Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
can you hear me
The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when I stand in front of you
Yet you don’t know that
I love you
The furthest distance in the world
Is not when I stand in front of you
Yet you can’t see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
Yet cannot be together
The furthest distance in the world
Is not being apart while being in love
But when plainly cannot resist the yearning
Yet pretending you have not been in my heart
The furthest distance in the world
Is not pretending
But use one’s indifferent heart
To dig an uncrossable river
For the one who loves you
Is not between life and death
But when I stand in front of you
Yet you don’t know that
I love you
The furthest distance in the world
Is not when I stand in front of you
Yet you can’t see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
Yet cannot be together
The furthest distance in the world
Is not being apart while being in love
But when plainly cannot resist the yearning
Yet pretending you have not been in my heart
The furthest distance in the world
Is not pretending
But use one’s indifferent heart
To dig an uncrossable river
For the one who loves you
Friday, June 26, 2009
Monday, June 01, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
5 Centimeters Per Second
5 Centimeters Per Second
i have nothing much to say,
it's really a very sweet and nice movie.
yes, it is.
A definition of love that will shed your tear...
i have nothing much to say,
it's really a very sweet and nice movie.
yes, it is.
A definition of love that will shed your tear...
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
code
okay
so what is really a code?
hmm.
long time nv write code le,
just write a simple 1
tag me if u can break it
=]
it should be simple.
--·/·--·/·--·/··· /. . _ /_ . _ ./_ . _/. . .
haha
no much time
will do a better1
next time
lol,
lame.
so what is really a code?
hmm.
long time nv write code le,
just write a simple 1
tag me if u can break it
=]
it should be simple.
--·/·--·/·--·/··· /. . _ /_ . _ ./_ . _/. . .
haha
no much time
will do a better1
next time
lol,
lame.
Thursday, May 07, 2009
pipipipipi
long time never post le,
en, finally,
today i handed in my pi,
it's like,
i have been struggling with it for such a long time,
and finally get it done.
it feels good.
ya.however, gpp is coming,
i m really glad that i have a good team.
that's y we manage to finish a 3000words graft within 2 days.
cool right!
hahaha.
anyway,
rifle has a interview ytd,
choosing the saptain and others.
i think i didn't do that well.
so most likely i will not get any position hehe.
don really care la,
so not that bad.
=]
en, finally,
today i handed in my pi,
it's like,
i have been struggling with it for such a long time,
and finally get it done.
it feels good.
ya.however, gpp is coming,
i m really glad that i have a good team.
that's y we manage to finish a 3000words graft within 2 days.
cool right!
hahaha.
anyway,
rifle has a interview ytd,
choosing the saptain and others.
i think i didn't do that well.
so most likely i will not get any position hehe.
don really care la,
so not that bad.
=]
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
五月天 - 突然好想你
作词：阿信
作曲：阿信
专辑：后青春期的诗
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向
各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息
我只想说，突然好想你
你知道吗...
作词：阿信
作曲：阿信
专辑：后青春期的诗
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向
各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息
我只想说，突然好想你
你知道吗...
Sunday, April 19, 2009
300
tonight we dine in hell!
ya, watched this super nice movie call 300.
the storyline not that nice but the fighting scene,super.
then i go n find it's original sound trck,
cannot find any.
until i found this web where provide all the ost,
wa, very happy, finally can download le.
so i spend 2 days download the ost.
cause it is very bit yet slow.
ya, the music are in FLAC format, the best music quality u can ever find.
ya, much better than wat pm3 la, wma la.
so, i enjoy the music.
and the movie.
=]
trying to upload a pic but take damn long to do so.
so i shall do it next time.
good night ppl.
=]
ya, watched this super nice movie call 300.
the storyline not that nice but the fighting scene,super.
then i go n find it's original sound trck,
cannot find any.
until i found this web where provide all the ost,
wa, very happy, finally can download le.
so i spend 2 days download the ost.
cause it is very bit yet slow.
ya, the music are in FLAC format, the best music quality u can ever find.
ya, much better than wat pm3 la, wma la.
so, i enjoy the music.
and the movie.
=]
trying to upload a pic but take damn long to do so.
so i shall do it next time.
good night ppl.
