Dear Bloggie...

I've never realised how time fly as I looked at my watch this afternoon...
And I still thought I still have more time left for everything...
As I blinked my eyes, every second, minute and eventually a year has passed...
The feeling of losing precious times has passed...
I never treasured my time that well this year...
To be honest I don't think I've done anything much this year...
So I'll just list out the stuff I did in this blessful year of mine...

2006

1. Learned piano to get a grade someday, just accomplished grade one.
2. Learned archery, got the feeling to continue... And I will....
3. Passed my O levels with an L1R4 of 16 points..
4. Wanted to be a music teacher at NAFA... but...
5. Got into Singapore Polytechnic...
6. Studying Electrical and Electronic Engineering as a course...
7. Take up the role of being a Class Representative...
8. Went for my first ever cruise with the other class reps...
9. Passed maths once for mid-sessional exams...
10. Went to several band concerts this year including HC and SSW..
11. Got myself a laptop...
12. Got myself a handphone(nokia 3230)....
13. Got myself a PSP(version 2.81)...
14. Made quite afew frens with pple from Punggol Band...
15. Got myself a keyboard to practice my piano book on...
16. Read the entire collection of Artemis Fowl(and LOVING IT)...
17. Played alot of bowling and the most I got was a Turkey(3 strikes in a row)...
18. Finished most of my piano book already, left 3 more songs only...
19. Performed for my band concert early in the year on my Euphonium....
20. Went to both band camps...
21. Had a great time with my childhood friends playing XBox....
22. Went for Archery camp, made quite afew friends...
23. I want my band life back....please...........

I guess that's all I've done for this year of 2006...
Now lets get going to my New Year's Resolution....

1. I wanna clean my room..
2. Downgrade my PSP to version 1.5(If possible in afew months)..
3. Pass maths for my Sessional Exams and not repeat it in year 2 of Polytechnic..
4. Join SPband and endure the band practices...
5. Make more friends, especially those from band...
6. Join Archery Competitions..(even though I'm in Recreational Archer now)..
7. Persevere grade 2 of piano and do grade 3 music exam at the end of 2007..
8. Get a girlfriend?
9. Go back sec sch for Sec 1 Orientation camp...
10. Hope Ngee Ann Sec band gets that Gold medal...
11. Go for another round of Cruise with class reps?
12. Help with the Year 1 Poly Orientation....
13. Play my dearest Euphonium which I miss so much...
14. Get an Electronic Piano...
15. Get to conduct a song with a band for a concert...
16. Perform more concerts with the band...
17. Get a new Handphone...
18. Learn how to swim...
19. Take up bowling as a hobby...
20. Refurmish my blog template..(Which has been that way since I started)..
21. Be a happier person than I always have...
22. Train myself to wake up early in the morning...
23. Train my hands using Dumb Bells more often, once everyday...
24. Be a better Muslim...
25. Try to be more friendly to others...
26. Go for more Leadership Camps...
27. Take up driving lessons?
28. Be the Class Rep for next year's class again...
29. Take up sports which trains my stamina...
30. Learn how to play Pachelbell Cannon in D...
31. Update my blog at least once a week....
32. Gain more weight...
33. Understand the physics behind time travelling...
34. Be a helpful person...
35. Save up money so I can do stuffs required in all of the above mentioned...
36. Get a part time job when having Holidays...
37. Do the above mentioned stuff by the end of 2007...

Yupz, that's the list for my 2007....
I think there will be alot more things which I would want to do...
But for now, I guess that would be enough to keep me occupied....

So... Fiqz here wishing all those reading my blog, hope u guys have a memorable 2006 and get prepared for a jam packed 2007! Oh yar, and if anyone wants me to mention them in my blog in 2007, please do tag my board which is located to the right of this page... Thanks... Chaoz!

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Wow... It's been a week since I've updated this thing....
And thanks iLLy for reminding me...
If not I won't be updating this blog in weeks..
So let's catch up on what's been happening shall we?

Ok then, the last I updated, at the end I said I was sick...
And yes, sick as I was...
The next few days were hell for me...
Monday was just not a great day at all...
I was sick and dizzy, went to the doc alone...
Cause my mom had to look after my nephew...
And it was quite a patience tester when I reached...
There were about 5 overseas workers that were there...
And I had to wait in line for each and every single one...
Usually a visit to that doc would take me afew mins..
But that day turned out to be an hour's wait...
And finally it was my turn, the usual stuff...
The doc placed his stethoscope on my body and told me to breathe hard..
After all that, I paid for my medicine and was well on my way home...
When I reached home, I was feeling kinda dizzy...
So decided to rest awhile...
My mom then called me for lunch...
Ate lunch and ate all four of medicine....
Namely my Panadol, my flu tablet, cough syrup and lozenges...
After dumping those stuff in my mouth...
I landed on my bed like I'd be better off dead...

I don't really recall what happens to me for the rest of the day...
So I'll just go to Tuesday...
Woke up early at about 6am plus...
Had my morning prayers and went back to bed...
Woke up again, thought of going to school...
But my throat wasn't cooperating with me, so went back to bed...
I slept quite alot on tuesday...
So that's all for tuesday...

