since 010108
Mohamed Faizal aka espurl.
Loves Breathes Lives Designin'
28th September 1984
Every Seconds Counts
Fatin Farhana aka GemukKurus.
Loves Breathes Lives Woman Soccer
15th February 1987
Go with the Flow & Life is a Bliss
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
wtf
I'm feeling sick to the pit of my stomach. I know i shouldnt have surfed the net to tt extend of gg back into his past/future/present or wadever fcuk u wanna call it. Well blame it on him writing his latest post on his blog about stuff like, life is normal, no aim in life...bla bla bla... haiz...
i'm not gonna tell him that i'm disheartened reading them or that i feel he's somewhat not truly happie with me. it hurts that everyday tt word "bawang" must come up. its like as if everyday he's thinking of her no matter what. hey come on, tt woman is a married woman now. If u think u're wasting ur life with me now......den please leave and stop wasting each others life...
i'm so fcuking sad right now... dun feel like going home... or rather his home... which he make clear every single day and night....
i think i have only myself to blame... i made my life to be miserable cos of the decisions i chose... i dont look forward to that HDB flat anymore... everything seems fake to me now...
faizal if u're reading this... please tell me are you faking urself to be in love with me?
are u only with me cos u feel forced or that i'm the last resort since the girl that you truly loved and has an "ikatan" with is married??
i think i'm screwing up my life....
i hope i can "detach myself from the mentalilty and cross the barrier...."
sigh..........
i'm not gonna tell him that i'm disheartened reading them or that i feel he's somewhat not truly happie with me. it hurts that everyday tt word "bawang" must come up. its like as if everyday he's thinking of her no matter what. hey come on, tt woman is a married woman now. If u think u're wasting ur life with me now......den please leave and stop wasting each others life...
i'm so fcuking sad right now... dun feel like going home... or rather his home... which he make clear every single day and night....
i think i have only myself to blame... i made my life to be miserable cos of the decisions i chose... i dont look forward to that HDB flat anymore... everything seems fake to me now...
faizal if u're reading this... please tell me are you faking urself to be in love with me?
are u only with me cos u feel forced or that i'm the last resort since the girl that you truly loved and has an "ikatan" with is married??
i think i'm screwing up my life....
i hope i can "detach myself from the mentalilty and cross the barrier...."
sigh..........
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
onesix
.547days since day one.
.1yearand6months.
.may we last.
.insyaallah.
.1yearand6months.
.may we last.
.insyaallah.
Monday, June 29, 2009
kak wati engagement
last week I might have failed my tp but the events that followed after that was oh well....make up everything for the sad episode :) and i'm more than glad.
we celebrated Aniq's 3rd birthday! tt boy is sooo cute.... when u ask him was he wanna be when he grows up? he'll say in high pitch and quick "IMAM!" and when u ask Aniq orang ape? he'll say "ISLAM!"... of cos pelat la... but still soooooo cute!miss him liaoz... :(
so espurl did fulfill his promise to drive me around. And his first ride was from my hse to CCK to have dinner with the other duo, Adnan n Peah on friday night. Well, espurl wanted to suprise them actually. and yes they somewhat figured out what we were up to. haha! so proud of espurl as he drove thru the expressways safely. if driving at 60km/hr is not called safely den i dunno what to say liao... whahahhaha! sorry for the constant naggings and getting agitated at you as we missed twice the EXIT which caused us to take 1hour instead to reach cck. ;p but still, proud of you bb as i think i myself would not dare to drive on the road much less the expressway!
and so the next day, Saturday was his sister's engagement and it was a busy day for us. He came to my hse and den we fetched his mom and off we went to cck for the event. Really enjoyed the day as I got closer to his family and was formally introduced to his mom's family as his girlfren ;)
feel blessed to have a sorta "2nd family" to accept me. and I really appreciate his dad, Pak Ocen and his sisters who have never failed to treat me as one of theirs... alhamdullillah... *smiles*
Congrats to KAK WATI on her engagement with Awie. everything went smoothly and I cant wait for their Wedding Day in a year's time, InsyaAllah...
so now let the pictures do the talking ya..... more picas on facebook! goodnyt ppl!
we celebrated Aniq's 3rd birthday! tt boy is sooo cute.... when u ask him was he wanna be when he grows up? he'll say in high pitch and quick "IMAM!" and when u ask Aniq orang ape? he'll say "ISLAM!"... of cos pelat la... but still soooooo cute!miss him liaoz... :(
so espurl did fulfill his promise to drive me around. And his first ride was from my hse to CCK to have dinner with the other duo, Adnan n Peah on friday night. Well, espurl wanted to suprise them actually. and yes they somewhat figured out what we were up to. haha! so proud of espurl as he drove thru the expressways safely. if driving at 60km/hr is not called safely den i dunno what to say liao... whahahhaha! sorry for the constant naggings and getting agitated at you as we missed twice the EXIT which caused us to take 1hour instead to reach cck. ;p but still, proud of you bb as i think i myself would not dare to drive on the road much less the expressway!
