Armageddon: A selfish death

Time is coming when the hibernation inside the protective shell will come to an end....
For me its being like Steven Tyler singing "I don't want to miss a thing..."
Being too selfish, am I?
Or being too paranoic?
To come out of that protective shell and face the outer world?
May be....
Is this a similar to a child being born, crying while leaving the protective covering which he was in for 9 months, in my case transforms to around 45 months...
But it is also a birth, here a rebirth, after I died the image which I lived before entering this shell, my second home....
The shell gave me a new image to live for and moreover the capability to build the iamge I want to live....
But here's the stark differnece....
When u r born, there are two guides to guide you, to support you, to make sure that you are not lost in the wilderness of this "really" virtual world...
Here the shell will leave me on my own, and then it will be upto me, upto to those teachings which I got from the serveral guides during this protective phase, to test the waters of this world...
Till the time Armageddon occurs, its time for me to enjoy the warmth and love that the shell provides me...