Entertaining

Man, didn't come onlne for a day and I get 16 emails in my inbox o.o Most of em are junk mail anyway. I just read the title and "Delete" :P Lol...

Been busy with Joyce and Mercy. Hahaha. Yesterday, I didn't go to Youth Group coz I had to accompany them to One Fullerton. Took some pics. We went to Night Safari! Oh btw, before were went to One Fullerton, we were in my room, playing The Game of Life. It was kinda hilarious. Coz we were goin nuts, and we got so many debts! Hahaha XD

And at one point, their mum was rushing us to quickly finish playing, and we were rushing. Mercy kept getting loads of $50,000 bills coz she's get one bill if someone spun the spinner off track, or got it stuck. Lol. And since we were panicking, we were spinning like crazy. I kept laughing SO HARD that I ended up crying. My face was flooded with tears. Omg... it was painful, yet pleasureable, coz Ihaven't had such a good laugh in MONTHS. DANG.

Night Safari... so BLOODY crowded. On the way there, I was telling them the story about HAir Extensions, And when we were interrupted, we'd pause, and Mercy would tell me to go on. Lol. SO FUN. WAHAHAHAHA.

They pressed me to speak Singlish. Of course, I wouldn't. Like dude, I'm trying to avoid it during the holidays especially. eek. But I DID show them like, examples:
"I came." = "I got come"
Yeah... you get the idea. Then came home. Had a nice cold shower :D Then we played Game of Life again! Hahaha... this time, we read all the rulkes thouroughly. And we realised, this whole time, we were breakin like, so many rules. Hahaha. And we played 2 rounds before we went to sleep... like, near 1am. Haha

Oh yeah, after breakfast and a walk in the Botanical Gardens yesterday, we went for a swim coz it was REALLY hot. My gosh. So they borrowed a few swimming clothes. Then we went to the pool ^^ Thank goodness the water wasn't heated up by the sun yet :D Mercy is so good at swimming o.o DANG.

Okay... I keep smelling vanilla coming from my hands... But my soap is not vanilla scented!! :( Urgh. Annoying smell... We went to funan just now. My dad was taking a look at laptops. My mum wants to buy me and Apple. I want another Fujitsu, coz Apple doens't have the tablet pc :( So I can't draw on the screen. Argh.

Okay, I'm goin to church later, my dad's sending Mercy, Joyce and their parents to Vivo. So they'll just hang there till 7 I guess? Coz that's when my churh ends, and we're have dinenr at Long Beach. Woohoooo

Gonna show them I Not Supid tonight after dinner. Hahaha. An original Singapore film... interesting.... I took some photos, but there are even more in Mercy's camera and her dad's cam. So yeah :)

I won't be posting again, until the 2nd of January. That's when school starts, but I'm not going anyway. Lol. Just ognna stay home and rush the remaining of my homework. MWAHAHAHAHA. And of course, try to post the pics if Mercy's sent them to me already :) Bye people!

Oh yeah, and the game that my bro was playing the other day, is Dead Space. and there were these mutated babies crawling around... hahaha

Hold

You know, I have a tendency to hold onto people... Sometimes, I feel as if I'm just bribing them... you know? Like, I go overseas, I buy these gifts... give give give... or I invite them over to my house... party... food... party... food... And if I ask them what's a good factor about me, it's ALWAYS art. Like, is there anything else good about me? You know, people need compliments once in awhile.

Example:
You're a girl okay? And your boyfriend keeps saying "you're beautiful". EVERYTIME. That's the only word he says about you. You're beautiful. After a while, you begin to think... that's when the troubles come. You think... whether he's dating you only because of your looks, your body or whatever... Which is mostly the case sometimes. It's shit I tell you.

Like hello, the looks don't matter ALL the time. It's the inside that get you attracted to them. What about me? Seems like the people I make friends with in real life, hang with me coz... I don't even know =.= I guess I never asked or they never told me. And the people I make friends with online, and have hardly or never met, know me for who I really am.

It's the insides. The way they talk to you, the way they think... that is what should attract you in the first place. If it's just looks, then the love is bound ot fade. I mean, everyone grows old... Some of you don't admit you just love that person for looks. But come on, don't make me test the love man... Maybe I should try pushing him or her off a building, leaving them scarred for life. Then see how YOU react to it. Would you leave em? Or would you stay by their side forever?

I have no idea what triggered me to write about this topic today... But when I think about all these teenage relationships in Singapore, or probably in any other country, I jsut feel like knocking some sense into them. Some relationships can even last for just a few days!! Like, WHAT IN THE WORLD?!?!?! Has everyone just mistook the meaning of LOVE for TEMPORARY COMPANIONS?!?!

GOSH.

Anyhow... yeah, back to my first topic... keeping a hold on people... I tend to do that... dang. I'm sorry if you're a guy... especially a one I like or care about or you like me or sth... you get the idea. I'd probably be prone to teasing? I'm SO sorry... I just love to do that sometimes... on other times, I don't even know I'm doin it o.o Probably coz I don't want people to leave? I jsut want them to stay... you know? It's like, something to prove to myself that there is someone out there, who don't just like me for money, or for art... those materialistic stuff. But more of the inners :) Love my inners :D Not my outers ^^

C-Day, and after it

Yesterday........ I finished up the world-globe 960-pieced puzzle :D WOOOO. Although some of the pieces are not in the right places... odd. the lines match, but the colour doesn't. Dang. lazy to change it anyway.

Then... watched tv... and did 1 history essay... 3 more to go. omg.

Then today... had tuition in the morning. And started on another 1000-piece puzzle. It's a replica of The Creation of Adam (a painting) :) I got some parts of the corners already... shall continue later on.

Joyce, Mercy and their parents are coming over to stay for a few days later tonight :D WHEEEE. Gonna bring them to Night Safari tmrw I think. Yeah.... dunno what other places my parents have planned to bring us to. dang.

Btw, my sister's present for me arrived!! WOOOOO

THE BOX!!

Me... in the process of ripping it open...

And what is that? :D

It's the BALL OF WHACKS!!! AWESOME!!! Hahaha... what a great away to be the answer to boredom. lol. I thought it was gonna be the Boytown soundtrack though :( But this magnetic ball is great too :D THANKS SIS!!!! ^^

LALALA

Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS

In a few hours, happy children would be ripping off the wrapping paper seperating them from their presents... just hiding in that paper... waiting to be revealed!

