Dear Bloggie....
Tuesday, 31st May.....
The end of the month... Woohoo....
Here comes June, like finally.. Hahakz....
Well, June has their own surprises for me actually....
So yeaz, I'm kewlz! Hahakz....
Well anywayz, today I had band at 8am....
Had sectionalz from 8am all the way up to 10am....
Aw manz.... Very the tiring manz....
Trust me, it WAS tiring indeed.....
My section, which is now the EUPHONIUM section.....
Memorised Hawaii five-o....
Kinda easy actually, no problems there... =D
And we went through the repertoire for Balloon Hat Fest....
A total of 8 songs.... Eight GRULING songs... Gahhhh....
Sumone pity my lips.. Hahakz...
Sheesh....
Ok here we go..... the repertoire....
1st on the list... Is none other than the famous Y.M.C.A.! Hahakz....
Nothing much challenging, only thing is that the score is in Treble...
I can only read Bass... Grrr.... Luckily my juniors taught me how..
Hahakz... Phew... So yeaz, that was easy peasy....
And along comes the 2nd song, which is Big Band Play Folk Songs...
This song kinda catchy... Well, not my most favourite....
But at least itz kinda relaxed... Phew... Hahakz....
This song kinda long ar.... So it eats away sum time...
The 3rd song is the killer.... There are 2 killer songs in the repertoire...
The 1st is none other then "I WILL SURVIVE", which I name it "I WILL DIE!"
Hahakz.... Manz, the high notes and the solo.... Made my lips break down sia...
Hahakz.... Irritating.... =P Anwayz.... Alot of repeating melody....
Dat is the reason for it being irritating.... Sheesh....
Dowan to talk abt the song ar... Hahakz, cekik my blood onli....
The 4th song for the day, would be Soul Bossa Nova, the theme song for Austin Powers...
Yeaz.. Catchy catchy... Very nice... Hahakz... And of cuz, EASY.....
Just hope I dun play the tuba part instead of the eupho part... hahakz...
Hey, it happend before ok, I memorised the tuba part and played on the eupho.....
Conductor stare at me one weird way... Hahakz.....
Sheesh.... Having the tuba disease or sumting liddat.... =P
And the 5th song is my 2nd killer song is none other than... CLASSICAL CANNON....
Itz like being shot with a cannon with this number manz...
Hahakz... Starts off with harmony.....
Continues on with a melody.....
The melody part really kills my lips totally.....
For both tuba and eupho parts....
This song really qualifies and certified as a killer song...
Hahakz... 'Nuff said.... I'll move on...
The 6th song for the day.... Livin' La vida Loca!
Hahakz... Dun u just miss the ricky martin days?
Yeaz, well, not me.... Ever since william hung spoiled his song dat is...
Hahakz... Baddie me huh... hur hur "i'm not worthy..."
This song quite fun to play, well, in d tuba perspective ar...
Coz in the Eupho score, alot of reoccuring notes....
Which can be quite irritating since u noe d song and how it sounds like...
Sheesh... But still, the show must go on, I just play watz printed...
After that number from Ricky Martin.... We have a local song....
Ah.... Not my MOST favourite song actually...
But heck, itz local, so I gotta be patriotic abt it... LOVE SINGAPORE!
Hahakz... Sheesh... The song is called MADE IN SINGAPORE....
I dun really noe how 2 comment on this song apart from...
Erm, itz like playing d song twice...
Coz the repeat sign at d end is exactly at d start of the song....
So itz practically a repeated song.. Hahakz.. Sian but nice... Go figure...
After a local song... We travel to france, or izzit Italy.....
Fans of Abba would surely noe dis song.. Mamma Mia! hahakz....
A complete disaster for me actually.....
We played this song before last year during the concert...
And judging for myself, I dun really tink we played dat well tho'...
Hahakz... But hey, music IS music... Wat can I say?
And datz all dat we are playing for the day....
Hopefully no ENCORE.. coz for sure play I WILL DIE song again...
Anyone hu shouts encore.... Will get it a big blast from my eupho, dare me...
And so, continuing the story....
We had combine at abt 10.30am....
And we played all those songs AGAIN....
Wah seh... I wanna faint liao...
But juz tahan ar... Wat could go bad.....
And we played allllll Those songs again.....
After all that... We had marching......
Played Men of Ohio for THREE times while marching....
After we stopped marching, we played Hawaii Five-O standing.....
Th trumpet section seriously need 2 practice more... I can barely hear dem....
And so thats our preparation for the Balloon Hat Festival....
I seriously hope everything goes really well that day....
Just don't rain and don't let the sun shine too bright....
I confirm will melt... What more in our Band Uniform....
Eeeeeeek.... The whole Band Uniform will be drenched with sweat...
Sheesh.. Not a nice sight if you get what I mean ya....
Oh yar, Btw, I bought the 4th book of Artemis Fowl alrealy...
Itz called, Opal Deception... Just now I read abit of it....
And man, the story is simply thrilling... those people who haven't get their hands on the series...
I seriouly recommend you this book... You'll love it....
And also get the book called "The Wishlist" A mixture of Humour and Drama...
Kewlz maz I'd give it a hundred over ten... Hahakz....
Well.... Thats all I'm gonna blog for tonite...
Going to do my Maths and hopefully my POA now....
Take carez den everyone!!!!!!
*Those who fail to plan, plan to fail.....*
*20 more days towards sufferings.....*
Zupz Zupz!
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Itz a Sunday afternoon/evening....
And I'm stuck here, at home, bored.....
This boredom is killing me to my bones....
But what can I say... All part of being alone these days....
I'm asking myself why am I online when I shouldn't be....
A question which kinda contradicts my well-being...
But hey, no harm done to anyone except me, so who cares?
Anywayz... I'm just dragging people in MSN to play games with me...
Well, if I don't, might as well just rot and die right?
And so I've dragged a couple of victims to play with me....
Unfortunately, due to my lack of knowledge of the games...
I lost clearly to an opponent with much skills....
I'm not accustomed to fail and lose with no rematch...
For I vow a day would come where people will fear my name...
But there is still much to be done before I actually hit that target....
This seem to be an unopportune time to strike...
But doubt me not, I shall come back with a vengeance...
All I need now is a vantage point, to see clearly of my areas...
When everything's clear from my path, nothing can stop me....
The greatest enemy of myself is none other than my own self....
My laziness is inevitable and pathetic.....
I grow weaker as I draw nearer to my bed.....
Like an ant attracted to sugar....
I fall into a big trap unkowingly, throwing excuses....
How could I have managed to survive all this time..?
When I even have no mood to do anything....
The holidays are here, much to my delight or sorrow....
Everything solely will depend on this holiday...
If I'm able to spend the time wisely, I'm able to actually get out of misery...
But if I don't.... Misery is my name, and dead is what I'm going to be...
Tommorow is my malay paper, O levels....
I'm feeling the adrenaline rush through my blood....
But still I manage to stay calm... Heart pumping softly...faintly....
The only thing that can drive my heart on hyperdrive would be love....
Love is the key, nothing else could satisfy these desires....
But I don't have a partner, well, I used to have one....
But she's gone for another....
And so I'm alone... I aint complaining....
I kinda like it being alone... Less noise....
And definately lesser problems.....
But I'm a person who's attracted to problems....
And people don't trust me of handling their problems anymore....
Have I been a nuisance to anyone of you...?
If I have, I sincerely apologise.... I tried my best....
If my best was not the best for you, than your decision to leave can never be blamed...
I'm in the wrong for letting you go.... For letting myself burst...
But time will fly... Wounds will heal... I will still be alive....
But those memories, which I bet you've wickedly forgotten, are hurting me as I speak....
I know I don't mean anything more than a pile of crap to you now....
Well, I guess I just want it to keep it that way for the moment...
Or maybe forever for that matter..... I don't wanna be involved anymore...
But my heart yearns for something from you....
At this critical situation, I just wished someone would stand out from the crowd...
And save my dying heart from dismay....
Yes.... I may sound very desparate.. But imagine yourself being abandoned....
Without the slightest clue that you've been fooled by the one you loved...
It doesn't feel good, nothing ever felt good when you feel a sense of loss....
Imagine having a pet cat which you've had for your whole life....
And one day she decided to leave, just in a blink of an eye and she's gone....
You cry teardrops of blood for her to come back....
But as the minutes, hours, days, months pass....
Your hope amazingly starts to get stronger....
You just can't believe that she's gone....
Cause for sure you know she's there....
Where? In your heart for you to keep....
She may not be there for you to hold....
She may not be there for you to love and cuddle...
But the warmth of the love that she had for you...
Will always stay in your heart no matter what...
Cause that is what love is all about....
The trust, the believe, the confidence in a person....
I can never disagree that love is weird....
Because it is weird, but in a good sense of weird....
Have you ever looked deep into ones eyes....
And see their hearts burning with passion...
Or even their touch which could easily say "i love you"...
Could you catch that messages before they are too late for you.....
"This is not good bye" she said....
But what she really means is she's leaving you forever....
Things sometimes are not what it seems....
People may tell you so much, but they can never confess that its true....
Sometimes you get caught in a very tight situation....
Where your decision will definately hurt somebody.....
No doubt, I've met someone who met with that situation...
And sadly I'm the one being hurt.....
But who is to blame? Her? Impossible...
She's so beautiful, not to mention clever....
Look at me, I can't say I look horrid.....
I can barely attract attention to myself.....
But all I have to give is my heart, never the looks....
The purest of hearts is one which is willing to sacrifice....
I mist admit, I gave my all... What wasn't enough for you?
I want to understand... But its better off left unkown......
Ku telah rindukan mu... Tanpa ragu-ragu, ku masih tanamkan harapan....
Tetapi apa yang telah berlaku padaku tidak dapat dimaafkan lagi....
Tidak boleh lagiku menafikan bahawa kaulah segalanya....
Apa yang kau mahu, kuberkikan padamu....
Itulah sebagaimana kuat cintaku padamu....
Apakan daya, kau memilih seorang jantan lain....
Dan meninggalkan ku tergamam di sini.....
Kau terfikir mengapaku berbuat begini....
Kau cuba fikirkan untuk dirimu sendiri...
Jikalau org yang kau sayangi sangat, meninggalkan mu.....
Apakah perasaan kau? Sedih dan pelih.....
Dengan hati yg amat pedih.......
Tetapi apakah yang kau hendak pedulikan....
Kau sudah jumpa gantian ku ini....
Jantan yang aku harap dapat menjagamu dengan baik.....
Ku mati-mati tidak mahu mengatakan kalimah sebergini...
Tetapi walaupun ku memnangis dengan air mata darah...
Kau tetap tak akan kembali.... Aku rela kau pergi dari sini.....
Pergi sejauh yang kau boleh lari.....
Ku hanya mahu lupakan keperitan yang telah melibatkan diriku ini.....
Inilah kalimah2 terakhir bagimu yang tersayang.....
Lupakanku.... Dan jangan sekalipun.... Toleh ke belakang.......
*Kalimah seseorang insan yang pernah dinamakan "sayang" tidak bererti apa2 lagi....*
Zupz Zupz!
Itz a Sunday afternoon/evening....
And I'm stuck here, at home, bored.....
This boredom is killing me to my bones....
But what can I say... All part of being alone these days....
I'm asking myself why am I online when I shouldn't be....
A question which kinda contradicts my well-being...
But hey, no harm done to anyone except me, so who cares?
Anywayz... I'm just dragging people in MSN to play games with me...
Well, if I don't, might as well just rot and die right?
And so I've dragged a couple of victims to play with me....
Unfortunately, due to my lack of knowledge of the games...
I lost clearly to an opponent with much skills....
I'm not accustomed to fail and lose with no rematch...
For I vow a day would come where people will fear my name...
But there is still much to be done before I actually hit that target....
This seem to be an unopportune time to strike...
But doubt me not, I shall come back with a vengeance...
All I need now is a vantage point, to see clearly of my areas...
When everything's clear from my path, nothing can stop me....
The greatest enemy of myself is none other than my own self....
My laziness is inevitable and pathetic.....
