start work lo

have been very busy since the start of the week until today. before starting of work, there is no time to get nervous cause there is just too much shopping to do. everything from head to toes must b e redone to portray the i have started working loo. bought lots of things this 2 weekends.

• 1 hair clip
• 2 watches
• 5 top
• 3 bras
• 2 skirts
• 2 dress (1 for work, 1 for convo ball)
• 2 shoes
• 1 handbag
• 1 clutch
• make up

guess i was just making excuse for myself to shop as well. haha. For now, my work is really technical cause i need to learn of all the computer system that the company had. it is really tiring after seeing the computer language for 1 whole day and even after work, nobody in the company actually left for home. i stayed until like 7.30 also nobody move one. must they die for the company ? but my collegues are veri nice ppl, got lots of aunties, 1 gay uncle some mature man, 1 pretty sister whom i had to be attached to for the rest of my work life, 1 quite handsome SMU intern, 1 very fit marathon runner who loves coffee and i guess that sums up the department. have been going out for lunch with them everyday and sometime, we even took as much as 2 hr lunch. but that was on the day when we had farewell for janice. can't believe that i would meet her at work. den my collegue ask if there are a lot of guys that fall for her make up and pretty eyes... what a question?? you are talking about janice u know? we have ppl like jix, farrah and kat in hall why would ppl look at her. but i guess she is close to her sch ppl.

but now i understand why working ppl have TGIF. it is really tired to get up so early every morning to squeeze in the mrt just to get to office to stare at a 11 inch laptop screen. but at least the people working there are very nice la. one problem i would really have is that they wanna move to tampines by december cause we are changing our division to be under the International portfolio. heard that got company bus from jurong and woodlands so lets see how when the time comes. but i think the prospects are quite good in the sense that you are dealing with international scene. heard that they are still hiring and since siew ling they all haven got a job, tml going to send their resumes to my boss and see what she says. maybe we can become collegue after all

sorry i know i had not been blogging or posting any pictures up to face book but i am really very lazy to do it after work. it just feel so tired i can't even play my computer games properly. next week end is going to be hectic again got my convo ball on sat and after that things are going to get very busy at work cause starting to do system testing for vietnam. hope i dun have to be send there for 2 years like what desiree did for thailand. if not siao already. after vietnam still have brunei and indonesia to go to. it would really be a regional work for me.

Saturday night gatherings

Yesterday was wei xiu's 21st birthday we are really old already. last year at this time my batch of ppl were still celebrating our 21st, now it is our junior's turn. I also understand why wei xiu also look so tired with she had to travel home from hostel already. she lived in some ulu place in hougang. i took like 2 hrs to reach there la. nearly died while i was travelling. luckily got my MP3 to pei me. but it was nice catching up with the JCRC and Odin ppl. seemed like everybody will start work by monday. the new GPA system is really killing everyone. a lot of us really cannot climb back after doing badly on just 1 subjects. and it turned out that even how many As did we get in the end will never pull the GPA back. so it turned out that a few of my friends and me also never get an honors.

