Dear Bloggie.....
Hello hello!!!! Hahakz... Yeaz... I'm back, yet again... =P
U all kept asking for more rite... Ok,I'll give u more...
Hahakz.... yup yupz..... Actually I'm still broken...
But for dis blog and for all d peeps out there....
I'll be happy! Hahakz.. yea yea.....
Hmmmmmz.... For d past few days... Wah seh....
Damn Tired I tell u... hahakz... Read previous entries if u want...
Yeaz..... 2day had my english orals!!! Argh!!! Hahakz....
But it was fine la.... All was fine except....
I had an ulcer at d tip of my tongue....
And so I can't pronounce properly......
My "r"s are all swollen up... Grrrr....
Hahakz.... My cher said dat I wasn't dat good in reading n picture....
But my conversation was quite good.. hahakz...
Cumon lohz, d 1st two parts of orals I dunno wat 2 say la ar...
Budden wen itz time to talk.. Wahahaha.....
And summore d topic was abt "how do u feel abt being a leader?"
I almost forgot dat I was a Student Councillor.. Hahakz....
So yeaz, I say ar.... Dat I can't be a leader all d time....
Coz there are places where I'm not good at, and I'm not suited for d job....
And she asked me another question "u prefer being a follower or a leader?"
Den I replied back ar....
A leader should also be a good follower... So dat d leader can understand d team...
Den I say dat I prefer being a leader.. Cuz I feel I have d skills.....
Den I show my badge, and say dat, since I'm a councillor...
I've got d experience to lead.....
Then the next question was...."Are leaders born? or are they taught how 2 lead?"
I replied 1stly by saying dat sum are naturally born with leadership skillls...
As in from the parent's genes....
or wen they are growing up, the parents nurture dem to be leaders.....
And I continued dat in schools, dose with potential will be trained...
As Prefects or councillors...
Den wen I was like all warmed up and ready to continue..
She said "ok datz all...."
I was like "har? so fast...."
Hahakz.... My frenz behind me was like "eh cepat seh...."
Ishq...... I lurve oral... I lurve my voice.....!!!! Hahakz...
Lalalalalaaaaa.....
Heez... crappin again, tsk3.........
Hmmmmmmmz. will do dis later
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Harlow harlow!!!! Hehezz...
I juz finished eating, See Jihan, I kept ur promise ok...
Hehez... =D
Anywayz.... Yea, on with my blog..... Yea I'm hurt....
Deeply hurt..... Izzit juz me, or do I have a knife in my heart....
....
...
...
Ok, itz juz me.... Sheesh......
Well.... I've been hurt deeply two times.....
Last year was once... And dis year another time....
And sumhow, it feels like d same ting....
Repeated over again.... Sumtimes I tink 2 myself...
Am I jinxed? Suay-ed.... Coz I noe I'm not perfect..
But I treat pple right.... Sumhow I dun understand wat I'm getting back...
Is dis called overly-emotional? I have feelings....
Even animals have feelings too... We get hurt... We get happy....
Itz all in d cause of responding to emotions....
If a stranger slaps u in d face for no reason... How would u feel?
Not dat I'm saying anyone slapped me la...
Juz for an example... U wouldn't juz ignore rite?
*Well, actually I would la....*
Most pple would juz shout back or slap back....
These shows dat we are responding back.....
Sometimes tings are not as straight-forward as it seems.....
Life... Hope... Trust... Fate......
If u ask a million pple to explain it.....
U'll get back a million type of answers.....
Coz all dat are called Opinions.....
No two pple could have d same type of opinion at d same time...
Cuz everyone is different... Juz like me and u...
We are not d same... How could we.... Ur not me...
I'm not u.... *BTW cloning is ILLEGAL*
But watz d same could be d heart.....
Datz how u get d word "love".....
Itz a very very strong word... Trust me.....
Now I'm scared to use it... Cuz it hurtz....
Well maybe now to me it does... Cuz I'm experiencing d downside of love....
Try to remember dose sweet moments.....
And ask urself if love hurtz.... u'd probably say "datz propostorous!"
And wen u broken and battered... And I ask u d same ting....
U'd probably say dat itz true......
Love is innocent... Itz how u see it and d way u feel it....
How u handle it, how u make it glow.....
How u make d passion burning...... Even in d coldest of winters....
Love and relationships have a connection..... But they are not d same....
Relationships need love to survive...... Is dat true?
To me it is... But to me, relationships need 2 be built....
NO, not with bricks or cement or nails or wood.....
But with Trust... Care... Concern.... and importantly Love...
Oh yar, and understanding....
For me.. I tried building dis type of relationship....
Two times oleady... And dat failed miserably.....
To dose two hu i've had relationships with.....
I'm sorry... I'm very very sorry.....
I tried d best dat I can... But I gez u didn't see me d way I am....
And so u've moved on with another guy.....
I see ur happy... I'm fine with it......
Sumhow I believe there are much more better guys out there....
More good looking... More understanding....
100 times better den me....
So I'm juz sitting here... Waiting n waiting... for sumone to like me for hu I am....
Apart from my jokes, my laughter, my voice, maybe even my name....
See thru my appearence and look into my heart....
I dunno wat u'll see la, maybe red blood cells?
Apart from d red blood cells... U'll find many tings...
Sum good, sum bad... At least, accept me for hu I am....
I'm broken twice.... And I dun tink I'm able to have a third...
*ceh, cam nak ader anak g2 seh, hahakz... ishq!*
I wanna feel loved again... But I'm not desperate mind u....
Juz wish I could find u... Haiz..... Well...
I gotta wake up my idea and start looking at reality...
Dose will all juz be a dream, dat will nv come true....
But but butttttttt... not buttocks hor.....
I still got my frenz.... And like I said, I'm rich....
Very rich to have dem.... =D
Yupz yupz!
So dun worry hor frenz, I still remember u guyz....
And I hope u all remember Fiqz also hor hor horrrr... =X
*Ishq, like no shame liddat seh....sheesh =P*
So yea..... Datz all I wanna------ NO WAIT! hahakz...
Jeng jeng jengggg........
SYF in 12 more dayz time!!!!! Hahakz...
Finally... yes yes yes!!!! Heez...
So happy manz.... And on dis friday I going to S'pore Conf Hall...
Again.. For d 2nd rehearsal... SO yeaz.....
I tink itz full dressed.. hahakz, Let d s'pore flags out yea? =P
Ngee Ann Concert band Spirit!!!!!
I tink we should have a mascot for band.....
Hmmmmm... How about a singing bird?
Hahakz... Weirdy me... Sheesh....
Anywayz.... Yeaz..... Hoping for a gold...
But I noe can onli get silver....
Juz hope for dat gold la ar.. Hahakz....
Hmmz... K la... Fiqz now dunno wat 2 do.... hahakz....
Nv will be bored again.. muahaha... =P...
So yeaz.... Btw, school 2day was kinda boring ar...
had Chemistry test which I tink I'm gonna fail...
So yeaz, no point also.. hahakz...
Oh yar! The three months admission to JC using prelim can be used again!!
Hahakz.. But niwaes, I aint going into a JC, I aint dat clever la hor...
I'll be happy ta get in TP... =D
Temasek Poly Rawkz!!! Woohoooooz!
TaufiQQQQQQ Rawkz!!!! I rawk! no, i stone... =P
Bluekz....
Ok la... Datz all.. Tankz for reading my crappy blog... Hahakz.. I lurve myself... U all take carez aightz! Takkairz all!!! Love u frenz lotz lotz! =D Bybyezzzzz
*Light bulbs would nv have been invented if a guy didn't try his 19999th time in inventing it... So please, dun give up in life, try over n over, d answer will come slowly....*
Zupz Zupz!
Harlow harlow!!!! Hehezz...
I juz finished eating, See Jihan, I kept ur promise ok...
Hehez... =D
Anywayz.... Yea, on with my blog..... Yea I'm hurt....
Deeply hurt..... Izzit juz me, or do I have a knife in my heart....
....
...
...
Ok, itz juz me.... Sheesh......
Well.... I've been hurt deeply two times.....
Last year was once... And dis year another time....
And sumhow, it feels like d same ting....
Repeated over again.... Sumtimes I tink 2 myself...
Am I jinxed? Suay-ed.... Coz I noe I'm not perfect..
But I treat pple right.... Sumhow I dun understand wat I'm getting back...
Is dis called overly-emotional? I have feelings....
Even animals have feelings too... We get hurt... We get happy....
Itz all in d cause of responding to emotions....
If a stranger slaps u in d face for no reason... How would u feel?
Not dat I'm saying anyone slapped me la...
Juz for an example... U wouldn't juz ignore rite?
*Well, actually I would la....*
Most pple would juz shout back or slap back....
These shows dat we are responding back.....
Sometimes tings are not as straight-forward as it seems.....
Life... Hope... Trust... Fate......
If u ask a million pple to explain it.....
U'll get back a million type of answers.....
Coz all dat are called Opinions.....
No two pple could have d same type of opinion at d same time...
Cuz everyone is different... Juz like me and u...
We are not d same... How could we.... Ur not me...
I'm not u.... *BTW cloning is ILLEGAL*
But watz d same could be d heart.....
Datz how u get d word "love".....
Itz a very very strong word... Trust me.....
Now I'm scared to use it... Cuz it hurtz....
Well maybe now to me it does... Cuz I'm experiencing d downside of love....
Try to remember dose sweet moments.....
And ask urself if love hurtz.... u'd probably say "datz propostorous!"
And wen u broken and battered... And I ask u d same ting....
U'd probably say dat itz true......
Love is innocent... Itz how u see it and d way u feel it....
How u handle it, how u make it glow.....
How u make d passion burning...... Even in d coldest of winters....
Love and relationships have a connection..... But they are not d same....
Relationships need love to survive...... Is dat true?
To me it is... But to me, relationships need 2 be built....
NO, not with bricks or cement or nails or wood.....
But with Trust... Care... Concern.... and importantly Love...
Oh yar, and understanding....
For me.. I tried building dis type of relationship....
Two times oleady... And dat failed miserably.....
To dose two hu i've had relationships with.....
I'm sorry... I'm very very sorry.....
I tried d best dat I can... But I gez u didn't see me d way I am....
And so u've moved on with another guy.....
I see ur happy... I'm fine with it......
Sumhow I believe there are much more better guys out there....
More good looking... More understanding....
100 times better den me....
So I'm juz sitting here... Waiting n waiting... for sumone to like me for hu I am....
Apart from my jokes, my laughter, my voice, maybe even my name....
See thru my appearence and look into my heart....
I dunno wat u'll see la, maybe red blood cells?
Apart from d red blood cells... U'll find many tings...
Sum good, sum bad... At least, accept me for hu I am....
I'm broken twice.... And I dun tink I'm able to have a third...
*ceh, cam nak ader anak g2 seh, hahakz... ishq!*
I wanna feel loved again... But I'm not desperate mind u....
Juz wish I could find u... Haiz..... Well...
I gotta wake up my idea and start looking at reality...
Dose will all juz be a dream, dat will nv come true....
But but butttttttt... not buttocks hor.....
I still got my frenz.... And like I said, I'm rich....
Very rich to have dem.... =D
Yupz yupz!
So dun worry hor frenz, I still remember u guyz....
And I hope u all remember Fiqz also hor hor horrrr... =X
*Ishq, like no shame liddat seh....sheesh =P*
So yea..... Datz all I wanna------ NO WAIT! hahakz...
Jeng jeng jengggg........
SYF in 12 more dayz time!!!!! Hahakz...
Finally... yes yes yes!!!! Heez...
So happy manz.... And on dis friday I going to S'pore Conf Hall...
Again.. For d 2nd rehearsal... SO yeaz.....
I tink itz full dressed.. hahakz, Let d s'pore flags out yea? =P
Ngee Ann Concert band Spirit!!!!!
I tink we should have a mascot for band.....
Hmmmmm... How about a singing bird?
Hahakz... Weirdy me... Sheesh....
Anywayz.... Yeaz..... Hoping for a gold...
But I noe can onli get silver....
Juz hope for dat gold la ar.. Hahakz....
Hmmz... K la... Fiqz now dunno wat 2 do.... hahakz....
Nv will be bored again.. muahaha... =P...
So yeaz.... Btw, school 2day was kinda boring ar...
had Chemistry test which I tink I'm gonna fail...
So yeaz, no point also.. hahakz...
Oh yar! The three months admission to JC using prelim can be used again!!
Hahakz.. But niwaes, I aint going into a JC, I aint dat clever la hor...
I'll be happy ta get in TP... =D
Temasek Poly Rawkz!!! Woohoooooz!
TaufiQQQQQQ Rawkz!!!! I rawk! no, i stone... =P
Bluekz....
Ok la... Datz all.. Tankz for reading my crappy blog... Hahakz.. I lurve myself... U all take carez aightz! Takkairz all!!! Love u frenz lotz lotz! =D Bybyezzzzz
*Light bulbs would nv have been invented if a guy didn't try his 19999th time in inventing it... So please, dun give up in life, try over n over, d answer will come slowly....*
Zupz Zupz!
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Dear Bloggie....
Hey there!!! =D Hmmmm.. Tankz for coming to my blog yar...
Yupz Yupz... =D Very glad dat u do.....
Dunno wy ar, I feel like there's a need for a change...
So yar..... Fiq is under Reconstruction....
No... not d blog... The blog stays.. hahakz...
I mean, change myself... Who I am....
What I am... What I want.... What my aims are....
All I gotta change... Looking at d marks I get for term one...
I juz fell into a deep dark tunnel.....
I gotta do sumting to myself....
I yelled and screamed.... Yet I onli heard the sound of echoes...
Yes, echoes.... Ringing in my head like a bell with bees...
Even wen I close my ears, d sound gets louder....
I juz need to break free.... I wanna feel d wind...
Blowing on my face... I wanna stretch my legs...
And run as fast as I can... Wherever I may go.....
Wherever my legs can lead me... Wherever my heart will be loved....
Anywayz, enough of d changing tingy...
Juz wanna get on with my entry today.....
Yeaz... 2day was the most physicallest day ever manz..
Hahakz.. Yeaz, u got dat rite.... PHYSICALLEST DAY....
From morning to evening... Everyting physical....
Wah kaoz.. Wanna pengsan liao.. Gahhhhh....
Morning I had 4 rounds around the school....
Which oleady reduced me to a pile of bile...
Hahakz... Hey it ryhmed! =P
Anywayz... After dat....
In the afternoon.. Got dis jazz dance tingy....
Juz crazy la.... Warm-up do sit-up, push-ups....
Crazzeeeee manz.. Siao Siao.....
My legz were oleady aching, and now dis...
