Dear Bloggie...

Ok... I haven't been updating dutifully... Hahakz...
Yea, I've been LAZY... as sumone assumed i was.. Hahakz...
Hmphz...
Itz ok...
Anywayz...
I still haven got a job....
Damn frustrated now...
Waiting for dem to call is like hopeless oleady...
Itz been a week oleady..
Dat just underlined d fact dat I wun get d job...FINE...
Sheesh...

But seriously I need income...
Not gonna slug d whole day in front of a comp...
Or maybe afew comps...
This is BORING.... so seriously....
I bet there are others in my shoes now too...
Dey are also BORED....
Haiz....
Why izzit so hard 2 get a part time job?
Freaking idiots taking up our space....
Maybe I'll try after the N level results have been announced..
Pray hard dey wun continue working and open up places for me...
I still wanna work at dat Toys"R"Us place leh....
Haiz...........
I dowan anywhere else....
That place so far is like d best lohz...
Urgh....
Got toys, got kids, d pay is good, itz fun to work....
ARGHHHH.....
Remembered d time i was SOOO confident dat i would get it....
Now I'm damn confident I wun get it liao....
Pathetic, seriously pathetic....
Should I go look for other jobs?
Lemmi see, I tink itz oleady too late liao....
Most of d places would be taken up by pple....
People hu are in my shoes yet got lucky 2 get d job....
*damn dem*

So much for wanting to get a job dis holidays...
My dreams are just SMASHED.... darn....
And yea, I AM DESPERATE FOR A JOB....
Gah....

*not finished, playin game now...*

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie.....

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... Yeapz....
Itz been more den a month since I last updated rite...
Hahakz... Kinda lazy to update oleady la...
Dunno wy...
Anywayz....
Life has been boring...
Yupz..
BORING...
Haiz....

I want a job....
This Toys"R"Us Haven call me...
I just feel like mgzing dat manager and ask if i'm in anot...
Haiz...
I want dat job so badly.... =[....
Haish....
Nvm la...
K la...
Datz all...
Dun feel like writing long long liao.. byez...

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Okaiyz... Itz been quite a long time since I've had a decent update...
So I give u all face la hor... =X Heez...
Anywayz....
Last week was d start of my O levels....
Excited? well, i was nervous actually....
But ok la...
O levels kinda stinked for now....
My heart pumpin blood all over d body so fast...
Wat a rush...
I've been studying with my lovely sis Christie...
Hahakz...
Luck wasn't by our side for d whole week u see....
We've been studying at mac 2 weeks before Os until now....
And before the day of exam...
We "pia" like crazy....
Hahakz...
And during d exams, watever we studied didn't come out....
Such a turn off sia...
Itz not just one sub u noe...
But ALL subs for d whole of d week....

Lucky for me, maths was EASY....
Hahakz... Confident sia... yea....
I pray hard to get that A1 I longed for...
It will come true... PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
As for my science, I'm banking on my practicals...
Theory for science was not good... not good at all... Haiz....
Same goes for SS....
Must "pia" GEOGRAPHY liao.... Haiz....
Geog is on wednesday....
Wah damn scared.....
But confident coz i noe watz gonna come out, confirmed with chop and stamp... =D
I'm gonna bank on Agriculture and Environmental Management.....
Thats plan A...
Plan B is Manufacturing and Tourism....
So depends on the question given...
It could either be plan A or plan B...
Which one? I shall choose... =D

Oh yea, I'm gonna take POA also next week...
Haiyoi... Leceh da...
I stink in POA u noe....
Itz like, wat I noe, I noe very well....
Wat I dunno, I dunno at all....
So itz either a win-win situation on a lose-lose situation lohz.....
Pray hard i'm in a win win situation...
Coz looking at things, I really need dat POA grade....

I just got back home from mugging at mac with my sis....
Today I did POA...
Control accounts.....
Incomplete records I tink...
Izzit d same? Dunno leh... Hahakz... Sheesh....
And I'm havin my exams next week...*gah*
Nvm nvm....
Alot can be done in 2 days.... =P *I hope*
So yea...

Kz, datz d study part...
Now for d relaxed part....
here we go!

Yesterday, which is a saturday...
Me and my buddies go Jalan Raye! Hahakz...
It basically means visiting pple la... Yea...
Ok den....
I woke up at around 8+....
Forced myself back to bed, just to find out I can't...
So I got up and watched tv.....
All the way till 9.45 liddat....
I started to get ready....
Wear my blue cultural costume(I tink)....
Comb my hair...
My pockets were filled to the max sia... Hahakz...
I got four pockets...
1st pocket contained Mp3 player and 8250 hp...
2nd pocket contained tissue paper and 3200 hp...
3rd pocket contained my wallets and erm, collection...
4th pocket contained my digicamera... =D
And wen I walked, felt damn awkward....
Walk as if pockets filled with money... Hahakz...
I quickly got used to it la...