I grow weaker as I draw nearer to my bed.....
Like an ant attracted to sugar....
I fall into a big trap unkowingly, throwing excuses....
How could I have managed to survive all this time..?
When I even have no mood to do anything....
The holidays are here, much to my delight or sorrow....
Everything solely will depend on this holiday...
If I'm able to spend the time wisely, I'm able to actually get out of misery...
But if I don't.... Misery is my name, and dead is what I'm going to be...
Tommorow is my malay paper, O levels....
I'm feeling the adrenaline rush through my blood....
But still I manage to stay calm... Heart pumping softly...faintly....
The only thing that can drive my heart on hyperdrive would be love....
Love is the key, nothing else could satisfy these desires....
But I don't have a partner, well, I used to have one....
But she's gone for another....
And so I'm alone... I aint complaining....
I kinda like it being alone... Less noise....
And definately lesser problems.....
But I'm a person who's attracted to problems....
And people don't trust me of handling their problems anymore....
Have I been a nuisance to anyone of you...?
If I have, I sincerely apologise.... I tried my best....
If my best was not the best for you, than your decision to leave can never be blamed...
I'm in the wrong for letting you go.... For letting myself burst...
But time will fly... Wounds will heal... I will still be alive....
But those memories, which I bet you've wickedly forgotten, are hurting me as I speak....
I know I don't mean anything more than a pile of crap to you now....
Well, I guess I just want it to keep it that way for the moment...
Or maybe forever for that matter..... I don't wanna be involved anymore...
But my heart yearns for something from you....
At this critical situation, I just wished someone would stand out from the crowd...
And save my dying heart from dismay....
Yes.... I may sound very desparate.. But imagine yourself being abandoned....
Without the slightest clue that you've been fooled by the one you loved...
It doesn't feel good, nothing ever felt good when you feel a sense of loss....
Imagine having a pet cat which you've had for your whole life....
And one day she decided to leave, just in a blink of an eye and she's gone....
You cry teardrops of blood for her to come back....
But as the minutes, hours, days, months pass....
Your hope amazingly starts to get stronger....
You just can't believe that she's gone....
Cause for sure you know she's there....
Where? In your heart for you to keep....
She may not be there for you to hold....
She may not be there for you to love and cuddle...
But the warmth of the love that she had for you...
Will always stay in your heart no matter what...
Cause that is what love is all about....
The trust, the believe, the confidence in a person....
I can never disagree that love is weird....
Because it is weird, but in a good sense of weird....
Have you ever looked deep into ones eyes....
And see their hearts burning with passion...
Or even their touch which could easily say "i love you"...
Could you catch that messages before they are too late for you.....
"This is not good bye" she said....
But what she really means is she's leaving you forever....
Things sometimes are not what it seems....
People may tell you so much, but they can never confess that its true....
Sometimes you get caught in a very tight situation....
Where your decision will definately hurt somebody.....
No doubt, I've met someone who met with that situation...
And sadly I'm the one being hurt.....
But who is to blame? Her? Impossible...
She's so beautiful, not to mention clever....
Look at me, I can't say I look horrid.....
I can barely attract attention to myself.....
But all I have to give is my heart, never the looks....
The purest of hearts is one which is willing to sacrifice....
I mist admit, I gave my all... What wasn't enough for you?
I want to understand... But its better off left unkown......
Ku telah rindukan mu... Tanpa ragu-ragu, ku masih tanamkan harapan....
Tetapi apa yang telah berlaku padaku tidak dapat dimaafkan lagi....
Tidak boleh lagiku menafikan bahawa kaulah segalanya....
Apa yang kau mahu, kuberkikan padamu....
Itulah sebagaimana kuat cintaku padamu....
Apakan daya, kau memilih seorang jantan lain....
Dan meninggalkan ku tergamam di sini.....
Kau terfikir mengapaku berbuat begini....
Kau cuba fikirkan untuk dirimu sendiri...
Jikalau org yang kau sayangi sangat, meninggalkan mu.....
Apakah perasaan kau? Sedih dan pelih.....
Dengan hati yg amat pedih.......
Tetapi apakah yang kau hendak pedulikan....
Kau sudah jumpa gantian ku ini....
Jantan yang aku harap dapat menjagamu dengan baik.....
Ku mati-mati tidak mahu mengatakan kalimah sebergini...
Tetapi walaupun ku memnangis dengan air mata darah...
Kau tetap tak akan kembali.... Aku rela kau pergi dari sini.....
Pergi sejauh yang kau boleh lari.....
Ku hanya mahu lupakan keperitan yang telah melibatkan diriku ini.....
Inilah kalimah2 terakhir bagimu yang tersayang.....
Lupakanku.... Dan jangan sekalipun.... Toleh ke belakang.......
*Kalimah seseorang insan yang pernah dinamakan "sayang" tidak bererti apa2 lagi....*
Zupz Zupz!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Yoz!!!! Hahakz... Wazzup u peeps?
I'm back... Well, hopefully I am...
Okok, I am back... Sheesh.....
Back to talk abt my story today yar...
Yupz... So here... we.... go! =D
I woke up at abt 7.30am 2day....
Had a great bathe.... and got ready for band.....
I grabbed my eupho and went to school....
I immediately set up my eupho and reported downstairs.....
For the marching dat is...
Yupz... We marched quite alot 2day...
Manz it was tiring, but FUN! Hahakz...
So yeaz... I'm kewlz....
I cut my finger in d process though....
But it was juz a minor cut so as to speak.....
I wasn't really harmed...much...
So we marched along.... While playing "Men of Ohio"
nice song... Seriously, but it sounded so..erm, funeral like....
But no doubt it was a nice song.... Simple...
Yeapz.... Anywayz.... We were told to make Balloon Hats...
And looking at d luck I had... Two balloons exploded infront of my face.....
What luck did I had manz.. Hahakz..... Still, the fun continues....
We marched around the school, sum, wearing the balloon hats....
I can't imagine on Friday and Sunday we are actually gonna be wearing dem...
Woohooz..... I'm gonna look funny manz.. But hu carez? I AM funny.. =X
Hahakz.....
And so band ended.... I was kinda eager to home... with no special reason...
Yupz.... Reached home and Mirza was awake... hahakz...
Yay!!! =P Miss him manz....
Anywayz... I watched tv for awhile....
Den went to bed to rest.... Gimme a break, marching for 3 hours....
I was exhausted straight away I got into contact with my bed..
Hahakz.. Sheesh... Den I woke up at abt 3+ liddat...
Ate some food and read a book, my favourite book of all time..
Well, 2nd fav actually.... 1st afv was Harry Potter.. Hahakz....
Artemis Fowl....D'Arvit! Hahakz... Damn I love dis book....
Has alot of kewl fictatious characters... Powerful command of vocab...
Juz the book I need 2 improve my english...
Hahakz......
Well, I gez I seriously got noting more to say....
But I'm not gonna come online very soon....
Cuz... Haiz... Seriously I gotta buck up on my studies....
Been too distracted by erm... "stuffs" haiz....
Aint gonna happen again.... I will go to Poly...
I will get into d course I want.. I will succeed....
mark my word... Fiqz is gonna strive.....
Bit by bit, stone by stone makes a mountain....
My mountain is gonna be bigger den Mount Everest....
Watch out world... A new breed of speed is gonna come...
*Things which can't be heard or taste, can only be felt, with the heart....*
"U let me go, and left me in an awe.... How could you.... Why...."
Zupz Zupz!
Yoz!!!! Hahakz... Wazzup u peeps?
I'm back... Well, hopefully I am...
Okok, I am back... Sheesh.....
Back to talk abt my story today yar...
Yupz... So here... we.... go! =D
I woke up at abt 7.30am 2day....
Had a great bathe.... and got ready for band.....
I grabbed my eupho and went to school....
I immediately set up my eupho and reported downstairs.....
For the marching dat is...
Yupz... We marched quite alot 2day...
Manz it was tiring, but FUN! Hahakz...
So yeaz... I'm kewlz....
I cut my finger in d process though....
But it was juz a minor cut so as to speak.....
I wasn't really harmed...much...
So we marched along.... While playing "Men of Ohio"
nice song... Seriously, but it sounded so..erm, funeral like....
But no doubt it was a nice song.... Simple...
Yeapz.... Anywayz.... We were told to make Balloon Hats...
And looking at d luck I had... Two balloons exploded infront of my face.....
What luck did I had manz.. Hahakz..... Still, the fun continues....
We marched around the school, sum, wearing the balloon hats....
I can't imagine on Friday and Sunday we are actually gonna be wearing dem...
Woohooz..... I'm gonna look funny manz.. But hu carez? I AM funny.. =X
Hahakz.....
And so band ended.... I was kinda eager to home... with no special reason...
Yupz.... Reached home and Mirza was awake... hahakz...
Yay!!! =P Miss him manz....
Anywayz... I watched tv for awhile....
Den went to bed to rest.... Gimme a break, marching for 3 hours....
I was exhausted straight away I got into contact with my bed..
Hahakz.. Sheesh... Den I woke up at abt 3+ liddat...
Ate some food and read a book, my favourite book of all time..
Well, 2nd fav actually.... 1st afv was Harry Potter.. Hahakz....
Artemis Fowl....D'Arvit! Hahakz... Damn I love dis book....
Has alot of kewl fictatious characters... Powerful command of vocab...
Juz the book I need 2 improve my english...
Hahakz......
Well, I gez I seriously got noting more to say....
But I'm not gonna come online very soon....
Cuz... Haiz... Seriously I gotta buck up on my studies....
Been too distracted by erm... "stuffs" haiz....
Aint gonna happen again.... I will go to Poly...
I will get into d course I want.. I will succeed....
mark my word... Fiqz is gonna strive.....
Bit by bit, stone by stone makes a mountain....
My mountain is gonna be bigger den Mount Everest....
Watch out world... A new breed of speed is gonna come...
*Things which can't be heard or taste, can only be felt, with the heart....*
"U let me go, and left me in an awe.... How could you.... Why...."
Zupz Zupz!
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Hello Hello, anybody home? Hahakz.. Well...
Yeaz, itz me again... yupz yupz....
My exams are coming, yet I still got time to blog....
Sumhow I find dat amazing.....
For maybe it could be d last time I blog for a LONG time....
Hahakz... Why I say dat? I'll explain later...
What a day has it been manz......
Well, a tiring one actually.. Hahakz...
Well, Tiring but fun, so it juz cancels off la ar...
=D Be happy guys! Hahakz...
I'm attached!!!!!! Woohooo.....
Finally manz... For like, lemmi see....
How many years ar.....
Oh yar, almost 2 years oleady.....
Finally I'm attached manz.... YES!!!!!
See la, I'm missing it oleady seh.. Sobz sobz...
Hahakz... Well, for those hu still haven't figure it out yet....
I'm back again with my dearest, loveliest, fantastic EUPHONIUM!!!!!
Hahakz... U got that rite... I'm finally bonded back with my eupho....
Tankiew manz... Woohoooz...
My dreamz came true!!!!!
So yeaz, we actually marched with our instruments.....
Hey, it was our 1st time.. So it wasn't really good la....
Itz not that bad either ok... =D
Only thing was I kept forgetting the notes wen marching...
So I had to stop.. Den continue again n again.. Wah kaoz...
Hahakz... no matter, itz still FUN! Hahakz....
But in all, I STILL GET TO PLAY MY EUPHO!!!!
Hahahahahahahakz... Manz I feel so happy.....
Like finally lohz... Been waiting for this moment....
Well, the next ting I need 2 get as a REAL stead...
Sheesh, been single for 6-8 months now....
So yeaz.... Hu want me, please raise ur hands....
*search around for hands.....*
Aw manz, I'm in no luck, NO HANDS?
I'm hopeless manz... sighz.... But nvm ar...
No women no cry... Hahakz... =X
Like I said, I'm gonna be independant now.....
Only I noe myself the best.... No one noes me as well as myself....
So yeaz.... It doesn't really matter how long I stay single....
Juz hope den if one day I were to really be attached....