"What else?????"
Yea, u had to ask.. Hahakz.....
I had band after dat!!!!
I was like so so so tired and exhausted oleady u noe...
Now I'm merely using my reserves energy to update dis blog of mine...
Sheesh.... Gimme credit manz.. hahakz....
Anywayz... Yeaz... We played crap 2day in band....
Wait, I shouldn't say crap...
I should say Bile.... So itz, Bullbile! Hahakz...
Woohooooz..... *I am dinosaur! groar!*
Lalala... Hahakz.... ME juz crazee le, dun mind me....
And now I'm back at home......
Btw, I created dis sorta phrase for myself....
It was Originally "Ader lori ader bas, Taufiq lari lebih pantas!"
Den I change into English ar..."Got lorries got Cars, Fiqz run more fast!"
Yar I noe, simply madddnesssszzz... Yea yea.....
Hmmmm.... Now I'm very worried abt my fren....
She was very sick yesterday... And I mean VERY sick....
Couldn't sleep well yesterday seh... Alot of mind problems....
I gez 2day I can sleep, coz very tired liaoz.. Hahakz... Yay....
So yar.... Lynn, get well soon kkz, and dun forget 2 see d doc tau...
If i were a doc, da lama da kasi ubat... But I'm juz a fren...
A caring fren.... Dun worry, u have my support kkz... =D
Letz get dose 6 Distinctions in O levels!! "wah, tinggi harapan...Siao ar!"
Hahakz... Like yar, I'm crazee remember... =P
Before u all get so kancheong and stuff.... Dun worry....
Coz rite.... There's noting to worry abt la.. Hahakz...
And for dose hu's pondering abt my heart....
I dun tink I'm in love animore.... I tink itz not d time....
And I gotta move on.... Yeapz....
After saying dat, I juz hope dat Frenz will nv leave me....
Coz I treasure frenz d most ok.......
Lynn... Ur a great fren, dun forget dat... Ur advices are better den mine and i need dose kind of advices from u..... =D
Nuriah.... U irritating sis u.. Hahakz, kiddin... Ur a great sis to have ok... So dun worry, ur bro is here.... Good luck for SYF ya? Loyang n Ngee Ann get gold!!! Yay!!! hehe....
Jihan.... I onli juz known u... But no doubt, Ur my best buddy.... And yes, I will stick to my promise dat I've made to u and will nv let go kkz... Smilez Alwayz =D
Liyana... Yes, u... Hahakz, U thought I'd left u out? Tink again, ur d backbone of my life seh... Even though I'm 2 days older den u, hehez, U seem 2 be wiser den me.. And I tank u lotz and lotz... =D
Firdauz.... Hey bro... Hahakz... Dun be surprised.. Sumhow, ur important to me too kkz? Ur there to give advices, crap around with me... And kutuk2 pple together..*shhhhh* hehez...
Hmmmmmz.... Hu else I miss out ar.... I can't remember much... My mind so exhausted... I'm logging out now.... Btw, tankz again frenz, for making me d person dat I am now.... I owe it alot to u guys kkz... =D Tankiew tankiew tankiewwwwww..... Well, I'll update again next time ya ya ya? Till den... Take carez and Stay Sharp..... Coz Fiqz mite be zuuuuuuuuping around.... =D
*It is important to be who u are, but it is also important to be the best of who u are.....*
Zupz Zupz!
Hey there!!! =D Hmmmm.. Tankz for coming to my blog yar...
Yupz Yupz... =D Very glad dat u do.....
Dunno wy ar, I feel like there's a need for a change...
So yar..... Fiq is under Reconstruction....
No... not d blog... The blog stays.. hahakz...
I mean, change myself... Who I am....
What I am... What I want.... What my aims are....
All I gotta change... Looking at d marks I get for term one...
I juz fell into a deep dark tunnel.....
I gotta do sumting to myself....
I yelled and screamed.... Yet I onli heard the sound of echoes...
Yes, echoes.... Ringing in my head like a bell with bees...
Even wen I close my ears, d sound gets louder....
I juz need to break free.... I wanna feel d wind...
Blowing on my face... I wanna stretch my legs...
And run as fast as I can... Wherever I may go.....
Wherever my legs can lead me... Wherever my heart will be loved....
Anywayz, enough of d changing tingy...
Juz wanna get on with my entry today.....
Yeaz... 2day was the most physicallest day ever manz..
Hahakz.. Yeaz, u got dat rite.... PHYSICALLEST DAY....
From morning to evening... Everyting physical....
Wah kaoz.. Wanna pengsan liao.. Gahhhhh....
Morning I had 4 rounds around the school....
Which oleady reduced me to a pile of bile...
Hahakz... Hey it ryhmed! =P
Anywayz... After dat....
In the afternoon.. Got dis jazz dance tingy....
Juz crazy la.... Warm-up do sit-up, push-ups....
Crazzeeeee manz.. Siao Siao.....
My legz were oleady aching, and now dis...
"What else?????"
Yea, u had to ask.. Hahakz.....
I had band after dat!!!!
I was like so so so tired and exhausted oleady u noe...
Now I'm merely using my reserves energy to update dis blog of mine...
Sheesh.... Gimme credit manz.. hahakz....
Anywayz... Yeaz... We played crap 2day in band....
Wait, I shouldn't say crap...
I should say Bile.... So itz, Bullbile! Hahakz...
Woohooooz..... *I am dinosaur! groar!*
Lalala... Hahakz.... ME juz crazee le, dun mind me....
And now I'm back at home......
Btw, I created dis sorta phrase for myself....
It was Originally "Ader lori ader bas, Taufiq lari lebih pantas!"
Den I change into English ar..."Got lorries got Cars, Fiqz run more fast!"
Yar I noe, simply madddnesssszzz... Yea yea.....
Hmmmm.... Now I'm very worried abt my fren....
She was very sick yesterday... And I mean VERY sick....
Couldn't sleep well yesterday seh... Alot of mind problems....
I gez 2day I can sleep, coz very tired liaoz.. Hahakz... Yay....
So yar.... Lynn, get well soon kkz, and dun forget 2 see d doc tau...
If i were a doc, da lama da kasi ubat... But I'm juz a fren...
A caring fren.... Dun worry, u have my support kkz... =D
Letz get dose 6 Distinctions in O levels!! "wah, tinggi harapan...Siao ar!"
Hahakz... Like yar, I'm crazee remember... =P
Before u all get so kancheong and stuff.... Dun worry....
Coz rite.... There's noting to worry abt la.. Hahakz...
And for dose hu's pondering abt my heart....
I dun tink I'm in love animore.... I tink itz not d time....
And I gotta move on.... Yeapz....
After saying dat, I juz hope dat Frenz will nv leave me....
Coz I treasure frenz d most ok.......
Lynn... Ur a great fren, dun forget dat... Ur advices are better den mine and i need dose kind of advices from u..... =D
Nuriah.... U irritating sis u.. Hahakz, kiddin... Ur a great sis to have ok... So dun worry, ur bro is here.... Good luck for SYF ya? Loyang n Ngee Ann get gold!!! Yay!!! hehe....
Jihan.... I onli juz known u... But no doubt, Ur my best buddy.... And yes, I will stick to my promise dat I've made to u and will nv let go kkz... Smilez Alwayz =D
Liyana... Yes, u... Hahakz, U thought I'd left u out? Tink again, ur d backbone of my life seh... Even though I'm 2 days older den u, hehez, U seem 2 be wiser den me.. And I tank u lotz and lotz... =D
Firdauz.... Hey bro... Hahakz... Dun be surprised.. Sumhow, ur important to me too kkz? Ur there to give advices, crap around with me... And kutuk2 pple together..*shhhhh* hehez...
Hmmmmmz.... Hu else I miss out ar.... I can't remember much... My mind so exhausted... I'm logging out now.... Btw, tankz again frenz, for making me d person dat I am now.... I owe it alot to u guys kkz... =D Tankiew tankiew tankiewwwwww..... Well, I'll update again next time ya ya ya? Till den... Take carez and Stay Sharp..... Coz Fiqz mite be zuuuuuuuuping around.... =D
*It is important to be who u are, but it is also important to be the best of who u are.....*
Zupz Zupz!
Monday, March 28, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
HeyyyyzZ!!!!! Hahakz.... I've changed sum tings to my blog...
Yeaz.... Well, I juz thought sum tings need ta change....
Yupz.... And datz settled with... Hahakz......
So yea, I gez one of my books have been closed......
I juz dunno wat happend... My heart juz dropped....
Wanted to drop into tears but i faught strong....
Datz it, I am strong ok... Dun mess with me....
If u do, I'll run away, I got speed and I'm not afraid 2 use it....
Anywayz.... Lemmi juz update u with watz been happening...
No, dun worry, there's no gossips or such tings.....
Itz juz abt me, myself, and I......
On saturday... Had a pretty boring day if u ask me.....
Wasted my day juz liddat.... Let time fly... Weeeez....
Den yesterday.... Woke up at 6.30am for my religous class....
Den reached school abt 8am liddat... yeapz....
Btw next week i got no religous class!! Woohooo!! *Celebrates!*
Hahakz... Yeapz.... There's juz one ting dat happend in religous class...
Which I was kinda proud of ar.....
I had dis subject called Hadis.....
Den I gotta memorise in arab ar......
The ting is, in 15 mins... I did memorised it.....
And itz like..... I was abit shaky, but I did it ar.....
I was sumhow impressed with myself u see.....
If I could memorise sumting written in arab(well, i dun really noe d meaning)
I could memorise other complicated tings... Plus point! hahakz...
Kewlz manz... Damn I love myself.. Heez.....
Den rite... In the afternoon, had a chat with Lynn.....
She's such a great fren u noe.... Itz like, wow.. Hahakz....
Btw Tankz fer everyting yar... As in like, listening 2 my problems...
Yeaz... =D Tankiew Tankiew tankiew!!!!!!
Weeeez.... Hmmmmmz..... After d chat with lynn....
Me got ready to go concert.....
Den alot of my cousins came.. wah laoz, segan seh....
I salam all of dem.... Like walk here and there to salam...
Ishqz..... =P
Anywayz... left home at about 3.45pm liddat.....
And I reached VCH abt 4.45pm liddat......
Yeap yeapz..... Den I sat on the right.....
Oh yar, I came to support my fren.... Yar....
She performing... =D
She came 2 my concert u see, so yar, paying back d favour.....
Anywayz, the concert was great! Really nice......
Well, there were summmmm squeaks la....
But i noe not from her la.. hehez....
Hmmmz, After d concert... Thought of waiting for her......
Den I saw her with her gd fren, I juz had 2 leave.....
So yeaz.... Me and her sisters left d place and headed for d MRT station....
Den I took the train home.... Her sisters took bus home.....
And I reached home at like, 8+... yupz....
Luckily not too late, I got school 2day ok.. hahakz....
Anywayz.... I came online..... Chat with Lamergal......
And Lynn also.... Erk, hu else ar..... Juz sum pple la...
Hahakz... Den after dat, felt broken, tired, destroyed, smashed, whacked...
Hahakz.. I dunno how else to explain my feelings.... And I juz went offline...
Den I thought of doing my SS hw u see... Budden since I was like down...
I didn't do it and like went to bed... yeaz.... My mind....
My mind was filled with alot of tings..
I juz wanna forget everyting now ar.... Muz free myself from all dis..
SYF is 14 days time.. And datz 2 weeks.... onli TWO WEEKS more...
Like whoa.. Hahakz... Time sure flies huh.... But I aint having fun...
Which is a GOOOOOD ting... =D
Yeap yeapz... I got dis ulcer at d tip of my tongue... argh!
Hahakz.. I hate it wen I can't pronounce sumting properly....
Destroy my whole british accent... grrr... =P
Wahahaha....
So yeaz, my mind gotta be fixed for SYF 2005 1st....
Relationships and strings attached 2 dat, juz hafta come later....
Can't gamble another heartache, not now, please....
So Yeaz.... And after SYF, maybe i'll be joining d Balloon Hat Fest....
Maybe I wun.. But in any case, I still got my "O" Levels......
Gotta concerntrate on dat too... Been kinda lazy all dis while....
Makes me feel bad abt myself... Cannot continue dis way.....
Sumtings need ta change... If I dun change it, No one will....
Yupz.... I heard my wake up call yesterday... finally.....
I'm too engrossed in pleasing others and neglect myself....
So now I muz have more time for myself and time for frenz too...
Awritey denz.... I gez I've written quite alot oleady, well, not too much la... later my fingerz break manz.. hahakz.... BTW, tankz for reading.... really appriciate it... =D
*I got speed and I'm not afraid to run away.....*
Zupz Zupz!
HeyyyyzZ!!!!! Hahakz.... I've changed sum tings to my blog...
Yeaz.... Well, I juz thought sum tings need ta change....
Yupz.... And datz settled with... Hahakz......
So yea, I gez one of my books have been closed......
I juz dunno wat happend... My heart juz dropped....
Wanted to drop into tears but i faught strong....
Datz it, I am strong ok... Dun mess with me....
If u do, I'll run away, I got speed and I'm not afraid 2 use it....
Anywayz.... Lemmi juz update u with watz been happening...
No, dun worry, there's no gossips or such tings.....
Itz juz abt me, myself, and I......
On saturday... Had a pretty boring day if u ask me.....
Wasted my day juz liddat.... Let time fly... Weeeez....
Den yesterday.... Woke up at 6.30am for my religous class....
Den reached school abt 8am liddat... yeapz....
Btw next week i got no religous class!! Woohooo!! *Celebrates!*
Hahakz... Yeapz.... There's juz one ting dat happend in religous class...
Which I was kinda proud of ar.....
I had dis subject called Hadis.....
Den I gotta memorise in arab ar......
The ting is, in 15 mins... I did memorised it.....
And itz like..... I was abit shaky, but I did it ar.....
I was sumhow impressed with myself u see.....
If I could memorise sumting written in arab(well, i dun really noe d meaning)
I could memorise other complicated tings... Plus point! hahakz...
Kewlz manz... Damn I love myself.. Heez.....
Den rite... In the afternoon, had a chat with Lynn.....
She's such a great fren u noe.... Itz like, wow.. Hahakz....
Btw Tankz fer everyting yar... As in like, listening 2 my problems...
Yeaz... =D Tankiew Tankiew tankiew!!!!!!
Weeeez.... Hmmmmmz..... After d chat with lynn....
Me got ready to go concert.....
Den alot of my cousins came.. wah laoz, segan seh....
I salam all of dem.... Like walk here and there to salam...
Ishqz..... =P
Anywayz... left home at about 3.45pm liddat.....
