sum ppl may pretend tt they're angy for the fun of it but sum ppl dun.. sum ppl jux show it thru gritted teeth, fiery or tt watever look.. sum ppl jux doesnt wan to be treated like shit, so stop treatin me like one!!

the only thing tt binds us together is tis so-called bestfwen title tt is as old as tt antique chair at haji lane.. there's only the occasional hi, bye n then there's hugs.. n then tts it.. clearly tts the new technological wae of treatin ur bestfwen..

u talk behind my back(even infront), u jugde me resultin in harsh criticism which goes all the wae ard to .. yes, u've guessed it.. ME!! u can cal me petty, u can cal me crap but ure the shit-face, the kurs n the scum of the earth..

u dun talk to me bout things tt u go thru, things tt brings a smile upon ur face or things tt jux hurts u to ur gut tt u cry urself to sleep.. ohh, yar.. the typical male species, they dun share things cuz its sumthin tt is oh so not masculine in their own rite mind..yar rite..

its so unfair cuz im not the one wit the mistake here.. u tink i dun noe the truth tt u've been hidin.. u tink i dunno why ure not urself infront of me.. cuz of ur guilty-concious..

u get to noe new fwens n old ones jux alwaes happened to be there.. tts bout it.. new ones are alwaes the priority.. cuz they mean alot more.. the thing bout havin loads of fwens is tt u tend to be overly biased in treatin sum tt u dun even realise ure hurtin them inside n out..

christina cd has been out in stores for a wk already n i still havent get mine.. how long do i have to wait.. no offence kays, ive been dyin to get my hands on it eversince i knew she release her new single.. one song tt i wanna listen to so badly is "im still dirrty"..haiz.. (im)patiently waitin..

khai n me at da shoe case 2.. cuteness..

well,
*im missin u^~

its impossible
its imposible to love u
if u dun let me noe wat ure feelin,
its impossible
for me to give u wat u nd
if ure alwaes hidin from me

i dunno why it hurts u
i jux wanna make it rite
cuz boy im sick n tired of tryna read ur mind

its impossible
oh baby its impossible
for me to love u tis wae
its impossible
oh baby its impossible
if ure makin it tis wae

impossible to make it easy
if u alwaes tryna makin it so damn hard
how can i, how can i give u all my love baby
if ure alwaes, alwaes puttin up ur guard

tis is not a circus so dun u play me for a clown
how long can emotions keep on goin up n down

its impossible
oh baby its impossible
for me to love u tis wae
its impossible
oh baby its impossible
u cant treat me tis wae alwaes, alwaes
impossible baby..

i ask for a wish to be granted but it didnt.. i was in tears straight after i knew it was not gonna happen.. sumhow i knew tt the second thing on my list wldnt come true as well.. n it proves tt i was rite all along..

wishes, jux cuz u wish, doesnt mean it will come true.. though how hard u try to please, feelins may nvr surface..

conversation didnt went as planned.. well, nuthin did..

evenin was so much better spent.. had my meal at seoul garden wit my greatest fwens, though not all were there.. ohh forgot, thnx for paein for me whoever who did..hehz.. i totally didnt expect the sudden cake n presents session..wow.. n zaf came like at the rite timin.. touched to every inch of my skin, every corner of my heart.. wowest.. cake tasted wow.. nice.. the banana thingy was nice too..hahhk. thnx loads for everythin.. nvr have i felt such joy in my life..

went for comp meetin which was super draggy n we had to share seats which made time to go even slower.. my god..

wow, u guys actually didnt do it for my sake.. thnx loads..

we went to cwp again after.. ate, sat, talk, took more pics.. then headed off..

spent wats left of my bdae..

*streams of tears jux kept on flowin, cldnt hold back for wats left of my drained energy

appreciate it, muChioUsGracias *im not missin u^~

prac daes have been back to back, drainin me to the inner most watever crap..llz.. performance on the 5th at geylang sumwhere wit wan cine.. 9th august, an all guys cheer performance at tampiness cc, tis time im surely gonna fly.. 12th august comp at woodlands cc, tix is at 3 bucks, tink they're sellin at the door as well..

its not fair for u to treat me tis wae esp since i didnt do nythin wrong..

jux one dae away from uncoverin the truth, hope things goes accordin to plan.. seems like certain things wont cuz of wat u saed tt time, though i barely heard it..

i keep makin tis mistake every year n tt is to expect sum things but only to get shattered by the outcome cuz nuthin follows thru.. tis time things will definitely be diff cuz im not expectin nythin.. well, i mean aside from the 3 things tt were stated in my previous previous post, tts bout it..

cant wait to meet u ying!!