=]
Friday, April 17, 2009
canon in D
无意间听了canon in D，
没想过 这是一个疯狂的开始。
曾有段时间 痴迷那首曲子
每次聆听 都有不同感受
并非只有沉醉 还有感动
也曾呆呆地反复地听
然后莫名地感伤 回忆过去
我并不懂得音乐
只能听出曲子里 淡淡的忧伤
说不清这段旋律
究竟给了我什么感觉
似乎是心灵深处的共鸣
熟悉 而又那么真实
曾经在得意中忘形
曾经在挫折中沮丧
曾经在茫茫人海中
找寻失去自己的我
当CANON响起的时候
看见了不再天真
看见了悲欢离合
也许是经历过错误的感情
所以在很多音乐里
总是能找到共鸣的地方
音乐家一直是内心里的理想
但只是个永远的空想
有一天 想为心爱的人
弹奏一曲 CANON IN D
这个天方夜谈般的想法
最终成为调侃自己的话题
我只想说我对CANON的喜欢
有别于之前喜欢的音乐
之所以说是个疯狂的开始
因为 有无数个版本的CANON
只想拥有 所能拥有的 所有
没想过 这是一个疯狂的开始。
曾有段时间 痴迷那首曲子
每次聆听 都有不同感受
并非只有沉醉 还有感动
也曾呆呆地反复地听
然后莫名地感伤 回忆过去
我并不懂得音乐
只能听出曲子里 淡淡的忧伤
说不清这段旋律
究竟给了我什么感觉
似乎是心灵深处的共鸣
熟悉 而又那么真实
曾经在得意中忘形
曾经在挫折中沮丧
曾经在茫茫人海中
找寻失去自己的我
当CANON响起的时候
看见了不再天真
看见了悲欢离合
也许是经历过错误的感情
所以在很多音乐里
总是能找到共鸣的地方
音乐家一直是内心里的理想
但只是个永远的空想
有一天 想为心爱的人
弹奏一曲 CANON IN D
这个天方夜谈般的想法
最终成为调侃自己的话题
我只想说我对CANON的喜欢
有别于之前喜欢的音乐
之所以说是个疯狂的开始
因为 有无数个版本的CANON
只想拥有 所能拥有的 所有
Sunday, April 05, 2009
family day
ya, finally the ajc family day is over,
quite tired.
we has been working for..
hmm. 9weeks to get this whole thing fixed.
ya, that's was really a long period of time.
anyway, it was a success one to our class,
ya, enjoyable, everything followed the plan.
(cause i m the class leader ma)
lol, jokes aside.
i feel very stress for the past 1 week.
really there is simply too much for us to do yet we r noting making any progress.
so, end up did a lot of last min work.
and, although i tried to plan everything nicely b4 it took place,
there is just some changes happening throughout the weeks and not many things followed my plan.
quite screw up for that part.
i think i still need to work on this area.
have to say i m not really good at planning.
cause i keep ignoring the small small things that need to take note.
so those small small things slowly combine tgt and become a big big problem that i cant handle it alone.
a bit sian diao when i realise that,lol.
okay, this is gonna be a reflection for the first event i planned in ajc.
ya, hopefully for the upcoming one,
i can do better than this.
last but not least,
a big thank you to those my clasmates who helped me along during this period,
they really did a great job.
=]
that's all,
good night, ppl.
some inrelevent pictures.
quite tired.
we has been working for..
hmm. 9weeks to get this whole thing fixed.
ya, that's was really a long period of time.
anyway, it was a success one to our class,
ya, enjoyable, everything followed the plan.
(cause i m the class leader ma)
lol, jokes aside.
i feel very stress for the past 1 week.
really there is simply too much for us to do yet we r noting making any progress.
so, end up did a lot of last min work.
and, although i tried to plan everything nicely b4 it took place,
there is just some changes happening throughout the weeks and not many things followed my plan.
quite screw up for that part.
i think i still need to work on this area.
have to say i m not really good at planning.
cause i keep ignoring the small small things that need to take note.
so those small small things slowly combine tgt and become a big big problem that i cant handle it alone.
a bit sian diao when i realise that,lol.
okay, this is gonna be a reflection for the first event i planned in ajc.
ya, hopefully for the upcoming one,
i can do better than this.
last but not least,
a big thank you to those my clasmates who helped me along during this period,
they really did a great job.
=]
that's all,
good night, ppl.
some inrelevent pictures.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
long long ago
emm.. longtime never update le,
sian.
busy with many things.
ya.
aiya aiya,
something on,
brb.
sian.
busy with many things.
ya.
aiya aiya,
something on,
brb.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
White Valentine's Day
yes! today is White Valentine's Day, or we call it whiteday also can.
White Day was first celebrated in 1978 in Japan,
but y and how this day appeared and rememberby so many ppl,
hmm.. u go n google it ba.
haha, ya, if i m not wrong, i didn't give any present to any1 on valentine's day,
so of course i will not receive anything today,
lol. lame, as if any1 will do so.
stop dreaming~
okay.
back to the topic,
last friday while i m reading some magazine in school library with 1 of my classmates,
i saw a section where they introduce all those nice nice classic movies,
so t take out my phone and start to record down the name of those movies.
while doing so, my friend suddenly say "i think u need a girlfriend."
then i m like 0.o wat r u talking? so random..
he said that as i m so boring until finding the names of nice movies,
totally no life, so he suggest me to find a gf to make my life more meaningul.
lol, okay.
but do i really as no life as he said?
i m enjoying my life,
there r so many things waiting for me to do,
i can go play dota with my friends,
we can go to the town,go eat all those nice nice food and so on.
i m already thring to make my life meaningful.
ya, and it is meaningful.
so do i looks that bored?
lol. maybe sometimes i do,
but that's due to stress okay, too much stress.
ya!.