after meeting up with the Uni ppl, went to butter factory to meet daphne and the outside friends. Yes andrew, i was meeting a group of eligible bachelors. dun be jealous ok? they are really so much more eligible den you. and seok hui thought that i was meeting ryan la. Daphne is really like the mama san. trying to sell all of us away. this time she brought a new guy NUS alan. den she keep asking why i never talk to him. Hello, we are in the club the music is a bit loud and i also dunno what to talk to him. But it was superb high last night, pauland they all had opened like 4 bottles and even got some shots. must be the celebration of wanqi's first night out after her birth of her princess clarissa. she is really one pretty mum lo. a few of us got really wasted yesterday. jennet was really knock out, hor yee and another ger was like starting to sleep in there, daphne started stonning, pauland was like superb high and keep increasing the amount of chivas in my drink. i also got like half wasted. but managed to hold on until i came home den vomit a little. plus we dunno break how many cups because we were either too high to hold it properly or pushed it off the table. and i got a cut i n my hand as i was trying to get rid of a glass piece off my shoe based. i also dunno why i tried doing that. Joel and yan heng, yesterday hor yee or what you all known as sky could not remember you all at all la. he was like who is that i really dunno leh. superb funny when he stopped dancing and the podium and was seriously trying to recall. den later he turned to me and ask that i like to see him take off his top argh? huh? cannot link leh. but you got the body so can take off if you want. not as if i never see before. den ah yang was also funny. we were talking about getting the convo ball dress and whenever we see a low neckline dress we thought ah yang would scold us. but this time round he never say scold and somemore say 'WoW'. but i think he was very high also la. since he had wanted to go home and makeout with shaun. haha. nice catching up with this bunch of outside friends after so long. but we will see them again on the convo ball night. although i dunno why they had wanted to come. see you all then again. but that night cannot drink too much ok? cause the next day still have work.

Last few late nights

Had to spend my last few late nights fruitfully as i would have to convert to a sleep early wake up early person from sunday onwards. had my last mambo jambo night on wed and i met a lot more ppl there. there was the ever handsome paul tan, ah beng mark lee the funniest is meeting my own cousin there.

when i went back to sch on thurs to collect my transcript, it was like going for an open house, so many goody bags and it was also like a gathering of all the business ppl. i was in like polo tee and shorts, den my friends wanted to go out to shop for the convo ball dresses so i follow them as well since there was car driving. luckily we went vivo city then i look like someone who had just came back from sentosa. haha. tried on a few dresses there. the nicest was a blue dress from warehouse but it was $129. still thinking to get it a not. think this weekend go and look around somemore since i have to buy my office wear too. as u know a group of girls going out is like crazy. we cramp up the fitting rm and when we go to the makeup counter is even worst. we discuss non stop about the different products. in the end also never really buy. haha. i think on the convo ball we are trying to get sumiko to help us do everything or at the most siewling will do my eye make up for me. she has been experimenting a lot now a days.

tml going for wei xiu's birthday party at hougang den maybe meeting daphne at butter factory later in the night. wei xiu, can u live somewhere nearer it is so far la.

starting work

Went down to UOB to sign my confirmation letter today and on the process met a lot of ppl. jian ning was at UOB for an interview did not get to talk to her much cause the HR ppl was like busy trying to make me sign the letter and sent me away haha. den i went to do my medical checkup. took a very long time in the toilet cause i dun have urine. den how to collect half a bottle. in the end i only had like a quater of the bottle but the nurse tell me that it is ok. a guy there was even more suay. dunno what happen to his sample, the nurse past him a new bottle and ask him to collect again just drink more water. how to have so much urine?? haha

after that i was exploring on which route to take to work is nearer i met my blk 62 ah bengs bros. jialu was in long sleeve pushing a trolley la. funny... like some office boy. he said he was doing saikang. he works at like 5 mins on the left of my officer la. den 5 mins on the right is ben's office. aaron even better just the building next door. met him on his smoke break today. nice to know that they are still ard just like in hall 13.

now my body have to go through a major transmission. have to change my sleeping hours and body clock. no more late night watching of videos and waking up late. have to wake up early and squeeze mrt everyday.

updates

busy watching buffy now a days. it is fun to watch the show again after so long. still remember that the last time we watch buffy was with sandra at michael's place. lets forget about our bad memories of hanging around at yew tee cc... haha... there are 7 seasons and i am already at season 3. besides watching buddy everyday i have been playing online games and carrying out my fornightly mj activities with my JC classmates on a winning streak now a day. i guess it is like how the chinese saying ：情场失意，赌场得意。but the money goes back to treating my friends dinner and stuff la. also busy with Mambo-ing with yuenmei and baoyue, think they wanna go again next week. getting old for it already. last time when i go with angeline can dance the whole night without any drinks. now got drink also not high, high also can feel leg pain.

