Dear Bloggie...

Hello Hello!!!! Hahakz... Yupz yupz...
I'm back after sumtime....
ACtually I'm kinda lazy to blog liao la....
Dunno wy....
But for 2day...
Since itz d 2nd last day of July...
I'll blog!

Letz start!
Ok now... July has been one....
Erm... One... Hectic month for me....
Wy?
The Malay Orals and Listening compre just made it all...
And wat else ar....
Oh yea, I can't wait to welcum August manz...
Hahakz... Yea, itz coz of national day...
Hahakz....
Ah yes, my bday is in JULY.....
Please, u can forget dat if u want, aint so important anywayz...

I read finish this book called the supernaturallists....
Damn kewlz i tell u... Omg....
I read till I dowan sleep...
Budden I still slept coz my bed's temptation was too much to resist...
hahakz crap... =X Anywayz... Like I said...
I lurve this book manz.... Eoin Colfer is a great writer, no seriously... =D
With words which describes a million pictures...
Or izzit a pictures which describe million words?
Ah, d same la.. hahakz...
So yeaz... Everyting is kewlz....
This month i celebrate my 9 months of independance... =D
Next month is TEN!!!! Hahakz... Aint dat kewlz...
Singles rox! =D

But I still love her leh... haiz... damn la....
Wy do i love u? Cannot let u go sia....
Met u last thursday....
U sounded great manz... seriously....
I knew u will love me always....
But sumday u move on to sumone else.....
Hey, datz life rite?
Hahakz...
LURVE U EUPHO!!!! =D
*cumon lohz, wat u all tinking abt? my social life sux completely now, destroyed, kapoot*

Well, till next time.. bybyez!

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie...

Aightz... Fiqz is back from a day of relaxation...
Hahakz... A day of movies to be precise...(chk "my space")
Yeapz... Basically yesterday and 2day haas been the most relaxing weekends..
Yesterday I slacked like crazy, which was watching movies...
Today I woke up at around 6+am....
Got ready for my Religous class...
I was feeling damn sleepy lohz....
And during class...
I slept for one whole period which lasted 45 minutes...
hahakz... I listen to my MP3 player also....
Woohooo... The teacher dun really mind...
As long as I'm quiet... good enough.....
Anywayz... After dat....
I reached home at abt 11.30....
I ate an early lunch....
Dusted the computer and computer table....
Went into my room and read The Supernaturallist...
The book which I bought but haven read for a long time.. Hahakz....
And I got sum words which I didn't noe....
Which I'm gonna write it down in here...

Resonating,
Collateral,
Decimated,
Opulent,
Malignant,
Brunt,
Veer,
Convulsed..

Those are the words which I didn't noe YET for the 1st chapter of d book.. =D
Gonna look for d meaning now... Adioz denz! =D

Zupz ZupZ!

Dear Bloggie....

Ah..... 14th of July......
Just 17 years ago... The birth of a kid....
Who envissioned a life of freedom and peace....
Searched out for a partner since he was a kid.....
Met two wonderful girls.....
But rejected by dem....
And so dis kid.... Trying to learn d ways of life....
Starts to create theories....
Sum may be true... Sum may be not....
The point is... Not everyting wat it seems to be.....

17 years ago... I was small....
Barely any bigger den my head now...
But wat dat baby holds in himself....
Was self courage and self determination....
He went thru any obstacles with bravery, be it small or big.....
I look back at those times....
People hu I've helped....
People hu's lives I've ruined....
And for once case, Both....
Love... The cause of dis major problems...
We keep telling ourselves to move away from it...
Yet the heart still insist in finding a partner.....
Sumtimes thoughts and feelings have d most opposite ways....
Yet we still want to be follow our guts....
And in the end we regret choosing the path we have chosed....
We question ourselves for wy we have placed so much trust in sumone....
Sumone hu would just destroy dat trust.....
And the person u brought up...
Will be d one hu brings u down.....
People such as dis, I must admit, are fickle minded.....
Decisions thrown in tantrums of feelings and emotions....
I'm not pin pointing on anyone here...
Please hor, for 17 years...
Wen will I ever get to have a say in, anything?
Even wen I got sumting to say, will there be anyone to listen?
It may just get unoticed and drift away even when there's no wind....

14th of July.... Well.. Basically I must be tankful ar....
Noe wy? Cuz I didn't get whacked.... By anyone!!! Hahakz.. =D
Oh yeaz... I got alot of bday wishes manz... Hahakz...
And the whole bulk of dem came at 12am.. hahakz.....
Omg.... Of cuz the 1st of dem was my beloved sis....
Hahakz.. Exactly.. no la, 2 seconds after 12 am... Hehez....
So accurate hor.... Den followed by my buddy.....
Den followed by Ilyana!!! Den followed by Liyana....
Den followed by Fairuz.... Hu else ar.. Hahakz....
Erm, I realised got no guys mgz me... Sadded... =X
Nvm ar...
Then I went to bed.... Hehez....

Well.... I got noting else to say ar......
Just dat.. Sumting is missing.. and datz love...
Trying to force love out of fiqz equation....
But so difficult....
Why do u still linger my head wen ur not needed anymore....
Can u just leave me.... In my peace...
Sheesh.....

