akhir cerita

begini jadinya.
harap ini bukanlah satu pengakhiran.
mungkin ini satu permulaan.
permulaan baru untuk aku dan dia.

terima kasih untuk selama ini.
minta maaf untuk selama ini.

semoga berjumpa lagi.
dengan hubungan yang lebih diredhai.
amin.

emma's e-day

last weekend pegi chini, pahang.
emma dah tunang hoi!
Alhamdulillah. all praises to Allah.
happy =)

off to chini with girlfriend.

this is the place. safely arrived.

gojes emma! congrats. one step closer.

perempuan-perempuan gembira.

Alhamdulillah. semuanya berjalan lancar.

can't wait for your wedding day pulak emma!

hugsss!

='(

berikan balasan yang baik-baik pada ayah, ya Allah.

pelihara ayah baik-baik, ya Allah.

aku berserah....

betapa banyaknya rindu aku pada ayah, hanya Allah yang tahu.

burger bakar

sekarang memang glemer gile la burger bakar ni.

1st time makan, dekat rumah kaklang.
kaklang yang buat kan for breakfast.

ni burger bakar kaklang buat. pic taken from her blog secara haram.kihkih.

price: free

2nd time plak aku makan burger bakar.

burger bakar kat ampang.

yang ni memang gile la beratur panjang siap kena amek nombor.

kedai ni macam stall kecik je tapi penah masuk jalan-jalan cari makan.

                                                         

tengok. sampai nombor 121. gilak ah!

ni la rupenye burger bakar yang glemer tu.

price: rm10 (burger bakar + 2 hotdogs + air)

3rd time lak aku makan burger bakar kat serdang ni je.

dekat je dengan upm.

stall die depan mamak bismillah.

stall dia takde tempat makan, tapi boleh makan kat bismillah.

asalkan korang order air kat bismillah tu. hehe.

yang ni takdela sampai kena amek nombor.

price: rm8

bagi aku, burger bakar yang paling sedap.

yang kaklang buat tu.

betul, bukan nak bodek (tapi kalau nor g umah kaklang,buat la lagi ye).

maybe sebab buat sendiri boleh letak macam-macam suka hati.

atau sedap sebab free? kihkih.

then aku rasa yang kat ampang tu lagi sedap banding dengan yang serdang ni.

tapi ok la, nak g ampang jauh sangat.

kalau ngidam tu boleh la jugak nak makan yang kat serdang ni. not bad rasa dia.

cuma aku rase roti dia yang tak sedap sebab macam tak bakar sangat.

ok, mari makan burger bakar mulai sekarang.

boleh dah nak boikot mcD.

some parts of my heart

i noticed myself now.
i seldom crying.
not because im ok.
not because i've grown up.

my heart sometimes hurt so much.
but i didn't cry.
i just keep silent.
silent. like im the only person in this world.

some people say i am strong.
maybe yes.
maybe no.
people may forgot.
that silence is often the loudest cry.
as it hurts the heart until u don't feel like crying.

thank u Allah.
for this sensitive heart.
for this vulnerable heart.
for this fragile heart.

Life is a series of thousands of tiny miracles..............

happy moment

ini cerita lama.
tapi tetap senyum sampai sekarang bila teringat =)

yes, birthday celebration baby!

 its baby-g! sobsss terharu. its one in my wanted list.

terima kasih sangat-sangat awak. gembira dan terharu sangat ='). 

malas nak tulis panjang-panjang.

suke sangat sampai tak tau nak taip ape.

terkejut sebab awak jadi sweet camni.

sejak bile pandai jadi sweet ni ha?

dah 24 dah kite.

doakan kite bertambah baik dan iman ye =).

p/s: "kita mungkin tak macam kapel lain boleh buat suka-hati. tapi kita harap b dapat balasan kebahgiaan hakiki nanti." ='(. terima kasih. terima kasih sebab sentiasa jaga maruah saya. 

24

Assalamualaikum.

Allah masih lagi panjangkan umur.
last few days, im officially 24.
24 is a big number for me. comes with big responsibility.

Alhamdulillah for the health, family, success, friends.
growing up, makes me think about life and the test i face.
think,observe,analyze.
and i find myself a stronger person than before.
a more positive person than before.
more grateful person than before.
a person who knows to find Allah when anything happen rather than to find person.
i think, those are my most precious birthday gift ever.

this past few months, life has been really hard for me.
but in life, Allah doesn't give u everything u want. but He gives u everything that u need.
because Allah knows what u lack, and what u will gain after being tested.
for the test i've been through, it made me a way better person and muslim than before.
and i am strong enough to say 'Alhamdulillah', for Allah helping me to bring me up via the hardship i've been through.

to be a mu'min is not easy.
im still learning.
im still struggling.
may with the age given by Allah, im using it for the right way.
may Allah always guide me.
may Allah ease my way in learning quran and practicing it.

to ayah, my heart never stop missing u.
i love our family lillah.