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more often than not i whine n i complain of things i've not possess,
i think of how life can be with and without such material longings.
And i know such cravings and wants are just part and parcel of life,
somehow someday we'll just see ourselves driving nice car, wearing names of the branded, leading a life of our dream.
-Just like how i thought i'd never make it through PSLE, and i got to sec sec, thought i'd never make it each year but i got through Olevel and now where i am the next transition of a working adult life. I always knew God is there holding my hands through each and every transition in life and He will continue to do so :)
We're all made to prosper, to subdue over the earth and make dominion over everything; unless we learn how to we can never reach this stage in life, and i wanna learn to be a great steward of things place into my care, i wanna have more wisdom to tread upon the right paths in life and i wanna learn to count my blessings be it big or small, material or non-material.
And the greatest blessing is Alex baby, put into my life to go through this phrase with me.
We may start of with nothing now, but wouldn't it be nice in 8-10years down this road,we look back tgt and recall how our humble beginnings could bring us greater life, of what we wished for now and got it all just how we wanted it?
NEVER despise small beginnings cos it mounts up to great successes.
I know we can both do it,make it big in whatever profession we may be in and with God marching in the front line with us, who and what can be against us?
To the world they may be stressed of the recession, but remember we're recession proofed, and im not afraid of how the world can bring people down. And i am not afraid to say this 2009 will be the best year yet because new opportunity will come our way,wisdom and creativity will be added to us and doors of prosperity would open up for those who believes.
We happen to believe, so darling we will and we can be the best of who we can be :)
I believe :)Labels: Believing..First step in life |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 3:00 PM |
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| Monday, December 08, 2008 |
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Wany don't complain already!!
Happy now??
haha
Babey celebrated my birthday with a big bang! :D
nothing huge scale, no fireworks, no marching love band..
But sure is fabulous,surely its a painstaking effort made esp it was his exam week. And i just LOVE it all!
   3 surprise birthday cakes in one celebration, 3 same wishes made all only in hope it'll come true :D
 2 very happy people, tons of yummlicious tummy bloating tongue watering food! And a fantabulous day :D
   1 really gorgeous present from our favorite brand shop. coupled with a beautiful album filled with photos of us designed with a touch of class.
A day i felt like his baby girl,his princess who could get all she wants, his one and only Love.
"there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you -I LOVE YOU "
He's seriously a sweet addiction, the one who never fails to spice up the relationship with his little touches of creativity and surprises and i can't help but to smile every time i hear from him every time i see him.
You're great,who you are.Unique in every way.
Babey thank you! :)
You're right "It's just a simple, You and me in Him and nothing else matters."
Times like these when we should hold on strong together
Times like these when our heart beats as one
Times like these when our hands intertwine, our feet treads the same path
Times like these when the mountains are high but we climb higher
Its not a promise that our relationship will be a bed of roses, but its a promise i'll be there when the thorns pricks, i'll try ease the pain. |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 1:52 PM |
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| Sunday, November 30, 2008 |
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alrighty time to update
my last few post was bout my bf..not so this time, cos my viewership will seriously drop (not that i've got loads of viewers) haa
gave bs yesterday bout quite time..gosh not just a lesson but a wake up call for me too. time to get right again too. so Wany we're gonna take up the 3wks challenge oki? we're in this together haha.
what? coordinators are humans too and we're not perfect so at least im admitting it.
Cellgroup celebrated my birthday, ahh 20!! i hit the no.TWO in my life, *im gonna stay young im gonna look young im gonna not age* haha
got a choc cake which taste not too bad, a cornetto ice cream;strawberry kiss-the real bday cake,a pair of golden earring, a black dress..nice im in all smiles :)
Pst meng i meant Rev meng walked past and said "wow 1 yrs old" hahahas i wish too
ouuhh 1 yrs old,days when you cried and nobody said it was silly, when you whine and nobody thought it was irritating,when you laugh and the whole world adores that cute lil laughter.
