Thursday, September 29, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Okaiyz... Today I didn't come to school....
Had a very terrible headache in the morning....
Started from yesterday nite ar....
Very bad headache... Ouch....
Haiz...
So basically I have noting to write for 2day....
Except to wish My dear fren Fatin a Very Happy Birthday... =D
Sumone turns 16 sia 2day.. Hahakz... Da tua la tu... =X
Heeheez...

K la.. Datz all...
I've managed to do Physics Section B TYS till topic 11....
Tired sia.. Haiz....
Tommorow Graduation day!
But I nv get any CCA achievenment award...
Stupid school...
I'm so active in CCA... Get noting.... screw dem la....
Sheesh...
byez!

Zupz zupZ!

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Dear Bloggie....

A'kum everybody and god bless all of u...
How u all feeling 2day??? Energetic?
Lively? Dead? Well... I'm in a mixture of both....
Story of that coming up in a jiffy...
What I wanna say now is dat...
How a person can totally forget abt me..
And go for sumone else in a snap of finger...
After all those "promises" after all those "mushy" stuff....
Now I'm treated like I'm not there....
And these pple on TV get idolised like GODS...
I have no problem with pple displaying their talents....
I mean, that's the only way, I tink, that they would get recognised...
If u look at a general perspective...
Anyone hu goes into this sort of Talent Competitions would get idolised sumhow...
I mean, be realistic la hor...
Nvm ar... Tink for urselves....
Watz good for u and watz not.... I'm seriously dissapointed at sum pple... Especially wen she's one of dem I seriously loved.... Blinded once more.... PaThetic.... Go pick a life outside reality tv shoes and start planning instead of just dreaming... BE SOMEBODY.... sheesh...
I'm seriously having a bad day 2day... U can tell...

TUESDAY LA!
Woke up like dowan to wake up liddat....
Was tinking whether or not I should go school...
In the end I gave up tinking and straight to the toilet...
Yupz...
And I got ready for school....
At school....
First Period was reading period....
I can't remember wat I read on ar...
hahakz... Yeapz...
Short term memo again.. Sheesh....
After reading period, I had a bad leg cramp...
Went up the stairs with great difficulty....
And itz POA! Yupz... POA....
Have I said b4 dat I hated POA?
And wen I'm done doing POA, I seriously noe dat I'll fail?
Just now I got back the results for POA....
Paper one I got 22/30....
Well, not dat bad la...
Den Paper 2 I got 28/70....
And total I got 50/100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahakz... Cun cun giler manz....
I passed by the skin of my teeth...
Yupz...

Well, basically datz all ar for 2day la hor....
Oh yar....
I did Physics 2day! Wah seh....
Section B till topic 7....
All the answers damn long sia....
My newly bought pen just now from full to half oleady...
I've got 2 days to complete my whole TYS book....
No more sleep for me i guess....
Physics is gonna make me crazy for d next 2 days le....
Ok la.. I'm off! Byez all!

*I hate LIARS, especially THOSE who doesn't KNOW how to TREASURE FRENSHIPS*

Zupz zupZ!

Monday, September 26, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Hey there people out there!!!!!
Been sum time since I've updated huh...
Yupz I noe... Sori ar beb... Bz ar....
Yesterday just went to play golf at east coast...
Lurve playing golf manz....
Swing the club.... And watch d bal flyyyyyyyyyyyy... =D
The part I loved most was Putting....
My fren putt from quite a distance....
And hit my camera... Omg.. Damn tyco.. =X
Hahakz... Sheesh... Hopefully dis week go play golf again manz... Hahakz..
Yupz.... But datz not wat I wanna say 2day la..... So...
Letz jump into Monday...(Which is 2day)

