move on.

really should move on.

feel damn stupid.

what the hell are we thinking. what the hell are we doing.

feel like such a loser.

just looking is enough to kill.

ran up 30 storeys today! twice. 4 mins and 5 mins. which is quite unbelievable. i really want this badly. right, melvin my lover! we can do this!!! 9 MINS! haha. vertical marathon. cant wait. SEE YOU AT THE TOP. come cheer for us this sunday 2nd march. lol.

and when the hell is the results gonna come out!!! argh. really cant wait already. i need to know how i did. so i have an idea, and i wont feel so floatish now.

maybe i should just heck care already and not think so much! this is anyway the last chance ever to live life anyhow. once uni starts, i dunno. yeah, make this year special. do all the crazy things in the world and ENJOY!!! be myself, be childish, be naughty. just whatever la and do how i feel.

i so wanna run up the mountains, play in the fields, and float on the sea. i wanna stand at the edge of the biggest waterfall in the world and jump down.

i really wanna relive the moment at the oxbow lake in sabah.

SIGH.

FUCK THAT BASTARD WHO TOOK OUR RABBITS AWAY!!!!!!!! i'm really so angry, so worried, so sad.

its really. FUCK HIM. die die die die!!!!

seriously. why!?!?!?!??!

you really had to steal them in the middle of the night. you really had to take the cage and everything away. you really had to bloody steal RABBITS. URGH.

just like that, gone forever.

i am so sorry...

SIGH.

i should really really really snap out of this bullshit, before i drown myself in a deep pool of embarrassment.

i should really really really work like an adult.

haha.

yeah, i should really make an effort to learn something from my job. and not just slack around. hai.

hai hai hai.

looking forward to

A levels results.

vertical marathon.

hong kong trip.

learning driving.