ZiggyZag
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Part 2
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me....
I guess those who love strawberries might love this room.....the red patches are delighting... >>>>>
>>>>> I don't like this frame...hmmm...
This room is quite fine with me, however the cupboard is distracting to me...i don't prefer this type of design.... >>>>>>>>>
too dull..... >>>>>>>>>>>>>
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Bedroom from IKEA - Part 1
>>> A very simple design..bright enough...but I
don't really like this..
This is slightly better....I could feel its cosiness >>>>>>>>
>>>> with a very nice sitting area...but i don't like the bedroom....hmmmm
Glassy feel.....too much that i fear to sleep here...scared of breaking any of the fragile glass here...looks slippery too.... >>>>>>>>
>>> This gives me the antique feel..Vampire??
My ancestors on this bed, half-laid with
women by the side, smoking....hmmmmm
Article - MYB
This is the article that I wrote for MYB www.malaysianbabes.net some time ago and this won me a night stay at Holiday Villa in KL....I won this coz nobody took part except for a girl and me....So if many participate, I dont think I will win this...so, check this out...
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Love blooms. How to keep it blooming?
To have found someone we love, we call it destiny. To be dumped by our loved ones, we say it is fated. There are many things that happened around us, numerous times we forget that many consequences whether it is good or bad, are due to our effort. There is always a price to pay for any deal that we wish to clinch.
When I was in my teens, I met a couple in a fast food restaurant. They were in their thirties. They walked into the restaurant coldly as if they do not know each other. Calmly, the wife, I supposed made her order at the counter while the husband was sitting down, cupping his hands at his seat. The wife then just ate the burger that she ordered bit by bit, enjoying her food. The man just stared outside through the glass window next to his seat. They sat there for at least 15 minutes, but miraculously none of them utter a word to each other. When the wife was about to finish the last two bites of her food, the husband stood up and walked off, leaving the wife behind. Once the wife finished her food, she too steadily walked out of the restaurant towards his waiting car.
This scenario had left me with a question. Is this what we called the quiet moment?
Before we pluck up the courage to walk into a relationship, we should deem and ask ourselves if we are ready for it. In fact, what does getting ready entails in this aspect? Perhaps, you could try asking yourself the following questions. Can you be open and honest to your loved one? Do you allow your loved one to enter your life? Having him around with your family members and friends? Are you willing to spend time with him instead of your friends? Do something with the knowledge of your loved one, for instance clubbing? If you answer YES for most of the questions above, then I shall congratulate you. However, if your answers are mostly NO, then I am sorry to say, you are not READY for any relationship.
Now, when we are ready for relationships, what do we do in order to maintain the relationship? I am not an expert nor a psychologist, but I would like to share some tips to strengthen the bond of a relationship. Since this entry is mainly for the view of ladies, allow me to share some tips on how to be a good girlfriend or a wife.
Keeping a relationship going mainly lies in communication. In fact, communicating to each other is not just about telling one another of what you have done for the day, but it also embodies opinions, feedbacks, advices, compliments as well as being able to be a confidant and a listener. There are times when we need to sit down and listen to his grouses although his lament does not sound logic to us. Let him vent out his anger or frustration. At least, they feel better as they have you as a confidant instead of his going pubs with his male friends to voice his dissatisfaction.
Men love surprises too. They love to be pampered, just like us. Think of something and give it to them as how you want to receive it. Well, I am not hinting a teddy bear. Always bear in mind that simple is the best. You can write a short note of ‘I love you’ or other expressions that you wanted him to know in a slip of paper. Roll or fold it and keep it in his shoes that he uses for work or in his briefcase. Quaintly, it could bring you surprises when he saw the note. A bonus, a kinky note saying how much you wanted to ‘savour’ him tonight will just kick him off the chair, waiting to be home with you.
Give yourself one day in a week just to cook for him. Food is also the one thing that he loves to have. Always make this day a special day as to cook him a sumptuous meal. This will give both of you something to look forward to. Perhaps, change the menu each week from Chinese style to the Mediterranean style. Nevertheless, be sure to opt for dinner as this is the most relaxing time and both of you can spend more time with each other. A glass or two of wine will be a surplus to your dinner.