Wednesday felt much much better...
Woke up early in the morning...
Had my prayers and went back to bed...
When it was 7am, I woke up and got ready for school...
Gosh I was feeling so good, which I don't really know why...
My first lesson for that day was PEEE Tutorial...
I was feeling kinda nervous cause I haven been doing my tutorials...
But I guess she's not too concerned about me, cause my grades were quite good..
So she aimed at my other classmates...
It kinda reminds me...
I think all lecturers are the same...
They attack the weak students...
But those weak students just keep degrading themselves..
I know for a fact that I'm a weak student in maths..
And my maths lecturer hasn't made it good enough for me...
I know I'm not hopeless, I can do maths...
But only with the right guidance...
I hope I'll pick up the studying habit soon, or I might just repeat my maths module next year..
Gosh, the thought of it terrifies me alot...
So please Fiq, get the mood to study, FAST...
Anyways, after my PEEE Tutorial, I had DE Lab....
It was kind of a slack lesson...
Where everyone do what they wanted to do...
Actually we had a choice..
To complete the PBIL curcuit, which is the MOD 60 counter...
Or do and optional lab thingy...
So I chosed to complete the PBIL thing cause I haven found a solution to the design...
And when I connected up the curcuit correctly...
I felt like I was in cloud nine...
It was the greatest experience ever...
I took some shots of my curcuits, I might just upload them up soon...
Ok, now after DE Lab...
The class need to go for this Meltdown thing at the concourse...
So I rushed to the place myself since I was already late...
Looked for my Character Development Lecturer and marked attendance..
After that, me and Iskandar went to FC3 for lunch...
I ate mixed rice as usual, Iskandar ate from the same stall too...
After that we went for out Music Appreciation class...
I kinda forgot what the lesson was about...
All I could remember was some dude playing on the keyboard..
And he was also singing...
There was like 3 other people performing as a group..
They tried singing the song "Start of something new" from HSM...
But failed miserably as they didn't really follow the piano accompanyment..
I guess it was brave of them to be performing even though it wasn't that good..
Talking about Music Appreciation, I'm glad my group has presented on week 8...
If not, I'll have to start worrying about what to present and technically I knew nothing..
So... Phew for me I guess...
And that was Wednesday!

Thursday was like the BEST day ever of my poly school life...
I woke up at about 8.15am...
Got ready for school, and reached school at about 10am...
I collected about 5 donation cards from my classmates...
Quite disappointed cause I reminded them to bring on thursday..
But It's ok I guess...
And as for maths...
I really really paid attention in class...
I think my lecturer realised that and stopped picking on me..
Finally I've redeemed myself, or so I thought...
Anyways, Integration was kinda easy...
One way to put it, it's the reverse of Differentiation...
I kinda liked that particular maths lesson...
So class ended with on a good note...
Me and Iskandar walked silently to the MRT station...
Which I found it odd, cause he'd be talking to me...
Oh well...
Anyways, I went back home, relaxed for awhile...
And at about 1pm plus I went out...
Met Salihin at small Mac at the Tampines Interchange...
I reached at about 1.30pm...
And waited for Liyana for like 2pm...
Damn she was late...
So we boarded bus number 31 and headed off for Marine Parade...
When we reached, Jazli called and wanted to join...
So we decided to go to Mac to grab lunch first...
Salihin got to the counter where this girl was super cute...
Gosh...
I don't know why, but I'm just so...lonely...
Nevermind that...
Anyways, we had our lunch, Jazli came a short, LONG while later...
And we were off to play BOWLING...
It was not the best bowling experience I had...
But I sure felt good when I was playing it...
Salihin bragged about how Marine Bowl was his place...
So I put him to the test...
And he lost, three times...
Including one where I versus him one on one...
The score was 100 for me and 95 for him...
It felt soooo good...
The first game I won Jazli and Salihin...
The second game, Jazli dominated...
The third game I won...
I love playing bowling alot, and I don't know why...
Maybe hitting the pins gives me satisfaction...

After the games, we headed off to Suntec City where we had our FREE starbucks drinks...
Maybe it was just our luck to get them...
And after that we went to the underground mosque near Raffle's Place Interchange...
And after that we walked around, Salihin bought Famous Amos...
We then hopped on the bus number 10 all the way to Tampines Interchange...
We talked quite alot about everything...
It was just a fun day out with friends basically...
I guess that's is...

Saturday and Sunday was a bore...
So no point writing about them...
I know someone's been waiting patiently for me to finish blogging..
And yes, iLLy, I'm finally done.. Heez..
Sorry if I took too long...
And Thanks to everyone who visits my blog...
Please do tag my board... =D
Take carez everyone!!!!

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

SICK!
Yup that's right folks...
I've been hit by the flu bug...
And I hafta say that it sucks...
Was supposed to go out today with my friends...
But cause of this very eventful sickness of mine, I can't go out...
Oh wells...
Let's see what's been happening in my life for the past few weeks...

I got scolded and lectured by my maths lecturer for failing my maths...
Now I'm officially aimed and spotted by her...
Damn it sucks...
And during my SPROG period, I played The Sims 2 all the way...
Can't be bothered to what cher was teaching...
I doubt it would be that difficult anyway...
My Digital Electronics have been quite ok....
Same goes for my PEEE...
So I guess everyting's fine, I hope...

I went for Band Camp the other time...
And well, I can say that it wasn't really well planned...
Usually there will be BBQ on one of the nights...
And also there usually would be games and no lights off...
But due to Combines in the early morning, it's noto much of a choice...
I didn't went for the 1st day due to school...
Only had time to come at night which wasn't too bad actually...
Me and Fayyadh played Foosball near the canteen...
We were like engrossed with the game la...
So FUN!...
Even though the ball was a marble ball...
FUN, nonetheless...
Then he called me into the music room to play a song he composed...
Kinda catchy, took me quite sum time to get the hang of it...
And it was dinner time...
Lemmi see, the food was, hmmmmmm, ok?
I won't complain much la, cause it's a good effort...
But I can complain that at night we didn't have much time to play games...
Fayyadh taught the juniors how to play Shithead which everyone enjoyed very much...
Iffah was screaming like crazy, tsk tsk tsk...
I could hear her from my the ground floor of my block...
Then I went home at around 9pm...