*snap back!* yea how times fly im hitting TWO!! for goodness the no. TWO!
wonder how Tues will turn out..lesson learnt I'll be contented for the little i receive-count my blessings. :)
and You ought to concentrate on your exams!!
Anyways im gonna be alil random now, cos the following touches on the topics of how love can make one feel on top of the world and another hitting the pits of hell.
Why say so?
The first category: Love put you at the top of the world
-this love is known as a 2 sided way of love, you give and you receive
you compromise and you understand one another.
This love makes you feel you can conquer whatever obstacle cos two is better than one and a 3 fold cord is unbreakable(well applies to Christians for this instance)
The 1st love, tells you of a love that is shared; unconditional.
This love is what everyone yearns for, well somehow i guess or when one reaches a certain point in his life.
The second category:Love throws you to the pits of hell
-this love talks about bitterness, disillusion, psychotic..all in all makes you "siao"
reason being...he/she dumps you for no rhyme or reason, he/she betrayed you, he/she no longer loves you, he/she just wanna get on with life without you, he/she got together with you for the wrong motives, he/she just wanna to make use of you, he/she just wanted to fill that void.
And you being victimize gets so tortured by this that you carry on torturing yourself cos for some silly reason you think its gonna make that fella feel guilty for turning you into a psychotic person and he comes back in shinning armor to rescue you out of your personal captivity. Well time to wake up now, because no matter how much you drown yourself in sorrow he no longer cares;very reason why he no longer is around.
The longer you stay in it the more you think he still loves you, the more you delude yourself and obviously the more you wanna cling on cos you lie to yourself he's gonna come back. HE WILL NOT EVER RETURN, and if he does RUN AWAY cos you dont wanna get hurt again "once bitten twice shy". And if you do know he prolly thinks you're mad beyond hope, gives him more reason and benefit of the doubt that leaving you was the right and logical thing to do.
In as much as i feel the pain and unfairness you who falls into this category, its really time to move on. Dwelling make this wound just bleed even more cos the respond you're hoping to get would most likely never happen.
Face it. Nurse it. Move on.
tell yourself you're gonna be smart the next time round and the next partner will be a better catch.
haha oki back to the not so serious tone, guess im writting this cos alx has got a friend that is in this situation and i do feel for her;speaking from experience. I really know how it feels like..so seriously you don't deserve such a treatment from anyone, you are worth much more than what you think you deserve. Love yourself. |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 3:16 PM |
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| Wednesday, November 26, 2008 |
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i love Him and i truly love him too.
wish i had a song or a poem to tell you how much you matter to me.
oki let me try, if it turns out awfully-take it as it is.. haha
Always brooding in my own shelter
Thought love would never stop by ever
Thought I lost that which was special. Then I met you one summer
For hours we talked to each other
Like old friends we were, I remember
Funny that I could find a soul mate in a stranger. I knew then I have found the perfect partner
Someone I could love and cherish forever
Now, my love has only grown deeper
And life with you has never been sweeter. With a loving glance or a tender kiss
you make my cares disappear
Warm thoughts of you surround me
and You i'd always keep near.
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| (Melissa) ♥ 1:40 AM |
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| Saturday, November 15, 2008 |
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my little definition of love..
A) love is patient
B) love is when he isn't afraid to show who he really is, even if he tears in front of me.
C) love is when i always forget to withdraw money for meals, and he has to say "ta pai" yet pays for it all, without wanting anything back in return.
D) is when i whine about him finishing up my portion of ice cream,and him surprising me with another cup full.
E) is when i sleep on the phone and he has to wait but doesn't complain one bit about hearing my deep breaths
F) is when it poured cats and dogs, but he made the effort to head down to the supermarket to get ingredients to whip up a plate of love filled hearty pasta and make it down to my doorstep with a bottle of cold water in case its too spicy for me to take.
G) is when i can't run any longer and he pushes me on.