With the advance of technology nowadays, never disregard the traditional way of treating your partner. Sometimes, a snail mail or a postcard could fill in the tiny mini hole that he sustained from our wild hot temper. Personally, I keep messages that my boyfriend sent to me via mobile phone. Then, I copied all the messages back in a book, with its date and time. Read the messages once in a while can really relive the past memories with him. Post him the messages that he sent to you in a card or a letter, could be the best remedy after a heated argument. And this could be something that rekindles the relationship from time to time.
Everyone makes mistakes. Try to view the mistakes or problems in a positive manner. I do not deny the fact that many women, not all could not act judiciously when they hit the roof. Sit down and think again of the mistake. Treat only the mistake or the problem. Never add in previous problem to assimilate the whole situation as this will never come to an end.
Be honest to each other. Never shield your bad feelings in you. Talk things out with your partner and ensure that you are in a state of calmness. Be willing to change and listen even when the oncoming comments from your loved one does not sound pleasant. Of course, keeping the faith and trust in your partner is vital. Without the faith and trust in a relationship, it will soon lead from one to another, which in the end hurt both parties.
In general, love takes two to make it work. Be flexible in relationships. You can choose to be the dominant or submissive according to situations. Little tricks always do wonders in relationships. Here, I would like to share Fifty Ways To Love Your Partner which I stumbled upon from one of the best selling books, Chicken Soup for the Couple’s Soul. I find it interesting and inspirational.
Thus, I am grabbing the chance in this column to share this with you.
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Love blooms. How to keep it blooming?
To have found someone we love, we call it destiny. To be dumped by our loved ones, we say it is fated. There are many things that happened around us, numerous times we forget that many consequences whether it is good or bad, are due to our effort. There is always a price to pay for any deal that we wish to clinch.
When I was in my teens, I met a couple in a fast food restaurant. They were in their thirties. They walked into the restaurant coldly as if they do not know each other. Calmly, the wife, I supposed made her order at the counter while the husband was sitting down, cupping his hands at his seat. The wife then just ate the burger that she ordered bit by bit, enjoying her food. The man just stared outside through the glass window next to his seat. They sat there for at least 15 minutes, but miraculously none of them utter a word to each other. When the wife was about to finish the last two bites of her food, the husband stood up and walked off, leaving the wife behind. Once the wife finished her food, she too steadily walked out of the restaurant towards his waiting car.
This scenario had left me with a question. Is this what we called the quiet moment?
Before we pluck up the courage to walk into a relationship, we should deem and ask ourselves if we are ready for it. In fact, what does getting ready entails in this aspect? Perhaps, you could try asking yourself the following questions. Can you be open and honest to your loved one? Do you allow your loved one to enter your life? Having him around with your family members and friends? Are you willing to spend time with him instead of your friends? Do something with the knowledge of your loved one, for instance clubbing? If you answer YES for most of the questions above, then I shall congratulate you. However, if your answers are mostly NO, then I am sorry to say, you are not READY for any relationship.
Now, when we are ready for relationships, what do we do in order to maintain the relationship? I am not an expert nor a psychologist, but I would like to share some tips to strengthen the bond of a relationship. Since this entry is mainly for the view of ladies, allow me to share some tips on how to be a good girlfriend or a wife.
Keeping a relationship going mainly lies in communication. In fact, communicating to each other is not just about telling one another of what you have done for the day, but it also embodies opinions, feedbacks, advices, compliments as well as being able to be a confidant and a listener. There are times when we need to sit down and listen to his grouses although his lament does not sound logic to us. Let him vent out his anger or frustration. At least, they feel better as they have you as a confidant instead of his going pubs with his male friends to voice his dissatisfaction.