And I reached VCH abt 4.45pm liddat......
Yeap yeapz..... Den I sat on the right.....
Oh yar, I came to support my fren.... Yar....
She performing... =D
She came 2 my concert u see, so yar, paying back d favour.....
Anywayz, the concert was great! Really nice......
Well, there were summmmm squeaks la....
But i noe not from her la.. hehez....
Hmmmz, After d concert... Thought of waiting for her......
Den I saw her with her gd fren, I juz had 2 leave.....
So yeaz.... Me and her sisters left d place and headed for d MRT station....
Den I took the train home.... Her sisters took bus home.....
And I reached home at like, 8+... yupz....
Luckily not too late, I got school 2day ok.. hahakz....
Anywayz.... I came online..... Chat with Lamergal......
And Lynn also.... Erk, hu else ar..... Juz sum pple la...
Hahakz... Den after dat, felt broken, tired, destroyed, smashed, whacked...
Hahakz.. I dunno how else to explain my feelings.... And I juz went offline...
Den I thought of doing my SS hw u see... Budden since I was like down...
I didn't do it and like went to bed... yeaz.... My mind....
My mind was filled with alot of tings..
I juz wanna forget everyting now ar.... Muz free myself from all dis..
SYF is 14 days time.. And datz 2 weeks.... onli TWO WEEKS more...
Like whoa.. Hahakz... Time sure flies huh.... But I aint having fun...
Which is a GOOOOOD ting... =D
Yeap yeapz... I got dis ulcer at d tip of my tongue... argh!
Hahakz.. I hate it wen I can't pronounce sumting properly....
Destroy my whole british accent... grrr... =P
Wahahaha....
So yeaz, my mind gotta be fixed for SYF 2005 1st....
Relationships and strings attached 2 dat, juz hafta come later....
Can't gamble another heartache, not now, please....
So Yeaz.... And after SYF, maybe i'll be joining d Balloon Hat Fest....
Maybe I wun.. But in any case, I still got my "O" Levels......
Gotta concerntrate on dat too... Been kinda lazy all dis while....
Makes me feel bad abt myself... Cannot continue dis way.....
Sumtings need ta change... If I dun change it, No one will....
Yupz.... I heard my wake up call yesterday... finally.....
I'm too engrossed in pleasing others and neglect myself....
So now I muz have more time for myself and time for frenz too...
Awritey denz.... I gez I've written quite alot oleady, well, not too much la... later my fingerz break manz.. hahakz.... BTW, tankz for reading.... really appriciate it... =D
*I got speed and I'm not afraid to run away.....*
Zupz Zupz!
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
I dunno wy.. But pple keep asking for more... Hahakz...
Well, yeaz, I'm back.. Again, to entertain all of u with my life...
I muz say, my life hasn't been DAT interesting actually....
Anywayz, noting wrong colouring my life rite rite??? =D
Yea yea, datz d spirit... Muahaha....
Awritez.... Yesterday, which was 25th of March....
The whole day i was sick... Yea, u heard me, sick...
From morning, I got hit by d flu virus.....
And wen I went to my Friday Prayers...
My nose was leaking with water....
I had 2 spare my embarassment seh.. Ishq...
Malu u noe... =$... But anywayz....
I got home.... Helped my fren with FNN...
Den I rested awhile.... Wen I woke up...
I still wasn't feeling well... Sheesh.....
But I still woke up coz my fren wanted 2 do Physics TYS....
Yeaz.. Den we did all d MCQ questions...
And finally I cannot tahan animore, We stopped and i rest again.....
Around 7++, got a call from Rachel... Told me she was at d bus-stop oleady...
So I went down to the Tampines Mart bus-stop...
To my horror, she wasn't there... Den I kept asking where2....
She said bus 18 juz passed... I was like..."Ok, wrong place..."
And I walked all d way from Tampines Mart to 201....
Sheesh... Den finally got d tix from her and I was off home...
At 1st I had plans to study at my fren's place....
Budden my head was spinning like gasing... Cannot tahan...
After I pray I immediately slept.... Dat was around 9pm wen i slept..
Yupz.....
Den 2day.... Awaken by d sweet sounds of my sister's child......
I could barely sleep back.... Well, actually I did...
With three pillows to each of my ears... Yea... I did it..
Woohoo... kewlz....
I woke up at around 9+, partially deaf.. hahakz...
And I bathed at abt 11+? hahakz...
D toilet was always packed with pple...
And the que is so long, reminds me of my good ol days in kampung..
As if i ever lived in one.. hahakz... mepek je fiqz ni.. ish3....
Anywayz... 2day I didn't do aniting much, or even aniting at all...
So yeaz... I practically let time flew by..... Wooooooo.....
So yeaz... Datz d summarised version of d both days put together.... =D Tankz for reading.... gtg fer now.... gimme more hugz!!!!=P
Zupz Zupz!
I dunno wy.. But pple keep asking for more... Hahakz...
Well, yeaz, I'm back.. Again, to entertain all of u with my life...
I muz say, my life hasn't been DAT interesting actually....
Anywayz, noting wrong colouring my life rite rite??? =D
Yea yea, datz d spirit... Muahaha....
Awritez.... Yesterday, which was 25th of March....
The whole day i was sick... Yea, u heard me, sick...
From morning, I got hit by d flu virus.....
And wen I went to my Friday Prayers...
My nose was leaking with water....
I had 2 spare my embarassment seh.. Ishq...
Malu u noe... =$... But anywayz....
I got home.... Helped my fren with FNN...
Den I rested awhile.... Wen I woke up...
I still wasn't feeling well... Sheesh.....
But I still woke up coz my fren wanted 2 do Physics TYS....
Yeaz.. Den we did all d MCQ questions...
And finally I cannot tahan animore, We stopped and i rest again.....
Around 7++, got a call from Rachel... Told me she was at d bus-stop oleady...
So I went down to the Tampines Mart bus-stop...
To my horror, she wasn't there... Den I kept asking where2....
She said bus 18 juz passed... I was like..."Ok, wrong place..."
And I walked all d way from Tampines Mart to 201....
Sheesh... Den finally got d tix from her and I was off home...
At 1st I had plans to study at my fren's place....
Budden my head was spinning like gasing... Cannot tahan...
After I pray I immediately slept.... Dat was around 9pm wen i slept..
Yupz.....
Den 2day.... Awaken by d sweet sounds of my sister's child......
I could barely sleep back.... Well, actually I did...
With three pillows to each of my ears... Yea... I did it..
Woohoo... kewlz....
I woke up at around 9+, partially deaf.. hahakz...
And I bathed at abt 11+? hahakz...
D toilet was always packed with pple...
And the que is so long, reminds me of my good ol days in kampung..
As if i ever lived in one.. hahakz... mepek je fiqz ni.. ish3....
Anywayz... 2day I didn't do aniting much, or even aniting at all...
So yeaz... I practically let time flew by..... Wooooooo.....
So yeaz... Datz d summarised version of d both days put together.... =D Tankz for reading.... gtg fer now.... gimme more hugz!!!!=P
Zupz Zupz!
Friday, March 25, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Harlowz!!!! Hahakz.... Wazzup wazzup!!! Fiqz here....
Yupz, u heard me rite... Fiqz is here.... Like, hu else rite?
Yea yea.... Aniwayz... Due to overwhelming response...
I'll update for 2day... Hahakz.. Chey... Fiweet....
Hahakz...
Awrightey den... Letz talk abt sports day.. Which happend yesterday...
Yeapz.... I woke up at 5am... OMG, early rite.....
Sheesh.... Nv woke dat early b4 to go to school...
Well yea, woke up dat early... Got ready by 5.45am....
Den Got out of d house at 6.10am liddat......
Reached school at 6.15am.... Got briefing.....(sian)
Den at 6.30am we got on the bus... Woohoooo....
I listened to morning madness... I fav morning show...
Hahakz... Two crazy pple talking abt crazy stuff....
No wonder dey are mad huh.. Yea, datz wy....
Wahahaha, makes me mad sumtime also lohz...
Or izzit I'm d one hu's mad... Oh nvm... Hahakz....
Den we reach d stadium at abt like 7.15am.....
We got the school to line up in their classes....
And we are off to get into d stadium, Woohooo!!!!
Den in the stadium.... Actually kinda boring ar....
Dun really like sports day... Eeekkk....
We sang d National Anthem... Den dis "women" start d pledge...
The ting is, she started without saying "we shall now take our pledge together"...
She straight away started with d pledge.... Kaoz....
Den we were like, blur sotongz... Hahakz....
After all dat crap... The running began...
My fren oleady told me before hand dat NASS was weak dis year...
So yea, I didn't expect dat much gold medals again ar...
Back to d sports day, we cheered and cheered....
Hahakz, I lost my voice!!! Wooohooo!!!
Mission Accomplished... Hahakz.. So happy....
Budden rite, yesterday d sun keep hiding in d clouds...
So it wasn't as hot as i've imagined it 2 be...
So yea, alot alot of wind.... N not much heat...
So in the end I'm not as black as I've imagined to be...
Grrrr.. Hahakz.. Itz ok... I'll play soccer more under d sun!
Yay!!!!....
Hmmm Anywayz, back to d sports day.....
The cheer coordination wasn't dat good ar.....
But in the end, during d competition, very very good....
Hahakz.... The atheletes and Ncc and GG and Npcc all Shout...
We the spactators echoe...... KEWLZ!!! Hahakz....
Magnificento!
Hmmmz..... Basicly datz it..... Yupz....
Ok, time for me to pack up dis blog of mine and leave...
Hahakz... I'm going sumwhere far.... far away......
Where I can find peace at heart, mind, body and soul.....
Where d sun nv ever rise.. where the moon isn't cirlce....
Where sugar isn't sweet, where cars dun have wheels.......
Ok, I noe dat aint possible.... But datz how I look at tings now...
Coz in my mind, there's onli u.... And u onli.... Nobody else....
Darn, CoverGirl callin me... Will update again later....
Harlowz!!!! Hahakz.... Wazzup wazzup!!! Fiqz here....
Yupz, u heard me rite... Fiqz is here.... Like, hu else rite?
Yea yea.... Aniwayz... Due to overwhelming response...
I'll update for 2day... Hahakz.. Chey... Fiweet....
Hahakz...
Awrightey den... Letz talk abt sports day.. Which happend yesterday...
Yeapz.... I woke up at 5am... OMG, early rite.....
Sheesh.... Nv woke dat early b4 to go to school...
Well yea, woke up dat early... Got ready by 5.45am....
Den Got out of d house at 6.10am liddat......
Reached school at 6.15am.... Got briefing.....(sian)
Den at 6.30am we got on the bus... Woohoooo....
I listened to morning madness... I fav morning show...
Hahakz... Two crazy pple talking abt crazy stuff....
No wonder dey are mad huh.. Yea, datz wy....
Wahahaha, makes me mad sumtime also lohz...
Or izzit I'm d one hu's mad... Oh nvm... Hahakz....
Den we reach d stadium at abt like 7.15am.....
We got the school to line up in their classes....
And we are off to get into d stadium, Woohooo!!!!
Den in the stadium.... Actually kinda boring ar....
Dun really like sports day... Eeekkk....
We sang d National Anthem... Den dis "women" start d pledge...
The ting is, she started without saying "we shall now take our pledge together"...
She straight away started with d pledge.... Kaoz....
Den we were like, blur sotongz... Hahakz....
After all dat crap... The running began...
My fren oleady told me before hand dat NASS was weak dis year...
So yea, I didn't expect dat much gold medals again ar...
Back to d sports day, we cheered and cheered....
Hahakz, I lost my voice!!! Wooohooo!!!
Mission Accomplished... Hahakz.. So happy....
Budden rite, yesterday d sun keep hiding in d clouds...
So it wasn't as hot as i've imagined it 2 be...
So yea, alot alot of wind.... N not much heat...
So in the end I'm not as black as I've imagined to be...
Grrrr.. Hahakz.. Itz ok... I'll play soccer more under d sun!
Yay!!!!....
Hmmm Anywayz, back to d sports day.....
The cheer coordination wasn't dat good ar.....
But in the end, during d competition, very very good....
Hahakz.... The atheletes and Ncc and GG and Npcc all Shout...
We the spactators echoe...... KEWLZ!!! Hahakz....
Magnificento!
Hmmmz..... Basicly datz it..... Yupz....
Ok, time for me to pack up dis blog of mine and leave...
Hahakz... I'm going sumwhere far.... far away......
Where I can find peace at heart, mind, body and soul.....
Where d sun nv ever rise.. where the moon isn't cirlce....
Where sugar isn't sweet, where cars dun have wheels.......
Ok, I noe dat aint possible.... But datz how I look at tings now...
Coz in my mind, there's onli u.... And u onli.... Nobody else....
Darn, CoverGirl callin me... Will update again later....
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Well, I came back to talk abt my sports day which is happening tml!!!
Hahakz... Yeaz, well, itz gonna be a brief explanation ar....
Yeapz.... Itz dat time again.. Hahakz....
Well, sum may call it fun, sum may call it annoying...
But hey, every NAS student has 2 face it at LEAST for 4 years.....
Well, for me, I'm facing it for d 5th time.. so kinda seasoned le...
Yar....
I get to help out as an SC again!!! Woohooo....
Slamat duit transport aku gi stadium. Yaynez!
Hahakz.... The dreadful part would have 2 be.........
Sitting under d hot sun, HOT SUN, for like 4 hours?
Yeaz.... Apart from that, we also have 2 cheer on our team....
Me being d LOUD one... volunteered to help out....
Partially coz I wanna lose my voice dat day for no reason...
Wahahaha... Hahakz....*Evil grin* muahahaha....
Hahakz... Yeaz.....
I gotta wake up tml at abt 5am... Fuyo, early.....
Wat in d world am i still doing up so late....
Sheesh, dunno if can wake up also.. Hahakz...
Insya allah can one ar... =D
Yupz.... I wun bring sunblock....
Coz I wanna be BLACKKKKK.... Like totally black u noe...
Hahakz... Yea, den no one will like 2 look at me....
Den no one will like me... hahakz.. evil me...
No la... But I will be black after tml... trust me....
Ermz.... I'll be black, exhausted, no voice.....
And after dat still got band prac... Wah seh... Isn't dat great or wat manz...
hahakz... *dat was sarcarstically funny, cumon, where's ur sense of humour?*
Yeaz.... Dunno how I would survive tml... But I noe dat I have to also...
I've survived it 4 years in a row also... SO I gez no problem for tml....
Yay!
Oh yar!!! Hahakz... 2day I ran around the whole school three times....
And my timing was 11.41 mins.... WOW!!! Hahahakz....
