Today was so a gorgeous day, and since Jeremy only had minimal homework, we headed to the park. We took our picnic blanket, some sports equipment and I of course took a book! Although I'll admit I was only about to read about two sentences. Later though, we had to run a few errands and both boys, exhausted from the sunshine, fell asleep in the car and so while Jeremy ran in, I was able to read a bit in the car. The chapter I'm into right now is five scriptures to help you strengthen your faith. Who wouldn't want that!?
I love how he starts off this chapter, he says
" ...the scriptures themselves may not strengthen your faith, but being faithful to what they teach, does. In other words, faith cannot be separate from faithfulness." He then goes goes on and starts the first chapter with the scripture "How is it done? ....Because of thy faith in Christ." (Enos 1:7-8) I won't go into too much detail about this chapter. It's pretty lengthy and has a ton of scriptural references. I will say though, that he talks a lot about Christ's miracles and how when we have faith in CHRIST, all things are possible. More specifically (and to skip ahead to the point of this post) he mentions the story of the man ill with palsy and how when Christ heals him, he first blesses him that his faith hath made him whole. THEN.. he told him to raise up and be healed. He did this specifically because he wanted those who doubted to know that he could heal our souls, not just our bodies. Christ could only heal the bodies, and raise the dead of those who it was the will of the Father. This isn't really something that I had thought about before. I think that often we get caught up in the 'miracle' and fail to realize that Heaven Father is still behind it all. It was HIS will, and Christ followed through to make it happen. Interesting to think of it like that.
So how does this have to do with my dad? After all, he wasn't "healed".
John Bytheway says,
"A note of caution: Faith is not willing our own desires into existence. That would be exercising faith in what we want. For example, many of us have experienced the death of a loved one and have concluded that if we'd only had more faith, the loved one could have been healed. But again, that is faith in what we want to happen, not faith in Christ and what he, in his wisdom, wants or allows to happen."
"Jesus taught, "And again, it shall come to pass that he that hath faith in me to be healed, and is not appointed unto death, shall be healed. (D&C 42:48)
Remember in Luke 22:42 it says, "Not my will, but thine, be done."
*When Times Are Tough, by John Bytheway