H) is when i had to work Fridays and Saturdays for a month, yet he waited till 4plus in the morning just to get a phone call from me before sleeping.
I) is when his eyes immediately lights up when he see you upon fetching you to church on Sunday mornings.
J) is when he cant help but to smile when you whine so much about him spoiling a bangle on the bus. Cajole you by laughing sheepishly at your childish reaction.
K) is when he starts worrying what if one day his jokes loses the effect it did before
L) Love is when he sweeps me off the ground, twirls me a little and tell me "i love you"
M) is when he takes the initiative to lead in the relationship
N) Love is when I start to take note of these little things you've done in my life
O) Love is when i miss you crazily when i don't see you around.
P) Love is when i wake up the next morning having assurance u love me more than yesterday
Q) Love is when i look you in the eye, it tells me the same as what i wanna tell you.
R) Love is when i get upset i know you'll turn the situation around fast
S) is when you pull me closer and call me silly when i get sad over something small
T) is when we motivate each other on in life..spiritually,emotionally, mentally
U) Is when i get mad big time over nothing and u correct me while hugging me
V) is when i feel like a lil girl when i do something wrong, nodding at every word that you say makes sense
W) Love is when i start singing the songs you always sing, without knowing the singer and title
X) Love is when i see you putting your heart and soul into your dreams and it moves me
Y) Love is when we sing the same tune in life, when we realize how much common in life we share
Z) Love is when i tell you sincerely that i love you very much..i will not be able to find another like you cos you've set a benchmark in how a relationship should be like, and how a relationship should be handled by a guy. U set a standard no one else can meet. even if others can match up to it, it'll never feel the same.Labels: love is...... |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 2:34 AM |
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| Thursday, November 06, 2008 |
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Mel's List of 10 things to do with Alx baby darling:
1. Stroll on the sunny shore of sentosa sharing a cup of frozen yogurt dressed with fresh cut fruits,with lovely chats and laughs along the way :))
2.Stay on and watch the skies turn from dawn to dusk
3. Picnic at botanical gardens
invitation opens to all other couples for double tripple dates unless approved by darling on this decision.
4. Hate..i mean have Mcgriddles in the morning
5. Go on a yatch at 1 degree 15, hahhaha i know i know..oki budget at punngol marina can?
i hear him whining already, oki how bout a boat trip from changi to pulau ubin then? hahaha
oh man,degrade till this level..bahhh..
6. Catch a movie do a date-ing process all over again, get shy over a scrumptious dinner, have alittle couple tease and play.
7. Relax in a dainty atas cafe/ice cream parlour, fall in love all over again.
8. Go on a little holiday; phuket, bali, redang island? paris, london, millian, brazil, korea, japan? hahahahs okay way off the budget.
9. Clubbing partying, we haven yet been once together to any nightlife activities.
10. Go for a swim? alil random..but it can always be included haha
the list is subjected to changes and will allow for better ideas to be incoorporated, time is subjected to availability and can be on an ad-hoc basis, otherwise appapproved by both darling and baby.
Suggestions of lovely pretty cosy nicey places can be made at lissy's or ax's tag board or facebook or msn.
Thanks ya'll
We look forward to a pleasent executioning of the list of items to be done in the following weeks or months to come :)
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| (Melissa) ♥ 11:47 AM |
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| Wednesday, October 29, 2008 |
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what puts a smile back up when im angst & outta myself to the max?
  happiness overdrive afterthink im "WALS", im starting to feel im attach only after a wk has pass, he keeps saying im the uninvolved girlfriend, bahh.. these feelings are kicking in, was independent but im starting to feel i need him..
"lil actions to me seems a world to you"
a trip to city hall without my wallet was a well worth one :)
right now im hearing you sleep,im taking your duties for one day..
i miss you so..
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| (Melissa) ♥ 11:51 PM |
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He inisited on vivo,
thought to myself why must it be there?
then he left for toilet in a huff
it took ages for him to return..
i called him,he told me he saw his friend
asked me to meet him at the fountain..i went
he pulled out a stalk of sunflower, got down on one knee
"will you be my girlfriend? yes yes?"
