keep calm and carry on :)

I appreciate that I am able to choose things I want to focus on; that are close to me, that I think is important. Not having to do everything at once, having to take up stuff because I have to, or because no one is doing that, or because if not me, who else? Taking time to accomplish things not because I want to live leisurely, but because I believe good things take time. 

Seminggu dua yang lalu aku menerima mesej daripada seorang teman yang aku selalu selesa bersamanya.

'Hey you.. I think you are a genuinely good person with an equally good heart that is often guarded but those you chose to be your fried, that same heart becomes generous. Generous in kindness, in humour, in trust.'

That was random. Unexpected. Honest. Heartwarming. Berkaca mata membacanya, I cried a tear or two. Bolehkah dikira titisan air mata itu? Sebab aku di tengah manusia, ataukah aku sedang dalam kereta sebelum memandu waktu itu ya? Jelasnya pada waktu yang taksesuai untuk melayan rasa dan tersedu sedan.

'Guarded.'

I know thats me. I very rarely tell what I feel. Been receiving that remarks every once in a while, in one way or another, I looked back and reflect - where does that coming from? It must started somewhere, somehow.

I found answers here and there. But I'll continue later.

Been a while. I don't know who read this anymore, which I silently hope no one does. But if you do, drop hi, will you?

See how it goes, ey :) Till then!

What if you have a question that you really want to know the answer; but not sure of should you really ask?

You're dreading to know, but at the same time you are not sure whether you have enough courage for it. And perhaps you are not sure too - will knowing change your life, change the decision? So, should you really bother asking?

Yes, life is a mystery. But maybe, just maybe, if you choose to unfold the mystery - you will have more hold to your own life.
Our life.

Life doesn't always give us answers; 
Some dots they won't connect until the years go by.



Posted on l-onglife on 23rd October