and so the next day, Saturday was his sister's engagement and it was a busy day for us. He came to my hse and den we fetched his mom and off we went to cck for the event. Really enjoyed the day as I got closer to his family and was formally introduced to his mom's family as his girlfren ;)
feel blessed to have a sorta "2nd family" to accept me. and I really appreciate his dad, Pak Ocen and his sisters who have never failed to treat me as one of theirs... alhamdullillah... *smiles*
Congrats to KAK WATI on her engagement with Awie. everything went smoothly and I cant wait for their Wedding Day in a year's time, InsyaAllah...
so now let the pictures do the talking ya..... more picas on facebook! goodnyt ppl!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
fuck tp
oh my god dunno how many years liao never update. think no one comes to read my blog animore. wahahahah! aniwaes since i'm so freaking free today since 3pm today, let me take my own sweet wasted freaking time to update you all who reads this, if there is anyone la that is... :)
as usual i've been busy with work and my social updates can be found on facebook. so if i dun blog tt often, please go see my fb okies. here only important and top secret stuff bout me and faizal tt i will blog. only my true lovelies get to read.. wee~
aniwaes trying hard to be in a good mood even though i'm literally sick to the stomach due to the event tt happened today.
well here goes nothing...
if u all read back and remember a few months back, I mentioned about a secret mission that me and faizal were doing. and not a lot of ppl know bout it till recently. well if you're guessing wth is it..... so here goes the secret mission............. but nothing big huu-haaa bout it though.... ;p
secret mission = driving lessons
we've been taking it since last dec our btt den ftt in feb den yesterday and today for our TP test.
and no prize for guessing right who passed and who failed the test!
FAIZAL my dear baby PASSED his TP test yesterday with only 10 demerit points! good or what this idiot? haha! we took private manual btw. so proud of him la...... he promised he will drive me around and bring me everywhere now... like duh you MUST... wahhahaha! so proud beyond words.. but always knew u can do it and you proved me right! ily.
ok enuff mushy2 stuff... now to the real shitty-shitty bang-bang!
knn FATIN FARHANA FAILED her TP TODAY!
and today i feel like the most saddest idiotic person. and also a suey-west *if there's such a word* at that!
i am still overwhelmed with sadness as I'm typing now... but for the sake of updating you all and marking this experience, i shall continue typing my unfortunate journey...
i was nervous shitless since last night and only slept at 3am! forced faizal to stay awake and talk to my nonsense rumblings all the way since I was too nervous to sleep! poor boy to have me as his gf... haha! wad to do... love mah... hahaahhahahah! ok back track... woke up this morning all pscyhed up to take the test.... he kept motivating me saying YOUCANDOIT! and when i asked if i fail how? he will say there's always a 2nd chance and tt he will drive me around now tt he has passed.. sorry repeat story.. he passed his TP yesterday btw... :)
Ok so at 12 I went for my final circuit and road together with my instructor, Uncle Peter. i highly recommend him cos he is really superb just tt I am superb oso...superb at failing... aniwaes, I drove and practice2.. wah everythin so swee ah.... eh really true not boasting here... cos i never strike curb or mount curb and my legs were NOT shaking like someone la... hahahahaha! so when the time comes to the test, must wait in a room tog with bout 20 other humans waiting for tester to come to start the test... knn the atmosphere in the room like macam waiting for death sentence, even worst than waiting for start of Exam in school la.... den almost everyone was called up le left 4 ppl incl me... chatted a while with his malay guy, *he's fat btw bb so no worries* hahahahah! tak perlu seh cos i oso fat what... so fat talk with fat awhile den suddenly a malay tester come call my name...
wha first meeting mcm nice like tt smile and greet at me... knn den go out he show me the map.. "we are going to ROUTE SIX" ... this time i swear my face like fcuk ald... cos 6 is the hardest route!!!! its at teck whye there and there's slope! and did i mention it was fcuking raining since i drove at 12pm to 2pm the time of my test?!?
