didnt study today! oh god. i think i need sch badly.

farewell assembly was really nice! i should just slap myself for having such negative thoughts the day before. =(

the speeches really touched me. and the college hymn. and the performance by mr casey leong, mr leong, mr chan and miss lee, was a blast! really cracked the whole cc up. also the farewell thingy we prepared for mrs lim. all in all everything was just nice and sweet. i felt really thankful.

after that was civics. last civics ever. we had it in the kitchen. ahah. miss ye was ultra nice to have treated us pizza, cheesecake, snacks, and the little cute toy. i got a dragonfly. haha. our class until the end still very separated. but it was okay i guess. we're all used to it. took some photos. had a little celebration for jingyu too!

the day ended good. with little gift from miss lee.

it was a good closure.

sigh.

the end.

brings regret, and feelings of "should have".
and also, new resolutions.

thank you sa for all the moments and experiences, some of which i may never experience again.

last day of sch tomorrow!! officially. oh my god. but anyway i dont bloody feel anything. more like YES FINALLY OUT OF HERE! hai. thats quite sad because i've spent 2 years in this sch, and i should be missing all of it! i've gotta admit.. jc life is like... not good... compared to sec sch.. or pri sch.. hahaha. sigh, probably blame it on myself, for not being the most pro-active and fun-loving person around. or maybe blame it on fate.

actually well, cant be that bad! there are so many worth remembering. orientation, first 3 months, ODAC, some teachers... my class... despite not being bonded at all. also dunno why... sigh.

i just hope, tomorrow everyone will be warmer.

i really treasure all the friends i've made in sajc.

taking a break. its so scary. god damn it. 3 weeks left. aiming to get complex numbers, vectors, ionic eqm right by this week. and then start doing papers.. revising bio.. and geog. 3 WEEKS! cant imagine whats it like when gp paper is tomorrow! cant sleep, trying your best to stay calm. but i guess the best is still, study hard, study to the best, go into the exam hall with a just-whack attitude, pray, have common sense, and yeah. just do it. haha.

i love catsinecradle! i love jeff! i think he's damn sexy. i hope they win.