White Valentine's Day
donno y, i suddenly have this strong feeling.
can god give me a girl and the girl gives me a bar of chocolate?
i want to eat chocolate.
White Day was first celebrated in 1978 in Japan,
but y and how this day appeared and rememberby so many ppl,
hmm.. u go n google it ba.
haha, ya, if i m not wrong, i didn't give any present to any1 on valentine's day,
so of course i will not receive anything today,
lol. lame, as if any1 will do so.
stop dreaming~
okay.
back to the topic,
last friday while i m reading some magazine in school library with 1 of my classmates,
i saw a section where they introduce all those nice nice classic movies,
so t take out my phone and start to record down the name of those movies.
while doing so, my friend suddenly say "i think u need a girlfriend."
then i m like 0.o wat r u talking? so random..
he said that as i m so boring until finding the names of nice movies,
totally no life, so he suggest me to find a gf to make my life more meaningul.
lol, okay.
but do i really as no life as he said?
i m enjoying my life,
there r so many things waiting for me to do,
i can go play dota with my friends,
we can go to the town,go eat all those nice nice food and so on.
i m already thring to make my life meaningful.
ya, and it is meaningful.
so do i looks that bored?
lol. maybe sometimes i do,
but that's due to stress okay, too much stress.
ya!.
White Valentine's Day
donno y, i suddenly have this strong feeling.
can god give me a girl and the girl gives me a bar of chocolate?
i want to eat chocolate.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
11 march 2009
yes, today is my birthday,
ya, i suppose to be very happy right,
haha, but actually i m not.
i dont feel anything special abt today,
except my class 0409sang a birthday song for me.
ya, that's all abt my birthday celebration, cool right.
anyway, recently i watched this movie called "The curious case of Benjamin Button"
inside the movie there is one part that touched me a lot,
it is when both daisy and banjamin r living their own lives and have some1 to accompany them, they still cant forget abt each other,
or we can say they still love each other,
before banjamin sleep,he will say:good night, daisy.
and daisy will say, good night banjamin.
very touching, at least i feel so.
okay now i donno what am i talking.
back to the topic,ya, i received cookies, kitkat and oreo wafer sticks as my birthday presents.haha, all food. thank you guys for the wonderful presents.
i think i m getting more and mmore busy these days.
yet i still cant keep the things i don wanna rmb at the back of my mind.
They just keep coming into my mind on their own.
There are a lot of things that I m trying my best to forget,
Cause when I start to think at it, I will feel the pain.
However, I just cant remove them from my brain.
其实最近的生活并不是很忙，
是我自己不敢停下来。
至少在忙的团团转的时候，
我不会有心情去想别的事。
今天的月亮很亮，很圆。
我承认我懦弱，我无能，我在逃避现实。
有很多话想说，却又说不出来。
19岁的生日，我只想开心的度过。
ya, i suppose to be very happy right,
haha, but actually i m not.
i dont feel anything special abt today,
except my class 0409sang a birthday song for me.
ya, that's all abt my birthday celebration, cool right.
anyway, recently i watched this movie called "The curious case of Benjamin Button"
inside the movie there is one part that touched me a lot,
it is when both daisy and banjamin r living their own lives and have some1 to accompany them, they still cant forget abt each other,
or we can say they still love each other,
before banjamin sleep,he will say:good night, daisy.
and daisy will say, good night banjamin.
very touching, at least i feel so.
okay now i donno what am i talking.
back to the topic,ya, i received cookies, kitkat and oreo wafer sticks as my birthday presents.haha, all food. thank you guys for the wonderful presents.
i think i m getting more and mmore busy these days.
yet i still cant keep the things i don wanna rmb at the back of my mind.
They just keep coming into my mind on their own.
There are a lot of things that I m trying my best to forget,
Cause when I start to think at it, I will feel the pain.
However, I just cant remove them from my brain.
其实最近的生活并不是很忙，
是我自己不敢停下来。
至少在忙的团团转的时候，
我不会有心情去想别的事。
今天的月亮很亮，很圆。
我承认我懦弱，我无能，我在逃避现实。
有很多话想说，却又说不出来。
19岁的生日，我只想开心的度过。
Friday, March 06, 2009
...
okay,
i m in the shooting cub now,
which include air rifle and pisto.
ya,
cool eh, can play with guns.
then i get in through air rifle.
ya, cause i m good.(shameless~)
i donno la, anyway i m in.
hahaha, then cause of some stupid reasons,
i m now transfered to air pisto
that 1 also very fun
ya.
i will update my music blog more often.
hahaha.
hopefully so.
i m in the shooting cub now,
which include air rifle and pisto.
ya,
cool eh, can play with guns.
then i get in through air rifle.
ya, cause i m good.(shameless~)
i donno la, anyway i m in.
hahaha, then cause of some stupid reasons,
i m now transfered to air pisto
that 1 also very fun
ya.
i will update my music blog more often.
hahaha.
hopefully so.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
酒桌上的DOTA原理
found this post, very funny.
sorry for those who don play dota and don understand chinese. haha.
