spring time

hahahhahaha heya. chinese new year break now. having quite relaxing time. just visited 3 houses today. yeah aunt and uncles. met marinne, meiqi.. my favourite cousins. but then. we only meet once a year. i meet all my relatives once a year. how sad can that get. and reunion dinner last night. 5 people. my dad, my sis, uncle, cousin, and me. haha. yeah...

anyway 2 more days.

piano exam.

o's result.

worst thing that can happen.

both fall on the same day.

because it's a monday.

anyway!

never mind.

when you love something, let it go.

haha.

okay.

the more you desire, the more it is not gonna happen.

hahahaha. things just work that way sometimes. yeah.. anyway was great today! had sajc cross country! at macritchie reservoir. had a good run! yeah and my position was............ 109th. hahahhaa. quite okay i guess.... i mean yeah. i didnt stop. and... yeah.. a good run. i wanna be super fit! haha. after that had OG outing. OG 14! we went to junction 8.. had lunch at foodcourt.. took neoprints with the girls.. watched movie! memoirs of a geisha. hahaha. was alright. good acting! haha. then went to some mcdonalds. ate and chat and stuff. then took bus back with mayhwee, zefeng, daniel, meiqi, wee keat and mian jun.. haha. chitted and chatted. talking about looks of people! who's good looking and who's not... bla bla bla. shallow stuff i know. hahaahahhaa. but, oh well! it's just human nature. to judge people. not all the time anyway.

american idol's back!!!!!!!!! woo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!! my all time favourite show!!!! hahahaha. i love simon.

and then... tomorrow another long day.. touch rugby at 5pm. oh man.. then friday cny celebration. then it's like 5 days break! yes!

happy chinese new year!

stop being desperate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.

i love you all.

hahahahaa.. my life was fun today. i met many people. and did quite fun stuffs. haha.

and yesterday.. normal school stuffs. lectures and tutorials. and then walked with ming wei ming de and jeremy. hahaha. new friend. quite nice guy i guess.. but he going australia. to study. so i'll not see him anymore. yeah and took mrt.. funny thing happened! awww. haha.

and today. today today today. enjoyed every moment! haha. well, had chapel in the morning. quite alright. i like singing so it's fine. and i just have to dare to do the sign of the cross! i'm catholic, hello??? haha. and then... did the chinese new year poster design thing in class. had first PE lesson. and the teacher rocks! oh my.. totally love sajc's teachers. except for one geog teacher. there are 2. and i love one. ahaa. mr leong.. so nice.

after PE, played captain's ball and basketball with CG. haha. still getting to know them better. yeah.. then had bio and maths tutorials.

fang xue!!! hahahha. then hang around with my OG people. they still rock the most. love them!!!! hahahhaaha. had lunch. sat and talked, from the canteen, to the fitness corner, and then to toapayoh. we had a nice time! hope we'll stick together. i mean... yeah.. i really love my friends.. haha..

OG 14!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after that.. went back to bukit batok by mrt.. i met quite a few people. like, kai jie, khairi, karen, syafiq, sean, jeremy, my sis, shao yu. yeah. hahahahahaha. i met up with sean. had dinner. then went to MC. mac.. did work with sean and syafiq for a while. then met jeremy again.. went to mac again.. did stuffs. and went with kaijie for a while. haha. had a great time. meeting old friends. really a nice feeling you know. haha.

number one worry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! piano exam!!!! on the 13th of FEB. oh my god. the Lord help me. haha. i'm not quite fully prepared yet!!! oh shit.... and yesterday and today didnt practise. what the hell?? i wanna get distinction. hahahahaha. i wanna jump to grade 4. yes!!!! i shall try my best. haha.

and then. school work! tutorials. only touch a bit. and i dont think i have time to finish. sian.. wanna just slack. and do nothing. but that sucks too. now already feeling tired of all these. cant imagine what will happen in the next 2 years. sigh.

and then.. things to look forward to. sajc cross country. next wed. quite excited. haha. although i'm not a very good runner. in mcritchie reservoir!! hahaha. dunno how to spell.. but yeah.. my first time!! sounds nice.. running through jungles and stuff. haha. then after that got OG outing!! time to have some fun!!