Me, Alfi and salihin met at Alfi's house....
Before goin under Huda's block to take Huda....
Den we went to Bus stop to meet up with Liyana and Jazli...
Omg, Jazli wore pink! Well, ok la... To be honest...
He wore very light purple...
But itz still pink la hor... =X
Anywayz...
We got on d bus and we were on our way to d 1st house...
Which was Siqin's house!
Wen we reached, she wasn't ready yet.....
Den we all teased Jazli... =X Woopz... Heez....
The Mee hoon Goreng damn power sia....
My tongue was fuming... =X damn hot... Hahakz...
we talked and talked...
Till Siqin was ready...
And we left d house at 12.30pm liddat....
We then headed to my Ex's house....
I dunno wy, I kinda felt nervous... hahakz...
So we went from seranggoon to somewhere in one bus....
But we got off d wrong bus stop...
Which made us walk for quite a long distance ar...
The gals wearing high heels were complainin... =X
But they endured and persevered...*awwww, see i so good*..
Hahakz... And finally reached d house....
We went up d lift and searched around for d house....
It was in one secluded corner....
Wen we reached, her frenz were there....
But it wasn't as cramp as I expected it to be la... Heez...
I met her mom and her dad....
My fren wasn't in a good mood at dat time...
Coz his erhem was waiting....
Yea... Sori dude...
Anywayz....
We were invited to eat...
There was lontong... yea...
At 1st everyone was reluctant to eat...
So I made d 1st move lohz....
I must admit, the lontong was super nice....
And d fried chicken was teriffic... =D
Yeaz...
After eatin and all...
I carried all the plates to d kitchen....
That's where she intro me to her mom....
Btw I aint TaufiK Batisah hor... =X
Dis is Taufiq the Fiqz... =D
Yeaaz....
Now her mom noes me...
So yea, kewlz... =D
Den I went back to my frenz and drank tea...
Wen we're done...
I carried the whole stack of glasses myself to the kitchen....
I told her sis not to help....
But since she insisted....
She's my sis too ok... Hahakz....
I gotta do my fair share of work around d house too rite? =D
Heez... yeaz...
Time wasn't by our side so we had to leave....
We said our "Selamat hari raya"s and we were out....
Now I noe how her house looks like... Kewlz... Really nice... =D

Okaiyz... From there... We head to Bukit Panjang!
Itz the house of my fren's erhem.....
We walked all the way to an MRT station....
And took the MRT to Chua Chu Kang(I tink)...
And we took LRT to Senja....
At long last we reached her house.....
Very windy outside her house.... Hahakz...
Wen we went in, most of the walls were covered with mirrors...
Can check my hair literally anywhere...
Even the doors of the toilet were made of mirror.... =P kewl huh...
We took sum pics at the living room....
Most of d pics ware with my fren Alfi....
His cam has loads of pics...
My cam onli abit ar...
After taking pics and all..
We left the house and headed for my fren's house...Jazli.......
Yeapz...

When we reached his house...
The guys went to pray 1st since itz time oleady....
We ate "kuihs" which were very nice....
*It would be nicer without my piercing ulcers, ouch*
Loved the chocolate coated ones... Heez....
Got MnMs also!! Sis!! U should have followed me sia... =P
Anywayz...
After Jazli's house....
We headed to my block....
To Alfi's house....
We same block, diff level onli.. Hahakz...
Yeapz....
At alfi's house...
His relatives were there....
But we just sat at d dining table there....
We ate two types of fried noodles....
One was Bee Hoon... The other one was d yellow noodle...
Yeapz...
Both wen mixed very very nice... His mom is a great cook, seriously...
The guys prayed again, since it was time again.....
We planned to go my house next, but there were pple at my house...
So change of plan, we went to Huda's house....

At her house, we ate Keladi, izzit? Dunno la....
Hahkaz... Sheesh....
We drank tea...
I listened to her sis's school band played in d afternoon.....
Dey played Hari Raya song!! Hahakz.. So cute...
I got loads to comment...
Budden I just keep it to myself la... As long as itz entertaining can le...
So yeaz...
We took more pics....
Posed dis way and dat....
Nice manz....
Kz... After pics, we left for my house.....
Supposedly the last house la....
Ok, to be continued, I write too much liao...
TIRED LAAAAAAAAAAAAA... ahhakz.... bb

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Today is the 29th of October....
Basically my house is now being painted...
And the colour is white.. Hahakz...
Yea I noe.. Kinda ermz... WHIte? =X
Wish my teeth were white sia... =X
Anywayz....

I did Social Studies oleady....
Doing Venice now...
Completing the Rise of Venice...
Den At nite study for my Religous Class Exams tml...
I have no clue watz coming out...
Later I go check the time table ar...
Yupz....
So most probably tonite I not coming online ar....
Coz well, u noe... I gotta study and stuff....
Oh yar, Naq, if u readin dis, U got a new testimonial hor...
On ur other blog, d 2nd one kkz? =D
Heez... Yupz....
Damn I'm bored... Haiz....
My arm hurts sia.... Carried lotz of heavy stuffs...
Very painful u noe... But nvm ar...
Just hope by Monday ok liaoz....
Coz I got Malay O levels paper....
I tink if I get B3 for malay I happy also ar...

But for maths ar.... Damn... I aiming A1 sia...
Hahakz...To me itz not impossible...
Sumhow I believe I can u noe....
Just pray hard d paper is DO-able ar...
Haish... Scared like mouse now...
Hahakz... And as for POA....
Haishhhhhhhhhh....
At most I score for Paper 1....
And do tings which I noe for paper 2....
Datz all....
My frenz all ask me go Jalan Raye on 13th of Nov liaoz....
Which is in d middle of O levels....
Most probably I going la... Coz the next paper is just Geog and POA....
So yeaz.... Can take it ar....

I've got 7 days with exams.... Which spreads out in 15 days...
These are d match satistics before the game....
the game will commence this coming Monday....
All the best to everyone taking O levels!

I LOVE MY...... MY.....
My..........
myyyy............
MYYYYYYYYYYYY...............
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.
.
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EUPHONIUM! hahakz... I aint attached hor.... Stayin single fer a long time... =D

Take carez all!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Okaiyz... I'm back!! But the song on my blog is gone...
Been creating trouble for d readers...
So I decided to keep it off... =D
Anywayz... I woke up pretty late 2day...
And I do mean late.. Hahakz... Manz...
Late as in like 1pm late...
Coz I didn't sleep d whole nite last nite....
Got hooked chatting with an old fren of mine... =D
Yeaz... Been long since I chat with my fren....
So we did sum catching up lohz.. yup yup...
Glad all disputes have been solved...*phew*
Anywayz...

