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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

最近看了些周杰倫的訪談, 因為想了解像他這樣成功的藝人究竟是怎麼拼來的. 有一個部分, 他說了一句話讓我對自己現在的狀況甚是為難. 他說, 知道了自己最擅長的事情, 就認真去做. 但當遇到自己怎麼做都沒怎樣的, 或不喜歡的, 就儘管放棄吧, 別浪費時間了.


我做的這些事情, 堅持了這麼多年, 有時覺得自己做了錯誤的選擇. 畫畫嘛, 我都不能做到我想要的效果, 越畫就越想哭; 武術, 算了吧, 之間早放棄了比賽, 現在只是為了運動; 音樂, 做得最久的一個, 也非常愛它, 可是看不到什麼未來; 寫作, 好久沒寫, 有些生疏了, 而且這是非常不能賺錢的東西. 這些我沒有放棄過. 但是不放棄, 也不一定是好事. 如果要依周董的話來說, 我的生活真的亂慘了吧!

在紐西蘭, 我的身分是遊客, 即不能讀書也不能工作. 你說我要怎麼辦?


現在我只能依靠我的神. 即使我去到那邊沒飯吃, 祂要我去那我就去吧. 祂把我吹到哪裡, 我就去到哪裡. 我的未來再模糊, 神還是能晶瑩剔透的看到. 祂為我設計了未來, 所以我一點也不用害怕.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Fake 1Malaysia

Recently, or only today...Namewee posted this video...waliao...

The people in the Seni dan Budaya department are really too "huangtang" ...
If let's say we make a movie that uses 50% Mandarin, or Tamil or Iban or Kadazan language, it's not considered 1Malaysia concept??? Not logic lo...


Saturday, October 30, 2010

Random

It's 3am in the morning....

I'm supposed to be staying up to do work but, feeling very exhausted and no mood liao...
suddenly stumbled upon this almost-dead blog and xin xue lai chao post something...

For some reason I find this sem more relaxing than previous sems...
dunno y...
the workload is still a lot, yes, but probably less strain on the 'brilliant idea generating' side...
a lot of one-big-projects, therefore just one big idea or concept...

and this sem we have to draw comics...
something i never ever thought of or dreamt of doing!
and unexpectedly, i actually enjoy doing it...despite the endless stuff needed to be done.

this might sound random but watching Wang Lee Hom's videos and interviews motivates me!
I didnt really take notice of him previously...
I know he is very talented and knows how to play 10+ instruments, yes,
but i never realised how passionate he is about what he does.
Why is he so talented? It was because his passion towards music made him curious and strive to work hard.
And that made him one of the top artists of Asia...


anywayz...gotta go back to work....

lol




Saturday, September 25, 2010

waliao...long time never post liao lo...

well, the reason why i suddenly appear here again is ...
i'm angry about something....$%^&*()_@#$%

FYI, i have been teaching piano for about 3 months now.
it was one of the factors that made me screw up my time management last sem...
but anywayz...it's only 2 students who are beginners...

and the real problem is :

THEIR MOTHER

ok, i know, i'm totally inexperienced, and this is the 1st time i'm teaching music part time.
they were naughty at 1st, but after i carried out some strategies, they are more and more obedient...
now, they are quite smooth in playing scales and can complete a whole grade 1 song, even though still a bit slow.
do u know that, it takes months to learn a song?
i myself sometimes take a year to get a song right, depending on how much i practice.

and, she thinks sending her kids to piano class will make them great pianists in one snap!
just because i cancelled one class, she goes on writing an email to her husband saying she hates me, leaving it open for her son to read it.
and now, just because i didnt teach her daughter songs from a certain book, she says she spend so much money to learn so few songs...
RIDICULOUS!!!

I heard all these through her son, 8 years old...
If u don't like me, please tell me directly, just scold me or whatever.
Don't send indirect messages through ur young son!
If u hate me, just ask to change to another teacher, LIKE I CARE!
I'm not here for the money, I merely earn RM80 per month for Goodness' sake!!

I wanna quit, but the kids would suffer if they have to change another teacher...
haiz...so no choice but to endure this godzilla...





Wednesday, July 14, 2010

黄晓明

昨晚梦到黄晓明。。。我回到中学,他竟然跟我同班!他好帅!眼神好酷。。。

我好想画他!


也许是压力减少了,头脑终于能发美梦。。。哈哈









Sunday, June 13, 2010

好久没有为功课流眼泪。






记得以前刚开始接触visual drawing 的时候,面前放着一张白纸。老师给了题目,要我们画一个scene. 我脑子一片空白。花了3个小时,在班上眼睁睁看着身边的同学毫无困难的画,而我的纸是空的。那时候我好难过,躲到课室后面的厕所哭。

如今,我已经画了几十张想象画。你说,我进步了吗?我已经付出了很大的努力。可是现在我怀疑我是不是画画的料。不管付出多大的努力,还是一样差。也许我的能力有限。


对我来说,如果不能做到最好,那我宁愿不做。


我现在除了画画,还要忙其他的东西。今天一整天不在家。好多事情要想, 要处理。明天却要交功课,而我怎样都达不到我或老师的要求。








谁可以了解我所面对的压力?






我真的好辛苦。






我好想放弃。









求求你,别这样对我~









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好久没有为功课流眼泪。






记得以前刚开始接触visual drawing 的时候,面前放着一张白纸。老师给了题目,要我们画一个scene. 我脑子一片空白。花了3个小时,在班上眼睁睁看着身边的同学毫无困难的画,而我的纸是空的。那时候我好难过,躲到课室后面的厕所哭。

如今,我已经画了几十张想象画。你说,我进步了吗?我已经付出了很大的努力。可是现在我怀疑我是不是画画的料。不管付出多大的努力,还是一样差。也许我的能力有限。


对我来说,如果不能做到最好,那我宁愿不做。


我现在除了画画,还要忙其他的东西。今天一整天不在家。好多事情要想, 要处理。明天却要交功课,而我怎样都达不到我或老师的要求。








谁可以了解我所面对的压力?我真的好辛苦。我好想放弃。求求你,别这样对我~









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