i tot i'd make a diff
well i did
only in a totally diff wae
sux bein me huh

inevitably, we're all part of cliques overlappin one another
u cld be in DC, KS and le scumbagz at the same time
or even ramlahs, titanic crew, x's n still be in boyfwens all tgt
i can understand the nd to enjoy before our freedom gets compromise
but wat i dun get is not spendin time wit other diff grps ure apart of
truth is i miss u
n i dun wanna miss u even more when ure not ard for tt momentary phase
though tts not exactly sumthin we all can avoid feelin
yes, u all are imprtnt to me

we all wanna feel special on our special dae
be it an anniversary, a bdae or even a farewell
it wld mean so much if our fwens are ard
even if their presence is only for awhile
n we cant help to tink if we're of ny significance when ure not
esp when a reason is rendered an excuse due to its credibility
n then tt vicious cycle starts to rotate
"u didnt come for mine so im not gonna go for urs"
so when does tt stop if both parties dun wanna give in
yet deep down, if u touch ur heart n ask urselves tt one qn
u realise they all have a special place inside of u

u ask urself
do i look okay?
i dun noe wad to say
wad was i tinkin?
i guess he doesnt want to talk to me
wat u talk bout, how u act
ur expression, ur body language
it shows jux how unhappy u are
u might have taken one step forward
but u dun have to take the next
if ure not ready
if ure not willin
if ure not happy, most imprtantly
it is alrite to back down if u noe u cant go on

when guilty doesnt have to be

i dun seem to noe how to sae thnk u
jux cuz i dun sae it
doesnt mean i dun mean it
but how is it tt u noe
when i dun express

you're not the brightest bulb, but you're the shiniest star, and by god i swear you're blinding me from your most salient flaws, because i just don't mind them.

*tt i confuse my feelins wit the truth^~