some more.. chinese new year. havent done any shopping. feeling no qi fen. but well.. yeah.. XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!! WAN SHI RU YI!!! XING XIAN SHI CHEN!! hahaha. all the simple shit.

so sleepy.

touch rugby

oh my god.

haha.

new week.

sigh.

i still am the quiet me.

had touch rugby tryout today.

had to run 2.4km in 15 mins.

but i overshot by 23 seconds.

argh.

and then sprinting.

within my group i got 2nd.

was alright i guess.

so many girls.

competition.

i hate that feeling.

and then.

just hung around with my og.. maziah..

yeah...

work beginning to come. i fear not being able to cope.

and church!

new catechism class.

seems good.

every week is at the hall now.

fun.

with God.






be open to changes. do whatever you want. say whatever you want. be whatever you want to be. love life. love people. accept critism. have fun. perservere. work hard. play hard.

ahhhh.

just.

stop hiding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just leave it.

i suck i suck i suck i suck.

haha.

whatever.

anyway finally the weekdays are over. so hope the coming two days will be long. i better stay home. yeah. read, and play piano. that's all i wanna do.

sucks. dont really feel good now. i wonder why.

wait. last few days were fine. had lectures.. and civics time. a new class! new friends. only 3 guys. and 18 girls. haha. 06S16. bio chem maths subject combi.. yeah i think they're really nice people. i hope we can click well! and then.. still hung around with my og. mostly the girls.. dominic.. ming de.. thiam chai.. etc.. haha
love them! and also mayhwee.. she so nice.. yeah.. then would really treasure them. gonna stay in this jc i guess! haha.

well.

natural.

heya. haha. holiday today. and i sorta wasted it. slept till 1pm.. then ate, played piano, went to get my glasses fixed, then online now.

yesterday was good. haha. OG 14 still stuck together. we went everywhere together. well, most of us. bunch of us girls only went for one lecture! plus the cca talk. i made up my mind. i'm gonna try out touch rugby. try something new. i'm gonna try my best!!!!!! i hope i'm up to their standards. anyway after school we went for lunch together at junction 8. had a nice time! mostly talking about alana's "problems". hahahhaa. she has many chasers. and casper! confirm. hahahha.

i know..a bit childish. haha. but who cares!

and then after that i went to sean's house to meet him and jia xin!!!!!!! a short but totally relaxing time. i felt like... dont know how to say! but i can totally shout and scream and say anything that i want. haha.

the thing is, i should be myself, everywhere i go.

and then at night.. had dinner with sean and a movie! derailed. was okay... but i still love clive owen. haha. the plot is something like matchstick men. yeah... also met jeremy and his girlfriend. then went to coffee bean for a while. then home. haha.

things seem fine now.

needa relax.

be natural.

time of my life

yesterday last day of orientation was totally incredible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahhahahaha. first, we went to class for some admin stuff. then talk talk with may hwee and wee keat, our og leaders!!!!!!!!!! and then got tribe council.. totally rockified cheering!!!!!!!! i'm loving it! at night was the best!!!!!!!!!!!! wait before that we were preparing our mascot's costume. ming wei!!!!!!!!!!!!! super cute. hahahaha. of course we did a great job. BANANA MAN. so we made a banana out of cardboard. and his cute shoes and cool headwear. hahaha. and then at night! ivana won "best skit". haha. done by another OG. great thing!!!!!! then best tribe was teleria or something. haha. then cheer competition and stuff. last part of the night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! disco!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was hell of a great GREAT time. the whole hall rocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! danced and all that. sang. oh my god it was really superb. plus great music. and UNITED OG 14!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! screams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we like formed a circle and danced and jumped and moved together. really touching at moments. hahahahhahahaha. plus funny people in my group. can i just die. can i just fall in love. hahahahahhaa. okay. never mind. so it ended well. it ended great. after that we had OG dinner at the coffee shop. was fine. haha. then home. took 985 with may hwee and siong wei.

today outing with them!!! not all turned up though. we played pool. watched movie. walked. sat and chat. lunch and dinner. hahaha. lazy to elaborate. and then home with siong wei and may hwee again.

all great people!

haha
night!

please dont do this to me.

uh huh this our tribe.
all of you can you feel our vibe.
cause we are from ivana
cause we are from ivana

let me hear you say this tribe
is ivanva
i
v
a
n
i
a
n!

and continues.

hahahahhahaa. loved today. we played games. wet games. one stupid embarrassing thing happened. we were playing this water bomb game. then i ACCIDENTALLY threw the bomb into this guy's crotch from the other group. I'M SO REALLY SORRY. hahahahha. shit. then he gave me this "oei........................................." look, and raising both his hands. make me feel even more guilty. some more i was disqualified. because rules said no throwing at sensitive areas. oh man! hahahaha. okay, then other nice games.. we won one! it was like finally!!! cause we have been losing all the games since yesterday. i like our group. nice people. funny guys. but then sometimes so dead and un-enthu. that's the problem of putting taureans together. cause taureans are cooler. hahaha. wah thinking of the aries or leo group. everyone talking. never mind. tomorrow last day!!!!!!! sigh! i'm quite sad. i wanna form the strong bonds first. never mind. next time see them must talk. yeah today also had mass dance, and CIP!!!!!!! collect newspapers. it was quite fun. ringing doorbells and stuff. but 50% doors not opened. but it was a great experience! haha.

oh my oh my oh my.

i seriously love your style.

but you give me no shit.

sigh.

orientation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahhaahhaaahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhaha.

okay. today was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so much better than first day man. our group bonded a little more. go toilet also wait for each other outside. haha. today we played games. some CSI alike thing. then got mass dance.. i enjoyed it the most! haha. love my group actually. sorta know everyone already... then today go home walked with jonathan and casper. haha. took 985.. damn long ride. slept, and nearly missed my busstop. i think my guardian angel calling me. just had to wake up when the bus is about to leave the stop. okay yeah. 2 more days. dont want it to end. i guess we have to be much much much much more enthusiastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.

my new favourite number. 14.

Happy New Year!!!!

hello...............................!!!!! haha. i just woke up.. 4.15pm. in my mum's house. came here to spend the night. at 4.30am.. sean and melvin came as well. watched charlie's angel to pass the time. but i fell asleep. so i dont know what they were doing man.. but i heard laughters and stuff. but what the hell. wanted to leave at 5.30 am. haha. then i slept alone in the living room. until now. gonna go home soon. christmas and new year, i just didnt choose to spend them with my father. feeling bad...... sigh...

anyway!! friday went for alumni band. was fine. ahhaha. enjoyed playing as usual. hope this alumni thing will be a great success. and then after that i got this family dinner. uncle striked lottery or something. haha. then i went for 4e3 chalet. at around 9.30pm.. saw mr siah, mr quek and ms dianah. but they left soon after i arrived. also missed the bbq. and guys weren't there. then we played cards and stuff. waited for people to come.. told ghost stories. went to walk. with mathangi, zul, syafiq, jason and akbar. "the red house". somewhere nearby. supposedly haunted. so we walked pass that house. SCARY man. haha. mathangi keep on wanting to go back. alright i guess.. looked scary. and i would love to go in. in a group. haha. whole night didnt sleep. went walking. and sitting by the pool. morning went to the beach. see sunrise. last sunrise of 2005. hahahahha. saw this cat. black and white. first time in my life i saw a cat sitting on the beach near the water! haha. like waiting for something. then it came to me. of course i tuoched it and stuff. while zul talked on the phone with some person. yeah. didnt really see any sun. got back. whole day, slept a bit here a bit there. went to the pool. walked around with syafiq and mathangi. played cards in the room. watched tv. at night i went home. miss foo came also. then said bye. i went home. met sean, jia xin and melvin. to welcome the new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also met kai jie, daniel and jiawei. and tsz ho and his friends. we went to esplanade. saw the fireworks. damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there was no "5,4,3,2,1" so sad. but then, happy new year everyone!!!!!!! had a great time. spraying that foam thing. then hang around. walked. mum's house.

yeah......... haha. one more day. then school! quite reluctant. but then..JC man!!!!!!!!! must welcome it with open arms. haha.

aiya. i need to settle down.

come what may!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!