I did POA control account yesterday....
I managed to do most of dem ar...
Having doubts of onli sum tings...
But I'll manage it ar...
Btw sis, after my hari raya, we study at mac hor..
Cheong poa like siao liao... kkz?
Dun get too distracted by him, well, u noe, HIM.. =P
Heez...
Yupz....

6 more days... woohoo....
I so can't wait sia....
Den I'm free from fasting....
I'm not complaining ar...
Itz been a great month so far....
But itz like, I can't seem 2 study without food...
Datz wy I studied at nite...
And as for SS... Hmm...
I'm aiming for Venice...
And erm, education in singapore...
But never merger and seperation...
Hahakz... I hate dat chpter...
Dunno wy ar..
Is Japan industrialisation in?
Damn I forgot.. Hahakz...

Anywayz, peeps, wish me luck for next week's malay paper yar....
I noe i noe... Itz not a cause for concern...
But still...
I'm not good in malay... So I need all d luck I can get aightz?
Kz... kewlz.....
Yupz...
Btw.. I really would like to tank u...
Yea u... For reading my blog...
Without u pple...
I doubt i'd get the inspirtation to write...
I'm forever in debt of ur grattitude.. =D

Well, datz all I'm writing... So.... Yeaaz...
Take carez all...

6 Days more!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Okaiyz.. So long since I've updated...
If u all have been wonderin...
How was my science practical...
Well, I dun really wanna talk abt it...
But hey, itz ok.. Letz just hit it.. =D

Science prac was ok ar...
Itz do-able...
yeaz...
But compared to like everyone I noe...
Everyone has different answers...
And the right answer, so as to believe...
Is Aluminium Nitrate....
And I wrote Lead Nitrate...
Can also rite???? Dang la...
Sheesh...
Dat solution "T" didn't dissolve in my ammonia sia... crap...
Hahakz...
For Phy...
My Gravity was 5.61...
5.61m/s²...
I tot gravity should be 10????
Argh!!! Hahakz.. Now I confused liaoz...
Nvm ar...

Anywayz...
Tml I got Religous Class exams...
My exam marathon has oleady started since last week...
U noe why i call it a marathon?
Last week I said abt dat hafalan tingy rite?
Dat was religous class exam also...
So yeaz...
It continues tml...
And next sunday will be d last day for Religous Class exams...
And next Monday is my 1st written Malay O level paper...
After dat Hari Raya on thursday... And my nightmare comes d week after dat...
Woohooo... Yeapz...
Current situation.. haven studied SS as i wanted to...
ACtually haven touched any books yet...
Except for my Arab book which I gotta study for tml....

Oh yar... next tuesday I wanna come back for band...
Miss my eupho to bits sia... hahakz.. yeaz...
So wanna play my eupho together with d band for old times sake... =D
I miss my juniors!!!
Eunice... Samuel... Sandra and Luqman... Grrrr...
hahakz... Eupho section rox la hor...
From generation to generation... =D
Glad to hear all d sec 1s are in main band liao...
Gonna hear how u guys sound like on tuesday...

Well... datz all folkz.... =D
Fiqz signin outz!
And dear, our time will come...
Not very soon...
We gotta be patient kz... ;)
Take carez den... =D

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Ok... Today...
Very scary...
Why?
Coz tml is my science practical exams for O levels...
Wah kaoz... SCARED LIKE CRAP SIA.... brrrrrrr....
Haish....
Ok letz go thru d notes...

If there's acid involved and heating involved...
Prepare limewater...
If not sure also still prepare..
Also prepare litmus paper...

If there's Sodium Hydroxide and Ammonia solution used...
There's a test for cations...which are positively charged ions..
Check table on how 2 phrase d description...

If Nitric acid, Aluminium or nitrates used...
Itz a test for Anions...which are negatively charged ions..
Again, refer back to d table on how 2 phrase d description...

To prepare for gas....
There's two ways....
Use Blue and Red litmus papers...
And also the limewater test...
D limewater should not be more den 2cm cube in d test tube...
Spray the litmus paper with distilled water to make it damp...
DO NOT USE TAP WATER for damping d litmus paper...
Ah yes, put a wooden splint beside the bunsen burner...

Procedures in testing for gas...
Tild d test tube to trap d gas...VERY IMPORTANT...
Observe d colour change...
Smell...(If smell like urine, confirm ammonia gas)
Use litmus paper..
Den limewater...
Lighted wooden splint and lastly Glowing splint...
There are reasons to why d splint tests are placed last..

Carbon Dioxide----------------carbonates ion present
Ammonia----------------------Ammonium ion present
Oxygen------------------------nitrates ion present
Water Vapour-----------------water of crystallisation is present
Chlorine-----------------------chloride ion present
Nitrogen Dioxide---------------nitrate ion present

Den must noe the types of flames...Luminous, non luminous....

Dear Bloggie...

Wheeeeeeeez, I'm bored... uhuh....
Didn't go to school for d 2nd time...
Damn sick manz...
Haish...
Freaky....



As I lay down on my bed,
My brain never functioning always dead,
This running nose making me sick,
But I can't stop sneezing just like one sick freak,

Damn I can't tink.. I CANT TINK....*sighz.*
bye.

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Itz a sunday... yeapz.. A sunday....
A damn freaky sunday if u ask me....
Aightz.. So here the story goes............

SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Yup yup yup....
Aightz den...
In d morning...
Seriously couldn't got out of bed...
But I had to anyway....
So yea...