I'm gonna make sure it stays forever.....
I'm not gonna fail three times in a row.....
I've failed myself twice....
But I shall nv allow myself to fail for d 3rd time...
So yeapz... =D
I'm still happy being with hu I am...
No one is gonna stop with with dat....
Btw, for mid year, I passed all my subs!
But L1R4, is 23, omg... bad manz... argh!!!
Hahakz.. Gonna buck up soon manz....
Yupz.... =D
Well, datz all for today...
Tml got meet the parents session.. I sure die one..
Hahakz... =X
Ok la.. Bybyez all... Take carez!
*Love yourself before learning to love others...*
"your sweet words in the past only breaks my heart more in the present...."
Zupz Zupz!
Hello Hello, anybody home? Hahakz.. Well...
Yeaz, itz me again... yupz yupz....
My exams are coming, yet I still got time to blog....
Sumhow I find dat amazing.....
For maybe it could be d last time I blog for a LONG time....
Hahakz... Why I say dat? I'll explain later...
What a day has it been manz......
Well, a tiring one actually.. Hahakz...
Well, Tiring but fun, so it juz cancels off la ar...
=D Be happy guys! Hahakz...
I'm attached!!!!!! Woohooo.....
Finally manz... For like, lemmi see....
How many years ar.....
Oh yar, almost 2 years oleady.....
Finally I'm attached manz.... YES!!!!!
See la, I'm missing it oleady seh.. Sobz sobz...
Hahakz... Well, for those hu still haven't figure it out yet....
I'm back again with my dearest, loveliest, fantastic EUPHONIUM!!!!!
Hahakz... U got that rite... I'm finally bonded back with my eupho....
Tankiew manz... Woohoooz...
My dreamz came true!!!!!
So yeaz, we actually marched with our instruments.....
Hey, it was our 1st time.. So it wasn't really good la....
Itz not that bad either ok... =D
Only thing was I kept forgetting the notes wen marching...
So I had to stop.. Den continue again n again.. Wah kaoz...
Hahakz... no matter, itz still FUN! Hahakz....
But in all, I STILL GET TO PLAY MY EUPHO!!!!
Hahahahahahahakz... Manz I feel so happy.....
Like finally lohz... Been waiting for this moment....
Well, the next ting I need 2 get as a REAL stead...
Sheesh, been single for 6-8 months now....
So yeaz.... Hu want me, please raise ur hands....
*search around for hands.....*
Aw manz, I'm in no luck, NO HANDS?
I'm hopeless manz... sighz.... But nvm ar...
No women no cry... Hahakz... =X
Like I said, I'm gonna be independant now.....
Only I noe myself the best.... No one noes me as well as myself....
So yeaz.... It doesn't really matter how long I stay single....
Juz hope den if one day I were to really be attached....
I'm gonna make sure it stays forever.....
I'm not gonna fail three times in a row.....
I've failed myself twice....
But I shall nv allow myself to fail for d 3rd time...
So yeapz... =D
I'm still happy being with hu I am...
No one is gonna stop with with dat....
Btw, for mid year, I passed all my subs!
But L1R4, is 23, omg... bad manz... argh!!!
Hahakz.. Gonna buck up soon manz....
Yupz.... =D
Well, datz all for today...
Tml got meet the parents session.. I sure die one..
Hahakz... =X
Ok la.. Bybyez all... Take carez!
*Love yourself before learning to love others...*
"your sweet words in the past only breaks my heart more in the present...."
Zupz Zupz!
Monday, May 23, 2005
Dear Bloggie...
Well, basically I'm back here, again...
For the 2nd time today....
Yeapz... And I really dunno wy.....
Juz feel like writing a poem....
With no really inspiration....
So d poem I'm gonna write sure gonna suck....
So yeaz... Brace urselves ya..... Tankz....
At this time of the day, everything seems so dark...
I can never imagine the endless hours of wishing to be hugged...
For this darkness shall always stay, like an inactive volcano just waiting to erupt...
But what else can I do, but to sit here like a duck...
My brain starts to ionize my thoughts till they become clear.....
Juz the bursting of brain cells have a hinge of fear....
Taking my ideas as they evolve, into a victim of a jeer....
Seriously, I start to wonder around in my mind, when will all this disappear....
A sad life others may sympathise with me....
But what I've done compared to what I've gained, is vastly called treachery...
I realise that sometimes even the good will fall evil, blinded with nothing to see...
Where is this common species known to fiction, who's known as the fairy.....
Heal me from this pain which I'm trying to fathom....
For I can never think of any ways to reach a place in my heart called home....
I get lost with every turn I make, like in a dirt from the eyes of a worm....
What fate lies for me in the future which seems so blur, can the answer be in Rome?
Buffeting winds hit my face as the rain drops aimed at my face like a thousand electric bees...
These problems which I'm facing on my own doesn't seems to seize...
The coldness attacked my bones like i'm nakedly facing a breeze....
Still my heart has a fire burning even though my body seems to freeze....
Finally I see a light illuminating from a distance....
Taking comfort with what could be called lesser den a condolence....
But is this comfort for real, or izzit juz filled with illusions....
I see something so real, but it seems as though its non-existence....
This darkness of the night, I shall say again with all my might...
That you don't need anybody but yourself, so hold on tight.....
The will, the confidence and even the struggle for something right....
Will get you through in any type of fight.....
Many have misinterpret the meaning of lonliness....
But I dare speak out from this solemness...
Even though I've tripped and have fallen into darkness...
That people should take confidence in themselves, cause lonliness is NOT a weakness.....
Well, ermz, there goes my poem for 2day....
It sucks rite? yeaz I noe.. Haiz....
But hey, itz my own originality here dat counts hor....
=D So yeaz, Hahakz... Comment on it guyz/galz =D
I've written sum stuffs below dis... So please do read... =D
Tankz again for coming to my blog....
Well, basically I'm back here, again...
For the 2nd time today....
Yeapz... And I really dunno wy.....
Juz feel like writing a poem....
With no really inspiration....
So d poem I'm gonna write sure gonna suck....
So yeaz... Brace urselves ya..... Tankz....
At this time of the day, everything seems so dark...
I can never imagine the endless hours of wishing to be hugged...
For this darkness shall always stay, like an inactive volcano just waiting to erupt...
But what else can I do, but to sit here like a duck...
My brain starts to ionize my thoughts till they become clear.....
Juz the bursting of brain cells have a hinge of fear....
Taking my ideas as they evolve, into a victim of a jeer....
Seriously, I start to wonder around in my mind, when will all this disappear....
A sad life others may sympathise with me....
But what I've done compared to what I've gained, is vastly called treachery...
I realise that sometimes even the good will fall evil, blinded with nothing to see...
Where is this common species known to fiction, who's known as the fairy.....
Heal me from this pain which I'm trying to fathom....
For I can never think of any ways to reach a place in my heart called home....
I get lost with every turn I make, like in a dirt from the eyes of a worm....
What fate lies for me in the future which seems so blur, can the answer be in Rome?
Buffeting winds hit my face as the rain drops aimed at my face like a thousand electric bees...
These problems which I'm facing on my own doesn't seems to seize...
The coldness attacked my bones like i'm nakedly facing a breeze....
Still my heart has a fire burning even though my body seems to freeze....
Finally I see a light illuminating from a distance....
Taking comfort with what could be called lesser den a condolence....
But is this comfort for real, or izzit juz filled with illusions....
I see something so real, but it seems as though its non-existence....
This darkness of the night, I shall say again with all my might...
That you don't need anybody but yourself, so hold on tight.....
The will, the confidence and even the struggle for something right....
Will get you through in any type of fight.....
Many have misinterpret the meaning of lonliness....
But I dare speak out from this solemness...
Even though I've tripped and have fallen into darkness...
That people should take confidence in themselves, cause lonliness is NOT a weakness.....
Well, ermz, there goes my poem for 2day....
It sucks rite? yeaz I noe.. Haiz....
But hey, itz my own originality here dat counts hor....
=D So yeaz, Hahakz... Comment on it guyz/galz =D
I've written sum stuffs below dis... So please do read... =D
Tankz again for coming to my blog....
Dear Bloggie....
Okaiyz den! I'm back! Hahakz.....
Tankiew fer comin again to my blog.....
Actually I dunno wat 2 blog today....
So basically I expect 2day's entry 2 be a short one....
Letz get it started now shall we?
Yesterday, I went to my sis's house....
She had open house yesterday....
Manz, it was the most BORINGEST day ever manz...
Sheesh.... I went there at abt 12pm....
Den help carry dis carry dat.....
Yupz... Den pple started to come.....
As an anti-socialist with cousins...
Naturally I went into an empty room....
And hid myself in there.....
Luckily I had my Mp3 player with me...
If not I'd be dead with boredom manz... Hahakz...
Sheesh... Anywayz....
That room was for pple to pray basically...
So whenever someone came into d room...
I had to get out....
In the end I was sick and tired gettin in and out.....
So I basically stayed out of the house...
Got sum fresh air... Talked to myself...
Just relax and chill...
Oh yes, yesterday onli one person mgz my hp....
None other den my buddy.. =D Hahakz...
Anywayz.. I didn't eat much yesterday.....
Even though there were lotz of food being laid on d table....
Wasn't practically hungry yesterday....
So I kinda starved my yesterday, itz noting manz....
Hahakz.... Yupz....
Den at nite... I onli got to come online for awhile...
Cuz no one was there.. So can use d comp ar....
Yupz... Den my other cousins started to come....
Haiz... Den muz go offline oleady..
Ishq... Den I juz greet dem lohz....
After dat retreat back into my room, but now with food...
I relax one corner of the room....
Slowly munching my food away....
Hahakz... Very nice manz....
My waterproof bed was there also.. Wahahaha...
After eating... I went to bed....
No wait, b4 dat I prayed 1st....
Yeaz... Den go sleep....
I must say, d bed wasn't really a nice place 2 sleep in manz....
Very hard seh... Sheesh...
Hahakz... And the pillow too soft, like got air onli sia...
Wah kaoz.... =P Hahakz... Dat one also my mom make one...
Kekez... Bad me... =P
After being sick and tired from sleeping....
I woke up... And went into my sis room...
Down there, my younger cousin was playing PS2....
Aper lagi, I joined ar.. Hahakz...
Heez... Den we played wrestling 1st(which wasn't my forte)
And after dat we played Winning Eleven... Wahahaha...
Now dis is d game I'm good at... =D
Heez... Woohooooz.....
I played against my cous....
And I won him 3-0... Now datz wat I call a hat-trick....
He was too easy to beat la, no fun...
Den I fought against dis elder cousin ar....
He was quite a fight ar... Considering it was still 0-0 at half time...
Yeaz, den at 2nd half.... I was on form....
Played like a pro, hahakz, prasan seh... ishq......
My cousin made two mistakes, and with these two mistakes, I scored twice..
Hahakz... So in the end, I won both....
Woooohoooooooz... Damn I feel good... =X
After the game, it was time to go home.. Aw manz....
Wen I was having fun, dey wanna go home.. Wah laoz....
But nvm ar, I wanna go home anyways, was feeling bored also....
And not to mention tired... Hahakz....
So yeaz, went home.... Changed into my pyjamas....
And dived onto my bed and took my book....
Artemis Fowl:Arctic Incident...
Read the 2nd last chapter to d book and wen to bed.....
It was a nice story manz... At the end, Holly and Artemis were on the same side....
How kewl can dat be huh....
Sumtimes I wonder, can I be in this world dat nv existed.....
Where there's elves, gnomes, trolls and of cuz fairies.....
How I wish the LEPracon actually existed under us....
And btw, Artemis is onli 13 years old...
With a vocabulary of a 44 year old....
He's the smartest kid with IQ of 300+....
Damn, if I were him... All my exams would be noting seh...
*sumone please bring me back to reality*
Hahakz....
To those hu are really into fiction stories....
Get this series... Artemis Fowl....
You'll nv regret i i swear... =D
Well, datz all I gotta say now...
Take carez den!!! Bybyez!
