guess i should i really count my lucky stars. and thank melvin out loud for giving me peer pressure, making me fill in the non-academic part. sigh. why why why why. how unfair things can get.

so, i'm so excited over the concert tomorrow. bet its gonna feel really special, first time playing as alumni band!! gosh. i love band la! maybe perhaps i will join band in ntu after all. playing once again with seniors, juniors, and very special and funny people from trom section! hahah.. just hope that, alumni will continue. tomorrow will be fun!

if only i had continue playing my instrument.

and i passed my FTT finally. so i can book my practical test date, and start chionging lessons. but there is so an obvious and immediate problem sigh. so i should just forget it.

this is suppose to be the best holiday of my life.

hello.

i am just so glad that david cook won american idol. i am gonna get his album.

and i'm in love with jason mraz now too.

and this week's gonna be busy with band. band everyday! living my dream now. haha. bbss concert this sat night. hehe anyone interested in listening to some band music and see me play haha, please sms me for tickets! haha.

watching movies, movies and more movies, has been going on in my boring, insignificant life. and its so freaking addictive, i cant stop watching. and THE GREEN MILE is so freaking good. hai i know its so bloody unhealthy but, its one of the rare chances i have! met up with melvin and sean on sat night. i really enjoy these weekly sessions. prata, non-stop crap, and serious talk sessions! jx jx jx jx, stop ps-ing us. anyway, we were talking about uni. again. got quite excited about uni life. hahah. and i am looking forward to it now. only worry is, i'm afraid i cant ta han bio. haha. that's like the main worry which will stop me from accepting ntu! but, nus is still not coming to my letter box. hai. 90% chance i'm gonna do bio for the rest of my life. i mean, i can learn to love it right? haha. its gonna be freaking tough to do that if i really dislike it i know. but ok, its only certain parts of bio that i hate. maybe memorising the complicated names they have for each protein, gene, bla bla. and the ethical issues that follow the study and application of biology. i am freaking not gonna kill rabbits and mice. and growing genetically perfect plants, and consuming them. i think its just wrong. and so many others that i'm gonna figure out and argue with myself... okay, other than the subject itself, uni life seems fun. i l o v e the SBS building. and the whole ntu campus is nice. and the freedom, CCAs, curriculum is quite appealing. so i guess uni will be fun. of course it all depends on yourself. whether you want to jump into the opportunities. and i am gonna! gonna join odac, or some outdoor-ish club. gonna study hard and apply for the global immersion thing. dreams..................... i seriously want to backpack in malaysia. anyone who wants too please tell me!

i really really really want to go backpacking in malaysia, and climb all its mountains.

happy birthday to me. haha. once again celebrated at mum's place. with her friends over... and daddy and jie, charlynn. so its like happy family plus friends. sadly i didnt invite my friends over... cause its kind of last minute this party. the happy mothers day cake can explain why. so.. it was pretty fun. the usuals- karaoke, alcohol, dancing, lotsa food, high pitched, shrieking laughter from the philipinas. haha. and the cake for charlynn and me. and another cake for the mothers. and yes, mum got drunk at the end of everything a g a i n. so irritating. she'll wail and sob and cry and scream and shout until she sleeps. thats her drunk. sigh.

and today.... last day at smu! sobs! the thing i'll miss most, is of course the people here, and all the lunch breaks that we had. haha. and thanks so much for the mini birthday celebration. it was special, first office celebration with real collegues. haha. they are just so nice!

so, thanks to everyone who made my birthday.

and tomorrow onwards, game marathon, movie marathon, jog marathon, reading marathon. haha. good bye world!

i seriously have to watch all the good movies that are coming out. someone!!!

haha 2nd last day at work! gosh i'm gonna so miss this place. i'll miss hera, my super nice and sweet supervisor, and the rest of the village. they call themselves "chun ren". haha. elias, henry, eunice, siew kee, pauline, eugene, eva, janet, bernadette. great peeps! hopefully our paths cross again....


and... i received letter from ntu already. SBS. school of biological sciences. haha. i dunno really.... biology is so tough for me. and what am i gonna do in the future? work in the lab.. do research... repetitive work... haha. oh well! see how it goes in the tea party and... what i get from nus...

so, its not bad. 2 months and 1 week being a TA in bbss. experience was really great. made some really good friends, and meeting students of all kinds. and meeting some of the fakiest collegues. but oh well, didnt end well... but it was ok. 1 day of being a waitress in tea party. which was....... ok i guess... actually just one night. so there isnt much. another week of working in ewins marketing, thanks to melvin's dad! hahaha. business, accounts kind of thing. and i chopped "paid" on hundreds of invoices. quite sianzzzzzzzzzzz but collegues were nice. and finally 3 weeks in SMU! hr department. quite enjoyed myself, and got to experience how's HR like.

whats next i dunno....

may already. and i have not received any letters from any uni. sigh. starting to get worried, because i just realised that i dont have A levels physics, so i have less chance of getting into any engineering course. how dumb of me to JUST REALISE. but most of the pre-requisites only require o levels physics! hai. but still.

hai.

work at smu has been pretty enjoyable. i have really nice collegues. but eva has left. so i guess it will be less high around in the office. and elias is leaving soon. and then my turn. one week left. thank you recruit express for giving me this job. hahah. and i'm not gonna work in HR next time. no. one more week and i'm jobless again.... no income. no money to learn driving. sian sian sian sian. so damn sian.

something is really wrong/off/missing.
help.