OKiez.... sorry for not updating my journal dat often.... really got alot of tings..... anywayz, 2day was ok as usual, d investiture had 2 be postponed to 14 of July instead of having it 2day, and we have 2 change d numbers on the banner..... well, aniting is possible u noe.... hehe...... anywayz, 2day had a change in time table.... and itz like quite boring ar d time table, hehe, for d fact dat every tuesday i'll be having extended maths lessons!!(haiz...) den after dat have 2 rush for band summore...... haha, tuesday will be d most tiring day........ den dis thursday i going to Vicoria concert hall for rehersal for Syf........ wow! hehe.... i heard itz a big place... den got warm up room and all... so fun!!!.... erm, noting to tok abt really..... i'll see wat i have 2 say next time kz.....

OKIEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 24th of June~!~....... In the morning..... Went to school at abt 8AM..... Cuz i was called down to do some work for the teachers..... And wen i reached school, they were waiting outside, at the taking temperature station there(u noe where rite, yar there)...... Den dey say everyone had to come by 8.30... and i looked at the time, i say to myself(wy didn't i stay in bed for even a couple of mins more?).... den me and justina juz talked and talked....... den alot of d other started to come...... den by 8.30, even the teacher wasn't there yet, so the pple hu weren't there yet were kinda excuse from being late....... den wen everyone came oleady, and the teacher came and all was on plan...... we all went into the staff room..... we had to clear up the staff room for the teachers, since most of us are SCs, our work was to do dat also.... so we juz did our job..... I had to clear dis whole cabinet which was like very dusty, luckily d teachers provided face masks(or else i wld be oleady sneezing all d way manz, hahaha).... anywayz, i did d top shelves 1st den move down shelves at a time...... d top shelf was d worst........ cuz it was like d most dustiest place, and again, luckily there were face masks.... hehe, den i clear clear clear everyting.... top to bottom.... finally i was done.... den i had to carry some of d tings to d teachers lounge(trust me, it was VERY cosy ok..... Itz like i nv want to get out of dat room, hehe).... after dat, we moved the teachers table, here and there the tables went, and we moved d cabinet also...... den move move move...... finall, everyting, DONE! yay! hahaha....... den we all were given break at 12-1pm....... and so we went to tmart for lunch, since i was low in budget, i went to d food court..... den got myself "due prata kosong!".... den eat eat eat.... by d time i finished eating, guess wat it was 12.30 oleady... den we all decided to go back to school and finished aniting we haven't finished........ den wen we come back, d teachers weree like looking for work for us... haha, i was looking to d work part, hahaha..... owh yar, b4 dat i got paper cut.... haha, itz like still stinging my finger now..=P

OKiez, 2day..... in the morning, had to go for band com meeting which i tot was onli half an hour or so....... but den, it was 2 HOURS LONG AR....... den d teacher keep telling us abt the problem d band faced last 2 years....... Anywayz, yar, I am the Quarter Master, itz quite d "leceh" seh...... den d teacher were going to d positions...... den he purposely skipped d quarter master's job 1st cuz he say, he wanna go thru d easy job 1st, all d paper work...... den finally, come to Quarter Master.... he say itz d hardest job(dat is like so comforting....YAR RITE!).... itz like d software of the whole commitee.... and i was like, "hai~ mati2, tentu mati"....... den after d meeting, we all had a sumsort of a break, den we went to tmart go get breakfast... after getting our breakfast, we go back school, we go eat our breakfast, den i go to music room and wat i normally do ar, which is warm up in the gallery...... den after dat i went down for sectionals without my instrument as i lend my instrument to my junior...... den i juz buzz buzz buzzzzzz...... hahaha,...... after d sectionals, i was given back my eupho cuz d junior prac finished...

I've been very d busy d pass few weeks seh.... erm, so i am really sori if i nv update it..... me beary d tired okiezzzzz..... =P..... haha, but i'll still live..... I LOVE U YATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okiez.... continuing fridays post....... hmmmmmmmmmm........... after doing d stands and all... I went back down and joined d rest of d camp...... den we had to do a "amazing race" onli dat itz in the school la.... haha.... we were like runnning here runnning there..... and d best part was dat we were tied to each other.. =X..... den at d 7th clue, d galz had 2 go in the toilet for d clue, d guyz had an idea and went to chk d sink..... BUT, d ex-co caught us and we had 2 do four-feet..... haha, wen d galz went out, we sang d "ABC" song.... haha, loud and clear.... (WOW!) haha...... den we run here run there, still no 7th clue, den at last we looked for the "helper", den she say we were sabotaged(OH NO!)....... luckily we found d other clues 1st.. haha.... ok.... after the "hunt game" we all were called back outside e SC room, and we had 2 get our stuff to d classroom which we slept in..... after dat me and my fren go to d pit and started the fire(YAY!!!!) it was very fun u noe, i made all sorts of jokes, and dey were like laughing here and there...... den d fire also funny, keep dying and getting back alive, den sumtimes wen we wanna put d "live" back on, it juz get back on itself.... but making the fire was very very fun.... hahaha...... den as d night covers d day, d guys played soccer on the basketball court..... den we all were like bbq-ing the food.... at d guys side, the hotdog were d best..... (of cuz rite, guyz are like d best... =P *Jkkkk*) at d galz side, d chciken was MAGNIFICENT!(HEY! IT IS OK! =D)...... den after all dat, me and my fren go one corner, lax lax.... and we juz tok tok tok........ den dey all say at 10pm have 2 go to d hall for dancing(i didn't really noe how 2 dance...=P) haha, well, den @10pm.... i went to d hall, and guess wat, IT WAS VERY HOT!..... anywayz, after d dancing and all, i was very exhausted(i was OK.....=P) but they say unofficial lights off at 1am and official one was at 3 am.... so after d dance, we all were like stuffy manz... haha......we all went back to our classes to change our clothes for CLEEp..... but some didn't want to sleeep yet, so i followed dem back to d canteen..... and so, we tok tok tok tok..... after dat we were like berry tired, den decided to go sleep... wen i got into my room, most of dem sleeping oleady..... so i straight away went to sleep...... ok, here's d difference.... instead of sleeping at one spot..... itz like, i was sleeping at 4 different spots altogether...... 1stly, i slept on the table, which was like comfor-table(hahahaha) at 1st, but it was hot, so i went down to d floor and d fan was directly above me, den i was like (ok, dis is good)......... den after i slept for a while liddat.... i woke up, cuz i was freezing cold, and guess where i went....UP THE TABLE, but i was uncomfortable again, so i went down AGAIN...... and i was at d same spot.... den guess where i went, BELOW the table cuz i tot it wld block d wind..... but it was like d same..... so i juz "tahan" in there la.... den my fren woke up, see my leg, went back 2 sleep, cuz my legs were sticking out from the table.... haha... finally sumone go and lower down the power of the fan.... and i was ok again..... hahahaha...... den morning came(finally!) haha, i was very ready for d day to start... =P

OKIEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YO!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha, so long never update, REALLY SORII!!!! hahaha..... ok...... anywayz.....
For 18th of June.... I woke at 7 am..... den mgz my darling..... den i was off.... gone to school, i always have my thermometer and pen in my pocket, haha...... den wen i reach school, i had 2 take my temperature..... den go meet up with my frenz..... den we were like "eh, i dun feel like going to dis camp u noe...." den blah blah blah den we had to go meet up outside the SC room...... den we had 2 be divided into colour groups...... i was not paritular abt the groups, but i wanted to be in the same groups with my frenz....... den my frenz were put in the 1st groups and i was like..... "will i be happy with my groups...." then finally, i was in the last group which was brown...... den I sat in my groups.... there were 4 girls and 3 boys..... there was me(taufiq!!!!) and benjamin and another guy(forgot d name,sorry!!!!!!)... den there was Gladys, Mellissa and Christie and another girl(forgot d name too, sorriiii!!!!)..... anywayz, at 1st we had to design an egg and keep it till d next day... den after designing d egg, we tink of a group name...(cuz d name "brown" itself is not creative enough) so we created, "X-Kidz!" den after dat........*wat did we do ar?* Owh yar, we go play game....*rite?* yar! we did, erm..... we played a game which i dunno wat d name is,wait, i remembered it back, itz name is WHACKO!. Itz like we have 2 call other pples name 1st b4 getting whacked by d person standing in the middle.... i onli get once in the middle(Phew~) haha....... anywayz, after dat game.... den we played musical chairs i tink, yar we did..... den i was surviving all d way till d last 3.... den i was eleminated... haha, and guess wat, d last 2 have 2 propose 2 each other... hahahaha.... den christie had 2 propose to zheng hui, but she dowan..... =X..... so she have to perform other four-feet...... anywayz, after d musical chairs, we had to go do our group banner(YAY!!!!)..... haha, den we went in front of the council room(datz d onli place where we go and meet actually)... I drew the letter "Z" (cuz our group name had a "z" in it)..... But the prob is dat, after i drew it oleady, i wanted to draw a lightning in the middle, but i dunno how to....... so i juz give my plain "Z".... den after dat, d rest did their part...... and wen everyone done their letterz.... we place it below d banner... den we started outlining it...... but i cannot finish it as i had band at dat time.... so sad........ den i had band prac all d way till 3pm, but i had 2 do alot of tings in band, like counting d spoilt stands...(hai~) den wen i see d other SCs having fun at d basketball court, i was like "can i be excused? i got a camp to go to u noe...." but i didn't tink of dat and juz went on with d counting of stands...... and den finally i was done.... 84 stands..... some half, some full.... but i managed to count all of dem, haha (yay!) i mean, not onli me la of cuz, onli me and 2 more other "helpful" guyz...... hmmmm...... I tink i'll juz continue tml kz? really sowieeeee..... me kindaaaaa cleepy now also.... tml i tell u all abt d BBQ, and how i slept on d nite, hahaha...... cya guyz! to be continued......... *ZuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupZ!*