Great job Fiqz.... I still got my stamina.. My legz are strong and kicking!
=D wahahaha.... Ok la... Now my turn 2 go liao....
Wanna sleep, OMG, LOOK AT D TIME!!! Hahakz...
Bybyez all, and tankz for reading!!! =D
Zupz Zupz!
Well, I came back to talk abt my sports day which is happening tml!!!
Hahakz... Yeaz, well, itz gonna be a brief explanation ar....
Yeapz.... Itz dat time again.. Hahakz....
Well, sum may call it fun, sum may call it annoying...
But hey, every NAS student has 2 face it at LEAST for 4 years.....
Well, for me, I'm facing it for d 5th time.. so kinda seasoned le...
Yar....
I get to help out as an SC again!!! Woohooo....
Slamat duit transport aku gi stadium. Yaynez!
Hahakz.... The dreadful part would have 2 be.........
Sitting under d hot sun, HOT SUN, for like 4 hours?
Yeaz.... Apart from that, we also have 2 cheer on our team....
Me being d LOUD one... volunteered to help out....
Partially coz I wanna lose my voice dat day for no reason...
Wahahaha... Hahakz....*Evil grin* muahahaha....
Hahakz... Yeaz.....
I gotta wake up tml at abt 5am... Fuyo, early.....
Wat in d world am i still doing up so late....
Sheesh, dunno if can wake up also.. Hahakz...
Insya allah can one ar... =D
Yupz.... I wun bring sunblock....
Coz I wanna be BLACKKKKK.... Like totally black u noe...
Hahakz... Yea, den no one will like 2 look at me....
Den no one will like me... hahakz.. evil me...
No la... But I will be black after tml... trust me....
Ermz.... I'll be black, exhausted, no voice.....
And after dat still got band prac... Wah seh... Isn't dat great or wat manz...
hahakz... *dat was sarcarstically funny, cumon, where's ur sense of humour?*
Yeaz.... Dunno how I would survive tml... But I noe dat I have to also...
I've survived it 4 years in a row also... SO I gez no problem for tml....
Yay!
Oh yar!!! Hahakz... 2day I ran around the whole school three times....
And my timing was 11.41 mins.... WOW!!! Hahahakz....
Great job Fiqz.... I still got my stamina.. My legz are strong and kicking!
=D wahahaha.... Ok la... Now my turn 2 go liao....
Wanna sleep, OMG, LOOK AT D TIME!!! Hahakz...
Bybyez all, and tankz for reading!!! =D
Zupz Zupz!
Dear Bloggie.....
Itz the 23rd of March..... Sumhow... Itz a day of joy......
*no, not coz i juz killed myself, sheesh*
Itz coz Md. Damien Afiq was born 2day.... Yay!!!!
Hahakz... Finally I'm an uncle... A true uncle... Woohooo....
Yaynezz!!! Hehe...... Very happy 2day.....
But like every good has itz bad side.....
There was juz dis incident dat juz made me broke into tears.....
For all my life i've been honest with myself and others....
For the trust I plant in them in so true.....
And yes, I do joke around once in awhile....
Well, okok, I'm like dis BIG joker......
But hey.... I'm not d type of person hu would be sarcastic for no reason.....
Usually my sarcasm is for others happiness.... Even if it hurts me.....
Well, I am hu I am.... And I would like pple 2 like me for hu I am......
But once pple get the wrong perception abt me.... I'm lost......
I can't tink.... Juz now, I had a reality check.....
Well, as being me, I would like everyone to be happy....
And at some times I break down...
And if I've said aniting, or didn't do aniting I'm suppose 2 do....
I deserve every scolding dat i can get.......
But, I'm onli human.... Do u noe, I fight myself wen I wanna turn bad...
Go figure how I became good.... Itz not like I was born good....
For goodness sake I scolded my primary school teachers......
Yea, datz rite, u didn't noe dat.... Coz u onli see wat I am now....
My past has nv occur to u dat it would be important.....
I've worked hard fighting against myself......
Overcoming d limits of my patience.....
I'll juz ask u.... Wat wrong have I done to u......
U'd say noting... And I'd say everyting.....
Den where's d understanding here?
Wen pple dun speak out their hearts, and juz pull back their words...
I'm not complaining... But for goodness sake.....
Speak ur mind out.... Dun hide it in urself and feel bad.....
TRying to understand sumting, and really understand sumting is another.....
Well, yea, both are abt understanding... But how truly do u understand?
How much do u understand.... Itz juz like using ur ear.....
Do u listen, or do u hear?
Wen u hear, it doesn't get registered in ur mind....
But wen u listen attentively, datz wen u really understand....
There's no point trying to understand, as it will lead to MISunderstandings...
Trust me, I'm no more den a student, wat more a proffessor.....
But I speak from my mind and from my heart.....
My conductor once told me.....
"A band who plays every technical skill correctly, perfectly, with great accuracy.... But doesn't reach out to the audience and the audience doesn't feel anything, then what they played meant nothing..... But a band, even though they might not be very skilled, they train, they practice, and when they perform, they try to reach out to the audience.... That is when the band is a good band...."
This can be put in life... U can be a clever person.....
But u dun understand d pple around u correctly....
U listen 2 rumours... U make ur own judgements without asking....
Will u turn out to be a good person?
I'm not trying to be naggy or aniting here....
I juz wanna say dat I'm still hu I am.....
And I like d way I am....
Please believe me.... Trust me......
I might not be d perfect person for u.....
But I strive to be d best... Cuz I noe I'm not good enough for u....
U should noe hu u are....
Ur a great person that I've known for sum time oleady....
And u noe me too.... I'm still d Fiqz u knew last october.....
Nv changed, nv will.... Believe me for hu I am.....
Please.....
I know u don't really trust me animore....
And yea, I've dissapointed u twice......
I dissapoint myself too... Ask questions like wy do i behave dat way.....
Itz hard for me 2 even forgive myself u noe....
Wat more for others to forgive me.....
Well.... I'd juz wanna end my entry today.... By apologising 2 u...
Yes u...... There's alot of things I should and shouldn't do....
But i did and I didn't..... Itz hard for me 2 forgive myself....
I ask my heart, my brain gets confused....
I ask my brain, my heart gets confused.....
In all, I'm juz one big confused person....
So I would like to say sorry to u....
For everyting dat I've done to make u say dose tings....
But i really hope u can accept me for hu I am.....
Cuz I still....
And will always...
Love u...............
*When you thought the glass was half full, u were fooled, as Air filled the other half of the glass....*
Zupz Zupz!
Itz the 23rd of March..... Sumhow... Itz a day of joy......
*no, not coz i juz killed myself, sheesh*
Itz coz Md. Damien Afiq was born 2day.... Yay!!!!
Hahakz... Finally I'm an uncle... A true uncle... Woohooo....
Yaynezz!!! Hehe...... Very happy 2day.....
But like every good has itz bad side.....
There was juz dis incident dat juz made me broke into tears.....
For all my life i've been honest with myself and others....
For the trust I plant in them in so true.....
And yes, I do joke around once in awhile....
Well, okok, I'm like dis BIG joker......
But hey.... I'm not d type of person hu would be sarcastic for no reason.....
Usually my sarcasm is for others happiness.... Even if it hurts me.....
Well, I am hu I am.... And I would like pple 2 like me for hu I am......
But once pple get the wrong perception abt me.... I'm lost......
I can't tink.... Juz now, I had a reality check.....
Well, as being me, I would like everyone to be happy....
And at some times I break down...
And if I've said aniting, or didn't do aniting I'm suppose 2 do....
I deserve every scolding dat i can get.......
But, I'm onli human.... Do u noe, I fight myself wen I wanna turn bad...
Go figure how I became good.... Itz not like I was born good....
For goodness sake I scolded my primary school teachers......
Yea, datz rite, u didn't noe dat.... Coz u onli see wat I am now....
My past has nv occur to u dat it would be important.....
I've worked hard fighting against myself......
Overcoming d limits of my patience.....
I'll juz ask u.... Wat wrong have I done to u......
U'd say noting... And I'd say everyting.....
Den where's d understanding here?
Wen pple dun speak out their hearts, and juz pull back their words...
I'm not complaining... But for goodness sake.....
Speak ur mind out.... Dun hide it in urself and feel bad.....
TRying to understand sumting, and really understand sumting is another.....
Well, yea, both are abt understanding... But how truly do u understand?
How much do u understand.... Itz juz like using ur ear.....
Do u listen, or do u hear?
Wen u hear, it doesn't get registered in ur mind....
But wen u listen attentively, datz wen u really understand....
There's no point trying to understand, as it will lead to MISunderstandings...
Trust me, I'm no more den a student, wat more a proffessor.....
But I speak from my mind and from my heart.....
My conductor once told me.....
"A band who plays every technical skill correctly, perfectly, with great accuracy.... But doesn't reach out to the audience and the audience doesn't feel anything, then what they played meant nothing..... But a band, even though they might not be very skilled, they train, they practice, and when they perform, they try to reach out to the audience.... That is when the band is a good band...."
This can be put in life... U can be a clever person.....
But u dun understand d pple around u correctly....
U listen 2 rumours... U make ur own judgements without asking....
Will u turn out to be a good person?
I'm not trying to be naggy or aniting here....
I juz wanna say dat I'm still hu I am.....
And I like d way I am....
Please believe me.... Trust me......
I might not be d perfect person for u.....
But I strive to be d best... Cuz I noe I'm not good enough for u....
U should noe hu u are....
Ur a great person that I've known for sum time oleady....
And u noe me too.... I'm still d Fiqz u knew last october.....
Nv changed, nv will.... Believe me for hu I am.....
Please.....
I know u don't really trust me animore....
And yea, I've dissapointed u twice......
I dissapoint myself too... Ask questions like wy do i behave dat way.....
Itz hard for me 2 even forgive myself u noe....
Wat more for others to forgive me.....
Well.... I'd juz wanna end my entry today.... By apologising 2 u...
Yes u...... There's alot of things I should and shouldn't do....
But i did and I didn't..... Itz hard for me 2 forgive myself....
I ask my heart, my brain gets confused....
I ask my brain, my heart gets confused.....
In all, I'm juz one big confused person....
So I would like to say sorry to u....
For everyting dat I've done to make u say dose tings....
But i really hope u can accept me for hu I am.....
Cuz I still....
And will always...
Love u...............
*When you thought the glass was half full, u were fooled, as Air filled the other half of the glass....*
Zupz Zupz!
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Hihiz!!!! Wazzup all!!! I dun have any reason 2 wy I'm blogging 2nite....
So yea... I'm juz bored 2 death 2nite... Noting to do...YET....
ARGH!!! Hahahakz... dat was onli fer drama, I'm alrite....
Hahakz... Yeap yeapz......
Alrighty dennnnn..... 2day ar, quite boring day ar......
From morning to nite, all boring...."wah gerek ar kau, satu hari boring..."
Tankiew2.... Hahakz... Yeaz.... Morning, TWO teachers nv come...
Datz like WOW lohz.. Hahakz... 1st half of d day, all d chers came.....
Actually right, d 1st hlaf of d day was d best.... Hahakz.....
Apart from my BORING physics lesson... *sheesh*....
English was RAWKIN manz!!!! Hahahakz.....
70% of d whole period was spent Laughing n laughing...
Wah kaoz... Even Jayne laughed till she cried her eyeballs out....
Wahahaha... Now I may sound crazy juz luaghin all by myself....
But cumon, how many of u, have an english lesson specially on pronounciation....
The class was all making noise lohz... it was FUN! trust me....
We were like making sounds... like "ahhhhh"....
Den I LURVE making d sheep sound.....
Den I mix d sheep sound into words, and left Jayne laughing her head off again...
Hahakz........ Damn I lurve cracking jokes liddat.....
Awrite... after dat FUNNY period..... It was recess time....
I, as usual, ran down d stairs as fast as my legs would carry me....
And I was d 1st to but food.. Yayz! Well, it aint my 1st time anywayz...
Yupz.... Den after recess, all d periods are free periods.... wah sian...
Den rite.... Had assembly..... Choir sang n sang....
Den Mr Sim talk abt d THURSDAY SPORTSDAY......
Yay no lessons! Hahakz.... So nice.. I lurve dis week so much....
Well, it aint d holidays, but having 2 days without lessons is like good enough fer me....
Anywayz... Moving along... I had band(urgh) juz now also.....
It was ok la.... I dunno wy i juz hate my band....Sheesh.....
Will not talk abt band now....or ever......
Yeaz, Den after band i went home sweetie home...yay!
At home.... I bathed and prayed... Den Went online.......
Den was bored like crazy..... At last sumone saved me...
Hahakz... CoverGirl!!!! Tankiew!!!! Finally u gave me a missed call...
Wahahahaha... At last I can talk 2 ya..... Kewlz! Yay Yay!
Hahahkz... Wy am I so hyper.. DUnno la....
Dowan to worry pple around me animore......
Makes me feel very guilty... From now on, me will be happyyyyyy =D =D
Everyting in dis blog is abt HAPPINESS onli... yay!!!!!
Isn't dat great!!!! yea, I noe so! =D
Hmmmmz... Well, now i got noting 2 say.... at least I did update ok... Wahahahaha..... I love u!!!! Yes u!!! U noe hu are, actually u dun, coz i nv tell u hu u are... Well, I lurve everyone la ya? Hahakz... Take carez!!!!!
*Vengeance is the father of all evil, the root of evil is hatred.... So please, forgive n start loving...=D*
Zupz Zupz!
Hihiz!!!! Wazzup all!!! I dun have any reason 2 wy I'm blogging 2nite....
So yea... I'm juz bored 2 death 2nite... Noting to do...YET....
ARGH!!! Hahahakz... dat was onli fer drama, I'm alrite....
Hahakz... Yeap yeapz......
Alrighty dennnnn..... 2day ar, quite boring day ar......
From morning to nite, all boring...."wah gerek ar kau, satu hari boring..."
Tankiew2.... Hahakz... Yeaz.... Morning, TWO teachers nv come...
Datz like WOW lohz.. Hahakz... 1st half of d day, all d chers came.....
Actually right, d 1st hlaf of d day was d best.... Hahakz.....
Apart from my BORING physics lesson... *sheesh*....
English was RAWKIN manz!!!! Hahahakz.....
70% of d whole period was spent Laughing n laughing...
Wah kaoz... Even Jayne laughed till she cried her eyeballs out....
Wahahaha... Now I may sound crazy juz luaghin all by myself....
But cumon, how many of u, have an english lesson specially on pronounciation....
The class was all making noise lohz... it was FUN! trust me....
We were like making sounds... like "ahhhhh"....
