...
Dad bought for me Nasi Lemak...heh, NAZI lemak... =X
The rice was too much for me to finish everything...
While eating, watched Everyone's Hero...
A really really interesting movie to watch...

Gosh I really have no idea what to blog about...
So I shall attempt on, poems. =]

Here we go...

After the rain stopped pouring over this dry patch of land,
A rainbow appears and for once it looks like it's smiling to me,
Clearing my throat I picked up the courage and raised my hand,
Singing to you a song which carries a sweet melody.

You were hesitant in your actions,
But I held your hand and looked in your eyes,
You started crying in my arms with compassion,
I told you to stop before I turn into ice.

A love that was never meant to be, you and me,
But my heart never felt so right with anyone else,
I wished we could carve our names on a tree,
Or even hear those birds chirping along with the bells.

You mean alot to me, for that you can see,
And having you by my side just makes me filled with glee,
I don't mind if you don't love me, of which I understand my mysteriousity,
But at least accept the love from me to you as part of my generosity.

You fear that I shall get hurt by taking this risk,
A risk which isn't worth taking,
But the trust I have in you is so great, even greater then an obelisk,
So please not worry my love, for the decisions I am making.

I could go on and on till stone turns to diamonds,
But all I ask of you is trust,
Trust me as the love of my heart strongly burns,
For you, that's all that I ask.

Ok that's all for today!
Gosh my poems look super crappy...
Been so long since I written a poem before...
So yar...
I'm off!
Take carez people! =D

*I will love you the way that you are...*

Zupz Zupz!