MOnDay! MoNdAy! MONDAY LA OI!!!!!!!!! =D
The day started out with VL lessons...
Stupid la, got go thru this goal setting stuff...
Sheesh...
Anywayz... After VL was Geog....
We went thru Geog paper....
Dunno the marks yet.. So wasted rite.. Yar lohz... Haiz....
I chosed the question on agriculture....
Supposedly the easy one la....
Hahakz... Well, it is if u noe d answers.. Sheesh....
Anywayz....
Went thru the questions....
After dat, my cher said there will be a Mock test coming up....
Sumting like Post Prelim exam... WTH lohz.. Haiz....
First Mid year, den Prelim, den POST PRELIM...
Den O levels, den wat? POST O LEVELS EXAM? Hahakz...
Sheesh...
I went down for recess....
Had no mood to eat....
My head damn painful....
Got a very very bad headache.... Haiz....
After recess, during malay, we went thru sum malay paper....
And during Chemistry.... Ah yes... Chemistry....

I said I was sure I'm gonna fail chem rite?
But today... I've made a miracle....
I PASSED CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!
1st we were given back our practical papers....
Itz upon 15... I thought I seriously flung d whole ting...
And wen I saw my marks... OMG 9!!!!!!!!! =X
I was damn shocked lohz... Manz.....
It didn't end there....
I got back paper 2....
Itz upon 65.........
I thought I'd get like 20+?
And wen I saw the freakin paper....
I just can't believe it lohz...
40 leh... FORTY upon 65....
I was like "How d heck did I get 40 wen I didn't study?"
Sheesh....
Den Mr Koh said he considered d account of MCQ also ar....
And for overall....
Guess how much I got....
A freaking 62!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG lohz....
I seriously expected a 50....
Sheesh..... Alhamdulillah syukur......

Anywayz, after dat I got my English Paper....
I failed... But I dun seem to care....
Hahkaz... Weird rite... Nvm ar...
English need to noe strategies and mistakes....
So we can learn dem and score.....
4 weeks fiqz.... just 4 more freakin weeks left.....
I AM GONNA MAKE A MIRACLE! JUST WATCH ME!

Muahahaha... *ouch, my head hurts..haiz...*
Anywayz...
There was a talk just now....
ABCDE to excel or sumting liddat....
A- *forgot*
B-BIG GOALS
C-Create an Action Plan
D-Determination, Diligence and Desire
E-EURIKA!

So the equation is A+B+C+D=E
Easy? Yupz....
I'm gonna try dose out....
OVERCOME UR LIMITS!
CHALLENGE UR LIMITS!
Unlimit ur limitations... =D

Fiqz signing off..byez!

Zupz zupZ!

Friday, September 23, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

A very good morning, to the peeps out there reading my blog....
Today, was the 10th day of prelims....
And it marks the end of prelims too...
So yeaz, ENJOY BEB~! Hahakz... =X
Actually, enjoy for awhile onli ar... But heck.. Hahakz.. sheesh..

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okaiyz.. Woke up at 6am....
Awaken by my mom's voice from such a wonderful dream...
I dreamt of my ex... Going out together with my family...
Omg... Hahakz... Den she keep on calling for Mirza....
So cute! Hahakz.. Sheesh... =X
Anywayz, datz just a dream, aint gonna be a reality(I hope)....
Yeapz... I was early today...
Got ready by 6.45....
So I got noting else to do....
My buddy mgz me in d morning to wish me good luck...
hahakz... Tankiew Jihan... =D
And I'm off to school....
I had my science Paper 1 prelims 2day....
As usual, I didn't study for it....
So here's wat I tink of the paper...

