Yeap, just back today, home sweet home at last after the 4 days camp in ntu. It was a nice camp, a lot of planning and effort from the host group and all... but I didn't quite get along well with my pan clan teamates... Haha, maybe I was really anti-social... dunno.
The team was made of four guys and four girls, including me. The guys were pretty hyperactive, with their hormones running a bit too high for the girls to understand, I guess... I kept an eye close on that, cos it's pretty normal for guys to be speaking horny. No matter how dirty it is, it's just a joke. However, the insensitivity and rashness of the guys kind of went passed my limit. It really bothered me throughout the three days since the amazing race. The guys sped in the front, while the girls tried to catch up. They wanted to win, which is understandable, but given the physical condition of the girls, it was hard. While the girls tried to cheer each other on at the back, it became clear to me that there was no pan-clan, just indeed 'lost' boys and girls.
After that race, it felt as though the barrier was wider. Even the erotic jokes started bothering me. I just asked myself, is it really them, or is it just me? I admit, I have an attitude too. I am pretty antisocial, a slacker. I don't loosen up to people easily, especially guys and I like to keep things to myself. During the paint bombing session, one of the guys tried to sneak behind me and drip some paint over my shoulder. I sensed him beside, and shove my arm across firm, giving a sulk to the ground instead of his face. I have my reasons to avoid getting into the paint mess, but really find no point to tell people I don't know well. Yea... my stupid attitude. Haha... Had to be called a bitch in the last day performance skit... Felt really uncomfortable with that.. but guess the guy who had to act as a transexual was even more uncomfortable. It felt as though he wanted to back out in the last minute, but he stayed on, a brave muslim.
Ah well... the camp ended with the erotic-joke performance which surprisingly fetched the 'best show' prize. Shocked... but I was happy that all ended... Stayed over at my granny's house for the night and hey, guess her house isn't that hard to sleep in after all.

This picture was the only pic drawn of the camp.. It was after the amazing race, when we stayed over at Aloha Changi Chalet, the girls' room.