SUEY or what you tell me.... *sobs*
shit the memories is coming back to me now and i feel depressed again... oh fcuk it its over.... just continue typing... :/
aniwaes... after I turn out ald hor... GO SLOPE.... dunno why the fcuk I had to ROLL DOWN THE FREAKING SLOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IMMEDIATE FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i still stupid2 dunno bout tt and happy drive... he still ask me go road lehz.... tot he want gimme chance cos we both malay what.... nabei NO LOR.....
den at teck whye dunno why of all days, today must got a gazillion HAZARDS ie Banglas doing ROAD WORKS!!!!!!! what do banglas have against me........???!!! oh god.......
cut story short, tester sent me to the room to wait for him.. then got one handsome guy look at me and smile cos I must have looked like super fcuked up just kena accident or something which prompted him to give me a smile... knn so drama... eh wait still got more drama coming... so i shook my head and said cannot make it... e guy just smile... :(
den the tester, MR SAMAD bin DOL... ok i make up the "bin DOL" part...but who cares cos he sux to the core of my sagging nehnehs!!! he talked to me in malay saying i immediate failure la... i check blind spots most of the time but he still deduct me twice for that 2 times i never check which cause me 8points total... yadadadaddadadashit... den i broken hearted liao.. total is 28points... dne he said try again.. but to be fair, i oso dun think i drive very pro liao.. if i pass today i'll be more of a road hazard and only endanger myself and other road users.... :/
so i left the room so sad... run down the stairs... started to tear up le... never felt so sad in my life before... ok exaggerated abit but still i super2 damn sad... it was raining outside... i dun have umbrella... walk like stupid in the rain crying my eyes out... sobs sobs... oh my i feel like crying now... ok stop it.. its over... den walk in the rain crying den saw Uncle Peter car... he ask how... I said i fail la... den he say dun bluff cos apparently the day before someone passed and bluff Uncle Peter he fail ... so he oso tot i bluff.. knn i crying my heart out liao still dun wanna believe... hahahaha! so funnie he check my test results den jokingly said i hopeless cos got malay tester still fail... wad to do.. e malay uncle racist wad.. eh wth am i talking...dunno la... so sad to the max liao now..
haiz...
aniwaes... end of story liao.. gonna book my next TP which is end of august...
thanks to all who wished me good luck and sorry to disappoint eventhough i know tt if i had passed no one would dare to take my car oso.. whahahhahaha! cos me myself dun dare to drive alone... hahahahahah!
ok la... that's all... what a freaking long update...
p/s: firda we can go lesson tog liao! hahahahhahah!
ily bb! and pls rmbr ur promise to bring me to everywhere i wanna go. its good that i'm willing to risk my life for you. this is called love is blind and dangerous ppl...
ahahahahhaha! k ciao! updates soon! :)
as usual i've been busy with work and my social updates can be found on facebook. so if i dun blog tt often, please go see my fb okies. here only important and top secret stuff bout me and faizal tt i will blog. only my true lovelies get to read.. wee~
aniwaes trying hard to be in a good mood even though i'm literally sick to the stomach due to the event tt happened today.
well here goes nothing...
if u all read back and remember a few months back, I mentioned about a secret mission that me and faizal were doing. and not a lot of ppl know bout it till recently. well if you're guessing wth is it..... so here goes the secret mission............. but nothing big huu-haaa bout it though.... ;p
secret mission = driving lessons
we've been taking it since last dec our btt den ftt in feb den yesterday and today for our TP test.
and no prize for guessing right who passed and who failed the test!
FAIZAL my dear baby PASSED his TP test yesterday with only 10 demerit points! good or what this idiot? haha! we took private manual btw. so proud of him la...... he promised he will drive me around and bring me everywhere now... like duh you MUST... wahhahaha! so proud beyond words.. but always knew u can do it and you proved me right! ily.
ok enuff mushy2 stuff... now to the real shitty-shitty bang-bang!
knn FATIN FARHANA FAILED her TP TODAY!
and today i feel like the most saddest idiotic person. and also a suey-west *if there's such a word* at that!
i am still overwhelmed with sadness as I'm typing now... but for the sake of updating you all and marking this experience, i shall continue typing my unfortunate journey...
i was nervous shitless since last night and only slept at 3am! forced faizal to stay awake and talk to my nonsense rumblings all the way since I was too nervous to sleep! poor boy to have me as his gf... haha! wad to do... love mah... hahaahhahahah! ok back track... woke up this morning all pscyhed up to take the test.... he kept motivating me saying YOUCANDOIT! and when i asked if i fail how? he will say there's always a 2nd chance and tt he will drive me around now tt he has passed.. sorry repeat story.. he passed his TP yesterday btw... :)
Ok so at 12 I went for my final circuit and road together with my instructor, Uncle Peter. i highly recommend him cos he is really superb just tt I am superb oso...superb at failing... aniwaes, I drove and practice2.. wah everythin so swee ah.... eh really true not boasting here... cos i never strike curb or mount curb and my legs were NOT shaking like someone la... hahahahaha! so when the time comes to the test, must wait in a room tog with bout 20 other humans waiting for tester to come to start the test... knn the atmosphere in the room like macam waiting for death sentence, even worst than waiting for start of Exam in school la.... den almost everyone was called up le left 4 ppl incl me... chatted a while with his malay guy, *he's fat btw bb so no worries* hahahahah! tak perlu seh cos i oso fat what... so fat talk with fat awhile den suddenly a malay tester come call my name...
wha first meeting mcm nice like tt smile and greet at me... knn den go out he show me the map.. "we are going to ROUTE SIX" ... this time i swear my face like fcuk ald... cos 6 is the hardest route!!!! its at teck whye there and there's slope! and did i mention it was fcuking raining since i drove at 12pm to 2pm the time of my test?!?
