ZiggyZag
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
end of world
epidemic, diseases, killing disasters....it seems all these come at the same time.....it kills people and doesn's spare one...so scary..
feel so so so humid these few days....i really think if the end of world is coming....friends are asking to me to join Christianity (baptism even) end of day is nearing, what can i do? I believe in Him, I know he exists, but but but but....too many buts and doubts.....don't know what i reallly want...
feel so so so humid these few days....i really think if the end of world is coming....friends are asking to me to join Christianity (baptism even) end of day is nearing, what can i do? I believe in Him, I know he exists, but but but but....too many buts and doubts.....don't know what i reallly want...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
giving up seat
i always take this 6.40am bus...sometimes earlier...i can get a seat almost everytime i board on the bus...which is a good thing...
however, it seems quite hard for me to give up my seat to older folks....well, not very old but they are like older than me....about forty plus?? i feel really bad but i just feel too tired to get up and give up my seat....what i normally do, i will just look down and snooze.....very bad hor....yes, i confessed.....
however, it seems quite hard for me to give up my seat to older folks....well, not very old but they are like older than me....about forty plus?? i feel really bad but i just feel too tired to get up and give up my seat....what i normally do, i will just look down and snooze.....very bad hor....yes, i confessed.....
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Hong Kong, here i come....
Yea yea.....here i come Hong Kong...hohoho....so so so happy and excited...
well, let me share my joy with you....it all started last saturday evening...i was very tired once i reached home in msia....had a few discussions my ah boon before this about him applying leave to go somewhere with me...had talked about Hong Kong and Taiwan....but no decision was made due to his busy work....so last saturday, i went online and read Limin's mail....in her mail, she told me she didn't want the $100 hotel room as she needs to scrimp for UK trip...
So, the itchy me phoned her and asked about her plan to UK...she was about to buy the ticket the next day from matta fair....her sis is in wales, so can stay at her place and visit few places....i was so excited that i decided to join her since our holiday is the same....We excitedly listed out places we wanted to visit such as wales, london, liverpool, ireland and maybe some other places in europe...but money and time...we didn't lah....
ah boon didn't really like the idea as he said nothing much to visit espeically this season, gloomy or wet weather...quite cold too.....so finally we dropped this idea as limin shared the same sentiments as i do.....and she was worried if we would trouble her sis's bf as he is preparing for a paper presentation....finally no more UK
Hong Kong was the second choice.....Australia was the third...in fact, we didn;'t really decide on one, as long as we can travel abroad and breathe in foreign's air, hoho...that would be sufficient then....
Limin made all the preparations and yes, we have confirmed on Hong Kong/Shenzen/Disneyland.....aiks aiks...disneyland...a faraway place...and now we get to go...so fun huh hohoho....wonder how much is needed for this trip aside the one we have paid.......
well, let me share my joy with you....it all started last saturday evening...i was very tired once i reached home in msia....had a few discussions my ah boon before this about him applying leave to go somewhere with me...had talked about Hong Kong and Taiwan....but no decision was made due to his busy work....so last saturday, i went online and read Limin's mail....in her mail, she told me she didn't want the $100 hotel room as she needs to scrimp for UK trip...
So, the itchy me phoned her and asked about her plan to UK...she was about to buy the ticket the next day from matta fair....her sis is in wales, so can stay at her place and visit few places....i was so excited that i decided to join her since our holiday is the same....We excitedly listed out places we wanted to visit such as wales, london, liverpool, ireland and maybe some other places in europe...but money and time...we didn't lah....
ah boon didn't really like the idea as he said nothing much to visit espeically this season, gloomy or wet weather...quite cold too.....so finally we dropped this idea as limin shared the same sentiments as i do.....and she was worried if we would trouble her sis's bf as he is preparing for a paper presentation....finally no more UK
Hong Kong was the second choice.....Australia was the third...in fact, we didn;'t really decide on one, as long as we can travel abroad and breathe in foreign's air, hoho...that would be sufficient then....
Limin made all the preparations and yes, we have confirmed on Hong Kong/Shenzen/Disneyland.....aiks aiks...disneyland...a faraway place...and now we get to go...so fun huh hohoho....wonder how much is needed for this trip aside the one we have paid.......
Saturday, September 17, 2005
A day with a good wrap-up
It's a Friday....kinda relax but I had to go for a 3-hour briefing on Lotus Notes 6.5....So boring, maybe I have explored most of the application tools, hence I feel those whose laptop were not upgraded will find this biefing useful.
