Everything was wrong since the beginning.

At first I was abit unhappy when I know parts of the story of her. I symphatise her, I feel her sadness. But today, I saw another unclear part of the story and everything changed. Although shes still the victim in this case, my symphatise, sadness for her lost.

You tell me your life's been way off line. You're falling to pieces everytime.

I got to admit I like her. But the enthusiam to go after her is not there anymore. It just died off after I know the whole story.

Conclusion, victim is you but still, all the blames is still on you too.

Dun say the word if u're not ready yet. Its wrong. In the end, both hurts.

Can I say it?

Aww... been talking to her this week. And the feelings is back again. How I wish to say I still like her but I dont want to spoil whatever s happening now. Knocking on a door which will never open for me. =/

I know but... i just dunno. X(

Me often being led to...

Did I ever regret starting it? Hmm.. I guess I did but happily regreted it. I have alot to write in my mind when I'm driving. But when I open blogger.com, i just couldnt put the feelings into words. :(

What makes a complete heart?

been listening to 1st anniversary(yi zhou nian) by Bibi- Zhou Bi Xuen for 3 consecutive hrs.. seriously, its like singing our my life lor... :o


wo ba ni duan xun dou san le, gan jue yao hao le~


wo ba ni zhao pian xuo qi le, ke shi ni shen ri wo hai ji de~

Guo le yi nian hou wo men bian le peng you~

ciaoz.

What is this?

Having a 15 years old to lecture me on life. Seriously, this is so embarrasing. But what she said is true thou. =/

What I've noticed is that she never cared. And why should I?

She's friend with me because she needs me.. well, need as in using not cannot live without me. So.. I'm gonna be strong and say NO.

Yes! I'm gonna do it. Face it nick.. shes only using u.. wake up!

What is Emo? :(

Ever been in a scenario where you want to do something for some people but couldn't/cannot do it because of your stand or belief?

I'm in this situation right now and I can tell you, the feeling sucks!

Awww.... how I wish theres someone out there who will talk to me, listen to my craps and understand me.

I've so much to say but just couldn't find a suitable one to say it out... U see, I've this feelings that no one can keep a secret. Ok.. its not secret..just something i wanna share with someone but limiting it to both of us only. But the next day, poof.. everyone is talking about it behind my back.So wtf.. thats y I dont trust anyone anymore. And once again, the feeling sucks. Something I really want to shout it out loud but just couldnt do it.

Damm it! $#$%^&^%$#@$%^Y&U*

My fault.. =(

She is fucking mean! :( Probably only to me.. I fucking hates her. Ewww.. am gonna cry like a baby now. :(

Yea.. go laugh! one's tragedy is another's comedy!

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They say nothing last forever, we're only here today~

Yea.. I think i can be "myself" here. The real nick.. whynick is so erm.. fake.

I dont need to bother on grammars and suchs.. so nice.. crap like usual.. very the best rite? XD

I will update this blog again because theres is so much to leave behind here..

But still, read http://www.whynick.blogspot.com/ :D