Went to Madrasah....
Hafal my verses like crazy...
Sheesh...
Nearly gave up sia...
Den rite...
It was my turn to have d exam la...
Den i entered the room...
This arabic Uztatz ask me...
"Masmuka?"
And i'm like..."huh??"
He repeats his question...
"Masmuka?"
I just kept quiet.....continued by a "huh?"
Den he said in malay.."Whats ur name?"
Den Blurly i said "ohh.. taufiq...."
He scanned thru d names...
And asked me..."taufiq md salleh?"
And I said "no no.. taufiq japah, d page infront..."
He scanned thru again...
And to my pleasent of most pleasentest shock...

He said "Fiq, u've oleady taken in during class time..."
Den I was gonna say "can please chk again?"
Instead I just nodded and mumbled "uhhhhh..."
And I was out in an instant... Hahakz....
When my fren knew abt it.. Dey went balistic.. =X
Sori dude, 2day really is my day.. Muahahaha....
Actually I did take d test during class...
Budden dat was onli one surah... D other 2 I haven...
Wahaha.. Fiq bad boi.... =X
Weeeeeeeeeeez....

Den I got home... Caught the last episode for Ninjastorm for like the 15th time?
Hahakz... Ok, I admit, I'm bored with ninjastorm liao.. Sheesh...
Seriously....
Anywayz... Can't wait for next week, got Dino Thunder...
I'm excited coz my peeps actually would be able 2 understand wat i've been sayin...
Cuz I've completed watching dino thunder like last year oleady manz.. Hahakz...
Yeaz... Damn long lohz... Datz wy I'm sian le....
Dino Thunder got Dr. Oliver Tommy!!!!!!!!!! Hahahkz....
And he's gonna be d BLACK RANGER.... D best ever ranger manz.. =D

Anywayz, datz next week...
And also next week... Is my science practical exams...
Weeeeeeeeeez... Damn...
Damn stressed....

*Why am I not attached yet?*

Coz I wanna be single....
Cuz I wanna get to noe HER long enough 1st....
Thats d ting abt relationships...
Once u jump into one straight away...
U get dis short term thrill....
And the love will fade away.....
Sumday.... Sumhow....
Well, datz d case to me la....
Coz I'm an interesting person at 1st sight...
But once tings gets slow... and boring....
Pple lose interest in me and... Kapoot, dey leave me....
But this time...
I've met this gal...
Whom no one no abt....
And no one should noe abt....
Not even my buddy, not even my bestie... No one...
My ex noes her name... Spherian, dun tell hu hor, please....
And dose hu noes, please, keep a low profile...
No point lookin for it...
I'm gonna nurture this FRENSHIP 1st...
For at least a year or two...
Den I'll see how tings go from there....

I'm fed up of goin into relationships immediately....
Especially wen I've onli known d person for like a week or a month....
Datz just sick...
Been thru it....
One lasted me a year...
Another one lasted me for a week...
I aint gonna let d next last me for a day hor...
Mark my word, my next gal will last me forever...
Datz wy picking the RIGHT one is so important...
I hope my dear I noe now is d one....
If not... Den maybe fate plays a different game....

I'll continue dis love stuff after my O levels...
Now I'm so freaked out with myself liaoz....
OUTZ!

And to my bestie, all d best with u and him...
Hope it lasts forever..peace...out...

Zupz zupZ!

My cute Nephew 

My result slip 

My physical results 

Dear Bloggie...

Bad day.. yup.. just one of dose bad days...
Haiz...
Lalala....
*Sighz*
Just not my day la....

I'm feelin sumtin strangely odd(go figure)...
Did crap for my English mock exams...
Coz I just didn't care....
4/5 of the class didn't care....
I didn't went for SS mock test just now....
Coz I gotta look after my nephew...
Haiz...
This just sucks manz...
My life...
Watz happening...
Fiq...
Manz....

*sings "Bad Day"*

Lalala....
*Sighz*

Manz....
Anywayz...
I took a pic of my results slip oleady....
I'll put it up later la kz...
If u wanna see it, dowan den dun lohz hor...tankiew...
Am I doin well?
I dunno liao la....
Seiously no mood at all manz....
I'm glad tommorow's saturday.....
And I wanna sleep the whole day....
Break my record of 6 hours and 30 mins....
Yupz....

*Sighz*

Have u ever had dose moments....
Whereby u just feel so useless and can't be bothered abt it?
I'm feelin it alrite... really feelin it.... Haish....
Especially at like dis point of time....
Wen ur fasting...
And feel so weak in d mornings and afternoons...
U just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepp....
And wen at nite u feel so energetic...
U push ur work away....
And self-console urself with words like "Ahh, later can study la..."
And dis just drags on and on and on till itz too late....
And wen it reached 11+....
U feel so tired....
U'll tell urself, "ok, most probably I'll do it in d morning..."
And wen morning comes, U rush and rush....
Tings dun get done u see...
And dis just gets repeated day after day after day....
Even wen u say "Ok fiq, today's gonna be different..."
Yet dey still end the same.....

*I'm cryin in my heart from my own stupidity, slash me, please.*

People may say I'm doin well in exams....
Bull Faeces la....
Getting 3 B4s and 3 C6s is not doing well...
Itz the complete OPPOSITE....
Sheesh...
Nvm ar.. Totally no mood liao...
Hope later go geylang can UP my mood abit....
But now...
Gtg ar...

*U're not making this easy! I'll BITE U!*

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Yupz I'm back fer awhile.. Coz I'm bored....
And itz 12am... Woohoo... Cool stuff...
Yupz...
Anywayz...
Just got my report book...
Gonna scan d result slipp sumday den post it here...
If u wanna see la hor... Yupz...

Basically my L1R4 is 21....
And my L1R5 is 30... Hmmm kewl...
Btw, Don and Drew is damn hilarious.. seriously...