It started at 2pm, so calvin, yes my nice botak colleague gave me a lift there.....and guess what happened? a minor accident as another MPV rammed into his car...err, maybe not rammed, but kissed on the side of his bumper (driver's side).....a nudge in the car, gosh....i was so shaken coz oh my god, what happened this time.....just finish worrying about JC who had quite a serious accident that fractured her jaw.......but luckily it wasn't dented, unlike kancil or any msian made cars.....as calvin didnt stop immediately, that driver thought calvin was fine with the knock and she drove off.....i only remember 5799.....with SFG in front, but coulndt recall clearly if the letters were the one....
Then we headed to HQ.....hoho, we sneaked out about 45 mins before they ended the talk. My Section Head was the one who suggested, so apa lagi.....just ciao.........
Calvin drove me to Tg Pagar MRT station, quite near to Suntec City, the place where I supposed to buy Ah Boon a sumptuous dinner.....well, as I was very early, I planned to get something done to pamper myself....so manicure and pedicure came to my mind...went to two places, but fully booked...saw Bella Skin Care, and saw the full body massage, i cant have that too coz fully booked again.....devastated, i walked up and down for more than five times and finally descended at a different escalator....this time, a good looking boy passed me a flyer.....It's written "MASSAGE ADDICTION"
Happily, i searched for that place and get myself foot reflexology (40mins) for $38.....but after reading the pamphlet and was explained the nitty gritty of the package 4+1, i signed up for it...it costs me $352.....this 4+1 means i paid only for the four sessions and I got another for free....so I called up ah boon, urging him to come earlier as I got him a place for massage as well....Finally both of us had full body massage...gosh...so so so so so good....i even tipped the therapist (male) $20...a lot hor, but i find he did a lot extra for me....so ok lah....
I had the Swedish Massage in which he used oil and massage .....so good....ah boon got the Japanese massage, cant remember the name....ah boon is very satisfied though....well, both of us lah.....
at the end, we didn't get to eat any sumptuous meal as we were supposed to have, but had a good rejuvenate session.......worth a lot.....
Now, I still have three sessions to go and will go maybe next weekk or some other days as no expiry date....cool....
It started at 2pm, so calvin, yes my nice botak colleague gave me a lift there.....and guess what happened? a minor accident as another MPV rammed into his car...err, maybe not rammed, but kissed on the side of his bumper (driver's side).....a nudge in the car, gosh....i was so shaken coz oh my god, what happened this time.....just finish worrying about JC who had quite a serious accident that fractured her jaw.......but luckily it wasn't dented, unlike kancil or any msian made cars.....as calvin didnt stop immediately, that driver thought calvin was fine with the knock and she drove off.....i only remember 5799.....with SFG in front, but coulndt recall clearly if the letters were the one....
Then we headed to HQ.....hoho, we sneaked out about 45 mins before they ended the talk. My Section Head was the one who suggested, so apa lagi.....just ciao.........
Calvin drove me to Tg Pagar MRT station, quite near to Suntec City, the place where I supposed to buy Ah Boon a sumptuous dinner.....well, as I was very early, I planned to get something done to pamper myself....so manicure and pedicure came to my mind...went to two places, but fully booked...saw Bella Skin Care, and saw the full body massage, i cant have that too coz fully booked again.....devastated, i walked up and down for more than five times and finally descended at a different escalator....this time, a good looking boy passed me a flyer.....It's written "MASSAGE ADDICTION"
Happily, i searched for that place and get myself foot reflexology (40mins) for $38.....but after reading the pamphlet and was explained the nitty gritty of the package 4+1, i signed up for it...it costs me $352.....this 4+1 means i paid only for the four sessions and I got another for free....so I called up ah boon, urging him to come earlier as I got him a place for massage as well....Finally both of us had full body massage...gosh...so so so so so good....i even tipped the therapist (male) $20...a lot hor, but i find he did a lot extra for me....so ok lah....
I had the Swedish Massage in which he used oil and massage .....so good....ah boon got the Japanese massage, cant remember the name....ah boon is very satisfied though....well, both of us lah.....
at the end, we didn't get to eat any sumptuous meal as we were supposed to have, but had a good rejuvenate session.......worth a lot.....
Now, I still have three sessions to go and will go maybe next weekk or some other days as no expiry date....cool....
Friday, September 16, 2005
C_PMS workshop
Ok...this Competency-Based Performance System is a system that reviews you during and at the end of your performance throughout the year for promotion, increment and bonus puposes. Of course, this has to include your Planning for your work target, the process throughout the year and lastly its review or comonly known as life & death judgement, the Hang Man....hehehe....the evaluation in another word.....
