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What am I doing..?
life all messed up
Thursday, September 29, 2005
in conclusion, i failed my science.--
errrs.. what happened today?
school, photo taking at prime, lunch then home.
heh!! if you get it you get it. if you dont then that's too bad (x
click to enlarge (x
i would say you right click and "open link in new window."
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went down to pasir ris with jo. played arcade at downtown as it was raining. walked along the beach then i played on the swing. weee~
eerie..
swing swing swing~ that's my shadow..
da swing..
our reflection..
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and when i talk to you, i sounded weird. i wonder if you realised. i doubt so. you didnt even sense my existence what more listen to how i sounds like. oh la la la~ HAHAHA! am so "not bothered".
=((
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
dont say you love me
you dont even know me
you dont even know me
my mood is so down down down~
=((
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didnt even go for tuition today. am tired. physically.. and i would only lose concentration..
got back more papers today. english, poa and chemistry.
yes i can do it. my chem. it's nearly there. almost.
this is getting all so sad for me =((
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class photo taking after school.
then got to go for lunch with bengyan, huili and yiqi at marrybrown. i suddenly feel so sick of fast food. hmmms.. hais..
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napped. woke up. ate. but my food's not finish yet. no appetite le. howhow? haiss..
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am ...........................
who knows =((
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
where the crowds will cheerwhen they see my face
and a voice keeps saying,
"this is where im meant to be."
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school was disgustingly boring. it all started with playing of frisbee. and of cause the results which makes me worry. haiss. 2 periods of literature spent with miss quek talking about the theme madness which is only one out of the 4 questions of our paper. didnt get back our paper afterall. was just staring at here, like the other classmates, and nodding our heads and furrowed brows to make us look like we're actually thinking.
walked home tgt with bengyan, huili and yiqi after school.
went over to airport to look for marianne. went mugging (: weee~ and am actually alone while going there. i love it. errs.. simply love it lah (: hah! reading the novel i have with mie and listening to mp3. w0ohoo... how nice (x
ate my lunch at subway. healthy yah =P but.. seriously i only asked for plain bread for didnt have much of an appetite but i didnt know who that guy is but he know me ._."
our conversation:
" errrs.. i want one honey oat bread. just the bread."
" huh?"
" just the bread lah."
*look around* "okok. i make one for you"
BLANK!!
guess what. he cut half the bread and i tot he was going to give it to me. but he added in ham and bacon and cheese and cabbage. really feel like screaming at him la for i ONLY ask for the bread. simple english also dont understand. dotdotdot.
maybe ben xiao jie xin qing bu hao lah!! oh la la la~
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walked ard tm and century. bought myself a top. LOL! =P oh whatever.
decided to walk home and bumped into shuyi thus the three of us walked home tgt (:
LOL!
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haihai.. darhling must take good care of your eye nor. it's scary to have a blood clot in ur eye okay. hmmms..
nth much. am turning in soon. -
harrts`
okay. see. am being "molested" here ._.
wo ai ni men`
hah! who knows what am i doing?
just some of it.
Monday, September 26, 2005
我要哭了。。 =((dont ask me why. =((
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got back some of out results for today. errrs.. haiss..
it sucks. =((
after schh was lunch at pizza hut tgt with bengyan and jaslyn. hmmms... and then home to watch tevee b4 going out with daddy and mummy for dinner. errs.. am like a pig. eat and eat. cant stand. hah!
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so was sending bengyan some old photos just now. woohoo! to think i still keep all those photos. (x
short post for today.
nights people.
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am still waiting.
or should i not.
LOL!
LOL!
LOL!
LOL!
LOL!
LOL!
LOL!
LOL!
HAISSSS...
Sunday, September 25, 2005
你说爱我让我哭了
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just trying to settle down
and thinking what exactly i am about
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went shopping with my girlfriends today. heh!! met up with bengyan and huili for lunch at mosburger before we headed down to bugis to wait for yiqi to come. took neos and walked around parco while waiting. hah! and when she came went to take neos again! LOL! neoprint freaks. am loving it. been so long since i took one okay. hmmms.. quite lah. ever since busy mugging, no time for shopping which make no time for neoprints. hahaha! ._."
then spend our time at the arcade X= that's about it. errrs... nothing much to elaborate arhs. LOL! for i regretted going to the arcade. lalalalalA~
bought myself a pair of earring today (: with a treble clef stud on one side and the minum note dangling oh so long on the other side. love it to bits.
dinner at LJS. and we took bus 23 home.
am tired!! and there's school tmr. sobs!!
--
imu*
life's too short
to never know the truth
maybe it's already here
--
dumb dumb mie. always fall asleep b4 i send out my msg. -laughs- that's mie. ahem*
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so i woke up at 8.30am just to find tt msg unsent and i sent it anw. with a goodnight behind i think. he may thinks am crazy. LOL! woke up at 9am again to find 1misscall. ve got a date at 10am with joanna, jingfeng, yenyin, xinyu, kyla and liyu. that's oh so last minute. hah! and there goes my beauty sleep. lalalla~ breakfast at mac before going down to national library. got a bit lost actually. hah!
report on the new national library of singapore.
pleasant looking place, spacious and wide.
i personally loved the atmosphere. was really nice and quiet. everybody seems to be so engrossed in their own work and hardly anyone's talking to anyone.
however, one thing that disappointed me.. the book collection. cant find what i want. borrowed 3 books in the end after searching for new authors to suit my interest. (x the storyline's nice. hah! quite a huge collection of chinese novels as compared to tampines. duhs! that's of cause. but nahs.. not my cup of tea. would rather i be dead than finish a chinese novel =X
after getting out of the basement central lending library. we took a lift up to the 2nd floor just for the toilet. have no idea why but i just followed suite. and then took the lift up again to level 7 to look for kyla and yenyin as they went to the toilet at that level for we've no idea why either. they're simply too hardworking. and the books at level 7 consists of humanities. LOL!. sure can find alot of MAO or HITLER or whatever whatever information about them there. hah!
left the library soon enough.
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after leaving the library, went bugis to shop. bought myself a necklace, $12.90 gone. LOL! i want to get that vintage mickey tote bag. it's $21. should i. hmmms.. went seperate ways after that which left me and joanna. bought a top from bugis street. errrs.. $18.90 gone. LOL! blahblahblahb.. no idea what happened next. am too tired to think. back to tampines NTUC to get my cheese wan wan. am in love with it. all thanks to my big sis. lalala~
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home was next at 5.30pm. wanted to get some sleep but however i cant get to sleep. and 1 hour past with me turning and tossing on bed. met up with dear to chinmeng's house for soccer watching. rwds were there. hah! hmms.. "dinner" or it's supposed to be supper, next at around 11pm with dear and albert at 824. am getting fat lahs. but at the same time was hungry mahs. hah! didnt finish my food again. as usual. my diet has been so wrong. when my portion seems to be so small, i cant even have it finish and am already so full. so unhealthy ya. errrs.. feel so sick. and arghs.. me and my "vomitting trend" seems to be back. hah! sickening.
take away prata for them at chinmeng's house. while i went riding round and round with dear leaving albert to order and wait.. hah! oh yeah yeah. he's such a cheater. =PpP
home after midnight. about 12am. that's considered early yah! hah! (: for i didnt want to join dear for mahjong "watching" (for me) at paul's house. LOL! that will be so pathetic and if am so shagged tmr, there wont be any fun for me. haha!!
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kies. think am suppose to go to bed now. if not later my laopa cant sleep for he has to accompany me till i finish my entry. heh! so "kind" of him. *aHem*
and am going shopping again tmr. weeeee~~ am a happy girl. LOL! am crazy. just ignore.