Tommorow I got physics... 2 hours summore....
Damn shiok sia... Hahakz..NOT...
Wat can i do....
Lemmi see.. I got english also....
Do I have maths?
No I dun have maths....
And yea, I tink i got mother tongue...
Wee.. Slackin periods.... Sheesh.. sian...


Haiz.... I'm missin her manz....
*****.... Where r u....
Mentang2 N level da abiz.... Arbish! =X Hahakz....
Itz ok dear...
U go and have a good rest aightz... =D

While I'm down here dyin like crazy... Gah... ironic...
Anywayz, I got $50 for passing all my subs from my dad....
I totally didn't expect it lohz.. Sheesh... Lemmi see...
6 As for O levels... Hm....
Richest guy....
I DUN EVEN NEED TO WORK PART TIME! =X
Hahahkaz....
Ahhh...*dreamin again...* wheeeeeeeeeez....
Sheesh...

*slap slap*

Uhh?

Damn I'm still asleep....

Gah....

I wanna be in love....
Yet I can't sumhow...
I mean, yet...
Still got 1 more month to go ar....
Shtresh... Shtresh beb... gah....

Seven more days to d last day of school....
I CAN'T WAIT... Heez...
22 more days of fasting...
Not dat long if u ask me...
I've been surviving d last few days...

And in afew hours...
I'm gonna wake up again for sahur...
Sleep again.. and wake up again....
Sumhow, I just can't get used to it....
Sheesh...
I nv get used to dis kinda stuff....
Argh nvm...

*Current song obsession: I want you back by Jackson Five*

I'm gone!bye!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Watz love?
Deceit? anger, confusion?
Hmmmmm...
I can't seem to figure it out...
I mean, itz not like I can be bothered to...

Haiz....
I just suck in love la...
Bingit la sak...
Sheesh...
Tell me, watz d use lookin for love wen it just falls apart at d end....
Itz like I'm cursed for sum reason....
I'm cursed for life to love sumone and lose d person immediately....
I aint complaining either....
I love being single too...
There's a ting abt a counsellor goin into relationships...
Pple will lookat u differently...
Deywill start calling u "biased", "one-sided".....
Den until wen will this curse be lifted off me...

Why am I being faced with alot of challenges?
Especially at a time like now...
Wen I'm going for an important exam...
Why do i feel jealous...
Of the pple I used to love....
How am I ever getting out of this endless cycle of "suayness"..
Why can't i love sumone properly and not have 2nd thoughts....
Where r u my gal...
My one and onli gal...
Where r u....
I keep on trying to find u...
Yet u nv seem to appear....=[
Haiz....
Itz all a dream fiq.. notin but a dream..



dreams..


Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Dear Bloggie..

Dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr BLOGGGIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe............

Itz the weekend again... Yeapz....
And dis is like d worst weekend ever of ever ever...
And u noe wy?
Coz coz coz...
I Got LOADS of hw...
Wadda hell is dis?
I got like 2 sets of maths and poa papers...
I got a geog paper...
I got english hw...
I got malay hw....
I gotta study for Chem and SS....

Gimme a gun...
I wanna shoot myself...

*pow*

aint dead(dissapointed)

crap... aw manz...

And itz in the fasting month....
I've got all dis stuff to do.... Haiz...

Shoot me now... SHOOT ME!....


*gone*

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Assamualaikum Semua.... =D
Yupz... Itz that time again lohz....
Itz Puasa time!!!!!
Hahakz...
U got dat rite...
2day ish d 1st day of puasa.....
Woke up at 4+ for sahur....
It wasn't dat difficult....
But the heavy rain....
Omg....
Just makes me wanna sleep all morning...
I ate rice with daging ketchup...
Yupz... Super nice...
But since it was the morning, the mood of eating not there....
Hahakz....
So I just forced d food into my throat....
And after dat, I went back to bed... =D
And now, I wanna start my reflection for d day...

WEDNESDAY WEDNESDAY WEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDNESDAY!!!!!!!
Woke up around 6+....
Still dowan wake up sia...
The rain fell damn heavily....
My eyes were sealed...
I heaved myself from my bed....
And dragged myself, drudgingly to the toilet....
I bathed, brushed my teeth and got ready fer school...

When I reach school....
Most of my classmates were there oleady...
Coz I always reach school exactly on the bell...
The 1st period was Physics....
Mr Lim couldn't come coz he had invidulation......
So he gave us this Anderson Sec Sch phy paper...
Which was totally difficult... Manz...
Couldn't do sia...
The most difficultest paper i've ever done...
Haiz...
But i just heck care la.....
After Phy was English....
We wenr thru Paper 1 corrections....
The one where I wrote abt HER....
And I got 20/30...
Hahkaz, not bad rite....
Yea I noe....
I'm a storyteller la...
Yupz....

Recess time was damn boring....
Me and Rafi walk2 at the same level....
Den decided to walk to malay class....
We can't go canteen...
Coz the onli use the canteen was...for eating...
And basicly we can't eat.. So no point goin there...rite?
I did my Malay paper in d malay class during recess...
And did afew Chemistry questions on the new TYS book...

Malay period was all abt going thru answers la....
Yupz... Damn sian.. Hahakz...
Yupz...
After malay, I got chem.....
Mr. Koh went thru notes for practical exam.....
I really feel lukcy to have him as my chem teacher....
He's really caring and provides accurate info...
Yupz...
I can't write much... Coz I Break-fasting soon....
So yeaz.....
Gtg... Bybyez!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

While waiting for this Lynn to come back....
I gez I'll blog fer awhile la hor....
Yupz...
Just abit abit je... Not much...
So dun bother readin.. Hahahkz....