*loving sumone with 99% of the heart is the same as not loving.....*
"the words from the song u wrote to me....gez the answer to my question is no...."
Zupz Zupz!
Okaiyz den! I'm back! Hahakz.....
Tankiew fer comin again to my blog.....
Actually I dunno wat 2 blog today....
So basically I expect 2day's entry 2 be a short one....
Letz get it started now shall we?
Yesterday, I went to my sis's house....
She had open house yesterday....
Manz, it was the most BORINGEST day ever manz...
Sheesh.... I went there at abt 12pm....
Den help carry dis carry dat.....
Yupz... Den pple started to come.....
As an anti-socialist with cousins...
Naturally I went into an empty room....
And hid myself in there.....
Luckily I had my Mp3 player with me...
If not I'd be dead with boredom manz... Hahakz...
Sheesh... Anywayz....
That room was for pple to pray basically...
So whenever someone came into d room...
I had to get out....
In the end I was sick and tired gettin in and out.....
So I basically stayed out of the house...
Got sum fresh air... Talked to myself...
Just relax and chill...
Oh yes, yesterday onli one person mgz my hp....
None other den my buddy.. =D Hahakz...
Anywayz.. I didn't eat much yesterday.....
Even though there were lotz of food being laid on d table....
Wasn't practically hungry yesterday....
So I kinda starved my yesterday, itz noting manz....
Hahakz.... Yupz....
Den at nite... I onli got to come online for awhile...
Cuz no one was there.. So can use d comp ar....
Yupz... Den my other cousins started to come....
Haiz... Den muz go offline oleady..
Ishq... Den I juz greet dem lohz....
After dat retreat back into my room, but now with food...
I relax one corner of the room....
Slowly munching my food away....
Hahakz... Very nice manz....
My waterproof bed was there also.. Wahahaha...
After eating... I went to bed....
No wait, b4 dat I prayed 1st....
Yeaz... Den go sleep....
I must say, d bed wasn't really a nice place 2 sleep in manz....
Very hard seh... Sheesh...
Hahakz... And the pillow too soft, like got air onli sia...
Wah kaoz.... =P Hahakz... Dat one also my mom make one...
Kekez... Bad me... =P
After being sick and tired from sleeping....
I woke up... And went into my sis room...
Down there, my younger cousin was playing PS2....
Aper lagi, I joined ar.. Hahakz...
Heez... Den we played wrestling 1st(which wasn't my forte)
And after dat we played Winning Eleven... Wahahaha...
Now dis is d game I'm good at... =D
Heez... Woohooooz.....
I played against my cous....
And I won him 3-0... Now datz wat I call a hat-trick....
He was too easy to beat la, no fun...
Den I fought against dis elder cousin ar....
He was quite a fight ar... Considering it was still 0-0 at half time...
Yeaz, den at 2nd half.... I was on form....
Played like a pro, hahakz, prasan seh... ishq......
My cousin made two mistakes, and with these two mistakes, I scored twice..
Hahakz... So in the end, I won both....
Woooohoooooooz... Damn I feel good... =X
After the game, it was time to go home.. Aw manz....
Wen I was having fun, dey wanna go home.. Wah laoz....
But nvm ar, I wanna go home anyways, was feeling bored also....
And not to mention tired... Hahakz....
So yeaz, went home.... Changed into my pyjamas....
And dived onto my bed and took my book....
Artemis Fowl:Arctic Incident...
Read the 2nd last chapter to d book and wen to bed.....
It was a nice story manz... At the end, Holly and Artemis were on the same side....
How kewl can dat be huh....
Sumtimes I wonder, can I be in this world dat nv existed.....
Where there's elves, gnomes, trolls and of cuz fairies.....
How I wish the LEPracon actually existed under us....
And btw, Artemis is onli 13 years old...
With a vocabulary of a 44 year old....
He's the smartest kid with IQ of 300+....
Damn, if I were him... All my exams would be noting seh...
*sumone please bring me back to reality*
Hahakz....
To those hu are really into fiction stories....
Get this series... Artemis Fowl....
You'll nv regret i i swear... =D
Well, datz all I gotta say now...
Take carez den!!! Bybyez!
*loving sumone with 99% of the heart is the same as not loving.....*
"the words from the song u wrote to me....gez the answer to my question is no...."
Zupz Zupz!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Dear Bloggie...
Hey there!!! Hahahkz... Welcum yet again to my blog....
Noting new huh... Hmmmz.. Muz find a new way liao..
Hahakz... Okok....
Now I've said all my problems at d previous post rite?
So yeaz, glad to have dose off my chest... Hahakz...
Yupz yupz... =D *phew, wipes sweat* Hahakz..
Yuppiez.. hahakz... Me feeling abit better la....
Obviously I have 2 move on sumday rite....
If not now den wen? arr, datz d question...
Hahakz.... yeapz....
Okok.. Basically my entry 2day will be very short ar....
Yeaz... Very very short... Cuz itz late....
And I got a whole lotta stuff to do....
Stuffs like reading my book... Hahakz....
Staring at d ceiling... Rolling around....
Hahakz... I'm juz bored la hor... =X
Can't blame me manz... My parents threw away my toys wen I was 9....
But my toys now are books....
Oh manz... I really regret not reading books u noe....
Dey hold so much knowledge dat i'm thirsting for.....
I said I was hungry for knowledge, doesn't mean i can remember everyting...
Hahakz... Sheesh u pple ar... =P
Anywayz, I was saying... I read dis book....
Itz called Artemis Fowl...
There's four series now.....
The new book juz out called opal deception....
The book I'm reading now is Artemis Fowl: The Arctic Incident....
I bought d 3rd one oleady also.. Which hopefully I'll read soon...
Wen I'm done with dis book dat is... Yeapz....
So I'm tinking ar... After all d 4 books complete...
I'll read more on psychological books....
To understand how d brain works, how feelings evolves...
And most importantly, how d heart can be strong....
Yeaz..... Self motivation is very important in a person...
Ok la.... Datz all I wanna write.... U all take carez aightz.....
Bybyez!!! =D
*self confidence differentiates each and every one of us even though we are equal....*
Zupz Zupz!
Hey there!!! Hahahkz... Welcum yet again to my blog....
Noting new huh... Hmmmz.. Muz find a new way liao..
Hahakz... Okok....
Now I've said all my problems at d previous post rite?
So yeaz, glad to have dose off my chest... Hahakz...
Yupz yupz... =D *phew, wipes sweat* Hahakz..
Yuppiez.. hahakz... Me feeling abit better la....
Obviously I have 2 move on sumday rite....
If not now den wen? arr, datz d question...
Hahakz.... yeapz....
Okok.. Basically my entry 2day will be very short ar....
Yeaz... Very very short... Cuz itz late....
And I got a whole lotta stuff to do....
Stuffs like reading my book... Hahakz....
Staring at d ceiling... Rolling around....
Hahakz... I'm juz bored la hor... =X
Can't blame me manz... My parents threw away my toys wen I was 9....
But my toys now are books....
Oh manz... I really regret not reading books u noe....
Dey hold so much knowledge dat i'm thirsting for.....
I said I was hungry for knowledge, doesn't mean i can remember everyting...
Hahakz... Sheesh u pple ar... =P
Anywayz, I was saying... I read dis book....
Itz called Artemis Fowl...
There's four series now.....
The new book juz out called opal deception....
The book I'm reading now is Artemis Fowl: The Arctic Incident....
I bought d 3rd one oleady also.. Which hopefully I'll read soon...
Wen I'm done with dis book dat is... Yeapz....
So I'm tinking ar... After all d 4 books complete...
I'll read more on psychological books....
To understand how d brain works, how feelings evolves...
And most importantly, how d heart can be strong....
Yeaz..... Self motivation is very important in a person...
Ok la.... Datz all I wanna write.... U all take carez aightz.....
Bybyez!!! =D
*self confidence differentiates each and every one of us even though we are equal....*
Zupz Zupz!
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Dear Bloggie...
Hey hey hey hey heyz!!!! Hahakz....
Wazzup wazzup ya peeps out there?
Enjoying ur lives?
I really hope so.. Hahakz...
Well, like any human being on earth.....
I have my ups and my downs......
Recently.. I've been faced alot alot alot of my downs..Haiz...
From mental to emotional breakdown....
I sumtimes have no time for self-pity....
So basically, I'll juz talk abt most of my problems ar....
I really appriciate it if no one talks abt these problems to me...
So yea, I tank u pple again for not bringing it up kz....
So datz cleared out... Now for my problems....
Sumtimes I get occasional problems....
Well, most of us do rite?
But itz like... Very very recently.....
I'm not gonna point fingers and say "ah u! u !@@%@#@"....
No point in doing dat animore... I'm getting sick...
No one noes my condition of health now....
For those hu are close to me, do not be shocked...
I'll explain 2 u sum other time... So please stay calm.....
Yupz... Love really does hurts huh.....
Well, stupid me for waiting for a fruit datz not gonna fall into my hands....
So yea, lesson learnt, instead of calling it sour grapes....
I'd juz move on and stop waiting.....
Many would say "she's not worth it la" or any crap like dat....
I aint gonna listen 2 dat... Cuz onli I noe her for hu she is...
She has her reasons.... I must respect dat......
Like I said, if fate doesn't happen dis time....
It'll happen to me next time... Muz be patient....
Yupz.... Okaiyz.... Datz settled.....Well, not really, haiz...
Ahhhh nvm... Hmmmz.....
And we move on to more problems....
2nd on my problem list which made me cry was my English marks....
I cried in my heart silently manz.....
I was seriously sad.... I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I couldn't talk....
I was motionless..... Such a bad result I had for my compre....
My heart continued to break even more......
How much more of these beatings do I have to suffer.....
How much more do I have 2 persevere and endure all dis....
Haiz... Please God, I pray to u, give me the strength......=[....
I really got a knock on my head wen I failed dat paper....
From a big english hotshot, to dis loser in english.....
I realise my mistakes... And I wun repeat these mistakes.... ever....
The 3rd problem.... Which really made me sobber...
Was the fact dat I'm getting much much much more lonely in school....
Haiz.... Am I different now? Do I look fierce or anti-social....
Last time in recess time, I have frenz....
Now I sit all by myself muching on my food like a stranger.....
I keep telling myself, "only afew more months fiq..."
Budden, is dat how long I'm gonna suffer thru these months?
But I take comfort in the words of my true frenz....
Who will always be in my heart at all times.....
And remind me constantly that i'm not alone....
But my stubborn heart keeps telling myself dat I've been abandoned...
Wy fiqz? WY?.... I ask questions i can't answer....
Wy do I bring pple up onli 2 realise they bring me down and i let dem down...
I juz can't answer these questions animore....
I dowan 2 find any answers animore.....
Sumhow, I gave up on everyting except the frenz dat I have....
Frenz are too important to lose.....
The 4th problem.... My maths......
Wah... My heart seriously kena whacked damn heart......
I noe I'm good at maths.. I noe I can do maths....
MATHS IS EASY FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
But... I onli got a miserable B3 for maths.....='[
Omg...... Haiz.... I was careless here and there and everywhere....
The mistakes I made before repeated.....
How long more must i torture myself dis way huh?
Haiz..... I'm juz broken... U wanna see me broken rite?
U can laugh at me all u want kz.. I'm down......
Hmmmmz.... Yupz.......
I dunno how in the world this heart is gonna be repaired...
It seems merely impossible to do so now.....
I'm juz broken, by my own stupidity and judgements.....
Where's the superhero in me to save me now.....
From all these beatings of life.....
How much more worse am I gonna be beaten up?
Looking at d rate I'm going... I might end up in the drain....
All alone sitting quietly in one corner of a train....
A train which is bringing me closer to more pain.....
I'm surprised to the fact that i haven't faint.....
I just feel like jumping down from a plane.....
Jumping without a parashoot and fall out from all these negative fame...
Actually i seriously have much more problems.......
Too much problems which have destroyed my heart completely....
Just talking abt it juz makes me cry wailing to myself.....
No point in talking abt it animore....
Haiz............
*life, sumtimes might look greener on the other side........*
"how could you just forget about me....."
