Dear Bloggiieeeeeeeee......

Zuuuuuuuupz! gEZ HU'S BACK? Yeaz.... D Flash ish back.....
Wy i say dat... Coz as fast the speed of light I Bring myself up!
Okkkkkkaiyz den..... Hahakz... So wazzup u guyz out there?
Not to mention d galz reading dis too... =D How u all feeling 2day....
I noe i noe, d weather kinda "dull" 2day, good for sleeping onli rite.. Hahakz...
Trust me, I feel like sleeping, but I can't and dowan to... Later school start...
Tink Abt sleeping onli, sheesh... dowan dowan, cannot..
Anywayz... Ahhh!!!!!! tuuuuuu tauuuuu zen faaaaa-iv........
New Year Resolution anyone??? hahakz... Sheesh, wat am i saying....

For me....My new year resolution.... I've deicided I'm not giving up on love....
Love is a great ting... D onli misunderstandings dat pple have is dat love hurts...
Juz tink abt it.... Does it hurt wen u got ur BCG jab? It did rite....
And did u noe wat it did? NO it doesn't label u sumhow, silly u....
Hahakz.... Itz to protect us from diseases.... So dat we'll be safe....
Now we look at love... Love in d beginning is sweet... Sweeter den honey....
Sweeter den me even... hahakz, cheyy... =P Hahakz... My point is.....
If ur oleady in love... Tink abt it.... Wen there's sumting wrong going on....
And u feel heartbroken.... Itz not weird to be heartbroken....
Perfectly normal, unless u dun have feelings or ur dead or sumtin ar....
Anywayz... Like I said over n over again(which pple abrutedly refuse 2 listen)....
Love can turn bitter or maybe poisonous(ok i'm juz kiddin with d poisonous part, hahakz)....

ok stop..... wadda hell am i toking abt love wen i'm suppose 2 be writing abt resolutions...
SHEESH Kebab with Ketchup(eewwwwww)

Okaiyz now..... As I said, I aint givin up on love......
2ndly.... I gonna study like hell... I noe i noe.... I said dis alot of times....
Den wat happend? I said later can la... later later later... Den not done.......
So next year, which is like in 2 days time... Everytings gonna change....
Datz my 3rd ting for d new year..... CHANGE......
Meaning.... Change in attitude, change in underwear(how did dat get there...)
Anywayz, Ermz... I changed my school bag oleady... Wen will i buy my school shoes...
I also dunno ar... See 1st, wat 70% white onli, Sheesh kebab, school gettin weirder...
Hahakz.... Yea.... Wat else..... Oh yar.... I wish, I hope I can help more pple den i did dis year....
Yeaz.... I noe itz gonna be hard on me ar, but itz like, I'll try my best lohz... aightz?
Yeaz.. Datz d way... If dowan me 2 help, fine with me.....
I onli do wat I can okaiyz..... I wanna be a superhero.....
But wat good can a superhero be, if there's no one 2 save?
So yea... Fiqz back online.... Better den ever....
Evil doers shall pay d price! hahakz... Cheyy.....
Good shall Triumph against Evil!
By the lightning that joltz my heart with trilions of volts and has empowered me with dis gift, I swear I shall use my powers for good and not let aniting get in my ways.... Anybody hu apposes my decisions in life shall not be tolerated as I do tings with my own free will... I shall not do aniting due to Peer Pressure or aniting related to dat....

Dear Bloggieeeeee......Woooooooweeeeeeee......

Okaiyz.... I seriously dunno wat 2 write in here.... My mind juz blank....
Hahakz, but not empty la... Obviously.....
Hmmmmz..... *Tink fiqz tink.............BRAIN BLAST!* "Kaching!" "Eurika!"
Hahakz... Yea yea... Now I noe wat ta write... Ya noe wat I tinking which u dunno and I noe?
Wahahaha..... Dun go bonkers juz yet, aint even started yet.... Btw, d drink called evian....
U pay $2 for.... Haven't u realised d effects of u being Naive? Spell evian backwards.... =P....

Okok, shall behave myself.....NOT!.... hahakz....
Owitez.... Actually it sprung into my head like a dart thru my brain.... Dat......
I'm gonna write a reflection of 2004! Woohoooo.... Confirm damn long......
And for sure got alot of episodes one... hahahahakz... Siaoz.....
Anywayz... Yea..... Should I start? May I? pleaseeee pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeE????
Muakakakaka... Hakz... KKz..... Shall startz....rite.....NOW!.......not yet.... abit longer.......
lalalalala.....
Wat? U tml christmas leh, dis is like ur gift... hahahakz... crazy le..... sowie...
K la.... later u fed up at me, i dunnid write liaoz....

OKKKKKAAAIIIYZZZZZ......................tuuuuuuuu TAU Zen Faw.........................jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng.......

January....... WhhhhhHHHhhHhhoOoOoOOOsSSshhhHHHHhHH........
Sec 1 orientation 2004...... Newly batch of sec 1s... ahhhhh... hahakz......
I took care of dis group of sec one called d ORION... Woohoo, ORION RAWKZ!....
Consist of 1E3,1E4 and 1E5 studentz........
Damn ON manz dem peepz.... U go ORION!......
Hahakz.... KKz.... Den got games.... At d end of d orientation "camp" ORION WON!!!!!!
Congratz ya small peepz.... hahakz...
Hmmmmm..... Can't remember much laaaaaaaa sheeeshhhh.......

FeBuari....... ZuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumZ............
I have no idea wat happend dis month... hahakz.... seriously......

March.... Zup.....
Argh!!!!!! I'm Losing outta ideas on wat ta write here!!!!!! darn it.... Sheeeeesshhhh......

April...... Jeng jeng jeng........
Hahakz..... Prepared for my sis's wedding which took place in 1st MAY!!!!!
Hahakz, yea.... siao siao......
Oh yar.... I also got heart broken end of dis month.... hur hur hur... But itz ok, my ex is fren now...
Yea yea... =D Hahakz.... Yeapz......

MAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!....... wahahahaha... happy for noting, hahakz, siaoz.....
Anywayz..... Itz my sis's wedding!!!! Awwwww.....
Did lotza tings..... Mainly...... WASHING D DISHES.... sheesh.....
Dis is d kinda job a brother has 2 do... Hmphz.... Wat sia.....
Hahakz... But nvm la... Had alot of fun.... Yea..... Splash here splash there.... Wooootz...
*Hope my sis doesn't read dis... hahahakz.*
Yeaz..... Wat else...... Shheeesh, May got noting more!!!!...
Except for d Rehearsals for Ngee Ann Tapestry which happend at SCH on June.....

Jooooon......Hahahahak.... Yeapz.... D worst month of d year.....
Wy? Rehearsal for d WHOLE month... Woohooo... INtensive practice.... Siao siao.....
Itz like, every week have.... Gila rite..... Whoaaaa..... Itz like.....
All d Cultural CCA groups performed.... Dat includes d NGEE ANN SEC SCH CONCERT BAND.....
The co.... the MLDDS, CHOIR and Guzheng....
I forgot wat we played... Oh yar... We played, To Challenge the Skies and Heavens above......
And Mamma Mia, intro-ed by our ex principal Mr. Bobby Koh.... He's d best manz.....
Yeapz.... The Ngee Ann Tapestry was a sorta Success la.... Everyting went kinda smoothly...
Yeapz It was great la basicly... =D Yea..........
Still In Jooon.... I went to SIBU island!!!! Hahakz... At 1st i tot it wasn't so great la....
1stly, coz it was during my one week break b4 d concert....
and 2ndly, I HATE BEING IN D WATER..... hahakz.....
I can't swim!!!!! =P yar.... hate 2 say d truth, but yea, i can't swim...={.....
Sad... But anywayz... I will learn sumday... hahakz.....
I can swim, juz can't float, datz my problem.... Grrr.... Nvm nvm....
Dinosaurs like me can't float one... I'm the Taufiq Rex... or T-Rex in short... hahakz...
Cheyyy.... D "Holiday" of mine was great ar, apart from d water activities.....
I got to mix around more with my cousins.... woohooo....
Didn't noe my dad was a legend in table tennis... Now look at his son.....
A musician... I dun seem 2 see a connection there... Hahakz.... =P Sheesh.....
Anywayz... Back 2 d "holiday" ting....
sheesh....*I having stomach ache NOW, urgh, muz continue*.....
I tink, i stop here for 2nite, buay tahan manz... stomach killin me.... sheesh...