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dearie. iLu*
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i'm starting to believe thati'm way too much for you
all the talk but it seems like
you can't come through
all the lines, like you could satisfy me
now i see where believing got me
gave you the wheel but you can't drive me
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prelims are over!!
so after my sucky biology and chemistry mcqs which was badly done btw, went back home after an hour. where i went sitting at the coffeeshop having my breakfast which turns out to be only a cup of ice milo. took the shortest route home just to send some stuffs and over to marianne's house.
got tiannee's card done (:
back home to change to go back to sch for band practice. i'm not loving it. maybe am just totally exhausted. from all these late nights. really. my eyebag are there. so dark. haiis! but still, being able to blow on my flute makes me happy. but seeing "teletubbies" brought my mood down again. things would have been different if "ppg" is to turn up instead. LOL!
over to the clock to meet up with rowdees after band prac. marina for steamboat. TIAN NEE's birthday. happy birthday gal (: muackies! and yepp.. OMG!! g0rt a kiss from her lahs. heh!
back at tam at ard 11.45 with and e guys with their usual soccer playing. dear got me home first for am already -dead-. hah! errs..
nites people.
--
i am now in a world
where i have to hide my heart
and what i believe in
but somehow i will show the world what's inside my heart
and be loved for who i am
Thursday, September 22, 2005
so i was hungry just now hur.called bengyan and went for mac with her and then we were caught in the rain aft the meal. the sky cried. walked her to her block, to her lift and i had to walk one big round for the sake of shelter as not to get wet. weee~
back home for my usual 2-5 nap. wahaha!! =P well, this has been going on for the past one week only lahs.
and ohmy ohmy. am i already showing symptoms of STRESS!! when my alarm rang at 5pm, i looked around. the sky was bright and the living room was lighted. i thought i was late for school hur. woke up with my heart thumping so fast.. HA! laughs-
here i am. taking some time off from my precious sleep to blog. LOL!
today's thursday and i cant wait for friday to end.. which means end of prelims but i dont want it to end either. it means the start of Os. oh my! am contradicting. that's an irony. oh whatever!
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both sucks. hah! rushing for time though. i spent like a pathetic 45 minutes on one trading and profit and amalgation blahblahblahb.. LOL!. so ahhuh. didnt manage to finish some some ques from the last section lahs =(( MT's not great either. where i didnt understand the passage. b o o h o o ! ! !
TGIS is errss.. hopefully i get the points right. and the unseen poem where i can barely answer the text. hah! crapping through my whole paper. ._.
hah! same combi for both days. how nice. so imagine.. am doing my maths more than am reading my novel.
it's over. and am going to flunk so badly for both. for i played the tikam tikam game for poa mcq lahs. if not, am just adding and subtracting here and there trying to get an answer in one of the choices. hah! see how bad am i at this.
bio ques know me but i dont know them. sigh!
it's SCIENCE MCQ tomorrow.
going back to sch for an hour and there i can go home already.
weeee~~~
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I'M HUNGRY!!!
(x
to go or not to go? LOL!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
someone once told me this."take time to look at the beautiful world and listen to life conversations"
this may not be the exact words but it was what i remembered it to be.
the above may sound like some line spoken without much thought. and to some of you, it might seem like some really cliche line.
but to me, it lifted me up from the depth of despairs. and suddenly everything didnt seem too bad after all.
maybe cause of this, ive grown stronger.
thank you very much.
--
and so..
my saturday spent with even less than a chapter of "the grass is singing" read.
b o o ! ! !
to think i went out at almost 2300 on a saturday night. weee~ and by that time my parents just reach home. X= haH! thanks god they arent strict parents. muackies!
so dear came over to find me, rode me on the bicycle to qinyao's house. over there for soccer watching, tgt with yan, paul, ben and chinmeng.
and i thanks joanna for pei-fu-ing mie. kies. that's lame. ahem*
watching and studying at the same time lahs. matches that night was kind of a bore though. LOL!
was already 12 plus when they decided to leave. more people came down, went for supper while we went over to prime mart followed by a void deck. where some LOL-ing things was going on lahs. haH!
next to chinmeng's house for "soccer-kicking" + more watching, for ME!! blahhss.. and i got home at a time of 04.35 X=
and by then am already half-DEAD!!
so paul forgot to take his VCDs from mie. o0opsie. hah!!
so everyone.. ZHONG QIU JIE KUAI LE!!!!!!!!
~~~
RUBBISH + BIN!!
he's mine =PpP
muackies*
Friday, September 16, 2005
still i never though i'd come this farbut miracles come true
i know cos here we are
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WENYAN!!!
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studied till 3am ytd b4 i went to bed. sighh.. lacking of sleep this few days. so am so gonna take a longlonglong sleep after this post probably (:
chinese paper 1 and chemistry today. and errs... ve no comments..
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back for band today. been some times since i went back. ahhhs.. somehow the atmosphere is kinda weird. erms, maybe the feeling of not being welcome by 'teletubbies'. just that. always being that. no problem with 'powerpuff' yahs. ha! am mad for using those names lahs (X
LOL! during fallout.. kelian de boonhock. well, just water. you're lucky hur. advance birthday song for him and a water bath i can say.
so after that was sitting at the grass patch at the park talking with band mates. weee~~ love JYSB lots lots. hah!
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back home, went to harbourfront with daddy, mummy, big sis and jiefu.
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see.. i fitted into the kiddy ride nicely. hah! that's me and my daddy!!
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my jiefu and ii. LOL!
blahblahblahb..
back again at 10pm ++
and now, am watching 'longest yard' on DVD again. erms... 2 TVs on at the same time. one on longest yard and the other on 'the phone' . but most of my attention seems to be on the longest yard. nice movie.. wont mind watching it again yahs =P
and so now, i really need to sleep.
goodnight!!
the minute you feel like giving up, think of all the reasons why you held on for so long
Thursday, September 15, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEINING!!!weee~ here i am.. just feel like blogging yah! (:
prelims started on tuesday with practical. oh.. hahaha!! it's one of the worst of all the papers i have till now. probably the next one will be errs.. coming tmr X=
well, english was alright. so-so that's what i can say.
MADAGASCAR. who thought something like that would come out. weee~ and to think i was listening to that song the night b4 my paper. LOL! nice song with cute sound but i dont understand a thing. wee~ nothing to do with the paper yup. so the HIPPO GIRAFFE LION that escape from the zoo to live in the wild.. enuff of crap (:
paper one's tough. staring blankly at the paper for like 15 minutes b4 i decided what to do. what if...... ha! did the one on "childhood fearS''.
today's paper.. my brain is so going to explode with the facts ve memorise.. so we've cleared one of the worst combination of subjects. SOCIAL STUDIES and HISTORY!! ohoh! can u believe it. am confident (:
hopefully i got all my facts right yah. where i didnt mix up points from history to social studies and social studies to history. what can be worst than that.
so i did the topic on CHINA!! GreatLeapForward and CulturalRevolution!
MAO, he's a failure that's what i wrote.
well.. back to studies for now.
CHEMISTRY!!
haiss.. and i sucks!
i love you.. (:
that may sound crazy in the middle of the night ya! (x
yeah. but true enough, am already going bonkers at that time.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
your words
melts my heart (=
iLu*
they're sweet.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA POON!!!
NAMES!!
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
20 people you can think of right off your head.
1. darhling (:
2. dajiejie
3. mama
4. j
5. suckie
6. tootie
7. bitchie
8. assie
9. flirtie
10. boobie
11.boastie
12.JYSB
13.fishy
14.rowdees
15.yiqi
16.chisato
17.xiaolaogong
18.xiaodi
19.honzax
20.wei2
How did you meet 13?:
JYSB. that's where i got to know her (:
What would you do if you never met 5?:
I don't know. Bleh. But she's my good partner in band (:
What do you honestly think of 10?:
one of weirdos. she's really cool and nice and FRIENDLY!
Have you ever liked no.3?:
NO WAY. PLEASE. NOT LESBIAN! but ya la. we can be ahem X= i love her as my mama. LOL.
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?:
it's dreadful to think of that. CRY!!! i'd run over any moment to... i'v no idea what i'd do. =(( he cant leave me behind hurhur!!
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?:
oh no no no. i'd never approve of that. hahaha!
Do you think 12 is hot?:
YES! we're hot. hahah!
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?:
oh. nonono. how can. one is my laogong, the other one is my xiaolaogong. nahs... =P BOTH ARE MINE! muahahah!!
Tell me something about 11:
as the name suggests. LOL!
Do you know any of 3's family members?:
yes of cause. Jo's bros and parents.
On a scale of 1-10 hos cute is 14?:
errrs.. 1. okay. am crude. hahah! =PP
What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?:
be so surprised and laugh it off.
What language does 19 speak?:
english chinese as what i know of.
Who is 8 going out with?:
i dont know ehh??
Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?:
Never lah. ha! 18's attatched. 5 love somebody mahs. ha!
When was the last time you talk to 6?
no idea. weeks or mths ago?
What is 18's favourite band?:
some indian indian stuffs lah. hahahha!
Does 4 have any siblings?:
that i've got no idea.
Would you ever date 1?:
Mmm, am dating 1 =D
Would you ever date 7?:
OH! NO LA! hah!
Is 15 single?:
nonono. attatched with 18. =P
What is 19's last name?:
Honsonn?
What is 3's middle name?
what's middle name ? X=
What is 10's fantasy?:
this i have no idea.
Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
Oh yeah. NOPE.. ovbiously not. ha!
What school does 16 go to?:
JYSS
What school does 1 go to?:
TP
Where does 9 live?:
Simei isit? some condo lah! ha!
Would you make out with 13?:
oh hahaha! out of the question.
Are 5 and 6 best friends?:
yeah!!
Is 20 older than you?:
YES! by like 2mths? hah!
is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?:
errs.. probably not.
Is 17 your ex?:
nono. SHE's my xiaolaogong. muahah!
do you ever see yourseld with 12 and 18?
oh. hahaha! yeah. i'm with 12. ohlalalla~
how is 2?
FINE! REAL FINE!
there you have it. the 20 most impt ppl. X)
EDITED!!
人的一生中会与千万个人擦肩而过
有缘才能相识
用心才会相知
are you aware of what you make me feel, my dear?
right now i feel invisible to you
like i'm not real..
难道简单的一句“晚安”也那么难吗？
random picture.
suddenly.. i just miss all of them (x
Monday, September 12, 2005
are you aware of what you make me feel, my dear?right now i feel invisible to you
like i'm not real..
=((
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ohmy.
my arms and legs are still aching. especially my arms. head is feeling so heavy right at the moment :'( okays. blame myself. hahahahah! must be because of the drink hur X=
SATURDAY 10.09.05
over at my sis house for her housewarming. met up with joanna, elaine and jennnifer down to fisherman. had no intention to drink at first but no idea what made me change my mind.
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the drink i had. Nite Apple.
so i had no intention of getting home early that night either X= dropped off at central park errrs.. haa! the usual hangout ehs. bball court of central park. but when i reached they've stopped playing soccer. over to 7-eleven till i've got no idea what time but darl sent me home at 3.30AM. sitting on the bicycle does hurt my butt lah. hah! but i just feel so blessed at that moment (:
jo's afraid. dont be okay. hah! of being "blacklisted" by my darhling.
hmmms...
SUNDAY 11.09.05
met up with jo at her hse tgt with kaili and weiwei for mugging session.
see how messy the table is. notes, pens, mathematical set, hp but errrs... what is the SHE vcd doing the table?
dinner cooked by auntie. thanks thanks. (:
so got home rather early like 10 pm? haha! as school starts today hur hur!!
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lessons as usual today. last lesson b4 prelim starts tomorrow with PRACTICAL yah. arhhss.. but what the hell is sharon doing here? muahaha!! okay fine. study study study. going to get my ass off here as soon as i finish my blog post (:
enjoyed my after school lunch at Jack's Place today. first time there tgt with joanna and cherlin (:
see. am done. haha!
nites pple.
i love family.
i love my darhling.
i love my teddies.
kaili love her mama X= (okay, am late for a day neway) =pP
and the list goes on and on. hahah!
Sunday, September 11, 2005
how disappointing!im disappointed at this as well as that.
haha, i guess u cant have what you want everything in life.
(:
Saturday, September 10, 2005
currently blogging using my sis com. OMG!! the com screen is a bloody 19 inch and it's so nice alright. hahahahahah!!--
what a hetic day for me yesterday. rushed to school am late again as usual but the teacher is always later that us. hah! history was only going through notes on China, highlighting important words along the way. lessons ended at 11 plus where we namely jelynn, fadhilla headed over to 824 for lunch with lydia joining us while waiting for huimin who seems to be taking her own sweet time. LOL!
she came with 7 badminton rackets. how nice right (: yups. headed over to the cc court which we had booked earlier on in the week. kinda expensive though. an hour per court = $4.10. got 2 courts for 2 hours = $16.40 so expensive right. hah!
and i go rushing home again at 1.45pm before going out at 2.15pm for tuition at eunos. blahhhs... you see. stayed for another 5 hours at there again. wth! X= finding it so sickening sometimes. lalallaal~ tuition ended at 8pm. blahs.. and it really irritates us to wait for bus15 for a pathetic half an hour. hah! back to tampines for dinner with bengyan till about 9.30 and LOL me went over to find darhling..
okay. am direction-less. not as if the first day you know me seyx. hah! and now the first incident where i got myself lost somewhere so near my house with him is flashing back into my mind =Pp so embrassing though. this is still not my place. lalallala~
walked over to inter after that. then me and wenyan went over to century to collect the tickets for our midnight movie, "the longest yard". it was ladies night at century and we actually stayed there to catch a 30sec pole dancing by a guy on stage. wahahaha!! at KFC for dinner and actually some arcade b4 the movie start.
the movie's nice (:
Thursday, September 8, 2005
weee~~ i'm a happy girl. am i? i may be but not truly happy.... ARIES, are like this??? with so many things all hidden inside me and no matter how much i say, what am not happy about actually will still be UNTOLD. lol! whatever.......... hahaha!happy happy happy. whyee? ._.
- am love by deardear.
- am love by dajiejie C: am i. her testi says so. lalala~
- got to talk to Mr Quek and i got to know that..
- MBS BAND CD IS LAUNCHING ON 11/11/05....... 11th November 2005. shall not be playing with the band?!?! probably not due to Olevel, no time for band practices if there is. shall just go and be the audience and witnesse the launching of the CD. i'm getting all so excited. muahahahaa!!!!!!
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have a break have a kitkat
BUT... nonono!! am not a kitkat lover. funny? dont pple love kitkat? NOT ME!! ha! just so happened that my tuition teacher gave 3 kitkats to me the other day. give me maltesers instead, it would be much more appreciated (:
maltesers rocks. X= nice packaging eh. (x
started loving maltesers ever since one trip down to SCH for tkband concert. ha! you know, the vending machines there sell chocolates. yummy.. -licks
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your lies they drop like acid rain
you washed away the best of me
you dont care
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didnt manage to stay up till 4 with him though. lalala~ am just 15min earlier mahs.
it rained. and if only i didnt have to go to school this morning. POA remedial. dental appointment cancelled.
lunched with dear after his exam after my remedial. (:
reached home and ahhuh. i went sleeping again.
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hafta stop. go mugmugmug.
while he having another paper right now.
all da best.
i <3 u
too!!
Wednesday, September 7, 2005
browsing around and i got this pict. hah! am so lagged behind X= LOL!taken on 9thAugust 05` the fireworks are now flashing back into my mind..... hah!
if you ask me how many times you've crossed my mind today, i'd just say once. cause you've never left.
愛你錯了吗
back to schh for english mock ytd. a difficult passage about whales i can say. mugging at airport again after that with bengyan peiqi xiaobin jewel & vivian.
peiqi and me
bengyan and me
had maths mock today. and 5 hours of MATHS tuition. gees! am done with my holiday assignment. (: i'm seeing numbers now.
cant even bring myself to look at my SS text right now. eyes are really closing. very soon. after this post. probably i'll go dead on my bed. boohoo! am practically going back to junyuan every single day. what a september holiday for me. POA lesson tomorrow. endure. SHORT TERM PAIN LONG TERM GAIN. okay. just thought of miss quek and this came to my mind. =S
am in no mood to blog.
swings~
am i thinking too much.
Monday, September 5, 2005
what a night out. (:KFC for dinner. over at jo's house ytd night, contributing to her 'wan wan xue bing' =X okay. it's good. went out in the middle of the night tgt with geraldine for some prata. hah!
went back to school for ss remedial today. practically trying my best not to fall asleep. errs.. not much of a use for today's remedial duhs. where we goes copying and copying where i cant even see from where am sititng. lalalal~ due to some errrs.. (for mie to know and for you to find out) =) everything ended at around 10.30 or so. went over to cc mac with joanna, huimin, jelynn and fad for breakfast. got home at 11.30. cancelled tuition as am tired resulting in no concentration. and just when am about to go to sleep, "irritating" sotong, yes she is irritating for this day =P had to call and sajiao to mie to get over to tm with her and fad. LOL me, practically shouting at her throughout the conversation. and by then i had only 10 mins to meet up with them.
and we spent like 4 hours tgt. an hour contributed to eating at KFC. half an hour in watson and the rest, guess just looking at the sales going on in every clothing shops we get to see there. i wanna put the video here.. LOL!!! as to how mie and fad came to a conclusion today as to why sotong is irritating. muahaha!!
back home again of cause to sleep. gtg for now. mug mug mug *
am not feeling good.
A TOUCHING STORY
My mom only had one eye.
i hated her...
she was such an embarrassment..
my mom ran a small shop at a fleamarket.
she collected little weeds and such to sell...
anything for the money we needed
she was such an embarrassment.
there was this one day during elementary school..
it was field day, and my mom came.
i was so embarrassed.
how could she do this to me?
i threw her a hateful look and ran out.
the next day at school...
"your mom only has one eye?!?!" ..
and they taunted me.
i wished that my mom would just disappear from this world so i said to my mom,
"mom.. why dont you have the other eye?!
if you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why dont you just die?!!!
"my mom did not respond..
i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time,
it felt good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say all this time..
maybe it was because my mom hadnt punished me,
but i didnt think that i had hurt her feelings very badly.
that night... i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me.
i took a look at her, then turned away.
because of the thing i had said to her earlier,
there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart.
even so, i hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye.
so i told myself that i would grow up and become successful.
cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty..
then i studied real hard.
i left my mother and came to Seoul and studied,
and got accepted in the Seoul University
with all the confidence i had.
then, i got married.
i bought a house of my own.
then i had kids, too..
now i'm living happily as a successful man.
i like it here because it's a place that doesnt remind me of my mom.
this happiness was getting bigger and bigger,
when..what?!
who's this?!...
it was my mother.....
still with her one eye.
it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me.
my little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.
and i asked her,"who are you?!"
"i dont know you!!!" as if trying to make that real.
i screamed at her," how dare you come to my house and scare my daughter!"
"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
and to this, my mother quietly answered,
"oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the wrong address,"
and she disappeared out of sight.thank goodness...
she doesnt recognize me..
i was quite relieved.
i told myself that i wasnt going to care,
or think about this for the rest of my life.
then a wave of relief came upon me...one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
so, lying to my wife that i was going on a business trip, i went.
after the reunion, i went down to the old shack, that i used to call a house...
just out of curiosity
there, i found my mother fallen on the cold ground.
but i did not shed a single tear.
she had a piece of paper in her hand....
it was a letter to me.
my son...
i think my life has been long enough now..
and...
i wont visit Seoul anymore...
but would it be too much to ask if i wanted you to come visit me once in a while?
i miss you so much..
and i was so glad when i heard you were coming for the reunion.
but i decided not to go to the school....
for you...
and i'm sorry that i only have one eye,and i was an embarrassment for you.
you see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
as a mom, i couldnt stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye...
so i gave you mine...
i was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
i was never upset at you for anything you did..
the couple times that you were angry with me,..
i thought to myself,
'it's because he loves me..
'my son... oh, my son...
):
Sunday, September 4, 2005
why must we all concealwhat we think, how we feel
must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide
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quoted:
"MR QUEK SAID THAT SOME PARTS OF OUR JAPANESE ANIMATION SOUNDED REALLY PROFESSIONAL AND NOT AT ALL LIKE A PRIMARY SCHOOL BAND"
arrhssss.. am so looking forward for OUR cd to be launch next year. cant wait. haha!!!
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finally went swimming yesterday after so long (: didnt swim long though, our stomach was grumbling X= haha! yepps, me and joanna. lunch or rather breakfast at bedok mcdonald then home sweet home. and piggish me fell asleep again when am suppose to meet out with her again after i put my stuffs and i mean i really feel deep asleep where not even my hp could wake mie up.
woke up at around 4 and started reading through RUSSIA again. revising it again and again. hopefully it's stuck in my mind lahs (x
met up with dear in the evening. then was soccer watching again. hah! prata and i reach home at 2.30am (: and that guy there goes "disturbing" my sleep or the other way round?!? muahhaa!! with him talking to mie late into the night. ended sleeping at 4am..*
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yippies.. and am going out right now. for dinner and lalalla~ i'm not coming home tonight. no i'm not and hopefully i'll not be deprived of using the com yah! LOL! just kidding. cheerios!
love mii dear dear <3
love mii mama <3
love ya peeps <3
=D
Saturday, September 3, 2005
dear..happy o8mth (:
iLu_
*muacks*
laughter is life's music
Friday, September 2, 2005
2 minutes to midnight. know what am i thinking about. hah!(:
Happy Teacher's Day
Thursday, September 1, 2005
wednesday 310805enjoyed myself i can say. started the day with floorball. supposed to be a student teacher game but the teachers were tired just after 2 rounds. no choice but to play with the other classes.
next was an hour of partying in class (: musical chairs. photo taking. dancing from cha cha to tango to indian dance taught by mrs shankar to can can to break dance in class. filling our whole classroom with music here and then. food's nice also. titbits, beehoon, sandwiches, curry puffs, dessert, drinks and of cause a cake (: sang a birthday song instead of a teacher's day song. LOL! ended the party with a song that goes " i love you, you love me, we are one big family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you *muack*, won't you say you love me too."
performance in school hall then. hehs! love our dedication. (:
yepps. 4E2's dedication to Mrs Shankar.
and Mr Ong's dedication to 4E2. hah!
TM's next with Joanna, XiangYi, KaiSin, HuiMin and Jelynn when the whole thing ended. got our tickets for "Drink Drank Drunk" at 2.10pm. Yoshinoya for our lunch first. the movie's not really that nice. LOL! shopped around. cabbed home and manage to reach home at 5pm when i got the call at 4.45 X= lalala~ kies. out again at 5.30pm to find senget and albert.. meet up with dear, james and ben at tanah merah and winnie at city hall. kekes!
dinner at carl's jr. the new fast food in town.
got home rather early that night. yeah.. i needed that. was tired. got to sleep as soon as i washed up. (:
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today..
woke up to go out with Marianne. over to lirbary@esplanade to study. am so fascinated with the music scores one can find over that. would be real mad if am able to play all those skills in the studies book. woah. 16 semiquavers in a bar. hah! just like flight of the bumble bee. i saw that score and am dazzled with all those notes. LOL! not an easy song X=
and superstar just ended not long ago.
congrats anw. hah!!!!
nites people. =)