"how could I just let myself down....."
"how could I let you down...."
"why did I lose my mind over you...."
"why do you appear in my dreams....."
*Broken answers from the heart which has crumpled love-letters.....peace.....*
Zupz Zupz!
Hey hey hey hey heyz!!!! Hahakz....
Wazzup wazzup ya peeps out there?
Enjoying ur lives?
I really hope so.. Hahakz...
Well, like any human being on earth.....
I have my ups and my downs......
Recently.. I've been faced alot alot alot of my downs..Haiz...
From mental to emotional breakdown....
I sumtimes have no time for self-pity....
So basically, I'll juz talk abt most of my problems ar....
I really appriciate it if no one talks abt these problems to me...
So yea, I tank u pple again for not bringing it up kz....
So datz cleared out... Now for my problems....
Sumtimes I get occasional problems....
Well, most of us do rite?
But itz like... Very very recently.....
I'm not gonna point fingers and say "ah u! u !@@%@#@"....
No point in doing dat animore... I'm getting sick...
No one noes my condition of health now....
For those hu are close to me, do not be shocked...
I'll explain 2 u sum other time... So please stay calm.....
Yupz... Love really does hurts huh.....
Well, stupid me for waiting for a fruit datz not gonna fall into my hands....
So yea, lesson learnt, instead of calling it sour grapes....
I'd juz move on and stop waiting.....
Many would say "she's not worth it la" or any crap like dat....
I aint gonna listen 2 dat... Cuz onli I noe her for hu she is...
She has her reasons.... I must respect dat......
Like I said, if fate doesn't happen dis time....
It'll happen to me next time... Muz be patient....
Yupz.... Okaiyz.... Datz settled.....Well, not really, haiz...
Ahhhh nvm... Hmmmz.....
And we move on to more problems....
2nd on my problem list which made me cry was my English marks....
I cried in my heart silently manz.....
I was seriously sad.... I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I couldn't talk....
I was motionless..... Such a bad result I had for my compre....
My heart continued to break even more......
How much more of these beatings do I have to suffer.....
How much more do I have 2 persevere and endure all dis....
Haiz... Please God, I pray to u, give me the strength......=[....
I really got a knock on my head wen I failed dat paper....
From a big english hotshot, to dis loser in english.....
I realise my mistakes... And I wun repeat these mistakes.... ever....
The 3rd problem.... Which really made me sobber...
Was the fact dat I'm getting much much much more lonely in school....
Haiz.... Am I different now? Do I look fierce or anti-social....
Last time in recess time, I have frenz....
Now I sit all by myself muching on my food like a stranger.....
I keep telling myself, "only afew more months fiq..."
Budden, is dat how long I'm gonna suffer thru these months?
But I take comfort in the words of my true frenz....
Who will always be in my heart at all times.....
And remind me constantly that i'm not alone....
But my stubborn heart keeps telling myself dat I've been abandoned...
Wy fiqz? WY?.... I ask questions i can't answer....
Wy do I bring pple up onli 2 realise they bring me down and i let dem down...
I juz can't answer these questions animore....
I dowan 2 find any answers animore.....
Sumhow, I gave up on everyting except the frenz dat I have....
Frenz are too important to lose.....
The 4th problem.... My maths......
Wah... My heart seriously kena whacked damn heart......
I noe I'm good at maths.. I noe I can do maths....
MATHS IS EASY FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
But... I onli got a miserable B3 for maths.....='[
Omg...... Haiz.... I was careless here and there and everywhere....
The mistakes I made before repeated.....
How long more must i torture myself dis way huh?
Haiz..... I'm juz broken... U wanna see me broken rite?
U can laugh at me all u want kz.. I'm down......
Hmmmmz.... Yupz.......
I dunno how in the world this heart is gonna be repaired...
It seems merely impossible to do so now.....
I'm juz broken, by my own stupidity and judgements.....
Where's the superhero in me to save me now.....
From all these beatings of life.....
How much more worse am I gonna be beaten up?
Looking at d rate I'm going... I might end up in the drain....
All alone sitting quietly in one corner of a train....
A train which is bringing me closer to more pain.....
I'm surprised to the fact that i haven't faint.....
I just feel like jumping down from a plane.....
Jumping without a parashoot and fall out from all these negative fame...
Actually i seriously have much more problems.......
Too much problems which have destroyed my heart completely....
Just talking abt it juz makes me cry wailing to myself.....
No point in talking abt it animore....
Haiz............
*life, sumtimes might look greener on the other side........*
"how could you just forget about me....."
"how could I just let myself down....."
"how could I let you down...."
"why did I lose my mind over you...."
"why do you appear in my dreams....."
*Broken answers from the heart which has crumpled love-letters.....peace.....*
Zupz Zupz!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Hey hey heyyyzzz!! Hahakz... Welcumz welcumz...
Especially to dose regular pple comingmy blog....
Like my SIS! Hahakz... Hey u... Dun tink i forgot ya kz...
Yupz yupz... And also to CoverGirl....
And and and... Ira.... and Jihan! Yup yupz!
Tankiew all for coming to my all time blog... =D
Anywayz... Now for d entry for today....
Dun tink I got mood to do poems...
So we'll juz see how everyting goes ya?
Ok now... In the morning, wat did i have ar....
Hmmmmmz.... PHYSICS!
Hahakz... Aw manz....
The whole period we went thru d experiment on electricity...
If that experiment were to come out....
During my O levels... I for sure swear and curse cambridge manz...
Juz watch me.. Hahakz... Damn difficult lohz!
Wah laoz.. Sheesh.....
The smartest person in class onli got FOUR out of FIFTEEN...
Sheesh... Pure rabaknezz...
Hahakz....
Anywayz, after Physics was English....
And yet again.... The teacher didn't come...
Woohooz.. Hahakz.....
Wat did I do? Juz do my physics TYS ar....
Hahakz... Dunno wy I like 2 do physics sia.... Heez...
I lurve physics!!!! Hahakz, eh wrong, I love my euphonium!!!
Hahakz... Can't wait for band to start...
Den can take picture with it... Hahakz... =D
Oh yar, where was I....
Ah yes, I did Physics TYS all d way till reading period....
Then reading period.. We read the newspaper... Sheesh....
Boring la reading period, dowan 2 talk abt it...
Heeez....
Den I had recess... As usual, I ate alone.....
I've been very very very very very very very VERY lonely in school these days...
Haiz... But nvm ar... Gotta get used 2 it, sumone left my life liao also...
So muz noe how 2 cope... yup yupz....
Moving along.... I had Maths after Recess....
And we got our test papers! Hahakz...
OMG... I wish I nv get the paper manz....
U wanna how bad i faired for a simple paper?
35/50... Wah kaoz.... So bad rite...
Maths summore leh.... =[
Most of d mistakes i made were careless....
Wah laoz!!!!
The 5 marks I said in the previous post was obviously one of dem...
Argh!!! hahakz... Stress giler dok.... Heez... tryin to relax...
*Breathe in... fart out, breathe in, far out.... Ahhhhhhh... Formula!*
Hahakz... Wat de... =D
Anywayz... I calmed myself down... Chill down...
As usual... hahakz....
After maths........ I had chem......
Chem was a bore manz... haiz....
I finished studying on Energy changes oleady....
Yupz.... So I did Physics instead.....
yup yupz.... So I did physics TYS again!
Hahkakz.... Crazily in love with physics...
Madly in love with Eupho... Wahahahaz....
Alter d meaning of LOVE completely manz...
Yea yea! Hahakz.....
Eh, now I realise, today all d subjects damn dry leh...
Wah laoz... BORING SIA....
Hahakz.... Yea yea.....
Anywayz....
After Chem.... It was assembly period...
And.... There was no assembly....
So...... We were allowed 2 do our own work.....
Some of my classmate, mostly guys, or should I say all...
Played juggling the soccer ball in class.....
So the ball fly here fly there.....
End up hitting my fren seated infront of me...
She damn fed up.... Dowan 2 give back d ball....
But in the end give back d ball la...
So yar.... The teacher released us early 2day....
As usual... Hahakz.... Den I went home lohz....
When I got home... i updated my other blog..
Which u're not able 2 access to coz itz private...
Yupz... I let out how I was feeling there.....
And it was time to go back to school.....
I had malay EPP... Exam Prep Programme.. Haish....
I have it EVERYDAY for dis whole week and NEXT WEEK...
Wah seh.. Shiok manz.. Hahakz.....
Juz now I did the paper... Was quite easy la....
But Dunno correct anot also la... Hahakz....
Yupz... I juz do and do....
Den pass up and go home....
Yeapzzzzzz....
So basically thats my day for 2day... Hahakz..
Boring rite.. I noe.. Haiz...
Very dry seh.... Noting much new......
Countdown 2 malay O levels, 13 more dayz!
Countdown to band, 2 more days! Finally can meet my dear.. =D
Yup yupz.... Dun tink i'm gonna write a poem 2day...
Too tired oleady.... Maybe tml la... K la....
Cya all around yea.... Take carez and Bybyez!!!
*Great minds think alike, Fools seldom have shown to differ...*
"I was a fool 2 u...."
"You will NEVER see through my smiles..."
Zupz Zupz!
Hey hey heyyyzzz!! Hahakz... Welcumz welcumz...
Especially to dose regular pple comingmy blog....
Like my SIS! Hahakz... Hey u... Dun tink i forgot ya kz...
Yupz yupz... And also to CoverGirl....
And and and... Ira.... and Jihan! Yup yupz!
Tankiew all for coming to my all time blog... =D
Anywayz... Now for d entry for today....
Dun tink I got mood to do poems...
So we'll juz see how everyting goes ya?
Ok now... In the morning, wat did i have ar....
Hmmmmmz.... PHYSICS!
Hahakz... Aw manz....
The whole period we went thru d experiment on electricity...
If that experiment were to come out....
During my O levels... I for sure swear and curse cambridge manz...
Juz watch me.. Hahakz... Damn difficult lohz!
Wah laoz.. Sheesh.....
The smartest person in class onli got FOUR out of FIFTEEN...
Sheesh... Pure rabaknezz...
Hahakz....
Anywayz, after Physics was English....
And yet again.... The teacher didn't come...
Woohooz.. Hahakz.....
Wat did I do? Juz do my physics TYS ar....
Hahakz... Dunno wy I like 2 do physics sia.... Heez...
I lurve physics!!!! Hahakz, eh wrong, I love my euphonium!!!
Hahakz... Can't wait for band to start...
Den can take picture with it... Hahakz... =D
Oh yar, where was I....
Ah yes, I did Physics TYS all d way till reading period....
Then reading period.. We read the newspaper... Sheesh....
Boring la reading period, dowan 2 talk abt it...
Heeez....
Den I had recess... As usual, I ate alone.....
I've been very very very very very very very VERY lonely in school these days...
Haiz... But nvm ar... Gotta get used 2 it, sumone left my life liao also...
So muz noe how 2 cope... yup yupz....
Moving along.... I had Maths after Recess....
And we got our test papers! Hahakz...
OMG... I wish I nv get the paper manz....
U wanna how bad i faired for a simple paper?
35/50... Wah kaoz.... So bad rite...
Maths summore leh.... =[
Most of d mistakes i made were careless....
Wah laoz!!!!
The 5 marks I said in the previous post was obviously one of dem...
Argh!!! hahakz... Stress giler dok.... Heez... tryin to relax...
*Breathe in... fart out, breathe in, far out.... Ahhhhhhh... Formula!*
Hahakz... Wat de... =D
Anywayz... I calmed myself down... Chill down...
As usual... hahakz....
After maths........ I had chem......
Chem was a bore manz... haiz....
I finished studying on Energy changes oleady....
Yupz.... So I did Physics instead.....
yup yupz.... So I did physics TYS again!
Hahkakz.... Crazily in love with physics...
Madly in love with Eupho... Wahahahaz....
Alter d meaning of LOVE completely manz...
Yea yea! Hahakz.....
Eh, now I realise, today all d subjects damn dry leh...
Wah laoz... BORING SIA....