I went to school the next day just for one lousy PEEE lecture...
What blew me off was that it was something he taught before...
I mean, cumon, teach us sumting we DON'T know for goodness sakes...
And he ended the lesson LATE AGAIN...
I hate it when he does that...
WHY WHY WHY must he drag so long..
I need to rush back home to change and bathe and stuff sia...
Blardy idiot make me rush like mad, HMPHZ!
Anywayz...
After players, I went back to Band Camp with my juniors...
I did sectionals with my section at the gallery...
Surprisingly Sandra played quite well...
She improved ALOT from the time I graduated till now..
So proud of her sia...
Keep it up! I'll come down when I'm havin my hols, that's a promise!
Anyways, after sectionals, it was combined for the band...
Me and Fayyadh decided to go classroom block to do some stuff...
After that we went home to get our stuff for the night sleepover...

I came back to school at about 7 plus...
Helped out my juniors sorting out the scores...
Iffah counted one stack of scores for like afew hundred times..
She had to repeat cause she keep losing count while laughing...
Afiq and Shuhadah kept stamping the scores with those stampers tingy...
When that was done, I helped out in the storeroom sorting out old stuff with Ms Ong..
There were old pictures of Mrs Chua and Mr Chua...
Mdm Sue's pic was there too, gosh I miss her loads...
While flipping thru the old stuff, we saw cca forms of our OLD OLD seniors...
Gosh they look out of fashion.. Hahakz... Gosh...
Ms Ong decided to keep them for Ngee Ann's memoirs...
Since the school is gonna be renovated and everything will be demolished...
I guess pictures will leave a thousand memories...
When that was done, we went back to the classroom...
And watched abit of heroes episode and played Shithead again...
But we decided to play BABI instead...
I was like the highest level babi la...
Hahakz... I was just fooling around la...
But it was kinda sad cause we had to lights out at 11.15pm....
Which we stopped playing and just talked all the way till 12 plus...
And that's when we really slept...
Oh yar, before that I saw sumting outside the window...
Which I won't elaborate at...
I woke up a couple of times while sleeping...
And as expected, it was SUPER COLD in the morning...
I could barely sleep...
And we slept on mats on the table...
My muscle kept aching like mad wen I woke up...
And wen I can sleep properly, it was time to wake up...
I was like soooooooo tired...
But I felt better waking up rather then sleeping on the hard surface...
At around 6 plus I woke up to pray and "bathe"...
And at around 7 plus, breakfast came late to which we carried down instruments from the music room...
As combined was to be held downstairs...
And soon enough, breakfast came...
The noodles were crappy...
Only the brownies were nice...
The pizza was nice too I guess...

Anywayz, combine wasn't too bad...
The band can really play...
Mrs Chua said that the band can get 70 plus easily...
But it isn't what the band want...
We wanna get 80 plus and possibly that GWH....
It's a high dream, but a dream that will happen together...
Then Mrs Chua gave the band an hour of Sectionals...
So I taught and polished Sandra's sound abit...
It wasn't enough...
I need more time to make her tone nicer...

Gosh... I feel like typing more, but....
I feel super sick now ar...
My nose is killing me!
I'll continue this band tingy one day kz...
Take carez everyone!!!

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Gah... Itz been one freaking hell of a week for me...
Well, actually it hasn't been a WHOLE week yet...
But anyways...
I'm bored now, so letz just update dis lonely blog of mine...

School started off with the right note today...
When I say right note...
I mean class has been cancelled TWICE today....
First was my PEEE lab which has been cancelled...
Then it's my SPROG that's cancelled...
So today I onli had my DE lecture...
WOOHOOO!!!
But...
I didn't know abt the PEEE lab tingy till I came to school..
So the whole class waited for like 30 mins...
After which we decided it was cancelled, declared by me...
So we had like a handful of time...
From like 10.30am to 1pm...
Iskandar strike up an idea...
And guess what, we went BOWLING!

On the way to the RC...
Ming Hui saw me dodging a butterfly and made fun of it...
Kept shouting "Butterfly butterfly!!!"...
And I was like "I was onli DODGING that poor thing..."
He still continued his nonsense...
I was left there to just stone and -.-"....
Oh wells, at least things were abit better wen we started playing...
Today was quite a great day coz we can play 3 games for the price of 2...
It was a end year promotion thingy la...
That's why it was a good sign for my pocket...
So we played 3 games...
Of which none I got even close to 100...
Most of it was 80+ liddat...
I sorta taught Jing Yuan how to throw the ball...
He kept persisting that he threw d ball like table tennis style...
I was like, "Throw it straight, dun curl the ball yet..."
And still he curls the ball... GAH.... help me....
Peili was CUTE! Gosh...
She was like swinging the ball like a pendulum...
And just let the ball drop banging the surface of the floor...
But she must have used sumsort of power...
Her ball was slow, but wen it was abt to go into d "longkang", it curled in...
That was like a miracle shot...
Too bad it wasn't a strike, if it was, gosh I'd be mesmerised...
Me and Iskandar were head to head for the first two games...
But the las game I was leading quite alot....
But I managed to win him at the last minute with a spare...
Woohooo I won him twice! HEE HEE!
Dun ask me why I have a strong interest in bowling suddenly...
I'm a jack of all trades and a master of none...

Oh yar! Rachel followed us too...
With Kevin too...
Both of them didn't really play....
But Kevin got a strike wen he shot Jing Yuan's ball...
Rachel only sat there and gave moral support and relevant advice...
I think when she went off for her appointment at NUH, my skills decreased...
Gah, I wished she'd stay even longerrrr...
Oh wells...
After all the games we headed off back to school in a bus...
Had our lunch and headed to class...