Back to the formal stuff, went back to UOB for a second round of interview with the HR, they are very wierd. ask me there and speak to me for like 15 mins only and later still call me to ask questions regarding my CV. waste of time but i think thats how the banks works. if not the HR also have nothing to do. lets hopw i hear from them soon.

old friends

Brought Furby for grooming today. now he looks superb girly. so soft and neat now. haven taken his photo yet cause he is busy playing with my brother's floorball next time take already den let you all see.

Just met another old friend in the lift just now. Sunny! he has signed on to army but coming out on his nights out to sell ice-cream. Poor him. got married very early now have a 4 yr old girl already. bought 2 box of ice-cream from him. hope that it will help him a bit. remembered last time that he had to even borrow money so as to pay for his child's milk. life must have been hard for young parents. dun even have enough to support themselves but have to support that kid too. now because he is in army, only get to see his daughter on weekends. hope that life would get better for him as his child grow up. think of the better side, he can retire earlier too...

Mambo

Went to zouk with baoyue, serene and yuenmei yesterday. It was like a mini JJ gathering over there met a lot of people that i haven seen for ages, wanyang, weide and chun. daryl dun need to say la. meeting him every other fortnight to play mj. Dunno issit because of the heels or the age. i can feel backache while dancing lo. guess i must get lower heels soon.

And i learnt a lesson yesterday. that is when you have your period, dun drink. at one moment i was taking care of serene, talking to ah lum, next moment i saw everything in black. nearly freak yuenmei out. after sleeping for a while and dancing about an hour, when i thought everything was ok, i vomitted. first time that i vomit while clubbing. that daryl was superb funni. he came near the toilet to ask me if weide was ok. he heard that he is vomitting. HELLO... you got the wrong person weide is doing veri well at the bar i am the one vomitting. haha

i had also made 2 important decision.
1. to join facebook so that i can get all my pictures from my friends
2. if no company replies my buy monday. i will get back to UOB and maybe start work there. at the most ask for department transfer later on.

Spiritual leaders

Watch NBA game 3 today. When Kobe bryant played throughout the whole game today, he contributed more than half of the points scored. Lakers finally got back the game at 2-1. He is a superb important person for Lakers especially when shaq left the team. No wonder when he scolded everyone in the 3rd quater break and everyone came back to life and scored more than double celtic in the final quater.

Watching Italy play the other day is very saddening. Really dunno what the coach is doing. he dropped Inzaghi leaving no one to go forward. Italy being well known for its defence due to the top 4 defenders, Cannavaro, Totti, Nesta and Zambrotta. when totti and nesta decided to retire there was no body capable enough to take over their place. Dunno why nesta decided to retire in the first place. he is only 31 at least he can still play for one more world cup. i dun blame him that he wanna retire while he is still at his peak but he should not have done that right after totti decided to retire. Cannavaro had to be rest due to his leg injury and because of that holland had the prior advantage. Sice the Italy team is like that, dun think they can advance at all this

Busy watching Euro 2008 and NBA finals this few days. realised that there is a veri important thing called the spiritual leaders. If these people were not in the team, it makes a veri big difference and most of the time, the team would not have performed. When david beckham left man u and steve macmanaman left liverpool, mersey side is no longer the same. Is it really that they could being a difference to the team or is it that i dun like changes. Guess Japan would also no longer be the same when Nakata dun play for them. Guess everyone have to move on with life, especially the sports athelete due to their short life span

eventful monday

Had a very interesting event sitting on the bus today. At bukit panjang plaza, suddenly there was a foul smell of shit on the bus a lot of us covered our nose and some even changed their seats. We kept looking around to see who was it. I finally found the person when he drop the bus. it was an indian grown up man. The whole area on his shorts had already turned brown la. Why did he board the bus then, can go to bukit panjang plaza toilet what. Dun understand people now a days

Yuen mei had a very fantastic job which is to be a food critic. Went with her to center point eastern restaurant for food testing. The xiao long bao there is very nice!!! the soup can fill one spoonful. Actually we are suppose to stay for an hour and have to test 3 dish, but in the end, we stayed for 2 hours and had a 10 course meal but of course we never finish everything. Scared of chinese food now.

