The Balance within the world is simply too wide.

The pain's almost gone now...
I m restarting splits as usual... bt at a slower pace, combined with what one would call a typical horse stance to strengthen my legs. I would probably put my weights on when sch reopens or when my leg has completely healed.
Saw the first 2 tkd patterns, remembered the movement, however I would need a mentor to guide me. My dad refused... What can I say?
Once again, I am asked with what is exactly my goal of planning to learn 3 martial arts consecutively. Well, I am not going to write it here...

I just want to get better at the things I am doing...

Life seems terribly bleak and boring at the moment.
My living environment's in a bad shape, nt to mention its bad for health.
Yeah, my leg's healing, bt at a rather slow pace.
I lack training. Kept having the thought of swapping my aikido dojo. Didn't even get to train this entire month. Should i apply multi and brush up the missing lessons next month?
I am getting a lil short fused... As usual, I feel like destroyin what that goes against me...
The mind may think, bt the body would not synchronise to carry it out.
Well, juz some random ramblings that may seem nonsensical to the mind of others.
Who cares? No one else reads. Haha...
Well, I need to write to keep sane.

today, i missed out karate. thks to rain and traffic jam. oh, not to mention my still ongoing injury.
well, if i can't train my legs, might as well train my arms.
my house is undergoin renovation, as of today. its pretty dusty n noisy as i quaratined myself in my room. n yes, although its undergoin reno, my room isn't at all.
well, wat can i say?

i m really beginning to lose confidence that i will heal in time. Oh well, at most, i will take things slow tml.
I juz realised tat no matter how much contacts u have in msn, very few of them bothers to start a conversation with u. Try this, see how many ppl talks to u in a day.
For me, i get a 0-2 range. Of which, majority is 0.
Who cares? Hardly any1 reads this space. hah.

2nd day of pain.
apparently, it is still hurts.
finished approx 2-3ml of tabasco sauce on my plate of noodles.
was feeling a lil down. not juz becoz of tis minor injury.
for now, i can only train my arms.
when sch reopens, i m going to wear back the ankle and wrist weights.
i still lack alot of training... i wan to get better within a shorter period of time and probably attained what sensei did. trainin at 18, becoming a champ at 20...

As of today, I shall decide to use my blog as a lil goal planner.
Yesterday, I sort of injured myself. Was doing leg splits... However, I went too low and heard a crack at the joint near my pelvic bone. Now, the muscle at the back of my leg hurts.
Guess I will have to abstain from training at the moment and hopefully recover by monday.

finally something which I am more satisfied with...
took me about 2 hours to tidy up the codes and to edit the pics.

note: i won't be posting anythg abt my trip as I dun have access to the mem card.

I had given up. I supposed I had gotten into a severe case of falling victim into my thoughts.
Feeling extremely quirky...

I guess I will just take a step back and retreat within. Goodbye formal me...

Now tat yours truly's blog is finally done, hopefully the skin will stay.
Hmm... I had given the previous matter some thought. With calculations, some party has treaded on my toes and my fangs are going to shred them when they least expect it.
I can say, we are gonna see some great shows in the following 2nd yr of poly.
It is human nature to band and work together depending on the situation and harsh environment.
Even I was not spared from this law. Supposingly I fell from the light, creatures of the darkness shall come and gather. I had forged an alliance of what was supposingly dark and possibly the scourge which the 'world' has ever known.
Wearing a nice gentle mask, I shall transcend between light and darkness, feeding both sides what may be desire till I finally dictate which side shall fall after they had incurred my wrath...
Guess I got a lil excited over this issue... Well, I better not write more for this could result in my own downfall.

Note: Don't miss me, I will be off flyin to hk to experience a 2nd childhood on the 9th and will disappear for approximately 10 days unless I can find an internet connection... And yes, its gonna be time to let loose and devolve into a retard before cruel reality steps in as i put my mask back on...