Dear Bloggie...

Hey there! Been quite sum time since i've updated....
So here goes... =D
On saturday, which was yesterday, I went bowling with my frenz...
I was fun no doubt... 1st time playing it btw.....
Yeaz, it was fun... I got one strike after everyting.. Hahakz...
Aint dat kewl or wat manz.... Hahakz...
After bowling, we went down to d beach.. Just walk2....

We den went to masjid to pray....
And went home....
U're wondering my my entries are getting shorter...
Seriously, I'm loosin mood in writing.. Haiz....
But i'm ok... really i am.. =D

Nvm, i'll go on...
today, which is a sunday...
We went golfing... Yeapz.. U heard me...
Golfing.... Was my 1st time too...
Hahakz, 2 days i play 2 new sports....
Aint gonna get any cooler den dat yea...
Anywayz, I played gold....
My fren taught me how to swing d ting....
And my golf ball went flying...
hahakz... My frenz say I was a fast learner....
I say it was pure luck.. =X
But really, I didn't noe I was so good in sports...
yesterday, I won my frenz like crazy....
Even the most pro of dem also lose to me....
It was my 1st time summore....
Well, it could be wat dey say "beginners luck"....
Maybe itz dat, well, hu knew? I threw d ball differently.. =X
But Still, i got alot of pins down ok.. Not bad uh... =X

okaiyz.... Datz all I'm gonna post for 2day....
Haiz, my poor hand in bad bad condition.. Ouch...

Zupz Zupz..

Dear Bloggie....

Hey there peeps! Wazzup?! Everything's great i hope...
Yeaz... As always.. Hahakz.. I'm great too! Hahakz...
Yeaz, no surprise there huh... Of cuz....
But I'm kinda worried... I haven done much of hw as I expected myself to do...
And later I'm going out for a game of bowling.. Manz....
I noe itz d holiday, time to relax.. But the burden of hw and O levels....
Dey can't stop to haunt me....
Am I just stressing myself so much? Or is dis stress good for me?

But all I noe.. I'm gonna do my SS hw 2day no matter wat.. After dis....
Seriously, I need to start sumwhere... Next 2 weeks will be a damn bz week...
Gah... Help me.. Hahakz... Nvm, I said I can handle it.. And I will...
No worries, just putting words to action, datz all... =D
I seriously apologise for the short entry which is gonna happen 2day....
I seriously need 2 rush thru hw... waahhahaha.....

Okaiyz... Yesterday, Friday.... I was suppose to meet my fren....
But she wasn't feeling well, so I decided to follow my frenz out....
We went to funan... We spend most of the time eating though...
Hahakz.... But still I'm as thin as a stick....
Anywayz... After eating, we walked around funan....
Looking for MP3 player which my fren has been eyeing for quite sum time....
Which finally landed us to harvey Norman....
And finally we bought dat MP3 player and headed for him....
Before that we watched Thomas the train... Hahakz...
Bored pple as usual... It was exactly the same as the one at PS manz...
Hahakz, Liyana wasn't there, if she was there... She'd probably remember...
Wahahaha... =X
Bad fiqqyz... =X
Anywayz.. After watching dat Thomas train... We headed back home.....
The mrt was PACKED manz.. Like sardines in a tin.... Sheesh.....
But luckily I had sum room.. Hehez... And we went home.....

Gah.. I noe I noe... Kinda boring rite... Hahakz...
Seriously I got no time now... At least I've updated one out of 3 blogs rite...
Hahakz.. Sioa Sioa... U all take carez ya.. Bybyez!

Zupz Zupz!

Mirza Afiq!!!! Aint he cute??? 

Who took my pic?! =X 

Jaz, my EUPHO, ME and Alfi 

haiz, i so dark, cannot even see my face 

Me with a RED balloon on my head! =D 

Dear Bloggie...

Hey hey heyyyy... Hahakz... Wazzup wazzup! =D
I sincerely apologise for not updating dis blog yesterday ya...
My hands were tied, literally.. Hahakz... =X
So yeaz... There wasn't anything to talk abt also yesterday....
But I'l try 2 squeeze in sum stuff ar okaiyz? K kewlz... =D
Yeapz.... Haiz, all I can say... is 1 month and 6 days....
Time to reflect with wat I have.... I seriously feel glad to be alive.....
To be able to see those who I care about...
To see dem happy again... To see dem living each day bravely...