I nearly forgot that i had to meet xingwen in the night for some job that he wanna intro me to. He told me that his friend's company want to find people to join them and they are into the business of helping others set up business. At first i thought it was some consultancy firm. In the end it was amway la. Multi-level marketing. But still have to give xingwen the face la. Since he helped me with darts the other time, maybe this is the least i could do for him.

busy weekend

Had a busy busy weekend filled with meeting up with friends and mj-ing.

On sat, when Ely's hse for mj session because her hands were itchy. We are really good friend of hers la, walk to her house in heavy rain just for a round of mj. had to give up my camera for space for umbrelle in my bag. haha. after that met up with yuenmei cause it is her birthday. went to heard tingren's cousin play band at rock the timbre. first time there but really only few singapore bands can make it. that wu jian ping's KKJ is better den a lot of the bands that performed that night. Met a few new friends from NUS that night. had a fun time loitering around city hall at midnight in search for a supper spot.

on sun, it is back to mj and meet up with my JC1 classmates again. haven met them for a long time especially after diana left for studies in hongkong. had lunch and caught up with each other and what has happened to our teachers and sch after all these years. after that it is mj at kennard's room again. i think lady luck is shining on me for these 2 days, won about $60. but some how i feel bad about winning my friend's money. i think i will treat them for the next meal or what so ever the nxt round when we meet again, which suppose to be on sat for mj.

sex in the city

Met up with yirui, Cailing and Haoting for movie and dinner tonight. Watched sex in the city and catch up with them. missed those times loitering around our corridor talking at the middle of the night. Gut gals, we will meet on the 22nd there to take photo with our grad gowns again ok ?? By the way, this is our artistic photo.

By the way, i have not clear up my doubt of xingwen asking me to join his friend's company by saying that he believe that i am a focused and dynamic person. Some how it feels as thou it is a scheme. he did not even ask cailing or haoting. After knowing that he had once been in multi level marketing, i feel even more wary. like what cailing said i would approach his friend with caution on monday. let u all know what issit again after that. lets hope i dun get cheated by friends or what i believe our relationship was...

First sucessful job

After much nagging from my mum, i became a little more active in searching for a job. I am also a little tired to staying at home. I screwed up my Standard Charter Bank interview cause i dun really like working at the company and my second interview with ABN Ambro i had gotten the job as a loan admin officer but today i just called to turn that offer down. They only wanted the post for 6 months and they are paying me only $2K with no overtime pay. I know my mum wanted me to take this job offer first but i really dun want to waste my 6 months for 2K. I believe that i would be able to get a better job. It is only the 2nd interview and i am able to get a job. my results may only be average but my CCA record is much more than enough. Especially for the european side, they believe more in holistic development. Think i would look around more still have reference for UOB and interview with them this coming tuesday and another private banking operations 2.5K pending. Guess i would still be staying at home this few days.

paths in life

Elmo said, "目标就在那边，成功的果实就在那边。只是你的路是么走不一定。每个人不太一样。"

I am 22 this year and i dunno what i want in life. So whats my aim? what is considered success for me? to find a job now? i really dunno. maybe i should start sitting down and think about this. I am looking for jobs in banks because my degree is so. But what i like is hospitality and events management maybe reality and ideal would never coincide. Lets see how life goes on from here.

council homecoming

went back to JJ for our council homecoming today. Millah sorry that you had to wait so long. Cause i sms everyone to be back at 5 thinking that people will be late. Dunno that you would be so punctual. But 23rd council had the most people who went back, all of us were back except for Farhana, Nisa, Karen, Hasvany, Chee chang and Wei change. So nice to meet everyone again. Being the old birds there, we did not even go anywhere near the fire at all and food just came to us like these. But we rather have our supper at boon lay market. The nasi lemak !!