Men love surprises too. They love to be pampered, just like us. Think of something and give it to them as how you want to receive it. Well, I am not hinting a teddy bear. Always bear in mind that simple is the best. You can write a short note of ‘I love you’ or other expressions that you wanted him to know in a slip of paper. Roll or fold it and keep it in his shoes that he uses for work or in his briefcase. Quaintly, it could bring you surprises when he saw the note. A bonus, a kinky note saying how much you wanted to ‘savour’ him tonight will just kick him off the chair, waiting to be home with you.
Give yourself one day in a week just to cook for him. Food is also the one thing that he loves to have. Always make this day a special day as to cook him a sumptuous meal. This will give both of you something to look forward to. Perhaps, change the menu each week from Chinese style to the Mediterranean style. Nevertheless, be sure to opt for dinner as this is the most relaxing time and both of you can spend more time with each other. A glass or two of wine will be a surplus to your dinner.
With the advance of technology nowadays, never disregard the traditional way of treating your partner. Sometimes, a snail mail or a postcard could fill in the tiny mini hole that he sustained from our wild hot temper. Personally, I keep messages that my boyfriend sent to me via mobile phone. Then, I copied all the messages back in a book, with its date and time. Read the messages once in a while can really relive the past memories with him. Post him the messages that he sent to you in a card or a letter, could be the best remedy after a heated argument. And this could be something that rekindles the relationship from time to time.
Everyone makes mistakes. Try to view the mistakes or problems in a positive manner. I do not deny the fact that many women, not all could not act judiciously when they hit the roof. Sit down and think again of the mistake. Treat only the mistake or the problem. Never add in previous problem to assimilate the whole situation as this will never come to an end.
Be honest to each other. Never shield your bad feelings in you. Talk things out with your partner and ensure that you are in a state of calmness. Be willing to change and listen even when the oncoming comments from your loved one does not sound pleasant. Of course, keeping the faith and trust in your partner is vital. Without the faith and trust in a relationship, it will soon lead from one to another, which in the end hurt both parties.
In general, love takes two to make it work. Be flexible in relationships. You can choose to be the dominant or submissive according to situations. Little tricks always do wonders in relationships. Here, I would like to share Fifty Ways To Love Your Partner which I stumbled upon from one of the best selling books, Chicken Soup for the Couple’s Soul. I find it interesting and inspirational.
Thus, I am grabbing the chance in this column to share this with you.
1. Love yourself first.
2. Start each day with a hug.
3. Serve breakfast in bed.
4. Say ‘I love you’ every time you part ways.
5. Compliment freely and often.
6. Appreciate – and celebrate – your differences.
7. Live each day as if it’s your last.
8. Write unexpected love letters.
9. Plant a seed together and nurture it to maturity.
10. Go on a date once every week.
11. Send flowers for no reason.
12. Accept and love each others’ family and friends.
13. Make little signs that say ‘I love you’ and post them all over the house.
14. Stop and smell the roses.
15. Kiss unexpectedly.
16. Seek out beautiful sunsets together.
17. Apologize sincerely.
18. Be forgiving.
19. Remember the day you fell in love – and recreate it.
20. Hold hands.
21. Say ‘I love you’ with your eyes.
22. Let her cry in your arms.
23. Tell him you understand.
24. Drink toasts of love and commitment.
25. Do something arousing.
26. Let her give you directions when you’re lost.
27. Laugh at his jokes.
28. Appreciate her inner beauty.
29. Do the other person’s chores for a day.
30. Encourage wonderful dreams.
31. Commit a public display of affection.
32. Start a love journal and record your special moments.
33. Give loving massages with no strings attached.
34. Calm each other’s fears.
35. Walk barefoot on the beach together.
36. Ask her to marry you again.
37. Say yes.
38. Respect each other.
39. Be your partner’s biggest fan.
40. Give the love your partner wants to receive.
41. Give the love you want to receive.
42. Show interest in other’s work.
43. Work on a project together.
44. Build a fort with blankets.
45. Swing as high as you can on a swing-set by moonlight.
46. Have a picnic indoors on a rainy day.
47. Never go to bed mad.
48. Put your partner first in your prayers.
49. Kiss each other goodnight.
50. Sleep like spoons.
Have you been this tired before?