Okok... Me back... Sheesh, stomach really killin me manz.....
Anywayz,,,,, Where did I left off here.... Ahhh... Jooooon......
But we'll go straight to JooooLaiiiiii.... Wy???????
Hahakz.... Becuzzzzz......... DATZ WY!.... hahakz......
Hmmmm..... 14th of July..... The highlight of my life....
My 1st cry was on dis day, 16 years ago... Woohooo, I'm 16!!!!
Hahakz..... Well, not many remembered my bday.... My ex did, tankz Yati....
Hehe... Yea.... Hmmmm.... 16 year, nv recieved aniting for bday.....
Actually I dun really expect anyting for my bday... Juz pple remember I happy oleady...
Yeaz.... Can watch NC16 liaoz!!!! hahakz... but i haven't watched aniting since.... =P
Anywayz.... JooooLaiiii got noting much..... Letz go to awgerst......

Awgerst!!!!! National day!!!!!
Hahakz.... Wat i do ar..... hmmmmmmm.....
Oh yar, my school had Singing competition... Hahakz..... Great fun manz....
Den had sandwich making competition... Wahhhh.... I forgot hu won also....
Dey sang their hearts out manz.... Yeaz.......
D sandwich looked nice.. But I doubt it was edible... Hahakz....
Yeaz.....Hmmmm.... Awgerst got noting more.... Sianz....

Dear Bloggie....

Hey hey heyyyyy!!!! Howz everyone doing? Goood? Bad? Hahakz....
I'm sure u guyz are doing fine rite? Aw cumon... Gimme a thumbs up now for me....
Kewlz dude, u put up THREE thumbs, magnificent, Datz d use of having eleven fingers.....
Wokayz wat in d deepest ponds of heaven am I talking abt....
Hahakz... Kewlz rite... keke... Anywayz... I juz dunno wat to write ar.....
And here I am... Dunno wat to do.. Hahakz, Dunno can sleep anot also....
Wadda Hoo... I'm gonna get my N level results later... WWheeeeeeeee hehe....
Kinda excited la... Kinda nervous, Kinda scared.....

Hahakz... Yar.... I'm here to "story story" abt d song ur hearing now......
And NO.... no... and no.... I'm not gonna write a biography of Taufik.....
This is my blog anywayz, and itz marked with a Q... aint no K here... =D
Yeaz.... IN my mind.. I can climb.. All d mountains dat surround me...
My spirits there, wen eagles there to fly....
IN my heart, there's a spark, dat can enlighten d world around me.....
OK stop..... Dis short phrase.... My mind is strong..... Fiqz......
Woohooo... Damn, I wish i had psychic Powers.... Wootz....
Move objects with my mind... Anywayz.... My spirit and my soul is there...
My aim to help everyone around me... 1st step, to be damn friendly, Others b4 thy self.. =D
I feel dat i can change d world..... or worlds, as in using my imagination la....
I realised now, I have a very good imagination.... Hahakz... Yeaz.....
I mean, no really change d world over night la... But change slowly....
With peace and harmony.... Ahhh... Hehe... Wy does hatred exist.....
My heart juz wants to open up and spread love everywhere....
Coz itz not good 2 hate... Wen there's hate, no peace.... Watz d point...
Lalala... Hmmmmm. Itz kinda late, SORI!!!! hahakz...
Yeaz.... I tink i can't finish it now.... Brrrrrr......

D nervousness of d results are getting to me le.... hahakz...
Yar.... Anywayz, Tankz alot for those hu tried 2 cheer me up...
I owe lotz to u guyz manz... =D I really hope I get watz rite for me...
Till den.... Take carez everyone.... Nv stop believing in urself...
Have confidence in urself, bring urself up one level at a time....
Dun aim for d sky, aim for d moon.... If u dun reach d moon, at least u'll end up with d stars... =D
Please dun stop believing in me... Coz I believe in u! =D

I juz lurve dese two words... I DREAM..... =D

Dear Bloggie!!!!

Yoz!!!! Wazzup wazzup!!!! Hahakz.... Itz mui again....
Hmmm, itz 1.37am now, and I'm not asleep.... *Oh my*
Datz not a bad ting now izzit? *errrrrrr*
Yeaz, Tot so... Hahakz... So yeaz.... Gonna update dis Blog of mine......

Did ya noe, I had a very bad day on Sunday.... But we're not Gonna tok abt dat....
Coz this place is not d place for baddies or evil doers... hahakz.. Cheyyy
Anywayz.... Wanna talk abt yesterday's yesterday... Which was on Monday la....
Yeapz, Monday.... Woke up at around 7++ am.... Very tiring manz....
Woke up and went to d airport to see my couz off to Canada, Whoa, Besh manz....
Den after dat had Breakfast... My breakfast was two plates of Fried Mee..and a Chicken wing....
Still, I wasn't really full la.... But Anywayz... After Breakfast... Went down to Bras Basah with mui parents....
On the way there was scary manz... My uncle hu was driving... Could actually open his notepad...
And write sumting in it while talking to sumone on d earpiece... He kinda drove recklessly la.....
Datz wy I said it was scary.... brrrrrr......
Anywayz, went to bras basah there go d Popular bookstore... OMG, 4 STORIES high.... *WHOA*
Dey were there to buy printing art paper.... So I juz follow lohz... My dad kinda colour blind...
So I need 2 choose d colours for him......

After going popular... Lalalala.... Go walk2 here walk2 there.... Den we went to Sim Lim Square...
Looked for my mp3 player... The Creative mp3 player dat my sis have is $445... My jaw dropped 2 d floor manz....
Den I was like..."Ahhh, nvm nvm, we go sumwhere else ar..."
My dad was like "I told u so..."
Den i was like fine fine....
Hahakz... Kkz..... We at 1st tot of going Funan Centre..... Den tink again....
There also very Ex.... So yar.... We decided to go to MUSTAFA CENTRE!!!!
WAhahahaha... Hahakz.... Wen we reach there, btw, we WALKED all d way there from sim lim....
Ermz, at mustafa centre we took a break by relaxing and drinking sum fruit punch and lime juice...
Both were DAMN concerntrated... Dey want us to have diabetes i tink.. Hahakz....
Anywayz.... My mom went to d sewing machine section coz she wanted 2 buy a new one....
While me and my dad went all d way down to look for d Mp3 Player......
We walk here walk there... In the end we reached.... Luckily d place was air conditioned...
I could have sworn I was kinda tired... Hahakz.....
Den we found it..... My Mp3 PLayer!!!!! Hahakz.....
We look look.... Den found d same ting, but still over budget.....
Den I look for other tings la... Finally I found dis Black Mp3 PLayer, still by Creative la.....
512Mb.... Whoa.... Actually I wanted 1Gb, but dat one was overbudget... So I was contented with 512Mb...
Den I bought it.... Wahahaha.... Got radio, got mp3 player(obviously), got voice recording...
Can even record songs from d radio!!! How cool can it be manz... hahakz... Yeaz....
I put in 50 songs inside oleady.. wahahahaha.... =P Shiok manz.....

Hmmmmmm I'm feeling way damn tired le... Hahakz... Finished 2 blogs one after another....
Whooooooooosh!!!! hahakz... I tink I continue wen my mind refreshed le.....
Till den, Take carez!!!!! =D A'kum......

Fiqz..

Dear Bloggie!!!!!

Harlowz Everyone!!!!! Yeaz U! yes U! Like DUH! hahakz.....
Wazzup? How ya'll doin so far? Been kinda "BZ" so could not update....
Really Sowie hor.... Yeapz.. But I'm here now... Back better den ever...
I keep saying dat, but anyhoo.... I tink life would be interesting.....With.....
LAMEness.... hahakz... Yeaz, trust me... Lame is good....
Theoratically itz not, but practically, It ROX.... hahakz.....
So Yea, U guyz been waiting for a long time for dis......
And I gez I'll write up a story on impulse... With my imagination.......
I'd like to name dis story.... D World of The DownSide Ups.... =D *Enjoy, i hope*

It seems like a normal day at d McFiffiez......
Mr. McFiffiez juz came out from d house and board his fully powered monster operated lawnmover.....
He's kinda tall guy if ya ask me, with 4 eyes, 3 nostrils and 2 mouth... U mite tink he's gotta have an appetite...
And with a weight if 23 tonnes... I gotta tink ur right..... He's blessed with a massive family.....
Mrs McFiffiez is a loving wife from down under, accidentally blown out to land from a volcano eruption....
Dey both met in a whale... U should have seen it, I was playing my tuba on a ship....
And dis Whale came out from no where... Ate me up... And there I was playing tuba in d stomach of a whale...
Trust me, I could have sworn d whale loved my songs, coz it kept shaking violently.....
Even till d accidentally jumped inside my tuba.....
Anywayz, One fine day came.... I was resting, practically exhausted from d playing.....
D whale was obviously upset with me, hmphz, I refused 2 play.....
It shook like a tornado in a bad storm.... In a moment i tot i was gonna die, cumon, i died 8 times oleady.....
It finally hit sumting and stopped, I took a sigh of relief juz to be shocked again by "crap" splashing my direction..
It swept me off my feet... like WHOOOOOSH..... I was practically drowning, theoratically, I can't swim....
So yea, i tried 2 scream, shout to hu I wonder.... Suddenly I felt sumting grab me..... I swore it felt like tenticles...
I screamed for help... Onli to produce popping bubbles infront of my pathetic face... Awwwww Hahakz....
Blob Blob blooooB!.... blob...yelp! yelp! hwelp!bluub bluub bluuuub.... Arg-Bloob!......
After 50 gruesome cyberChichies(time in my world), I woke up......
My head was spinning... I felt my head was in a bell which was ringing loudly......
Actually, I WAS in my tuba's bell with dese "tings" whacking it......

I lost my specs.... I felt dese tenticles, reaching out for me.... I felt for it, and there was my glasses....
I wore dem, and wat i saw? A fat blubby substance, covered with goo... Has 4 eyes, 3 nostrils and 2 mouth....
It looked at me, I stared back... I tot I could blast dem off with my tuba.... But another one of dose, "tings"...
Juz crumpled up my bell... There were two of dem.... One was much bigger den d other.....
I wanted 2 faint, but I was scared to.... And so I tried 2 say hello... The words, juz didn't came out.....
Instead, wat came out was a rude burp..... And dey responded with burps......
The one accompaying the goo "thing" looks fiery red and fierce.....
Anywayz... They started 2 talk 2 each other... I felt i was left out.... So my natural "smart" reaction was....
"OI! Wat u two talking abt har? Talking behind my back! hmphz, Next time talk 2 me also la!"
Den it looked at me funny.... Dey started 2 approach me slowly.....
I was like tinking... "Oh my.... I tink dey tink dat i tink I dunno wat dey are tinking which actually in real facts i have no idea which dey noe wat in d world I was tinking abt dem tinking abt me....."
WHOA.... I thought, "did i juz tink of dat?" ok, crap times up... hahakz, NOT! XD
Anywayz, wen dey were abt 1 milinanokuchis(distant measurement)....
Dey talked to me in English.... I was too scared to actually hear wat dey were saying, i onli heard "brah de bree bree, sahnu keeku nusiinez..."
Den I fainted..... Arbish! Was woken up from a bad dream and oh how nice, my nitemare came 2 life....
I lied down there beside my tuba... All my 6 legs were bound 2 d whale's stomach filled with cow dung(HUH? How did DAT get there?) Oh well, aniting can happen....

Okok, I tink I'll stop here... Please give me ur comments pleaseeeeeee, I need it, Should I continue Dis story or should I change 2 sum other crappy tings? comments PLEASEEEEE =D hehez... Tankiewz!

Dear Bloggie..

HeyyyyLoOOOooOOZ!!!!! hahakz.... Wazzup Ya'll!!!!
Fiqz reportin in at nite right after d Magnificent concert by d Hai Sing Catholic School Band!!!!
Okok, the starting part was kinda dull... But the highlight of d nite was d last part.....
It was juz AMAZING manz.... Spectacular.... Shocking, but GOOD.... hahakz...
Yeaz.... I'm lost for words to describe it as it was juz FANTASTIC......
I dun mean 2 compliment too much, but i really mean it, dey were great.....
Yeaz.... Owite owite.... enough abt their band, btw, dis blog aint HSCMB Blog hor... *hur hur hur*

OK now.... Abt my life.... Welcome to d amazing, intriguing world of Fiqz..... *Teleports.....*
Yeaz.... 1stly, I'd juz wanna touch on d fact dat my life's ironic.... Well, it is la....
Ironic.... Itz kinda Ironic coz i understand d word but I dunno how 2 explain it.....*whoooaaa ho...*
I'd juz wanna grab dis marvelous opportunity to congratulate TaufiK for winning d s'pore idol....
He's juz d type of person hu can represent singapore... Has a great voice, great character.....
I totally respect him for dat *sighs*
I mean, I noe I'm still young.... But I saw kids with d age of 5 playing d violin as if he played it all his life....
16 years old..... I start to reflect.... Wat have I done in dis peaceful world I live in.....
Not dat I wanna say i'm d kinda guy hu's all positive as i'd be lying to myself.....
But... I really dun want to bother others with my problems.... Cuz in d end, dey feel worse den me....
So itz best if I keep 2 myself.... *well, dat explains my quietness outside*....
Yeaz.... I'm not being selfish..... Please believe me on dis.... Apart from my problems....
I'd rather n willing to listen 2 other pples problems..... Again i repeat, i'm not selfish.....
Juz to share some experiences with u all.... Wen I make others happy... I feel truly satisfied....
I truly do.... To hear dem laugh... To see dem smile... even a simple grin, can uplift my spirit....
I love happiness... No doubt itz sumting which boost me in making others happy....
But I'd like 2 apologise, wen my happiness went away sumtimes... I onli make pple worse....
I greatly apologise for being selfish and not tink of others feelings.....
I swear, I've changed.... I wanna be good... I wanna stay positive forever....
No matter how bad a situation, I aint gonna give up... Gonna put my emotions n feelings aside...
And do more work den tink.... Like my fren said b4 "If u wanna do sumting, dun wait, or d opportunity will not come back ever again"...
I totally respect dat.... Coz itz true.... But IF that opportunity u missed b4, continue 2 work hard....
Find other opportunities... Dun restrict urself to sumting... "Overcome Your Limits!"

Yeaz.... Datz my self reflecting session of life... Hahakz, itz new to dis blog la....
Yeaz, I hope u all like it, dis blog i believe, is not juz abt me.....
Like my Conductor once said "the world doesn't orbit around u"
And itz true.... Itz very true.... for one, d world orbits around d sun.... =D
I dowan 2 tink abt myself.... I wanna put others b4 me....
I realised sumting... Sumting very crucial for a person like me....
This phrase "Trust urself before u trust others...." Which means, make sure u noe how 2 take care of urself, b4 taking care of others hu need it...
I love helping pple... Itz d meaning of my name.... *no wonder, hahakz*
Yeaz... I can gain alot from helping pple... Coz I can gain experience n correct my own mistakes...
When I help others, itz not like I noe EVERYTING.... I juz help with wat I noe....
And I alwayz give d best to pple I care abt.... The pple reading dis blog of mine now....
I'm tankful, with my sincere heart, tankz alot.... I mean it, Without u all, I dun tink I can even have d mood to write.....
Honestly speaking, everyone of u are important to me.... Onli one of u all is more important to me....
Becuzzzzzzzz.... I love u....
I care for everyone.... But hey, I aint god u noe.... I have feelings too.....
But... but.... I try 2 put my feelings aside.... Cuz U guyz are more important to me... =D
Putting others b4 u..... 4 easy words... Yet hard to do...... Trust me....
It is.... Hmmmmm.... I noe i noe.... weird rite... fiq suddenly say all dis tings... =P
Yea... I'm shocking myself even... hahakz.....
But yar, dis is how I really feel.... I wish I could do more for everyone....
I wish I could be there for everyone.... I really do.....
And... I will try.... I aint gonna say I'm not superman, coz I'm a superhero.....
Hahakz.... Ceh.... =P Okok... One minute of fame over oleady.... wahahaha....