Izean said that she did not feel that she had done a good job when she was in council and she want to run for it again. I really believe that if all of us were in council again, we would have done it so much better. In the past, we had a lot of small groups in council and conflicts. But years after we graduate, we remained the most united appearing in almost full numbers and in all big events 4 years after we left. But we are a playful bunch so if you have work, like the alumni committe for us to do, dun think of it but we will be at events to help out if needed. Although we got a lot of scolding from the teachers in the past, these have not gone into waste. Going through the shits together had made us closer. Missed the times when we would skip lesson to be in the Council room playing dai dee or carrom, going to school early in the morning just to be in the room talking cock, staying back after school to do up the lockers and blazers, painting banners behind LT 5, the orientation camps we had all around the school and of course, cheering for the soccer and rugby guys in their A division tournaments. These may seemed little stuff but what we had and learnt behind this brings us a long way in life. Guys, we should have constant council meet up like these and the boys, please do not throw us away just to go girl watching in sentosa ok? we can also go there and boy watch what.

Now that most of us are in our final years, it would be getting harder and harder for friends to meet up once we start work. But people we would still keep the special days like orientation nights and council bbq free ok? we need a lot of catching up to do.

disable of website

Busy keying in the telephone numbers that i had save about 2 years ago, so in these 2 years the new numbers that i had is all lost. so people, do send me your own business card again ok? buess i have to borrow one of my friend's telephone to copy all the numbers already

wanted to watch videos online and re-enter my phone book again but the 2 major chinese website that i used to play games and watch videos have been temporary close to mourn for the death of the sze chuan victims. these 3 days i have got nothing to watch except the youtube that it is slow in loading the taiwan dramas. everyone is also sad to see lots of people dying but do we need to mourn for 24hrs a day? life still carry on rite? reopen the website soon.. dying of boredom and nobody replies to the CV that i send at all.

lost handphone

went out for KTV with ely , ronnie and friend yesterday. One of her friend, was superb weird, very gossipy and he likes telling us all the sexual happenings in JJ. Funny to do that in front of a gal that you just know rite? and he made it sound so natural. I am not those superb innocent person but not all the gossips that you share need to be sexual what. i really pity the person that is singing the whole nite, whenever the person sings, the rest is not even listening and joining in to sing, just gossipping very loud at the side. Very distracting ok??

but whats worst in the night was that i left my handphone in the KTV room and when i go back to find, it is already missing. The person who took the phone had already off it so i guess i could never have gotten it back. But i am sure that it is done by the kbox staff. the room was dark when we left, a black phone on black table with drinks covering it from the view at the door. Must be the waiter who cleared it taking it away. Now i have to refind all the numbers. how to get it back ?? my sim card memory was full meaning that there is about 1000 numbers inside. so friends, please send me your numbers all over again ok ?? SobZz... Ely, we should have gone to play MJ instead. at least we would not have spend the $35 on Ktv and plus my hp...

fragile life

Just got a call from sandra to say that my friend's mum had passed away. A healthy person with no sickness can just move to heaven just like this how about all our parents with a little sickness here and there. It is so scary whenever you switch on the TV. You see images of people being squashed to death by fallen buildings in szechuan, mother poisoning her own kids in singapore, people dying of starvation in myanmar. We are so fortunate that we live in Singapore without natural disasters but we still cannot escape from health problems. Guys, so take care of your bodies ok? no amount of money can buy back health. we never know when will we leave our love ones so we should not do anything to that leave regrets