SUEY or what you tell me.... *sobs*
shit the memories is coming back to me now and i feel depressed again... oh fcuk it its over.... just continue typing... :/
aniwaes... after I turn out ald hor... GO SLOPE.... dunno why the fcuk I had to ROLL DOWN THE FREAKING SLOPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IMMEDIATE FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i still stupid2 dunno bout tt and happy drive... he still ask me go road lehz.... tot he want gimme chance cos we both malay what.... nabei NO LOR.....
den at teck whye dunno why of all days, today must got a gazillion HAZARDS ie Banglas doing ROAD WORKS!!!!!!! what do banglas have against me........???!!! oh god.......
cut story short, tester sent me to the room to wait for him.. then got one handsome guy look at me and smile cos I must have looked like super fcuked up just kena accident or something which prompted him to give me a smile... knn so drama... eh wait still got more drama coming... so i shook my head and said cannot make it... e guy just smile... :(
den the tester, MR SAMAD bin DOL... ok i make up the "bin DOL" part...but who cares cos he sux to the core of my sagging nehnehs!!! he talked to me in malay saying i immediate failure la... i check blind spots most of the time but he still deduct me twice for that 2 times i never check which cause me 8points total... yadadadaddadadashit... den i broken hearted liao.. total is 28points... dne he said try again.. but to be fair, i oso dun think i drive very pro liao.. if i pass today i'll be more of a road hazard and only endanger myself and other road users.... :/
so i left the room so sad... run down the stairs... started to tear up le... never felt so sad in my life before... ok exaggerated abit but still i super2 damn sad... it was raining outside... i dun have umbrella... walk like stupid in the rain crying my eyes out... sobs sobs... oh my i feel like crying now... ok stop it.. its over... den walk in the rain crying den saw Uncle Peter car... he ask how... I said i fail la... den he say dun bluff cos apparently the day before someone passed and bluff Uncle Peter he fail ... so he oso tot i bluff.. knn i crying my heart out liao still dun wanna believe... hahahaha! so funnie he check my test results den jokingly said i hopeless cos got malay tester still fail... wad to do.. e malay uncle racist wad.. eh wth am i talking...dunno la... so sad to the max liao now..
haiz...
aniwaes... end of story liao.. gonna book my next TP which is end of august...
thanks to all who wished me good luck and sorry to disappoint eventhough i know tt if i had passed no one would dare to take my car oso.. whahahhahaha! cos me myself dun dare to drive alone... hahahahahah!
ok la... that's all... what a freaking long update...
p/s: firda we can go lesson tog liao! hahahahhahah!
ily bb! and pls rmbr ur promise to bring me to everywhere i wanna go. its good that i'm willing to risk my life for you. this is called love is blind and dangerous ppl...
ahahahahhaha! k ciao! updates soon! :)
Friday, May 22, 2009
I NEED A RETREAT!!
I want to go for a fcuken holiday!!!!
i dun give a fcuk animore man... its time I enjoy my earnings!!!!
Its either this or that!
Hard Rock Hotel, Bali
Return economy class airfare Singapore - Denpasar - Singapore by Garuda Indonesia with selected taxes (Subject to changes)
2 nights accommodation in superior room with breakfast for 2 persons
Complimentary round trip airport transfers
Complimentary Admission to Hard Rock Café with your Q Jumping backstage pass
Free shopping around discount hotel vouchers
Free upgrade to Deluxe Room with minimum 3 nights stay (Subject to availability)
Travel complete by 31 March 2010
Duration: 3 days 2 nights
Price: from S$488.00 + taxes S$45.00
Valid Til: 31/03/2010
OR
Escape it all for a day or two and rejuvenate your senses with a weekday getaway here at Siloso Beach Resort. Take the time to reconnect with your partner and whisk yourself away from the hustle and bustle of the city and into the idyllic and calming thresholds of the tropics. And to blow off some steam, soak up
the glorious rays of the sun as you revel in the magnificent views
of the sea and immerse yourself in the Jacuzzi from atop your private roof garden.