I hope u all understand wat i wrote in here... hahakz... If u dun, juz look for me...
I got plenty of advice to go around... =D
Well, itz kinda late oleady so.... I'd like 2 tank u all for reading my blog......
I appriciate it lotz manz....=D Take care u alllll...... Have a pleasent day or nite....
CYA!!!!! Hope to write better tings in my blog... Fiqz, under upgrading.. Improving in Progress... wahaha...=P

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.....

Md. Taufiq

Dear Bloggie.....

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh......
Yoz people Out there!!!!! Hahakz.... I'm Back! Yeaz....
Woohoooo.... Finally back in singapore..... Thailand was a blast manz.....
I tink I forgot alot abt d trip oleady.... But I'll try my best owitez... to recall back....

Okaiyz.... I wun really go day by day la, coz by den it would be kinda sian le....
Sooooo...... Ok.... I went to lotz of shopping centres on d trip......
Trust me, wen i mean lotz, i mean LOTZ LOTZ.... hahakz....
Yar... Went to lotz of different restaurants also.... Yummyyyy.....
Well, my main purpose of dis entry is about the competition.....
Ok, here goes den.....

The 1st day... We went to watch 3 bands perform.... It was like...
Haiz..... The 1st band very cute, small small kids... D boy's hair was cute...
My 1st impression of the band was dat dey liked to rush.... It was obvious.....
Basicly I dun have animore comments la.... Den the 2nd band.... Also very cute......
Small small kid also... Den wen dey play, wah, move with music... So cute!!!!!
The horns were moving like crazy lohz... Most of d band were moving...
Except for tuba of cuz... Hahakz.... Dunno how 2 move also....
I tried moving b4, budden I always fall wen i try... hahakz......
But dun worry, I'm safe, my tuba is safe also...... wahahaha...
Ok now, d 3rd band... OMG.... VERY VERY VERY......VERY......VERy....
Very,,,LOUD!.... haiz.... piercing my ear drums seh.... Damn loud lohz...
Dey were franctically blasting like dropping bombs.......
Den after d 3rd band we gotta go back oleady.... den I heard d judges saying....
"Itz juz not right, do you agree sir?" of cuz nv ask me la.. ask d other judges....

Aw manz... I dun feel so Good, grrrrrr... Hahahzk.... Brb yea.....
Haiz.... hur hur hur... Love Sick again..... Me go rest awhile kz dudez...
=D Take carez all!!! Will Be back in a flash.... =D Tankz for readin so far....

Dear Bloggie....

Yoz everybody out there!!!!! Hahakz... Wazzup wazzup!!!!
Hmmmm, acerly ar, I dunno wat to d say la ar....
Tapi kan... I juz force de k? Ahhh... See me so thoughtful....
Tink abt U pple... wahahaha... No la.....
I mean, So long nv update... Den like, So BORING reading d same ting....
So yeaz.... here's a new, fresh, improved, upgraded... Fiq... hahakz....

Owitttty denzzzz...... I'd like 2 start dis post... With a question i get all d time...
But it occurs to me dat galz keep asking me dis question la.....
Maybe coz Most of my frenz are galz... So yeaz......
hmmmmm,... Oh yar, d question.... Dey ask me....
Wy am I so funny....? I'm going like, Am i? ^.-....
I mean.... Funny in wat sense? Funny as in I get laughed at...
Or funny as in laugh together?
Den I get confused.... Well.... Maybe i'm a natural....
Ahahakz, perasaan lak aku ni....
Yar..... Ok la, seriously.... To be funny......
1stly, ya gotta have a mind of wat others tink....
Coz to make pple laugh is to predict wat tickles their funny bone.....
I myself dunno watz a funny bone, I juz wrote dat juz 2 make sense...
Hahakz.... yeaz...... 2ndly, U urself gotta have a right state of mind.....
Den u gotta be respected la... I mean respected as a normal person.....
Cannot be too highly respected or else pple scared 2 even laugh.....

So yea.... Ok, I ask myself again.... Wy am I saying all dis.....
Awww manz... my secrets revealed.... Awwwwwww sad......
Nvm la... I juz wanna make d world a better place 2 live in....
Wah, so baik baik seh.... hahakz... Well... U guyz waiting for tanduk 2 come out?
Too bad manz.... D evil has left me.... I'm replenished... With positivity....
Will uphold my promise to sumone.... Yea.....
Dis ish d fiq..... D start till d end.... D musical side..... D creativity creator....
Hahakz....

U guyz noe sumting...... D name Taufiq..... Means sumone hu helps.....
Well yea, I'm true 2 my name... Den out there... So far... Two taufiqs' has become famous....
Dis taufiq.... Coming sooner or later to d TV near U! Hahakz.....
yeaz... I made a promise 2 myself.... Dis taufiq wants to get famous.....
I wanna be known.... Taufiq Japah..... But I dunno watz my dream....
I dunno watz my aim..... Well, datz d disadvantage of being an all rounder....
I mean, at least I noe lotz of tings.... FIQ!!! WOOHOOO!!!!
Hahakz..... Skali go any public competition... Fiq will be there.....
I can sing... really.... Baa Baa black Sheep.... hahakz.....
I lurve music alot manz..... All genre, except afew la....
Hahakz.... Classical to rock..... Punk to Pop.......
RnB to Hip-Hop to Rap..... Hahakz..... Well, I'm glad I'm musically inclined.....
But I onli have one wish.... Juz one..... Aint asking for more.......
But it takes a miracle....To make dat wish come true......
Yeaz..... Only god knows..... And I'm praying hard it comes true.....

Yeapz.... =D Hmmmm..... I'm climbing slowly towards becoming a Band Instructor....
Like I said, I wanna feel d satisfaction of controlling and teaching a band....
I wanna feel wat my band instructor feels.......
Confirm best one..... Den can teach... Put together band for combine.....
Den ask section 2 play dis play dat... WOW!!!! hahakz... =P

Hmmmm.. I ink I continue my dreamz next time... coz now not so clear....
Yeaz, task at hand now is d Thailand Competition......
Yar.... Haiz.... Seram U noe..... I got 3 ulcers in my mouth.... very d adoi seh.....
Den wen d briefing i scared oleady during chk in and all......
I very takut u.... Brrrrrr.... Hehe.... Yar.....
Den on thursday muz bring back tuba... I tink by d time i reach home, my hand gone....
Hahakz... D case damn heavy lohz.... Yeaz......
I feel sooooo happy manz... lalala.... Hehez.... yeaz.....

Hmmm, dun tink i wanna continue animore.... Kinda tired... hehe...
Sori u guyz.... Will update as soon as my hands get better kz....
Take carez eveyone and wish me luck!!! =D

Dear Bloggie.....

Hey there everyone!!!! hahakz... Wazzup all??? Everyone feeling great?! Yeaz!!!!
Datz d SPIRIT!!! kekez... okok... now.... I wun write abt yesterday....
But I will write a sumsort of a Summary of wat happend Yesterday la kz?
KKkkzzZZ.... here Goes......

I went out of My house at around like 4.30pm.... Yeaz, tot i was late.....
Den reached Mrt station at around 4.45pm.....
Den train come liaoz.... Den I was lucky I got an empty sit.... yay!!!
Okok... Den ermz.... I reached city hall, transferred to d other MRT line.....
Say sum TPMB pple.... I dun really noe wat it stands for la.....
Yar... Den I reached Newton Mrt station at like 5.30pm......
Waited n waited... Den Riah came with her guy..... Den she go toitoi.....
After den come meet me.... Den we waited summore la if got anyone we noe coming....
In the end, it was 6.15pm, decided to go oleady la.... yeaz.... D bus we took...
171 was damn cramp manz.... Now datz a classic example of "Sardine dalam tin" hahakz....
I was practically smelling my own armpit, which was sprayed with deodarant(luckily) hahakz....
yeaz.... Hmmmmmm... Kkz, den we reached d place... It was kinda full oleady... I go meet Naq hu was there...
I ajak-ed her to sit with me, budden she said she waiting for her frenz... So yar... I went up d stands...
den d "TING" started... hahakz.... Dey marched in.... Wah, like pro sia... =P
And there dey were, my DM and BM.... Edelia and Serene..... Ahhh, Ngee Ann Concert Band ROX!!
Hahakz... Yeaz.... Dey looked so smart seh... =P Edelia was so stressed out, look so serious seh.....
Den serene was keeping her cool, playing d clarinet steadily.... Fiweeeeeeet!!!! =P
Ahakz.... yeaz.....