生命很脆柔，珍惜每一个在你生命中路过的行人。你永远不知道何时你会就这样离他而去。不要在生命中留下遗憾因为永远不会再有第二次的机会。

我决定放弃你了。有些人觉得我们彼此到老时会留下遗憾，但是我不需要一个不把我当一回事的男生。连我不理他都可以没感觉。是时候放下了没必要为了你再生气。有你在只是我的一种习惯。这是一种坏习惯，我必须尽快改变它。

council invest

went back for council investiture today, felt superb old, we were the 23rd batch and today it is already the 28th batch... but seniors has got its used, we just stand ard, drinks will come by itself and no matter how messy we make the place to be, nobody dares to say anything. At lease we are not the oldest, got wei hang, the 21st CCA com there... haha... Missed the times we spend in council room slacking around and doing up the orientation, and whenever we heard the school song, we think of the flag raising ceremony everyday, having to make the flag reach just on time was challenging. Mr ng invited us back to the alumni race on sports day, but dun think any of us really wanna go back, but we will definately be there for council home coming on the 24th. Baoyue was suggesting for Jason to spin for us, den we bring some drinks along, lets party the night away.

After invest, met up with Angie and Kat for clubbing and Baoyue joined us later. the scene was pathetic, like nobody ard. I thought all the university's examinations had ended except for SIM, but we eventually found everyone at Zouk mambo. First time going in there cause i always thought that the ppl look funny like some cult all doing the same action. But when i tried it myself, it is superb difficult, cannot coordinate the hands at all. I think we need more trainings. Met Changru there, haven talked to him for 1.5 years, decided that it was enough, said hi to him and he was like stunned... haha... But how i wish i had met JJ they all instead. Haven seen by brothers for like superb long. Miss going to blk 62 and kanna suan by u all, miss going up nanyang house being so proud of u all winner snooker matches.

Angie was drunk tonight, guess it is 借酒消愁 but no good no good. That stupid guy, keep spinning my friends around his fingers. Enough is enough ok. Angie, u need to move on it is not worth wasting your youth over such guy. Next time introduce Pauland and Ah yang to you ok?? at least they are the top quality sort.

Ok, tired already, going to sleep now. Tml will be a fresh new day of job searching again. Or david, intro to me some sugar daddy la. I dun mind leading a tai tai life...

gathering

Had a gathering with my long time friends, when we started talking about the past, den we realise that we are really getting old... miss those times when we would cook our own lunch and gather to watch VCD after school. But what to do, everyone have to move on. Lets hope that we move on but never forget about each other at all. We have regular meet ups ok ? live so near each other should be alright ba...

Went for an interview with standard charter back yesterday. Felt treated like dirt la. Travelled all the way to tampines for 1.5hrs, den meet me for only 10 mins. But i also hope that i dun get the job, the people there are so arrogant, will definitely have a hard time if i am there. Thought i could meet up with Angie or Kat for dinner but everyone was busy. So i had to look for my school bus uncle, Ryan. But at least i got free dinner and transportation.

Now every morning i am afraid to hear my hp ring. cause the recruitment agency that yulin recommend me will keep forcing me to go for interviews that i dun like, especially for those contract basis jobs. HELLO, i ask you for a perm job ok? lets wait for a while more and see how ba. At the most i go back to Sing Investments lo. But let me nua a bit more at home first. give me more time to see my Bang Bang Tang Elmo.

End of my Uni life

after ending my last paper yesterday, i suddenly felt a sense of lost. Dunno what to do now. Have to find a job and start working but where to start? My mum is pushing all the CATS to me to look for job but can i dun start working. Starting to understand why Peter once said that a lot of people continue to do MBA just to escape work life. Think i have to start going online to search for job now.

No Money, No Shopping... haha

This sem after shifting out of hall, realised that everyone is busy with dunno what. After starting work, will we drift even further apart? Had to spend 2 hrs online just to think of what to for our outing and when to set it at. Gers, we must set regular outings ok ??

Thats all for now let me go play with my new botak dog...