Science(Phy/Chem)....
Wen I started d paper off with physics...
It seriously was too easy....
Hahakz... Really...
Physics was like.....
Ok la....
Got like 20 questions....
All 20 questions were managable.... Heez....
Den... It comes to Chemistry...
Suay manz... Really really suay....
First few questions were ok ar....
Can do...
Den wen it comes to moles and all dis....
My mind went totally kapoot... Hahakz...
I can't do chem!!! Omg....
Yeaz...
Sheesh... Leceh dok... seriously.... Buat spoil sak....
Why must i take chem... At least Bio.. ok forget it.. Hahakz...
*listening to Rites of Tamburo*
Hm....
It was a 1 hour paper la....
I finished it in 15 mins... Hahakz...
Lincah kadok nye sak.... =P

Yupz, so basically datz it for prelims...
Tune in next week for Results! Hahakz....
Dun expect anything good...
Cuz I nv studied for my prelims...
*Listening to Mark Camphouse's A movement for Rosa"
Yeaz....
So I'm expecting to fail sum subs ar....
At least 2 subs liddat ar....
POA confirm fail... Hahakz...
Den dunno ar wat else...
If I fail maths... Gonna cry manz.... Watch me...
If i fail physics.... Haiz.... Nvm, just see wat i'm good at without studying 1st....
Yupz....
Wah, stress sia.... Haiz.... ONE MORE MONTH TO O LEVELS.....
for the peeps taking N levels...
All the best yar.... U guys can do it one.... Dun worry....
Believe in urself and have faith in urself... =D Jia You! Add oil! =X
Heez....

Bulan Ramadan da nak sampai... Argh....
Hahakz, I tink I'm gonna study throughout d whole of next month....
So if no one sees me online d whole of next month ar, u noe wy la hor...
Yeapz....
Please pray for me my frenz....
I really need it....
And Lynn, dun take it too hard aightz.. I'm feeling d stress too tau....
hahakz.. Focus lynn, focus... Concentrate on dat One month....
Eveything can change... Believe it... =D

Well, if anyone were to ask me if I'm in love...
I'd say it ended just as quickly as it started... hahakz...
So yeaz, I'm not in love.....
Yupz....
I'm seriously not good at all dis love tingy manz....
Aper peh nasib da... Sheesh... No luck in love... wth....
Gasak ar....
After Os me wanna work...
Save money...
Next year go Polytechnic...
Buy a gooooooooood laptop.....
And we'll see wat happens from den on....
For now.. STUDY STUDY STUDY... NO LOVE NO PROBLEM... =D
Woohoo.... =D

Well, I wanna chill out now....
tankz fer reading my blog ya....
Please forgive my languange if u're offended....
Take carez den.. Bybyez!

*Only Fiqz still remains...Nothing left unchanged...*

Zupz zupZ!

Monday, September 19, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Harlow world out there staring down on petite fiqz... =D
Yupz... Sumhow I feel small today... hahakz..
Sheesh...
Sori for not updating on Sunday....
barely got time to come online...
I've recovered from my sickness...
Luckily I'm still alive... =D Alhamdullilah....
Okaiyz, letz get a move on for Monday!

MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Woke up in the morning as usual....
Could use d kitchen bathroom cause sis not around (Yay!) =X
Took my time...
Got ready and went to school early.....
Wanna meet teacher about SS.....
And in the end, wen i reach school....
Can't find the teacher....
End up I study last min by myself.... Sheesh....
But nvm ar... Can tahan... Yupz....
Den den den den den den....
After flag raising, we went to the hall.....
It was Maths Paper 1.....
I expected a fairly easy paper....
Coz since paper 2 was like a give away....

Wen I started the paper....
The 1st question dunno how to do!!!!!!!!!=X
Wah seh, drop my water face liao...
Seriously manz....
Can sumone teach me how to convert 1/16 into decimal?
1st question cannot do liao leh!!!! Wah kaoz!!!
Hahakz...
My dreams were shattered at d 1st question...
But nvm ar... Second question also i dunno!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! Itz like, DIE DIE situation here...
*shakes head*
Sheesh....
But the beating lasted for two questions onli....
LUCKILY... Hahakaz...
The rest all ok ar...
Managed to do... *Phew!*
Yupz....
I can't really remember the questions...
My head now is a blur... Hahakz...
Ended the paper on time....
Which isn't a good ting...
Coz got no time to check...
So heck care lohz...
Just hand in...
Bet there's tonnes of careless mistakes...