Den everyting was over.... Awwwwwww...... Saw Fir with sum of his own kind of pple.....
Nak tegur pun tak selera, so takpe je ar..... He passed my d swsyouth scores.....
Den da tak layan lagi.... Gasak dier la eh..... Hmmmm.... Me and Riah go take sum food den go eat....
Yea... Den I met up with her again!!!! hahakz, u noe hu u r, dun hide it... =P Ahakz... Yeaz...
U looked ever so beautiful..... Jambu dan Lawa.... Sungguh Menawan... Hehe... =P....
Ok now.... ermz.... After everyting was done.... Me and Riah met up with Melissa.... Yeapz...
Den after dat we Headed home..... Ahh...... D bus stop ar I tell u..... Like got Sale in shopping centre...
Damn Packed... I was like, Whoaaaaa..... If get onto d bus confirm like sardine dalam tin again....
Hahakz.... Den d bus 171 came... Yeaz.... Den i rushed straight to d front and got into d bus fast....
yay!!! It wasn't as cramp in d back.... Phew! If not i'll be smelling B.O. Again.... ahakz..=P
Den we went home.... yeapz.... There's a longer version of dis story la, but I'm writing dis twice oleady
Coz d 1st time i wrote, it got "deleted" coz my comp automatically closed d window... Grrrrr... hahakz....
yeaz..... Better save dis 1st... wait ar...

Ok, 2nd half of d entry..... Feeling kinda CHARGED up oleady manz...!!!! hahakz... =P
Yeaz!!! Woooohooooooo.... Btw, TaufiK went thru to d finals!!! Congratz dude!!! Hahakz...
Well, I expected him to go in la, I supported Orlinda all d way one.... But sadly She went out oleady...
Haiz... Sedih seh.... Are singaporeans DAT deaf??? Cumon, This juz shows prejudice seh.....
That Sylvestre n Tweety mysteries guy dun even noe how 2 sing... Wazzup with dat????
I mean, Dun u agree? Pple vote him for his looks, u tell me if datz fair?
Even d judges said b4, Pity Taufik and Orlinda manz... Sly onli needs to smile to get votes...
Ok, watz done is done la kz.... So now I'm rooting for Taufik.... I mean, he's d obvious winner ar....
Compare Fik with Sly... Omg.... Isn't it obvious oleady? Fik will win with his hardwork.....
Sly will win coz of biasness and prejudice.... I hope fik wins manz.... Smash dat Fox down back 2 his hole...


Ok now, enough of Singapore Idol and letz get back to my life....
Hahakz, real intense rite... =P.... I juz hate biasness, Prejudice, Mats, Minahs, Racist pple....
Btw, D song U heard juz now.... by A New Found Glory, Entitled: Everything I Do, I Do it For You....
Well, I juz wanna tell d one I love so so much... Dat watever I do, I do it for her....
D poems I write... D songs I sing.... I do it for her..... I realised, thru poems.....
I can express my feelings better... So she'll understand how I feel...(hopefully) hehe....
Yeaz....
Look into my eyes, and u will see..
Wat u mean 2 me....
Search ur heart, search ur soul
Wen u find me there, u'll search no more...
Dun tell me itz not worth trying for....
U can't tell me itz not worth Dying for....
U noe itz true... Everyting I do...
I do it for u....
Look into ur heart, and u will find....
There's noting there to hide....
Take me as i am...Take my life...
I wanna give it all, I would sacrifice.....
Dun tell me, itz not worth fighting for....
I can't help me, there's noting I want more....
U noe itz true... everyting I do, I do it for u....
There's no love, like ur love....
And no other, could give more love....
There's no where, unless ur there....
All the time... All d way...... =D

So yeaz, dat song is for u... U noe hu u r.... =D
Can't wait to have u back..... ;)

Ok now.... For my side of d poem..... Aint Much la..... here it goes....

"I wonder to myself....
To what's my reason for being alive...
I've lived for 16 long years, I'm impressed with how I've survived
For when my chapter may end, I wished I still was five....


Tossing and turning on my bed...
Once I stopped, I thought I was dead..
Transported to a place no one ever said...
I felt Empty, Lonely, as though I was sad...


Taufiq is my name..
And I'm here to tell you about my game...
The game of life, other's may call it lame...
To a point I don't understand why sum pple just become insane...


Now the clock just stroke twelve...
I know everyone's asleep, other den myself....
I don't really mind, cause a pencil and paper is all I have...
To take me through this life, and maybe till I got none left....


I'm writing this not because I'm sad....
I'm writing this so that my messeges could be well read...
I'm in love with a girl, I once had...
And I'm missing her dearly, like a sick animal waiting for a vet.....


I love you, I wished I could make it sound more true..
With all my heart, Don't you love me too?
I wish I could take you to a place, just me and you...
Where we can have all the time in the world, And stick together like glue....


Some people may ask why I start writing poems...
I just can say that its like sugar passing through a phloem....
It just never stops, even when you try to stop 'em....
By the inspiration I got from the one I who knows my problems.....


Well, datz all for 2day..... To d one I love.. please show me a sign..... For i need u so dearly.....

and for d rest of u, tankz for reading my blog... hope u enjoyed it!!! =D take carez n byez!!!

Dear Bloggiee.....

Ahhhhhh.... Gez wat guyz, I woke up damn late 2day... Hahahkz.....
Ok wait..... Letz go back in time....*teleports..................*
Wy do i see dinosaurs? OK WRONG! *teleports..............*
Since wen cars flew off d ground? OK WRONG! *teleports...............*
Why am I wearing my Band Uniform? Ok Correct Correct....
Teleporting makes me dizzy manz... like WHOA...... Ahakz....

Owitty Denz.... 17th November of 2004.......
Hmmmm.... Bright day.... Humidity levels are high, Temperature ranged from 100-150 degees(bedek seh...)
Hahakz... It was hot la, den i wear double summore.... Was sweating manz.....
I came for band at 12 noon....... And itz like, everyone still sitting down, lax lax.....
So i gez I was on time ar.... K kewlz..... Den i was juz "disgusted" to see my irritating junior....
We wun talk abt her, cuz later I get angry over noting.... So yeaz, moving on.....
We warmed up, I was lazy to take out my tuba, to I borrowed my junior's tuba...
Den warm up warm up.... My ulcer was hurting like crazy lohz.....
Yeaz, So i didn't warm up fully la.... Den after dat kan, me juz brought down d tuba....
Den helped d percussion sections down to load stuffs onto d lorry......
I was so much expecting a covered truck.... But it HAD to be an open aired truck...
I was like, OMG, d instruments are gonna be FLAT wen it reaches SCH......
Budden I juz said to myself, instrument spoil, but new one lohz....
Ahh, den I got on d bus... At 1st we talk2 la... Den it got kinda boring n i slept....
Den i had dis dream la... Wasn't clear la, very blurry one.....
There was me in a space which was filled with white......
Den sumting appeared... A human figure, in white..... I tried 2 see d face....
It appeared 2 be a girl...... She tried to reach for my hand......
I tried to reach her hand...... We were so close, yet so far........
She resembles sumone, but i couldn't tink....... But I had a feeling i liked her....
I tried my best to reach her hand, and with a surge of energy and a spur of moment....
I held her hands.... But juz as I wanted to see her face... I was woken up by d bus's horn....
I woke up like I've been 2 heaven.... I kept tinking hu was dat girl........