Pity, I've got none to open up this year. hahaha

But I got several of mine before Christmas Day itself :) Well, may EVERYONE, of every race, religion, nationality, country, city, town, village, height, weight, size, ... and so on.. .you get the idea :P

Having an amusing chat with my brother right now...
Bro: i guess christmas will be spend kicking mutated babies
tell mom that later lol
Me: hahaha she can read it from here
It's so interesting to meet people for the first time. and when they ask about what my brother does for a living, I can say that he kicks mutated babies. lol
that's pretty amusing
Bro: LOL
it's VERY amusing
just got the trophy today, for kicking 10 of those babies
u let them latch on to u and then u rapidly mash X
then the char will grab them and them kick them
wonder what tong will say
Me: mum says that we gotta pray for you more often...
Bro: LOL

my bro is amusing... and so am I! lol

Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve... The evening where most families would gather round the table and eat a wonderful meal :) Of ham, turkey etc.

My family? Well... I just had 2 tuitions today, and I'm using the comp coz I've got nothing to do... Later, after dinner, gotta go to The Alexcier with my parents. There's a relay there, of a Christmas service in Indonesia. So we'll be in Alexcier, watching it live... Yeah...

Yawn... Not too exciting huh? lol... I made a DeviantArt account a couple days ago. Coz hardly anyone uses flickr... so yeah... I uploaded my pictures... Now I'm tryin to scan in my drawings and stuff :) so you can check out http://fakingitout.deviantart.com

Psychic!

Omg. I predicted the future on Friday night. And it came true on Saturday during Youth Group.

I dreamed that I recieved an email from Ci Arlene:
Ci Novi < Dea, Lovely and Keren > Ci Sanny

AND OMG. On Saturday, Dea was in Ci Novi's group, and Keren and I were in Ci Sanny's group. GOSH.

I'M PSYCHIC!!!! This is the first time I've had a dream which happened in less than 24 hours o.o

Anyhow, went to Christy's house for dinner just now. Omg... STEAK!! And it was SUPER GOOOOOOOOOOOOD. I ate about 3-4cm worth of steak. WAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

Then had some vanilla ice cream. lol Definitely gonna gain weight XD Hahahaha

Currently addicted to the song: Shadows by Nidji. It's an Indonesian band btw. And they sang that song in English. Pretty good o.o And it was used to advertise HEROES. lol

Geeks

I just took this quiz on facebook. About what kind of people I attract. And it's SO true.

"Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console."

Dang. Lol... But probably it should be the other way around? I'm attracted to geeks. Hahaha

305

This is my 305th post... You know, next year, I should aim to post 365 times. LOL. I probably won't have the time anyway. ahaha

I deleted 257 songs from my comp today. FEELS GOOD. Coz my iPod was getting full anyway. So I was deleting all the songs I don't really listen to. Hahaha

Then, I threw out some more leftovers from my room. And they are my Lower Secondary worksheets... papers... some books yeah... And I passed all my textbooks to my mum... in case she wants to give it to someone or sth... *shrugs*

And Tanglin Mall probably just sprayed the soapy thingy... Coz I can hear Christmas Carols coming from there. Umm... I shall post about my reflections before I leave for Indo on the 29th... and make my New Year Resolutions on the 2nd. I'm DEFINTELY not going to school on the 2nd. I WANNA ENJOY THE LAST BIT OF MY HOLIDAYS. I'm not going to school, and you can't make me >< *makes a baby face*

Pretty bored right now... hmm... Went to rmj just now. Was NEARLY late but luckily, the bus came in time, so I reached at 2.28pm :D Haha. Ko Jetan lost his voice jsut now... So it sounded pretty hoarse when he was speaking. Um.

Currently, I'm trying to learn a piano piece called Consolation. Or, Songs Without Words Op. 3 No. 3 Yeah... I just learnt it halfway so far. Teehee. And learning Julia from Final Fantasy.

I have no idea what to talk about today... seriously...


"As I sit here helplessly, waiting for you to come home..."

Photos

This was taken during the Indonesian session of the Christmas Gospel Rally. Rev. Billy Kristanto conducting us :) If you can see it clearly enough, I'm the second girl from the left from the 2nd row of girls :)

Our choir... when my pastor conducted us :) Rev. Dr. Stephen Tong ^^

That's me in white. And Yu Jia next to me. My mum took this pic during the chinese session of the Christmas Gospel Rally :) It was almost full! Last year, there was so much people that some ended up sitting on the steps of the aile o.o

A picture I took a few days ago. Uhh... Notice the background? MY ROOM IS A MESS. So yeah... and after the spring cleaning today,...

SUPER CLEAN!!! LOL

Some Random Stuff

Hmm, starting the 1st of January, Singapore's not gonna allow people to smoke... uhh... I think within 5 metres outside a shopping mall or sth... Yeah... And yesterday, Theo, Arabella and I were walking home from Takashimaya. And there was this guy smoking outside the door.

After walking past, I just couldn't stop grinning. He probably knew about the new upcoming law... Coz he was sucking on his cigarette like there was no tomorrow.

I'm kinda panicking about my entrance exams to UWC. I haven't touched my math in awhile... and I'm still not done with my history or SS or chem homework... My mum, maid, and I were doing some SUPER SUPER spring cleaning in my room. Dang. Now it looks as if I'm moving to a new house.

The Last Comic Standing

Everyday, I've been watching this show on Star World. Man, they always get me crackin :D These people coming from many parts of America to be the last ocmedian standing :) And there's been one stuck on my mind:

*this black man comes up on stage*
You know, I'm been discriminated a few times when I came to Jersey. I've been pulled over by the cops... 8 TIMES.
And the cop walks over and asks,"Do you know why I pulled you over?"
So I asked why.
"Coz you're black! HAven't you been reading the newspapers? Hahahaha!"
You know, it's strange when cops pull you over because you're not wearing a seatbelt... Well, yeah, I wasn't wearing a seatbelt... in the backseat of a taxi.
*audience laughs*
That's a joke people... haha... that was a joke... I'm from New York, I can never get a taxi!
Alright thank you people!

Hahahhaa. Man, I love that joke. lol Hahahha... And man, I think I was bitten by the Friends bug. Lol... Now I keep watching Friends............ Every weekday. Dang.

Scream

Last night, Diy, SL, and Jody came to my house. We ate at Spageddies for dinner. Had some laughs :) Then came to my house and watched this Japanese horror film called "EXTE - Hair Extensions".