During the break, I onli could eat burger....
Hahakz.... And dat lasts me till now....
Sheesh....
2nd part of exams commenced at 10.15am with Social Studies...
Yupz....
Did I say I didn't study for my prelims at all?
yeaz, I tink I did... Hahakz...
So yeaz, basically I did SS with an empty head....
The source based question was abt Foreign Talent....
About how Singaporeans feel that they are losing jobs cause of dem....
Cause of Foreign Talent.... But SM Lee said dat....
20% of the economy was by the foreign talents....
Another source says that Immigrants need to have a basic salary of $2500 to work in S'pore...
In order to get work permit or sumtin liddat ar...
Den it makes the fresh singapore graduates have a competitiveness in wages..
Den I wrote... Singaporeans should not look only at themselves...
They should look at the economy as a Country, as one Singapore....
They may lose their jobs, but without foreign talents, do dey want to lose their country?
No rite... Precisely my point... Dey would have to upgrade demselves to get a job...

And dat was Maths Paper 1 and SS....
6th day of prelims....
Things are just loooking better and better... Hahakz....
Yeapz.... I can slack liao....
U noe wy? *wy?* coz.......................
I'm left with POA Paper 1(MCQ), Science Phy/Chem Paper 1(MCQ), Science Practical....
Wahaha... Dunnid to write alot liaoz... Yes! =D
Just eeni meeni miney mo can le... =D
Hahakz.... Slacking time! =X
Aftr preli...no wait...stop it.....
Letz not talk abt after prelims just yet....
Letz end this misery of prelims 1st yea... =D
Kewlz kewlz... =D

And dat was an update on Prelims....
Hahakz... Yeapz... 6th day.....
Has been a pretty tough prelim...
But nonetheless, Fiqz will brave through it!
Woohoo... =D
Things seem a lil fast manz....
But hey, in my life, everyting is fast... =D
Datz wy I have those Zzzzzs behind sum of my words... =D
I'm Fiqz... Dun let the name fool u, blink once and u'll miss me...

Okaiyz, Prelims DAY 7(tommorow)
POA Paper 1... Just one hour...
Starts at 7.45, ends at 8.45....
ETA reach home 9am...
Will keep updating the "scores" of prelims as soon as I can....

Dun give up on ur hope, ur dreams, ur future....
Plan early for the future ahead of u....
If u fail to plan, U plan to fail...

With dat, I'll take my leave... Fiqz out...

^DeeFiqz!^

*do u love me?*

Zupz zupZ!

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Wokaiyz... Fiqz back....
Yupz...
Just for all those in frenster...
I've updated my profile and add-ed more pics aightz....
Yupz...
Get ready for a different Fiqz... brace urself... Hahakz....
With parts upgraded.... New and improved....
Yupz... Fiqz just got better....
Letz jump straight to 2day's entry......

SATURDAY!
Yeaz... Itz a saturday alrite....
One of the most boring-est Saturdays I've ever come across....
In the morning... Woke up at about 9++....
My head was spinning out of control manz...
Like someone spinning ur head like a ball on a finger....
Couldn't really get up...
So I forced myself lohz....
Just to watch Yu-Gi-Oh...
Hahakz...
Yeaz....
Interesting episode I must say....
Yu-Gi's other self finally wants to find his origins...
Kewlz stuff....
I ate Lontong in d morning....
Which easily filled my stomach for d rest of the day....
I was online up to 12++...
And I went to bed....
It just gets worse and worse....
Almost thought of dying... Sheesh....

So I slept all the way to 3+....
Dat was wen I got up to pray Zuhur la....
After dat went online again....
Got bored immediately...
Went to frenster...
Looked at my profile...
Seriously need sum changing....
So I revamp 90% of my profile....
There's a big difference...
Go see it for urself lohz...
Actually the whole time I was waiting for her to come online...
But she didn't...
And I got worried....
So I send her an email and also a message on frenster....

