Za Leafy!

hahahaha.. so cute! haha. thanks zul for finding out his name for me.

but i dont know what's with me.. so interested in a person who.. has no relations with me. oh well... told ya i love strangers.

and.. i'm doing homework now.. but talking to sean more. haha.

thing week.. is gone. i mean.. no more lessons.. then friday english paper! oh no! i hope i can do well... please please please. at least a B3. haha.

and.. 1 week holidays.. then prelim.. havent study... what the hell. shall not sleep tonight! please richalynn!! work!!!!!

haha.. anyway.. teachers' day. wanna wish all teachers well. and happy. as if they're gonna read this. but..... these few days like... will feel very sad and cant bear to leave them after o's. i mean they are also people who have made differences in our lives. some teachers i really love. hahaha. i will try my best to give them the best present. haha.. today mdm yaw.. she if so cute... hahaha.. funny.

"you all should know what i want right?! huh?! you mean you all dunno? at the end of february next year ah...... i wanna see all As swimming right before me."

wah.. the way she say..... so funny lah.... hahahhahha.

oh well.. loving them. but not doing my part as a student.

CRAP.

okay off now.

good day people!

it's gonna be over soon.

hahaha.. i'm flying high!

but it's seriously, "but i dont know what to do, 'cause i'll never be with you". kinda suit my situation. this song. haha.

james blunt! you're beautiful really rocks.

what is gonna be over... sec 4 life. i mean next week only got 2 days of lessons. then prelims start. 1 month or so of revision. then o level's. goddddddddddddddd... not prepared at all.. and i'm still wasting time here.. doing some a maths paper now.. haha.. slack abit. shit.

anyway.. things are good. my class rocks. all studying hard i guess.. and still so cheery.

so it's over again. on off on off. hanging mid air. i want i want!! i do i do!!

haha.. guess what i'm talking about.

oh well....

haha.

my godddd jimmy fallon's movie coming up.

appreciated value.

hahaha.. quite in good mood these days.. anyway today kinda rocked. fun in class everyday now.. crapping with zul and hwee ting.. haha. anyway yeah still thinking about sunday... the thing jx and me accomplished.. with the help of shumin. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! screams out loud. really. my goddddd. cant explain that "highness". haha. he totally rocked! zaifi. haha. dancer and charm. anyway we seriously embarrassed ourselves.. jx and me.. haha.. okay we met him on a tuesday? in jurong library.. then... there's this dance group SOPHISTIFUNK. and yeah they were rehearsaling for the sunday's performace. haha. so jx and me watched and did work. and he caught our attention. haha. really rockified dance moves and all that. soooooooooo we found out about their performance and looked forward to it. which was on sunday! hahahhaa... we didnt plan anything also. just wanted to see him and the performances by various dance groups which was really nice. but then.... crazy and all.... somehow, just somehow, he noticed us, or his friends noticed us. after the whole thing ended, hahahhaa.. dont know why.... he came towards us, with his friends.. jia xin acting shy didnt dare to face him.. just turned around and stoned. haha. so i also couldnt find any courage. just managed to hand gesture a what. then he what back. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. but then... sadly we acted like nothing. then he went back. haha. shumin came into the picture. some stuffs.. then she asked him to come over. holds our breath.

"they wanna take picture with you"

"oh." pause. "why?"(cutely, haha)

pause a forever.

"they think you very cute"

oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..

so pictures taken.

"thanks"

a whatever look. sort of.

after a while.... he and his friends made a move.

i waved bye. hahahahahahhahaha!

he waved back. not so friendly kind, oh well.

bye.

yeah.... and now jx and me still cant get over it.

crazy man! get into these kinda shits..

ya but.. first time in my life i ever did this.

maybe not.. last time with BMSS. loads of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! william, lallang, some shopkeeper, etc.

hahahaha.

loving strangers.

okay, now.. today was good. yeah. after school had test.. went to burger king. studied on my own. then tsz ho.. jx.. laa and people came along. talk.. study.. went for piano..

dont why. everything seems so pleasant today.