We were screaming like super loud in the living room, till we even scared my dog. Hahahaha XD Oh come on, if you see some evil hair chasing after a little girl half your size, wouldn't you be scared? Dang. And yes, as amusing it sounds, it really isn't. The thing with this movie... It kinda contrasts a lot.

Like one moment, it's dark, scary, and jumpy. The next moment, it's happy... with bright sunny colours, and cheery music. Gosh. And everytime the hair starts attacking, the song of Silent Night would come out. And like, dude... SCARY. And that thing with the bell... omg.

Come on... it's gross when you see hair coming our of your eyes, your mouth... and any other wounds that you have on your body... And even though that girl was dead, hair still kept growing... and omg. The ending was kinda hilarious at one point. Where that creepy guy who was obsessed with hair got cut. Left with his feet and his head... WEIRD. Like... WEIRD!!! LOL. And his head plopped onto his feet, and it was still waddling about. LOL. Then it turned half a circle... and stopped moving. HAHAHAHAA

Okay... totally morbid me. :P

Gonna play Mahjong with Theo and Arabella now :D TEEHEE

4 times

Okay... I know this is my 4th post for today... but, I'M SOOOO BORED. lol

And... I don't know why I'm thinking with that kind of really american accent... those that bimbos in movies do? And I really don't know why my brain's capacity is turning about the same... *shrugs*

Okay... umm... I watched The Day The Earth Stood Still.... NOT WORTH IT. Like... seriously... Yes, the ideas are pretty unique. Nice super powers. But the ending sucks =.= Yes. I say plainly, the ending sucks.

But, I THINK this movie would be better than Bolt...

Umm... Gonna have a movie day tmrw... Heehee. Gonna watch some horror film bout HAir Extensions... LOL. Probably will scare the crap out of people with hair extensions :P And we're watching it after dinner... WAHAHAHAHAHA

Hmm... Uhh... I haven't measured my weight in awhile... I'm afraid to look at the numbers and do the math. GAH *hides behind sofa*

lol... me being quirky me... SOOOOOO BORED. And totally not in the mood to do homework. GAH.

What I Want From...

I want...

You know what, I'll make my own private list. the next time a guy comes by, ... *check... check... hmm... not present... no... check... hmm, did he do that?... maybe not... check... check... no... no... check... no...*

Being perfectionist me, I'll grade. I jsut gotta think of criterias...shouldn't be so hard right?

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
how can we say forever

(chorus)
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all The times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can't you see it baby,
You've got me going crazy

(chorus)

I wonder how we can survive, this romance
But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance

Oh you can't see it baby
You've got me going crazy

(chorus)

I'll Be Right Here Waiting For You - Bryan Adams

Movie

Alright... it's been a while since I watched a decent movie in the cinema. The last time I did, I got into trouble o.o

Nvm. Uhhh.... Gonna watch The Day The Earth Stood Still with my mum afterwards.. at 4.25pm. GV Grand... GOLD CLASS! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA XD Bloody expensive tickets =.= They suck your wallets dry.

Hmm... with my fringe parting in the middle, wearing my glasses, I look like a dork. Gonna go make it wet... hahaha. See ya people

Not Again

Sometimes, I feel so stupid I wanna whack myself.

I'm sorry bout last night... If it meant anything to you. But I would also have appreciated it if you had told me then to just shut up. Maybe I'd know you cared... you know? Sometimes I just get so carried away in my own world I don't care about others anymore.

Selfish me.

And, I shouldn't be the one to wait for you. But you should wait for me. Till... I'm ready I guess? Like Dea, dude, it just doesn't make sense for a girl to wait for a guy... even though that was what I did with Xander. Waited for 3 years. 3 painful years, wondering and waiting. Guys came and went. And even then, he was STILL on my mind. Oh gosh. And when the chance came in February, I didn't take it. Any why? I WAS SO DARN STUPID. Me and my stupid PITY PITY PITY. URGH.

How did I know Xander would have changed his mind? Reading back the the Chat Log of February 2008 with him, I wondered... whether he truly has? But nvm. I shouldn't bring it up again... Now he actually scares me o.o AND WHY?!?!?! I HAVE NO IDEA?!?!

*smacks own forhead... buries face in hands*

I feel like crying. But that'll be stupid if I do =.= Crying over a matter like this. I push people. It's something I do... even unconsciously. I did that to.... I dunno. A few guys. And sometimes, even if I know I'm gonna be in a dilemma afterwards, I STILL do it. What am I tryin to do? Prove myself something??? Maybe someone who knows me better than myself can tell me.

And... I just fear. Fear that another part of me will get ripped out again. You know, I realise something. The relationship always ends around... May... June... July... that kind of time. WHY? Urgh. Orange boy (no idea why I jsut came up with that. prolly coz his surname is kinda obvious to a lot of ppl), left me in June for another girl. Yeah... and I THINK he regrets it now... Tofu, left me near the end of May. Dunno for what... it was never made clear.

And since... it's our Os next year. Would you leave me for your studies? I have a feeling you will... I mean, seeing how much you take your studies seriously... unlike me. TOTAL SLACKER. And yes, you probably know me better than tofu or Xander or Orange boy or Durian... Then you should probably know what I'm going through... or maybe not? *blank face... thinks...*

*moments of silence*

But maybe... Prove to me that I can have nothing to fear or worry about when it comes to you...

Obsession Possession

Okay... so maybe my sudden obsession with Hippos mean something?

Last night, I was hugging my green hippo to sleep... caressing it's head, that I thought... and thought and thought.

My gosh. I felt like a maniac for a minute there. Like... the super stalkerish type... you know? Those kind of people who have an obsession over sth, and they'll have that blank expression on their face as they caress sth... probably a cat or sth.

*shivers*

Creepy...

I came to a conclusion before I fell asleep... I probably cared for you much more than I thought. But it's also probably a one-time thing. So yeah... I'll just sit here and wait till it disappears. *swings feet*

But if it doesn't... then who knows... maybe someday................

omg. I just sounded like Xander o.o

The Day

WOOOO. Today, is the day of the Gospel Rally. RRRRAAAAHHHH!! (copying Phoebe here :P)

Lol. Well, I'm gonna leave in awhile... LA DEEDUM.

Crush - David Archuleta
I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

No Words

I dunno what to say. I absolutely understand.

And I really gotta stop doing that to people!! URGH. *slaps my own face*

Dang it. And sometimes, I don't even know I'm doing it...you know?