Suite Retreat Promotion
(Inclusive of hot buffet breakfast)
Room: Roof Garden Suite
Date: 1st Apr to 22nd Sept 2009
Period: One Night
Rate: S$300++
Close out: Saturdays and Peak days
either way if YOU, MOHAMED FAIZAL BIN HUSSAIN dun wan to go,
I DUN CARE ANYMORE!!!!
cos i'll go ALONE for all I care!!!!
Yeah Baybeh!!!!
i dun give a fcuk animore man... its time I enjoy my earnings!!!!
Its either this or that!
Hard Rock Hotel, BaliReturn economy class airfare Singapore - Denpasar - Singapore by Garuda Indonesia with selected taxes (Subject to changes)
2 nights accommodation in superior room with breakfast for 2 persons
Complimentary round trip airport transfers
Complimentary Admission to Hard Rock Café with your Q Jumping backstage pass
Free shopping around discount hotel vouchers
Free upgrade to Deluxe Room with minimum 3 nights stay (Subject to availability)
Travel complete by 31 March 2010
Duration: 3 days 2 nights
Price: from S$488.00 + taxes S$45.00
Valid Til: 31/03/2010
OR
Escape it all for a day or two and rejuvenate your senses with a weekday getaway here at Siloso Beach Resort. Take the time to reconnect with your partner and whisk yourself away from the hustle and bustle of the city and into the idyllic and calming thresholds of the tropics. And to blow off some steam, soak up
the glorious rays of the sun as you revel in the magnificent views
of the sea and immerse yourself in the Jacuzzi from atop your private roof garden.
Suite Retreat Promotion
(Inclusive of hot buffet breakfast)
Room: Roof Garden Suite
Date: 1st Apr to 22nd Sept 2009
Period: One Night
Rate: S$300++
Close out: Saturdays and Peak days
either way if YOU, MOHAMED FAIZAL BIN HUSSAIN dun wan to go,
I DUN CARE ANYMORE!!!!
cos i'll go ALONE for all I care!!!!
Yeah Baybeh!!!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
my bestfren bday
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY FIRDAWATI SOMSUDIN!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
thanks for the entry~
appreciate ur looooooooove soooooooo mucheeeeeeeee!
*%#)%*_#@^$+)%
appreciate ur looooooooove soooooooo mucheeeeeeeee!
*%#)%*_#@^$+)%
Monday, May 11, 2009
dunno why
sometimes i dunno why you are here with me
i dun have any of the things that you want in a girlfren
i dun have slim figure
i dun have the looks
i dun have nice legs
i behave like men so rough at times
i spit vulgar like they are normal words
i am not the way you want your girlfren to be
dear b,
please tell me why u're still here with me?
*sad*
=(
i dun have any of the things that you want in a girlfren
i dun have slim figure
i dun have the looks
i dun have nice legs
i behave like men so rough at times
i spit vulgar like they are normal words
i am not the way you want your girlfren to be
dear b,
please tell me why u're still here with me?
*sad*
=(
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
written at a mode of anger
people think my life revolves around orientation
and if there's no orientation, i am the world's free-est woman
all saikang jobs awaits me in a long queue
one by one, shit comes my way
like H.E.L.L.O?
ring a ding ding... i still got OTHER PORTFOLIO, remember?
why not you ask the others who shake leg everyday in office
& at the same time can afford to play Facebook Games during office hours
to do the saikang?
and its already freaking obvious that in there i'm just a small french fries!
favouritism - its not that hard to see actually, believe me.
i'm used to coming work earlier but going back latest
i'm used to "Oh... the thing she did is chicken-feet, everyone else can do!"
its been a year and I'm waiting
not for a promotion or for increment
but just a "I trust you to do other bigger things/responsibility!"
i need a simply put, RECOGNITION!
for the sacrifices I've made and all the saikangs i've done man! grr...
super freaking pissed,
i shall remain low profile now. no more laughing hypocritely with everyone else.
cos in the end, you will only save your own sorry asses and not others right?
no?
whatever i'm done.
and if there's no orientation, i am the world's free-est woman
all saikang jobs awaits me in a long queue
one by one, shit comes my way
like H.E.L.L.O?
ring a ding ding... i still got OTHER PORTFOLIO, remember?
why not you ask the others who shake leg everyday in office
& at the same time can afford to play Facebook Games during office hours
to do the saikang?
and its already freaking obvious that in there i'm just a small french fries!
favouritism - its not that hard to see actually, believe me.
i'm used to coming work earlier but going back latest
i'm used to "Oh... the thing she did is chicken-feet, everyone else can do!"
its been a year and I'm waiting
not for a promotion or for increment
but just a "I trust you to do other bigger things/responsibility!"
i need a simply put, RECOGNITION!
for the sacrifices I've made and all the saikangs i've done man! grr...
super freaking pissed,
i shall remain low profile now. no more laughing hypocritely with everyone else.
cos in the end, you will only save your own sorry asses and not others right?
no?
whatever i'm done.