Den I LURVE making d sheep sound.....
Den I mix d sheep sound into words, and left Jayne laughing her head off again...
Hahakz........ Damn I lurve cracking jokes liddat.....
Awrite... after dat FUNNY period..... It was recess time....
I, as usual, ran down d stairs as fast as my legs would carry me....
And I was d 1st to but food.. Yayz! Well, it aint my 1st time anywayz...
Yupz.... Den after recess, all d periods are free periods.... wah sian...
Den rite.... Had assembly..... Choir sang n sang....
Den Mr Sim talk abt d THURSDAY SPORTSDAY......
Yay no lessons! Hahakz.... So nice.. I lurve dis week so much....
Well, it aint d holidays, but having 2 days without lessons is like good enough fer me....
Anywayz... Moving along... I had band(urgh) juz now also.....
It was ok la.... I dunno wy i juz hate my band....Sheesh.....
Will not talk abt band now....or ever......
Yeaz, Den after band i went home sweetie home...yay!
At home.... I bathed and prayed... Den Went online.......
Den was bored like crazy..... At last sumone saved me...
Hahakz... CoverGirl!!!! Tankiew!!!! Finally u gave me a missed call...
Wahahahaha... At last I can talk 2 ya..... Kewlz! Yay Yay!
Hahahkz... Wy am I so hyper.. DUnno la....
Dowan to worry pple around me animore......
Makes me feel very guilty... From now on, me will be happyyyyyy =D =D
Everyting in dis blog is abt HAPPINESS onli... yay!!!!!
Isn't dat great!!!! yea, I noe so! =D
Hmmmmz... Well, now i got noting 2 say.... at least I did update ok... Wahahahaha..... I love u!!!! Yes u!!! U noe hu are, actually u dun, coz i nv tell u hu u are... Well, I lurve everyone la ya? Hahakz... Take carez!!!!!
*Vengeance is the father of all evil, the root of evil is hatred.... So please, forgive n start loving...=D*
Zupz Zupz!
Monday, March 21, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Okaiyz, I'm back again... =D Tankiew2...... Hahakz....
Hmmmm, I aint feeling so hyper after all 2day.....
But yea, I'm juz feeling helpless.... Wat can I do.....
Juz now, the match I played.... The opponent was tough....
Trust me... They really were.... My class opened up with a 1st goal...
Which was like, WOW! Hahakz.. Amazing stuff..... Yupz....
Den dey scored... ouch, dat really blew us out.....
Den we scored again.... And the score was 2-1 at half time....
As being the Optimistic person dat I am...(tankiew)... I Went straight into d 2nd half...
And yet again.... We scored... The score was 3-1... Feeling unbeatable by now...
Hahakz... Den dey struck... not once, not twice.... BUT THREE TIMES.......
They cut us into small bits manz.... and we were trailing 3-4 at injury time.....
And at d final kick-off... one of my classmates juz whacked d ball hard....
Hit the crossbar... and bounced off the floor and went it......
We jumped for joy, well, not everyone.... My leg was injured....
So all i could do was juz scream... hahakz.....
Till now my leg is like sorta paralyed.....
But itz ok.... It was fun..... The game ended with a draw, 4-4.....
I was kinda contented ar... Yeapz..... Yayz!!! 5C2 rox!!!! Hahakz...
Now I'm like beaten up, bashed up and tired... Sheesh.... Haiz....
Wat ta do... Datz life ar.... I can barely type animore....
So I gez I'll end my entry here and here... =D Tankz for reading my blog.... Hope u all happiness all d time......
*For all that I've done for u, I do it to my best ability and hope u'll accept wat I do.....*
ZupZ Zupz!!!
Okaiyz, I'm back again... =D Tankiew2...... Hahakz....
Hmmmm, I aint feeling so hyper after all 2day.....
But yea, I'm juz feeling helpless.... Wat can I do.....
Juz now, the match I played.... The opponent was tough....
Trust me... They really were.... My class opened up with a 1st goal...
Which was like, WOW! Hahakz.. Amazing stuff..... Yupz....
Den dey scored... ouch, dat really blew us out.....
Den we scored again.... And the score was 2-1 at half time....
As being the Optimistic person dat I am...(tankiew)... I Went straight into d 2nd half...
And yet again.... We scored... The score was 3-1... Feeling unbeatable by now...
Hahakz... Den dey struck... not once, not twice.... BUT THREE TIMES.......
They cut us into small bits manz.... and we were trailing 3-4 at injury time.....
And at d final kick-off... one of my classmates juz whacked d ball hard....
Hit the crossbar... and bounced off the floor and went it......
We jumped for joy, well, not everyone.... My leg was injured....
So all i could do was juz scream... hahakz.....
Till now my leg is like sorta paralyed.....
But itz ok.... It was fun..... The game ended with a draw, 4-4.....
I was kinda contented ar... Yeapz..... Yayz!!! 5C2 rox!!!! Hahakz...
Now I'm like beaten up, bashed up and tired... Sheesh.... Haiz....
Wat ta do... Datz life ar.... I can barely type animore....
So I gez I'll end my entry here and here... =D Tankz for reading my blog.... Hope u all happiness all d time......
*For all that I've done for u, I do it to my best ability and hope u'll accept wat I do.....*
ZupZ Zupz!!!
Dear Bloggie.....
Welcumz Back again! =D How have u peeps enjoyed ur holidays?
Seriously rite, and honestly, mine kinda sucked.... Serious, aint kiddin...
Well, apart from having frenz hu kept me company and saved me from being killed by boredom..
Dese frenz are Lynn(yes, I mentioned ur name four times in blog oleady u noe...),
Nuriah(hey, tankz sis! Now I noe how u look like, can get kinda irritatin like me ar),
Salihin(I dunno wat 2 say abt u, but hey, I'm lucky to have childhood frenz like ya),
Jihan(I onli juz got to know u dis month, ur really a great person, frenz forever ya buddy?)....
I tink datz all la.... If I missed out any, really sori.... I'm kinda like rushing now...
Cuz I got SC meeting at 2.30pm(now is 2.15pm)..... And I got Soccer match at 4.40pm...
Damn I miss playing soccer.. Hahakz...=P Wish me luck guyz!!! Hehez.....
Hmmmmm... Most probably I'll Continue my entry wen I get back home....
But please dun expect aniting more den d previous entry......
I aint dat free ya noe, but for CoverGirl, PLEASE UPDATE ME UR STATUS...
Hahakz... Tankiew..... =D Cya all lata Denz!!!!
*Zupz zupz!*
Welcumz Back again! =D How have u peeps enjoyed ur holidays?
Seriously rite, and honestly, mine kinda sucked.... Serious, aint kiddin...
Well, apart from having frenz hu kept me company and saved me from being killed by boredom..
Dese frenz are Lynn(yes, I mentioned ur name four times in blog oleady u noe...),
Nuriah(hey, tankz sis! Now I noe how u look like, can get kinda irritatin like me ar),
Salihin(I dunno wat 2 say abt u, but hey, I'm lucky to have childhood frenz like ya),
Jihan(I onli juz got to know u dis month, ur really a great person, frenz forever ya buddy?)....
I tink datz all la.... If I missed out any, really sori.... I'm kinda like rushing now...
Cuz I got SC meeting at 2.30pm(now is 2.15pm)..... And I got Soccer match at 4.40pm...
Damn I miss playing soccer.. Hahakz...=P Wish me luck guyz!!! Hehez.....
Hmmmmm... Most probably I'll Continue my entry wen I get back home....
But please dun expect aniting more den d previous entry......
I aint dat free ya noe, but for CoverGirl, PLEASE UPDATE ME UR STATUS...
Hahakz... Tankiew..... =D Cya all lata Denz!!!!
*Zupz zupz!*
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Wazzup wazzup!!! Hahakz.... Yeaz, Fiqz here...
Now, the song ur listening to, juz aint fitting my mood no more....
I've been tinking, wat song should I put on this blog.....
Sumting nice... Fun.... Yet fits my mood..... Tough question...
Yar I noe... Sheesh.... Anywayz, I'll tink abt dat later ar....
For now... Letz juz talk... Yea, TALK.....
NO! dun talk 2 ur screen, u'll probably be called crazy fer dat....
Wat I mean was to interact.... This blog u see... Look around.....
I've got huggiez... Yeaz, couple of hundreds and still going strong huh..
Hahakz, tankz to u guys ar.... yeaz.... =D tankiew so so much for d hugz yea.....
And as for the polls u see on the left of my screens....
Itz not dat I've not read dem ok.... Sheesh...
Many said my entry totally sucked... Well, Tankiew for ur honest feedback...
I'll try 2 keep it more REAL owitez? Yeaz.....
And btw, itz MY life ur talking abt here....
If u dun like it, den dun read it, simple as dat.....
There are also "stuffs" on my blog which u can "play around" with la basicly.....
If u want dose, juz ask me and i'll teach u how 2 get dem aightz? kewlz?
yeapz... Hahakz... I dunno watz wrong with me la.....
Actually 2day was suppose to buy a ticket from my fren....
But she haven contact me yet, so i have no idea ar.....
Yupz.... Most probably I buy d ticket there ar.... Yupz....
Btw, i'm still not happy with my band leh.... Sure got sum "cock-ups" pple one....
Surely got... Impossible not 2 have... For goodness sake, 25 more days leh....
Get d idea straight into ur heads... 25 days aint long *Yaynezz!*.....
I juz can't wait for d day i dunnid 2 come for band.....
Cuz itz such a drag, yea, u heard me, itz such a drag going for band...
And meet pple with attitude problems, fuyo, takleh angkat dok....
Speaking of takleh angkat*cannot carry*, I'm so close to giving up on d tuba seh...
Missing my eupho like crazy liaoz.... Eupho!!! Where r u!!! Hahakz.....
But nvm la... 25 more days onli rite... Can't be DAT bad.......
On dis coming Saturday, my band is gonna have an exchange with Yuhua and 6 other schools...
And I really really mean it wen i say their bands have d words GOLD on dem oleady....
Seriously lohz, compare dem to my band... Gez my band would be d one laughed at....
I still take it as if my band is a silver band... Cuz datz d standard dat we are having now...
We were very lucky 2 have got Gold previously, now all other neighbourhood school tink we are SOOO good...... I'm going like, "That was two years ago??????"
And summore it was our FIRST gold medal.... and dis year will determine d standard...
If we really ARE a gold medal band, den we can sustain......
But looking at tings, I doubt we'll even have d bravery to say "GOLD".....
Silver is all in my mind now... No more, no less..... Cuz d band has Silver written on it....
For now la.... Well, U nv noe how much a band can change within 25 days....
Hmmmmmz.... Shootz, I forgot 2 talk abt yesterday... Hahakz....
Can ar liddat, sheesh... Okok... Yea, yesterday I went out!!!!
Hahakz... Amazing huh, but i seriously need a break la.....
Anywayz....Yesterday I left at abt 11+, den met Liyana at Tamp Mart bus stop...
Den we left for d mosque ar, coz she wanted 2 pay sumting....
Yar, den we met d rest... Which was Salihin and Dini.....
As usual, Our other frenz were late..... Alfi and Huda was stuck at d Library coz of his card....
And as usual, Jazli was d last to reach there... But he was abit early la...
Can see d improvement.. Hahakz.. Sheesh......
Anywayz, continuing d story.... We went to Bouna Vista coz Alfi wanted 2 pay JAE stuff....
Itz located there coz we wanted 2 go the MOE building... Ar yar....
Den rite... We waited and waited.... Like polyclinic... U muz take number.....
In the end, it took us abt half an hour there..... And we left for Woodlands...
Wat did we do there? Walk2 at Causeway point for awhile.....
See all d fast food restaurants were full.... So we decided to go Marsiling.....
*ok, i noe wat song 2 put on my blog liao.. wahahah... Obesessions.....*
At marsiling, we ate at the food court S11.... I ate Chicken Cutlet.....
Whoa, I was full by the time i finished..... Den Salihin had 2 send dini home.....
Wen we were done eating and all... Alfi and Huda had 2 leave for home EARLY....
For sum reason, which i dun wanna noe wy.. dun ask me....
Ermz, Den Me, Liyana, Siqin and Jazli went to Causeway point, AGAIN.....
Wahahakz, cam fun g2 yek.... =P Hahakz....
Anwayz... Siqin wanted 2 buy for her anak sedare a present.....
Den we searched high and low.... And at last found dis shop......
She settled for this cute bear with d word "April" printed on d belly....
Hahakz, so kiut ar i tell u.....
Yupz.... Den Salihin called, He wanted 2 "walk walk" at city hall......
So we headed down 2 city hall on a train.... Yeaz... A VERY long journey....
Bare in mind, I didn't sit for a LONG LONG time... Hahakz....
Wen we reached City Hall.... We went ToiToi... Den I sat down near d control station...
Waited and waited for Salihin...
And finally he came.... Yupz.... Ample time for me 2 rest awhile.....
At last we walked.... yea, i mean, really walk.....
Walked to Suntec there, but in d middle......
We couldn't make up our minds to where we should go....
I was like "Marina Mandrine arrrr...."
And Liyana was like "Ader banyak Renovation la.... Takde bende"
Den we tink n tink n tink...... In th end we settled for Suntec City.....
Hahakz... We walked aroun s
Wazzup wazzup!!! Hahakz.... Yeaz, Fiqz here...
Now, the song ur listening to, juz aint fitting my mood no more....
I've been tinking, wat song should I put on this blog.....
Sumting nice... Fun.... Yet fits my mood..... Tough question...
Yar I noe... Sheesh.... Anywayz, I'll tink abt dat later ar....
For now... Letz juz talk... Yea, TALK.....
NO! dun talk 2 ur screen, u'll probably be called crazy fer dat....
Wat I mean was to interact.... This blog u see... Look around.....
I've got huggiez... Yeaz, couple of hundreds and still going strong huh..
Hahakz, tankz to u guys ar.... yeaz.... =D tankiew so so much for d hugz yea.....
And as for the polls u see on the left of my screens....
Itz not dat I've not read dem ok.... Sheesh...
Many said my entry totally sucked... Well, Tankiew for ur honest feedback...
I'll try 2 keep it more REAL owitez? Yeaz.....
And btw, itz MY life ur talking abt here....
If u dun like it, den dun read it, simple as dat.....
There are also "stuffs" on my blog which u can "play around" with la basicly.....
If u want dose, juz ask me and i'll teach u how 2 get dem aightz? kewlz?
yeapz... Hahakz... I dunno watz wrong with me la.....
Actually 2day was suppose to buy a ticket from my fren....
But she haven contact me yet, so i have no idea ar.....