酒桌上的DOTA原理
;感觉有人来敬酒，马上去厕所，这叫意识；
;同在一桌的同事们大家一起敬一个人酒，这叫速推一路；
;你的同事们都在邻桌，这叫做优势路；
;而你这一桌你谁都不认识，这叫做劣势路；
; 一桌只有两个人喝闷酒，这叫SOLO;
; 喝完一杯以后，迅速夹菜，这叫补刀；
; 你不喝白酒，对方不喝红酒，所以大家喝啤酒，这叫BANLIST;
;见到谁就和谁喝，这叫RANDOM;
;大家一起替领导挡酒，这叫养人；
; 把好菜都转到自己这边，这叫控线；
;在你吃菜的时候，某人忽然出现像你敬酒，这叫GANK；
;如果你说“哥们，来干了这杯”，这叫单挑
;如果他说“哥们，你的先干了！”，这叫反杀；
;如果你说“我肾不好，不能多喝”，这叫控制技；
;如果你说“不行啊，我有脂肪肝，不能喝酒”，这叫BKB;
;跑到别人桌去夹菜吃，这叫打野；
; 结果被别人灌酒，这叫被抓；
;和对方喝烈酒直接把对方搞晕，这叫STUN;
;什么酒也不喝安心吃菜，这叫FARM;
;一桌人商量好了灌一个，这叫黑店；
; 领导起身说，“来，大家一起干了这一杯”，这叫全屏闪电；
;很能喝的人却不被别人敬酒，叫做大后期；
;不能喝的人确一直敬别人酒，叫做炮灰；
;往酒里兑水，这叫BD;
;结账时忽然有急事要撤退，这叫人品爆发；
; 大家所有人都喝倒了，这叫团灭；
;不停在各桌之间敬酒夹菜，这叫猥琐；
;有一个人被喝到吐了，这叫FB；
;很多人都被喝到吐了，这叫AOE;
; 感觉自己多了，跑到厕所吐掉，再回来接着喝，这叫做刷新球；
;有的人忽然消失，这叫BLINK;
;结果被人从厕所抓住，这叫插眼；
;最后领导拿公款付了帐，这叫“神装收场”!
found this post, very funny.
sorry for those who don play dota and don understand chinese. haha.
sorry for those who don play dota and don understand chinese. haha.
酒桌上的DOTA原理
;感觉有人来敬酒，马上去厕所，这叫意识；
;同在一桌的同事们大家一起敬一个人酒，这叫速推一路；
;你的同事们都在邻桌，这叫做优势路；
;而你这一桌你谁都不认识，这叫做劣势路；
; 一桌只有两个人喝闷酒，这叫SOLO;
; 喝完一杯以后，迅速夹菜，这叫补刀；
; 你不喝白酒，对方不喝红酒，所以大家喝啤酒，这叫BANLIST;
;见到谁就和谁喝，这叫RANDOM;
;大家一起替领导挡酒，这叫养人；
; 把好菜都转到自己这边，这叫控线；
;在你吃菜的时候，某人忽然出现像你敬酒，这叫GANK；
;如果你说“哥们，来干了这杯”，这叫单挑
;如果他说“哥们，你的先干了！”，这叫反杀；
;如果你说“我肾不好，不能多喝”，这叫控制技；
;如果你说“不行啊，我有脂肪肝，不能喝酒”，这叫BKB;
;跑到别人桌去夹菜吃，这叫打野；
; 结果被别人灌酒，这叫被抓；
;和对方喝烈酒直接把对方搞晕，这叫STUN;
;什么酒也不喝安心吃菜，这叫FARM;
;一桌人商量好了灌一个，这叫黑店；
; 领导起身说，“来，大家一起干了这一杯”，这叫全屏闪电；
;很能喝的人却不被别人敬酒，叫做大后期；
;不能喝的人确一直敬别人酒，叫做炮灰；
;往酒里兑水，这叫BD;
;结账时忽然有急事要撤退，这叫人品爆发；
; 大家所有人都喝倒了，这叫团灭；
;不停在各桌之间敬酒夹菜，这叫猥琐；
;有一个人被喝到吐了，这叫FB；
;很多人都被喝到吐了，这叫AOE;
; 感觉自己多了，跑到厕所吐掉，再回来接着喝，这叫做刷新球；
;有的人忽然消失，这叫BLINK;
;结果被人从厕所抓住，这叫插眼；
;最后领导拿公款付了帐，这叫“神装收场”!
found this post, very funny.
sorry for those who don play dota and don understand chinese. haha.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
cello
cello, yes. I give up on cello. It's a painful decision. Cause what i have gave up is not only a cello. It's okay if u donno what i mean. It's really really a very painful decision. After3years, this is the outcome. Sigh. Maybe That's call fate. There are always so many things u wanna change but u cant do anything to them. Just like u cant force some1to love u or force urself to like some1else. Sigh. Bye bye, my cello.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Monday, February 09, 2009
handphone post.