Friday, May 1, 2009
#03-45
I'm back!
been busy lately cos work needs to be done for next week orientation.
its in the DORSCON ORANGE now and situation at the hospital is super hectic and madness.
but still, the show must go on......... !#$%^*&%^%$*!@$!!
all other trainings/conferences/programmes have been cancelled cos under ORANGE, no gatherings are allowed at any time.
However, ONLY my programme has to go on.... *sigh*
its ok... as long as I dun get involve in the TRIAGE cos its really a huge mess down there!
moving on.... updates on HDB!
FaizalFatin proudly presents to you... our new home address!!!!!!!!!
Blk 476C Choa Chu Kang Ave 5, #03-45
cool or what our door number?? *quick go buy 4D!&* :P
we called our parent to inform them of the successful application of the hse and they were truly happy!!! *yeah!*
it'll be ready a looooong time to go... which is either in 2012 or latest 2013.
and becos we are taking the additional housing grant, we have to get married on the day that we collect keys to the house!
so yeah baby... we got 3 years to go to save up and plan everything from wedding to renovation..!
baby's so excited that he brought me window-shopping to look at household appliances and starting to think what to buy for the house! *so sweet*
we discussed casually how/what to renovate, what type of concept for the house... etc etc...
best kan....?? =)
He asked me if want to get engaged next year........
i'm not that keen cos I think engagement is a waste of money and some sort of taboo cos most ppl I knew who gets engaged usually end up breaking up *touch wood*
so sad right.......... :(
wait, tapi Aini tak pe! hehehehehe...
ok so always look on the bright side of life!
so engagement is on hold!
you know we have to get married either before 2012 or on the first few months on 2012.
does 20.11.2011 sounds good to you? ok that's pending too but still in mind!
and guess what! we had this discussion bout our future and stuff in front of a dustbin right after we selected our flat!
and i said to him jokingly..."wah!! romantic seh your proposal..!!!"
and we laughed for awhile till he said..."this is just discussion..not yet the proposal"
that got me smiling =)))
so all this was on wednesday and we had to take leave for this... so we went dating... =)
after the appointment, we headed straight to town to catch X:Men The Origin Wolverine.
its super gerek and thrilling to watch as most of the time I was at the edge of my seat concentrating hard on the movie.
Hugh Jackman is soooo macho-man seh in the movie.. tall dark handsome... OoooWeeee! :p
the whole movie was great.. GO WATCH!!!
but the irritating part was sittin beside a bunch of PRCs students!
they talkedso loudly thru e movie and e cina girl beside me keep tossing and turning mcm got cacing in her arsehole and kept on commenting so loudly..."oh... hao shuai...!! *giggles*"
knn so noisy men.... i wish ii cld scotchtaped her mouth... like this --> :x
hahahahahahahah! *evil laughs*
ok moving on here are some pictures of flyer baby! *more on facebook*
been busy lately cos work needs to be done for next week orientation.
its in the DORSCON ORANGE now and situation at the hospital is super hectic and madness.
but still, the show must go on......... !#$%^*&%^%$*!@$!!
all other trainings/conferences/programmes have been cancelled cos under ORANGE, no gatherings are allowed at any time.
However, ONLY my programme has to go on.... *sigh*
its ok... as long as I dun get involve in the TRIAGE cos its really a huge mess down there!
moving on.... updates on HDB!
FaizalFatin proudly presents to you... our new home address!!!!!!!!!
Blk 476C Choa Chu Kang Ave 5, #03-45
cool or what our door number?? *quick go buy 4D!&* :P
we called our parent to inform them of the successful application of the hse and they were truly happy!!! *yeah!*
it'll be ready a looooong time to go... which is either in 2012 or latest 2013.
and becos we are taking the additional housing grant, we have to get married on the day that we collect keys to the house!
so yeah baby... we got 3 years to go to save up and plan everything from wedding to renovation..!
baby's so excited that he brought me window-shopping to look at household appliances and starting to think what to buy for the house! *so sweet*
we discussed casually how/what to renovate, what type of concept for the house... etc etc...
best kan....?? =)
He asked me if want to get engaged next year........
i'm not that keen cos I think engagement is a waste of money and some sort of taboo cos most ppl I knew who gets engaged usually end up breaking up *touch wood*
so sad right.......... :(
wait, tapi Aini tak pe! hehehehehe...
ok so always look on the bright side of life!
so engagement is on hold!
you know we have to get married either before 2012 or on the first few months on 2012.
does 20.11.2011 sounds good to you? ok that's pending too but still in mind!
and guess what! we had this discussion bout our future and stuff in front of a dustbin right after we selected our flat!
and i said to him jokingly..."wah!! romantic seh your proposal..!!!"
and we laughed for awhile till he said..."this is just discussion..not yet the proposal"
that got me smiling =)))
so all this was on wednesday and we had to take leave for this... so we went dating... =)
after the appointment, we headed straight to town to catch X:Men The Origin Wolverine.
its super gerek and thrilling to watch as most of the time I was at the edge of my seat concentrating hard on the movie.