Yupz.... Most probably I buy d ticket there ar.... Yupz....
Btw, i'm still not happy with my band leh.... Sure got sum "cock-ups" pple one....
Surely got... Impossible not 2 have... For goodness sake, 25 more days leh....
Get d idea straight into ur heads... 25 days aint long *Yaynezz!*.....
I juz can't wait for d day i dunnid 2 come for band.....
Cuz itz such a drag, yea, u heard me, itz such a drag going for band...
And meet pple with attitude problems, fuyo, takleh angkat dok....
Speaking of takleh angkat*cannot carry*, I'm so close to giving up on d tuba seh...
Missing my eupho like crazy liaoz.... Eupho!!! Where r u!!! Hahakz.....
But nvm la... 25 more days onli rite... Can't be DAT bad.......
On dis coming Saturday, my band is gonna have an exchange with Yuhua and 6 other schools...
And I really really mean it wen i say their bands have d words GOLD on dem oleady....
Seriously lohz, compare dem to my band... Gez my band would be d one laughed at....
I still take it as if my band is a silver band... Cuz datz d standard dat we are having now...
We were very lucky 2 have got Gold previously, now all other neighbourhood school tink we are SOOO good...... I'm going like, "That was two years ago??????"
And summore it was our FIRST gold medal.... and dis year will determine d standard...
If we really ARE a gold medal band, den we can sustain......
But looking at tings, I doubt we'll even have d bravery to say "GOLD".....
Silver is all in my mind now... No more, no less..... Cuz d band has Silver written on it....
For now la.... Well, U nv noe how much a band can change within 25 days....
Hmmmmmz.... Shootz, I forgot 2 talk abt yesterday... Hahakz....
Can ar liddat, sheesh... Okok... Yea, yesterday I went out!!!!
Hahakz... Amazing huh, but i seriously need a break la.....
Anywayz....Yesterday I left at abt 11+, den met Liyana at Tamp Mart bus stop...
Den we left for d mosque ar, coz she wanted 2 pay sumting....
Yar, den we met d rest... Which was Salihin and Dini.....
As usual, Our other frenz were late..... Alfi and Huda was stuck at d Library coz of his card....
And as usual, Jazli was d last to reach there... But he was abit early la...
Can see d improvement.. Hahakz.. Sheesh......
Anywayz, continuing d story.... We went to Bouna Vista coz Alfi wanted 2 pay JAE stuff....
Itz located there coz we wanted 2 go the MOE building... Ar yar....
Den rite... We waited and waited.... Like polyclinic... U muz take number.....
In the end, it took us abt half an hour there..... And we left for Woodlands...
Wat did we do there? Walk2 at Causeway point for awhile.....
See all d fast food restaurants were full.... So we decided to go Marsiling.....
*ok, i noe wat song 2 put on my blog liao.. wahahah... Obesessions.....*
At marsiling, we ate at the food court S11.... I ate Chicken Cutlet.....
Whoa, I was full by the time i finished..... Den Salihin had 2 send dini home.....
Wen we were done eating and all... Alfi and Huda had 2 leave for home EARLY....
For sum reason, which i dun wanna noe wy.. dun ask me....
Ermz, Den Me, Liyana, Siqin and Jazli went to Causeway point, AGAIN.....
Wahahakz, cam fun g2 yek.... =P Hahakz....
Anwayz... Siqin wanted 2 buy for her anak sedare a present.....
Den we searched high and low.... And at last found dis shop......
She settled for this cute bear with d word "April" printed on d belly....
Hahakz, so kiut ar i tell u.....
Yupz.... Den Salihin called, He wanted 2 "walk walk" at city hall......
So we headed down 2 city hall on a train.... Yeaz... A VERY long journey....
Bare in mind, I didn't sit for a LONG LONG time... Hahakz....
Wen we reached City Hall.... We went ToiToi... Den I sat down near d control station...
Waited and waited for Salihin...
And finally he came.... Yupz.... Ample time for me 2 rest awhile.....
At last we walked.... yea, i mean, really walk.....
Walked to Suntec there, but in d middle......
We couldn't make up our minds to where we should go....
I was like "Marina Mandrine arrrr...."
And Liyana was like "Ader banyak Renovation la.... Takde bende"
Den we tink n tink n tink...... In th end we settled for Suntec City.....
Hahakz... We walked aroun s
Dear Bloggie.....
Wazzup wazzup!!! Hahakz.... Yeaz, Fiqz here...
Now, the song ur listening to, juz aint fitting my mood no more....
I've been tinking, wat song should I put on this blog.....
Sumting nice... Fun.... Yet fits my mood..... Tough question...
Yar I noe... Sheesh.... Anywayz, I'll tink abt dat later ar....
For now... Letz juz talk... Yea, TALK.....
NO! dun talk 2 ur screen, u'll probably be called crazy fer dat....
Wat I mean was to interact.... This blog u see... Look around.....
I've got huggiez... Yeaz, couple of hundreds and still going strong huh..
Hahakz, tankz to u guys ar.... yeaz.... =D tankiew so so much for d hugz yea.....
And as for the polls u see on the left of my screens....
Itz not dat I've not read dem ok.... Sheesh...
Many said my entry totally sucked... Well, Tankiew for ur honest feedback...
I'll try 2 keep it more REAL owitez? Yeaz.....
And btw, itz MY life ur talking abt here....
If u dun like it, den dun read it, simple as dat.....
There are also "stuffs" on my blog which u can "play around" with la basicly.....
If u want dose, juz ask me and i'll teach u how 2 get dem aightz? kewlz?
yeapz... Hahakz... I dunno watz wrong with me la.....
Actually 2day was suppose to buy a ticket from my fren....
But she haven contact me yet, so i have no idea ar.....
Yupz.... Most probably I buy d ticket there ar.... Yupz....
Btw, i'm still not happy with my band leh.... Sure got sum "cock-ups" pple one....
Surely got... Impossible not 2 have... For goodness sake, 25 more days leh....
Get d idea straight into ur heads... 25 days aint long *Yaynezz!*.....
I juz can't wait for d day i dunnid 2 come for band.....
Cuz itz such a drag, yea, u heard me, itz such a drag going for band...
And meet pple with attitude problems, fuyo, takleh angkat dok....
Speaking of takleh angkat*cannot carry*, I'm so close to giving up on d tuba seh...
Missing my eupho like crazy liaoz.... Eupho!!! Where r u!!! Hahakz.....
But nvm la... 25 more days onli rite... Can't be DAT bad.......
On dis coming Saturday, my band is gonna have an exchange with Yuhua and 6 other schools...
And I really really mean it wen i say their bands have d words GOLD on dem oleady....
Seriously lohz, compare dem to my band... Gez my band would be d one laughed at....
I still take it as if my band is a silver band... Cuz datz d standard dat we are having now...
We were very lucky 2 have got Gold previously, now all other neighbourhood school tink we are SOOO good...... I'm going like, "That was two years ago??????"
And summore it was our FIRST gold medal.... and dis year will determine d standard...
If we really ARE a gold medal band, den we can sustain......
But looking at tings, I doubt we'll even have d bravery to say "GOLD".....
Silver is all in my mind now... No more, no less..... Cuz d band has Silver written on it....
For now la.... Well, U nv noe how much a band can change within 25 days....
Hmmmmmz.... Shootz, I forgot 2 talk abt yesterday... Hahakz....
Can ar liddat, sheesh... Okok... Yea, yesterday I went out!!!!
Hahakz... Amazing huh, but i seriously need a break la.....
Anywayz....Yesterday I left at abt 11+, den met Liyana at Tamp Mart bus stop...
Den we left for d mosque ar, coz she wanted 2 pay sumting....
Yar, den we met d rest... Which was Salihin and Dini.....
As usual, Our other frenz were late..... Alfi and Huda was stuck at d Library coz of his card....
And as usual, Jazli was d last to reach there... But he was abit early la...
Can see d improvement.. Hahakz.. Sheesh......
Anywayz, continuing d story.... We went to Bouna Vista coz Alfi wanted 2 pay JAE stuff....
Itz located there coz we wanted 2 go the MOE building... Ar yar....
Den rite... We waited and waited.... Like polyclinic... U muz take number.....
In the end, it took us abt half an hour there..... And we left for Woodlands...
Wat did we do there? Walk2 at Causeway point for awhile.....
See all d fast food restaurants were full.... So we decided to go Marsiling.....
*ok, i noe wat song 2 put on my blog liao.. wahahah... Obesessions.....*
At marsiling, we ate at the food court S11.... I ate Chicken Cutlet.....
Whoa, I was full by the time i finished..... Den Salihin had 2 send dini home.....
Wen we were done eating and all... Alfi and Huda had 2 leave for home EARLY....
For sum reason, which i dun wanna noe wy.. dun ask me....
Ermz, Den Me, Liyana, Siqin and Jazli went to Causeway point, AGAIN.....
Wahahakz, cam fun g2 yek.... =P Hahakz....
Anwayz... Siqin wanted 2 buy for her anak sedare a present.....
Den we searched high and low.... And at last found dis shop......
She settled for this cute bear with d word "April" printed on d belly....
Hahakz, so kiut ar i tell u.....
Yupz.... Den Salihin called, He wanted 2 "walk walk" at city hall......
So we headed down 2 city hall on a train.... Yeaz... A VERY long journey....
Bare in mind, I didn't sit for a LONG LONG time... Hahakz....
Wen we reached City Hall.... We went ToiToi... Den I sat down near d control station...
Waited and waited for Salihin...
And finally he came.... Yupz.... Ample time for me 2 rest awhile.....
At last we walked.... yea, i mean, really walk.....
Walked to Suntec there, but in d middle......
We couldn't make up our minds to where we should go....
I was like "Marina Mandrine arrrr...."
And Liyana was like "Ader banyak Renovation la.... Takde bende"
Den we tink n tink n tink...... In th end we settled for Suntec City.....
Hahakz... We walked around suntec city..... And after tired of walking...
We sat down in macdonalds..... We juz drank water.... Talk2 abt suffz....
Yeapz... Den we decided to go home..... Den we said gdbye to Siqin at d MRT station...
Den me, Liyana and salihin Took a train home.......
The excitement didn't end there... For we found entertainment of our own...
Hahakz..... There was dis one particular person we kept looking at....
Trust me, he was SCARY.....>.<..... His head was detached from his neck....
OMG... Datz like scary lohz... And he was SLEEPING!.... HE kept swaying left to right....
He was slouching... And his head touched his legs summore.... Reminds me Frankinstien actually..
Hahakz, damn fiq is bad... =P.... Den me and Liyana gave dis "human" a name la....
The Detached headed MRT guy..... Coz he was scary la.... EEEEkkkk!!!!
hahakz.... Me and Liyana tinks dat he might be living at Pasir Ris la...
Coz he didn't get off d train at Tampines.... Oh yar, At tampines....
In that cargo.... No one except him was sitting there....wah kaoz.....
Den we got off d train, he was physically awake but mentally sleeping... wahahah....
Kewlz huh, muz learn from him sumday.. .Kekez......
Anywayz.... We missed the 1st 291 bus.... which left us there for like 20 mins?
Dunno ar, quite long.... Hahakz, Liyana, so much for "No-Evil-Day"... Kept saying evil stuff....
And I had 2 constantly remind her... wahahaha...ish3.... noti2 ar.... =P
And yes, finally the BUS came... wahahahah.... And we were off to home....
Yupz.... End of out adventure....
When I reached home.... I quickly pray... And settle every debt i had....
Den I relaxed... Hahakz.... Lynn gave me a missed call... And I called her....
I talked 2 her for abt 45 mins liddat ar... Yar.... kewlz...
She told me wat she did for d day and all.... Btw lynn, ur not fat la... trust me...
I'm d one hu's so thin.. hahakz... One day we meet den u see la kkz?
Hahakz... Yeaz.... After dat she wanted 2 eat and her HP batt was dead...
So we stopped talking on d phone.... Den I went online.....
Nuriah was there.... She's my sis ok.. hahakz, dun play2... =P
Yeaz... Den we chat n chat, got bored with chatting... Den we talked on d phone....
With Ellyssa, Salihin, Nuriah and ME! hahakz......
Den we talk n talk.... Sampai Taufiq Becak... Hahakz, all tankz to In for dat... =P
Sheesh..... Den Ellyssa sang Singapore Rhap... I sang my part... wahahaha... =X
Sheesh.... Wabakz.... Den after dat my sis wanna use d phone...
My sis was damn impatient lohz, she was practically shouting like nobody's business...
Wahahaha.... Den my Nuriah, keep telling me dat "U forgot one more thing" wah kaoz....
Dat was like, never ending de lohz... Sheesh.....
Anywayz, At last i got off d phone to my sister's relief.. hahakz....
I was getting on her nerves manz...*Sori sis!!!!*
Den I got back online... Sent Riah some band songs.... While Chatting to Jihan....
Me and Jihan have been Greatest buddiez! hahakz... Aint dat kewl or wat.....
Frenz forever manz... yupz... =D Den we chat2.......
She got Presentation 2day, good luck jihan!!!! go jihan go!!! hahakz..
Cheer Leadin Again... =P Sheesh.... per jek, takde Pom Pom ar.....
Even Though my tuba makes d Pom Pom sound... =X
Yeaz..... Den i was very very tired.... Decided to sleep... Den I remembered 2 sms Riah...
She waited for me for like 30 mins? Heez, sori sis!!!! =X
Hmmmmm I've got noting more to write abt.....*YAYZ!!!!* hahakz.... I've written alot oleady de lohz... Wah seh, My fingers hurt so much liao leh.... Grrrr... Yar..... Well... Till d next time I update... Take carez everyone..... Stay Sharp.....
*Doing something with an empty heart is the same as not doing anything......*
Zupz Zupz!! Bybyez!!! =D
Wazzup wazzup!!! Hahakz.... Yeaz, Fiqz here...
Now, the song ur listening to, juz aint fitting my mood no more....
I've been tinking, wat song should I put on this blog.....
Sumting nice... Fun.... Yet fits my mood..... Tough question...
Yar I noe... Sheesh.... Anywayz, I'll tink abt dat later ar....
For now... Letz juz talk... Yea, TALK.....
NO! dun talk 2 ur screen, u'll probably be called crazy fer dat....
Wat I mean was to interact.... This blog u see... Look around.....
I've got huggiez... Yeaz, couple of hundreds and still going strong huh..
Hahakz, tankz to u guys ar.... yeaz.... =D tankiew so so much for d hugz yea.....
And as for the polls u see on the left of my screens....
Itz not dat I've not read dem ok.... Sheesh...