Our DE lecturer was as usual waiting for us in the classroom oleady...
I went in with a loud "AFTERNOON CHER!"....
And so nice of her to reply back "Good Afternoon Taufiq.."
There was like zero chances in using my laptop...
Kinda regretted bringing my laptop today... HAIZ...
But I guess itz good for my shoulders, izzit?
Argh I dunno la...
Letz jump straight into what I learn for DE today shall we?

We learn abt this IC(Integrated Curcuit) which can control many outputs...
With just having 2 inputs we can have 4 outputs...
3 inputs will give us 8 outputs, 4 inputs gives 16 outputs etc....
We learn how to draw the Truth Table for these ICs...
And also the waveform when there's a clock connected to the inputs...
And also how to integrate the "ENable" function through the AND gates...
I must say today the class was quite "obedient", well, sort of....
Cause almost everyone understood what was happening...
And the best part was that we ended 30 mins early!
How fun was that huh?! Hahahakz... Gahz....
I guess I've been making false impressions of that lecturer...
She aint so bad after all... I respect her now... =D

And so after her class I went home as SPROG was cancelled...
And here I am now....
Hommmeeee sweeeeet homeeeee.....
Listening to Magiranger theme songs...
I love the jap version manz... IT RAWKS!
The dance moves are rawking too!
Oh manz... Mahou Sentai MAGIRANGER!

Also, the past week have been a confusing week for my heart...
I guess I'm a match to no one for now...
U're a big disappointment...Haiz...
Anywayz, I'm glad Sureena has finally made up her mind abt her...
Erm... Skaterboy Taufiq...Hahakz...
Just make sure u dun regret ur decision yar?
If he ever breaks ur heart again, tell me, I'll rip that name from him...
Speaking of breaking hearts...
This heart of mine has always been broken for almost two years plus....
Don't bother fixing it...
U'll just grind it down into smaller pieces...
My heart is now in my music....
Band rawks my life...
Those hu are not in band now don't know how to appreciate music...
The hardwork of teamwork...
The notations and articulations...
The courage to make mistakes and learn from them...
Yea... Music is Love.... YEA!
I'm gonna practice my keyboard skills till I can afford a piano....
And from there, I'll continue practicing and achieve sumting...
I've learnt alot in this life....
Things u gain from it is of ultimate value...
No matter how good or bad it is...
Dun expect things to fall in place for u...
Work for it and it may just happen...

Look at my SPROG MST paper....
I said in my last entry that it was one hell of a crappy paper...
But I PASSED...
And that shows, no matter how crappy things are...
U just gotta put everyting to it...
But cause I'm not perfect, my maths haven been quite good...
I failed... But I gave the best during the exam...
The thing is, I didn't prepare before the exam...
I was committing suicide theoratically...
I need help with maths...
Daffodil, if u can see this, u SO GOTTA HELP ME!!!!!!
Thankz...

Been watching Heroes ALOT lately...
Itz the only show that's very interesting...
Well, cause I'm like a superhero fan or sorts...
I wonder what happens to Hiro in the past...
Who is that young boy of Mohinder?
Will Niki get her revenge?
Is the police officer related to the radiation guy?
What will Issac draw this time to save the cheerleader?
WHO IS SYLAR?!
How will Mica and G.L. be saving the world?
Will Nathan Petrelli win the campaign?
Will Peter Petrelli meet up with Hiro?

So many questions, yet, many have gone unanswered...
Waiting for Chapter 9 now...
I can't wait no more!!!!!
Sheesh....
I'll just end this blog with a bitter end of.....
Stop giving me hopes and flirting with me, I aint a toy, I helped you once, now you're bringing me down...Take care, and goodbye...

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Bowling bowling bowling and more bowling..
That's the highlight of my week for the past few weeks...
Gosh...
The feeling of getting a strike is exhillerating manz...
I've been playing at Marina Square for like countless of times...
It's so fun!!!
Anyone who wants to play must grab me along kkz?

Also, the past week has been MST2 week for me...
And here's the verdict for the papers...
PEEE was quite easy cause I studied the past year papers...
Most of the questions were repeated so it wasn't much of a problem...
DE was almost the same thing also...
Got exactly the same question summore...
It was pretty much a give away question...
But one question was the questions of all questions...
Mod 5 or Mod 6??????
The binary is 101.... Which in this case is Mod 5...
But for a Mod 5 counter... I also dunno la....
Hahakz... Very the confusing...
Anywayz...
Maths was filled with loads of crap...
So no point talking abt it...
And also, SPROG was one big piece of bull....
Tell me why in this glorified is there a ting called written test for programming?
It's the most ultimately dumbest thing I can ever think of...
Even Jing Yuan(the class genius) told me it was the hardest paper ever...
And down there I'm thinking like, gosh I'm so dead...
OH WELLS...
What's done is done I guess...
Oh yar....
There's something very wrong with my last entry....
Let me just voice sumting out with a mute throat...

I'm really sorry I thought of you that way...
I wished I knew what happend so that I wouldn't just explode that way...
You meant so so much to me...
I can't stand the thought of you leaving me even for a second...
I want you to believe in my words...
I want you to trust me...
The way I believe in you and the way I trust you...
I'll try my best to make you happy...
Even in the deepest darkest moments of your life...
I may not be a magician, but I promise you I'll make things happen for you...
After the long chat we had with each other yesterday...
And hearing your laughter...
It just made me feel so happy...
I've never been so happy in my life...
I'll never regret knowing you...
And no matter what people say about you...
I know who you are and can decide what's right and what's wrong...
I'm gonna protect you from those who want to hurt you...
My life has never been so perfect...
And our dreams of taking pictures together will come true one day...
We will be together one day... Keep believing in us...

I feel so sick.. haiz...
Take carez everyone... bybyez....

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Wokaiyz I'm back... I guess..
So the past week has been E-Learning week for me..
Itz seriously a waste of time...
I'm suppose to learn Matrices by myself...
And it's kinda dumb coz itz like super easy la...
Just need to remember stuffs..

I did SPROG online test twice...
First time I got about like 70 marks?
And second time I got 90 out of a total of 100...
Also I did Music Appreciation online quiz which is like ok la...
I got 18 out of 25 marks...

I have been studying abit on my modules for next week...
Gosh it's gonna be MST2 really really soon...
I'm so nervous...
Got a feeling I'll flunk my maths like I always do for my MST papers..
PEEE I'm onli afraid of RLC RC and RL curcuits stuff...
The rest are ok la...
For DE it's the counters and stuff I not sure of most...
And as for SPROG...
I totally know nuts on what's gonna come out on thursday....
I guess I'll revise like hell next wednesday after my killer maths paper...

In a lil' while I'm gonna have my piano lesson...
I've been a "naughty" boy, quoted from my cher...
I'm just slow... Can't blame me...
Look at the time I have for myself...
I desperately need help...
And don't get me started on how I've been losing a great fren...
Haiz... Wish I knew why she left me cold like this...
After all I did for you...
Isn't it enough?
You told me you wanted to change...
You didn't want to be a sympathy grabber...
I told you that u're not...
You didn't listen...
I believed in you...
I trusted you for hu u are...
All I cared for was you....
And when you came back...
All this happend..
You've changed, true, but I don't know who you are anymore..
Please don't tell me the past was just a joke...
Please don't tell me the past wasn't real...
Please come back...
If you don't, itz ok...
All I can do is pray for your happiness...
You were a great friend..
Itz sad to ever think of ending the frenship...
But if itz wat you want...
I can't force you to come back...
Take care den..

Okaiyz...
That being said and done with..
I can continue my life as it is....
Something good will come out of it...
Itz the law of equivalent trade or karma..
You will get something of an equal value of what you've lost..
I sure hope that's true...
If not then I'm just having a bad period of time...
Wadda heck...
Just gotta face it with patience and COURAGE...
Coz without courage, even magic won't happen...
Ok, I'm gonna finish up my Fried Macaroni...
And after dat it's practice time again...
Take carez people and thanks for dropping by...
And to the one who's been hugging me...
Thanks alot, wish I knew who you are... =D

Zupz Zupz!

My lovely lil' nephew... 

Music IS life..
Picture taken by Fiqz.

Dear Bloggie...

Shoot me people, I don't know what I should believe..

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

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using namespace std;

main()

{

cout << "Hey there pple... Yea.. Itz my new opening for my blog...
For those hu dun understand, itz ok...
Coz itz a programming languange....
I need to practice coz my programming SUCKS...
Sheesh..
And I tot it was as easy as doing it..." ;

cout << "Anywayz... On with my life stories yar...
I haven been going for archery for quite sum time...
Some of the days i can't go...
Some of the days i just dowan to go....
And dis coming saturday I can't go...
Coz I have to go for my band prac...
Teach my lovely juniors whom i've missed LOADS...
Got to noe i got a new junior...
Just hope my junior noes how to teach him...
Datz wy I'm comin down on sat to check on the band's condition...
And also..
I missssssss my Euphonium loads...
Datz wy I passed it down to my lovely junior...
Hope she's reading dis... Hahakz...
Gosh I miss my band soooo much...." ;

cout << "Time does fly kinda fast dun u tink...
Next week is my E-Learning week where we dunnid to go sch..
And the week after dat is my MST exam week....
Sheesh.... Let time slow down for awhile manz...
Or I'll just have to catch up with time before everyting just stops....
Haiz....
Oh yar...
For the past month I've met quite a bunch of peeps from RP....
Not alot la... Quite afew onli...
Namely Amalina, Akhbar and Sureena....
Well there's other peeps hu added me in msn ar..
But I nv really talk 2 dem b4...
So yar...
Those 3 peeps are the ones hu I've been chatting with...
Itz interesting how connected we can be these days...
I mean...
Like how feelings get shot out by words and everyting is digital...
Itz not like I'm not used to it la...
Itz just dat I'm kinda appreciative in a way....
I get to meet like alot alot of pple online...
[But still I'm hopeless in finding a relationship...]
Made alot of frenz...
I guess that's wat u can call Internet Friends now..." ;

cout << "Another side to life which I've been ignoring for like ever...
Would be the stress side...
My studies is like jumbled up in one blop of crap...
I mean, I noe bits of pieces here and there...
But itz not enough to make my life in poly any easier...
Especially my maths...
Itz like one big piece of freaky crap which doesn't get flushed down no matter how many times u flush the damned ting..
Gosh I so hate maths...
But luckily there's two other modules which are erm, how to say, easy?
PEEE is like kinda easy to understand la...
Onli ting is I have to study the RLC curcuit tingy abt impedance and reactance and admittance and stuff...
Semiconductors and Diode applications are as easy as ermm.... dunno la, everyting's difficult nowadays anyway..." ;

cout << "yup... everything is just too damn difficult nowadays anyway...";

}

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

What's my existence worth in this world....

Questions start filling in my mind like water flowing a tap
I've never understood the meaning of life even when it's put down on a map
There's alot of things which happend to me, most of them turned out to be crap
So why am I alive now, just to fill in the gap?