You're just such a close friend... I feel like I can tell you anything...... *thinks about that word*... uhh... should be appropriate...

Yeah... And you think I've gotten over it? You're still in mine too. Like, trying hard to burst out like a balloon... Okay... I don't think that matches

You probably feel that way coz what I told you of Xander? I'm sorry. Just know. I don't like guys mostly because of their looks. I look at other components as well. (I just sounded like a judge or sth =.=) Xander is perfect in ALMOST every way. There are 2 parts of him I just dislike. You're better than him when it comes to those parts :) He "wins" you in 3. Maybe you know... maybe you don't. Let me give you a clue, you should CLIMB STAIRS and reduce it to 2. Hhaahaha

Okay. sry bout that. I shouldn't be laughing =.= You know another component. The other component, I'm tryin to help you. Lol. Definitely gotta change style. But, climb stairs first. Hahaha. Then easier to match :)

But also, maybe I'm too much of a perfectionist myself. I probably have accepted what you are. But I just wanna make it even better... Of maybe I'm just fearful? You should know of who... she's sitting right next to me o.o

I have no words of how I feel. It's a mixture of those nice feelings, yet, kinda worried, fearful, anxious, paranoid. Maybe I just fear you'll be like the previous. And I admit, he DID tear out a chunk out of me.

Christmas Gospel Rally 2008

It's free admission. so you all don't have to worry about money. And it's next to Dover MRT. REALLY simple to get there. Convention Centre is next to the station! So yeah... AND I'M SINGING WITH MY CHURCH CHOIR!!
If you don't wanna go, at leas to go watch me!!! Wahahaha... okay okay... Gotta keep my Ego down. lol :P

I hope to see some of you guys there ^^

Lost Pictures

Okay, I'm gonna upload some pics that I've never uploaded... some for months, and some for weeks... or days. you get the idea. So yeah...

QPS 6A 2005 gathering at my hosue. I forgot whether I posted this up... haha. This is Niger. THE JOKER THAT EVERYONE LOVES. Hahaha. I love his tee. My gosh. "I am a bomb technician. If you see me running, try to keep up." Lol XD

This was during the Gospel Rally at the Indoor Stadium in September. And this was during the Children's Gospel Rally. Lol. 2 pics joined together. Ci Leoni speaking to introduce us. And then my church's children's choir on the right picture. See me? lol. THE TALLEST YOU KNOW. Well, Amadea, Jack and I were their special addition :P To make the kids sound... more in tune. LOL

Playing pinball during the work attachment. Hahaha. It was the last day! And there was nothing to do... Just', WY and I took turns playing. Dang. WY is GOOD.

Me... watching from the sidelines as Wing Yi steals it. lol... We really had nothing to do. Hahaha

I downloaded this program into my iPod Touch. And I can do this to pictures!! :D Like... some kaleidoscope thingy...

There was this metallic heart in New York... I posted this picture somewhere before...

THE HIPPOS I BOUGHT AT TAKA WITH MY MUM! HWAHAHAHAA. This is my christmas present form her ^^ WOO

One of the christmas decorations down at Orchard.

I watched Red Cliff just now... I only realized this morning that someone in my family bought the dvd. Hahaha. So... was watching it during lunch :) YAWN. So bored. I actually got bored of Audi after playing that for an hour. Sigh... I WANT GUILD WARS FOR A CHANGE 0.0

Pay It Forward

"Pay It Forward" Is a VERY VERY good and meaningful story. Like, if only this world was willing to do all this, this world would truly be a much better place. The movie stars Haley Joel Osment and some other few people. Great ending. And it's been a long time since I watched a movie for this genre, and is as good as this.

Oh gosh. The idea is that... for example, I help 3 people. 3 people in big things in their lives. And each of those 3 people, help 3 other people, and so on. From 3, to 9, to 27... etc And boom, many people can be affected. Yeah, it wouldn't work much, and, it'll be pretty hard, but that's what happens when you "Pay it forward".

So the next time you see someone in need, don't just look away. Approach, and help. And soon, you'll see more people helping others in need. And who knows, it could jsut lead to the world.



Migo is back :) Wheeee! ^^ time to make him lose some after his holiday. lol

Christmas

Okay. I know the previous post is kinda disturbing. But I do not intend to remove it ><
I'm addicted to My Heroes Ability on Facebook. As you can see on my tagboard. Jos and I are practically fighting over whose lvl is higher. Hahaha XD

And I guess what people say is right. You don't know what you have till you lose it. So I guess, I'd better value it more when it comes back :)

Murder

I'm gonna kill her... AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Where's my Migo confidante when I need him >< RAWR .

My mum scolded me like, LOTS and LOTS and LOTS jsut because OYJ and KF were in my room. Okay... fine, KF is a guy. I understand. He SHOULDN'T be in my room. But there was another girl (OYJ) in there too... pretty safe right?

And what's with this whole... racism thing? HUH? DUDE. Like, so what if he's half Indian half Chinese? He's still one of my close friends! WE SHARE THE SAME BIRTHDAY FOR GOODNESS SAKE. PLUS, from the SAME CLASS IN PRI SCHOOL. HOW DARE YOU call think of his as one of those foreign workers!!! AND STOP WORRYING THAT I'LL DATE HIM OR WHATSOEVER. My taste is NOT that bad. (no offence KF).

GAH. And over this teeny thing, about bringing guys to rooms, you scolded me for like, an hour. half in public, half at home. HOW DARE YOU punch me 4 times on my head and 3 times on my arm. I PUNCH YOU BACK THEN YOU KNOW AH.

You don't even know HALF OF THE STORY ON MY SIDE. AND YOU JUST ASSUME. YOU YOU YOU and your FKING ASSUMPTIONS. These, I have endured for more than YEEEEAAAARS. EVER sicne I could REMEMBER.

You asked me,"Let me ask you. If there was NO ONE home, would you bring a guy into your room?" I SHOOK MY HEAD (NO). AND YOU STILL HIT ME!! WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!?!?!?!

You are insane. I WISH YOU WOULD DIE. I WOULD BE MUCH HAPPIER. Even living in a prison is BETTER than living at home WITH YOU. ARGH.

You sent me to choir practice. I went up to the 3rd floor and stopped outside the room. I couldn't go in. Not with my eyes suddenly overflowing with tears of anger, hate, frustration, and sadness. I told Jack to come out. When she came out, she found me next to the door, squatting and crying my eyes out. Then we walked to the toilet as I told her everything. Omg.

