~Another time, Another day~

~ Tuesday, October 25, 2005

 Suddenly everything has come to an end. It was the last day as a class in school. Funny how I'll miss so many things around me..the people, the place. I had never thought I would even feel sad..but I am. Sigh..some things are so weird. Here's some stuff for my dear classmates: 1. Diana - I think I'll miss her straightforwardness most. The way we sit in lit, digress, roll eyes, then pretend we know something when Mrs Westvik asks. 2. Celine - haha..guess what? Chats online, doing history in the morning..thinking of car doors..jackets *chokes* haha..POKE 3. Karin - the way she 'floats' around, roll eyes, pass sarcastic remarks..and is still so cool ever! 4. Karen - the 'hahaha' girl who never fails to make me laugh with her..guess she must be ultra stressed as the Mon of our class! 5. Zhiting - smsing in class, the way she can predict exactly what I'm up to..hmm. i CHERISH u..haha. guess my right, my left and the QDs.. ;) 6. PeiXuan - hyper at times, serious at others, yet always so charming..and like to suddenly pass VERY lame remarks tt make us all burst out laughing, esp during math.. :) 7. Eleen - so cool and pretty! haha :) history, lit..everything! 4 years le! rock on EK! 8. FanDi - how she lives with erm..celine and pris irritating her all day long..and so good at art! 9. Charmaine - the colourful conversations we've had these 4 years, last year by the ecopond..hmm.. 10. Siheng - "hand in physics nownownownownow!" 11. Tong Chong - why poor thing always get bullied, but I still think u're very cute.. :) 12. HeLi - so responsible when getting CHINESE =S ..so sorry for all the trouble.. 13. Yajie - always so sleepy in class, arguing with ZhaoYan over everything..haha.. 14. XinLing - singing all types of funny songs, sms in class, 'DadDy!' shouts, lame jokes..haha, nice things u drew too.. 15. XiaoLe - walk to same bus-stop while u go for piano, the chats on the bus..etc..haha :) 16. Vivien - ermm..always teasing me abt someone? :P and the googageehehahoee kinda thing..haha :) 17. Shumin - 4years le! Right opposite me in class..the cool artworks! 18. YingXu - photos! :) time to chat..walks around school..listening ear..the cool place we spotted :) 19. LinLin - chem rep! also always get all kinda trouble from us.. 20. Prisc - Haha so many how to say. POKE, JAP w/o ur teacher, oral preparations, assembly mornings etc..history classes, chats, songs sang..haha.. 21. Yini - always put up with my rubbish and..*scratching* haha..so all rounded.. 23. Tricia - pull jacket! Eat MORE!! take a break man! 24. Youxin - the quiet listener who won't comment, whom I've known for so long and I dunno why I told some stuf to! :) 25. Bek - wife ah! camp! msn chats! the rubbish lame jokes u say tt i will ALWAYS laugh over..i also dunno why ah. all the baobei baobei bargirls laoban things..haha.. 26. YuanYuan - same grp for EL and always we always like to rush thru everything haha.. 27. Yuxing - BIGHANDS :P hehe..the little chats in class, the many bickering out of class, time we went to BK together, dance, sing songs, camp!! 3599..hehe.. 28. Amelia - teach me physics (half-life thing) haha..and figured i'm quite a sad case..listening on the bus..tnx! 29. Liting - aiyo..haha, the very funny girl in front..always ready to cheer ppl up.. 30. Yuchen - always by the door when I leave, then will say byebye :) 31. Jac - listening online, getting e class together..the landmark of 410! haha..SO TALL, makes me feel VERY short.. 32. Zhang Qian - so quiet but always there with us..also always only get to say bye when i leave. 33. TongTong - my mei4mei4! haha..and my wife's wife..erm. 3599 jokes, for listening to my crap since sec3..helping me with the "job" haha.. 34. Zhao Yan - my nonsense everyday! so kelian! but still will teach me everything I ask! so nice of her! :)

posted by K at 2:03 AM

~ Friday, February 04, 2005

 