I was smacked in the face with a news that I was not to be borned
But somehow I'm grateful that I was the chosen one out of all the rest that were torned
Still I never fail to wonder why some horses have horns
Unicorns, real or just a fictatious character made for saving afew yawns

In afew days time a grand celebration will take place
One that happens once a year that doesn't need a face
It's a time where we get together to forget all disgrace
And in one voice we finally finished the long race

I will be wearing grey on that eventful day
Not much of a favourite colour, I might say
But everything has it's first time in it's way
So I'll be looking forward to the reactions that doesn't include dismay

I admit I have done alot of bad deeds this year
And not many good deeds have turned into fear
I'm just a boy with a kind soul with a very painful rear
I just hope things would get any better

For those who I've blamed for things which I've done
I can't apologise profusely enough in hopes it would be undone
But all I could do is hope for the best for everyone
So we all can live in world filled with fun

My friends if I happen to be gone tommorow, would you be there for me
I'm not asking for much, not even sympathy
But could you stay by my side and set me free
Set me free from these boundage that's hurting me painfully...

Alas, thanks for reading my chaotic poem of unsorted thoughts
I wish to come again with fresh new ideas in my pots
Till then have a great holiday and don't ever forget
That things will never be the same when I'm not around...

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Yes I'm back...
Been so so so so so so long huh since i've updated..
Sorry la... I've been a lil bit caught up with stuffffffs...
As many of you would have noticed, or should I say, know..
That school has just started for me, at around two weeks ago...
And it's driving me nuts...
I can't complain much la coz it hasn't been THAT bad yet...
Although at times I just feel like fainting in school...
On the contrary, school has made time fly much faster...
And by the time you know it, itz time to break-fast!
I guess there's something good which could come up from fasting after all...

During the past week, it was mostly about games games and games...
Last Thursday I played table tennis in school...
Was sweating like mad and I nearly fainted...
Lucky for me, the moberly block had air con...
Or else I'd be down on the ground gasping for breath...
I also played TableSoccer, or Fooseball...
Kinda fun when I played with my classmates...
We look kinda dumb as each person was holding to one handle...
But it was super fun...
BUT, I didn't get addicted, thankfully...

I survived two weeks of fasting in school...
And it's quite new for me...
Coz it's my first time fasting in SP and feels quite odd not going for lunch...
But I'm glad I can save quite a handful of cash during this period...
There's alot of things in my mind which I've been thinking of buying...
And to make things clear, I am not rich...
I survive everyday with the barest of minimum...

I went to this musical that my school made...
It was called "Superstar"...
And gosh! It was AMAZING!
It deserves alot of attention...
I can bravely say that it's much better then High School Musical...
Well, ok not BETTER, but i guess it's on par....
It was well worth the money spent...
The songs were catchy and the lyrics were great...
There was comedy, drama and all that acting stuff...
It was seriously interesting...
If there was a chance for me to go again, I won't mind going again...
If there's a CD or DVD made, I'll buy it, DEFINATELY!
Gosh I sound so obsessed.... ok then, mooooooooving on.....

I've been quite tired lately when I go for archery...
Maybe it's just me, but the haze was a killer yesterday...
I could barely breathe...
Thank God the air is alot ALOT cleaner now...
Those people in Indonesia, I hope things would get resolved soon...
I don't really want to spoil my fresh morning air everyday...
Back onto archery...
I taught 2 new members last week...
But sadly they didn't turn up yesterday...
For whatever reason it was, maybe it was the haze....
They were picking up the skills of archery quite fast...
I think they were much better den me when I first started off...
Now I'm just on par, as in, average, not astounding...
I wanna be the champion someday...
But my body isn't really keeping up with myself....
GAH!
Wake up manz...

Have I said that my ulcers are coming back with full force?
I have like more den 10 ulcers in my mouth now...
And I'm suffering the pain each day...
Hoping to lessen the number abit...
I can barely yawn properly...
And it hurts like mad...
It's like an excruciating pain in your mouth which u can't fathom...
OUCH!

Recently I've got to know a great fren...
And yes, that's my adek angkat Rabia...
It's weird coz I've known her from last year...
Coz she was from band and I thought can click well...
That time maybe I was too busy...
So this year it's like the same thing...
But she's in guides...
And I'm cool with that...
She's a great person la...
If u're reading this now, DON'T STUDY TOO HARD HOR!
ahakz... I'll scold you for splattering ur brain cells all over later on...
And yea, GOOD LUCK LOADS for ur paper tml yea... =D

I guess that's all for today...
Thankiew many many for reading my blog...
Those fasting, happy fasting, hang in there dudes, itz halfway there!
Take carez all!

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers... =)

On the side note..
I had quite a great time today...
Woke up abt 8.30am...
Went to school at about 9 plus...
It started to rain, heavily..
So I walked to school, drenched..
The performance wasn't that bad...
The 1st song of the band was quite bad...
I tink itz a piece too new or sumting...
Or maybe itz the mic problem or sumting..
I dunno la...
Luckily they played YMCA after dat..
Which sounded brighter then hotshots..
The band looked oddly big...
Which is ODD, coz itz suppose to be small..
Glad I could hear my deary euphoniums...
I can vaguely hear my tubas...
And credit goes to trumpets for blasting into the mics.. =D

I miss my band...
I miss my Euphonium...
I'm glad next week got chalet tingy..
So can mingle with the juniors and the pple there...
Kinda happy with the new commitee for planning the chalet..
Great job guys..
I hope itz a start of a good ting...
But please band, work harder in playing...
U guys got potential, harness it with practice and show d world wat u're made of..
I believe in u guys, dun let me down..