hmmmmmmmmm........... 2day....... 17th of June.... noting much happen 2day(sorry if my journal for 2day is very short)...... I dun really have aniting to say(OH MANZ!) Juz now wen i finished my maths lesson, it was like raining very heavily, and i was like drenched and shivering wen i reached home, haha, i even had 2 put my legs in warm water to warm me up, cuz basically, I can't stand coldness, i'll simply freeze my body out wen i am sumwhere cold.... =P erm, tml i got SC camp..... till 19th of June.... so i dun tink i can update d web(haizzzzz).... anywayz, yar, go SC camp.... which means i can't contact her the whole day(ARGH!!! I AM GOING TO MISS HER VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!) well, i haven even packed my bags(still relaxing and resting as always =P) OWH YAR! 2day rite, i helped my mom with her cooking! wow! cuz i wasn't doing aniting, so i juz helped her.... haiz... noting much happend 2day(BORING!) it was raining it in the afternoon and clear in the evening, funny how the weather works.... haha..... anywayz, noting much to write now..... but i'll have alot of tings to say(hopefully) after d SC camp, haha.... till den, keep sharp, move fast, stay alert! "Moving and a speed of lightning, Breaking the sound barrier producing Thunder" *ZuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupZ!*

ok..... 16th of June..... Hmmmmmm.... One of d most EMBARRASING days of my school days(ARGH!!!)... If i knew dis wld happen, i wld have dropped bombs at home b4 coming to school manz.... =P Anywayz, 2day, woke up as usual, noting much happend.... went to band... den during sectionals, it started, my stomach started to make me feel d urge to go to d gents... i started to walk around, walk here walk there, even my partner was like O.O.... haha... den finally, i had d last urge to go to d gents..... den i go there...... BUT IT WUN COME OUT!...... so i went back 2 my sectionals.... but i felt worse, den summore it was break time, i was hungry too.... so i bought my food and go eat(while resisting d pain in my stomach) finally, i finished eating, and guess wat, i felt more den worse, so i juz hold onnnnn.... till i can't take it anymore... which was in d 4th movement... i quickly ran out d door and head straight for d gents... d moment i reached d toilet, i felt oting at all..... i was like so frustrated(URGH!!!!) den i went back to d music room... told my fren abt it, and he started abt dis digestion ting.... makes me feel like letting it out on him manz, haha... anywayz, i had 2 stayback in d store room looking for d BRUKNER piece which i stilll can't find since juz now...(sigh~) surely die wan, wednesday no brukner, mrs. chua is goin to hunt us down manz... haha... anywaz, after band, went home(like i always do =D) den go pray den dunno do wat... haha.... Hm, other den d stomach ache, 2day was quite okiez.... hehe.... =D well, i will always be happy, put a positive thought 2 a positive mind and u will get positivity! (although sumtimes itz OK to have abit sad or angry side, hehe) =D cya guyz! tankz for reading me journal for 2day, i'll try 2 update it everyday.... so CHK IT OUT EVERYDAY! =P byezzzzzzz *ZuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupZ!*