It started from 9am to 5pm but it ended at 540pm instead...so tiring.....It was conducted in Dover, the HQ...so I went out from home a bit later than usual, and met my colleague at Ang Mo Kio as he gave me a lift there....he is calvin, a Botak also.....quite cute but got beer belly, ish....not handsome anymore hohoho.....an adventurous fella as he went to quite a lot of places.......the basic i should say are he graduated from NZ after his diploma in Spore and worked for some time in Hong Kong.....ohh ya, he mentioned about the pay in HK, it's double to triple of our salary.....he said just his salary alone was 11k Sing dollars....siao man!!!!!! no need work man.....and wth allowances....errr, maybe with allowance or without, cant remember the exact amount.......he drives a Chilli Red Honda Jazz, with its red leather in it......but not the whole thing red, only partial....in fact, quite beautiful.....
Met quite a number of people in the workshop.....awwwww, there is this guy from another campus, he looks so much like Pierre Png, the spore actor....gosh, but too bad he is married....cheh....but he is a cheeky one....can be a philanderer ohhh, but too bad lah.....no more market value except for those who go for married man lah hohohoho....
The facilitators were quite ok....i learnt something...
You guys try this....get a potato.....then try and poke the potato at one single thrust.......try it, you can definitely do that, and it is possible......ask me for solution if you can't hahahahaha.....
It started from 9am to 5pm but it ended at 540pm instead...so tiring.....It was conducted in Dover, the HQ...so I went out from home a bit later than usual, and met my colleague at Ang Mo Kio as he gave me a lift there....he is calvin, a Botak also.....quite cute but got beer belly, ish....not handsome anymore hohoho.....an adventurous fella as he went to quite a lot of places.......the basic i should say are he graduated from NZ after his diploma in Spore and worked for some time in Hong Kong.....ohh ya, he mentioned about the pay in HK, it's double to triple of our salary.....he said just his salary alone was 11k Sing dollars....siao man!!!!!! no need work man.....and wth allowances....errr, maybe with allowance or without, cant remember the exact amount.......he drives a Chilli Red Honda Jazz, with its red leather in it......but not the whole thing red, only partial....in fact, quite beautiful.....
Met quite a number of people in the workshop.....awwwww, there is this guy from another campus, he looks so much like Pierre Png, the spore actor....gosh, but too bad he is married....cheh....but he is a cheeky one....can be a philanderer ohhh, but too bad lah.....no more market value except for those who go for married man lah hohohoho....
The facilitators were quite ok....i learnt something...
You guys try this....get a potato.....then try and poke the potato at one single thrust.......try it, you can definitely do that, and it is possible......ask me for solution if you can't hahahahaha.....
Thursday, September 15, 2005
this annoying member
Well, I cant help disliking or raising my eyebrows each time i read this F's response in MYB......I don't know....maybe she is a bisexual but that isnt the reason why i dislike her replies.....she loves cracking lame jokes or asked stupid questions....sometimes really disturbing....initially i thought F was a feigned character to be the opposite sex....but no....this F finally proves to be not....A Bi....damn, just cant stand her replies or posts at times......IRRITATING......
wedding band......
wedding bands....which is the one that catches your 
heart?
Euro Design Rings...
Awwwww.......this propels me ahead with wedding plans hohohohoho....
errr, for the last few days, the t
hought of tying the knot keeps banging into my head....but i put that aside till i saw these beautiful rings....but im sure none of the designs here
attracts ah boon.....he always on the loop for one diamond, one ring....something that i dont really prefer coz I'm not so gentle....prett
y sure that the diamond might come off from the ring....so share with you here the design of the rings....
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
dirty jokes....
Oh big shit...
Came across this joke and i sent out to many of my colleagues....then, my section head approached me as she was one of the recipients.....it seems many could not accept such joke.....i was too insensitive....it didn't cross my mind that the jokes were dirty...oh my god....see, how horrible i am.....
anyway, since i created a shit here...i shall dump my shit here to all of you.....read it....if you are sensitive and cant accept it, your business....damn......gotta be more sensitive and choose to care less.....it was also my first time forwarding mails to colleagues...sigh sigh..no more silly stuff...
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jokes of the day (the shit)
Ladies hostel caught Fire. It took 1 hour to bring the fire under control and another 3 hours to bring the firemen under control.
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Wife: If I sleep with your best friend what will be the first thought to come in your mind? Husband: that you are a lesbian.
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Why did they stop printing Pamela Anderson stamps in the U.S ??? Because the people started licking the wrong side!
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Girl to hungry boyfriend: If my right leg was afternoon meal & left leg evening meal what would you prefer? Boyfriend: Eating between meals !!!!
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Nobody is ever satisfied, Poor men wish they were rich, Rich men wish they were handsome, Bachelors wish they were married & Married men wish they were Dead!