Hahakz.... Yea yea.....
Anywayz....
After Chem.... It was assembly period...
And.... There was no assembly....
So...... We were allowed 2 do our own work.....
Some of my classmate, mostly guys, or should I say all...
Played juggling the soccer ball in class.....
So the ball fly here fly there.....
End up hitting my fren seated infront of me...
She damn fed up.... Dowan 2 give back d ball....
But in the end give back d ball la...
So yar.... The teacher released us early 2day....
As usual... Hahakz.... Den I went home lohz....
When I got home... i updated my other blog..
Which u're not able 2 access to coz itz private...
Yupz... I let out how I was feeling there.....
And it was time to go back to school.....
I had malay EPP... Exam Prep Programme.. Haish....
I have it EVERYDAY for dis whole week and NEXT WEEK...
Wah seh.. Shiok manz.. Hahakz.....
Juz now I did the paper... Was quite easy la....
But Dunno correct anot also la... Hahakz....
Yupz... I juz do and do....
Den pass up and go home....
Yeapzzzzzz....
So basically thats my day for 2day... Hahakz..
Boring rite.. I noe.. Haiz...
Very dry seh.... Noting much new......
Countdown 2 malay O levels, 13 more dayz!
Countdown to band, 2 more days! Finally can meet my dear.. =D
Yup yupz.... Dun tink i'm gonna write a poem 2day...
Too tired oleady.... Maybe tml la... K la....
Cya all around yea.... Take carez and Bybyez!!!
*Great minds think alike, Fools seldom have shown to differ...*
"I was a fool 2 u...."
"You will NEVER see through my smiles..."
Zupz Zupz!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Heyyyyz.... Wazzup u pple out there......
Practically waiting for me 2 update huh.....
Bad pple... Hehez... Kiddin yea.....
So.... Itz a sunday.... And I'm at home.....
Not doing aniting.... Hmmmz....
Manz... Today is such a shiny and sunny day huh...
Everytime I look out d window ar, my eyes pain pain manz..
Hahakz, brokened english sia.. Sheesh... Dun follow hor...
Me very d bad onez... =X Kekez.. KIDDING!!!!
But in any case... I'd love having a rainy day.....
Den can sleep better... Ya noe wat I mean...
Heez... Anywayz....
Life for me has been going quite badly actually....
Especially school life... Oh manz....
No examz(YAY!) billions of tests(shoot me)....
Haiz..... Sumhow, I prefer having exams u noe...
Stupid school.. See la, I'm cursing d school again....
Wat are dey tinking ar? I dun understand dis concept u noe...
Dey stress us out fer noting... Dey make us do tings which are not relevant....
And we are gonna face d Os in like how many months?
The school wants us to die of stress b4 we take our exam izzit?
The principal wants us to fail our exams? IS THAT RITE?!
I'm just very stressed now... Seriously.. I'm really explodin manz....
I noe I have frenz... Dun worry Jihan.. I'm under control too...
Not to worry kz? I noe U'll be there to help me thru.....
Also going out to my sis.. Hu's been helping me lotz too....
I really appriciate u pple very very much....
Yupz.... With ur moral and emotional support....
I owe it to ya manz... Seriously.....
I noe I gotta endure and persevere these problems.....
For I onli have afew months left.....
And after all dat.. I'm gonna be a free man....
Yupz... I can't wait for dat....
But for dat to happen, I gotta work hard for it....
10 times harder... I will and I shall....
I'm practially fighting my laziness now...
I can't seem to get myself to study....
Haiz.... I muz resist d feeling to sleep....
I have to... I pray 2 God to give me strength....
The strength to let me push myself thru.....
I noe Fiqz can do it... Fiqz can do... I noe I can!
I can fix pple's problems... Bring pple up from their deep sleep...
I can fix my own problems too... I'm gonna fight...
Fight for myself... For the freedom i deserve!
With d support of frenz.... I'm inviNCible.....
Yes, I noe I muz be strong....
No one is gonna bring me down now....
My heart is stronger den ever.....
And it aint gonna break no more....
No more hurt, no more pain, no more sadness....
I'm a new person now... I can tink....
My brain is strong and fast.....
Watever u pple say to get me down....
I'm gonna prove ur words WRONG......
So I'll write a poem... Just for fun....
The dark night, filled with the sounds of raindrops.....
I try to light a fire in the mountain tops....
With frenz by my side, there's no way i'm able to flop.....
Instead I'll keep the fire burning which wil never stop....
The clouds start to dissapear into the sunrise....
I find a new day with a new meaning has arive.....
Filled with fun and adventure, I set out on a journey to find the meaning of life....
Many challenges awaits as I solve my other problems with a knife...
I walk down this empty streets filled with people with empty souls.....
This gives me an oppotunity to find out my goals.....
Obviously I dun have aniting much more heavier den fighting a troll...
But nevertheless I wish life could be as easy as drinking soup from a bowl....
The sky never looked anymore brighter 2day...
I got partially blinded trying to stare straight into the ray...
At the same time I start to tink, if I would ever go astray...
Go astray from the real meaning of life which is pretty much grey.....
Nothing ever seems clear to me.....
It can never be in black or white, or maybe green...
Whenever I'm close to achieving sumting, i got blown far away and forced to flee..
Until when will I be able to find the truth about U and ME...
The sound of my phone ringing forced me up from my bed....
It wasn't who I would be expecting to call which gave me a shock in my head...
I stared blankly at the ceiling above me, hoping it would crumble down straight....
For having her out of my arms just makes me feel I'm in a different state...
I noe u will leave me sooner or later.....
But I could onli hope u would never....
These strong feelings for u are getting much lesser.....
I still hope u'd be off with sumone else happier.....
I've been with u for almost 4 years up to date.....
And having to pass u down to sumone hu's unworthy, makes me feeling red....
I wanna hold u in my arms again and hear ur sounds till I became late....
Ever so engrossed in ur presence have pulled my soul from me, making me dead.....
But as I stared back at the moment.....
I realise that life is all abt moving on and I've seen the pattern.....
The pattern of how life goes from fair to incompetent....
Just to find out... That I've got alot more......to Learn........
Okaiyz, datz all for 2day kkz... Oh my..
It took me alot of time sia. Hehez....
I guess itz worth it ar... Yupz..
Hope U all enjoyed my poems.. =D
Take carez den! =D
*Forgive ur enemies, noting irritates them more...*
Zupz Zupz!
Heyyyyz.... Wazzup u pple out there......
Practically waiting for me 2 update huh.....
Bad pple... Hehez... Kiddin yea.....
So.... Itz a sunday.... And I'm at home.....
Not doing aniting.... Hmmmz....
Manz... Today is such a shiny and sunny day huh...
Everytime I look out d window ar, my eyes pain pain manz..
Hahakz, brokened english sia.. Sheesh... Dun follow hor...
Me very d bad onez... =X Kekez.. KIDDING!!!!
But in any case... I'd love having a rainy day.....
Den can sleep better... Ya noe wat I mean...
Heez... Anywayz....
Life for me has been going quite badly actually....
Especially school life... Oh manz....
No examz(YAY!) billions of tests(shoot me)....
Haiz..... Sumhow, I prefer having exams u noe...
Stupid school.. See la, I'm cursing d school again....
Wat are dey tinking ar? I dun understand dis concept u noe...
Dey stress us out fer noting... Dey make us do tings which are not relevant....
And we are gonna face d Os in like how many months?
The school wants us to die of stress b4 we take our exam izzit?
The principal wants us to fail our exams? IS THAT RITE?!
I'm just very stressed now... Seriously.. I'm really explodin manz....
I noe I have frenz... Dun worry Jihan.. I'm under control too...
Not to worry kz? I noe U'll be there to help me thru.....
Also going out to my sis.. Hu's been helping me lotz too....
I really appriciate u pple very very much....
Yupz.... With ur moral and emotional support....
I owe it to ya manz... Seriously.....
I noe I gotta endure and persevere these problems.....
For I onli have afew months left.....
And after all dat.. I'm gonna be a free man....
Yupz... I can't wait for dat....
But for dat to happen, I gotta work hard for it....
10 times harder... I will and I shall....
I'm practially fighting my laziness now...
I can't seem to get myself to study....
Haiz.... I muz resist d feeling to sleep....
I have to... I pray 2 God to give me strength....
The strength to let me push myself thru.....
I noe Fiqz can do it... Fiqz can do... I noe I can!
I can fix pple's problems... Bring pple up from their deep sleep...
I can fix my own problems too... I'm gonna fight...
Fight for myself... For the freedom i deserve!
With d support of frenz.... I'm inviNCible.....
Yes, I noe I muz be strong....
No one is gonna bring me down now....
My heart is stronger den ever.....
And it aint gonna break no more....
No more hurt, no more pain, no more sadness....
I'm a new person now... I can tink....
My brain is strong and fast.....
Watever u pple say to get me down....
I'm gonna prove ur words WRONG......
So I'll write a poem... Just for fun....
The dark night, filled with the sounds of raindrops.....
I try to light a fire in the mountain tops....
With frenz by my side, there's no way i'm able to flop.....
Instead I'll keep the fire burning which wil never stop....
The clouds start to dissapear into the sunrise....
I find a new day with a new meaning has arive.....
Filled with fun and adventure, I set out on a journey to find the meaning of life....
Many challenges awaits as I solve my other problems with a knife...
I walk down this empty streets filled with people with empty souls.....
This gives me an oppotunity to find out my goals.....
Obviously I dun have aniting much more heavier den fighting a troll...
But nevertheless I wish life could be as easy as drinking soup from a bowl....
The sky never looked anymore brighter 2day...
I got partially blinded trying to stare straight into the ray...
At the same time I start to tink, if I would ever go astray...
Go astray from the real meaning of life which is pretty much grey.....
Nothing ever seems clear to me.....
It can never be in black or white, or maybe green...
Whenever I'm close to achieving sumting, i got blown far away and forced to flee..
Until when will I be able to find the truth about U and ME...
The sound of my phone ringing forced me up from my bed....
It wasn't who I would be expecting to call which gave me a shock in my head...
I stared blankly at the ceiling above me, hoping it would crumble down straight....
For having her out of my arms just makes me feel I'm in a different state...
I noe u will leave me sooner or later.....
But I could onli hope u would never....
These strong feelings for u are getting much lesser.....
I still hope u'd be off with sumone else happier.....
I've been with u for almost 4 years up to date.....
And having to pass u down to sumone hu's unworthy, makes me feeling red....
I wanna hold u in my arms again and hear ur sounds till I became late....
Ever so engrossed in ur presence have pulled my soul from me, making me dead.....
But as I stared back at the moment.....
I realise that life is all abt moving on and I've seen the pattern.....
The pattern of how life goes from fair to incompetent....
Just to find out... That I've got alot more......to Learn........
Okaiyz, datz all for 2day kkz... Oh my..
It took me alot of time sia. Hehez....
I guess itz worth it ar... Yupz..
Hope U all enjoyed my poems.. =D
Take carez den! =D
*Forgive ur enemies, noting irritates them more...*
Zupz Zupz!
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Hey there u guyz!!! Hahakz.. Tankiew again fer coming...
Itz been kinda long since I've updated huh....
And my last entry was kinda short....
Coz it was a poem from me to u...
Yupz... So yeaz, Hopefully 2day I can survive la hor...
Okaiyz... Last wednesday was the worst of d worst days manz...
Like many would noe, I had 4 tests in a day....
In the morning, I had Malay Listening Compre....
Which was OK la.. Coz I digged my ears....
Den everyting was straight forward... Wheez...
Den after dat kan... I had SS test......
I juz write down wat I had in my head...
Hahakz... And managed to write...
Ermz, abt 1 and half pages....
Yar... Alot u noe...
My hands were dying like crazy.....
Itz all crap manz, Hopefully my crap got sense....
Heez... And after dat I got English....
Which lukily dun have test ar... If got ar... Wah kaoz...
Heez....
After Recess I had maths... No test on maths too...
LUCKY MANZ.... Hahakz... Den kan....
Chemistry came along... I got Chem test...