After everyting, I met up with nelle...
Then we went to afghanistan to eat...
Well, I was the one eating la actually..
Nelle just drank teh ice...
After lunch we were off to GPS...
Met up with Wawan...
And we entered GPS....
The place was practically swarming with people...
And just as I thought....
My batch was extinct...
None of the people I knew who were my batch weren't there...
Kinda sad ar... Coz nelle had her 6/1 batch...
And my 6/1 batch was nowhere to be seen...
Oh well....
We just sat there in the canteen...
I saw Ayu..
Then she joined us with her frenz..
We talked and talked...
Finally I met with nelle's youngest sis..
Forgot her name...=X
They keep saying that she looks very chinese..
Well, sort of la, I find her quite malay sumhow..
Took some pics along the way...
Then we had to leave at about 3 plus...
Walked over to Ngee Ann Sec...
Just walk walk around the school...
Became sort of a tour guide to Wawan..
Hahakz...
We were halau-ed(shoo-ed) by the cleaner..
I kinda miss the school alot...
But at the same time, I'm glad to have graduated...
Felt great to meet up with Nelle and her sisters....
Reminds me of the time I just knew nelle..
Hahakz... I noe, itz like quite sum time ago..
But sweet memories stay forever ya... =D

So after walking almost all the school grounds..
I went home while wawan and nelle went mac..
They probably met up with Ayu...
It was truly a memorable day today... =D

Plans for the coming week..

Tommorow gonna have Peer Mediation training for my GenYCamp which is next week..

Saturday most probably going for Archery and shoot sum boards...

Sunday have madrasah as usual...

Monday and Tuesday having chalet with the band, luv them loads...

Wednesday, Thursday and Friday going for my Cruise to Redang of which I'll go snorkelling...

Next Saturday, Archery?

I want my Archery shirt!!!! Can't wait to wear la.. Hahakz..
Can't wait for the cruise manz...
Will I get sea sick? We shall find out...
And I'm in group 5...
Made frenz with most of dem oleady...
Hope everyting will be fun tml...
I guess thats it for 2day...
Take carez all.. and bon voyage..

Zupz Zupz!

Isn't the sunset beautiful...
Picture taken by Fiqz.

Dun tink wat u're tinking of tinking. =]
Picture taken by Fiqz.

These three arrows are my BEST shots, the three together.
Picture taken by Fiqz.

A closer shot
Picture taken by Fiqz.

My targetz!
Picture taken by Fiqz.

Dear Bloggie...

And i'm back againnnnnn..
Hahakz... I nv get sick of this thing huh...
Got a feeling today's entry gonna be short..
So rejoice yar... =D

My past few days have been quite boring....
Been studying and studying and studying...
But also, been playing MAPLESTORY too...
Wat can I say, I'm kinda addicted to it...
U can call me childish and all dat stuff...
I play for entertainment....
So yeaz...
Oh yar...
I realised I always post an entry one night b4 my exams...
Hahakz...
Ok den, letz talk abt my paper tml....

Principles of Electrical and Electronic Engineering...
Pretty hefty module if u ask me...
Itz a module where u HAVE to have mastered ur physics...
At most ur science must be top notch...
So I've studied on Magnets...
Pretty basic stuff... rite?
Think again...
Ever heard of such tings called Magnetic Flux?
Magnetic Flux Density?
And I tot density had sumting to do with things floating on water and stuff..
Sheesh...
There's Magnetising Force...
And the ever so famous MegnetoMotive Force or mmf...
The equation for it is Fm = NI....
Figure out and tell me wat u noe by it...

Okok... Sori la...
I noe talking abt studies just adds up to boring...
Sheesh...
Well, basically my life's like dat lohz...
Had no archery yesterday, major letdown....
Haiz...
I miss playing archery, and also playing in band....
I love band and archery manz...

Last Friday I got a vietnamese teacher for my piano lesson...
It was kinda hard to make out the words he was saying...
But I totally respect the guy...
His playing is SUPERB I tell u....
Now I understand why Singapore has more foreign talents and stuff...
And for those hu are wondering wy I'm learning the piano NOW..
Itz cause I have to start sumwhere and get those grades...
Coz it would pretty much help me ALOT when I wanna pursue my dreamz..
And dreamz wun come true if u dun do sumting abt it...
So itz my 1st step...
2nd step is to get the grades...
3rd step get into SAF band during NS...
4th step get into NAFA and get double diploma....

High dreams huh....
Can't blame me, my counterpart K's been singing I dream since he became the SI...
So I kinda look up to him...
In a partial way...
But life without any dreams would be useless...
And just having dreams would bring u nowhere...
So move ur butt and start working and do sumting abt it!
Heez...

And as for why I'm doing engineering?
No one said u can't be multi talented rite? =D
So I'm preparing myself for d future slowly...
On my own...
Wat I mean is, I haven got very close to anyone yet...
Or maybe itz just me...
Neways, datz just how it is for now... =D

Kz peeps, I guess datz all fer now....
I'll try too upload sum pics in this blog of mine..
Show u sum of my archer shots...
Take carez and stay sharp, be fast.. =D

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Yeapz.. I'm back again..
Shocked? Ahakz... Dun be...
I'm just bored here... So I'll just blog abt wat I want...
Letz start!

Past few days has been the most grueling days ever..
Wy?
EXAMS...
No no no..
Exams hasn't started yet...
But my 1st paper is TOMMOROW!
My 1st ever paper shall be Digital Electronics...
And manz, I got a feeling I'm going for 50/50...
Loads of new chapters I aint sure at all....
I'm quite confident of my flip flops...
And also Latches...
But this vibrators and monostable stuffs....
Creeps me out...
Neways, my exams are at 6 tml...
No no... Not 6am in the morning..
But 6pm in the evening...
So I'm left with half a day left to study everyting else I can...
Yeapz, I'm a last minute guy...
Can't help it...
I seriously hate being busy....
Can't wait for the hols in two weeks time..
Woohooo!!!

