back from KL! had a great great great time with your highness and fatfinettes. hahahaha. but one more night with them, i could be stabbing knifes into their chests. 2 days non-stop inhalation of 2nd hand smoke. really wanted to kill. BTH! but then other than that, all was great. tiring though.. sean and i couldnt take even half a day of shopping. walk and walk and walk. we didnt buy much. and we ate a lot. haha. each meal like more than 5 dishes. and... the hotel room is sooo nice! looking for the hotel was really freaking tiring as well. we arrived at KL at around 5am. and hung outside until the sky lit up. took train and walk walk walk walk walk walk, to our hotel. we met martin's friend as well, mandy, chio make-up artist. looking at stars and lightning on the way back was nice!

fatfinettes, your highness and me!


farewell xuefen...

this week is exercise week.

looked for jobs on monday with shida. we really t r i e d. went to fill up a form to become a waitress at an ntu restaurant. no return call. went to some company for an interview to be some telemarketer. and JERK interviewer said this when i ask a question "you only ask questions that you need to know, not questions that you want to know" stick up middle fingers in his face please! then.. tried calling a few places, either no answer or no vacancy. and then we met sean, melvin, and elina! walked around town.. and walked past indochine. on the spur of the moment! "hi, are you all hiring?" haha.. yes and filled in form again. no call back still! HAI. cry can. but anyway it was really fun traveling to and fro with shida dear!

i met up with linus and darren yesterday! it was really great catching up with them. felt quite sad though.. seldom meeting JC friends.. we watched shutter. which was really bad compared to the thai one. and we ate at coffee shop and chat and stuff. one topic really struck me. we were like talking about uni courses as usual... and then started guessing each other's job next time. like "what do you picture me to be like next time" it got funny.. but if i think about it seriously... seriously. i do not know. and i guess it would be wise to at least have an idea... so, darren is a card dealer in the IR. linus was first a doctor, and then a lawyer signing papers all day long, and then it was anything! yeah, anything that is a big shot, earning big bucks. and me?? LOL. linus' MAID. hahahah. maybe a little better, his personal assistant. haha. anyway! who gives a shit. thinking about the future is not me. i rather, walk one step, see one step. hai.

this week has been great. slacking. thinking. figuring things out. if i really cant find a job, then i'll become a temporary hardcore housewife.

AND things really happen when you least expect it to!

why do i feel so empty when this is suppose to be the happiest and free-est time of my life?

it was one great week, without a job. haha. tried to find job with shida on monday. but we just hang around west mall. best place in the world.................

tuesday was sean's birthday! and i met up with WEELING, HUANGYAN and STACY at imm.. hehhe thanks so much!! for the card, and for your friendships. you guys are very special to me!! hehe. and then i had driving lesson. HAHA next lesson can go out onto the road. how exciting can that get. i want THAT driving instructor. please!! haha.. and sean's birthday was nice. simple and sweet. just JX, martin and i, and BIRTHDAY BOY. we just ate.. and chat.. and drank tequila. okay only sean and i drank. and martin's pie was really nice!

wed and thurs was theory lesson with tianbee and staying over at her house. =) wed went to shida's house to look through classifieds and call, but ended up really slacking.... listening to music and lying down and sleeping and talking about _____ and ____. hai. so sweet. i love you lah shida!! okay typing the "____ and ____" is so secondary school of me. but whatever lah.

fri went to church for good friday's mass. and town after tt. with melvin and sean. we did spur of the moment things and went to club, at PLAY. hahaha. it was really special. FUN!

okay. one week of stay over, coming home late, alcohol.... time to do RIGHT THINGS! like jog and read and find a freaking job.

thank god for friends.

DAMN SAD................. DAMN SAD!!!!!

this is like maybe the 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 millionth time this kind of thing must happen.

fuck it lah URGH!!!!!!!!!

byebye okay?

i'm sorry i had to appear.

i feel like such a stupid shit.

i shouldnt even try.

or even think.

life is so goddamn exciting.

yeah, float and hang forever.

i've been overseas quite a few times, with different groups of people. and this time, to hong kong with my family. with daddy and sis, with aunties and uncles, and with cousins. 13 of us in total. it was really interesting. i admit it wasnt really fun, like oh-i-must-go-back-again-one-day feeling, but it was really well, weird. like funny weird. haha. it was one cute experience. and i'll definitely not forget this.

okay, so 4 days. went to hong kong. stayed in this dorsett seaview hotel. NO SEAVIEW. my view was



and the plane flight there was nice. i sat with jeff and auntie nancy. and i took lots of photos of the outside.




love plane rides! other than the terrible pressure that hurts like fuck when descending. just like thinking that i'm flying over land, way way way high up.

our main reason for this trip is to visit my grand aunties and uncles. and also my uncles and aunties' cousins. so first night we went to this restaurant and met all of them. many many many of them. it was really heartwarming to see all these people who are actually my distant relatives. the whole time i was just observing, listening, looking at how happy everyone is. really glad to have this kind of once in a lifetime reunion.