Many said my entry totally sucked... Well, Tankiew for ur honest feedback...
I'll try 2 keep it more REAL owitez? Yeaz.....
And btw, itz MY life ur talking abt here....
If u dun like it, den dun read it, simple as dat.....
There are also "stuffs" on my blog which u can "play around" with la basicly.....
If u want dose, juz ask me and i'll teach u how 2 get dem aightz? kewlz?
yeapz... Hahakz... I dunno watz wrong with me la.....
Actually 2day was suppose to buy a ticket from my fren....
But she haven contact me yet, so i have no idea ar.....
Yupz.... Most probably I buy d ticket there ar.... Yupz....
Btw, i'm still not happy with my band leh.... Sure got sum "cock-ups" pple one....
Surely got... Impossible not 2 have... For goodness sake, 25 more days leh....
Get d idea straight into ur heads... 25 days aint long *Yaynezz!*.....
I juz can't wait for d day i dunnid 2 come for band.....
Cuz itz such a drag, yea, u heard me, itz such a drag going for band...
And meet pple with attitude problems, fuyo, takleh angkat dok....
Speaking of takleh angkat*cannot carry*, I'm so close to giving up on d tuba seh...
Missing my eupho like crazy liaoz.... Eupho!!! Where r u!!! Hahakz.....
But nvm la... 25 more days onli rite... Can't be DAT bad.......
On dis coming Saturday, my band is gonna have an exchange with Yuhua and 6 other schools...
And I really really mean it wen i say their bands have d words GOLD on dem oleady....
Seriously lohz, compare dem to my band... Gez my band would be d one laughed at....
I still take it as if my band is a silver band... Cuz datz d standard dat we are having now...
We were very lucky 2 have got Gold previously, now all other neighbourhood school tink we are SOOO good...... I'm going like, "That was two years ago??????"
And summore it was our FIRST gold medal.... and dis year will determine d standard...
If we really ARE a gold medal band, den we can sustain......
But looking at tings, I doubt we'll even have d bravery to say "GOLD".....
Silver is all in my mind now... No more, no less..... Cuz d band has Silver written on it....
For now la.... Well, U nv noe how much a band can change within 25 days....
Hmmmmmz.... Shootz, I forgot 2 talk abt yesterday... Hahakz....
Can ar liddat, sheesh... Okok... Yea, yesterday I went out!!!!
Hahakz... Amazing huh, but i seriously need a break la.....
Anywayz....Yesterday I left at abt 11+, den met Liyana at Tamp Mart bus stop...
Den we left for d mosque ar, coz she wanted 2 pay sumting....
Yar, den we met d rest... Which was Salihin and Dini.....
As usual, Our other frenz were late..... Alfi and Huda was stuck at d Library coz of his card....
And as usual, Jazli was d last to reach there... But he was abit early la...
Can see d improvement.. Hahakz.. Sheesh......
Anywayz, continuing d story.... We went to Bouna Vista coz Alfi wanted 2 pay JAE stuff....
Itz located there coz we wanted 2 go the MOE building... Ar yar....
Den rite... We waited and waited.... Like polyclinic... U muz take number.....
In the end, it took us abt half an hour there..... And we left for Woodlands...
Wat did we do there? Walk2 at Causeway point for awhile.....
See all d fast food restaurants were full.... So we decided to go Marsiling.....
*ok, i noe wat song 2 put on my blog liao.. wahahah... Obesessions.....*
At marsiling, we ate at the food court S11.... I ate Chicken Cutlet.....
Whoa, I was full by the time i finished..... Den Salihin had 2 send dini home.....
Wen we were done eating and all... Alfi and Huda had 2 leave for home EARLY....
For sum reason, which i dun wanna noe wy.. dun ask me....
Ermz, Den Me, Liyana, Siqin and Jazli went to Causeway point, AGAIN.....
Wahahakz, cam fun g2 yek.... =P Hahakz....
Anwayz... Siqin wanted 2 buy for her anak sedare a present.....
Den we searched high and low.... And at last found dis shop......
She settled for this cute bear with d word "April" printed on d belly....
Hahakz, so kiut ar i tell u.....
Yupz.... Den Salihin called, He wanted 2 "walk walk" at city hall......
So we headed down 2 city hall on a train.... Yeaz... A VERY long journey....
Bare in mind, I didn't sit for a LONG LONG time... Hahakz....
Wen we reached City Hall.... We went ToiToi... Den I sat down near d control station...
Waited and waited for Salihin...
And finally he came.... Yupz.... Ample time for me 2 rest awhile.....
At last we walked.... yea, i mean, really walk.....
Walked to Suntec there, but in d middle......
We couldn't make up our minds to where we should go....
I was like "Marina Mandrine arrrr...."
And Liyana was like "Ader banyak Renovation la.... Takde bende"
Den we tink n tink n tink...... In th end we settled for Suntec City.....
Hahakz... We walked around suntec city..... And after tired of walking...
We sat down in macdonalds..... We juz drank water.... Talk2 abt suffz....
Yeapz... Den we decided to go home..... Den we said gdbye to Siqin at d MRT station...
Den me, Liyana and salihin Took a train home.......
The excitement didn't end there... For we found entertainment of our own...
Hahakz..... There was dis one particular person we kept looking at....
Trust me, he was SCARY.....>.<..... His head was detached from his neck....
OMG... Datz like scary lohz... And he was SLEEPING!.... HE kept swaying left to right....
He was slouching... And his head touched his legs summore.... Reminds me Frankinstien actually..
Hahakz, damn fiq is bad... =P.... Den me and Liyana gave dis "human" a name la....
The Detached headed MRT guy..... Coz he was scary la.... EEEEkkkk!!!!
hahakz.... Me and Liyana tinks dat he might be living at Pasir Ris la...
Coz he didn't get off d train at Tampines.... Oh yar, At tampines....
In that cargo.... No one except him was sitting there....wah kaoz.....
Den we got off d train, he was physically awake but mentally sleeping... wahahah....
Kewlz huh, muz learn from him sumday.. .Kekez......
Anywayz.... We missed the 1st 291 bus.... which left us there for like 20 mins?
Dunno ar, quite long.... Hahakz, Liyana, so much for "No-Evil-Day"... Kept saying evil stuff....
And I had 2 constantly remind her... wahahaha...ish3.... noti2 ar.... =P
And yes, finally the BUS came... wahahahah.... And we were off to home....
Yupz.... End of out adventure....
When I reached home.... I quickly pray... And settle every debt i had....
Den I relaxed... Hahakz.... Lynn gave me a missed call... And I called her....
I talked 2 her for abt 45 mins liddat ar... Yar.... kewlz...
She told me wat she did for d day and all.... Btw lynn, ur not fat la... trust me...
I'm d one hu's so thin.. hahakz... One day we meet den u see la kkz?
Hahakz... Yeaz.... After dat she wanted 2 eat and her HP batt was dead...
So we stopped talking on d phone.... Den I went online.....
Nuriah was there.... She's my sis ok.. hahakz, dun play2... =P
Yeaz... Den we chat n chat, got bored with chatting... Den we talked on d phone....
With Ellyssa, Salihin, Nuriah and ME! hahakz......
Den we talk n talk.... Sampai Taufiq Becak... Hahakz, all tankz to In for dat... =P
Sheesh..... Den Ellyssa sang Singapore Rhap... I sang my part... wahahaha... =X
Sheesh.... Wabakz.... Den after dat my sis wanna use d phone...
My sis was damn impatient lohz, she was practically shouting like nobody's business...
Wahahaha.... Den my Nuriah, keep telling me dat "U forgot one more thing" wah kaoz....
Dat was like, never ending de lohz... Sheesh.....
Anywayz, At last i got off d phone to my sister's relief.. hahakz....
I was getting on her nerves manz...*Sori sis!!!!*
Den I got back online... Sent Riah some band songs.... While Chatting to Jihan....
Me and Jihan have been Greatest buddiez! hahakz... Aint dat kewl or wat.....
Frenz forever manz... yupz... =D Den we chat2.......
She got Presentation 2day, good luck jihan!!!! go jihan go!!! hahakz..
Cheer Leadin Again... =P Sheesh.... per jek, takde Pom Pom ar.....
Even Though my tuba makes d Pom Pom sound... =X
Yeaz..... Den i was very very tired.... Decided to sleep... Den I remembered 2 sms Riah...
She waited for me for like 30 mins? Heez, sori sis!!!! =X
Hmmmmm I've got noting more to write abt.....*YAYZ!!!!* hahakz.... I've written alot oleady de lohz... Wah seh, My fingers hurt so much liao leh.... Grrrr... Yar..... Well... Till d next time I update... Take carez everyone..... Stay Sharp.....
*Doing something with an empty heart is the same as not doing anything......*
Zupz Zupz!! Bybyez!!! =D
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Dear Bloggie!!!!
Heyyyyy!!!! Gez wat! I got a new name for myself..... Hahakz...
Sorta Of an upgrade ar from d last time.... Now DIS is now...
Hahakz... Damn new... New-er Den u can ever Imagine.....
I present to u..... SuperFiqz! Yeaz, u heard me right... Itz SuperFiqz....
I juz realised... All dis while... Loves making me blur......
Juz blur n blur... Hahakz.. Yeaz... Now I've come out of my shell....
And evolved to SuperFiqz.... With a mind all so clear.....
I'm ready to destroy all my fears....
I mean, cumon, Dis year damn important for me....
And I aint gonna let aniting stop me from letting me be wat i want...
Datz right... I heard me... Wooohooooo..... No more hiccups aniwhere..
This Fiqz is all Charged up and ready ta go... The Ranger way.....
Hahakz....
Many may not see dis.... And dey tell me to grow up.....
Dey even laugh at me.... But gez wat, No one messes with my style....
Power Rangers Rox manz.... Especially the new series....
Dose pple hu dun really like power rangers are juz jumping to conclusions all too fast....
Dey take it dat itz childish.... Obviously itz childish rite? Itz a Kids Show, Like DUH?!
But wat I'm trying to say here is dat, Power Rangers or not... There's still a kid inside us..
In Our hearts... There's a child.... U can nv be 100% mature... U juz noe u can't.....
Even though how much u mature, the past will still stick with u.....
And as for me... I've connected Power Rangers to my life.....
I lurve helping pple.... And d reason is simple..... I lurve making pple happy....
Itz like saving pple from depression... And with dat aim....
U need a strong confidence in urself before u can go all out to help....
By every problem i solve... I gain experience and improve myself....
Which makes me a better person.... Itz not like I'm turning bad or wat rite???
Oh yar... Hahakz... This super Duper Fiqz wanna talk abt SYF.....
Yupz... The Singapore Youth Festival........
As many of u should noe, (if u dunno, shame shame, call urself frenz, hmphz) Hahakz....
I'm taking part in SYF dis year... And its my 2nd time... Woohoo... Hahakz...
But still, feeling the nervousness in D air...
Yeaz... Itz cuz of ALOT ALOT of tings lohz... Hahakz...
yeaz... 1stly, my band is SO NOT ready to go for SYF yet....
With all d mistakes repeated over n over n over n over n over n over again......
I tink i'll tink abt being a band instructor three times 1st....
hahakz....
Anywayz... My SYF is on d 1st day..... Which is on the 11th of April....
And gez wat, my band is d 6th band 2 perform... Wah kaoz....
Crazy rite? Sum day itz good, sum say itz bad... I have no idea....
Sheesh.... Damn scary lohz.... I really aim for a gold again....
Budden my heart keep telling me dat we'll get silver... ishq, dunno ar....
By the way, next week I got band exchange at Yuhua with 8 GIANT bands....
Wen i say GIANT, i mean dose power power like crazy bands ar.....
Dun play play... Damn crazy pple.... our band can nv meet their standards ar....
They damn good oleady lohz... *Brrrrr* scary manz.....
But Anywayz, yea, I'm sure we're gonna do our best! *prays hard*....
I got band practice next week too... They're on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday....
From 7.30am to 11am.... Still morning, wah kaoz... siao rite.... sheesh...
Hahakz..... There goes my opportunity of waking up late... haish.....
But nvm la.... Muz train on waking up early... Later whole body ache i die....
Hahakz.... Yupz..... Speaking of training... I've been doing sum training 2 my body...
Hahakz... Dunno wy ar, juz wanna feel STRONGGGG..... wahahaha.....
I've been doing dumb bells... 50 per arm.... Yupz.... And Push ups...
I wanna do loads of push ups.... Cuz i noe it may come in handy in NS....
Heeheez... Plan early huh, U bet... After d doc told me i had a small body....
Noting can stop me from having a big body.... wahahahhaa....
Itz juz dat, wen pple associate me as "thin" or "kurusss" itz quite irritatin after time....
And i realised.... Dat i gotta do sumting to myself..... And NO, not by taking drugz....
Sheesh, wat were u tinkin huh....=P Ishq..... I'll juz exercise more...........
Eat more.... And do more push ups... Sit-ups.... All dose kinds ar.....
Till my body finally breaks down... yay! hahakz... no la... wat onli....
Hmmmmmm... I tink i'll stop here for 2day ar.... Dunno wat else to write abt also... Hahakz.... At least I've updated... Well, not my best entry ever i may say, budden I juz wrote wat comes to mind..... Oh yar, I'd like to tank my frenz for being there... ermz, Nuriah, Norfazlynna, Ashraf, Fairuz... And erm, dose hu have helped me alot yar... Tankiew!!! Till den, Take carez Peepz!
Letz get SUPER! Be SuperFiqz! *Zuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupz!*
Heyyyyy!!!! Gez wat! I got a new name for myself..... Hahakz...
Sorta Of an upgrade ar from d last time.... Now DIS is now...
Hahakz... Damn new... New-er Den u can ever Imagine.....
I present to u..... SuperFiqz! Yeaz, u heard me right... Itz SuperFiqz....
I juz realised... All dis while... Loves making me blur......
Juz blur n blur... Hahakz.. Yeaz... Now I've come out of my shell....
And evolved to SuperFiqz.... With a mind all so clear.....
I'm ready to destroy all my fears....
I mean, cumon, Dis year damn important for me....
And I aint gonna let aniting stop me from letting me be wat i want...
Datz right... I heard me... Wooohooooo..... No more hiccups aniwhere..
This Fiqz is all Charged up and ready ta go... The Ranger way.....
Hahakz....
Many may not see dis.... And dey tell me to grow up.....
Dey even laugh at me.... But gez wat, No one messes with my style....
Power Rangers Rox manz.... Especially the new series....
Dose pple hu dun really like power rangers are juz jumping to conclusions all too fast....
Dey take it dat itz childish.... Obviously itz childish rite? Itz a Kids Show, Like DUH?!