After dat went back to bed.....
All the way to now....
At night I'm going out...
Go my fren's house...
His nephew's Birthday.....
Orang da jempot per, so I just go lohz....
I still not feeling well...='(....
Haiz....
Just hang in there aightz fiqz...
The speed will come back to me soon...
I hope......
I'm losing power very fast.....
Battery dying fast....
I need a quick recharge!
But I can't see any....*sighz*
Gotta hold on to wat I have left.....
Been alone at home d whole day....

I've been missing u dear....
But i gez ur bz with work...
So I'll just be waiting....
Yupz....
Haiz...
Just to kill time and boredom...
Letz write a poem.....
Here goes...

Alone at home on a Saturday
Nothing seems to go my way
My body's sick, my mind's empty
As the clock tick every second I'm losing energy

I've been bed ridden ever since this flu
Finished almost a dozen boxes of tissue
All the time I was asleep
Going through those sweet memories I'll always keep

Her face appears in my every dream
She's the one giving all my self esteem
Never have I met someone like her
She makes me smile even though i'm in a sobber

Her sweet voice, her caring personality
I feel myself attracted to her so easily
Like two magnets attract
And also wen super glue sticks which keeps intact

Now I question myself, does she still loves me?
I'm not questioning her trust, but sumhow I feel the need to worry
I believe in her in every aspect, in every way
Coz she's just a wonderful gal which I can never leave astray

For all I noe, I love her too much for words to describe
And I feel we're fated for each other, but I gotta wait for the fruit to ripe
I'll wait for as long as forever for her
Cause it feels so right as though it has been written on paper...


Okaiyz!
Datz my 6 stanza poem for 2day..
Wish I could write longer....
But my head just cannot take it...
So I'll just write more tml or just next time kz....
Take carez dennnnnnnnn
Bybyez!!!!!!!!

^DeeFiqz!^

Zupz zupZ!

Friday, September 16, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Okaiyz....
And now we continue our live telecast of Prelims....
Okaiyz... Today's the 5th day of Prelims...
And in round 5, we have Maths and also Malay Paper 2...
Letz replay Maths Paper 2 1st shall we...

Started out the paper well... Very very well indeed...
1st and second questions were handled quite fast....
When it came to the 3rd question...
Things started to get a lil tideous...
But itz ok...
I just stayed calm and patient....
Question 3 was all about Mensuration...
Which means measuring and all dat stuff...
Ok... Imagine a flat bottom cone turned upside down...
Itz radius is 3 cm and has a height of 7cm....
The cone is filled with water up to a height of 6 cm.....
The 1st part of the question asks u to calculate the volume of the water....
Itz 3 marks total....
So I twisted and turned the paper...
Looking for an opening....
And finally...
From experience...
I thought of finding d radius of the water.....
Wasn't much of a difficulty la....
Just used RATIO....
The radius "x" over 3 = 6/7
And I get the answer...
Of cuz I forgot wat the answer is la... Sheesh...
The I got that oleady...
The rest was easy....
1/3 Pie R²....

Second part of the question.....
Find how much more time was needed to completely fill the cone to the brim....
1st need to calculate the area not filled with water...
The in 1 hour can fill 45cm cube of water....
So one min how much....
Wah seh...
Didn't noe I did so much calculations sia.. Hahakz...
Sheesh...
Luckily 2day my maths brain was in hyper mode...
So yeaz...
A lucky break for me manz...
Phew....
And guess what...
The last question....
Can choose one out of the two....
I didn't choose the Cumulative Frequency question....
I chosed Quadratic Equation question....
Almost EVERYONE i asked did the CF question....
Onli a handful did d same question as me....
But I'm very confident of wat I did...
I'm gonna prove to Rafi that I'm gonna be better.....
Yup yupz! Fiqz!