1st Cock up of d day of concert..... Bus driver... Hahakz.....
Luckily I was seated near d driver.... Den I wen I woke up from dat wonderful dream....
Which I wish could come true... Ahhhhhh Naqiah..... hahakz, see, dreaming again.... sheesh...
Oh yar, d bus driver, i tink he heard wrongly and send us to VCH......
I was like, itz SCH and NOT VCH.... =.=" hahakz......
Den d driver made one big turn, den we were on d right track.......
Ahakz, dat was cock up number one.... =D
Then we reached SCH..... Ahhhh.... We were like soldiers manz....
Being sent to do our jobs... Ahakz, the tuba section and Percussions went to unload d instruments from the truck.....
It was kinda fast, which I dun really understand wy la... Hahakz.....
Should have had it timed... Den see how fast.... But really lohz, It was damn fast.....
Of cuz la, got me rite? hahakz... ceh... prasan aku ni.... =P
Den unload oleady, I put d 5 tubas at d backstage.....
Den put d percussions on d stage..... Den I go and set up my Tuba at d backstage....
At that time... I wasn't DAT much of nervous la.... Hahakz... was okok, keeping cool....
Ahakz.. Den yeaz, We had our one and onli rehearsal for d day......
During rehearsal, everyting was fine, I nv expected there to be echo, but wen there was...
I was like WHOAAAAAAAA OMG GOT ECHO!!!!! hahakz....
Cuz after any song, d tuba is alwayz d last to end d note rite.....
To make d "booooom" sorta sound... Hahakz.....
And it did!!! Hahakz, during rehearsals, the hall was like, "BOOOOOOOOM!"
hahakz.... Dat was juz kewl manz.... Simply amazing.......

After the rehearsal.... We had one hour break while d percs pracs...
Yeaz... After dat at around 6pm, We had our Lunch cum Dinner.....
Hahakz, Yeaz... Late rite.... hurhurhur.... wat to do.... =P.....
But I didn't eat... Kinda dumb if u ask me... Hahakz... yar....
Coz I was so nervous, my teeth were like gGGgggGGGggGggg....
Hahahzk.... Really scared ar..... Den she mgz me....
I was like, eh, so fast reach oleady???? Den I ask her go 2nd floor....
I wait n wait... Tak timbul2 jugak.... hahakz... den i wait again.....
Tak timbul2 lagi.... Den I was like, ok, confirm segan ni....
Hahakz....=P, yeaz, den I go and look for her la.....
Den she say she outside, I went down den saw her......
When she walked to me, I was like "alamak, wat should i doooo???? wat should i say????"
Hahakz, it doesn't look like it la, cuz i noe how 2 hide it...=P....
I da la nervous... hahakz... Yeaz, Den I passed her d tix.....
Manz... She looks so so so so Beautiful.... I was like, *meltz meltz meltz*
hahakz.... U LOOK SO KIUT!!!!!!! hahakz.... ;)
Can't stop tinking abt her oleady... ahakz.... =P
Okok, now, after passing d tix, I went back to d hall.... Juz sat there...
Still tinking abt her.... She looks so wonderful manz.... *meltzzzzzzz*
Can't wait fer her to be mine again.... ahakz... =$......
yeaz.... Sat there... den she mgz me, Btw I where got look so great one.....
I feel like I'm a Banana manz, with yellow pants and shirt... Hahakz....
With black shoes and a brown face... My fren say if we paint blue and white stripes...
On our shirts.... Den We can become Bananas In Pyjamas.... hahakz....
U noe wat I'm tinking B1? No B1 wat are U tinking B1?
Hahakz.... Ok nvm nvm...

BUT! hahakz...I had evolved from being all yellow.... And.....
With a help of a ting called d "BLAZER" AH!!!!....
Hahakz.... Red Karler Summore ar!!!!! Den my pants look so bright...
It could be called white also... hahakz... yeaz........
Den if u put A crescent and 5 stars on our blazers.....
U get a full suit of a Singapore National Flag.....
Hahahahakz... Ok i'm crackin up.... =P BlllllllUUUUeeeeKKKZZ....
Ok.... Now, for the concert......

2nd Cock up of d day.... Ahakz..... dun worry, there's onli 3.....
Ok yeaz, Ahhh, d doors open.... I grab my tuba and walked to MY seat.....
And I was shocked, OMG, it has to be dat annoying Junior 2 destroy my day...
hahakz... Yea, I was sorta humiliated, Walking here and there....
Haiz, like pple say, the show muz go on.... Vent my anger by hitting d tuba 2 a chair...
And dat made a loud *CLANK* sound.... hahakz....
Anywayz, I was like, going to put my mouthpiece onto my tuba...
Den dey started tuning oleady.... I was like... WAIT!!!!....
hahakz...... I was kinda nervous oleady manz.... ah!!!!!!
Den I saw her at her seat.... She at 1st seemed interested la....
Den after d 1st 3 songs.... she looked kinda bored, like got headache liddat....
Wasn't a good sign at all.... hahakz.... Grrrrr......
I juz played with my heart and soul.... Looked at d conductor most of d time....
D 1st song to start it all.... To Challenge the Skies and Heavens Above....
Sounded quite ok to me.... But itz like, ok la, there were sum problems here and there....
Sen d 2nd song... Haiz... Tell me wy i hate slow songs... hahakz....
Disastrous manz.... I dunno wy, but it wasn't d best or should i say, it was d worst of d concert....
Den we played Simple Gifts.... D song i like alot.... hahakz... yeaz, I played kinda well...ceh...=P
After Simple Gifts, we played A legend from Yao... INTONATION PROBLEMZ!!!!=.="
haiz.... Sad.... Oh yar, we played Near Dawn also.... Den got dis one part near d end....
Got dese running notes.... At 1st I tot of playing la.... Budden i tot twice n last minute nv play.....
I juz go on.... AH!!!!!! Wy i nv play!!!! =P hahakz.....
I didn't hear One United Pple so much la.... Cuz by den I can't tink straight......
Den it was d intermission..... Ahh.... finally got break.... Den i go and meet with her at her seat....

I was kinda nervous la at 1st.... Den i juz walk up d steps....
Den met with her.... Talk2.... ahakz.... Talk abt d concert.......
Basicly my mind went blank wen I saw her, Da melt da..... hahakz....
=P.... hehe..... Wish I could spend more time with her in d near future....
Maybe not juz more.... Let it be forever.... =D
hehe.... Yeapz..... Den sadly it was time for me to go..... Awwwwww.....
Sedih tau..... Den it was d start of 2nd half..... PERCUSSION ENSEMBLE!!!!
Hehe... Mr Ramu, took d lead for dis ensemble.....
He did his "thang" hahakz..... It was damn kewlz.....
Sadly I couldn't see d 3rd one coz i gotta be backstage.....
awwwwwww..... Den It was our turn to come out......
Now for d 3rd cock up..... Finally.......

The 3rd cock up had to do with d chairs..... it juz HAD to be d chairs.....
Our assistant conductor took an extra chair and put it for one of d players....
I mean, datz juz not rite lohz.... argh!!!!!
Den we started d concert again...... I can't remember wat song... wat ar????
Oh yar, Mamma Mia!!!! hahakz.... =.="
I hate d starting of dis song.... D low notez juz makes my ulcer hurt more!!!!
Ouch!!!!!!! Hahakz.... I juz forced it out ar, juz play......
Ahhhhh..... After dat was Solitaire... Manz, I juz LURVE dis song.....
If u could see me play... I was basicly playing with feelings......
Whoa manz..... Dat song really.... Dgn penuh perasaan nye seh....

AHHHHH!!!! I gtg oleady!!!!!! =( Okok..... Sori guyz!!! Will finish it up later on aightz????
Sori sori!!!!!!

NAQIAH I LOVE U!!!!!!.... U LOOK VERY KIUT!!!!! JAMBU SEH!!!! =D

hahakz.... A'kum all!!! =D

Dear Bloggie.....

Tommorow is my concert!!!! AH!!!!! Freak out guyz!!! hahakz...
Okok... Not bad for an intro huh....
Owity denz.... But 1stly..... I would like to talk abt dis sumone special....

A normal girl, others mite say...
I still tink she's special, even though i'm pushed away....
Sum may even call me, "Suay"....
But datz juz my story i'm gonna tell sum other day....

2day, 2nite, with d bright stars shining....
I noe there's a soul near or far, waiting....
For me to meet, for me to cherish, for me to sing...
For that soul I adore so much, Is juz missing....

She's special...Yea, one way or the other....
She's alwayz strong at heart, keeping a positive mind altogether...
I love her, yes i do, for hu she is, not coz of her father...
An amazing person, hu's gone thru so much, but still has a will as strong as fire...

She's gone thru d worst storms, fought with d greatest warriors....
But she nv ever lets herself down, even wen it makes her wonder....
A soft spoken person she is, but nv underestimate wat she could fire....
With a heart of gold and a strength of a thousand men, she could nv be beaten by any other.....

She loves music, and does her stuffs very well....
Itz no wonder she getz into a band which she fits in, i can tell....
No matter whereshe is, her presence will alwayz be discovered.....
Maybe not one, two, three....But a hundred....