Hugh Jackman is soooo macho-man seh in the movie.. tall dark handsome... OoooWeeee! :p
the whole movie was great.. GO WATCH!!!
but the irritating part was sittin beside a bunch of PRCs students!
they talkedso loudly thru e movie and e cina girl beside me keep tossing and turning mcm got cacing in her arsehole and kept on commenting so loudly..."oh... hao shuai...!! *giggles*"
knn so noisy men.... i wish ii cld scotchtaped her mouth... like this --> :x
hahahahahahahah! *evil laughs*
ok moving on here are some pictures of flyer baby! *more on facebook*
Monday, April 27, 2009
the oink disease
Its really discomforting or likewise scary
Swine Flu
I have been working in a hospital setting eversince I graduated from poly 2 years back.
SARS ended just before I joined Raffles Hospital therefore I've never been caught in a situation as such before.
But now, at NUH, this new pig disease is happening in the other part of world.
The risk is at a higher stake for me, what's more working in a hospital.
Oh Gosh.. all the frenzy here of preparation for the pandemic....
Doing my mask fitting tomorrow and i'm not lying when i say i'm thinking of wearing mask everyday to werk now.
so scared man... with 80 people whom have lost their lives ... i know its far in US and Mexico but nonetheless...
the disease can be spread human to human and there's no vaccine from it but just anti-virus medication to help you heal...
and people travel ok.. no news yet of any cases in Singapore so that's a huge relieve.. but till when? we wont know will we?
just pray nothing will happen here.... :)
i'm tired over the weekend due to the activities that we did.
pictures i'll upload tonyt here and facebook okies...
k la... that's bout now i wanna blog... till tonyt...
having throbbing headache now... mcm nak mampos sia...
Swine Flu
I have been working in a hospital setting eversince I graduated from poly 2 years back.
SARS ended just before I joined Raffles Hospital therefore I've never been caught in a situation as such before.
But now, at NUH, this new pig disease is happening in the other part of world.
The risk is at a higher stake for me, what's more working in a hospital.
Oh Gosh.. all the frenzy here of preparation for the pandemic....
Doing my mask fitting tomorrow and i'm not lying when i say i'm thinking of wearing mask everyday to werk now.
so scared man... with 80 people whom have lost their lives ... i know its far in US and Mexico but nonetheless...
the disease can be spread human to human and there's no vaccine from it but just anti-virus medication to help you heal...
and people travel ok.. no news yet of any cases in Singapore so that's a huge relieve.. but till when? we wont know will we?
just pray nothing will happen here.... :)
i'm tired over the weekend due to the activities that we did.
pictures i'll upload tonyt here and facebook okies...
k la... that's bout now i wanna blog... till tonyt...
having throbbing headache now... mcm nak mampos sia...
*cant help but feel inferior and not special today
Friday, April 24, 2009
tgif!
every day and night without fail we will go to HDB webbie to check.
to check which units have been taken and which are the available ones.
kns as I'm typing this, i'm grimacing with pain due to menses cramps! argh!
back to track, we dun really understand some parts of the e-sales.
Aini need your kind help here babe!!!! :(
realli scared we wun get to select any flats becos of the ethnic ratio gone to 0!
*dapdupdapdupdapdup* can u hear my heart beating so fast??
Moving forward, I dunno what's got into me nowadays...
surfing bridal gowns, banquets, wedding venues....
siaotingtong man...
thinking if realli wanna get engage or just marry...
STOP!
i shouldnt be thinking all these ryt....
cos someone has yet to......... PROPOSE!
*nyehahahahahahs......
one thing for sure, I know one wedding i'm so looking forward to...
Aini's Wedding in January 2010!!! Woohoo!!!
cant wait for the Hen Party and also me and Rina being her bridesmaid!!! =)))
gerek or what...
k lah... so freaking pain i even feel like throwing this desktop on someone's face just for fun!
have a great weekend everyone!
xinyan, sorry :(
to check which units have been taken and which are the available ones.
kns as I'm typing this, i'm grimacing with pain due to menses cramps! argh!
back to track, we dun really understand some parts of the e-sales.
Aini need your kind help here babe!!!! :(
realli scared we wun get to select any flats becos of the ethnic ratio gone to 0!
*dapdupdapdupdapdup* can u hear my heart beating so fast??
Moving forward, I dunno what's got into me nowadays...
surfing bridal gowns, banquets, wedding venues....
siaotingtong man...
thinking if realli wanna get engage or just marry...
STOP!
i shouldnt be thinking all these ryt....
cos someone has yet to......... PROPOSE!
*nyehahahahahahs......
one thing for sure, I know one wedding i'm so looking forward to...
Aini's Wedding in January 2010!!! Woohoo!!!
cant wait for the Hen Party and also me and Rina being her bridesmaid!!! =)))
gerek or what...
k lah... so freaking pain i even feel like throwing this desktop on someone's face just for fun!
have a great weekend everyone!
xinyan, sorry :(
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Part 1
Let me make the announcement now since my blog is already been privatised *nyehahahahas*
29th April 2009
We will be @ HDB Hub Toa Payoh for our............
Selection of Flat under BTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We've gotten our queue number and our appointment for flat selection will be next wednesday!
Yahoo!!
For those who have not yet knew, we applied for a 3room flat back in Dec 08.
and alhamdulillah we managed to get queue no. 86 for 117 units available.
Its under BTO for Sunshine Court @ Choa Chu Kang near Brickland there.
But it will only be ready by quarter of 2012, which is 3 years down e road... so long...
Hence these leads to other chain of events such as engagement, marriage, renovation so on and so forth la..
We are so excited and we pray hard everything will go smoothly.
As time flies by, we have grown accustomed to each other's behaviour, temperament, problems that we are somewhat ONE with each other, well almost.
Arguements are not that many nowadays but just little squabbles which at e end of the day, we'll just kiss and apologise to each other.
I dont know bout Faizal, but to me, I really pray that we will be together till end of time... InsyaAllah...
I just love him lots la.. *feels so emo now*
;p nuff said of the mushy stuffs...
there's many more dates to look forward to... but i'll just keep that for future posts... *chuckles*
See... this is what I meant by the REAL DEAL...
Its special to us all these updates that u are "privilleged" to read... hehe...
cos we wanna share with you our love journey hopefully to marriage and beyond... =)
trust u not to go around talking bout these okies.... thanks!
till then...
=)
29th April 2009
We will be @ HDB Hub Toa Payoh for our............
Selection of Flat under BTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We've gotten our queue number and our appointment for flat selection will be next wednesday!
Yahoo!!
For those who have not yet knew, we applied for a 3room flat back in Dec 08.
and alhamdulillah we managed to get queue no. 86 for 117 units available.
Its under BTO for Sunshine Court @ Choa Chu Kang near Brickland there.
But it will only be ready by quarter of 2012, which is 3 years down e road... so long...
Hence these leads to other chain of events such as engagement, marriage, renovation so on and so forth la..
We are so excited and we pray hard everything will go smoothly.
As time flies by, we have grown accustomed to each other's behaviour, temperament, problems that we are somewhat ONE with each other, well almost.
Arguements are not that many nowadays but just little squabbles which at e end of the day, we'll just kiss and apologise to each other.
I dont know bout Faizal, but to me, I really pray that we will be together till end of time... InsyaAllah...
I just love him lots la.. *feels so emo now*
;p nuff said of the mushy stuffs...
there's many more dates to look forward to... but i'll just keep that for future posts... *chuckles*
See... this is what I meant by the REAL DEAL...
Its special to us all these updates that u are "privilleged" to read... hehe...
cos we wanna share with you our love journey hopefully to marriage and beyond... =)
trust u not to go around talking bout these okies.... thanks!
till then...
=)
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
private
attention!
this blog is going private by tomorrow
if you are interested to read
please drop me an email
aguilera_blue@hotmail.com
till then...
;)
this blog is going private by tomorrow
if you are interested to read
please drop me an email
aguilera_blue@hotmail.com
till then...
;)
Monday, April 20, 2009
Shoo dog shoo...
took me sucha a loooooooong time to finally find out the mole.
#%*#)%&@_$(&
*press delete...........*
ok done!
u cant trust just anybody these days huh.....
i wanna privatize my blog soon....
as in tomorrow! *depends on when choochoo free to help ;p
cos the real deal is coming up! woohoo!
several dates faizalfatin looking forward to... *rubs-palms-kening-naik2*
please leave ur email add if u wanna read my password-protected blog
i'll give my password to some trusted ones only!
e rest just take a chill pill will ya!
till then.. good riddance! :)
#%*#)%&@_$(&
*press delete...........*
ok done!
u cant trust just anybody these days huh.....
i wanna privatize my blog soon....
as in tomorrow! *depends on when choochoo free to help ;p
cos the real deal is coming up! woohoo!
several dates faizalfatin looking forward to... *rubs-palms-kening-naik2*
please leave ur email add if u wanna read my password-protected blog
i'll give my password to some trusted ones only!
e rest just take a chill pill will ya!
till then.. good riddance! :)