"get up get up!! oki oki yes yes i'll be i'll be"
he breathe a sigh of relieve.
hahas and so im with him...yep alex and i are together now. :)
"God, i seriously dont know how things will work out from here on, but im taking the risk, im moving forward. Ima let You handle my life. keep us safe keep us together if its Your will"
And he went on explaining why one stalk, "cos if God allows then i'll(me) accept it even if its one pathetic stalk"
hahas.
We're heading to gym later..
and and i'll post ytd's pics up hahas.Labels: im with him |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 11:21 AM |
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I never knew i'd be getting a Teacher's Day gift this year hahas.so sweet la the girls, mine especially. haha oops being bias now.
 see the handmade card in my hands n the sweet lovely cookies in a lovely lovely packaging. aww im touched right through hahaas. THANK YOU WANY.hahas
That isn't just the end to my presents i received on Saturday..
 Annabelle bought me this T-shirt and the lil flower hair clip..Take a peek closer
 hahahas, wait wait add-ons, With CAR LICENSE and PICTURE of your SELF OWNED car, ooo more..Good looking and tall too. Mel's getting far too materialistic. Tsk tsk not good.
oh wells..
Felt like it was my birthday yesterday hahas. Anyways IF(Intense Fellowship) has begun and this start week turned out really well, we had a great dose of fun and a huge collections of pictures. Refer to Wanfong's blog for the pictures hahas.
U wouldn't guess it,i mean i wouldn't die having being so coincidental. Went to Vivo to find Island creamery cos tyara said there was (wrong info) and guess who i saw. Haa stunned to the max,my heart skip a beat and it went all hay-wired..and when he smiled i kinda died inside..DRAMA
Sooo wanna say hi to them too but i guess we're not of any connections now what difference does it make if i went up to say hi though i really miss them, could just hugged them right there.
And i snapped back really fast, thats cool..Goodness i just didn't prepare myself in bumping into you on the streets, not especially Vivo, not especially this raw period of time. O DRAMA.Labels: back for more |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 5:08 PM |
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| Wednesday, August 27, 2008 |
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Ok ok..back by popular demand..kahaha
yea thing is.. look forward with positivism-still learning, though might hurt at times but life goes on like that ey, thats what "part and parcel of life" means.
so anyways, started work and all quickly a month is about to pass now, and time just seem to fly when we're working.
So many things happened but i dont know which to go about hahas.
Annabelle's birthday was nice,whoohaa
erm SOT Graduation was excellent.."TOP student cert",sunflower,stars and all hahas cute gifts
hmm peps were supportive,like brends(both i mean),tim,alex,ty,shawn,ya'll people were good company
Alex n i went out on a "let yourself loose" chill out, we went to carrefour n got stares, haha either we were being cute/we were acting radical. haaha i did have fun, he was so LOUD.
Ohh n daddy is lovely cos i get free meals all the time with him, he was being sweet..one time he read an article about reducing the chances of breast cancer by drinking soy milk,during lunch he made constant effort to buy soy milk and when he didn't he murmured "aiya never buy soy for you today" lol of cos i had to poops each time. Haha.
hmm wad else?..clutter clutter..
for now thats about it i guess. Next month's the first event i'll be doing as a perm staff wee, excited but nervous dont know how things will go, free logging at orchid country club for a week yo, haha not as nice as 3com's riz carlton 3-4yrs back on part time,but it FREE anyways.
alright out ya'll. will bring my blog back i promise.
here's the radical us, i was in the cart the whole time at carrefour, picking things up we want from the shelfs. hahas all he did was drift n turn n go crazy..i said i had a preview of F1 & he said it was the cheap version of Tokyo drift.haaha, sld just see the faces of the commuters there n the staffs too. Ecstatic.Labels: back back back |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 9:58 PM |
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