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How do you teach a girl maths? Add a bed, subtract her clothes, divide her legs, enter your square root, leave your solution and hope she doesn't multiply!
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Lady : "I want a good vibrator" Salesman: "Ma'am ! you may select one from our range that is displayed on that wall" Lady : "O.K. I'll take that red one" Salesman: "Sorry, that's our fire-extinguisher";
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A divorced Couple were contesting for possession of the child. The mother said: "I gave birth to him - he's mine" The father said: "I put a coin in the pepsi machine and a can comes out - the pepsi belongs to me! not to the machine !!"
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A girl says to her boyfriend, "One kiss and I'll be yours forever." The guy says 'thanks for the warning'
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A Husband Was Asked: "Do you talk to your wife after sex?" He replied: "Depends, If I Can find a Phone"
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Definition of a Gynecologist: Someone who looks for problems where others look for pleasure!!!
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Man to wife on wedding night- "Are you sure I'm the first man you are sleeping with?' "Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!
what say you???? very dirty meh???????????????? sob sob
Came across this joke and i sent out to many of my colleagues....then, my section head approached me as she was one of the recipients.....it seems many could not accept such joke.....i was too insensitive....it didn't cross my mind that the jokes were dirty...oh my god....see, how horrible i am.....
anyway, since i created a shit here...i shall dump my shit here to all of you.....read it....if you are sensitive and cant accept it, your business....damn......gotta be more sensitive and choose to care less.....it was also my first time forwarding mails to colleagues...sigh sigh..no more silly stuff...
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jokes of the day (the shit)
Ladies hostel caught Fire. It took 1 hour to bring the fire under control and another 3 hours to bring the firemen under control.
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Wife: If I sleep with your best friend what will be the first thought to come in your mind? Husband: that you are a lesbian.
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Why did they stop printing Pamela Anderson stamps in the U.S ??? Because the people started licking the wrong side!
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Girl to hungry boyfriend: If my right leg was afternoon meal & left leg evening meal what would you prefer? Boyfriend: Eating between meals !!!!
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Nobody is ever satisfied, Poor men wish they were rich, Rich men wish they were handsome, Bachelors wish they were married & Married men wish they were Dead!
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How do you teach a girl maths? Add a bed, subtract her clothes, divide her legs, enter your square root, leave your solution and hope she doesn't multiply!
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Lady : "I want a good vibrator" Salesman: "Ma'am ! you may select one from our range that is displayed on that wall" Lady : "O.K. I'll take that red one" Salesman: "Sorry, that's our fire-extinguisher";
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A divorced Couple were contesting for possession of the child. The mother said: "I gave birth to him - he's mine" The father said: "I put a coin in the pepsi machine and a can comes out - the pepsi belongs to me! not to the machine !!"
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A girl says to her boyfriend, "One kiss and I'll be yours forever." The guy says 'thanks for the warning'
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A Husband Was Asked: "Do you talk to your wife after sex?" He replied: "Depends, If I Can find a Phone"
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Definition of a Gynecologist: Someone who looks for problems where others look for pleasure!!!
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Man to wife on wedding night- "Are you sure I'm the first man you are sleeping with?' "Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!
what say you???? very dirty meh???????????????? sob sob
Burst out in front of students......
Betul sia soi......but this really taught me a priceless lesson...this happened last tuesday...yes, 7 days back....let me recount...'
copy paste from my personal journal hohoo...
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It was my second class with this class, PI0504K...i prepared a lot hoping to gain their attention or interest from them. However, in the end none of them responded well to me. Can you imagine you as the teacher facilitating in front or at the back of the class whilst the some students busy combing hair, snapping photos with their digital cameras and mobile phones, sleeping in the class and wearing that couldn't care less kind of face???? Urrrgggghhhhh, that was the most devastating moment I had in teaching experience so far...
I kept on reminding myself not to take things too personally....I kept on telling myself that I shouldnt care about how these people react. I just concentrate on my work and yes, that's it.....But i cant.....I couldnt make it....at this point of time, 5 boys from the class walked off to the toilet.....with the rest staring in shock, another 5 girls asked permission to go toilet as well....I told them to wait for the guys but they didn't follow to what I said, insisting that they need to answer their nature calls at once.....I just nodded my head, allowing them to leave...but in my heart, I could feel the piercing....the pain.....
I called the class monitor and asked for their names who walked off, intending to report this to their class advisor, but by the time Eric Yam came to me with the name list, I burst out in tears.... with my tissue on my eyes, i didn't say a word....of course, this created a tense in the class...everyone went silent.....after two minutes of tearing, I started 'talking' to them....