okok... enough on maths maths and maths...
I noe i'm a maths freak, tankz...
Letz move over to Malay...
The slackest subject ever...
Well, 2nd slackest subject....
Nothing can compare to POA...
Hahakz... Sheesh.....
Anywayz....
For malay....
Started at 10.55am...
I ended at 11.30am....
Mendak sak.. Hahakz....
Wen I finished my paper, I close...
And sleep... Hahakz...
Seriously...
Can't be bothered to chk also...
There's this word called "Memupuk"
I nv heard b4 one... Hahakz....
So I anyhow hentam one lohz...
Yeaz....
Berleluasa also I not sure....
My malay not that powderful mind u...
And so I slept from 11.30am to 12.25pm....
Damn sian...
When the paper ended...
I ask my fren... What he wrote for Memupuk...
He said he wrote "Memupuk adalah kawan baik epok² yang rugi kalau tak makan..."
Omg, I was like laughing like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sheesh....
Good one Ruz... Good one... =X

Well... Datz all for my 5th day of prelims den.....
Yupz... We'll continue this next week....
Where the subjects are all out to kill...
Hahakz...
Social Studies!
Phy/Chem Paper 1 and Practicals!
POA Paper 1!
Maths Paper 1!(can't wait for dis)...

I so can't wait for next week manz... =D
Heez.. Yupz...
Currently I have 3 ulcers on my tongue...
And I'm talking like Daffy Duck...
Argh... Hahakz...
Apart from the humiliation...
It hurtz!!!
Hahakz...
Can't talk properly....
Sheesh...(ouch)..

Nvm one ar....
Just tahan afew weeks...
And I'll be good to go... =D
Well, datz all... Gtg now... take carez all!

DeeFiqz!

Zupz zupZ!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Hey there people!!!
How u all feeling?
I'm feeling ok ar... moderately.. =D

Just here to talk abt my Exam....
4th Day of prelims....
Today was Chemistry....
Hmmmm.... I dun really have much to say ar....
Just dat itz kinda difficult....
And also kinda easy at d same time....

So overall can tahan ar...
So science I got a high chance in scoring....
POA no hope... hahakz... seriously manz...
English can....
Malay paper one can...
Physics easy...
Tml I having my maths paper 2...
Woohoo.. Bring it on manz...
Maths will be a breeze...
2 Hours and 30 mins..
So yeaz...
Gonna use all the time i got...
And after maths...
Got malay Paper 2.....
Dunno if i'm gonna do well anot...
But hey, Insya allah...
Getting B4 for O levels...
Watz dat compared to a school paper....

So.... Day 5 of prelims, here i come..... woohoooo!
Hahakz, nv been so hyper at prelims b4....
Okaiyz den... Datz all fer 2day....
Tune in next time for another exciting episode of "Return of the Prelims"
Hahakz... sheesh... =X

DeeFiqz!

Zupz zupZ!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Okaiyz den...
3rd day of prelims...
Howz everyone holding up?
Great? Ok?
Hahakz...Well....
Here's my story....

Woke up in the sunny morning....
Felt like dreaming of her all morning...
But I had exams, so yea, got out of bed....
And itz like... I got ready and all...
Just like any other morning...
The only thing was that...
At 7am...
She would call me....
And just brighten up my day from the beginning....
Her sweet voice lingers in my mind for the whole day....
Even now I can still hear her voice....

Den we had to go to school...
Yupz...
Dis time i was too early for school....
Went to the hall...
For my Physics exam and realised I didn't bring my sweater....
Luckily the hall wasn't that COLD....
If not I'll be shivering...
Hahakz...
but anywayz, Physics to me was kinda easy...
Ok, to be honest, there wasn't mych of a kick in it....
So I just breezed thru the whole paper...
Sheesh... Wat a put off manz....
Expected a challenge....