Yupz....
Today I noe my class position, level position, L1R4 and L1R5...
My class position is 23/39...ok la rite...
My level position is 36/100+
My L1R4 is 25...
My L1R5 is 31...

Yupz... So datz my results...
I passed all my subs sia...
Wah seh....
My english got 53%... Slamat beb.. Hahakz..
Woohooooo!!!!!!
I'm a goofy goober!
We're all GOOFY GOOBERS!

Ah yes, BESOK DA PUASA AR!!!!!!!!!
Hahakz...
Yupz...
Tommorow start fasting liao....
Can't wait sia...
My anxiety level damn high... =X
Heez... Wat am i doin up so late manz
Should be sleepin le, coz gotta wake up for sahur... at 4am+...
So I'll stop here...
But just before I end...
Wanna wish all my muslim frenz and peeps SLAMAT BERPUASA!!!!!!!
Jangan masuk dapur bukak periuk ar... confirm kosong... =X

K la.. gtg peeps.. Byez!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Arlow everyone!!!!!!!!!! =D
Sori for not updating yesterday ar....
I watched "The Negotiator" at my frenz house yesterday....
Damn kewl sia....
For those hu like to watch a very suspenseful movie...
U so gotta watch dis...
It keeps u yelling at the screen... =X

Anywayz... For 2day...
I just wanna List down my results for prelims....
I got all my subject marks...
Except for English... Which seriously kills me....
Okok... Here goes the other subs.. kz?

Maths I get B4 automatically....why?
Last year I got B4 for my O levels wat...
So use that one lohz... Better I gez....
Then for Malay I got B4 also.....
And for Science I got B4.....
For my POA and my Humanities....
Both I got C6.... Den liddat I got a R5 for 24....
If... IF I pass my english... as in just pass....
Which is C6 la....
Den I reach my target of 30 pointer for my prelims... =D
Datz for L1R5 la.... Which I'm so not gonna use...
For L1R4... I get 24.....
Which is not dat bad la....
I expected 30+ for L1R4 sia... Hahakz...
why?
Coz I didn't study AT ALL....
Imagine... If I have studied.. OMG lohz...
Sheesh....
Hahakz...
But I can assure u, O levels, I'm gonna study 10 times harder....
Yupz...

Polytechnic here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahakz, dun ask wat course, dunno yet de... =X
Hahakz... Sheesh....
Anywayz....
I'm moving on in my life kinda smoothly ar, I gez... =X
Yeaz....
Next month I've got my science practicals exams....
I tot I failed for my chem prelim prac....
But I passed! 9/15 summore... kewl rite... tankiew2... =X
So I gez.... I'll put my AIMS for Os....

Maths-A1(Totally possible if i put my heart mind body and soul into it)
Science-A2(Aiming high does help for science)
Malay-B3(I'll be happy if I even passed my malay.. =X)
POA-C6(seriously, I STILL STINK IN POA... yupz...)
Humans-B4(well, If I DID study........ =X)
English-B4(If I work realllllly hard)

And dat sums up of L1R4 of 14 and L1R5 of 20....
Wah stress sia!!!!!!! =X
Study time! Byez!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Okaiyz... Today I didn't come to school....
Had a very terrible headache in the morning....
Started from yesterday nite ar....
Very bad headache... Ouch....
Haiz...
So basically I have noting to write for 2day....
Except to wish My dear fren Fatin a Very Happy Birthday... =D
Sumone turns 16 sia 2day.. Hahakz... Da tua la tu... =X
Heeheez...

K la.. Datz all...
I've managed to do Physics Section B TYS till topic 11....
Tired sia.. Haiz....
Tommorow Graduation day!
But I nv get any CCA achievenment award...
Stupid school...
I'm so active in CCA... Get noting.... screw dem la....
Sheesh...
byez!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie....

A'kum everybody and god bless all of u...
How u all feeling 2day??? Energetic?
Lively? Dead? Well... I'm in a mixture of both....
Story of that coming up in a jiffy...
What I wanna say now is dat...
How a person can totally forget abt me..
And go for sumone else in a snap of finger...
After all those "promises" after all those "mushy" stuff....
Now I'm treated like I'm not there....
And these pple on TV get idolised like GODS...
I have no problem with pple displaying their talents....
I mean, that's the only way, I tink, that they would get recognised...
If u look at a general perspective...
Anyone hu goes into this sort of Talent Competitions would get idolised sumhow...
I mean, be realistic la hor...
Nvm ar... Tink for urselves....
Watz good for u and watz not.... I'm seriously dissapointed at sum pple... Especially wen she's one of dem I seriously loved.... Blinded once more.... PaThetic.... Go pick a life outside reality tv shoes and start planning instead of just dreaming... BE SOMEBODY.... sheesh...
I'm seriously having a bad day 2day... U can tell...

TUESDAY LA!
Woke up like dowan to wake up liddat....
Was tinking whether or not I should go school...
In the end I gave up tinking and straight to the toilet...
Yupz...
And I got ready for school....
At school....
First Period was reading period....
I can't remember wat I read on ar...
hahakz... Yeapz...
Short term memo again.. Sheesh....
After reading period, I had a bad leg cramp...
Went up the stairs with great difficulty....
And itz POA! Yupz... POA....
Have I said b4 dat I hated POA?
And wen I'm done doing POA, I seriously noe dat I'll fail?
Just now I got back the results for POA....
Paper one I got 22/30....
Well, not dat bad la...
Den Paper 2 I got 28/70....
And total I got 50/100!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahakz... Cun cun giler manz....
I passed by the skin of my teeth...
Yupz...