God Bless Everyone!

oh my oh my oh my!!!

haha. today. i'll make it short. jia xin and i accomplished something.

faints.

wet dragon!

haha. just kidding.

i dont like him okay. just a moment of..... hmmmm... infatuation. yeah yeah... but he's so smart and all that. nice guy.

oh please richalynn!

today was one good day. firstly fridays are the best. and we went to jurong junior college open house. glad i went.. hahahhaa.. changed my mind about jjc.. would want to go there yeah.. but one thing they dont offer knowledge and inquiry.. haha.. sad... and the school's big and nice.. nice students i guess.. and cut off point ranges from 8 to 14. my god...... hopefully i can achieve it. choices of jcs.. acjc!!! jjc!! cjc!! haha.. cjc have bad reputation... first thing on their minds "are you a virgin?" haha.. oh my god.. saying this in a blog later die. haha.. dont know.. just get the results!

anyway.. yeah.. the open house.. was good.. our dear senior yu kun was our tour guide.. anyway the five of us unite and went out together. haha. quite nice. then.. he brought us around.. stadium.. courts.. lecture rooms.. classrooms.. all airconditioned. haha. cafe... so many study benches around.. and the school's open until 10 pm everyday.. kinda fun if you have good friends around with you. and jc life sounds great! haha. then we went for the talk. H1 H2 H3 bla bla bla... wah... combination i want. chem maths bio geography! haha. then after the talk ended.. we went to talk to the speaker.. ask him lots of questions.. haha.. gp teacher. then we "wah...." haha.

after that.. went to the science section there.. saw the chemistry "magic".. water rocket. haha. nice. then also talked to the people there.. there's this scientist guy. and l1r5 9 points bukit view sec smartie. and another guy called andy. people of RnD club. hahaa... inspiration!!!!! wanna get A1 for bio!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. then kinda........ dont know. nice people and all that. haha. talk talk talk.. ask questions.. getting late.. then home!

went to jurong east with laa and jiaxin. ate.. jurong library.. haha..

oh yeah that they.. fainted over some dance group. went to jurong library and they were rehearsaling.. haha.. sophistifunk! haha. they're gonna perform at jurong library this sunday.. so.... i'm going! haha. fi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm being stupid man.... head over heels for nothing.

haha. so.... 2 more weeks to prelims?? haha. oh well... shall try my best. can do it!!!!

other stuffs... dont care!

haha.

A1

yeah... hahahaha.. got an A1 for chinese.. oh my.. cant imagine how shock i was. haha. was so happy...

=D

haha.. so.. another weekend.. oh my god.. english oral.. kinda feeling scared now. i really suck at it i think. just try my best. talk!!!! anyway, i cant believe i got distinction for oral man. to think what the examiner said when i was about the leave. "wo bu yao zai wei nan ni le". kinda demoralising.. then.. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... distinction.

haha.. so english oral... better do it well!!!! practice this weekend. haha.

and then.... my dad.... wah kao... "daddy, i got A1 for chinese."

"really? how did you manage?"

immediately i was like what the fuck.

supportive and understanding what i am going through man.

but of course i cant blame him... you know we dont really talk about stuffs that happen in school and all that.

sigh!

joyful stuffs.. no one to share with at home.

again.. homework loads..

sigh.

oh yeah.. my dad's girlfriend. she's nice. been showing concern for me.. hahaha.. told me the importance of breakfast and all that.. so from today onwards... breakfast every morning.. and... asking me how was my day and all that.. haha..

and today after school was nice. mac with melvin and mathangi.. A1 society. haha.. not trying to be boastful here.. haha... then went back to school.. wanted to do homework.. sat outside the staffroom there... mr latiff was practicing oral with min min they all.. haha.. so i just sat there.. did work.. and listened.. mr latiff rocks!!!! haha..

also today mdm yaw blew........ really erupted.. my god.... nearly cried too.. sigh. met mr quek in mac.. then he said he have never seen mdm yaw soooooooooo angry before... sigh.. what made her blew? she was already quite angry with our class.. then one sentence from somebody...... it was really hurting for a teacher. really really really really. sigh. but it's a misunderstanding. so..... dont know..

sigh!!! homework!! tomorrow morning still got music lesson.. bunch of melodies havent compose... how??????? time!!!!!!!!!! please be my friend.

keep on wasting it.

what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

haha.. vulgarities coming back.

happy birthday singapore!

haha.. love singapore! 40 years old.. congratulations!!!!!

okay.. so what's the thing now.... my step mum's here!!!! wooo hooo!! she's nice. sweet sweet type.. then bought some stuffs for richavel and me.. haha.. flowers..... my goddd... so nice!!!!!! different colours of roses.. bundles and bundles..