got really emotional when it was time to leave each other. i'm just glad to see all of them. and my grandmother from up above would be really happy to see us reuniting. i'll remember them, love them, and i wish them happiness and health, wherever they may be.

so, the next few days... we went to macau, shopped a lot at places like women's street at mong kok. and went to tsim sha tsui. most of the time i was with these 3 lovely people.


meiqi! my sis, and jeffery. =)

i guess the most fun day for me was the third day.. when 4 of us went to the Peak alone! it's suppose to be famous for its beautiful hk's night city view, and amazing sunsets. not our luck i guess.. cause what we caught was just


haha.. but anyway the most fun was still seeing some celebrities up close! and taking pictures with them!

brad pitt and angelina jolie OMG.

my idol forever harrison ford.


we just died. BON JOVI.

MJ! my sis just rocks.

okay.. he's suppose to be white.

anyway we saw mozart too. and einstein and marilyn monroe and hitler and many more...

hehe. cool huh. the wax museum at the Peak.

and the night city view...



it was really COLD up there. damn shiok!

this whole trip, my family just wasnt very together. so we kept losing each other. and played catching and hide and seek around hongkong. haha. but it was fun... walking and walking a lot. and i enjoyed my cousins a lot. hong kong is very much like singapore. maybe a little bit more people. a little bit more polluted air. a little bit more older buildings. mtr is 99% like mrt. we shopped quite a bit. and i hate chou dou fu smell! omg can just die walking down the street where these smelly beancurds are sold. URGH....

sisters and brothers with their wives.


cousins! jeff, meiqi, me, ah suan jiejie, dear sis, ah jian gorgor. =)))


casino at macau. first time entering!!


inside mtr.


outside mtr.

some pictures of buildings...

day.

night.

and lots of zi lian-ing sessions.

fav cousin!

eccentric sis.

joker jeff.

there are like a thousand other photos. haha. anyway! it was one good trip. thanks so much to ah suan jiejie for planning this for us. love my family. despite the differences. guess that's just life. people just cant stand each other and we just have to get use to it.

yeah!

back in singapore. jobless. moneyless. gotta find a new job quick. concentrate on piano, driving, leading a fit lifestyle, tuitioning my sis, reading reading and reading, and just love it! live it!

and i'm going to KL with sean and martin. HAHAHAH OMG SO EXCITED.

happy birthday sean! you're the bestest friend i ever had.









check this out, your real sign!
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"i'm just calling to inform you that the school doesnt need your service anymore."

so, i'm done working in bbss.

i dont know what to feel really.

all that has kept me alive in that school are my fellow TAs. despite the frictions we have sometimes mathangi... you know i still enjoy your company very much. and its just so much fun to have you around. and it feels just like magic that shida and i can become so close within this short period of time. hai... and of course SI DA MEI NU. i'm so damn happy to have met you all. i'll miss you guys chasing after me, helping me. i just so hope we'll never lose touch.

hai, happened so suddenly can.

just like that.

but anyway, just minus some jerks in school, all has been good. good experience, nice memories, time to move on.

no more germaine...

keep losing things. what's going on?

i need the sun!
i need you.

woooo!!!!!!!!!!! driving is freaking fun. i had my first lesson today. and the instructor was really nice. so wanna book him. but, i dunno la, weird system they have there. =( driving's not that hard as i thought it would be. the first time i moved the car, wooooo!!!! like a different feeling, never feel before. haha. ok do i sound kua zhang. but then very exciting la... haha. then i just drove round and round the circuit. the accelerator is the one that's hard to control. haha. cant wait to move on to the next stage! hopefully can get license by august?

hahaha.. so many things on my mind now... uni admission! i kinda have no idea where i wanna go. and even if i want, i bloody can't. =( my future is a blur.

I WANNA GO TO GENTING WITH TTB AND WX!

and so, i really got CCB. bloody... GP C. H1 geog D.

hai.

probably cant get into the course i want. but can get into uni i hope...

sigh. DEPRESSION.

thank God for one week hol next week. and family trip to hong kong! gonna book driving lessons. aim to finish learning by July.

this week has been interesting. staying over at jx's house, watched two movies. and burning my eye with some random contact lens solution. losing my phone in school, ended up finding it in the freaking toilet. cross-country yesterday. quite fun... at the dedication booth. too bad most of the songs cant be played.

sigh. there's gotta be more to life.

haha. 60 storeys! managed to conquer it. together with melvin. felt damnnnnnnnnnnn good after the climb. i wanna try again next yr!!

AHHHHH! THIS FRIDAY A LEVELS RESULTS! OMG. OMG OMG OMG. please please please. my dreams better not come true! at least CCB! not vulgarity. haha. hai. oh man..

what a drag. EXCITEMENT PLEASE.

just whack richalynn.

wo duo xiang ai ta.

tomorrow's the day!!! vertical marathon! haha. oh man. melvin and i are the number 2 couple to go up the 60 storeys! how exciting can this get. and there are only like 40 couples taking part. 40 couples!! i guess it would be really something if we can make it to top 5. i want!!!