I muz say, it was kinda easy to me ar...
No, not cause I clever... Itz cause I did my TYS...
Most of d questions came from TYS seh....
Datz wy i can do... Hahakz...
Dunno how 2 do also, but noe d ans can le...
Wahahaha... Anywayz.....
I did chem... Easy chicken feet...
Den I had poa....
We went thru d questions ar.....
Coz my test for POA was after school....
So yar... We went thru d Trial Balance....
And other stuff la.. Can't really remember....
Then After school.... Got POA test.....
I noe I die le.... My brain was dead oleady....
Stupid school, do test after school and expect us 2 score....
With a tired brain... Feel like cursing d school manz...
ARGH!!!...
Muz relax.... I too stressed up le....
Haiz... Help me manz... Gotta hold on to watever I got...
So yea.... POA was utter rubbish and crap....
My Trial Balance did NOT balance...
My balance sheet did NOT balance....
I practically gave up oleady manz....
Went home with a sad face....
I dragged my feet on the ground....
My eyes focusing on nothing but the ground...
It felt as if I've lost in an epic battle of war....
But heck la... POA onli....
On thursday I had Maths common test....
Dis was the paper which made me crazy.......
The whole paper was ok actually....
Serious.... It was quite ok ar......
Onli for this freaking question...
Which cost me FIVE MARKS....
Haiz....
Bingitz manz... Transformation question....
Gah!!!!
I should have scored....
But dey gave us a question so... so.. Different...
And odd... Dunno where to put my face oleady....
Haiz.....
But nvm ar...
Datz maths... So yar.... Chilling....
But u noe wat? TODAY I HAVE EXAM!!!
OMG.... Madrasah exam... Wah.....
Den next week also still got.....
How more stressed can I be manz...
Out of 10 points, my stress factor is at 1000 manz...
ARGH!!! Sumone dave me from my downfall....
Have to continue fighting onwards....
I shall not be given in to giving up....
I muz and I will see thru sumday....
Mark my word..... I'm gonna soar high!
Woooohooooooz.....
Dun blink, cuz i'd be gone in a flash.... =D
Ok la.. I gez itz time for me to stop...
Sori hor, no Poem today....
Very stressed out...
No wait, should do a poem on stress....
Here I try again....
Stress is a common thing in our daily Lives...
It may be the cause of having an aim, or sumting u wanna strive...
But there's no point being like a bee to juz stay put in a hive....
Cuz u need 2 venture out and be brave to be able to survive...
Most might think itz bad, while others use it to help them...
All I can say is not to put urself on a pram....
But to push urself and prove it to them...
That no matter stressed or not, u should nv let urself be damned....
What I'm trying to say here may or may not affect u...
But try all ur might to understand me coz itz true...
The long hours u study from morning to night might not get u through....
Itz the quality of work u put in thats gonna please u....
So heed my advice and nv take it lightly....
Coz ur life depends on it greatly....
U so gotta trust me, as itz ur destiny.....
And never forget, to be happy... =D
Take carez den pple!!! =D Bybyezz!!!!
Zupz Zupz!
Hey there u guyz!!! Hahakz.. Tankiew again fer coming...
Itz been kinda long since I've updated huh....
And my last entry was kinda short....
Coz it was a poem from me to u...
Yupz... So yeaz, Hopefully 2day I can survive la hor...
Okaiyz... Last wednesday was the worst of d worst days manz...
Like many would noe, I had 4 tests in a day....
In the morning, I had Malay Listening Compre....
Which was OK la.. Coz I digged my ears....
Den everyting was straight forward... Wheez...
Den after dat kan... I had SS test......
I juz write down wat I had in my head...
Hahakz... And managed to write...
Ermz, abt 1 and half pages....
Yar... Alot u noe...
My hands were dying like crazy.....
Itz all crap manz, Hopefully my crap got sense....
Heez... And after dat I got English....
Which lukily dun have test ar... If got ar... Wah kaoz...
Heez....
After Recess I had maths... No test on maths too...
LUCKY MANZ.... Hahakz... Den kan....
Chemistry came along... I got Chem test...
I muz say, it was kinda easy to me ar...
No, not cause I clever... Itz cause I did my TYS...
Most of d questions came from TYS seh....
Datz wy i can do... Hahakz...
Dunno how 2 do also, but noe d ans can le...
Wahahaha... Anywayz.....
I did chem... Easy chicken feet...
Den I had poa....
We went thru d questions ar.....
Coz my test for POA was after school....
So yar... We went thru d Trial Balance....
And other stuff la.. Can't really remember....
Then After school.... Got POA test.....
I noe I die le.... My brain was dead oleady....
Stupid school, do test after school and expect us 2 score....
With a tired brain... Feel like cursing d school manz...
ARGH!!!...
Muz relax.... I too stressed up le....
Haiz... Help me manz... Gotta hold on to watever I got...
So yea.... POA was utter rubbish and crap....
My Trial Balance did NOT balance...
My balance sheet did NOT balance....
I practically gave up oleady manz....
Went home with a sad face....
I dragged my feet on the ground....
My eyes focusing on nothing but the ground...
It felt as if I've lost in an epic battle of war....
But heck la... POA onli....
On thursday I had Maths common test....
Dis was the paper which made me crazy.......
The whole paper was ok actually....
Serious.... It was quite ok ar......
Onli for this freaking question...
Which cost me FIVE MARKS....
Haiz....
Bingitz manz... Transformation question....
Gah!!!!
I should have scored....
But dey gave us a question so... so.. Different...
And odd... Dunno where to put my face oleady....
Haiz.....
But nvm ar...
Datz maths... So yar.... Chilling....
But u noe wat? TODAY I HAVE EXAM!!!
OMG.... Madrasah exam... Wah.....
Den next week also still got.....
How more stressed can I be manz...
Out of 10 points, my stress factor is at 1000 manz...
ARGH!!! Sumone dave me from my downfall....
Have to continue fighting onwards....
I shall not be given in to giving up....
I muz and I will see thru sumday....
Mark my word..... I'm gonna soar high!
Woooohooooooz.....
Dun blink, cuz i'd be gone in a flash.... =D
Ok la.. I gez itz time for me to stop...
Sori hor, no Poem today....
Very stressed out...
No wait, should do a poem on stress....
Here I try again....
Stress is a common thing in our daily Lives...
It may be the cause of having an aim, or sumting u wanna strive...
But there's no point being like a bee to juz stay put in a hive....
Cuz u need 2 venture out and be brave to be able to survive...
Most might think itz bad, while others use it to help them...
All I can say is not to put urself on a pram....
But to push urself and prove it to them...
That no matter stressed or not, u should nv let urself be damned....
What I'm trying to say here may or may not affect u...
But try all ur might to understand me coz itz true...
The long hours u study from morning to night might not get u through....
Itz the quality of work u put in thats gonna please u....
So heed my advice and nv take it lightly....
Coz ur life depends on it greatly....
U so gotta trust me, as itz ur destiny.....
And never forget, to be happy... =D
Take carez den pple!!! =D Bybyezz!!!!
Zupz Zupz!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Hmmmm... For 2day's entry....
My fren asked me to showcase my talent...
Hahakz... Sumting liddat ar....
Showcase my poem talents......
So I'll try my best for ya kkz? =D
My poem for 2day.... Is entitled..:
Crumpled Love Letters from the Heart...
Crumpled love letters from the heart....
They wished they were never apart....
Sumtimes even love can never be bet on cards...
Life is never like a box for pineapple tarts...
The river will always flow in one direction....
Sumtimes you wished you've shown your fullest affection...
And when the sun sets, your face onli sees the reflection...
But wat you see, is always the face of the one that will never have its caption...
You search the skies, even wander off into the dessert....
To seek for the love which you heard....
But there were things stopping you, especially things which made you hurt...
After your long search, you end up getting dissapointed....
When I closed my eyes to venture out to my world of dreams....
I hope and pray hard that we'll be on the same team....
For having you in my life can never be real, like a hippo trying to be trim....
So I'm setting you free on your journey on the stream....
Aw manz, my brain jam ar...
hahahakz....
Will try to attempt on it next time kkz fren?
soriiiii...
U all take carez!!!
nitez!!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeez!
Zupz Zupz!
Hmmmm... For 2day's entry....
My fren asked me to showcase my talent...
Hahakz... Sumting liddat ar....
Showcase my poem talents......
So I'll try my best for ya kkz? =D
My poem for 2day.... Is entitled..:
Crumpled Love Letters from the Heart...
Crumpled love letters from the heart....
They wished they were never apart....
Sumtimes even love can never be bet on cards...
Life is never like a box for pineapple tarts...
The river will always flow in one direction....
Sumtimes you wished you've shown your fullest affection...
And when the sun sets, your face onli sees the reflection...
But wat you see, is always the face of the one that will never have its caption...
You search the skies, even wander off into the dessert....
To seek for the love which you heard....
But there were things stopping you, especially things which made you hurt...
After your long search, you end up getting dissapointed....
When I closed my eyes to venture out to my world of dreams....
I hope and pray hard that we'll be on the same team....
For having you in my life can never be real, like a hippo trying to be trim....
So I'm setting you free on your journey on the stream....
Aw manz, my brain jam ar...
hahahakz....
Will try to attempt on it next time kkz fren?
soriiiii...
U all take carez!!!
nitez!!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeez!
Zupz Zupz!
Monday, May 09, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
And u pple tink I'm juz gonna write a one line entry...
hahakz... Relax sua... Of cuz I'm gonna write more....
Hehez.... Wazzup u pple out there?
How U feelin'????? Kewlz? Great!
Hahakz...
So basicaly I'm gonna write abt my day 2day....
As far as I can remember ar kz...
Coz my memory very lan one...
hahakz.... Okaiyz den....
In the morning, had VL lesson....
Then the form teacher go thru the suggestions la....
On how to improve the cleanliness of d school...
hahakz.. Crappy stuffs la actually....
But in the end we settled for 3 main spots in the school...
They are the school canteen, Field and Toilet....
For the toilet, we suggest that d cleaners clean it 3 times a day....
And have a mat on the floor so dat it aint slippery....
And also install fans so that got ventilation...
And wun be so smelly....
Put tissue paper dispenser, muz pay one.....
And also, put SOAP in toilets.....
For the field... Itz put more dustbins...
And big ones, not dose cheapskate ones....
Ermz.... Datz all I can remember la....
D same goes for the canteen actually...
Have more bins to throw stuffs....
Enough of VL.. Hahakz....
Letz move onto Geog....
Hmmm.. During geog period....
We went thru Environmental Degradation.....
Itz where d environment is worsening due to humans...
Yes, humans, not aliens or fishes or spongebob....
Itz HUMANS.....
We are bad pple.. hahakz....
No la... Kidding....
We went thru the 1st point....
Which is DEFORESTATION!
Now wat is deforestation?
It is d permanent clearing and removal of the forest in a particular area...
I actually remembered dat.. hahakz....
Kewlz..!
After geog we had reading period.....
We were so quiet u noe...
OMG.. I dunno wat caused us 2 be so quiet juz now...
We were so into reading d newspapers den talking......
Or maybe more pple were sleeping juz now....
Dang, I didn't realise....
Hahakz....
When reading period was over....
As usual I was d 1st one to leave d classroom for recess..
Hahakz... My frenz were like "I hate u manz, how u so fast????"
Hey, I'm born to be fast... wat can i say?
Hahakz, kembang plak aku ni, ish ish ishq...
After recess I had english compo test....
It was about home.....
The question onli wrote "Home."
So I juz made a story out of it ar.....
I explained dat aniting can be called home to anyone....
Den I say la... From the day i was born into dat home...
And how I grew up there.....
I like d story line very much u noe...
Hahakz.. Sumday I try writing it down here la kz?
Yupz, hope d teachers like it....
After English was Malay...
And oh manz... Malay I had paper two test...
Luckily no have comprehension..
If got ar, I faint liao...
Hahakz.. Sheesh.....
Got three words I didn't noe how 2 do for bina ayat seh...
Haish.... Made me tink like crazy u noe....