Okay, this post is done with the help of my handphone. Haha. Ya. I m using my handphone to post. Just try c if it works. Haha.
Monday, February 02, 2009
to ycy
nah, find moonrider's pic, pls look carefully can, it's not a cow!
lol~
this seems quite ugly actually..and i think she can wear more.. - -
i think this also very nice,
hmm..
very cool..
and 1 more~
lol, this hand draw de i think..
BUT, i still like this the most!
lol, too pretty~
lol~
this seems quite ugly actually..and i think she can wear more.. - -
i think this also very nice,
hmm..
very cool..
and 1 more~
lol, this hand draw de i think..
BUT, i still like this the most!
lol, too pretty~
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Sony Vaio P series
this is vaio's latest product,
sony Vaio P series,
does it still named as a laptop?
so cool!
The only VAIO P Series model currently listed on the Sony Electronics website is the VGN-P598E/Q. It has an unnamed Intel processor at 1.33GHz with a 533MHz frontside bus and 512KB of L2 cache. The VAIO P598E comes with 2GB of DDR2 memory, a 128GB solid state drive, Intel’s GMA 500 integrated graphics, two USB ports, and Memory Stick Duo and SD card readers. The ultra-wide display has a resolution of 1600 x 768 pixels and LED backlit.
Sony’s press release says the VAIO P Series notebooks feature a built-in web camera, 3G mobile broadband connectivity, 802.11n Wi-Fi and Bluetooth technologies, as well as GPS functionality.
and when they r trying to be funny~
and more~
Saturday, January 31, 2009
a picture
found a picture,
dota allstars,
moon rider
moonfang
wa.. soooooo pretty!
esp her nose..
perfect!
dota allstars,
moon rider
moonfang
wa.. soooooo pretty!
esp her nose..
perfect!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
music
i created a new blog,
nocturnefmajor.blogspot.com
haha, of coure the f stand for me,
lol.
okay,
i will post things about music there
hope u ppl will supppport.
=]
btw, this is my 100 post,
yeah
nocturnefmajor.blogspot.com
haha, of coure the f stand for me,
lol.
okay,
i will post things about music there
hope u ppl will supppport.
=]
btw, this is my 100 post,
yeah
em
ya, going back soon,
nothing much wanna say.
creat a new blog,nocturnFmajor.blogpot.com,
will post things that i m interested in
thank you.
nothing much wanna say.
creat a new blog,nocturnFmajor.blogpot.com,
will post things that i m interested in
thank you.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
fever
已经发烧三天了，
zzz.
highest tepm 39.7
- -
wtf..
cant do anything..
only today feels a bit better,
because ytd go n see 中医。
lol，
昨天早上去医院，
先验的血，
医生说不是感染，
应该是病毒性流行性感冒。
- -
这就是验血后给的那张纸，
只知道wbc和rbc是什么，
其他全看不懂。。
- -
医生说就算打点滴也只是退烧，
不能完全治病，
也就是说，
打完点滴会继续发烧。
sian.
于是决定去看看看中医。
排队排了很久。
终于到我了。
激动ing..
然后把脉，
很久后，
换个手继续把脉。
- -
那个中医很老了，
听别人说80+了。
以前一直不信把脉能看出什么病，
总觉得是骗人的。
所以他没问我任何问题，
我也故意没告诉他我的症状。
conversation:
中医：发烧好几天了吧？
我：嗯
心里：（白痴也看得出来）
中医：最高烧到39度吧。
我：...
中医：不碍事的，哀思过多，气血攻心。
(也就是说想伤心的东西想的太多，然后就病了）
我：...
心里：（kao，这也能知道！真的假的？！0.o ）
我：那，怎么治？
中医：扎两针就没事了。
我：(what the?) 怎么中医也打针？
中医：不是的，针灸。
我：针..针灸？！
（传说中的针灸？！）
中医：不痛的。
我：那..那好吧。
我看到他傍边的柜子里有很多小小的针，
应该就是用那个吧，
因为在我之前也有几个扎针灸的，
都用那个小小的针，
后来才知道那个是0.1的针。
（0.1mm diameter)
然后他从旁边的柜子里拿出另一个盒子，
（不祥的预感！！）
果然，他拿出来的针比我看到的至少长2倍！
那个针是1.3的！
WTF！！！
然后他就开始用酒精棉球在我后背开始消毒~
这次悲剧了~~
TNND这算不算骗人啊！
(It’s too late! Hohohoho!
