its like in 10 more daes n im very unfortunate to get tis now.. i have herpes zoster, the brochure saed, its more than jux a rash, saw pics of after effect n i so dun wan to look like tt.. scary thing is, its sumwhere down there..

sad thing is while im sufferin tis terrible itch n fightin the temptation to scratch wit my long nails, qie wld be enjoyin in heaven on earth.. the wae i envisioned it is she havin to drag her oversized luggage while maintainin a very pretty face, all thru the large crowd, every single one of them competin to get over to the other side, thru the beef rendang reachin up to waist level.. get wat i mean..haha

fine, tis is how it really looks like okay, no fair.. n dun forget to get me souvenirs..


so, tis yr im not expectin nythin.. wishlist has been updated to make lives easier, or not.. one things for sure, its not gonna be the same as last yr's cuz there's so many missin pieces..however, it will still be special cuz everyone is a very big part of my life.. one thing not up on the list is sumthin tt i dun wan ppl to noe from me, jux a lil sumthin i wished for since forever..

nywyaes, im done wit the shits cuz now life gets better..hopefully..

i like yours too. *smiles to myself*

hehz

quell the addiction, dont feed it

wajah berseri kerana cinta

*1,121,12321,1234321,123454321^~

"love is not a game where you can keep buying chances in the form of tokens and try to do battle and win. no extra combo points can give u the boost nor the strength to rekindle lost love.its either u win with memories in the form of winning stubs or u lose with nothing but emptied pockets."quoted by figure 0.9

i feel like i noe alot of ppl n i've been surprised

u tink u might be fwens wit sumone but u dun see the other half

dun bother "expressin" cuz i already noe.. dun tell me u dunno, u tot it was sumone else..no, i dun wanna hear no shit from u.. for u to sae those things bout me proves tt u already noe, cuz tts how human mind works..

tink again, loyalties are in favour of me..

to nyone it wld have jux been ny other packet of tissue, but to me, it was from u, i miss u.. when u waved at me thru the glass window, i shed tears, those eyes, it pains me not noein wat i did wrong n how i can correct it sumhow.. i swear im sorie

ayulibanshawnyingbooshazfarrahqieshahrulharnypankhairulsyiralailafada'anashfiqaelyneshasha

misslove

really sorie i screwed up
will do better tis sat
promise :'(

official fantasy halt

bicara mu ku khayati
senyuman mu ku ingati
kini tiada guna ku tangisi

goodbye rough draft, dark blue, nasi lemak tambah lima puh sen, dod hehz

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?
Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?
Why is it that I miss someone I was never with and I ask
Why do I love someone who's love was never mine?"
*im jux average lookin^~

so does the word tt we keep callin u,
sumthin tt u dun deserve to be called?
ask urself
u might not understand
guess its too bad then

told myself tt i had enough of cryin
cuz i cried a whole lot last year
within a short period
enough to cover a year supply of a drainage system
watever tt means
but i cant stop these tears now

tercapai-capai aku dibuatnya
tetapi telah aku duga
semestinya ini akan terjadi
ku hanya mampu melafazkan:
terima kasihlah sahabatku

now, "if only u knew" means sumthin else

cinta datang tanpa di undang
tapi manakan cinta itu akan datang
jikalau adanya org yang memotong jalan

wish i cld sae
am i bothered?
but i dun have the strength to

now it means nuthin

*u light up my life, no m0re^~

todae's the dae
wooHoo
been waitin for 6 yrs or so
FINALLY
from pop teen princess to a sophisticated 20's soul singer
versalite performer
next diva to beat
love her
as the saein goes
she'll serenade me tilL i take off
*fi_lawa^~