I was still sobbing during choir prac, which I was late for about 47 minutes when I went into the room. SIGH. But now, it's fine. nothing going on coz YOU'RE busy with the games on your iPod. TYPICAL. You said that you wouldn't let anyone come over already. For a moment there, I thought I had to cancel the party next Wednesday. I guess not.

Cursed insane woman, I hate you.

Tired

Guess what, I just reached home from a 2 and a half hour church choir practice. Today, I already had a 2-hour church choir prac at church in the afternoon before the service.

And jsut now it was a last minute notification to all of us that my pastor (Rev. Dr. Stephen Tong) wanted to conduct us from 9.30pm onwards. Oh gosh. LAST MINUTE LEH.

And he wanted us to sing all the choruses from Handel's The Messiah. GOODNESS. We already practiced for the Christmas Gospel Rally already o.o So anyhow, at about 11.50 ++, he asked how much we had left. And we still had half the book to go. OH GOSH. Lol

And he made jokes of going on till 2am XD Hahahaha. I have no problem, coz I live about 5 mins away from The Alexcier :P Hahahaha.

As Jack and I were heading out the door of the building, she said,"Wow! It's midnight! See you later!" (coz we have another practice on Monday, 8th Dec, at 7pm). Then I said,"Sure!! *hugs* See you in 19 hours! Hahaha"

Now I shall go get a good night's sleep -.- *SNOREEEEEE*

Party!

Okay... I'm thinking of having a pool party again :) On the 17th!

Date: 17th December, Wednesday
Time: 7pm - (you need to go home)
Location: My house! THE POOL. Ask me personally for my address if you need it :)

If you wanna come, TELL ME FIRST. Oh and btw, to those who came for halloween, you guys mentioned a sleepover? lol... Whose up for it? :D

I Want a Hippopotamus for Christmas

Omg. I came across this song online as I was finding top Christmas songs for 2008 :) Hahaha. This song was written by John Coctoasten in 1950, and was performed by a 10-year-old girl called Gayla Peevey in 1953. And wow... her voice is REALLY REALLY good. And I dedicate this song to my Hippo Migo :D

I want a hippopotamus for Christmas
Only a hippopotamus will do
Don't want a doll, no dinky Tinker Toy
I want a hippopotamus to play with and enjoy

I want a hippopotamus for Christmas
I don't think Santa Claus will mind, do you?
He won't have to use our dirty chimney flue
Just bring him through the front door, that's the easy thing to do

I can see me now on Christmas morning, creeping down the stairs
Oh what joy and what surprise when I open up my eyes
To see a hippo hero standing there

I want a hippopotamus for Christmas
Only a hippopotamus will do
No crocodiles, no rhinoceroses
I only like hippopotamuses
And hippopotamuses like me too

Mom says the hippo would eat me up, but then
Teacher says a hippo is a vegeterian

There's lots of room for him in our two-car garage
I'd feed him there and wash him there and give him his massage
I can see me now on Christmas morning, creeping down the stairs
Oh what joy and what surprise when I open up my eyes
To see a hippo hero standing there

I want a hippopotamus for Christmas
Only a hippopotamus will do
No crocodiles or rhinoceroseses
I only like hippopotamuseses
And hippopotamuses like me too!



Oh yeah, I THINK I was called a babe by this eurasian boy in Orchard today. Gosh. I was walking with several of my friends from church. Then this GROUP of eurasian boys were sitting on this metal fence. And as I was walkin by, one shouted out something like,"black eyed babe, we've got a thing for you." Then his friend said,"where???" and the guy who shouted jerked his head at me. And they were looking at me all the way till I FULLY walked past all 5 of them. Oh gawd. CREEEEEEPYYYY MUCH.

Anyhow, I'm leaving for Indonesia again on the 29th of December. And I'll be back on the night of January 1st :)

Pig

"Glad we settled this :) I want what you want. And you gave that answer ^^ Now have fun overseas!"

Dang... I jsut woke up at 11.50am o.o I'm turning into such a pig in the holidays. You know, my mum and I are trying to solve a 960 pieced World Globe puzzle. Dang... Driving us crazy >< And I think I'm going blind. lol

It's so hard to see the details! We've got parts of every continent. China, North America, South America, Australia... Then I got a chunk of Russia. Dunno where to join that to.

Well, I'm the one whose basically doing the most work -_-

And I REALLY REALLY have to start doing my holiday homework. But it's so distracting. Hahaha. Hmm.. I guess I'll start today... After my tuition... or before it. I dunno.

Unfinished

Okay... so... Choice 1 chosen. To continue living life NORMALLY. But dang it. Why am I still not settled??? Gaaahhh...

How I wished you chose No.2 Okay, you see, this is one of my problems. I can't be settled when something feels unfinished (another reason why I should take O lvls even if I get into UWC).

When I first suspected... It was... a few weeks ago? But I just thought you were being super nice... But I guess I was right. SIGH. And guess what, big bang on Saturday night. And the final explosion yesterday. My head was spinning...

And I just kept asking myself, what do I feel? In the beginning, I was very very sure that you were jsut a really close friend to me. The closest guy friend I've had... And, even tofu-boy wasn't that close. But... after you told me why, I jsut melted into a pile of goop.

Dang... I'm so vulnerable. You said that he weren't very good with words. But come on. They were good enough to make every girl's heart melt away (trust me). And, well, I wanted to have the same feelings... but I just couldn't.

On Sunday, Dea told me,"aiyah, you just don't like him coz he's ugly right? If he's "Xander" you surely say yes right?" The said that first thing that popped to my head,"yes". Omg... After how many times I told myself that looks don't matter, and how much I hate people who contradict themselves... I'm becoming what I hate. omg

Tofu-boy, you are really gonna laugh in my face now aren't you.

And I woke up at like, 6am in the morning... And I planned this whole post out in my head for half an hour before I went to the toilet... then got a drink, and I still couldn't sleep, coz I kept thinking about this. And why? I have no idea. But maybe you know it better than I do.

Dang.

Blurness

Okay... maybe I should start doin my homework... you know, to get my brain working again. If I touch it, it feels cool... I miss the warmth of school stress. Coz at least then, I can make decissions in less than 5 minutes... but probably that's why I used to regret them... okay... so maybe this is good.