我可以想象他当时心里想的就是这句话）
接下来的事情~
T.T
一共扎了六针。
谁说针灸不痛的！
Kao，剧痛！
好不容易扎完了。
我：这下行了吧。
中医：不行，还没放血呢。
0.o
（WTF！！！还放血！
kao，我是不是进了黑店了！）
然后他就开始给我拔罐子（cupping）,
而且还是在他刚刚扎过的地方。
可想而知，
血一下子就出来了。
一直过了大约10分钟，
流了好多好多血。
T.T
不就是发烧吗，
干嘛又针灸又放血的。
Sian diao ing….
最后又给我开了几副中药，这才算完。。
不过，
神奇的中医真是神奇，
我不知道他怎么知道我哀思过多的。
太奇怪了。。
不管怎样，看完中医的确是好多了。。
Thanks to traditional Chinese medical science.
I m much better now~
=]
zzz.
highest tepm 39.7
- -
wtf..
cant do anything..
only today feels a bit better,
because ytd go n see 中医。
lol，
昨天早上去医院，
先验的血，
医生说不是感染，
应该是病毒性流行性感冒。
- -
这就是验血后给的那张纸，
只知道wbc和rbc是什么，
其他全看不懂。。
- -
医生说就算打点滴也只是退烧，
不能完全治病，
也就是说，
打完点滴会继续发烧。
sian.
于是决定去看看看中医。
排队排了很久。
终于到我了。
激动ing..
然后把脉，
很久后，
换个手继续把脉。
- -
那个中医很老了，
听别人说80+了。
以前一直不信把脉能看出什么病，
总觉得是骗人的。
所以他没问我任何问题，
我也故意没告诉他我的症状。
conversation:
中医：发烧好几天了吧？
我：嗯
心里：（白痴也看得出来）
中医：最高烧到39度吧。
我：...
中医：不碍事的，哀思过多，气血攻心。
(也就是说想伤心的东西想的太多，然后就病了）
我：...
心里：（kao，这也能知道！真的假的？！0.o ）
我：那，怎么治？
中医：扎两针就没事了。
我：(what the?) 怎么中医也打针？
中医：不是的，针灸。
我：针..针灸？！
（传说中的针灸？！）
中医：不痛的。
我：那..那好吧。
我看到他傍边的柜子里有很多小小的针，
应该就是用那个吧，
因为在我之前也有几个扎针灸的，
都用那个小小的针，
后来才知道那个是0.1的针。
（0.1mm diameter)
然后他从旁边的柜子里拿出另一个盒子，
（不祥的预感！！）
果然，他拿出来的针比我看到的至少长2倍！
那个针是1.3的！
WTF！！！
然后他就开始用酒精棉球在我后背开始消毒~
这次悲剧了~~
TNND这算不算骗人啊！
(It’s too late! Hohohoho!
我可以想象他当时心里想的就是这句话）
接下来的事情~
T.T
一共扎了六针。
谁说针灸不痛的！
Kao，剧痛！
好不容易扎完了。
我：这下行了吧。
中医：不行，还没放血呢。
0.o
（WTF！！！还放血！
kao，我是不是进了黑店了！）
然后他就开始给我拔罐子（cupping）,
而且还是在他刚刚扎过的地方。
可想而知，
血一下子就出来了。
一直过了大约10分钟，
流了好多好多血。
T.T
不就是发烧吗，
干嘛又针灸又放血的。
Sian diao ing….
最后又给我开了几副中药，这才算完。。
不过，
神奇的中医真是神奇，
我不知道他怎么知道我哀思过多的。
太奇怪了。。
不管怎样，看完中医的确是好多了。。
Thanks to traditional Chinese medical science.
I m much better now~
=]
Monday, January 19, 2009
sian
t.t
i m sick..
having fever now..
sigh.
horrible feelings man..
hope i will recover soon..
cant do anything,
somemore whatever i eat,
all taste the same..
lol..
keep drinking water but it doesn't seem to help..
ahhh....
cant even sleep well..
too many things happened these days.
so a bit,
lack of rest?
i donno,
mentall unstable now..
sigh..
i m sick..
having fever now..
sigh.
horrible feelings man..
hope i will recover soon..
cant do anything,
somemore whatever i eat,
all taste the same..
lol..
keep drinking water but it doesn't seem to help..
ahhh....
cant even sleep well..
too many things happened these days.
so a bit,
lack of rest?
i donno,
mentall unstable now..
sigh..