This is too much, isn't it??? doesnt he / she need to exert energy to poo?? or pee???hmmmmmm
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I don't think I can do this...so tiring...i will
collapse within seconds hehe....
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OMG.....so smelly....this photographer is very mean...... ----------->>>>
hohoohooho.....this is a classic.....
Linking Linking Linking
ok....It's kinda hard for me to remember stuff...with the advanced technology, I find them harder coz I need to remember what to do with the machines before I can key in something on it to remind me...I guess my reminder on the mobile is the best so far hehehe..
Many friends shared their blogs with me, but I could only view it when they gave me that time. Other than that, I just have nothing to view on. I asked a nice friend of mine just now, and he couldn't help me too, i guess it's hard for him to explain to me maybe....but anyway, i shall do some explorations later hehe.....so if anyone happens to browse this blog of mine, please drop me a message on the linking part......thanxxxxx in advance :p
Many friends shared their blogs with me, but I could only view it when they gave me that time. Other than that, I just have nothing to view on. I asked a nice friend of mine just now, and he couldn't help me too, i guess it's hard for him to explain to me maybe....but anyway, i shall do some explorations later hehe.....so if anyone happens to browse this blog of mine, please drop me a message on the linking part......thanxxxxx in advance :p
Friday, August 26, 2005
Vietnamese food
Ok...it was the first day of my work and my beloved bee bee bought me dinner as as part of celebration...to congratulate me as i finally step my feet and work on this island...hehe....This restaurant is located in Suntec City, can't remember which floor but it was situated next to many restaurants.....
Ah bee recommended kuey tiaw soup (chicken) and he took the one with beef....we ordered a side dish as well, it was chicken wings....gosh, it was so so delicious...look at this picture, won't you drool over it? i just can't stand looking at this pic now hehe....
Ok, let's go back to the the main course...the soup is not oily and it tasted great. They put beansprouts and mint leaves separately. So if you like to add them in, you can do so.
But i didn't coz i don't like it at all....the raw beansprouts has its awful smell and taste...the chicken balls were springy....it was good....yummy yummy....
Thursday, August 25, 2005
tearing apart seclusion.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Isn't this amazing???
This is the sample ............a picture of any anime character that you like....and the art begins....drum drum drum...
The tools
Well, i see a saw, a hammer and a folder of something....not sure what are in it, but I assume it consists of glue, colours and so on....
The frame....
Look at the frame....I think it is all joined with small pipes....a plumber job hehe.....a good one with all the perfect limbs and joints.....
next frame
....... is this blue thingy a kind of foam or sponge? i wonder
next next frame
hey, the hair.....so real....hmmm, too long for me....
The features...
Done.......hmmmmmmmm....what made her eyes? her fingers....wooooo
almost done......
waooo....sexy pair of legs....with nurse uniform...hmmmm....it looks so real, my goodness!!!!
perfectly done
I guess this model is quite big. It should be around 150cm tall, i mean look at the furniture at home and the size of her body....
So, would you want her to be your 'toy'???? aiks....what happen if this model is for real? uuiisshhhh, nose bleed....
Monday, August 22, 2005
gossip corner
I found my place to sit....a small cubicle, with my back facing another colleague of mine...not a very good place though but at least the lighting is good...I had another choice of seat before the decision was made. On the left, it was a group of people about my age, but on my right was a group of older people....well, as i was very afraid of backstabbing and gossiping, i chose to sit with the older people....
Sigh...i was wrong...older people do talk bad about others, but luckily only one that does so....very irritating...and even used my name to manipulate others...well, i chose to remain silent....i do give them an impression that I am a quiet one in that whole office...i just wanna work and lead my simple life, just hoping that they will stay away from me....
Sigh...i was wrong...older people do talk bad about others, but luckily only one that does so....very irritating...and even used my name to manipulate others...well, i chose to remain silent....i do give them an impression that I am a quiet one in that whole office...i just wanna work and lead my simple life, just hoping that they will stay away from me....