But i realised too... Dat at times... My words could be as sharp as a knife...
And I would just splurt out any words coming out from my mouth...
But I've learned my lesson.... And now my words are only for the good....
And never for the bad.... I look back at those times I misbehaved....
I feel a sense of shame running through my veins.....
How could I've been so senseless....
But how can I blame myself when all I did was adapting to changes.....
Especially sudden changes.... I didn't have experience in this tings....
But now I'm clear.... I'm wiser now... And I noe wat steps to take....
I have grown in maturity... I can think with a wonderful brain....
And with this speed I've got, any problems will be solved as fast as possible...

I just wanna wish my good fren... Naqiah... A very happy birthday 2day....
See Naq, alot of pple remember ur bday.... There's no reason to be sad k?
Be happy.... Even the thickest storm will clear sumday and d sun will shine....
U're happiness will come sooner or later... And wen dat happiness comes...
Have no worries.... U're on top of the world.... =D
Today, u celebrate ur birthday... 8th of June 2005.....
A special day for u... Dun be surprised, u'd probably get alot of presents... =D
There are lotz of people in this world who have changed for the better coz of u....
I can admit I was one of them.... Without u, I wun even be here now typing dis...
So realise the importance of ur life.... Itz given to u, dun ever try 2 let it go....
Well, I dowan to blabber too much ya... Ya just have fun 2day kkz?
All the best wishes to ur days ahead...... =D

Okaiyz, now back to Fiqz programme... hehez....
Btw, I read sumting in frenster just now.. And I really must put dis up....
I can't promise you that dark clouds will never hover over our lives or that the future will bring us many rainbows.
I can't promise you that tomorrow will be perfect or that life will be easy.
But I can promise you my everlasting devotion,my loyalty,my respect,and my unconditional love for a lifetime.
I can promise that I'll always be there for you,to listen and to hold your hand,and I'll always do my best to make you happy, and make you feel loved.
I can promise that I'll see you through any crisis,and hope with you,dream with you,build with you,and always cheer you on and encourage you.
I can promise that I'll share my dreams my world,and every aspect of my life with you I'll willingly be your protector,your advisor,your counselor,your friend,your family, your everything.
And I believe that's what love is truly all about.

Well, hu ever the "you" may be... Maybe i've oleady met u but didn't notice...
Or maybe I've never met u b4.....
But I noe sumday u'll come.... For all in love is fair... I believe....
Like wat have been written on top in blue.....
I will fulfil all dat I've promised..... For datz wat love is truly about..... =D

*the greatest gift a person can ever get is the gift of life itself....*

P.S.: In 1 month and 6 days time, please, strictly NO presents.... I repeat again, NO PRESENTS... tankiew...

Zupz Zupz!

I was dancing!!! =D 

Another Pic from the fest! 

My balloon Hat!!! =D 

Dear Bloggie...

Heyyyyyyy There people!!!!!! Hahakz... Wazzup wazzup!!!!
Well yea, I'm back.... Been kinda long since I've updated huh...
Okok... Here's d ting, time flies kinda fast wen ya havin fun rite?
So yeaz... Was I having fun? Hmmm.. A question I would ponder(shrugs)...
I haven been studying much lately... Hw also not much... Juz did some....
I'm in deep crapz now manz.. Hahakz...

Anywayz... Came here to talk abt yesterday.....
As many band peeps would noe... yesterday.....
We had the Balloon Hat Festival!!!!!!
Very the fun manz.. Hahakz....
Those who went noe wat I mean.....
With music being played... Cheers by schools...
Watz there not to enjoy? Hahakz....
Alritez... We reached sentosa at 2pm yesterday....
Got ready out basic balloon hats on our heads and we performed at 2.50pm....
The songs we played were nice ar... No doubt abt it ar....
Luckilly didn't play classical Cannon manz.. If we did....
Omg... =X Hahakz... Datz like so gonna kill me....
We played hawaii five-o instead of that Classical Cannon....
I memorised the song oleady, so dunnid to see score...
I was practically enjoying myself manz... =X Hahakz...
SO FUN LEH!!! Apart from the sweat which accumulated...
Hahakz... I was drenched in sweat.. How "COOLING" huh.. =X
Anywayz.. After that 40 mins performance... We went to Opel....
We WALKED all the way there, no fair leh, on friday we ride the "bus"....
But yesterday no "bus"... Sheesh... So not fair... Very tiring summore...
Wah laoz.. =X I repeat, WE WALKED ALL THE WAY....
The visitors get to ride the "bus".... Sheesh.. So lucky....
But nvm ar, I wasn't carrying a tuba... I was carrying my sweet adorable Eupho...
Yupz.. Hahakz... =D So it was all ok... =D
At about 3+ or 4+ liddat we reached Opel.....
Wen we reached there.. We had to have our lunch and make our balloon hats....
Which was kinda kewl... Jezer(our band major) made the original model...
Den the others just follow his model.... Very cute leh.....
I got a pic of it, very small, but still can see.. Hahakz....
Maybe later I post it in la hor... =D
Okaiyz... After creating dat fanciful balloon hat....
We were ready to WALK all the way back to the place we came from...
Wah seh.... Dis time we were playing our songs...
Very very very nice!!!!! We started dancing to d bands before and infront of us...
Infront of us were Dunearn Sec, dey played sum very catchy song... Can't remember...
Hahakz.. Den we played MOO(men of ohio) hahakz... MOO... =X
Sheesh.... Btw, dunearn's drum solo was DAMN LONG... Wah kaoz...
I was like.. "eh, wen will dis end huh?"
Hahakz...Den finally they ended.. Phew... =X
Den our MOO wasn't that fantastic I may say... Coz even I forget d notes...
Hahakz, sheesh.... How could I.. Coz I was wondering how 2 carry a eupho while marching...
In the end I just play any way I can ar..

