sigh.

hopes crushed..

haha..

shall talk about today... woke up at 11... ate.. online.. nothing much... wanted to do some work.. but fell asleep.. until 4 plus.. bathed.. ate.. and the time finally came!

went to meet melvin and went to SP first to get the tickets from mr goh. saw them.. haha.. their uniform's so nice! then waited for the rest to come... went in.. quite exciting.. haha... so their concert started.. was good.. then got the piano girl.. and the percussion thing.. nice.. then the interval.. went out to meet matthew.. took picture with him.. haha.. and also with kai li.. !!! haha... all thanks to melvin... then back inside.. they sounded better during the 2nd half... recorded one of their songs... haha... hmmm... then encore and stuffs... mr goh rocks! then ended... bunch of us got together and shouted names.. haha... and thanks for the "kai li, richalynn ai ni"... haha.. when leaving.. he waved at me!

the picture.. the wave.. ha.. whatever. just forget it.

so... was a good day.. and melvin found his girl.. vivian!!! chio bu!!! hope he does something... haha..

i wanna remember today forever! although it's kinda like a dream...

back to reality...

sounds so childish... haha...

tomorrow go church.. study!!!

good night!

looking forward....

hello! phew.. this weekend.. no homework! yay. tomorrow.. got east view concert.. finally.... haha.. sunday.. church.. better revise some work...

yesterday.. after school.. suddenly decided to go see evss band have their concert rehearsal.. with fadly.. melvin.. mathangi.. laa.. was good... saw shuming.. yvonne.. christopher.. wonderful seniors! and.. the long time no see evss band peeps. their playing was not bad... mr goh said their sounds' dry.. cause of the hall... all carpeted.. hope they'll do well.. kaili's playing so good!! haha... now i know where i stand... didnt expect that embarrassing thing to happen... haha.. oh well..... talked to shuming abit... about trombone and stuff... tried playing his trombone.. cooolll.... much better than mine. really in love with trombone! please please please give me the chance to join that trombone choir thing...

today.. nothing much.. had band.. sectionals... so pissed with my section. cant even play properly. sigh... have a bad feeling about syf. that part in out of the shadows.. we are the first one to come in.. having many people in our section. having slides that move soooo obviously.. on risers.. wont the judges be looking at us?? or maybe listening to how disgustingly we play....... we could just ruin that whole part of the song... oh man....... the whole section is just depending on stephanie! and having juniors who just laugh away their mistakes.... how irritating can that get.

argh... better stop complaining..

after band went to eat.. 30th floor.. with nadia.. jia xin.. laa... sang.. talked.. played cards.. was cool.. windy and nice view.. miss that place!! when i went up there with sean... haha...

30th may.. chinese o'levels.... sigh... still long yeah.. still long....... next week got sports heats... wanna do proud!! wish me luck.. cross country coming.. band camp.. flag day.. syf.. so many things to look forward to... haha... actually life's so full of fun and all... but everyday still so moody.. what the shit................

off now...

God bless!

Love you!

Environmental Engineering.

haha.. my ambition... dont laugh.... haha.. sounds stupid.... but i read the career guide book, and it caught my eye. and yeah... music can only be an interest in my life... haha.. but that's good enough. or something to do with biotechnology.

in melewinis house now... lame.... hahhaa... doing project... no mood to do........................ argh.... cancelled my piano lesson just to finish this shit. but i'm still not doing.........

i wanna go JC!!!!!!! target: 10 points... but how the fuck am i gonna get it if i continue my freaking attitude now. i always say these stuff.. but in the end still the same... same old shit.

mdm yaw punished me yesterday... for not doing homework. sigh....................... so now i'm the naughty girl who sleeps in class and doesnt do her homework.

today had show and tell. i showed them the game i played.... tales of symphonia....... cool..... haha... can do.....

so many things gonna happen.. maybe that's why i'm distracted from studies.... all will end.. after april.. is that when i'm gonna start working?? too late........

it's so weird!! i worry, but i'm not doing anything about it.

today some ass go and lean on some ass shoulders. and the latter is going crazy over it. haha. wow.

our band's marching video is denied! what the? haha... wonder what's the reason....... so tomorrow have to do everything all over again. but tomorrow have to be late for band. biology.. watching that video.... haha.. on sexual reproduction of humans. haha.. my class guys so........ going high over it. hahaha.... full of crap. my class rocks! so funny.

2 more weeks to end of term. haha.. camping with the uniform groups in school... haha... hope it'll be fun....

common test results. english-15/25... maths-33/40.... the rest...... later.

off now.

good bye.

stupid computer.

everything goes haywire... is it the correct spelling??

anyway. another week is gone.. which is a scary thing.. haha. few weeks later there's gonna be chinese o levels... oh man. i'm not prepared for anything...

today... didnt go anywhere.. actually wanted to go to SAJC's whatever funfair.. but i was not feeling well... haha.. wanted to vomit. so just stayed home and did homework. the sad thing is i took the whole afternoon trying to finish 5 maths questions. and still couldnt finish.. dont know how to do!! argh..... had dinner just now with dad and meiqi.. now here saying all these crap which dont even matter.

things happening next week.. show and tell! oh man.. some tests.. band.. east view concert.. haha...wish them luck!

tonight i'll try my best to finish up everything... tomorrow go church.. maybe catch a movie or something. haven't been watching any... sigh.. not fun.

off now...

haha.. suddenly remembered a poem..

may the winds of the heaven blow between us.
may the light of the stars shine on us.
may the wonders of love fill our hearts.
and may the joy of togetherness always be with us.

is it sweet?? haha... i made it.. for somebody.. hahaha.. how stupid.. come to think of it now. haha.

well... good night.