Friday, August 19, 2005
my first day at work
arrrrgggghhhh
typed a long one and it disappeared...stupid stupid....
well, i guess i just have to summarise the whole thing....15th aug, a bad day....woke up very early to catch an early bus to work....managed to get on the bus, got myself a seat but in the middle of the journey, i realised i forgot my keys, the keys to unlock the drawer at my desk...
i got down the bus and flagged a cab, only after my 10mins of walking in search of an available cab...the whole journey back to my home and to my workplace (as i was late), it cost me $21....very expensive to me though it goes with metre, but luckily i was there sharp at 8am, still can make it for the first appointment....
well, bad day always comes in 3....first, i was catching for bus and taxi, went to work in a huff....second, i realised there were altogether 7 blisters on my feet due to the walking on my new shoes...goodness....third, i suppose i spent another $83 for a pair of leather shoes.....
i have bought altogether 4 pairs of shoes for this job,......i must ensure that i earn them back.....im not the kinda person who loves to spend a lot on shoes especially, but this time, i guess it's just like a pay back time.....
typed a long one and it disappeared...stupid stupid....
well, i guess i just have to summarise the whole thing....15th aug, a bad day....woke up very early to catch an early bus to work....managed to get on the bus, got myself a seat but in the middle of the journey, i realised i forgot my keys, the keys to unlock the drawer at my desk...
i got down the bus and flagged a cab, only after my 10mins of walking in search of an available cab...the whole journey back to my home and to my workplace (as i was late), it cost me $21....very expensive to me though it goes with metre, but luckily i was there sharp at 8am, still can make it for the first appointment....
well, bad day always comes in 3....first, i was catching for bus and taxi, went to work in a huff....second, i realised there were altogether 7 blisters on my feet due to the walking on my new shoes...goodness....third, i suppose i spent another $83 for a pair of leather shoes.....
i have bought altogether 4 pairs of shoes for this job,......i must ensure that i earn them back.....im not the kinda person who loves to spend a lot on shoes especially, but this time, i guess it's just like a pay back time.....
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
My birthday.....
my 'mee sua' that i asked the chef to fry it...nice nice.....looks like beehoon though...
birthday birthday....need to thank my mama for giving birth to me....aishhh, without her, i wont be where i am now...of course papa counts in too....
i didnt make any wish on this birthday...not sure what to wish too....not much celebration..just a dinner with family members, oh, my bf bought us the dinner hehe.....and his gift....all on clothes....about RM500....quite satisfied though not as romatic as before....
This is 'mai pien sia'......it's prawn with oats......a good one...u can eat and chew the whole prawn without taking off its shell....(i eat without its head of course...) ...hmm, drooling again...
claypot japanese tofu, lemon chicken, and this vege, i have no idea what is that but it tasted great...
Monday, August 08, 2005
a day out with michelle...
A day with michelle...It was great, look i started waiting for her at mcdonald...hmm, wont let go of such chance to snap a nice pic of myself and my unfinished breakfast....sipping my hot coffee and facing the big glass door....looking at the rain and reading The Da Vinci Code....aish, i havent got to finish this book yet..........lazy lazy..
we went CHINATOWN, then to plaza singapura.....nothing much there but i bought my bonjela....to heal my stupid ulcer....oh ...we walked back to RELC from the plaza....so so so so so so so far........................i guess it took me about 45 mins or more...and it was a power walk ok? i admit im a lazy bum, so this walk indeed increase my metabolism and had very nice legs and butt hehe.....
walked to her dorm at RELC.....the room is quite small but very cosy...we attended a national day celebration at RELC....im not a student there but
just sneaked in...he
he....had a greattime...food was okay to me....not that fantastic...but the plate is incredible..it has a particular edge for the glass, real convenient and good to use at such gathering when u have to socialise and eat at the same time....of course stand while u eat, h
ehe....a good one...oh after that evening, we walked out again to meet ah bee at orchard....on our way there, we were talking about food that we crave.....and ice cream came into our topic....mich spotted this haagen danz ....oh well, we went straight to the stall and i got one..belgium chocolate...nice one..that's my bday gift from her too...hehe...
we went lucky plaza and there we had our ayam penyet for dinner...look at the boneless chicken and the sambal was damn hot....i cant take it that night...dunno why....i love spicy food buut that particular night, i just cant have it....too hot to be true...