But wat I'm trying to say here is dat, Power Rangers or not... There's still a kid inside us..
In Our hearts... There's a child.... U can nv be 100% mature... U juz noe u can't.....
Even though how much u mature, the past will still stick with u.....
And as for me... I've connected Power Rangers to my life.....
I lurve helping pple.... And d reason is simple..... I lurve making pple happy....
Itz like saving pple from depression... And with dat aim....
U need a strong confidence in urself before u can go all out to help....
By every problem i solve... I gain experience and improve myself....
Which makes me a better person.... Itz not like I'm turning bad or wat rite???
Oh yar... Hahakz... This super Duper Fiqz wanna talk abt SYF.....
Yupz... The Singapore Youth Festival........
As many of u should noe, (if u dunno, shame shame, call urself frenz, hmphz) Hahakz....
I'm taking part in SYF dis year... And its my 2nd time... Woohoo... Hahakz...
But still, feeling the nervousness in D air...
Yeaz... Itz cuz of ALOT ALOT of tings lohz... Hahakz...
yeaz... 1stly, my band is SO NOT ready to go for SYF yet....
With all d mistakes repeated over n over n over n over n over n over again......
I tink i'll tink abt being a band instructor three times 1st....
hahakz....
Anywayz... My SYF is on d 1st day..... Which is on the 11th of April....
And gez wat, my band is d 6th band 2 perform... Wah kaoz....
Crazy rite? Sum day itz good, sum say itz bad... I have no idea....
Sheesh.... Damn scary lohz.... I really aim for a gold again....
Budden my heart keep telling me dat we'll get silver... ishq, dunno ar....
By the way, next week I got band exchange at Yuhua with 8 GIANT bands....
Wen i say GIANT, i mean dose power power like crazy bands ar.....
Dun play play... Damn crazy pple.... our band can nv meet their standards ar....
They damn good oleady lohz... *Brrrrr* scary manz.....
But Anywayz, yea, I'm sure we're gonna do our best! *prays hard*....
I got band practice next week too... They're on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday....
From 7.30am to 11am.... Still morning, wah kaoz... siao rite.... sheesh...
Hahakz..... There goes my opportunity of waking up late... haish.....
But nvm la.... Muz train on waking up early... Later whole body ache i die....
Hahakz.... Yupz..... Speaking of training... I've been doing sum training 2 my body...
Hahakz... Dunno wy ar, juz wanna feel STRONGGGG..... wahahaha.....
I've been doing dumb bells... 50 per arm.... Yupz.... And Push ups...
I wanna do loads of push ups.... Cuz i noe it may come in handy in NS....
Heeheez... Plan early huh, U bet... After d doc told me i had a small body....
Noting can stop me from having a big body.... wahahahhaa....
Itz juz dat, wen pple associate me as "thin" or "kurusss" itz quite irritatin after time....
And i realised.... Dat i gotta do sumting to myself..... And NO, not by taking drugz....
Sheesh, wat were u tinkin huh....=P Ishq..... I'll juz exercise more...........
Eat more.... And do more push ups... Sit-ups.... All dose kinds ar.....
Till my body finally breaks down... yay! hahakz... no la... wat onli....
Hmmmmmm... I tink i'll stop here for 2day ar.... Dunno wat else to write abt also... Hahakz.... At least I've updated... Well, not my best entry ever i may say, budden I juz wrote wat comes to mind..... Oh yar, I'd like to tank my frenz for being there... ermz, Nuriah, Norfazlynna, Ashraf, Fairuz... And erm, dose hu have helped me alot yar... Tankiew!!! Till den, Take carez Peepz!
Letz get SUPER! Be SuperFiqz! *Zuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupz!*
Friday, March 04, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
HeyLoz Everyoneeeeee.... =D I welcum U all back 2 my blog...
Hehez, sheesh, So grand for wat ryt... =P
Okok... Chill chill.... Itz not raining, so kinda hot... But juz CHill Anywayz....
D previous post, I wrote abt dis guy, and i threw his shoe and stuff rite?
D day after dat, he came to me and Apologise... I was like "datz it?"
Hahakz, Obviously I didn't day dat la, If i did, my head wun be on my neck....
SO yar... Datz how it ended... I was like damn scared d day b4.....
Scared for noting... Sheesh kebab tol... Hahakz....
Anywayz.... Yar..... Datz d most interesting ting datz been happenin 2 me...
Okaiyz.... 2 dayz have passed since I wrote that on top of there....
I realised sumting.... Which not many really realised b4.....
LIfe...... Wat is life..... In terms of words.....
Itz d time wen u take ur 1st breath to the time u take ur last breath....
Apart from this direct meaning.... Life is very wide.....
And sumone's fate determines on the person....
What's gonna happen 2 the person, Is all the person's responsibilities.....
Some feel life is very meaningful, while others juz feel life sucks....
Well actually... Like i said, itz how u look at it.....
In times of danger, where everyting goes wrong, Noting seems to get better...
U juz feel everyting is ur fault.... U blame urself for ur existence....
U feel ur useless and worthless.... And u dun wish 2 live on animore....
I personally feel dat, d time u die is onli determined by Allah....
Ur allowed 2 live longer, use the opportunity to reflect on wat u've done....
Not to blame urself in d process, but to tink, tink abt dose pple hu meant alot 2 u...
Tink abt wat u can do in the future... Tink abt d problems in d past, and how u handled it...
Every problem has itz answer, are u willing to find it or juz ignore it.....
I'd like to use d Tsunami disaster as an example.....
Many died in that killer wave, unexpectedly too....
Many had families waiting for them back at home.....
Only to find out their loved ones had perished in the disaster....
Many parents hu died too.... And left the child with no parents...
They have no one to turn to... They can just hope they can survive....
Many lost husbands.... fathers..... The people hu earn a living for the family...
They have gone too... Now the family has no support.....
What I'm trying to preach out here is dat, each and everyone of u is important...
In sum way or another, there's a reason for u 2 live.....
Maybe u tink u can make d world better by killing urself.....
Ur just adding to d total number of death, and itz not a natural death too....
In 1556, China, An earthquake stroke..... And gez wat, 830,000 people died.....
The number of people comitting suicide due 2 depression has also increased....
Please, dun let it be one of u..... If u need counselling, come to me..... I'll give u advice...
I can help, but u muz do ur part too.... If ur alive, U've got a reason for being alive....
HeyLoz Everyoneeeeee.... =D I welcum U all back 2 my blog...
Hehez, sheesh, So grand for wat ryt... =P
Okok... Chill chill.... Itz not raining, so kinda hot... But juz CHill Anywayz....
D previous post, I wrote abt dis guy, and i threw his shoe and stuff rite?
D day after dat, he came to me and Apologise... I was like "datz it?"
Hahakz, Obviously I didn't day dat la, If i did, my head wun be on my neck....
SO yar... Datz how it ended... I was like damn scared d day b4.....
Scared for noting... Sheesh kebab tol... Hahakz....
Anywayz.... Yar..... Datz d most interesting ting datz been happenin 2 me...
Okaiyz.... 2 dayz have passed since I wrote that on top of there....
I realised sumting.... Which not many really realised b4.....
LIfe...... Wat is life..... In terms of words.....
Itz d time wen u take ur 1st breath to the time u take ur last breath....
Apart from this direct meaning.... Life is very wide.....
And sumone's fate determines on the person....
What's gonna happen 2 the person, Is all the person's responsibilities.....
Some feel life is very meaningful, while others juz feel life sucks....
Well actually... Like i said, itz how u look at it.....
In times of danger, where everyting goes wrong, Noting seems to get better...
U juz feel everyting is ur fault.... U blame urself for ur existence....
U feel ur useless and worthless.... And u dun wish 2 live on animore....
I personally feel dat, d time u die is onli determined by Allah....
Ur allowed 2 live longer, use the opportunity to reflect on wat u've done....
Not to blame urself in d process, but to tink, tink abt dose pple hu meant alot 2 u...
Tink abt wat u can do in the future... Tink abt d problems in d past, and how u handled it...
Every problem has itz answer, are u willing to find it or juz ignore it.....
I'd like to use d Tsunami disaster as an example.....
Many died in that killer wave, unexpectedly too....
Many had families waiting for them back at home.....
Only to find out their loved ones had perished in the disaster....
Many parents hu died too.... And left the child with no parents...
They have no one to turn to... They can just hope they can survive....
Many lost husbands.... fathers..... The people hu earn a living for the family...
They have gone too... Now the family has no support.....
What I'm trying to preach out here is dat, each and everyone of u is important...
In sum way or another, there's a reason for u 2 live.....
Maybe u tink u can make d world better by killing urself.....
Ur just adding to d total number of death, and itz not a natural death too....
In 1556, China, An earthquake stroke..... And gez wat, 830,000 people died.....
The number of people comitting suicide due 2 depression has also increased....
Please, dun let it be one of u..... If u need counselling, come to me..... I'll give u advice...
I can help, but u muz do ur part too.... If ur alive, U've got a reason for being alive....
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Dear Bloggie.....
Let me see..... I did one crazy ting 2day.... Which I didn't noe wy i did..
Sumone Kicked his shoe onto my private part, which obviously gotta hurt...
I grab d shoe, and threw it down... I was on d 3rd storey btw....
Den d shoe dropped all d way down... And there was d teacher...
He saw it, den he scolded dat sumone...
After dat, he came into my class, and pushed my around....
Of cuz I didn't do aniting ar, Juz stared at me, and I stare back...
Can't wait to see watz gonna happen tml.... Will i be punished?
Sumhow, I lurve d feeling.. hahakz... I noe, I've gone crazee... kekez...
Oh well, Wat 2 do... D exam stress getting to me liaoz.....
Oh yar, I got POA test tml.. Woohooo, kewlz... And I noe noting....
I wanna do my reading log entry persh.. Yupz... Datz halfway done...
So I gez I'm gonna juz pray after dis... And start with POA.....
Haiyoi.... One ting also i dunno seh... Grrrrr.....
Haiz... I'm missing sumone now... Sumone special.....
I dunno if she'd be reading dis la... But itz ok....
I juz miss her loads.... Yupz.... Hope she's alrite.....
Anywayz.... I got $20 juz coz I got a B4 for maths....
My parents gave me... WADDA... hahakz....
Dey said, If I get A1 or A2, I'll get $50.......
Datz like WOW lohz... Hahakz.... I'm gonna take Malay O levels soon....
Damn damn damn Scary lohz.... Sheesh.... Almost peed in my pants for dat.....
For my maths, I was kinda disheartened ar.... Was hopin 2 get B3...
Den got B4... Haizzzz..... Stress.... But itz ok, I'm juz gonna retake it again and
do Better... =D Yup yupz....
My science now is abit unstable..... Physics quite good, Chemistry quite bad....
Grrr.... Combine both and I juz pass my comb maths.... Grrrrrr *Gahhh*
>.<
Oh yeaz, I performin tml for d Apex tingy in my school... wat a waste of time....
Stupid principal... Damn new to being a Principal, wanna take our school....
Datz so unfair... We want an experienced Principal like ME! cheyy
hahakz... Insya Allah....
Btw, I keep tinking abt wat I wanna be.... Itz like alot alot lohz....
Counsellor.. Coz I wanna help pple and make pple happy and stuff...
Comedian, For sum reason i find myself amusing....
Actor, I'm damn dramatic u noe... Hahakz.... Maybe in kids central la yea?
Musician, I LURVE MUSIC!!! Hahakz, EUPHONIUM ROX!!!! sheesh...>.<
For now, all dis ar... Hahakz, yar... =X I dunno la.....
Confused now... Brain like rojak ar.... Kekez.....
Ah well... Wat to do, juz follow d flow.....
OK! I've come 2 d end of my entry... Hope u guys are still awake....Till Den.... Take carez and have a very great day!
Fiqz OUT! =D
Let me see..... I did one crazy ting 2day.... Which I didn't noe wy i did..
Sumone Kicked his shoe onto my private part, which obviously gotta hurt...
I grab d shoe, and threw it down... I was on d 3rd storey btw....
Den d shoe dropped all d way down... And there was d teacher...
He saw it, den he scolded dat sumone...
After dat, he came into my class, and pushed my around....
Of cuz I didn't do aniting ar, Juz stared at me, and I stare back...
Can't wait to see watz gonna happen tml.... Will i be punished?
Sumhow, I lurve d feeling.. hahakz... I noe, I've gone crazee... kekez...
Oh well, Wat 2 do... D exam stress getting to me liaoz.....
Oh yar, I got POA test tml.. Woohooo, kewlz... And I noe noting....
I wanna do my reading log entry persh.. Yupz... Datz halfway done...
So I gez I'm gonna juz pray after dis... And start with POA.....
Haiyoi.... One ting also i dunno seh... Grrrrr.....
Haiz... I'm missing sumone now... Sumone special.....
I dunno if she'd be reading dis la... But itz ok....
I juz miss her loads.... Yupz.... Hope she's alrite.....
Anywayz.... I got $20 juz coz I got a B4 for maths....
My parents gave me... WADDA... hahakz....
Dey said, If I get A1 or A2, I'll get $50.......
Datz like WOW lohz... Hahakz.... I'm gonna take Malay O levels soon....
Damn damn damn Scary lohz.... Sheesh.... Almost peed in my pants for dat.....
For my maths, I was kinda disheartened ar.... Was hopin 2 get B3...
Den got B4... Haizzzz..... Stress.... But itz ok, I'm juz gonna retake it again and
do Better... =D Yup yupz....
My science now is abit unstable..... Physics quite good, Chemistry quite bad....
Grrr.... Combine both and I juz pass my comb maths.... Grrrrrr *Gahhh*
>.<
Oh yeaz, I performin tml for d Apex tingy in my school... wat a waste of time....
Stupid principal... Damn new to being a Principal, wanna take our school....
Datz so unfair... We want an experienced Principal like ME! cheyy
hahakz... Insya Allah....
Btw, I keep tinking abt wat I wanna be.... Itz like alot alot lohz....
Counsellor.. Coz I wanna help pple and make pple happy and stuff...
Comedian, For sum reason i find myself amusing....
Actor, I'm damn dramatic u noe... Hahakz.... Maybe in kids central la yea?
Musician, I LURVE MUSIC!!! Hahakz, EUPHONIUM ROX!!!! sheesh...>.<
For now, all dis ar... Hahakz, yar... =X I dunno la.....
Confused now... Brain like rojak ar.... Kekez.....
Ah well... Wat to do, juz follow d flow.....
OK! I've come 2 d end of my entry... Hope u guys are still awake....Till Den.... Take carez and have a very great day!
Fiqz OUT! =D
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