posted by K at 8:40 AM

~ Tuesday, January 18, 2005

 Thank you list
6M
Cynthia: the hyper gal..always makes me laugh
Lx2: mentions certain ppl and cheers me up at the most unexpected times!
Liting: remembering me somehow..maybe cuz we used to scold the same ppl together?
Yuan: being so understanding to my forgetfulness
WeiTeng: nicenice gal with lotsa weird emotions! =)
AZJ: we almost nvr meet, but still.. =)
Mie: for being the nice gal, patient and friendly! =)
ChuWen: haha..i dunno. somehow.
Rachel: thanks...
Eunice Chua: heyhey..nice gal and still see you arnd 3rd lang centre..=)
Eunice Wong: haha..same hist class and almost nvr talk..but it's nice knowing u!
Alvin: thanks man..kid of July! =)
Marv: dunno..for the occasional chats?
Perry: Muaha! thank you for lots!! Nice chats and another kid of July..thanks!! ; )
Galven: hey..computer genius! thanks man..
Clement: haha..psychic! =) one day..juz one day..
2/1
LiMeng: nice gal...
HT: hey hey...funny and fun..
Lynette: ha..imagine knowing some1 since kindergaten! Rock on!
Hooi: nice. thanks dear, u knw it..
Shum: yo! still a 4/10er
XiZhi: practical, always tellin me to study hard! rock on!
KC: nice fun funny crazy, but always great.
Wy: thanks for e walks n stuff! frenz always!
EK: hey gal, love u..cheer up. smile k, u look nice when u smile. =)
Steff: u know what i wanna thank u for. thanks a bunch..keep faith k! Thanks so much..since sec1 when u changed cca for me..rly. thank you forever..
Charmaine: hey there! =) Cool..
Dor: optimistic gal who brings me to say "DAMN! Don't be pessimistic!" thanks!
YT: hehe..funny gal. rox. hugx!
Helen: yo! "ching cheng chong chang.." muaha! rock on!
Yasi: president of SJJBA..thanks! to u and pretty..haha
Shuang: great gal with cool mindset. Rock on. Miss the times we had! muaha! hope to get ur smses soon! =)
Liane: rocks. pebbles. boulders. stones. haha..keep cool!
YiHang: your "Hi!"s can't stop me from laughing =)
HanYun: nice gal..thanks for being there, in jap..and now cca!
Suan Woo: understanding and nice..rocks! And..kayaking together was fun! =) Cook!
Siqi: *Waves* you're nice! hehe..
Shisi: haha..hello. stupid Pizza boy..rmbr?
Youxin: thanks for talking when i needed it..
Zhang: being zhang..being crazy..being U! rox!
4/10
Diana: funny..always saying things tt's rly cool..straight to the point and cool!
Celine: haha..history history..stress stress
Karin: KARIN! rox!! CooK rox! Times with you rox..rmbr weiting's lame "grass is singing/dancing
songs..? Smile more gal!
Karen: hey! WB fills ur mind?? haha..rock on! Stay cheery yepx!
ZhiTing: little vampire with cute ideas in the head...hamseter..thank you dear..
PeiXuan: don't get upset over little things ok? smile..
Ek: still must tell you again, pls, smile..standing for u all the way ok? =)
FanDi: responsible-st gal..haha..thank you with the help at reflections!
Charmaine: stay tt way!
TongChong: cute cute one..poor thing always get bullied by every1..nice gal!!
XinLing: thanks gal..sweet one..u rock! open up abit more k.. : ) don't keep thinking u're mooshoo! Smilex! (my mum didn't lie to me tt time ok!! --> trust me!)
Xiao Le: HEY! haha..410 fren! rock on..like to talk rubbish with u! Thanks!
Vivien: take care gal..ur back esp.
Shumin: be tt way..smart and studious..
Ying Xu: !! HEY! haha..rock on! like to disturb u during breaks! =) hope u don't mind! Thanks!!
Priscilla: yo..jap-mate. always studying away..haha, stay cool!
Tricia: studious gal..stay tt way..
YouXin: AH! As usual..u rock..best tempered. ROCK ON! Luv Ya! Thanks so much..u seem to understand..hehe.. ; )
Bek: YO! Luv talking to u..always cool funny and cheerful. Thanks!!
YuXing: don't "lie" to me le..haha. but stay nice and open!