After the break, it was POA....
In my head, b4 d exam, I already gave up....
Yeaz...
And wen i took the paper...
It really stinks....
My Balance Sheet didn't balance...
I didn't noe wat was wrong...
Well, actually I didn't bother finding out la...
Hahakz...
yeaz...
I skippid one whole question....
I tink I'm gonna fail dis time....
If I pass, I'm gonna get a shock of my life manz...
Hahhakz...

So yeaz... Dat was the live telecast of my exams....
Now... Back at home....
She called me...
She was in a library....
Used her fren's phone to call me....
Wish I could be there to give her a hug...
Cause she was cold...
Yeaz...
Really wish I could be with her all the time manz...
All my life I prayed for sumone like her...
I guess God heard my prayer and answered it....
I'm soooooooooo thankful....
This time I'm gonna make everything right...
I hope I dun make any mistakes...
Coz I dun ever wanna lose her....
Her sweet voice still resounds in my head....

Gosh, i'm in LOVE with u DeeDee!!!!!!!!!!! =D

I'm gonna top up ur prepaid sumday...
So get ready for a pleasent surprise kkz.. =D
Love u lotz and lotz....
No one else comes close to u.....
No one is better den u....
U're a great person Dee...

Well, datz all for today k dear...
Why dun we make our own blog?
Wun it be kewl... =D

K la... Datz all...

DeeFiqz!

Zupz Zupz!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Dear Bloggie....

Today was my 2nd day of prelims exams....
Everything went pretty smooth so far....
Alhamdulillah....
Today had my Geog paper....
Didn't study much....
But was able to recall lotz from class work....
Benefit loads manz.. Heez....
Anywayz.. the reason I blog 2day is not abt the exams...
I wanna talk abt my dearest Dee... =D

In malay paper 1... Which was like 2 hours...
Den during the 1st hour....
I did my paper...
just take my time also take one hour onli... Sheesh....
And the other hour i slept...
Hahakz..
During that time...
I dreamt of her...
We were on a long beach....
With clear water...
Just having fun....
Everything was perfect...
The sun wasn't too hot...
We were the happiest pple on earth...
Den...

"TIME'S UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
My cher had to shout...
Sheesh... Woke up from d wonderful dream...
Wished I could sleep for just abit longer...
Oh yar...
Yesterday English compre....
Had this passage on Dreams....
Me and Dee lurveeee to dream alot....
Den this passage writes that...
"The more u dream about things, it will literally come true..."
So I'm praying hard that we dream abt each other...
From now all the way to d end of time.....

It really feels great to be in love....
Be in love with the greatest person on earth....
NurDiyana.... And MdTaufiq....
Two of the finest....
Two of the greatest....
Two hearts... in love..... =D

DeeFiqz now and forever!

Zupz Zupz!

Monday, September 12, 2005

Dear Bloggie....

I just wanna do a lil bit of a correction 2 my past entry....
Yes.... Everyone should noe by now...
I'm in love..
Heez...

Yupz...
The last entry I said it doesn't matter....
But now, it matters alot to me....
I lost hope on love...
I was lost....
Unloved...
But I finally found her....
She was in distress...
I heed her call...
I didn't noe we would be more den frenz....
She was special....
Special to me....
Her eyes just twinkle....
I immediately melt wen I see her face...
Her character is one I've known since I was born...
Coz she was hu I am....
And I was hu she was....
Very similar in almost every aspect.....

She showed me love I've never felt b4....
Her honesty, Commitment and sincerity captures my heart...
She's everything to me now...
I feel like I'm dreaming....
She's everything I've ever wanted....
She's everything I've ever needed...
Her voice simply melt my heart....
I'm just attracted to her.....
Omgosh.. I'm in love.....
With u Dee...

I even wrote a composition abt u during my english exam just now....
U're the onli one I can ever think of...
U are my life dee....
I can't wait for u 2 be mine....
But I will....
For u...
I will wait for eternity...
Cuz I noe sumday we'll be together....