hahaha.. so guess it's alright... sigh... i really suck. no sense of urgency at all... havent finish any homework. sigh!!!! well.. tonight dont sleep then.

charlie and the chocolate factory

johnny depp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.. today was quite a fun day.. national day's eve.. celebration in the morning.. sadly it rained.. so no parade.. cant see or hear our band.. sigh. then upper sec in the hall.. lower sec concourse.. haha.. was kinda exciting.. bbss idol.. then the different performances.. we screamed like mad... especially for zul they all.. jun yu and benjamin.. szexin they all... hahahhahaha.. the performances were nice! at least enjoyable.. and the right group won i guess.. just love to see sexaaaaayyyy girls dance. screamed and screamed. zhi zhang was quite faintable when he was on the drums. hahhaa... oh my!!! then zul.. benjamin.. sze xin.. admires them!!!! haha.

great!

then after that 4 of us went to watch movie. played arcade too.. fun.. haha.. that hockey thing.. and... charlie!!!! nice! of course! funny and all that. johnny depp was really NUTS. haha. cute!

then saw melvin for a while.. aiya.. after the movie went home. slept. my mum's here now. came to collect her stuffs... later my step mum coming. hahahahhaa.. fathersss and mothersss i have. from all over the world. haha..

havent done any work! shiiiieeeetttt... later....

gonna enjoy comic first.. blood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the ice-cold demon's tale.

hahaha.. very very very in love with that comic right now. addiction.

oh my.. so many homework.. only completed 2... really no urgency.. what should i do..... argh.. then tomorrow got relative velocity test which i know nuts about.. oh god... later shall study.. so many other better things i wanna do... tales of symphonia, warcraft, comic!!!!! haha.. wanna go out also.. but these days.. i've been staying home.. dont know why... just dont feel like going out.

somebody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well.. tomorrow national day's celebration.. haha.. some fun stuffs.. then got lessons.. sigh.

gonna watch movie i think. johnny depp is waiting for me.

depression. nothing is nice.

except for blood. so handsome and cool and gentle.

and i meant the comic character.

sometimes when things are just so wrong...............

whatever will be, will be.

argh!!!! anyway.. let me just say what is wrong now.

friendships.

father.

studies.

him.








aiya... whatever.. it's nothing.

i think it's just PMS.

seriously. bad mood for no reason.

shounen-ai

hahahaha.. so in love with it.

anyway.. today something well... sad happened in class... better not say.. since have to keep it to myself.. some people may hear of it.. but not the whole thing.. aiya.. rumours will spread.. but please dont make it complicated.

so.... a lot of homework. god. tomorrow annual awards day. fri to wednesday no school. but still got a couple of lessons with mdm yaw.. mr quek.. mrs lim.. sigh.

it's just what we have to go through.

things are fine... one big problem. studies. then a little here.. a little there.

just like that it ended. losing. missing. sigh. take it or drop it. none wanna care.

also dont know what i'm typing..

so many birthdays this month. wishing all of you a very very happy happy birthday.. haha.

and then english oral.. another worry. try my best. at least easier than chinese.. and mother tongue results coming out soon.. after national day... i'm prepared for the worst. but mr siah said this result kinda predict how well you'll do for o level... could be. sigh.....

just 3 more months!

let me tell you why he loves me.

hahahahhahahahahahhaaa.. finally! got a new computer.. and of course it's good.

also dont know what to type.. haha. first thing up. my dad's girlfriend is coming here to stay for a month. my god...... haha.. she's arriving on national day. sigh. i really dont know. i think i can like her. but she better be nice. i'll have more freedom i guess for that month. my dad will be all occupied. hahaha.. that time told him i want a brother. but he said she's too old.. cannot. sigh.

and yeah.. and thing that really pissed me off.. my dad.. argh. just because his dear girlfriend is coming.. vigorously cleaning up the house.. that night cleaning the garden.. then go and throw away the periwinkle weixing gave me!!!! argh! really cried that morning. i know it's just a plant. but to me it's precious.. haha... 4 years i have been maintaining it. wah....... just like that. gone.

and..... what else... studies.. forget it.. better not talk about it. just 1 more month to prelim.

national day coming.. around 1 week of break. whew. i better treasure my time.

cant wait for o's to be over... haha. a lot of fun. graduation night. christmas. travelling overseas.

suffer first.