Amelia: yo..stay tt way..cheerful..
LiTing: hehe, nice chats w u online..stay cool!
Jacq: thanks gal, u knw what i wanna thank u for. the convo..if you rmbred. Thanks..
Tong2: you know. you know what. thanks gal..keep faith!
Siheng: teach me math..haha..physics also, and amazingly don't find me dumb..thanks!
He Li: sweet gal who's always so patient..thanks!
Yajie: wake up and study..!haha..
LinLin: chem rep..stay tt way..
ZhangQian: not too close but did have occasional small talks. nice..
Yuchen: nice..
ZhaoYan: thanks! teach me math, haha..and always so calm..
Yuan2: haha..bball!
YiNi: teach me chem/phys in the practicals. thanks!!
CCA/Cook/Jap/Others from sch
Simin: nice gal helping me in jap
Ah Wen: thanks for always smilin' though i knw u'r hiding sth..pls juz finish ur sentences tho..
Siying: funny all the way!
Eileen: works well
Denyse: quiet in some way, but nice..
YingYi: speak up more k..
KL: rox...virtual space, u know it! hahaha.. =) talking to u is..damn funny!
WayeNing: simply talking/replying my sms..and remembering my bday..haha..
LingYun: miss u! U may be strict but u're funny - abit blur too!
HuiYan: haha! nice gal! Dog fren! Roxx!
SheenYee: dunno u too well, but u're the most patient person i've seen around comp club.. =)
Chen Yang: talking crap w me and stuff..nice gal..but come for cca more k!
Joanne: I dunno..juz somehow think u're nice..=)
Serene: Sweet sweet innocent gal..stay tt way, and thanks! U're always so considerate to everyone!
XinRong: I think u're q nice.. =) since last year's elective!
WeiTing: sing for me! i'm ur fan!! Haha.."grass is singing, singing.."
HuiJin: Yea! Nice gal who's always so capable and kind..
LJ: nice guy! Always make fun of us right! =P But nvm, now still as lame, good u found ur gal! =)
Suyi: Nice gal! Rock on! Love lessons with u..haha, always funny de! =)
Melissa: (izit spelt tt way?) I dunno u too well, but I think u're a nice gal..n thank u for the v short chat a long time ago in the hall or sth..u asked abt ice-skating? haha.. =)
Mrs Tieh: hahaha..dunno why, ROX! makes me love history! hahaha.. (i'll be condemned by half e sch..)
Ms Tan: (not from NYGH) u DID change my point of view a certain time ago..now..i dunno, but still, thanks!
Others:
Aaron: Dunno if i still can find u..but nice playing bball with you in the past..
Esther: sweet gal who's rly pro at games..stay smiley!
Eunice Ang: Haha..yet another nice gal..tho i hvnt seen u for a LONG time!
Rinku: great at english and patient..=)
John: being chipmunk-ish..haha, and funny tt time..
Charles: I dunno, just being responsible and working fine. Abit blur tho..haha
Kelvin: for trying to find out who I was..and coming up with all the lame answers..
Patrick: changed my point of view of stuff..and taught me lotsa stuff..German, French..everything. Thanks!
Further from me:
Dd: ur appearance made me change my pt of view on life. U rock..u rly dunno how much i wish to see u agn..drives me crazy! aww...
Dv: can't stand you sometimes..can't stand how u ALWAYS leave me smiling..
D: love u!! love ur voice!! love everything u say..kudos!
AT: rox! dunno what to say about it..but u're nice!
NC: u too..haha..like AT lidat..always suan me..but keep me happy! =)
ET: nth to say to u! BULLY me! haha.. =) but u rock..always make me laugh..
X: what hv i to say? u changed my life once. Suddenly i don't care, but sometimes, u still appear in my mind. So thank you..u did improve me somehow. but..it was the past..
S: U rock..u really do. U came at the right time..and now i'm thinking of u all day..haha SMILE PLS PLS PLS!! kudos! Love u to the core now..haha..pls don't be too stressed cuz remember, i really care..luv you!