Saturday, August 06, 2005
I got my EP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally get my employment pass.....will start work next friday, 12th august...arrgghh yesssssssssss....just cant express my joy.....no more distance with my boyfriend....can be with him every day...
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Who is my love??
It was ironic how i got to know this wonderful guy....ICQ....yes, i met him thru ICQ...he was in UK back then and went on for his Europe trip before heading back Malaysia. I actually fell in love with him during the ICQ days....and i actually miss him a lot during his trip in Europe. He even checked his mail just to drop me a mail of how he is amidst his busy schedule....so touched...he gave me back my confidence, he's also my inspiration and motivation. I really thank God for giving him to me......hehe....here are some of our photos...handsome right? hehe.....i like to tease him, short and stout.....hehe...bad bad...
Looking back....
My workplace.....the corridor to a living *hell.....I normally don't prefer badmouthing about others nor gossiping....and this lady happened to be my ex-colleague. To me, she is a living skeleton and a sloth. Well, let me just call her sloth here........the moment i stepped into this workplace, i cant seem to get along well with her. There were only four of us, working for the company. She is just a 'friendly' person, one can be so so good to you and darn nasty behind you.
Things went on for a year and finally more people joined in..There were 7 altogether. It was so good as I finally found my click. I have someone to talk to and can chat with. Soon, more things happened like backstabbing and badmouthing. It got on my nerves when it started to my personal life. I cant stand her anymore. Hence, I decided to leave the job. Well, partially though, she hasnt got the big influence yet. I reported her wrongdoings at work and emphasize how serious it affects teamwork and working spirit. The superior as usual, promised me all sorts of stuff but didnt do anything to change the situation.
I left for good and realised that i did the right thing. I felt much better and not suffocating anymore. At least, i don't have to face her. And looking back, it's realy their doom day for staying on there. I do emphatise them at times, but what can i do?
Why gamble?
*Sam, has lost up to 15k in a football gambling some time back....he owes the credit card for God sake....and he claimed that some belongs to his dad, who is quite addicted in gambling as well....*Jess is really sad right now and i really hope that she could overcome this.
I despise men who gamble. I feel this is such an irresponsible act. When you were happily gambling, you never thought of stopping it coz two things will be in your mind...one is to win more coz since so lucky, why not...second, "i cant bellieve im so unlucky, i want to recoup the loss i made before this"...
...but ah bee hopes that i could make a trip up to genting with him one day....as i have never been to casino, i dont mind going...it's just that the hotel room freak me out :p
I despise men who gamble. I feel this is such an irresponsible act. When you were happily gambling, you never thought of stopping it coz two things will be in your mind...one is to win more coz since so lucky, why not...second, "i cant bellieve im so unlucky, i want to recoup the loss i made before this"...
...but ah bee hopes that i could make a trip up to genting with him one day....as i have never been to casino, i dont mind going...it's just that the hotel room freak me out :p
New theft technique...scary oh..
The latest scam: Using female restroom/toilet/washroom at shopping malls
The way the scam works is, a man slips in a woman's restroom and sneaks into a unit. He waits until there is only a woman in the restroom in the neighbouring unit / stall.
The criminal then stands up on the toilet seat and points a hand gun into the neighbouring unit/stall, demanding the woman's valuables. After getting her cash and jewellery, he demands her to remove all her clothing and kicks them out of the unit. The thief tosses the clothes into a shopping bag and hangs an 'out of order' sign at the entrance of the restroom. This prevents others from coming. It usually takes an hour or two before the woman could pluck up her courage to leave the restroom in the nude, giving the criminal ample time to get away from the scene.