Well, basically datz all ar for 2day la hor....
Oh yar....
I did Physics 2day! Wah seh....
Section B till topic 7....
All the answers damn long sia....
My newly bought pen just now from full to half oleady...
I've got 2 days to complete my whole TYS book....
No more sleep for me i guess....
Physics is gonna make me crazy for d next 2 days le....
Ok la.. I'm off! Byez all!

*I hate LIARS, especially THOSE who doesn't KNOW how to TREASURE FRENSHIPS*

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Hey there people out there!!!!!
Been sum time since I've updated huh...
Yupz I noe... Sori ar beb... Bz ar....
Yesterday just went to play golf at east coast...
Lurve playing golf manz....
Swing the club.... And watch d bal flyyyyyyyyyyyy... =D
The part I loved most was Putting....
My fren putt from quite a distance....
And hit my camera... Omg.. Damn tyco.. =X
Hahakz... Sheesh... Hopefully dis week go play golf again manz... Hahakz..
Yupz.... But datz not wat I wanna say 2day la..... So...
Letz jump into Monday...(Which is 2day)

MOnDay! MoNdAy! MONDAY LA OI!!!!!!!!! =D
The day started out with VL lessons...
Stupid la, got go thru this goal setting stuff...
Sheesh...
Anywayz... After VL was Geog....
We went thru Geog paper....
Dunno the marks yet.. So wasted rite.. Yar lohz... Haiz....
I chosed the question on agriculture....
Supposedly the easy one la....
Hahakz... Well, it is if u noe d answers.. Sheesh....
Anywayz....
Went thru the questions....
After dat, my cher said there will be a Mock test coming up....
Sumting like Post Prelim exam... WTH lohz.. Haiz....
First Mid year, den Prelim, den POST PRELIM...
Den O levels, den wat? POST O LEVELS EXAM? Hahakz...
Sheesh...
I went down for recess....
Had no mood to eat....
My head damn painful....
Got a very very bad headache.... Haiz....
After recess, during malay, we went thru sum malay paper....
And during Chemistry.... Ah yes... Chemistry....

I said I was sure I'm gonna fail chem rite?
But today... I've made a miracle....
I PASSED CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!
1st we were given back our practical papers....
Itz upon 15... I thought I seriously flung d whole ting...
And wen I saw my marks... OMG 9!!!!!!!!! =X
I was damn shocked lohz... Manz.....
It didn't end there....
I got back paper 2....
Itz upon 65.........
I thought I'd get like 20+?
And wen I saw the freakin paper....
I just can't believe it lohz...
40 leh... FORTY upon 65....
I was like "How d heck did I get 40 wen I didn't study?"
Sheesh....
Den Mr Koh said he considered d account of MCQ also ar....
And for overall....
Guess how much I got....
A freaking 62!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG lohz....
I seriously expected a 50....
Sheesh..... Alhamdulillah syukur......

Anywayz, after dat I got my English Paper....
I failed... But I dun seem to care....
Hahkaz... Weird rite... Nvm ar...
English need to noe strategies and mistakes....
So we can learn dem and score.....
4 weeks fiqz.... just 4 more freakin weeks left.....
I AM GONNA MAKE A MIRACLE! JUST WATCH ME!

Muahahaha... *ouch, my head hurts..haiz...*
Anywayz...
There was a talk just now....
ABCDE to excel or sumting liddat....
A- *forgot*
B-BIG GOALS
C-Create an Action Plan
D-Determination, Diligence and Desire
E-EURIKA!

So the equation is A+B+C+D=E
Easy? Yupz....
I'm gonna try dose out....
OVERCOME UR LIMITS!
CHALLENGE UR LIMITS!
Unlimit ur limitations... =D

Fiqz signing off..byez!

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

A very good morning, to the peeps out there reading my blog....
Today, was the 10th day of prelims....
And it marks the end of prelims too...
So yeaz, ENJOY BEB~! Hahakz... =X
Actually, enjoy for awhile onli ar... But heck.. Hahakz.. sheesh..

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okaiyz.. Woke up at 6am....
Awaken by my mom's voice from such a wonderful dream...
I dreamt of my ex... Going out together with my family...
Omg... Hahakz... Den she keep on calling for Mirza....
So cute! Hahakz.. Sheesh... =X
Anywayz, datz just a dream, aint gonna be a reality(I hope)....
Yeapz... I was early today...
Got ready by 6.45....
So I got noting else to do....
My buddy mgz me in d morning to wish me good luck...
hahakz... Tankiew Jihan... =D
And I'm off to school....
I had my science Paper 1 prelims 2day....
As usual, I didn't study for it....
So here's wat I tink of the paper...

Science(Phy/Chem)....
Wen I started d paper off with physics...
It seriously was too easy....
Hahakz... Really...
Physics was like.....
Ok la....
Got like 20 questions....
All 20 questions were managable.... Heez....
Den... It comes to Chemistry...
Suay manz... Really really suay....
First few questions were ok ar....
Can do...
Den wen it comes to moles and all dis....
My mind went totally kapoot... Hahakz...
I can't do chem!!! Omg....
Yeaz...
Sheesh... Leceh dok... seriously.... Buat spoil sak....
Why must i take chem... At least Bio.. ok forget it.. Hahakz...
*listening to Rites of Tamburo*
Hm....
It was a 1 hour paper la....
I finished it in 15 mins... Hahakz...
Lincah kadok nye sak.... =P

Yupz, so basically datz it for prelims...
Tune in next week for Results! Hahakz....
Dun expect anything good...
Cuz I nv studied for my prelims...
*Listening to Mark Camphouse's A movement for Rosa"
Yeaz....
So I'm expecting to fail sum subs ar....
At least 2 subs liddat ar....
POA confirm fail... Hahakz...
Den dunno ar wat else...
If I fail maths... Gonna cry manz.... Watch me...
If i fail physics.... Haiz.... Nvm, just see wat i'm good at without studying 1st....
Yupz....
Wah, stress sia.... Haiz.... ONE MORE MONTH TO O LEVELS.....
for the peeps taking N levels...
All the best yar.... U guys can do it one.... Dun worry....
Believe in urself and have faith in urself... =D Jia You! Add oil! =X
Heez....