eloooooooooooooz! Yo! hehe, hm..... 2day d 15 of June..... Quite an OK day ar onli dat i was quite tired in the afternoon(Hey, I slept all d way till 4PM ok)... Anywayz, in the morning, had my Clar lessons for half an hour(had to got to Plaza Singapura, quite far from my home) den wen it ended i got on a train to go home.... i was like so tired, my eyes were like very tightly shut..... but i manage to open my eyes to mgz sumone....;) den i reached home, well, wen i reached home, i went to go EAT and straight to bed...... I woke up at 4.50 and washed my face...... den i followed my frenz to go buy food..... and i went to buy my oen food too of cuz...... den after dat i go home, eat eat eat, den now here i am, on front of e com.... =P anywayz, 2day was like a typical day.... Hmmmmmm, I tink i have not completed my journal for yesterday as I have LOTZ to say, hehe...=P anywayz, i was saying dat i went to the stadium to run...... and yes, i did.... but before dat I went to the mosque to pray, and after praying, i saw her, d onli person hu made me happy all d time, there she was, in her reliqous class uniform, but she was with her fren, and she didn't want her fren to noe abt us so she juz go straight to her class, well, of cuz i understand wat she was going thru ;)..... Anywayz, i went to d stadium, den itz like there weren't dat much pple around, so i juz ran afew rounds around d stadium..... I was running with my fren(hu was in a soccer CCA) around d stadium..... and oleady half way thru, he tell me he wanna walk, i was like ready to even sprint off at d end, and he wanted to walk*hai~* but i didn't tell him 2 walk, i urge him on... but at last he cldn't take it and finally walked while i finished it off with Zuuuuuuuupz speed...... den after run run run, i go do some pull-ups(hey, i am like very skinny =P of cuz i got muscles to pull me up...rite?).... after dat it started raining*URGH!!!* but i kinda like to play in the rain, hehe..... den....................... I saw her again!!!!!! hehe... cannot miss wan.... =P.... after dat i go to mosque go pray, den go to me fren house...... for quite sumtime ar, den i went home...... and dat was my day yesterday(14th of June, Note, ONE MORE MONTH!!!).... well, 2day(15th of June) later i going to my grandmothers house for a "fathers day celebration" den dunno do wat ar, hehe, den go home..... till later den.... signing off..... *ZuuuuuuuuuuuuuupZ!*

Hmmmmmm, 2day, 14th of June.... I start to realise my life wasn't so bad, hey in life theres d ups and downs rite..... hehe, anywayz.... 2day i woke up at 9.55am.... den i went to bathe and went to get ready to go to school(not cuz of aniting, juz to take a SC camp form).... den after i got ready i went to school, den i forgot my thermometer, i was like, "can i juz dun take my temperature *cuz i was juz there to take a piece of paper and get out of there* " den i had 2 use dat ear thermometer, i really didn't see d person changing d plasic cover which is used 2 put in d ear, but i was like, "aniting lahhhhh...." den my temperature was 36.6'.....
so, yar, i went to d SC room, den i looked at d "window-of-the-door" and didn't see anyone at 1st.... but i saw legs sticking out at d end of d room, so i decided to knock, den d president, Justina, opened d door and asked my to go in, and of cuz, i went in, den she gave me d form and i tot dat was all, but i had 2 copy everyting which was on the board, den i tot to myself, wy didn't dey juz include dem in d form as well, i didn't dare to ask, so i juz copy down everyting.... while i was copying, one of d other SC came in and talked to Justina and i was like, abit "busybody" to hear, den i heard dem toking, and justina had 2 stay till 1.00.... well anywayz, i finished copying all of dem *quite long leh* den i got out of d room.....
den i went home *home sweet home,yay!* hehe, den i mgz sumone special *u noe hu u r....;)* den i went to get my fOOOOOOOOOD..... hehe, i was hungry ok.....=P den i eat, *ngap ngap ngap*.... den i finish den i drink water *glup glup glup* ...... den i go toitoi *prooot prooot prooooot* hahahaha... dis is like quite dead rite, anywayz, erm, hey, itz jz 2.40pm, wat u expect, i am onli half way thru d day seh..... Later i will be going out with my frenz, 1stly i go to TM go pay my school fees den i go to Tamp Stadium to run run run(my fav ting to do) hehe.... hm..... i'll keep dis updated as frequently as i can kz.... so juz chk it out, i always got alot to say..... haha, till later den, Have a good day! *ZuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupZ!*

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2day was like d ever worst day...... hai..... wish i cld cry..... I was like looking for time all d time, i didn't have mood to do aniting basically..... In band, i was like, sitting there d whole time doing noting..... like waiting for d ceiling to drop..... den after band, i had 2 rush down to d classroom block for d SC meeting.... which was quite long.... it was basically to brief d new SCs abt d working of d SC ar, i was like not concerntrating dat much top wat d president was saying.... i juz filled in my particulars and hand dem up...... and i am suppose to buy a black formal shoe and a long sleeved white shirt which i dunno where to get one... erm.... den dey say got 4 events going 2 happen, 1) SC investiture 2) meet d parent session 3)forgotten wat 4) forgoten wat also......den i went to d mosque with my frenz...... after d prayers, i broke down and cried..... i was feeling so down..... luckily my fren was there to comfort me..... den i went back 2 band..... dey were all having sectionals.... but my section in particular wasn't really practicing, onli my sectional leader was...... den i "terpaksa" join d other sections for my sectionals..... den after band, went home, with tired legs cause yesterday i was like "beaten up" quite badly during soccer..... well, till d end of d day, dis is fiqz signing off...... -Fiqz-

Okiez, here's my results for my Mid Year (haizzz....)