For those i did not mention, not that i dun wanna thank u..but sometimes i think this list will go on forever..i'll add in nxt time sth comes along k?

posted by K at 4:41 AM

~ Saturday, December 25, 2004

 
You are a cat woman. You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).


INTELLECTUAL ONE. For you the beauty is not enough.
He/she must be smart and friendly. You are one
who think in facts. You take your feelings in
background everything is material. For you a
good partner is seen on the good results he/she
makes, his job etc. This shows you that she/he
is a respectable person who has god qualities,
and then you start to fall in love with
her/him. You dont like people that are lying or
playing. Your loved one will never cheat on you
because he/she respects you and you choose your
partner carefully.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know
what you think about my quiz, I worked hard on
it.You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.


You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you cant be
better.

You are a Maine Coon! You are larger than life, a
gentle giant. You are independent, but very
affectionate with your friends and family.

posted by K at 5:24 AM

~ Tuesday, November 02, 2004

 Why can't we stop hiding things from ppl? Why can't we juz move on, why stay and pretend u've moved.
When you're pissed, who could help u? When you're upset, who really understands?
I used to think I had someone(s) to confide in - not anymore. Most likely my problem. whatever.

Wish some1 could tell me what I wanna hear.

posted by K at 8:07 AM

~ Thursday, October 14, 2004

 If u're really happy, why aren't you smiling?
If u're really upset, why are there no tears?
If u're really raging, why are u pretending not to be?
If u're really troubled, why can't you say it?
If u're really pretending, STOP IT!

Pretence is the most painful weapon to truth
We all know it hurts to feel cheated. Then why do we still do it?

posted by K at 9:48 AM

~ Wednesday, June 16, 2004

 If I have given up, I do have some wishes. (from an email - edited)
* does have a pretty face and has outstanding charms. But to others, * is just a very ordinary person.

I like *. I really like *. I like *'s innocence, like *'s frankness. I like *'s cuteness, I like *'s intelligence and *'s fragility. But I'm afraid that the good
feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt *. I had thought it was possible to give up everything for *, but apparently not. When I reached home, I couldn't stand it. I could not breathe.

Why do what * did when * never meant it? I waited for all I could, and spent a good amount of time. * did more than what a friend would do. I knew many things about *, but *'s feelings I could never figure out. Despite that, I stayed on. * smiled and nodded when I made a decision. I knew it was time to give up.

When * didn't appear, I felt something was amissed. I can't explaining the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. But it's no longer there now.

posted by K at 1:24 AM

 Just some stories...

Drinking coffee has become the most recent habit. There is no way to stop drinking it. But only hot coffee is drank. As it gets cold, no one touches it. No one wants to drink it. It gets tasteless, and every one forgets about it. There is no way to bring it back to what it used to be, and it is left there. The next cup of coffee is brewed, but knowing that drinking coffee has become a habit, we learn to let it go. Because it was never necessary. It is dropped...


If it is not what it seems to be, don't make it seem. Don't treat anyone too well if you never mean to remain being nice. Don't continue waiting for things that never happen. Knowing doesn't mean understanding. Don't make anyone cry when you never meant to heal the heart. Don't let anyone rely on you when you know it is only temporary.
Forget everything if you wish...

posted by K at 12:00 AM

~ Tuesday, April 06, 2004

 1. People are not what they seem to be.
2. When you think you're good, there's always someone out there who's better.
3. As much as you work hard, you may not be the best.
4. Results are not everything, the progress was important. But when you've good progress, you wish you'd good results.
5. All around you, things can be seen from a thousand different views.

I have loved it once. I will love it forever. No matter what happens.

posted by K at 4:16 AM

~ Friday, March 19, 2004

 Who could ever tell how this mind works? Just staring at it can make me sick, yet can also make me smile.
You wonder what I'm thinking and I wonder what you're thinking.
I choose not to let any of these get so far, yet I must first convince myself that it is not true.
I'll do anything asked for, at least I'll try. If I'd to stand to the winds of insults I would, to lift the pain.
How do we make sure that life works the way we want? It doesn't right?