And so we WALKED and PLAYED music at the same time....
Heading towards the beach.... And we WALKED on the beach....
All the SAND went into my shoes... Wahhhhh... So uncomfirtable...
But hu cares.. =X All part of marching anywayz....
At the end of the WALK... I mean, LONG WALK....
We ended up getting in line infront of this stage tingy....
Where the announcer and VIP GOH was la.....
Waited for all the schools to come by marching.....
While dey did dat, we did some Bombing.. Hahakz...
Oh u noe, the "Ngee ann bomb, ngee ann bomb, ngee ann bomb to jurong bomb"....
Coz the school beside ours was Jurong sec... hahakz....
We were Bombed by Dunearn Sec... Luckily we replied....
But Jurong didn't reply.. No wait, Fuhua didn't reply!!! Hahakz...
We were like "oiii!!!!!!!" hahahakz.... Fun stuff there....
And finally, wen all the bands have arrived....
The GOH talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk and talk.....
After dat..... The drums went while as Zack raised his hands.......
Once he let down his hands.. I grabbed my balloon hat and put it on the ground as I step on it...
Hahakz.. The whole place sounded like firecrackers manz.. So nice!!! =X
Finally, we graduated from sentosa Balloon Hat Festival!

It was seriouslly a fun fun fun fun day manz... =D
Can nv forget it.... Oh yeaz.. I wanna tank my frenz hu came to support me...
Namely Alfi, Huda, Jazli and Liyana.... And my parents hu came down as well...
Tank u pple lotz!! Love U guys!!!!! =D And for dose hu didn't manage to come....
Like my sis... Dun worry, I understand ya... =D So relax... I appriciate ur efforts too...

After the balloon hat fest.. I went home.. Bathed FOUR times....
And met up with my frenz at BK at Pavilion...
I was starving manz.. Hahakz.. So we ate....
I ate the turkey bacon tingy.. Liyana ate Rendang burger...
And the other 3 ate the same chicken burger.....
I didn't noe wy I was so hyper yesterday nite.. Hahakz...
I kept doing crazy stuff... Manz.. =X
Whoopz... Ah, u guys noe la hor.... =X
After eating and all... We went home.....
I read Artemis Fowl:Opal Deception.....
And went to bed.... Damn, Opal Koboi was trying to kill Artemis now....
1st was Commander Root, now Artemis.. Damn u Opal!
I hate U OPAL KOBOI!!!!! Sheesh.. Hahakz... =X

Btw,, I just wanna wish my fren a happy bday.... in advance 1st....
Her bday Is tml...7th of June... My partner for so long.....
Yeaz... All the best for ur exams kkz? And I miss ya u noe....
Please come back ya sumday... =D
Well, take carez den partner... I will nv ever EVER forget us... =D
I still keep the stories and memories of us deep deep in my heart for u and me.....
For hoping after u're done, U'll come back... =D
MISS U LOTZ PARTNER!!!!! Hahakz, *U noe hu u are...;]*

*Aurum Potestas Est...*

Zupz Zupz!

Dear Bloggie....

We finally come to the start of the year of June!
Hahakz... Hmmm... No surprise there huh...
Yea yea, I know... But hey, smile cause it happend!
Hahakz... What is this fiq talking about huh.. I have no Idea....
Okok... Now.... 1st of June!