I dare say, I love her, Coz it has alwayz been so true...
Out of d million hearts, I'm lucky we onli got two.....
We met like a baby playing peek-a-boo....
Oh wat happiness u gave me, when I met u....

People can give me a million dolars, d whole world, a diamond or two....
Dey could have given me aniting I wanted to do....
I could be d most richest man in d world hu owns d latest Subaru....
But with all d fame and glory, I still feel empty, coz noting could add up to sumone like u....

I go down walking thru the streets of Tampines....
Even going down thru d streets of Little India, I'll still find happiness....
Coz all I see is u... In my heart, in my soul, u show me d light in my darkness....
And wenever I'm not with u i feel cold... Cold like d highest peak of d mountains in Andes...

I'm not trying to beg or plead u to come back to me....
But ur the one hu makes me show my true colours, even wen itz very sunyi
Ur the one for me, ur my ecstacy, ur d one i need....
I'm noting without u, n I hope u feel d same way too, but could i even dream?

I swear by d waters dat flow thru the rivers,
And the blood dat flows thru my veins....
I will alwayz love u, not onli now, not onli later, but forever....
For ur the onli one in my heart.........Dat remains................

Dua tiga kucing berlari...
Taufiq terkejar-kejar Impian...
Naqiah mai la sini...
Supaya Fiq jauh dari kesunyian...


Ok, now we start abt the concert dat I'm gonna have abt tml.....
Hmmmmm.... Basicly I hope itz gonna be a great concert....
Here's the repertoire of the concert.....
1) To Challenge the Skies and Heavens Above
2) Arioso
3) Near Dawn
4) Simple Gifts(watch out for the poems...=D)
5) A Legend From Yao(weakest song in d 1st half)
6) One United People


InterMission......
Starting off the 2nd half will be 3 songs from d NASSCB Percussion Ensemble(fingers crossed)


7) Mamma Mia
8) Solitaire
9) I will Survive


And datz it... yeaz, Hope to see sum familiar faces to come 2 my concert tml.....
Especially U! hehe, u noe hu u r, dun hide it... ahhhh!!! hehe....
Okaiyz den.... Me kinda nervous, Intense Siotz! ahakz...
Yeaz... at d same time, I'm kinda worried abt u.....
If U can't come, dun force urself... Itz really ok k?
Ur health more important.... Insya Allah I'll have more concerts sum other time...

Take carez den!!!! Hope u like my poem i made for u..... =D
Of cuz, Itz inspired by u.....;)

Byez everyone and have a great week ahead of u!!!! =D

Dear Bloggie....

Ahhhhh, itz like 11+ eve of Hari Raya Aidilfitri.... Hahakz....
Wy am I not in bed yet????? Hahakz, Coz I waiting for herrrr....
Heez... Yeapz... I haven't been updating much for d past 2-3 days...
Coz I've been kinda bz now... I mean, was la.. Clean house and all...
Phew manz, Tiring... But it pays off I gez... Ahakz....
I gonna wear BLUEEEEEEE... not juz any blue...
I gonna wear Light Blue... From my sis's wedding one...
Yeapz.... Yay!!! Can't wait for tml manz.... Gonna be damn fun....
Wooootz! hehez.... Yeaz.... okok... I gonna Say my apologies in malay now....

Assalamualikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh......
Apa Khabar semua? Baik? Hahakz, Fiqz baik di sini....
Fiqz nak minta maaf.... Bukan sembarang minta maaf....
Minta Maaf dgn ikhlas... Kalau Fiqz tersalah ckp ker....
Tersinggung perasan... Terkentot salah tempat.....(i am very guilty for dat :P)
Kalau Fiq ada merajok ke... Kalau fiq marah tak tentuhara....
Fiq betol2 minta maaf... Fiq tak sengaje.....
Fiq tau fiq telah tersinggung perasan ramai kawan fiq.....
Fiq Kesal atas perbuatan fiq... Dan fiq nak insaf....
Berikan la Fiq Peluang lagi......
Insya Allah Fiq tak akan Menyakiti hati lagi....
Fiq Nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya kepada kawan-kawan fiq semua....
Dan kepada yg Fiq sayang.....
Fiq Harap awak boleh kasi fiq peluang lagi.....
Fiq perlukan mu... Fiq sepi tanpamu... Fiq rindu tanpa mu.......
Fiq masih ada cinta yg membara lagi kuat.....
Fiq tak bilang u kerana Fiq takut u lom sedia untuk bersama fiq...
Tapi kalau u sudah sedia, tolonglah bilang fiq.....
=D Okaiyz.... Fiq tak nak ckp terlalu banyak...
Nanti si ciner yg membace tak paham naik bingit.....
Dengan itu, selamat berhari raya, jgn luper ajak fiq gi jalan raye tau...
Hehe... Kuih raye MESTI nak kena try! =D Hehe....
Oh yar, kalau nak dtg rumah fiq, Call fiq dulu kz? =D
Terima Kasih.... Dengan Itu fiq nak abizkan post ini dgn surah Qadr.....

Bismillah...
Ina Anzalna Hu Fi Lailatil Qadr...
Wa Ma Adraw Ka Ma Lailatul Qadr...
Lailatul Qadri Khairum Min Alfishahr..
Tanazalul Malaa Ikatu Waruhu Feeha Bi Izni Robihim Ming Kulli Amr...
Salaa Mun Hiya Hat'ta Mat'la Eil Fajr....
Amin....

OK now... English version... Ahakz....
Lax lax.... U heard d song Accidentally In Love by d Counting Crows....
Well, I put it up for a reason... Coz I fell in love with dis gal accidentally.....
I seriously didn't mean to... But hey, love... As u noe, can happen anytime...
Once I saw her pic... I juz had dis feeling of warmth...
I knew I loved u b4 I met u....
Yeaz... Datz wy... I mean yea, seems like a fairy tale of sumsort....
I am a man hu will fight for ur honour...
I'll be d hero... U'll be dreaming of....
We're gonna live forever...Knowing together dat we...
And we did it all... For d glory of love.....
Like d knight in shining armour...
From a long time ago...
Juz in time I will save d day...
and Take u to my castle far away......
Sometimes i just forget.....
Say things i might regret.....
It breaks my heart to see you crying....
I don't wanna lose you....
I could never make it alone.....
You keep me standing tall....
You help me through it all.....
I'm always strong when u're beside me....
I have always needed you...
I could never make it alone...

I noe u mite tink My love for u is unreal...
But cross my heart and tell no lies,
No one's leaving u behind
Juz becuz we said goodbye....
Cross my heart I do believe
In my thoughts and in my dreams..
I'll be taking u with me....

Coz now and forever, I'll alwayz love u.... and onli u.....
I will be ur charming knight and will protect u with my life.....
But please give me a 2nd chance.... Cuz i need u....

But if u oleady have sumone else in ur mind.....
Please do tell me... Dengan seikhlas hati hamba akan menarik diri dan akan berasa gembira untukmu...
=D

With dat, I'll end this post with a qoute mama lemon told me....
*If u feel like doing sumting, Do it... Dun wait or it'll slip thru ur fingers....*

Tankz for reading my blog... And happy Holidayz! =D

"Allahuma Inaka Afuwun Tuhibun Afua Fa' Fuanna....."


15 November 2004....

Dear Bloggie....

I dowan to create a new post, coz i want sumone to read my recent post...
So yeaz.... Hmmmm.... Here I go about hari raya, which was yesterday la....

I woke up... At like 6am.... Yea, it was 6.....
Den I rolled for awhile, den got up at 6.20...
Den I juz got ready to go out for morning prayer.....
I wore my jeans and my malay shirt....
Ahakz, I was like white.... hahakz....
My shirt was white...=P
Yeaz, den left home....
*Ok dis is starting to get boring*.... *I actually got a sorta poem in malay to write*

Ok, skrg saya akan mula pantunku....

Pada hari yg ku temui...
Ku sungguh tiada beraksi....
Hatiku kosong sekali....
Walaupun ramai org sedang menari....

Kesedihan meliputiku....
Air mataku mengalir dan aku tersedu-sedu....
Mengharapkan wau bulan, bintang dan matahari, tiada mengubatiku...
Terdiam, ku berada dalam bilik sepi sambil dibakar menjadi debu...