Yeah, everyone I've looked to tell me almost the same thing. Accept it. But... accept what? There is nothing to decide on. Just a dead end. Do I turn back and pretend nothing had happened, that nothing was said? Or, do I bring this further?

omg... I really gotta think like Xander (a nickname for someone. he doesn't even know I'm calling him this).

Choice 1: Pretend nothing ever happened. Everyone is happy and stays the same
Choice 2: Say what I feel... whether the same or not (I don't even know what I feel!! My gosh. My brain has turned into mush... up to a degree that I can't understand myself anymore)
Choice 3(if choice 2 was that I felt the same): B.G.R????? MY mum would kill me if this happens and she finds out... she'll ask the guy to marry me. So let this be a warning to guys who dare to risk facing my mum. goodness.

I'm so blur. My brain is mushy... *squish squish* Lol... suddenly I'm getting amused o.o

Speechless

I guess I can say I've been expecting it... but so far, I've never been this speechless...

PICTURES (cont'd)

oops, I uploaded some pictures of yours truly in friendster too :)
www.friendster.com/lovelytaidy

PICTURES

www.flickr.com/lovelytaidy
I uploaded most of the scenic photos there... Yeah. And I sort of used up the 100MB permit for this month -_- SIGH. So I can't uplaod anymore. GGAAAHH.

Beijing airport :)

Beijing International School... is... FREAKIN HUGE!!!
With an Arts Theatre. And a rock-climbing thing in the gym, 1 indoor basketball court, and an out-door one. And a soccer+rugby+football field outside. And an indoor-pool 0.0

Cable-"bench" ride to the Great Wall :) That's my dad's friend in front, and my dad next to him on the right. My dad was so scared, he didn't dare to turn around... Fear of heights XD My mum and I were like, shouting at him to turn around and help us take a picture, but he wouldn't budge. So his friend had to do it for us :P
Then my dad, his friend(Ricky), and I took this slide thing down the mountain/hill thing. SUPER FUN!! WOOOOO!!!! Check out the other pics from flickr.

Remember this? :) Bird's Nest Stadium!! :D I didn't go in though. Too lazy, too cold, too tired :P

Temple of Heaven with my parents :)

MAO MAO MAO!!!
Inside the Forbidden City! You get the idea. I took too many pics in this place. Dang. Check out the others from flickr.

Taking pics at the Summer Palace. It's 4 times the size of the Forbidden City. See the rest from flickr.
This ship is made out of JADE. EVERYTHING. But they don't sail it out. Just used for tea and stuff

Went to Shanghai's New International Expo hall thingy for the heavy machinery exhibition every 2 years. This is the 1st time I'm here ^^ Magnificent. About 80% of the world's heavy machine companies come to Shanghai every 2 years to exhibit their products. My dad works as a distributer, so he was meeting some people :)

LOVE THIS FAST FOOD!! WOOOO. Their symbol is Bruce Lee, the best martial artist XD And their food is like, non-fried. So it's pretty healhty :)
LOOK AT THE STEAMED EGG!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA *DROOLS*

Me... after a day of walking like... A LOT. Then stopping to eat ZHEN GONG FU!! WOOOO!! I finished EVERY SINGLE THING on the plate. The sauce, soup, rice, chicken... WAHAHAHAHA XD

I got sketched at Xi Hu!! WOOOO! And this guy's REALLY REALLY good XD And he's deaf. So you either gotta let him guess what you're saying, or you write down on a piece of paper. He does clay figurines of a person's head too! :D
This is a father and son I saw on my way back from Xi Hu... Or Xi Lake if you don't get Mandarin. So yeah. This was on the boat, and they were sitting opposite me. Typical Chinese family form the villages or poorer towns.
Take a CLOSE look at the last 2 fingers of this kid. They're joined together... and it's the same case for both hands... dang... I pity him :(

You know, I was taking the Subway to this place for dinner. And man, the train REALLY resembles the one in S'pore. Same seats too. I'm not surprised if the person who designed the trains in S'pore is from China. Oh yeah, the outer colours are also black, red, and white 0.o

See my black knee-high boots? WAHAHAHAHAHA XD

Drooooool at the chocolate cake XD

Well, I'm done for this post :) I'll TRY to post the rest of the scenic photos on flickr!

Black Markets, Cigarettes, Pollution, Photographic Scenery

I'm back from China :) The plane was delayed for half an hour. So I arrived around.... 8.30pm? Yeah. Around there.

I took loads of pics, bought a pair of knee-high boots XD, and some clothes, and souverniers for friends. I don't even know how many I bought. I might even have extra... I dunno. Can't remember.

Went for feet massage XD HEAVENLY!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOO

Hmm, Joyce and Mercy might be coming from LA to stay over in Dec!! WOOO!! Oh no... that would mean I have to clean my room 0.0 DUM DUM DUM DUM

China

I'm leavin for Beijing and Shanghai tmrw :) Will be back on the 29th of Nov. So see ya then ppl! :D

Fun

Today, was fun... yet boring... yet interesting... okay, you get the idea :P

Morning, went for debates which was SUPPOSED to start at 8am =.= But it didn't. So yeah. And everyone was like, SUPER sleepy, and SUPER sick. And when they were debating about the organ trade, I was like, "what did she just say??" Especially when it came to Justine. Hahahaha I just blanked out.

I'm not goin for debates tomorrow. Coz I'm still sick, and I NEED all the rest I can get for my trip to China.

Then went home, and played Audition. Wah... I'm like, so bloody noob now. Sigh. But nvm. Audi Season 2 is pretty cool. MUCH BETTER resolution. And I just got accepted into a "family". So yeah.

Then... went to watch Madagascar 2 with my mum and bro. Met Ying Mei, Sankari (I think?), Tin Wei, and Joyce Loke on the way in, coz they were watching the movie earlier than I was.

I CRIED when I watched Madagascar 2. Like, I know that's really stupid of me, but I just got so moved when Melman was telling MottoMotto about Gloria's favourites... and other stuff. Man... When I realized that I can get flattered by guys who can serenade me of that they just admire me from far away, and do things like Melman, I didn't know it was THIS bad. Sigh.

But I can hardly trust a guy very much... I can say that it ALL started with... you know, that guy who lives right next door to me =.= SIGH. So if I trust a guy a lot, that's a priviledge he should treasure. And if he does me any wrong, I'll treat him like how I treated my neighbour.