Bulan Ramadan da nak sampai... Argh....
Hahakz, I tink I'm gonna study throughout d whole of next month....
So if no one sees me online d whole of next month ar, u noe wy la hor...
Yeapz....
Please pray for me my frenz....
I really need it....
And Lynn, dun take it too hard aightz.. I'm feeling d stress too tau....
hahakz.. Focus lynn, focus... Concentrate on dat One month....
Eveything can change... Believe it... =D

Well, if anyone were to ask me if I'm in love...
I'd say it ended just as quickly as it started... hahakz...
So yeaz, I'm not in love.....
Yupz....
I'm seriously not good at all dis love tingy manz....
Aper peh nasib da... Sheesh... No luck in love... wth....
Gasak ar....
After Os me wanna work...
Save money...
Next year go Polytechnic...
Buy a gooooooooood laptop.....
And we'll see wat happens from den on....
For now.. STUDY STUDY STUDY... NO LOVE NO PROBLEM... =D
Woohoo.... =D

Well, I wanna chill out now....
tankz fer reading my blog ya....
Please forgive my languange if u're offended....
Take carez den.. Bybyez!

*Only Fiqz still remains...Nothing left unchanged...*

Zupz zupZ!

Dear Bloggie...

Harlow world out there staring down on petite fiqz... =D
Yupz... Sumhow I feel small today... hahakz..
Sheesh...
Sori for not updating on Sunday....
barely got time to come online...
I've recovered from my sickness...
Luckily I'm still alive... =D Alhamdullilah....
Okaiyz, letz get a move on for Monday!

MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Woke up in the morning as usual....
Could use d kitchen bathroom cause sis not around (Yay!) =X
Took my time...
Got ready and went to school early.....
Wanna meet teacher about SS.....
And in the end, wen i reach school....
Can't find the teacher....
End up I study last min by myself.... Sheesh....
But nvm ar... Can tahan... Yupz....
Den den den den den den....
After flag raising, we went to the hall.....
It was Maths Paper 1.....
I expected a fairly easy paper....
Coz since paper 2 was like a give away....

Wen I started the paper....
The 1st question dunno how to do!!!!!!!!!=X
Wah seh, drop my water face liao...
Seriously manz....
Can sumone teach me how to convert 1/16 into decimal?
1st question cannot do liao leh!!!! Wah kaoz!!!
Hahakz...
My dreams were shattered at d 1st question...
But nvm ar... Second question also i dunno!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! Itz like, DIE DIE situation here...
*shakes head*
Sheesh....
But the beating lasted for two questions onli....
LUCKILY... Hahakaz...
The rest all ok ar...
Managed to do... *Phew!*
Yupz....
I can't really remember the questions...
My head now is a blur... Hahakz...
Ended the paper on time....
Which isn't a good ting...
Coz got no time to check...
So heck care lohz...
Just hand in...
Bet there's tonnes of careless mistakes...

During the break, I onli could eat burger....
Hahakz.... And dat lasts me till now....
Sheesh....
2nd part of exams commenced at 10.15am with Social Studies...
Yupz....
Did I say I didn't study for my prelims at all?
yeaz, I tink I did... Hahakz...
So yeaz, basically I did SS with an empty head....
The source based question was abt Foreign Talent....
About how Singaporeans feel that they are losing jobs cause of dem....
Cause of Foreign Talent.... But SM Lee said dat....
20% of the economy was by the foreign talents....
Another source says that Immigrants need to have a basic salary of $2500 to work in S'pore...
In order to get work permit or sumtin liddat ar...
Den it makes the fresh singapore graduates have a competitiveness in wages..
Den I wrote... Singaporeans should not look only at themselves...
They should look at the economy as a Country, as one Singapore....
They may lose their jobs, but without foreign talents, do dey want to lose their country?
No rite... Precisely my point... Dey would have to upgrade demselves to get a job...

And dat was Maths Paper 1 and SS....
6th day of prelims....
Things are just loooking better and better... Hahakz....
Yeapz.... I can slack liao....
U noe wy? *wy?* coz.......................
I'm left with POA Paper 1(MCQ), Science Phy/Chem Paper 1(MCQ), Science Practical....
Wahaha... Dunnid to write alot liaoz... Yes! =D
Just eeni meeni miney mo can le... =D
Hahakz.... Slacking time! =X
Aftr preli...no wait...stop it.....
Letz not talk abt after prelims just yet....
Letz end this misery of prelims 1st yea... =D
Kewlz kewlz... =D

And dat was an update on Prelims....
Hahakz... Yeapz... 6th day.....
Has been a pretty tough prelim...
But nonetheless, Fiqz will brave through it!
Woohoo... =D
Things seem a lil fast manz....
But hey, in my life, everyting is fast... =D
Datz wy I have those Zzzzzs behind sum of my words... =D
I'm Fiqz... Dun let the name fool u, blink once and u'll miss me...

Okaiyz, Prelims DAY 7(tommorow)
POA Paper 1... Just one hour...
Starts at 7.45, ends at 8.45....
ETA reach home 9am...
Will keep updating the "scores" of prelims as soon as I can....

Dun give up on ur hope, ur dreams, ur future....
Plan early for the future ahead of u....
If u fail to plan, U plan to fail...

With dat, I'll take my leave... Fiqz out...

^DeeFiqz!^

*do u love me?*

Zupz zupZ!