Sunday, January 18, 2009
this is damn imba..
http://vhead.blog.sina.com.cn/player/outer_player.swf?auto=0&vid=18338365&uid=1338684860
this guy is playing some iphone game.
lol,
then the funny thing happened..
lol.
悲剧了。。
this guy is playing some iphone game.
lol,
then the funny thing happened..
lol.
悲剧了。。
Friday, January 16, 2009
secret.
每个人在心中都有秘密
由于种种原因，
不能说出来。
因为说出来，
会伤害到很多人。
有些东西只能烂在心里。
这样，对谁都比较好。
有些人你无法忘记，那就面对事实，
为什么要用说谎来掩饰，
为什么要装作不在乎，
殊不知这样，
对你身边的人也很不公平。
很不公平。。
可有些事，说出来了，虽然会带来更大的伤口，
却能让伤口早日愈合，
如同做手术将身体里坏掉的东西取出一样，
会带来短暂的巨大的疼痛，
但在伤口长好后，
不再疼痛。
算了，我不想多说了，
被人误解的还少吗~
由于种种原因，
不能说出来。
因为说出来，
会伤害到很多人。
有些东西只能烂在心里。
这样，对谁都比较好。
有些人你无法忘记，那就面对事实，
为什么要用说谎来掩饰，
为什么要装作不在乎，
殊不知这样，
对你身边的人也很不公平。
很不公平。。
可有些事，说出来了，虽然会带来更大的伤口，
却能让伤口早日愈合，
如同做手术将身体里坏掉的东西取出一样，
会带来短暂的巨大的疼痛，
但在伤口长好后，
不再疼痛。
算了，我不想多说了，
被人误解的还少吗~
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Thursday, January 08, 2009
关于笔记本
新买的笔记本，
很好用，
虽然才1G的内存，
但也够了。
方便很多。
最近在努力学习如何调整笔记本电脑所出现的各种问题，
在这里，
提醒大家要学会修自己的笔记本，
这是很重要的！
从前有个人，
他不会修自己的笔记本
......后来的事情大家都知道了。
关于爱情，
我觉得，
爱情就像两个拉橡皮筋的人，
受伤的总是不愿放手的那个。
而
谎言与誓言的区别在于：
一个是听的人当真了，一个是说的人当真了。
就算是believe，中间也藏着一个lie。
其实很矛盾，
付出真心，才会得到真心，却也可能伤的彻底。
保持距离，就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞。
To 那个谁：
如果我们之间有1000步的距离，你只要跨出第1步，我就会朝着你的方向走其余的999步。
另外，
那天看到一位大妈在烧纸，边烧边嘟囔着：收到了千万别买基金啊~
于是想到了那天看到的一句话：
春天到了，小树发芽了，连股市也跟着变绿了...
- -b
很好用，
虽然才1G的内存，
但也够了。
方便很多。
最近在努力学习如何调整笔记本电脑所出现的各种问题，
在这里，
提醒大家要学会修自己的笔记本，
这是很重要的！
从前有个人，
他不会修自己的笔记本
......后来的事情大家都知道了。
关于爱情，
我觉得，
爱情就像两个拉橡皮筋的人，
受伤的总是不愿放手的那个。
而
谎言与誓言的区别在于：
一个是听的人当真了，一个是说的人当真了。
就算是believe，中间也藏着一个lie。
其实很矛盾，
付出真心，才会得到真心，却也可能伤的彻底。
保持距离，就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞。
To 那个谁：
如果我们之间有1000步的距离，你只要跨出第1步，我就会朝着你的方向走其余的999步。
另外，
那天看到一位大妈在烧纸，边烧边嘟囔着：收到了千万别买基金啊~
于是想到了那天看到的一句话：
春天到了，小树发芽了，连股市也跟着变绿了...
- -b
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
能重来那就好了
会呼吸的痛
梁静茹
专辑：崇拜
在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑
你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
i think i fall in love with this song...
梁静茹
专辑：崇拜
在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑
你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了
i think i fall in love with this song...