After all the talk from me alone, I dismissed them......45 minutes earlier......none of them left until I gave them the second dismissal note......they left....
Eric Yam, the class monitor walked up to me and passed me a note....it wrote:
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Mdm,
I'm sorry for our misbehaviour. Don't worry the class is not in proper condition recently as the guy Eric who is dressed in formal is going to leave us. He is the bridge of the whole class. I'm quite sure after some time the class will be fine. Sorry!
PI0504K
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I was very blur, it didn't cross my mind that these students were actually sad over something. ..It was eric, someone very close to them was leaving. He was the bridge of the students. Naturally they feel very upset when he decided to leave. I was so wrong, i shouldn't act like a kid and burst out just like that. I should have be more patient with them.
Perhaps, I have pinned too high expectation on them. I thought they were good enough as they are from ICT class.....however, this case really teach me a lesson. I should come to the class with open mind and see students as someone special. They do have their problem too although at this age.
I am truly sorry for what has happened and do wish that these students will forgive my foolishness for breaking down in the class. I shouldn't and try my best to abstain myself from doing this before second thought. I need my strenght back, i need all the values to be a good educator. I hope one day they will understand me better. Anyway, I thank them for coming to my class as almost all of them turned up except for two students.
copy paste from my personal journal hohoo...
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It was my second class with this class, PI0504K...i prepared a lot hoping to gain their attention or interest from them. However, in the end none of them responded well to me. Can you imagine you as the teacher facilitating in front or at the back of the class whilst the some students busy combing hair, snapping photos with their digital cameras and mobile phones, sleeping in the class and wearing that couldn't care less kind of face???? Urrrgggghhhhh, that was the most devastating moment I had in teaching experience so far...
I kept on reminding myself not to take things too personally....I kept on telling myself that I shouldnt care about how these people react. I just concentrate on my work and yes, that's it.....But i cant.....I couldnt make it....at this point of time, 5 boys from the class walked off to the toilet.....with the rest staring in shock, another 5 girls asked permission to go toilet as well....I told them to wait for the guys but they didn't follow to what I said, insisting that they need to answer their nature calls at once.....I just nodded my head, allowing them to leave...but in my heart, I could feel the piercing....the pain.....
I called the class monitor and asked for their names who walked off, intending to report this to their class advisor, but by the time Eric Yam came to me with the name list, I burst out in tears.... with my tissue on my eyes, i didn't say a word....of course, this created a tense in the class...everyone went silent.....after two minutes of tearing, I started 'talking' to them....
After all the talk from me alone, I dismissed them......45 minutes earlier......none of them left until I gave them the second dismissal note......they left....
Eric Yam, the class monitor walked up to me and passed me a note....it wrote:
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Mdm,
I'm sorry for our misbehaviour. Don't worry the class is not in proper condition recently as the guy Eric who is dressed in formal is going to leave us. He is the bridge of the whole class. I'm quite sure after some time the class will be fine. Sorry!
PI0504K
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I was very blur, it didn't cross my mind that these students were actually sad over something. ..It was eric, someone very close to them was leaving. He was the bridge of the students. Naturally they feel very upset when he decided to leave. I was so wrong, i shouldn't act like a kid and burst out just like that. I should have be more patient with them.
Perhaps, I have pinned too high expectation on them. I thought they were good enough as they are from ICT class.....however, this case really teach me a lesson. I should come to the class with open mind and see students as someone special. They do have their problem too although at this age.
I am truly sorry for what has happened and do wish that these students will forgive my foolishness for breaking down in the class. I shouldn't and try my best to abstain myself from doing this before second thought. I need my strenght back, i need all the values to be a good educator. I hope one day they will understand me better. Anyway, I thank them for coming to my class as almost all of them turned up except for two students.
updates updates...
Sigh big time...finally could force myself to type something here...
Quite happy that I manage to get a chatterbox in my blog hohohoho...well, speaking from an IT idiot...enough about that...let's see
Well, these few days I have been darn busy with my work....and yes, it hasnt come to an end yet...one after another...as my freelance boss kept calling me for new jobs, I had to comply...for the sake of RM hehehehe....not bad, only three calls and I earn RM600.....not bad hor..I guess only this month that I am so prosperous hehehehehe...
Quite happy that I manage to get a chatterbox in my blog hohohoho...well, speaking from an IT idiot...enough about that...let's see
Well, these few days I have been darn busy with my work....and yes, it hasnt come to an end yet...one after another...as my freelance boss kept calling me for new jobs, I had to comply...for the sake of RM hehehehe....not bad, only three calls and I earn RM600.....not bad hor..I guess only this month that I am so prosperous hehehehehe...
