Yoz!!!! Wahaha, watz up all of ya'll? kekez, Fiqz here.. Well, i've been sick for 4 days now.... But 2day i'm feeling much2 better, *phew*, onli got some coughing and mucus out of my nose... But hey, datz called sumone hu's sick rite? And itz like, hmmmmz, how should i say dis, ermz, I'm back to my optimistic self again! Yea, guess wat, Fiqz BACK!! wahahaha!!!! YEA! Well, when i was sick, d werldddd seems so quiet n lonely, den I said to myself, hey, can't i juz be abit positive now? and after dat thought, Positivity Rulez! Well, actually my good fren made me realise it on my birthday, tankz yati..;) Well, she didn't really tell me to be positive, juz dat her werds made me feel so stupid b4... And like d song goes, I'm Breaking The Habit! FOREVER! Woohoo!!!! So ish there any peeps hu need any help? Fiqz back online! Advices will be guranteed original, but hey, I can onli show u d door, ur d one hu has to walk thru it, YEAZ! darn no originality in dat huh, well, matrix has juz too much data, wahahaha, dis ish d real ting! N u guyz noe sumting?! Being positive will cure any illness dat u've got! trust me, i'm one of d patient n I'm cured n really feel good abt it! YEAZ!!!! Anywayz, Nowz d 18th of July n my bday was 4 dayz ago.... Juz look at me, I was down, broken and juz waiting to be thrown into d junkyard, but wat happend? I heard a new meaning to recovery and self confidence! look at me now! I can command a whole band squad even wen I"M SICK! I carried 3 TUBAS up and down the stairs! cumon manz, OVERCOME YOUR LIMITS! Trust your own capabilities and go for wat u want! U can do it, YES! YOU CAN! Go for it all d way n never GIVE UP! juz look at me! Juz wen I thought I have lost, I picked up my pieces! I can prove to you all i can do it! I'm improving slowly, but i ain't gonna fall again, NEVER! so those hu feel exferior from me, watch out! U ain't seen nothing yet! Fiqz back 10 times in Mach speed! the onli ting i'm weak is stamina, but hey, work on ur strength n ur weakness will go away... Damn it feels GREAT to be back in myself again.... Well,. Till here I will stop, But never forget, The power is deep within u, harness it and u'll use it well.. TAKE CARE EVRYONE!!!!!
ZUuUuuuuuupZZzzzzz!!!!!!!!!! Fiqz On the SPEED!

14th July... yeaz, u guessed it... hate dis dat manz... juz sux.... unlike every other day, dis day sucked d most... d most saddest, I juz feel like breaking down.... I dunno wat I'm feeling on dis day of mine.... Happy? wy? no one remembers.... Sad? watz d point.. no one can see anywayz... so i dunno wat i'm gonna do to myself... cuz i've lived or should i say, survived 16 solid years oleady.... but dis year is d worse.... darn, N levels, O level maths.... n i haven't started studying... Pple tell me i need no one but myself, but I seriously need sumone... Usually d person hu help pple alot, needs alot more help from others.... haiz.... pple say dat sumone will come, but until wen, hu will fix dis heart of mine... hu'll be there for me wen i really need sumone... i've been tired waiting oleady... juz, haiz... anywayz, gd luck to urself Fiq.... remember dis day onwards, till i dis day come again next year, 14th July Tantrumz....... Peace to all, none 2 me....