I wanna be with u forever Diyana...
Come take my hand... And we'll be together forever....
We'll go thru any obstacles together.....
If u have any probz, I promise u i'll be there for u....
I need u deeee.......
Nv ever wanna let u go....
We're meant to be togeher...
Two hearts, two minds, two soul... become one....
I'll protect u with my life and power....
U are d air dat I breathe....
The one hu makes me high....
U're just wonderful dee....
If I nv met u...
My life would be horrible....
I would nv have known love....
I would be alone all my life........

I love u with all my heart Dee....
Love u forever dear...
;)

_-^!-_!DeeFiqz!_-!^-_

Zupz Zupz!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Dear Bloggie...

Hey there everyone....
Feeling ok?
I'm not....
But the show gotta go on...

La Di da di dum....
I'm just bored la now... Manz....
So please...please forgive me for crappin....
Itz not that I'm having a bad stomach ache...
Well, I so wouldn't wanna have another round of gastric pains....

Lemmi tink...
Wat did i do 2day har...
Ah yes....
A boring day with a boring entry...
So here goes...

Woke up at 8++.....
Got ready for school...
And went to school for POA....
Basically I haven't done my POA....
So just go there copy answers ar...
Very sian day leh...
Mendak siotz... Sheesh.....
Anywayz... Wanna talk abt POA ar....
yar, everyone noes I suck at it...
Sheesh...
I myself noe i suck at it....
I've been tryin to at least do sumting ar....
But to no avail...
Seriously manz....
Why must I take POA?
I mean... cumon... I got 5 subs without POA...
Enough to go Poly....
I wouldn't even tink of going JC manz....
No more Malay for me... Seriously...

Without POA, I can concentrate on other subs....
My strengths are english and maths....
Maths aint a prob if I put all my brains to it....
But poa... sheesh....=(... not possible....
Manz... If I get more den 20 points for my Os...
And I can't get into a poly... My onli option is ITE....
Hu the hell wants to get into an ITE?
Just the thought of it makes me sick...
Yea, pple can tell me their success stories of ITE life and work craps...
But still... Itz a longgggggggggggggg way.....
Pple tell me itz GENERALISATION....
I mean? Can't i? issit wrong?
Hating a school for their students...
What makes a school? Students rite?
teachers are onli a small part of the school....
Students are non-permanent, but still... Huge bunch of technical pple...

Okok... now I apologise....
If there are ITE frenz readin dis....
Put urself in my shoes...
Not a bright student...
Hoping for a bright future....
Slacking like mad....
Sheesh....
And going for O levels... Unprepared...
Next week is the start of my prelims...
I still have doubts, not one, but millions...
Basically I've wasted my holidays....
Izzit wrong to think of d future?
Izzit wrong to plan ur death?
Sheesh...

Try changing a perspective on life....
We are not immortals... We do die sumday...
Imagine losing ur closest fren...
And U wanna follow him into the grave....
Not practical, rather stupid....
Must always... Think of the future...
Plan ahead... And make back up plans...
If anything were to cripple up....
All abt planning..
Love life has planning too....
Even though I'm hopeless in that area...
I believe... There's sumone for me out there....
And as for my ex(s)....
I'm finally letting go... they are not made for me animore...
I dun love them... And itz not painful animore...=]....
They are just great frenz... Just like myself...
So I wun make it any difficult for their lives....
Pple ask me, wat am i gonna do...
To tell u d truth...
I really dunno...
What I noe... I'm not really ready to handle relationships...
Yes, I may or may not love sumone now....
But not goin for relationships...
It will hinder my frenships....
To top everythin, I SUCK IN RELATIONSHIPS...
hahakz... Itz true, just ask my two ex....
I stink at it...

Ok ar... Too much brain activity oleady....
Gonna go KABOOM...
So yea, tankz again for readin my crappy entry....
Rate it <-----------there.....
Be honest ar...
Cuz I noe I stink now... heez...
take carez den, byez!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zupz ZupZ!