I just wanna tank my buddy.. for the present....
And the letter u gave me.... the poem was verynice.... =D

Yupz... So dat was 14th of July 2005.....
Letz just see wat happens in 14th July 2006 shall we?
I doubt I'll have a partner by den....
So hopeless in relationships... Sheesh.. BYEZ!

ZupZ ZupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Hmmm.... 4 more days.....
Yeapz... Itz THAT dreaded day again.....
Manz, last year wasn't dat bad la....
I just did my best ar last year.....
Hmmmmm.... What are u peeps tinking rite now?
My birthday? PLease la hor....
Dun speak to me abt my bday, please....
I hate my bday... Dun u noe dat.....
I hate july.... Cuz of my bday....
Dang manz....
Four more days to d day of nervousness....
I'm the 5th person summore...
Which is quite ok ar...
Considering I can skip maths for like 2 hours...
Hahakz... Woohoo....

Btw, I warn dose pple readin my blog(s).....
Dun ever.... and I do mean, NEVER ever talk 2 me abt MY bday....
Talk abt ur bday and all is fine....
But please, i wanna stress, nv mine......
Unless u want me to hate u for d rest of ur life....
But... BUT.... Those frenz hu are close to me.....
Close to my heart... Those hu i can share practically aniting and everyting to...
Dun have to worry, U pple are my frenz for life kkz?
Especially to my Buddy, U noe hu u are....
Dun worry, ur a buddy for life manz.... =D

Gah... Dis topic will always come out wen my bday is nearing....
Haiz.... Itz just sick u noe.. SICK....
I can't emphasize how much i hate my bday manz.....
Why was I even born..... With a cause of misery and hatred.....
To the person hu I've been ignoring, actually, I aint ignoring u....
I'm just trying to keep out of trouble....
All I do is trouble for u....
So yeaz... Apart from me being busy....
Is there such a ting called "Constructive Business?"
I wonder.... Yesh, I've been like helping pple see to their dreams....
Providing endless support.... Giving hope to dose hu have given up.....
Making their dreams, to reality....
I got lotz of pple hu deserves my help.... and needs my help....
Dat is wy I am there for dem.....
But u... I see no reason for bring there....
The way I see it, I'm not good enough for d job...
My qualifications are not up to standard.....
Which, in conclusion, u have sumone else......
But hey, seriously, I gotta tank u loadz....
For lessening my burden....
Now I dun have to worry abt ur health....
How ur feeling... Wat ur doing.....
Sheesh, can't imagine i got worried for u....
But all dis is over now....
I'm setting off to a journey on my own....
Accompanied by my buddy and fateful/trustful frenz....
Yeapz...
And of cuz, u have been on ur journey with ur guy's hand in urs long ago....
I prefer to be single, as a symbol of Independancy on myself.... =D
Yeazzz... =D
I've lived for like wat, 16++++ years? Hahakz....
Yeaz.... And I hope I'm gonna live properously... =D
Heeeez.... Hahakz.. Manz I feel good... Sumhow....

And so.... I gez... I'll end wat I've gotta say here.....
Wanna continue my SS.....
And maybe even do my POA.....
Manz, seriously, I'm losin my POA grip.....
And I'm tightening my grip on SS... how kewlz.....
For Maths, itz getting better and better of cuz....
Oh yea, for Physics practical....
Yesterday la, after my friday prayers...
Need to come back....
Alot of things to do...
Since I came late, I was d last one to leave....
And keep all the stuffs la... =D
Well.... K la... Datz all....
Watever it is.. Please do go to my "My Space" to check on my happenings....

To u, I noe u dun even dare to come in here... Hahkz... =D

Byez all!

Zupz Zupz!

Me! Hahakz... Weird hairstyle.. =X 

Dear Bloggie...

Manz... Itz been a LONG time huh since i've updated.....
Since the 12 of June... Hahakz....
Yupz... I dun have the MOJO to blog animore ar....
So please, do forgive me....
Heez... I've seen a number of pple coming into my blog recently....
Why u all come wen got no new entry ar?
Hmmmmmmz.... Weird... Hahakz...

Okok.... If I were to write abt the holidays....
I tink I better go jump down and shoot myself lohz....
Budden nvm ar....
I just talk abt my camp la hor....
In brief of cuz, coz if in detail, i'll go crazy again...
Hahakz.. sheesh...
And so.... 20th of June....
Fiqz went for ALTC camp.....
Reported in school at 9am......
No one was there yet....
So i walk2 around in school lohz....
Den at abt 10.30am, everyone were assembled at the quadrangle....
Me, Hui Shan and Melissa were the helpers for the camp of cuz....
We help carry the STUFFS... like firewood and all....
Basically all d camp stuff la....
And we were offffff to Labrador MOE campsite.....
It feels great coming back to that place....
Missed the place since last year manz.. Hahakz...
Anywayz, we unloaded the bus.....
Assembled at the round tingy...
That's where the spot checks would be held ar....
Lucky I was not checked la.....

Ok, I'm gonna stop here for awhile....
Like sumsort of a commercial break ar.....
Btw peeps, I got a new blog... itz on http://spaces.msn.com/members/Fiqz/ ok?
Yupz... Actually itz the "My Space" on MSN ar....
Down there more user frenly mah... So yea....
Any updates just come here or most probably go there la kkz? =D