Woke up at about 8+....
Not really sure what time exactly....
Today I didn't have band by the way.....
And I didn't know why I woke up early also...
Hahakz... Weird me huh, Yes I know...
Ah yes, I woke up early to do my homework...which....
I didn't do in the morning.. hahakz....
Kinda lazy and tired in the morning la... So understand understood la hor....
Sheesh, Singlish, wat ish dis... =X
Anywayz.... At about 12 noon, I whipped out my file....
And took out maths papers... Started doing maths and was kinda getting the hang of it.. =D
I juz LURVE maths manz.. Itz like my life... Apart from music, of cuz... =D
And so I did the 1st paper and when I've finished....
I went to Tmart for awhile to replenish my stomach with McDeez...
Hahakz.... Mchicken Student Meal.. Whoohoooooz....
Hahakz..... Hmmm... I watched TV while munching on my food....
Tsk3, bad habit, but hey, I wanna get fatter here for goodness sake...
Hahakz, dump food in ur mouth they say, aint dat easy as it sounds......
Hahakz... Try dumping an elephant through ur throat ar..... Confirm U'll be fat instantly...
Heez... Anywayz.... After watching tv, the title was Shy Gun btw....
Yupz... I continued with my 2nd maths paper, there are 4 maths exam papers btw....
Yupz... So I do and do and do... Of cuz I got help from my gooooood fren Liyana.. Hahakz..
Tankiew lotz ya.... I finally can get the answer... BUT, still unlogical.. GAH.... =X

All the way up till 5 where I ended the 2nd and started the 3rd paper.....
I'm aiming for a hat-trick manz.. Hahakz.. Sheesh....
Maths is my life!!!!! =D Hahakz....
Okok, should stop saying dat manz, pple hu hate maths would be planning on having my head chopped off...
Hahakz..... Music is my life! =D Ah, datz better rite? Kewlz...
Anywayz.... As I said, I did the paper.....
All the way until 7+, wen my mom came home....
Ah yar, I was alone the whole day today....
Haiz... Was damn damn bored... Hmphz.....
No one contact me... I was in a full state of lonliness.....
Which made me strong.... Wy?
Coz Lonliness is NOT a Weakness.. Itz my strength... =D
And so here I am now... writing this blog of mine.....
My mom bought for me these pills....
Exam pills of sumsort.... Suppose to make me clever in sumway...
Hahakz... Well, onli time will tell huh.. Yeapz.....
Will I succeed in being clever, stay tuned to The Flash Channel! hahakz.....
Dun blink, coz u'll miss everyting! =D
Heez... Manz I'm onto sumting here manz... =X
Haiz... I'm bored... Letz try making sum poems!
Here.... We..... GO!


Teardrops fell onto the floor like bullets.....
A sense of loss engulf this feeling cannot be explained in words....
Somehow a shimmering ray of hope pierced through the darkness...
Faint as it was, but it was much better than being eaten by birds....

I dragged myself rather drudgingly up these steep steps....
As much as my legs could carry me, weakening my triceps....
Lust and love or Hatred thoughts levitate around in my mind as it flaps....
What use were wings when they keep taking alot of naps?

Since you've gone and found a replacement....
I'm left alone and thrown off from my vantage point which was part of my establishment....
How am I suppose to face you when all I am is someone flamboyant?
I've rubbed charcoal on my face like some infant...

Ah, the holidays are here, nothing more than an inoppotune time.......
For me to reflect upon myself and hope everything would be fine....
But I realise recently that my life has been hanging on a line....
My life could depend on this, even every single dime...

Talking to myself I shall.....
Flipping through my personal file....
Asking questions which turned out to be so.....dull....
But everything now doesn't seem so serious, being treated as something so mild...

Moans and groans of those who have failed....
Clenching their fists and starts to wail.....
Can these minor set backs be conquered and start a new trail.....
Rather than rotting yourself till you get stale....

I wanna reach out to people out there who can read me.....
Try as hard as you can to not angry....
Cause anger leads to false decisions which is hated by a fairy....
Heed my words if you do not want to be mesmerised for eternity.....


Muahahahahhahahahah,.... manz.... Dat poem has no meaning sia....
I dun have inspiration sia 2nite... Argh!!!!!=P
Sheesh.....
Nvm ar... Maybe sum other nites la kkz?
KKz, good nitez denz! Byez!

*The fairies are among us.. Shielded by their suits they are dangerously friendly...like me..*

Zupz Zupz!