Jia Xin rocks.

haha.. that was by a philosophy student. and he got full marks. cool.........................

in nadia's house now... with laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and jia xin. "studying".

common tests today... english and maths. was alright.................. tomorrow got chinese..physics.. chemistry.. all sec 3 topics...... oh god.

mr goh mentioned about the trombone choir. i wanna join!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!

weird stuffs........................ haha.

needa study...

Good day!

wont be able to use my computer at home.... sigh.

cant wait till band camp!!!! haha.. 12-15 march.

after april.... free!

but band rocks my life!

that bunch of chioooooooooooooooo girls are singing. hahahha... britney spears! oh please!

cuties.

Good bye.

see ya.

Exam question.

Question: What is courage?


























































This is courage.

how nice.

normal day.

that look. made me worry. i'm still so embarrassed..... sigh...... but nah... it's not a big deal. what the hell??

haha.. received a few gifts today.. that were not returned.. i'm sorry...

band was good.. was missing my trombone for the past few days... haha.. the solo... think it sucked. and our syf pieces... hmmmm...... serious teaching for venessa and bryant next time...

mdm yaw... scolded me for sleeping in class.. every lesson of hers she will.. haha.. i was just resting when she's not saying anything.. whatever.

vulgarities is coming back to me. shall stop. shall stop.

it's okay!

=)

good night...........

Valentine's Day.

hello.....

tomorrow's the special day.. for couples.. family and friends... nice and sweet. but i didnt buy anything for anyone.. i'm sorry yeah.. it has not been my tradition... haha...

is it an obligation to buy gifts?? even for your partner?

today didnt go for mass... was yeah.. lazy. and had loads of homework. later still need to study for some tests... sigh... laziness bugging me....... procrastination..

bunch of my sister's friends are here for dinner... yay! steamboat again... haha...

off now...

Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

God bless you.

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... harlow.................. oh man..... so freaking embarrassed now..........

in melvin's house now... can have coloured fonts.... haha....

what the hell................ sigh........... the same old bloody thing happened again..... some shit go and send "i have a crush on you" to some guy, who "i have a crush on" and who already has a girlfriend. and no replies.................. sigh..................................................

childish thing................. haha.........

i shall not bother..........

but he really very shuai can!!! haha.... i'm such an ass........................

off to chiew xin yi's house.....................................

and i'm all alone with melvin now........ (forced to type)

Good Day!

stay the course, the best is yet to be.

"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesnt work, dont buy it."

hello... first day of the lunar new year.. haha.. nothing much.. just visiting and stuff.. listening to the adults talk in dialects i dont understand... poor me... haha... tomorrow no where to visit... so just stay home and do homework... sian.

nothing to talk about............................ kinda pissed by some people...... sigh........... always......... say i'm apathetic whatever........

what's going on in my life????

depressing entry again.

again and again and again.

haha.. whatever.

good night.

i'll make sure, i'm good the next time round.

Good night!!!!!!

i miss you!!!!

hmph.

Happy Chinese New Year.

hello.. haha.. good week this week.. no school for 5 days.. yipee!! today is kinda sian.. came home right after lunch... was planning to go out or something with them... but didnt. just now in school.. what a celebration.. the prefects had to give out the oranges to the teachers... so sat at the red-brick are most of the time... screams. hahaha. but as always... too bad........ sigh.

tuesdays with morrie. haha.. great book!

good day people.

Whew....

harlow... yet another weekend... please treasure it richalynn... saturday... nothing on... have to study... sunday.. church.. evening got west wind concert.. monday.. normal.. tuesday, wednesday, thursday. enjoy!!! haha.. Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! and sean... will you still celebrate?? haha.. friday... saturday.. sunday... valentine's day. haha... and it goes on... wah lame.

i just found out.. i have 3 kinda blood in my body.. chinese, philipino, and spanish!! hahaha... wow big deal.. but... haha... let me recall.. "you are pretty!" says jonatan.. okay i know i'm being an ass here...

yesterday had the student profiling thing.. the results.. i'm audio kinestetic... haha... nothing much? i just have to use my ears more... i already am! and dont know what's his name.. the guy who came to speak to us.. told bunch of us a whole lot of stories.. interesting! psychology.. the spiritual world.. God... he was once catholic.. wonder why he changed?? and that unknown tongue or what they use in church... scary... haha.. and the number 666 is evil right? try this? A-6, B-12, C-18, D-24, E-30, F-36.......all the way until Z... then substitute the values into the word COMPUTER. well... add them up and you'll get 666. kinda corny... haha... but yeah... it's really bringing our world into some shit.

then today... had band.. trombone section got 2 new juniors.. venessa and bryant.. haha.. both experienced.. our trombone section got some bright future yeah? haha... after band had dinner with them... talked and stuff.. did some childish stuff.. home... american idol! haha.. rocking show.

so... nothing much...

God Bless You!

happy are those who face darkness, they will find light.

hello.. no band today.. haha.. because later got syf rehearsal at singapore conference hall... haha.. fun! until 11 plus... phew.. goodie.. i just love the night!

feeling tired now.. should i sleep? or do my homework?

sigh... i'm good. it's just you.

happy birthday jason.

someone tell me, am i wrong?

good day.