Saudara-mara ku, menyuruhku makan...
Tetapi selera yg tiada yg menemankan...
Seorangku bersembunyi di belakang pintu teman...
Terputus perhubungan antaraku dan harapan....

Wahai tuhanku yg maha penyayang....
Ampunilah akan Dosa-dosa ku....
Kalau aku ada apa-apa terpegang....
Dengan tidak sengaje atau dgn kebodohanku...

Pada hari yg berbahgia ini...
Hati ku kosong, dan sepi sekali...
Hanyalah manis kenangan lalu....
Yg menghancurkan hatiku...

Duit yg ku terima pada hari ini....
Amat sedih ku harus kembali...
Memberi pada duit ke luar negeri....
Yg sangatku benci....

Aku akan ke luar negeri, tidak lama lagi....
Tetapi, aku akan pergi, yg akan menyakitkan hati....
Akan ku rindu seorang gadis yg ku idami....
Tapi ku tau kau tidak akan jadi millikku lagi.....

Mengapa ku rindunya, mengapa ku Cintakanya...
Walaupun ku tahu yg kau sudah ada penggantiku....
Keperitan mendapat tahu kau tidak cintai ku, hanya....
Hanya membisakan hatiku....


Hmmmm, Kla, datz all... Gonna continue sum other time... Take carez all!!!! =D

Dear Bloggie.....

My my... I'm early 2day rite... hahakz... =P BLUEKZ... keke...
I haven't sleep yet de... Not sleepy yet, dunno wy.....
Finally She got a pic on her webbie... Miss her so much de...
But... BUt... BUTTTT.... nvm... hahakz....
Yeaz.... I can't sleep, coz everyting I ever knew, is a lie, without u....
Lalala... Haiz... Sianz.... So here's muh story.... Again, ahakz... =P

Ooooooooowity denz..... Since itz onli 14mins thru Deepavali....
Wanna wish All my Indian frenz a Happy Deepavali!!!!
Ahakz... Although I dun have much Indian frenz.....
And btw, I aint Indian, I'm pure malay, so dun get me wrong here...
I'm dark coz I'm tanned... yeazzz.... Ahakz....
Yeaz.... Hope u Indian peeps out there enjoy, Coz 3 dayz later....
Itz OUR TURN!!!!!! hahakz.... Sungguh Ghairah nye aku ni yer... =P
Ahakz..... But hey... I dun really feel d spirit of hari raya animore.....
Even d fasting month, I dun feel nething... Zilch.....
D feeling ish juz not there... Sumting's missing.....
It juz hurtz me u noe... Dose beggers on d streets.....
Or even dose handicapped street performers....
Dey perform in an intention to get at least 10 cents.....
And pple juz treat dem as invisible.... I for one has been treated like an invisible man....
Haiz.... Shucks manz, itz really Shuckz.... haiz.....
Imagine urself in their shoes... In the hot sun... Dey can't work....
Phycially disabled.... And hoping for sumone to lend a hand....
And pple tok bad abt dem.... How would u feel???
Dis is juz sick u noe... Simply heart wrenching to me....
Tak kesian per untuk dorg.... Sedih tau.....

Singapore now, known for d best airport... known for singlish.....
And pple here are proud.... But thatz all d good pointz....
I aint discriminating d country... but facts are facts, n sadly, i have to tell it out....
I juz listened 2 d radio dis morning... and guess wat came out from MM(morning madness)...
As u noe, Singapore is in d Quality Service Ranking amongst d whole world...
4 years ago.... Singapore, was ranked 8 over 100 countries as in d rankings....
Yeaz 8.... 4 years ago.... And u'd expect now d ranking is better.....
Wat do u tink?
Better? I mean, Seriously guyz... Look at d service now.......
Out of a possible 10, how much would u guyz give?
Sum may say, 10 la dude, of cuz... others would say so so lohz, 5 liddat...
But cumon.... I seriously would onli give a 4......
Ok back to d rankings... Now... Singapore... is ranked 24th out of d whole of 100.....
Haiz.... Sad facts of Singapore.... Juz 2 make pple realise how bad we are.....

Okok.... Here comes d good... Ahakz, wen got bad got good de rite?
Okok.... Education in s'pore....(aw manz fiqz, BORING la dey!)
Hold on a sec, lax lax.... Our new PM got say he gonna make us do less HW rite?
Isn't dat true? Whoa, I'm truly relieved, esp wen i got my Os next year....
But wat abt dose school datz independant? Hahakz, TOO BAD! =P BLUEKZ!
ahakz... Ok now, Cambridge examz.... Compared to local examz...
BIGGGGG difference.... and i do mean BIGGGG.... hahakz....
Here's an example... I juz took my N levels.... B4 dat... my school's prelim paper was...
Erm, okok ar, not too difficult, not too easy.... So yea, moderately set to my standard...
Den I took d N level paper.... I was like.... "insultin muh intelligence ar?"
I was like whoa.... Study so much to expect sumting so less....
Anywayz, not anyting new for me la, coz I give alot and get noting back....
So yea... And d next ting, O level maths.... Wah laoz.... Funny till my stomach ache....
B4 d exam i was sweating like a pig sia... den i see d paper... Omg......
All my worries were zapped by intelligence..(CEH!)
Ahakz... but seriously, cambridge examz seem 2 scare u at 1st...
But itz really noting lohz... dat juz goes to show S'pore standard higher den overseas...
Congratz goes to d education Ministry in Singapore... Ahakz....
Maybe we should send papers to cambridge to do, and let dem have a taste of spicy questionz..=P
Ahakz... yeaz...

Okok, wy am i talkin abt politics wen i should be talkin abt muh life....
Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh!
KKz..... Juz now I went nite prayers(tarawih) at Al Ansar Mosque located in bedok....
Yeaz..... D imam bace d surah all very fast.... I was like, wah, kalahkan tauke ni...
Ahakz... Budden i tot can go home early la.... And den guess wat.....
Alahai, buat sepoil ar, D doa plak yg panjang..... I was like "amin... aaaaminn... aaaaaaamiiiinnn...." den snoozed off abit....
Ahahakz... =P wooopz.... really lohz, damn long....
After dat went to KFC with my 3 "close" frenz....
uhuh... Den eat chicken... after dat i headed home.....
Kinda boring if u asked me.....
Oh yar!!!!!
In band juz now also rite..... D person hu used 2 call me monkey....
Now calls me Teddy Bear.... wah seh.... Have I grown? ahakz... or am i different?
Den after Teddy Bear, I bcum Dinosaur... hahakz... =P.... Right.... kekez....
Teddy Bear.... Wy not Taufiq Bear.... Teddy no nice... =P...
Okaiyz crap.... hahakz....=P.. i AINT cute... trust me....

Lalala.... Hmmmm, wat else ar... Oh yar! Can't wait to get swsy band t-shirt...
ORANGE COLOUR! wahahaha, not my preffered choice... but hey, it represents Youthfulness...
Or sumting liddat la... hahakz... Yea, I feel I'm d youngest in d band... Grrrrrr.....
Ahahkz.. yea... YOUTH bah... so I'm still young... *Nggueeeeekk!!!!*
hahakz... Tuba player... woohooo!!!! I still lurve d eupho! and d clarinet!
Eh wait, clarinet not so much la, Eupho 1st, den Tuba den Clarinet... ahhh...
yeaz! =D...... Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... yar, later on I going concert....
Actually I dunno wat concert it is la, Itz at VCH @ 8pm... yeapz....
Wanna see d tubist... Sure nice one.... =D
Oh yar, Next year SYF is at SCH hor... Wah laoz, scary noe....
SCH... haiz... Can see d pple.... EEEeeeeeekkk!!!
And my concert is in d SCH... hahakz, can preview d hall....
hahakz...=P....

Hmmmmmmmm..... 3 Dayz more to Hari rayaaaaaaa......
Haiz.. sumting's missing..... sumting's empty....
But I noe u'll nv come back.... nv will... Na'uh... NV!...
haiz... sad rite... Grrrr Fiting dis sadness, battling it all day n nite....
Ahakz... K la... Me gtg now.... Take carez n tankz, for reading my blog!!!!
Especially U! hahakz.... I'm still in love....
in love....
in love...... with u... yea....

Fiqz Outz...!