Swithcing to something a lil non-boring...
I've been listening more and more to songs from HSM...
The start of something New...
Breaking Free...
And also the all time favourite.. I forgot d title, hahakz.. =Z
Neways... I really find the songs quite nice...
Yeaz....
Especially breaking free...
Which is weird, coz I dun have anyone with me now..
Maybe I do.... Itz still a mystery to me... =D

Coming back to archery for awhile...
Last week's shooting were... BAD...
Extremely...
I injured my hand more den like 10 times?
Imagine the tight string slapping ur arm with a weight of 22Pounds...
Itz super OUCH manz...
Took me 3 days to figure out wat I did wrong manz...
My shoulders were too high...
No wonder it was too close to d string...
Point to note, Keep shoulders DOWN while aiming..
Point taken...
But as bad as it seems, I nv zipped even one arrow...
And I had one arrow which NEARLY chipped the board..
But it didn't.. So, yea! hahakz..

Piano lesson today was great...
I tink I completed two songs today..
If not two den I guess one...
I really have a great cher...
Hope I nv have to change my piano cher ever...
She's super great la...
Friendly, Funny and also a great teacher...
And I owe her Duck rice and Chicken rice 2day, crap....
Maybe someday la hor cher... Heez...
I played some songs which were quite nice...
And I also destroyed the lullaby song...
Two months of learning but still I can't play it..
What is wrong with me... Hahakz..
Nvm, I'll practice like mad after my paper tml...
Provided I'm not too tired ar... =D

I realised my hugs counter has been increasing slowly...
Thank you, whoever u are... =D
I really appreciate it...
And guys, tankz for making my tagboard alive again...
Please to come by and tag yar... =D
I noe my entries are like, so boring...
But like, endure la hor... =D
I'm signing off fer now...
Take carez everyone and have a great nite!

For those having their prelims really soon...
GOOD LUCK AND NEVER GIVE UP!
DO UR BEST AND YOU'LL REAP THE REWARD!

"Living a life with no problems is the equivalent to being dead" =]

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Wokaiyz, after like forever, I've come back to blog...
Hahakz... Can't help it, I'm bored deep to my bones...
Neways, I just wanna say dat...
Watever I write here...
Stays in my blog and should not be discussed outside...
I'm not gonna entertain pple hu talk crap bout my entries...
Seriously, my life is equals to no life...
So go find some pple with a life kz?

Back into topic mode...
Well... Itz been a long grueling month of stupidity...
Hahkaz... No la...
There has been test after tests...
My brain nearly exploded..
Luckily I did quite well for some of d tests...
My PEEE practical, I onli got 80/100...
Which was seriously a bad start for my pract...
But itz ok ar...
I guess everyting which starts bad, ends well... =D
Hahakz... Nonsense onli, yea i noe...
Oh yar, on a random note, NEXT WEEK IS NATIONAL DAY!
hahakz... finally a day off.. wheez!
Oh yea, I've been sleeping ALOT lately...
Dunno wy also... Get tired very easily manz...

My archery has been getting finer... Hahakz...
My shots are now with a distance of 18m...
I tink i'm most comfortable with 18m compared to 10m now...
Upgraded liao mah...
My senior told me dat everyting is ok except for my release..
Weird, I keep forgetting...
Haiz...
Yesterday I had onli one super nice end...
Where all 3 my arrows are like 2-3cm apart from each other...
I took a pic of it, ask from me if u wanna see yar...
Got a feeling I need 2 start training my arms so my arms won't be so shaky...
So dat it would be more stable and all...
I'm finally loving my 22/2 bow....
22 pounds aint dat bad after all, itz THE BEST...
Hahakz...
Soon I would want to upgrade to 24 pounds..
Den slowly proceed to my ultimate 35...
When I can shoot 35, DEN I'll buy my own bow...
But for now, 22 pounds is just nice fer me... =D

Nuff said on Archery fer now...
After dis blogging tingy, I'll be off to do my chapter 12 tutorial for PEEE...
Itz on Inductors if i not wrong...
Hahakz, haven revise la, so I dunno anyting yet...
So far PEEE is quite easy ar...
DE is confusing, but concentrate hard enough den can understand...
DE practical was practically suicide...
I managed to do both curcuits once each onli...
If I were given two times at least for d last one...
I would have gotten my full marks.. Grrrrrr...
For now I can onli hope to pass..

Aightz den... Datz my study study part of my life...
Now for my personal life...
Been quite lonely so far...
Hahakz... Dunno wy ar....
Wished I had someone with me right now...
But yet I feel I'd rather be alone...
Contradicting...
Yes...
I noe....
I also realised I'm not a good conversation starter also...
I kinda suck loads...
Cracking jokes here and there are easy...
But sustaining a conversation could be nail biting for me...
Ser-care-ree manz...
Sheesh...
I watched Fast and Furious Tokyo Drift oleady also...
SUPER NICE....
The story was superb la...
Kinda sad Han died nearing the end of the movie...
The cars were awesome too...
I lurve the song...
Hahakz...

Programmes Lining up for Fiqz..........:
Next week: Last week of school, Proj1 Test on tuesday, CRS written essay test on argumentative writing on Thursday, Finish off PEEE chapters tested for MST.
The following two weeks: EXAMS! 16th Aug DE, 21st Aug PEEE, 25th Aug MATHS.
and the following FOUR WEEKS: HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
Hahakz... Damn I feel good manz.... four weeks of holidays.... datz like ONE MONTH...
Kewl or wat manz...

Kz, I guess thatz it for now folks...
I have no idea wen will be my next update...
But stay tuned for more of Fiqz adventures! =D

Zupz Zupz!