Maths: 46.6(D7)
English: 55.8(5)
Malay: 66.0(3)
Science(phy,chem): 77.6(1)
Combined Humans: 34.1(U)
Principles Of Accounts: 43.5(U)

Total: 323.6/600
Percentage: 53.9
Class Position: 26/41
Results: Passed
Attendance: 88/88
Conduct: Excellent
Some of my teachers remarks: Taufiq is an obedient student who possesses leadership qualities. He must learn to balance his work and continue on his weaker subjects.

Tell me itz like dis is d worst of my exams....

Yeah, love me
Or hate me
This who I am
Look at the past at times
I wish that I was born again
So I can rectify mistakes
And my wrong doings
Attempts on minimizing my sins
Before my story ends.......

Erm.... itz almost 12Am now.... and i am still not sleeping(Oh no!) well, actually i dun feel sleepy yet though..... erm, maybe i am juz abit blur at things nowadays, or maybe not abit, i am VERY blur abt sum things nowadays....... alot of "hars" "watz" and "HAR!?"..... manz, i am like dis blur guy again, wish i was in sec 2, wen my days were very grand(though dey weren't).... Well, 2day was like a disaster for me, in soccer, i fell down and injured myself alot, den at home, got scolding from my dad for bad results(hu'z dad wun scold, I am counted lucky 2 get to go online cuz he'z asleep,) Den i juz dunno wat else is going to happen, sumtimes, i try 2 smile, yet my face wun budge, tears start to drip out, sadness falls in....... and i ask myself wy i can't smile...... for how long have i been very happy and yet still have 2 face d sadness which is so new to me, wat mistakes did i do, i tell myself to cheer up, but itz juz no use as i keep shouting "watz d use" Now, every part of myself is like, gone..... hopefully sumting cheers me up sooner or later...... and hopefully tml will be a better day for me...... anywayz, signing out now at 12.10am..... nitez 2 all.......

Hm.... 2day, 12 of June 2003, quite boring i shld say... not quite exciting..YET! hehe, cuz i wld be going to d field in a couple of mins to go play soccer! yay! with some of my frenz in esss, dey called and asked for a right-winger, and i thought, "Hey! datz me!" hehe, den i accepted it, anyone interested in watching, juz sms me and ask me, I'll be at d field which is close to my primary school.... Anywayz, school juz now was okok, noting much happend, I had my Maths lessons and we went thru d mid year paper answers..... was quite sleepy wen i woke up juz now, and i was like trying to go back 2 bed, but my mom is like a natural alarm clock.... haha *jk*.... erm, OK den, Gtg now, I'll be back later with my results kaez? okiez, cya, byezzzzzz;) *Running at a speed of lightning, breaking d sound barrier making thunder.......------->ZuuuuupZ!*

OK, erm, dis is like me 1st time doing such journals... haha, oh well, anywayz, erm, I am fiqz, yar, me, D freaking clarinetist and d blasting euphonist.... haha ok, abit abt meself, Juz a guy hu can be either 100% blur abt sumting or juz d complete reverse.... Ermmmmm, I like sports, especially soccer, I play at d right part of d field(cuz i am a Right-Winger, datz wy i am always right*perasan lak aku ni* haha) anywayz, yar, currently i juz found out dis sumsort of a "gift" or skill i had in soccer(and music too!!!)..... And dis "power" i had was like kinda stupid at 1st to me....(hu believes in powers and all dat right, cumon dose are onli like in cartoons? like justice league and dose type of cartoons...) Anywayz, wen i started playing soccer in d field, i was very confused of which position to play, wat to do, wen to do it, but all i knew, was how to do it... den i juz gambled(not literally) and chose d right winger(as it sounded kinda relaxing position)... den i played, 1st few games was not d best(i even felt like giving up soccer) but den after my NAPHA test dat year, found out my ability to spurt out a quick burst of speed, datz wen i realise dat i was made for dat position.... *to be continued, cuz gtg now...* tankz for visiting!!!! =P