Watz "Rebah", "dicecah" and another one forgot wat oleady....
So I juz hantam sajalah... Hahakz....
Sadded case manz dat one... Sheesh...
But itz ok la....
After Malay I went home!!! Hahakz....
But I went back school at abt 1.30pm liddat for band meeting....
The meeting was abt the new commitee members...
And also to discuss abt d Balloon Hat Festival we going for in June...
Wohooo!!! I can't wait for dat manz....
Gonna show pple dat I'm made to play my baby...(eupho)
Wheeeeez.......
Ok la... I lazy to type more oleady ar....
My hands getting tired oleady.. Heez....
U all take carez aightz!
All d best to ur examz in any forms or ways possible....
Yupz.... Hope I survive wednesday with 5 tests on my mind....
Gd nitez all!
*Trust, Faith, Believe is important to support ones confidence to the fullest....*
Zupz Zupz!
And u pple tink I'm juz gonna write a one line entry...
hahakz... Relax sua... Of cuz I'm gonna write more....
Hehez.... Wazzup u pple out there?
How U feelin'????? Kewlz? Great!
Hahakz...
So basicaly I'm gonna write abt my day 2day....
As far as I can remember ar kz...
Coz my memory very lan one...
hahakz.... Okaiyz den....
In the morning, had VL lesson....
Then the form teacher go thru the suggestions la....
On how to improve the cleanliness of d school...
hahakz.. Crappy stuffs la actually....
But in the end we settled for 3 main spots in the school...
They are the school canteen, Field and Toilet....
For the toilet, we suggest that d cleaners clean it 3 times a day....
And have a mat on the floor so dat it aint slippery....
And also install fans so that got ventilation...
And wun be so smelly....
Put tissue paper dispenser, muz pay one.....
And also, put SOAP in toilets.....
For the field... Itz put more dustbins...
And big ones, not dose cheapskate ones....
Ermz.... Datz all I can remember la....
D same goes for the canteen actually...
Have more bins to throw stuffs....
Enough of VL.. Hahakz....
Letz move onto Geog....
Hmmm.. During geog period....
We went thru Environmental Degradation.....
Itz where d environment is worsening due to humans...
Yes, humans, not aliens or fishes or spongebob....
Itz HUMANS.....
We are bad pple.. hahakz....
No la... Kidding....
We went thru the 1st point....
Which is DEFORESTATION!
Now wat is deforestation?
It is d permanent clearing and removal of the forest in a particular area...
I actually remembered dat.. hahakz....
Kewlz..!
After geog we had reading period.....
We were so quiet u noe...
OMG.. I dunno wat caused us 2 be so quiet juz now...
We were so into reading d newspapers den talking......
Or maybe more pple were sleeping juz now....
Dang, I didn't realise....
Hahakz....
When reading period was over....
As usual I was d 1st one to leave d classroom for recess..
Hahakz... My frenz were like "I hate u manz, how u so fast????"
Hey, I'm born to be fast... wat can i say?
Hahakz, kembang plak aku ni, ish ish ishq...
After recess I had english compo test....
It was about home.....
The question onli wrote "Home."
So I juz made a story out of it ar.....
I explained dat aniting can be called home to anyone....
Den I say la... From the day i was born into dat home...
And how I grew up there.....
I like d story line very much u noe...
Hahakz.. Sumday I try writing it down here la kz?
Yupz, hope d teachers like it....
After English was Malay...
And oh manz... Malay I had paper two test...
Luckily no have comprehension..
If got ar, I faint liao...
Hahakz.. Sheesh.....
Got three words I didn't noe how 2 do for bina ayat seh...
Haish.... Made me tink like crazy u noe....
Watz "Rebah", "dicecah" and another one forgot wat oleady....
So I juz hantam sajalah... Hahakz....
Sadded case manz dat one... Sheesh...
But itz ok la....
After Malay I went home!!! Hahakz....
But I went back school at abt 1.30pm liddat for band meeting....
The meeting was abt the new commitee members...
And also to discuss abt d Balloon Hat Festival we going for in June...
Wohooo!!! I can't wait for dat manz....
Gonna show pple dat I'm made to play my baby...(eupho)
Wheeeeez.......
Ok la... I lazy to type more oleady ar....
My hands getting tired oleady.. Heez....
U all take carez aightz!
All d best to ur examz in any forms or ways possible....
Yupz.... Hope I survive wednesday with 5 tests on my mind....
Gd nitez all!
*Trust, Faith, Believe is important to support ones confidence to the fullest....*
Zupz Zupz!
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Wokaiyz! I'm back! Yupz yupz.....
I'm sure u all may or may not d pics of me b4 dis...
Hahakz... Well yea, dose are my pics...
Heez... I noe ar, not handsome rite...
Haiz... But I juz felt like taking sum pics....
Yupz...
Okaiyz den.... yesterday....
I went to my aunts reception....
Wheeez... Itz at Crown Hotel.....
Basically itz to commemorate my aunts wedding....
Yeaz... To me it was boring ar...
Coz basically I was juz standing there like sum idiot..
Sheesh.....
Anwayz.....
I got take sum photos of d place.....
Dunno wy I kept on tinking of performing on d stage...
OMG, I miss my euphonium so much!!!!!
=[ Haiz....
I want my baby!!!!!
Sobz Sobz...
Anywayz... At night I memorised ayats from surahs....
Coz 2day I had Oral exam for religous class....
Sheesh... My brain damn power I tell u...
Last minute can memorise alot sia....
How kewl is dat manz...
So yeaz... I memorised quite alot yesterday nite..
Den in the morning, I woke up...
Dey are still there in my brain!
Whoooohooozz!
I rawk manz... Yeaz....
Den I touch up on dose places where I'm not fluent...
And I went for the exam....
I was kinda fast....
Den d Ustatz told me to slow down.....
He told me to slow down for like 5 times?
Yar.. Hahakz... I was so Gabra u noe...
U can't blame me, I'm born 2 be fast...
Cheyyyy... =P Ridin d lightning now.. =P
Den I went home after dat....
Den wanna go where rite.. Hahakz....
Yar... I watched tv... Den go online..
Den watch tv again, den go Online again...
Wah seh, damn boring manz....
After dat I went to bed....
Tiring seh, dunno wy....
hahakz....
I slept for awhile....
I woke up and watched Power Rangers on my comp....
Very nice!! I love d episode!!!!
I wun brag on dat cuz i noe my readers are not fond of PR...
Hahakz....
After watching dat... I went to bed again....
U noe wy I sleep so much today?
The weather la.... Wah seh...
Damn nice to sleep i tell u....
No need on fan, no need on air con...
D weather oleady so cooling....
So yar.. I slept most of d time.....
See la, even now I feel so sleepy...
Oh yar! I got LOADS of band songs from Rach le....
I owe loads to ya manz! Hahakz...
Tankiew lOADS!
Now I listening to band songs...
Finally I get to listen 2 NEW band songs...
Starting to get bored with d old ones...
Hahakz... Sheesh....
Hmmmmz.... Planning for tml......
In the morning go school as per normal....
Then go home at around 12.30.....
Den need 2 go back school at 2pm....
I got Band Comm Meeting...
Wheez... I tink it should be d last time ar..
Cuz we stepping down oleady....
Erm, did I say I miss my eupho?
hahakz... Miss u baby!!! =D
Heez...
I hope d meeting would end very fast....
But I doubt it ar...
Cuz All band teachers and conductors will be there...
OMG!!!!....
I miss my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahakz......
As I was saying.... Surely go thru d new Band Comm Members....
And I seriously hope d band can open up an Alumni band...
Cuz I want my baby!!!! hehez.....
And I tink tml we gonna discuss alot more also ar....
Maybe abt the two upcoming events?
Yeapz... I hope can buy new instruments..
Since Our conductor wants more members for SYF...
More members means more instruments...
More instruments one more eupho!
Hahakz.. =P
Hope can get new eupho!!! Muahaha.....
Budden I leaving d school soon also...
Sobz sobz... haiz...
Gonna miss d school manz....
Gonna miss being a Student Councillor...
Miss being in band....
Ok I'm in tears now... Hahakz.. Sheesh....
Shhhhhhh =X
Well... I gez datz all for 2day....
Will update soon la hor....
*I want my baby!!!!! hahakz.. =X*
Zupz Zupz!
Wokaiyz! I'm back! Yupz yupz.....
I'm sure u all may or may not d pics of me b4 dis...
Hahakz... Well yea, dose are my pics...
Heez... I noe ar, not handsome rite...
Haiz... But I juz felt like taking sum pics....
Yupz...
Okaiyz den.... yesterday....
I went to my aunts reception....
Wheeez... Itz at Crown Hotel.....
Basically itz to commemorate my aunts wedding....
Yeaz... To me it was boring ar...
Coz basically I was juz standing there like sum idiot..
Sheesh.....
Anwayz.....
I got take sum photos of d place.....
Dunno wy I kept on tinking of performing on d stage...
OMG, I miss my euphonium so much!!!!!
=[ Haiz....
I want my baby!!!!!
Sobz Sobz...
Anywayz... At night I memorised ayats from surahs....
Coz 2day I had Oral exam for religous class....
Sheesh... My brain damn power I tell u...
Last minute can memorise alot sia....
How kewl is dat manz...
So yeaz... I memorised quite alot yesterday nite..
Den in the morning, I woke up...
Dey are still there in my brain!
Whoooohooozz!
I rawk manz... Yeaz....
Den I touch up on dose places where I'm not fluent...
And I went for the exam....
I was kinda fast....
Den d Ustatz told me to slow down.....
He told me to slow down for like 5 times?
Yar.. Hahakz... I was so Gabra u noe...
U can't blame me, I'm born 2 be fast...
Cheyyyy... =P Ridin d lightning now.. =P
Den I went home after dat....
Den wanna go where rite.. Hahakz....
Yar... I watched tv... Den go online..
Den watch tv again, den go Online again...
Wah seh, damn boring manz....
After dat I went to bed....
Tiring seh, dunno wy....
hahakz....
I slept for awhile....
I woke up and watched Power Rangers on my comp....
Very nice!! I love d episode!!!!
I wun brag on dat cuz i noe my readers are not fond of PR...
Hahakz....
After watching dat... I went to bed again....
U noe wy I sleep so much today?
The weather la.... Wah seh...
Damn nice to sleep i tell u....
No need on fan, no need on air con...
D weather oleady so cooling....
So yar.. I slept most of d time.....
See la, even now I feel so sleepy...
Oh yar! I got LOADS of band songs from Rach le....
I owe loads to ya manz! Hahakz...
Tankiew lOADS!
Now I listening to band songs...
Finally I get to listen 2 NEW band songs...
Starting to get bored with d old ones...
Hahakz... Sheesh....
Hmmmmz.... Planning for tml......
In the morning go school as per normal....
Then go home at around 12.30.....
Den need 2 go back school at 2pm....
I got Band Comm Meeting...
Wheez... I tink it should be d last time ar..
Cuz we stepping down oleady....
Erm, did I say I miss my eupho?
hahakz... Miss u baby!!! =D
Heez...
I hope d meeting would end very fast....
But I doubt it ar...
Cuz All band teachers and conductors will be there...
OMG!!!!....
I miss my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahakz......
As I was saying.... Surely go thru d new Band Comm Members....
And I seriously hope d band can open up an Alumni band...
Cuz I want my baby!!!! hehez.....
And I tink tml we gonna discuss alot more also ar....
Maybe abt the two upcoming events?
Yeapz... I hope can buy new instruments..
Since Our conductor wants more members for SYF...
More members means more instruments...
More instruments one more eupho!
Hahakz.. =P
Hope can get new eupho!!! Muahaha.....
Budden I leaving d school soon also...
Sobz sobz... haiz...
Gonna miss d school manz....
Gonna miss being a Student Councillor...
Miss being in band....
Ok I'm in tears now... Hahakz.. Sheesh....
Shhhhhhh =X
Well... I gez datz all for 2day....
Will update soon la hor....
*I want my baby!!!!! hahakz.. =X*
Zupz Zupz!
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