I have started my internship! People in that office are nice and they bring a lot of laughter to the place.
Somehow along the way I have got by the 2 days. Still compilation work now and feeling very stupid cos I don't really get instructions.
Went outside the office twice today to get hold of my emotions. What is it that makes me so dissatisfied with myself? It is so hard to turn this dissatisfaction into motivation. feeling very down because of this.
Maybe I discovered the root of my problem. In all the situations I am in, it seems as if I am always dissatisfied. Unhappy with what I have, always wanting more. ALWAYS FOCUSING ON MYSELF....
Blogged @9:24 PM
♥ Monday, May 04, 2009
back to this place after a super hectic sem. Regret a lot of things including not studying as much as I should have. haizzzz...
Anyway, my PA is going to start soon. On 11th May. Wish me luck and motivation at work!
I need motivation and a focus in order to succeed ba.....
Blogged @9:21 AM
♥ Saturday, March 07, 2009
My god! Part 1 of IT project is over!!!!!!!!!! 51 pages and a PDF file of 8.48MB hahahah I was quite shocked by the size of it.
As I was telling Ying2, I feel like all the projects I have done is not very good.... In fact sometimes, I feel like the reports that my groups came up with sucks... but it is because I have seen the content so many times that I feel like I can detect the SMALLEST weakness in the report. I hope the instructor don't see it......
One down, 4 more reports to go......
Blogged @10:16 PM
♥ Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Feeling really weird now. Like the feeling u get before an important event and u start feeling reflective.
There are many things in my life that I wished that I have not done and a huge load of things that I wished I had. But, thank you. It is all these experience that has created the Yi Xian that you see today.
I may not be the best in anything but at least I am a decent human being. I may complain and bitch about everything, pls bear with me. It is just the internal perfectionist in Pisces that is screaming.
Sometimes, I really wonder what kind of person I am. I feel this wall between me and the people around me. Like I am all alone in this world. I continue to laugh but after the laughter, the loneliness sets in.
Aiyo I am becoming emo again. Self-imposed isolation ba.
I know I have said this a lot of times but I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. Thanks for being there when I needed you. Thanks for listening to me.
Blogged @9:29 PM
♥ Sunday, February 22, 2009
Finally I decided to book chalet for my birthday celebration :)
Details: Date: 26 Feb 2009 Location: Aloha Loyang Chalet Sea View Terrace 3 Address: 159W Jalan Loyang Besar Singapore 507020
Check in time: 3 pm
How to get there?
By Car
If you're coming from the north... take SLE/TPE, exit to Pasir Ris Drive 12 which turns right into Pasir Ris Drive 3. Go along Pasir Ris Drive 3 until you pass Aranda Country Club on your left. At the immediate junction, turn left into Pasir Ris Close.
Go along this road and turn into Jalan Loyang Besar. Take this small lane until you see the road sign directing you to aloha loyang (a left-turn, after which you should take the road winding right).
On your left, you would pass by Costa Sands and a public carpark. Go straight ahead and you'll arrive at aloha loyang.
If you're coming from the west... take TPE/SLE, exit to Loyang Avenue (towards Pasir Ris Town). Travel along Loyang Avenue and turn left into Pasir Ris Drive 3. You'll come to a cross-junction where you'll see NTUC Downtown East. Turn right into Pasir Ris Close. **
Go along this road and turn into Jalan Loyang Besar. Take this small lane until you see the road sign directing you to aloha loyang (a left-turn, after which you should take the road winding right).
On your left, you would pass by Costa Sands and a public carpark. Go straight ahead and you'll arrive at aloha loyang.
By Train & Bus
Take the east bound train to Pasir Ris MRT station.
We have a Shuttle bus service commuting to & from Pasir Ris MRT station. Check out this website for the shuttle bus schedule. http://www.aloharesorts.com.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=355&Itemid=0
Blogged @8:36 AM
♥ Saturday, February 07, 2009
Hi, as you all know it is my 21st!!! I am thinking of finding a day and having dinner gathering together! But I need to know when u guys are free to meet up, so leave a note on my tagboard or sms me. Emailing me is fine too. Thanks :)
Er I have a mid-term quiz one day after my birthday so i was thinking of pushing the dinner forward. My recess week starts from 22 Feb to 1 Mar so which day are you free on?
lol I shall self-indulged in all the birthday cake designs:
