Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

hmms. you pple did well. and wells. sleep tite. sweet dreams. i love you.

let your heart out.

Monday, April 21, 2003Y

good luck for your test tmr. sleep earlie. but remember to study hard. haha. dun think you will see me.. yarhs. and we shall celebrate. know you like to celebrate :P.. haha. mie tv show starts liaos.. buais~

let your heart out.

Y

i linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

don't say i'm out of touch
with this rampant chaos - your reality
i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
the nightmare i built my own world to escape

in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light

let your heart out.

Y

my ex tuition teacher is so nice! haiz.. am feeling so bad tt i quit tt tuition..
coz he is realli nice to mi.. yup.. was feeling awkward den dun dare to msg him..
he msg mi juz now.. ask mi how am i.. n he miss me.. haha.. of coz! i am a veri gd student...
kinda miss him too.. haha.. mabbe shall go n visit him sumtimes...
oh.. n he said he can help whenever i have problems with my maths..
after i quit? haha.. he is nice. :)

let your heart out.

Sunday, April 20, 2003Y

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become

now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

let your heart out.

Saturday, April 19, 2003Y

haha.. the pic -points below- is so cute! :) haha.. am currently in luv with meng zhe now..
haha.. he got dimples!
niwae.. pls help mi find the mtv 'dang ni' he shot with wang xin lin yea?
have been trying to find it but..

let your heart out.

Y

let your heart out.

Y

heys. i helped you delete that wang ren fu pics liaos. haha. aniwae. i feel like toking to you tonite lehs? call you cans? okok. am being dumb. dun think you can see this in time though since you blog so lil these daes. -shrugs-

let your heart out.

Friday, April 18, 2003Y

seems like it it've been qt a long time since i last update..
busy..
am busy with sch wk. xiao pin. my ju. n going out!
haha.. how can i survive without going out?
i needa relax! by buying things.. haha.. i am spending so much money nowadays..
-shrug- it sorta relieved my stress? budden it's nt gd.. coz i am gonna
be broke soon..
hm.. tml got pai ju for xiao pin again..
well we have it almost everyday lah.. but i keep on going off early.
haha... watch the nkf show again today. third time i am watching huang pin yuan on nkf.
another time is on tv mobile! =) haha.. he is so cute! got dimples! haha...
wadeva lah.. i keep remembering jialin saying i like old guys!
i dun! i like huang pin yuan bcoz he is cute n charming k! i admitt i have weird taste.. but it's not bad taste!

let your heart out.

Sunday, April 13, 2003Y

weis~ i helped you delete the other two entries -points down- cos it's the same ones. haha. even though it is posted by your her also no need to post three times rite? haha.. oops. later you did it on purpose then i delete liaos.. -swallows- at most let you hoot me larhs. haha.. wan an. think you are most probably aslp liaos. aniwae.. haha. sillie me. hmms. sweet dreams then. love you. see you in school tmr. :))

let your heart out.

Y

haha... tt pic in my gbk is so big! am not gonna delete it.. coz it is put by u.
and it is cute! haha...

let your heart out.

Saturday, April 12, 2003Y

heys. i shifted your alignment liaos. dun tell you wanted it the wae it was.. i will faint.. haha.. just kidding. :P

let your heart out.

Friday, April 11, 2003Y

did you do anithing to your alignment? haha. aniwae. i m feeling better liaos. yea! sch reopening soon.. hen kuai jiu ke yi jian dao ni le! :))

let your heart out.

Y

to u... and u...



Sometimes in life,
You find a special friend,
Someone who changes your life
Just by being a part of it
Someone who makes you laugh
Until you can't stop
Someone who makes you believe
That there really is good in the world
Someone who convinces you that
There really is an unlocked door
Just waiting for you to open.
This is a Forever Friendship.
And forever have no end.
When you're down,
And the world seems dark and empty,
She lifts you up in spirit
And makes that dark and empty world
Suddenly seem bright and full
She gets you through
The hard times, the sad times, the confusing times
If you turn and walk away
She follows
If you lose your way,
She guides you
And cheers you on.
She holds your hand
And tells you that everything
Is going to be okay
And if you find such a friend,
You feel happy and complete,
Because you need not worry

I am glad to have found u..

let your heart out.

Y

haha... i am finding pics n putting them everywhere...
but they r all nice pics!
had a gd time today... eh.. first, when to pai ju.. sook's ju.. qianya is improving! haha.. gd..
den went to eat sakae sushi.. am still damn full now.. haha.. but the food was really qt nice..
hmm.. tml still got pai ju.. not really looking forward to it.. feel like slacking.. but.. nvm..
shall do wad i am supposed to do.. cannot dislike wad u r doing.. muz try to like it.. den u wun be unhappy..
rem sumone said tt.. =)

let your heart out.

Y

jiejiejie!! ni zai na li? i m feeling a lil sick now. sobs. just dun feel good larhs. where are you? i feel like toking to you. but haiz. i dun feel like toking. as in.. you get wad i mean? boo. think not onlie mie stomach having problem.. mie brain seems to be in a lousy condition as well. haiz.

let your heart out.

Thursday, April 10, 2003Y

shall put a pic here to cheer myself up..
it's so sweet... =)

let your heart out.

Y

am bored.. haiz..
done with..
-physic tys...
-social studies
-zhou ji
-eng essay

can't seem to find my history text..
am not going to do my maths.. so sick of work liao..
hmm.. anyone out here wanna help mi with maths?
argh.. juz when i start to like physics.. i grew to hate maths.. wadeva..

let your heart out.

Monday, April 07, 2003Y

to kang:


Dear.. i am so sorry.. think i din call u for a veri long time liao.. n last nite u was online so i din call u too.. tonite? but after 9.. coz i have tuition.. yup.. wo hao xiang ni! hope u've been taking care n enjoying urself..
juz wanna say.. i love u!

let your heart out.

Y

dun feel like doing work today.. not in the mood.. hm.. shall see how thing goes later...

let your heart out.

Y

the stupid thing tt i did...

erm yar... i returned MY book

to the library...
was searching for it when i realised tt..
=( any idea how to get it back?

let your heart out.

Y

jialin came over to my hse today, ha. to do work.. my mom says she is cute.. haha.. i think so too.. ;)
basically.. it was an ok day.. much better den yesterday.. haiz.. i am being bullied.. cannot use the comp too much!
coz sumone will start to scream.. haiz.. it's not my mom.. not my dad.. but my bro!!!
was watching leslie ye ban ge sheng n qiang wang on tv.. act.. he is not bad looking.. find him kinda charming..
it's such a pity.. n yan ban ge sheng!! it's such a sad n touching show! oh man.. n the song is damn nice.. hm.. mabbe i shall catch his other shows on tv...

let your heart out.

Y

ha.. am done with..
- physics wkst 10, 11
- all tht am ex tt i owe!
- all the mcq required to do in physis tys

yeah.. let's see..

physics wkst 8,9,10,11
physics TYS mcq
physics TYS stuctured ques
chin wkst
2 jian baos
zhou ji
c-lit
arguementative essay
descriptive essay
social studies chap 3 and wkbk pg30
history 8.2 wkbk 98-100
maths TYS ques
all the AMs i owed
chem ques

but i nv bring my ss and history back!!! haiz...

let your heart out.

Sunday, April 06, 2003Y

bet you are still asleep or something liddat. heys~ wo yi jing qi chuang le.. zai deng ni de dian hua lehs..

let your heart out.

Y

heys. ni mei shi ba? wei shen me ni de brother so mean? dun be pissed larhs. chill kaes?

let your heart out.

Y

When this began
I had nothing to say
And Id get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And Id let it all out to find
That im not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that Ive got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And Ive got nothing to say
I cant believe I didnt fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everwhere only to find
That its not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
Until I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like Im somewhere I belong

Somewhere I belong

let your heart out.

Y

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

let your heart out.

Y

am damn pissed off by my bro..
=( today is not a gd day...

let your heart out.

Saturday, April 05, 2003Y

yi wei ni wang le suo yi xuan ze chen mo

hai ji de ni de shou chuan lai de wen rou

tian gang liang le you shi yi ye deng dai

ni hai you shen me jie kou ke yi lai hong wo

kan qing zi ji de cui ruo

he ni de ruan ruo

li jing zhe duan gan qing zhi hou

wo cai liao jie ling yi ge wo

zhong yu she de qu cheng quan qu fang shou

guo wo zi ji de shen huo

ou er xiang ni de shi hou

jiu rang hui yi lai pei wo

zhong yu she de qu cheng quan qu fang shou

bu zhui wen ni de gan shou

zun zhong bi ci de xuan ze

dang ni jue di le xiang zuo

wo wang qian zou bu ting de zou


heys~ is dat the lyrics you wanted? -points upwards- i had to change everything to han yu pin yin for you! just cos your comp cannot view chinese words. see how nice i m? -sticks out tongue- haha. shan crap animore. you take good care of yourself! tok to you tonite? but you must message me first.. cos i m going out todae..

let your heart out.

Y

done with...
-history
-arguementative essay
-another jian bao
- 1 AM ex
- physics wkst 9
haha.. am proud of myself today! =)

let your heart out.

Friday, April 04, 2003Y

hmm.. i din really do anything today :( but i manage to bring my printer for repair at funan there.. not all by myself lah of coz. with my dad and bro.spent my whole day on tt actually.. haiz.. but the gd thing is--- my printer is working again.. haiz.. see all the hw tt we r given hor. i really feel like fainting.. there are so much to do.. so today is not a gd day at all!
hmm.. except tt i got a belated present frm my bro -surprised-
yea... it's a mahjong game cd! haha... shall go n play now!

let your heart out.

Y

haha.. this song is for...
u shld noe lah...


We were strangers
Starting out on a jouney
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the begining with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road And I want keep to going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a raod
Now and forever
Wounderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing at the begining with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the begining with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I now my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's ganna tear us apart


Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
at the begining with you

let your heart out.

Thursday, April 03, 2003Y

haha.. am happy n satisfied today! did my history den i went out with kang. haha... went to town.. it's the first time i see orchard so quiet.. coz of the sars? but act... the most dangerous place will becum the safest place when everyone dun dare to go liao... isn't it?
oh! i bought a lot of stuffs! yeah! i bought a bottle.haha.. i am indecisive.. spent alot of time thinking of which to buy.. a new cd(liang jing ru's new album.. din like her at first.. still dun really now.. but i think her songs are nice!).. cookies(yum!).. haha.. n yes.. a bk! i am so guai rite.. coz me $50+ -heartache- but.. =) i am still happy tt i manage to get everything i wan! realise i luv shopping n buying things 4 myself.. haha.. you shi hou chong yi chong zi ji shi hui kai xin de!
to kang: thanx for the day! haha.. noe i really
took a veri long time.. am sorry yea.. hope i can go out with u again soon! ha..
but next time.. dun bully mi! bu ran wo ku ge ni kan! ni shi zhu arh!


to yo yo: haha... glad tt u r smart enough to see wad i mean..



am missing u THIS much.. haha..




u take care yea. +ilu+



to jazz: hey! u r the first person to say tt clay is cute! haha..
it means tt u got gd taste! ha. u tc yea.. will b seeing u in 3 days time? =)

let your heart out.

Y

i think the picture i post in your blog is so cute lorhs.. ni hai shi qu jian tao yi xia ni zi ji ba.. -shakes head- [k]

let your heart out.

Wednesday, April 02, 2003Y

weis~ now mie friend thinks that i like clay aiken!!! but i dun! -screams- mie reputation is gone!! down the drain!! ah~ next time, leave your name behind or at least indicate sth cans? wo bu yao ren jian yi wei wo xi huan clay aiken. -sighs-

let your heart out.

Y

-yawns- am waiting for your call now. i m trying mie best to stae awake.. -yawns- kuai dian larhs.

let your heart out.

Y

wad did you do to mie blog? wad's that picture of that guy doing in mie blog? how can you do this to me? jie, ni de liang xin zai he fang? ni.. ni.. ni ling wo tai shi wang le.. -shakes head- haha. kk, shall stop commenting on your excellent taste now lest you beat me up. haha. lame. you still wanna tok on phone wan norts? phengs. i shall slowly learn to accept your taste.. hmms. -pained expression-

let your heart out.

Y

so i m supposed to call you? why i alwaes call you ones? boo. i wanna complain! haha. nvm. used to it liaos. -hints- aniwae if you were to call, wo bei fang fei ji de ji hui geng duo.. suo yi.. hai shi suan le. :P wo da jiu shi. haha shall go see wad you wrote in mie blog now. hope i dun faint. lol.

let your heart out.

Y

hm.. i think i made a mess out of my blog juz now.. but now it's ok liao.. all thanx to dor... thanx alot! haha... i'm really qt stupid yea.. nvm.. am determined to improve! yes. i will! am happy today.. ha.. qt proud of myself.. finished my physics wkst, jian bao, 2 a-maths. haha.. am so guai today.. said tt i will do n i did! though it seems to b kinda little.. tml i will do more! still got an argumentative essay -groans-
talked to dith today.. ha.. she is entertaining.. had fun talking to her.. got to noe qt sum stuffs.. oh. i received xuemei's letter! she realli sent it to me. thanx dear! haha... i shall try to finish ur letter by tonite den.. dun feel like sleeping.. dunno why.. -shrugs-

let your heart out.

Y

clay aiken!
n the song he sang on american idol last week!!! haha.. noe i'm kinda mad but hey.. i think he is really cute! and he has a really great voice..i love the song! =) haha...

let your heart out.

Y

Alone again tonight without someone to love.
The stars are shining bright so one more wish goes up.
Oh, I wish I may and I wish with all my might.
For the love I'm dreaming of and missing in my life.

You'd think that I could find a true love of my own.
It happens all the time to people that I know.
Their wishes all come true so I've got to believe.
There's still someone out there who is meant for only me.

I guess I must be wishing on someone else's star.
It seems like someone else keeps gettin what I'm wishing for.
Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are?
I guess I must be wishing, on someone else's star.

I sit here in the dark and stare up at the sky,
But I can't give my heart one good reason why.
Everywhere I look it's lovers that I see.
It seems like everyone's in love with everyone but me.

let your heart out.

Y

let your heart out.

Y

you are still not online. -searches arnd- i m so bored.. -sighs- am counting down to wad time you will call me.. weis~ you better not fang wo fei ji hors.. or else.. i.. i.. i dunnoe larhs! :P but you better call..

let your heart out.

Tuesday, April 01, 2003Y

hmms.. why you never blog todae? haha, am being sillie larhs. never mind. you dun mind me blogging in your blog rite? later i spoil your alignment.. haha.. at most you edit it lorhs. carn help it.. i ver sianx larhs. :P

let your heart out.

Y

=) am in a happy mood today... eh.. well... for the first part of the day lah..went to my grandma's hse.. ha.. my little cuz was there! she's so cute! she super active can.. run here n there with a ball den wan mi to play with her! n she call mi! haha.. so sweet! now i'm looking forward to go my grandma's hse again... but the later part of the day.. -shakes head- i took the wrong bus to tuition! there was at least 5 bus at the bus stop tt i cld take but i took the wrong one! gosh.. can't believe myself.. a 15-20mins bus trip becum a one and a half hr one.. =( n my tuition teacher had to announce to the whole class summore..argh! but.. he did make mi laugh... haha.. a funny tuition teacher i've got.. i swear i wun take the wrong bus ever again! hmm.. have been slacking for days liao.. mabbe i shld start work tml...

let your heart out.

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