The best defence, said the police is not to enter restroom alone as this becomes a targetted prey.
The way the scam works is, a man slips in a woman's restroom and sneaks into a unit. He waits until there is only a woman in the restroom in the neighbouring unit / stall.
The criminal then stands up on the toilet seat and points a hand gun into the neighbouring unit/stall, demanding the woman's valuables. After getting her cash and jewellery, he demands her to remove all her clothing and kicks them out of the unit. The thief tosses the clothes into a shopping bag and hangs an 'out of order' sign at the entrance of the restroom. This prevents others from coming. It usually takes an hour or two before the woman could pluck up her courage to leave the restroom in the nude, giving the criminal ample time to get away from the scene.
The best defence, said the police is not to enter restroom alone as this becomes a targetted prey.
quoted from forwarded email...
Chicken porridge with scallops
aiks...was too free that i decided to prepare dinner for my ah bee....he wasnt feeling well these few days and i cooked chicken + scallop porridge....with chinese celery, spring onion, fried onions and fried ginger as the side.....it tastes great but i believe many wouldnt like this due to the onions, spring onions and chinese celery.....have a look...
EASY PREPARATION
estimated time: 30 mins to an hour
ingredients:
To boil.....
1) chicken breast (shredded)
2) dried scallops (soak for 10 mins)
3) rice
As side dishes....
4) spring onion (finely chopped)
5) onion (thin slices and fried)
6) ginger (thin shreds and fried)
7) chinese celery (chopped)
Very lazy to type out the steps, but i guess u can somehow figure it out..try it if you want...all the best...
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
MYB Party
One of the greatest party i have ever been....but truthfully, i was a bit bored. I am still figuring out the reason, wondering if it's due to my age that i couldnt join in these young 'mei mei' 's topics...they shuffle...what? Oh not my type....i better sit and dont do anything...i wanted so mch to dance that night but i dont seem to have any interest to its music and the dance floor....everything looks stiff to me...i expected it to be a NIGHT as i always hear KL is da most happening...hmmmm, it didnt live up to my expectation it seems haha..Look at the photo, i guess I look darn bored...using the excuse im tipsy....sigh sigh..doesnt seem to work much on me.. :p but i like this photo the most....arrggghhhhh, i look so pretty, my hair especially hahaha.....oops, nothing to do with my ah bee and the poster :p
my babies....biologically not though......
ah yes....one of my favourite photos...i feel so loved here....i dont think my boyfriend would hug me this way :p
These adorable little girls are only 8 years old. how
i miss those days....
These adorable little girls are only 8 years old. how
i miss those days....
religion, what are u?
I am born in a family that believe the traditional way of offering and praying. I guess that is Taoism. Its influence is really huge and at times mama and I used to think if the paper that we burn to our ancestors, will they get it? It's really ridiculous to see so many new stuff coming out such as handphone, houses, maids, passports, cars and even aeroplane....any currency you want, they have it. I wonder what's their exchange rate there..hehe...
Tatying, my friend of 10 years, recently came back from US. He was in Chicago doing his studies in Teology. He's a Christian and is now undergoing internship as a youth pastor. I really admire his success or perhaps more to his changes within these years. He was a man with lots of women around him. He was a two or maybe three-timer. In just a sudden occurence, he is as if being skinned off and turned into another person. He becomes a vegetarian, a pastor now and i just cant fill up more about his difference. By chance, I talked to him about my uncle's incident which a pious man like my uncle in Taoism for more than 30 years, baptised into a Christian in his last week on earth. What did God tell him? What message has God sent to him? I really ponder about this till I asked myself, what was in his mind during that last week.
My mama was deeply influenced by this as well after she attended his funeral. It seems she felt a closeness to Father in Heaven and the magnanimous Him. She sobbed after reading some of his verse in bible. She felt that He actually is right here with us, helping us as long as we believe his existence.