Have you ever wondered, how we are brought together?
A class, a watch, a group...

If we're brought together that time, it is fate.
If we've ended at where we are now, it is fate.
If we no longer meet the way we did, it is fate.
Whether Man kind alter fate, it is a lie - it is still fate that causes Man to alter it, or they could have followed it.
If I no longer care, it is fate.

"Forgive me. I've agreed, promised, and given up. Forgive me."

posted by K at 2:09 AM

~ Sunday, March 14, 2004

 Yes. Another time, another day - we will meet again.
It was this other time and other day that brought us all together.
Now we are on our own again.

"We often give ourselves too little credit for what we did"

We have come back into this real world. We have to return to our usual selves where we work under lights and proper beds. But is that what we really ask for?
Have we not learnt to treasure what we have? Then why is it that I no longer wish for these?

It's not important anymore.

posted by K at 6:09 PM

~ Wednesday, March 03, 2004

 No letdowns.
No time wasted.
No unused energy.
All that is wished for.

Pls. Don't want to see the entrance into hopes and the work done, and finally falling through the deepest hole into hell. Don't ever want to feel so. Don't ever want to be like this.

1am. Time for rest. Break? When is there ever one? Don't. It hurts me.

posted by K at 8:55 AM

~ Saturday, February 28, 2004

 I don't want to see you through the haze.
I don't want to see you through the smoke.
I don't want to see you through the tears.
Do I have a choice?

I know it too well that it'll be like this - forever maybe.
I see myself giving up.
Headache. But I know I won't.

posted by K at 8:27 AM

~ Tuesday, February 10, 2004

 If things can't work out anymore, tell me - what should you do?
If this is the maximum we could go, would you still ask me to go along? Would you be there to hold on?
Who could understand?

We live in different worlds now. We no longer see each other - and I have a problem with that. So it's my fault. I could go to all ends. But times are different now.

posted by K at 2:54 AM

~ Sunday, February 01, 2004

 If that could give a smile, I would stay this way.

If all you had to do was to stay the way you were now, and that would make someone happy, why won't you?
If all you had to do was to give in, and that would be cheers to someone, why won't you?
Life does not revolve around yourself. Do what you wish to before it's too late.

Never take for granted anything that's around you now. You never know when you'll lose it. Trust your instincts cuz they may be the only things that lead you the right way. Never trust anyone around you too much - they may be the people who hurt you most, even if you've know them for years. It kills.

Care not of people who are reckless with your heart.

posted by K at 12:15 AM

 "You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you mad." -Aldous Huxley
You wish for nothing but the truth to be told. And when you find out, you hate yourself for knowing. Yet you never want to live in the dark forever. So what's with the contradiction of life?

"The pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple." -Oscar Wilde
So we do see the truth as the most believable, which may be wrong - you never know what lies behind the truth, why it was never told, and why it's been kept this way. Would you still want to know the truth if you knew it hurts?

"People only see what they are prepared to see." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
We see, and think it is all. We think, and believe that we are right. The self-obsession of our lives has illuded as from the rest of the world - there is no longer reality. We live in world of fantasy and believe what we choose to, even it was wrong. So what's the point of knowing what's real and what's not?

"I wish they would only take me as I am." -Vincent Van Gogh
Stop expecting so much from anyone. They live the life the wish, and we live our lives we chose. We have no rights to disrupt the fantasy of the mind.

posted by K at 12:01 AM

~ Friday, January 30, 2004

 If this is truth...where could I say all that I wanted? The truth of stars. The lies of life.

If life was a lie, I live in a lie. If living was painful, I am in pain.
If time could let us forget, I am forgotten. If time can tell where people are, I am in the dark.
If darkness is fear, I live in the light. If darkness could bring out the truth in us, we are forever in the light.
If forever could be measured, it would be bigger than the universe.
So I say, I'll remember forever.

If this is the best I could do, I am a failure. I'm doing what I am, because it's forever.

posted by K at 11:23 PM

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