Then I went to Taka for my facial thing. Man... started at about 5.30pm. I fell asleep a few times. Lol. And when I got out of the bed, it was about 7.08pm. Yeah... The treatment for my face. Migo was jokin that now my skin is really clean and stuff, and I'll be goin to China, exposing it to all the air pollution. Hahaha XD

Today, I tried tying my hair... in a way that I think is pretty ah lian. But I don't have that PUFFY PUFFY thing on the top of my head, nor do I have the fringe that covers half of my face. I have a fringe that covers my whole forehead coz I've got a high one.

SO, I tied my hair, leaving a fringe, and then using 2 thin headbands, I crossed them over the other on my head. Dunno how to explain. But I'll take a picture the next time I style it like that.

After my hair grows long enough, it'll be time to style it. 2 layers, one long, one short. Hmm... Gonna have to buy the Madagascar 2 soundtrack...

Ricoh

This Ricoh camera brand was rated as Europe's best camera in 2007. It's a semi-manual digital camera :D And my dad gave me his a few weeks ago. Was taking some pics with it ^^

Piece of Sky

This is a music video my bro made. DAMN NICE :D See the bubbles... the camera angles... and the little boy that appears for awhile. SO CUTE!! XD lol... I guess my bro is a great film director :D Anyhow, the girl is called Susannah Crowley. She's my bro's friend, and she wrote the song herself ^^ ENJOY!!

RMJ in the house

WOOO. Okay, firstly, friendster is under service. SIGH. I can't check or do anything. damn.

Then today, music/art appreciation day in rmj. Those who could make it came to my house after youth group to watch the 10th anniversary of Les Miserables :D Amadea, Elmo, Edo, Samuel, 'Eki, Christy, Ko Andi, Ko Audy, and Ko Sandy ^^ Watched about half before we headed to the table by the pool for dinner... PIZZA!!! Lol.

It was the first time I've seen these guys like savages. They were literally grabbing their forks and poking around the tin foil for meatballs. Hahaha.

And Edo kept laughing... till he farted... till he pooped in my house... till he laughed some more... till he farted again. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

Then my mum placed the huge board game on the coffee table in front of the tv. It's that Japanese game you know? The one with the many squares on a big board. And there are like, black and white pebbles? That one... it was from an anime too. I have like, the WHOLE set of that show. Haven't finished it though. Uhh... When Ko Sandy saw it he straight away asked who plays it in my house. Lol

Then him and 'Eki were like, playing with the pebbles XD

Everybody happy happy happy :) Hmm, some of them are going to play basketball at Katib (or however you spell it) tomorrow morning. Not me. It's too far from my house, I'm lazy, and I gotta do my chinese tuition homework. So yeah. Darn. My mum is thinking of looking for a basketball court that's nearer to town than Katib =.=

Coz I have a basketball in my cupboard that has never seen a basketball court.

Friday

Friday... Last day of the week
Friday... A bad day when it's the 13th?
Friday... Had an amath retest today. And guess what, about 5 of the questions were from the June O level AMath paper. Hahahaha XD Luckily, I just did the paper YESTERDAY 0.0 :P
Friday... Weekend is here!!
Friday... Worst day to get scolded for. My mum read the messages on my phone.

damn... not again

She scolded me for about 15 mins. Sitting next to me as I was busy typing away on the laptop... updating my Flickster profile after 866 days of being a member. My phone bill was $95.40 for October. A hell lot I know. I understand why she's pissed.

So I guess that's why she read my blog. Coz she wanted to see who I was messaging so much... which so happened to be my CONFIDANTE for the past 2-3 months? 'Jo Jo Migo' on my contact list.

She read the sent messages, and found out about the movie with Jos. GREAT. Then she thinks sth is going on between us. ASSUMPTIONS ASSUMPTIONS ASSUMPTIONS. That's what my mum does... ALL THE FREAKIN TIME.

I explained. And she exaggerated slightly, saying that I message him every second of the day. YEAH RIGHT. She went on like a train for 5 minutes. I had to wait for the right moment before I said,"there's nothing going on!" Then almost like a debate, she rebutted,"but if there's nothing going on, then why you sms him so much in a day? Huh? If you sms him like that so much, then there must be going on right?"

I didn't react... or maybe I just slightly nodded. I don't know anymore. I could just feel all the arguements building up in my head. You know, with a teacher, or with a classmate, I would win over this arguement. But, I NEVER win anything with my mum.

I don't know. I just hold LOTS AND LOTS of grudges. If you ask me, I can tell you about a grudge I still have since I was 9. Even though I'm neutral with the person now, I can carry out a grudge on him anytime. I'll always remember who has done me wrong, without paying back for it. And I guess one day, I'll have a revolution on my mum.

As she was sitting next to me, going on and on and on about how she doesn't want me to make friends with strangers, I spotted a contradiction in within less than 20 seconds. Amazing. And mind you, I HATE people who contradict.

Sigh. This post has become a rant. I apologize. Urgh. I hate it that my mum scolds me... if I try to explain, she'll take it as if I'm becoming rude, and I'm talking back to her. RIIIIIIIIGHIT. Explain is inequal to talking back. Does she ever get that?

As she was walking out of the room, she said,"You have to listen to me as long as I'm still alive." And when she was out of earshot, I said under my breath,"that's why I've been wishing for you to die." this is the first time, out in public view, I'm telling the whole world that I wish my mum to die. I've wished that for A LONG LONG time. God won't do it. I know. Coz she's the best for me. Without my mum, I could have ended up like Bri.

I still have sense in my brain. Don't worry. And I would LOVE people to care for me. To worry if I'm not around. To ask for me if I'm not there. Cheesy line: To catch me when I fall. Okay... that was weird. Anyhow, you get the idea. But I hate it when people care TOO much. Yeah, my mum's concerned, but hello, now she won't let me watch movies with friends anymore coz she doesn't trust me.

It's gonna take VERY VERY long to gain back her trust. But, I gotta do it. As the youngest child in this family, the apple in my dad's eye, and the child that my parents want to protect, I gotta listen to them. I have to act that part. Be the child that has a better life, better future, smarter, better, more innocent, and cause less problems. I guess drama has paid. I'll be acting every day, hour, and minute of my life... Well, at least until I get outta here...

One last thing, don't tell... shhhhh

Sylar cartoons

Drama SYF

Hehe. Renee shifted the auditions to Today. And for those who were not here today, they can audition next next Monday. :)

I auditioned for 2 men. One is this older man called Red Beard. He's some cynical person and helps the main character, Franvera, escape from her country. Another character I auditioned for was Fran's father, who at one point disguises himself as a crazy old man, and dies in the end.