会呼吸的痛
最近发生了一些事让我
至少改变了我的一些想法，
其实人生很短暂，
有什么深仇大恨或是解不开的结呢
如果你突然，
就这样死了，
你所坚持的一切，
和你所拥有的一切，
瞬间就没了，至少不被别人重视了。
听起来很消极， 但没办法，
这就是生命，
很脆弱，很无能。
一些东西，自己做过，认真过，就不后悔了。
回想起来并不是很多，
但却给我很多回忆，
如果有一天，
真的就这样走了，至少我做过，
一些我自己觉得值得的事情。
十八岁，
却依然很感性，
所以才做了一些别人看起来很傻的东西。
比如说在雪地里写字，
然后再照下来，
比如说发表帖子， 说
末日的第一招竟然能吃小兵， 真是太强大了。。
比如。。
无兄弟，不DOTA
我们因为DOTA吵过架，
严重到。。你都想不到。
现在想起来，好幼稚，好无知。
现在说，至少比没机会谁了好
很抱歉，跟你吵架了。
生命中会有很多第一次，
第一次和人吵架，
第一次因成绩而哭，
第一次和朋友去看电影，
第一次恋爱，
第一次，
离开这个世界。
渐渐的我们会明白，
哪人使我们成长，
哪人我们应珍惜，
曾经的错误与误解就让它过去，
怨恨更不应该铭记，
免得当想说声对不起时，
找到的却是他们的家人。
爱我的人谢谢你们的爱，
我爱的人祝你们幸福。
如果有一天你们不在看到我，
请记得，我会在你们看不到的地方，
默默地为你们祝福。
还有很多事情没有做，
还有很多舍不得的地方和人，
希望
希望我有足够的时间，
一一完成我的心愿。
至少改变了我的一些想法，
其实人生很短暂，
有什么深仇大恨或是解不开的结呢
如果你突然，
就这样死了，
你所坚持的一切，
和你所拥有的一切，
瞬间就没了，至少不被别人重视了。
听起来很消极， 但没办法，
这就是生命，
很脆弱，很无能。
一些东西，自己做过，认真过，就不后悔了。
回想起来并不是很多，
但却给我很多回忆，
如果有一天，
真的就这样走了，至少我做过，
一些我自己觉得值得的事情。
十八岁，
却依然很感性，
所以才做了一些别人看起来很傻的东西。
比如说在雪地里写字，
然后再照下来，
比如说发表帖子， 说
末日的第一招竟然能吃小兵， 真是太强大了。。
比如。。
无兄弟，不DOTA
我们因为DOTA吵过架，
严重到。。你都想不到。
现在想起来，好幼稚，好无知。
现在说，至少比没机会谁了好
很抱歉，跟你吵架了。
生命中会有很多第一次，
第一次和人吵架，
第一次因成绩而哭，
第一次和朋友去看电影，
第一次恋爱，
第一次，
离开这个世界。
渐渐的我们会明白，
哪人使我们成长，
哪人我们应珍惜，
曾经的错误与误解就让它过去，
怨恨更不应该铭记，
免得当想说声对不起时，
找到的却是他们的家人。
爱我的人谢谢你们的爱，
我爱的人祝你们幸福。
如果有一天你们不在看到我，
请记得，我会在你们看不到的地方，
默默地为你们祝福。
还有很多事情没有做，
还有很多舍不得的地方和人，
希望
希望我有足够的时间，
一一完成我的心愿。
Friday, January 02, 2009
...
i donno why every post must have a title,
i m some1 who don really like to put titles,
haha, so everytime will use some random things..
haha
okay,
hmm,
today go n play at seaside,
the 1 i talked abt in last time
ya,
one year not there things all changed
now it looks more like a park other than just a beach.
h..
things r getting better,
but the sea is still the same..
super cold,
srong wind.
thjis time didn't manage to c water,
ya, go beach never c water,
crazy right!
haha,
it's because,
it's all ICE!
yup!, the sea get freezed.
lol,
so we playing on the ice!
very slippery,
i falled 3 times
lol, lame right!
but it was really really very fun!!
my family n my cousin who has the same height as me but 2 years younger.
- -
hah, okay.
the fun part is,
not all the ice get freezed,
some part when u step on it,
u will sink in,
haha, but no water, just that u will trep in an icehole 0.o
(sunds wrong..)
hahaokay,
so we played for abt an hour there,
strong wind,
very strong wind,
and we saw 1 small small ship stucked there,
lol, no more water, all ice le,
the ship can t move anymore..
hohoho
god bless the owner.
=]
btw,
Angelina Jolie
so pretty...
i m some1 who don really like to put titles,
haha, so everytime will use some random things..
haha
okay,
hmm,
today go n play at seaside,
the 1 i talked abt in
ya,
one year not there things all changed
now it looks more like a park other than just a beach.
h..
things r getting better,
but the sea is still the same..
super cold,
srong wind.
thjis time didn't manage to c water,
ya, go beach never c water,
crazy right!
haha,
it's because,
it's all ICE!
yup!, the sea get freezed.
lol,
so we playing on the ice!
very slippery,
i falled 3 times
lol, lame right!
but it was really really very fun!!
my family n my cousin who has the same height as me but 2 years younger.
- -
hah, okay.
the fun part is,
not all the ice get freezed,
some part when u step on it,
u will sink in,
haha, but no water, just that u will trep in an icehole 0.o
(sunds wrong..)
hahaokay,
so we played for abt an hour there,
strong wind,
very strong wind,
and we saw 1 small small ship stucked there,
lol, no more water, all ice le,
the ship can t move anymore..
hohoho
god bless the owner.
=]
btw,
Angelina Jolie
so pretty...