I guess once we believe his Existence, then we would be able to see Him. I always think this is absurd because it is more or less like a deal. However, it's not...it turns out to be if we do not believe his existence, then we wouldnt have accept Him in the first place. He doesnt lure nor dupe one to believe him. I feel it's kinda fair this way. Perhaps, the one that make us feel uncomfortable is not the God, it's the person who delivers it. If one could deliever without much contradictions in his teaching, then it should be fine.
Tatying, my friend of 10 years, recently came back from US. He was in Chicago doing his studies in Teology. He's a Christian and is now undergoing internship as a youth pastor. I really admire his success or perhaps more to his changes within these years. He was a man with lots of women around him. He was a two or maybe three-timer. In just a sudden occurence, he is as if being skinned off and turned into another person. He becomes a vegetarian, a pastor now and i just cant fill up more about his difference. By chance, I talked to him about my uncle's incident which a pious man like my uncle in Taoism for more than 30 years, baptised into a Christian in his last week on earth. What did God tell him? What message has God sent to him? I really ponder about this till I asked myself, what was in his mind during that last week.
My mama was deeply influenced by this as well after she attended his funeral. It seems she felt a closeness to Father in Heaven and the magnanimous Him. She sobbed after reading some of his verse in bible. She felt that He actually is right here with us, helping us as long as we believe his existence.
I guess once we believe his Existence, then we would be able to see Him. I always think this is absurd because it is more or less like a deal. However, it's not...it turns out to be if we do not believe his existence, then we wouldnt have accept Him in the first place. He doesnt lure nor dupe one to believe him. I feel it's kinda fair this way. Perhaps, the one that make us feel uncomfortable is not the God, it's the person who delivers it. If one could deliever without much contradictions in his teaching, then it should be fine.
work work work!!!
My company asked me to start work on the 12th August...yes, right after my birthday...i can get to celebrate with a peace of mind then....im obtaining my medical report on wednesday...im pretty nervous about its results...hope im fit and strong enough to get the approval hehe...pray for me...
Mr Snow, my new friend
hmmm, been busy for the past few days....finally get to settle a bit and sit right here to type something...ahh, i got a new friend, interesting nick...3feetsnow....a member froom MYB...a great man too....aiks, my taste didnt fade hehe....i was guessing in my mind about this person until i finally chat with him on msn....one word.....yes.....hehe...
he invited me to join his blog....cool...and damn..i dont even dare to show him my blog yet...so shameful.....well, a greenhorn in blogging....what to do...gotta spend more time here instead of MYB....ish ish....
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
medical check-up
scary scary.......but the service was good and they were very fast in doing things unlike msian...sad to compare but it's true....i went in and got my number..first thing i did was to have an x-ray done....the doctor or attendant was a bit 'hamsup'....well, i was wearing a robe without bra inside...understood right? after the x-ray, his eyes just locked there......arrghhh...let him be...watch babe but u cant touch them :p
then, move on to blood test...HIV blood test...i was so scared ....of the needle..i didnt look at them..just turned away...and within a minute and it's done..phew....in fact, no feeling....i think i would start donating blood now...save lives...
after the blood test, i went for a thorough medical check-up with a doctor....haha...well, i must say..she didnt check me....she just asked me to pull up my blouse and lsten to my heartbeat with her stetoscope....few seconds.....my back, she just touched it....and it's done...didn't even ask my medical history...but she did take down my blood pressure....
am waiting to collect the report on wednesday, 3rd aug
then, move on to blood test...HIV blood test...i was so scared ....of the needle..i didnt look at them..just turned away...and within a minute and it's done..phew....in fact, no feeling....i think i would start donating blood now...save lives...
after the blood test, i went for a thorough medical check-up with a doctor....haha...well, i must say..she didnt check me....she just asked me to pull up my blouse and lsten to my heartbeat with her stetoscope....few seconds.....my back, she just touched it....and it's done...didn't even ask my medical history...but she did take down my blood pressure....
am waiting to collect the report on wednesday, 3rd aug