I hope I get chosen for either one ><

My first priority is DRAMA. Not DEBATES. Urgh. And for Drama, I don't wanna be backstage, wearing black and running around where people can't see me =.= Which was what I did 2 years ago as Stage Manager. Gosh... trauma... trauma... trauma...

Oh yeah, more about HSM3. I realised, Gabriella is REALLY slutty in this movie. like, WTH. ALL her dresses are mid-thigh, and low-cut enough to see cleavage =.=
Me: Do you notice all her dresses are like, above knees, and low cut? Man, what is she trying to prove huh?
Justine: That she's a slut?
LOL

But like seriously. Yeah yeah, she's showing off her curves, and sexiness. BUT COME ON. What does she want people to see? Underwear and bra? GOSH. And the part where they were dancing on the roof and Troy was swaying her around, and when she was sitting on the pot thing, man, it's like, CENTIMETRES away from seeing what's underneath. Since when was Disney so inconsiderate =.=

Oh wait. I remember. Since Princess Diaries. Yes. Since then. The part where she was changing at the beach, and they pulled down the tent, leaving her to only a towel covering herself. Wow. WELL DONE Disney... Well done...

High School Musical 3

Well, before I talk about HSM3, Let's talk about my day in school shall we? :D

Drama practice was pretty boring today... sigh. drama again tmrw, and I NEED to audition for next year's SYF competition. Coz I won't come for the the other practice sessions in 2 weeks coz I'll be in China.

Debates was really horrible. Okay. 2 debates today. We had to re-debate on Economic Sanctions coz yesterday's was horrible. Then about 25 minutes later, debated about Legalizing Abortion. goodness =.=

Then Justine and I rushed back to my house at 2.33pm. Then ate lunch and stuff till 3.15pm. Quickly took a cab to Plaza Sing to meet Jos and watched HSM3. WOOO.

First time I met Jos. Haha. freakin tall!! Dang. Like my bro if I'm not wrong. nvm. Justine screamed when she say Tryo's face. like, OMG. Hahahaha. Then we were singing along to some of the songs while Jos was laughing away. hahaha

Then at one point, Gabriella asked Troy something like why he always has something to do with trees. And Troy said he got a better view of things from up there. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Yeah, probably her cleavage. LOL

The movie was pretty good :) Music... quite good. oh and btw, I got Justine addicted to Did You Get My Message? by Jason Mraz. Haha xD

BUTTON

Hmm, ELDDS was weird today. We had like some talent show? wth =.= Each of us had to present a talent. I can't sing today, coz I'm STILL sick. Damn. Can't sing high notes -___- And I didn't think of my drawings, or my impersonation of dog barks. I told YX to do a Stitch impersonation :D Hahaha. SO CUTE XD

So in the end, I did 2 accents. Since my normal accent is american, I didn't try anything. I showed them my Transylvannian and British accent :) :) :) :)

Hahaha. The T-accent sounds like some vampire. Haha. I said sth like,"vould you like some vine with your food? This is Transylvannia. Ve have culture, a little different from vhere you live, but, I'm sure you vill get used to it after awhile." Then I read out everything on the whiteboard for my British accent. So yeah.

Umm... Renee was also looking for people who could dance. But I didn't even bother telling her I used to be in cheerleading for 2 years, and that I can speak in 3 diff languages. Didn't see the use. Besides, this Ashwini girl tried to show off by speaking in 4 languages. Tamil, sth, mandarin, and malay. When it came to the malay part, I would correct her under my breath.

Like hello, she can't even speak malay, still dare to try =.= TERIMAH KASIH. She said TREEmah kasih ... ... ... Stupid. Bahasa Indonesia and Bahasa Malay is almost the same. We speak with ARTICULATION. EVERY syllable, CLEAR. SIGH.

Anyhow, I forgot who it was. Tania if I'm not wrong, who did tap-dancing as a talent :D She's been learning that for 6 years! Cool :D Anyhow, gotta do research for debate training.

THW legalise abortion. aw man... and I'm in proposition ><

Anti-AhLians!

WOOOOO!! I KNEW IT! I KNEEEWW IT! WAHAHAHA. See my tagboard? ----> There's the CAROLYN girl :D I'm glad to say that I can be her BIGGEST FAN WAHAHAHA

She made a blog, ALL about anti-ah lian stuff, which I 100% AGREE!!! LALALA
Wanna see the website?
http://thetiarateam.blogspot.com/

ENJOY!!

Today for rmj, we had 4 new people from Indo. They're one of the 47 scholars who are studying in Spore now. Jason, Kevin, Ezra, Natalia. 15, 14, 14, 14. SJI, SJI, (sth), (sth). Forgot, or cannot hear. Lol. Jason seems like a sociable person :) Which is good. KEvin quite alright. Ezra... SO obvious he's a kid when he starts talking. lol. Natalia, looks older than she is... pretty skinny. Uhh... she should REALLY REALLY smile more and speak louder... yeah...

Tmrw we're inviting all those 47 kids to The Alexcier for a welcoming thingy. I wanna go!! WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME!! Hahaha.

School/Work

Well, work attachment is over :) Aww... will miss them >< And John (our mentor) is getting married next year! Hahaha Anyhow, he liked our present ^^ But he didn't really wanna show the others the WONDERFUL picture I drew of him :D Hahaha

Our mentor working :D

A fascinating picture I took of Justine. Lol

And since I was sick the whole time, I ended up finishing my cough medicine there. And I just poured water into it and started drinking. lol Drug addict XD

John speaking to us. I don't think he knew I took this pic :P

Last day of work (yesterday). And we were watching Shrek 3 the second time this week. And Justine was having a lil nap on the sofa :)

While Wing Yi was playing games on her hp...

This was what we gave him, with a box of chocolates. Fererro Roche... if that's how you spell it. Haha. Then we wrote notes on the note pads thingy. Notes to the staff etc ^^ I DREW THAT PICTURE OF HIM!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

A typical day at work... in the library of winter.

Wing Yi and Justine...

My ELDDS HOODIE!! Haha. Justine and I were both wearing this yesterday :D Casual Friday!

Work on Friday. And Justine and Wing Yi were calling John or Grace to ask them some questions...

Gazing out the window in the pantry... Staring out into the bay :)