Not Giving Up...

Tried and Failed then Tried Again and Failed Again...

A rotation that had loop several times..A pattern repeated again and again.. Obstacles over obstacles.. Climbed over one after another, but seems like it's never ending.. I know humans are meant to get up after they fell, but how many times do they need to fall?

I really want it this time, but I think it's another fall.. Even though oppoturnity not given, but looking for a chance to strike is my game.. You just be carefull I'm going all out.. Your serenade might not last.. My ochestra is overwhelming..

A match between a pure serenade and a fierce ochestra..

Valentine's Day

As everyone knows, this particular day, not even sure why it's named Valentine's day; why not Aiven's day? Faddy's Day? Which it sounds much better ; I think... It's a day where couples, couples to-be would celebrate..

The 2008's Valentine's day is so close now, most couple are planned on that day. Most girls have plans, even "not having a plan's plan" sounds like a plan. Looks like this is another lonely Valentine's day for me though. Not too much to put in. As every Feb 14th passed by, I said to myself "Next year would be different"; but it seems like I'm saying it every year and its like a tradition to me.

07's was a slight different but its still not different. Memorable but not to be proud of. 2 of us spend the night in front of Melbourne's state library. Yet would 08's be more different? Or back to 06's, 05's..........

The ironic thing is that, there's actually people who don't believe that I had never celebrated this event before. Do I look that experienced? Or do I look like those that would not ever allow myself to be alone on these days.

Seems like minimal hope for minimal disappointment is the best for me again, but seriously, why would someone volunteer in Monash University's orientation on Valentine's Day. It's just inappropriate.

Confuse....

It's really hard to understand.. Why do god make human so hard to be understood? Why doesn't god like simplicity? Or is it just you?

Totally confuse.. What are you thinking? Why can't I understand?

Could you give me hint?

Cheated

18/01/08 7:30p.m.(GMT+10), watched Clover Field.

Voted the worst movie with the best trailer by me...

Can't Fucking get what it means....
There's no ending .....!!
EVERYONE DIES.......!!!!!!!!!
Retarded director.... Makes you really dizzy by the way the film the movie...

Seriously... Did anyone watched it during the movie making and tell the director it sucks? There's no introduction and no ending...

WTF... Waste of time n Money

Past and Future Reference

"The past is my future reference..." a sentence I like to say.

If it's so, it's most like a new tormention might began... Seems like "it" is floating away.. Further and futher and futher and futher and further away.

A sense of cold haunching through my back bone..

Some said "this" and some says "that".. Who is right? Whi is wrong?

Tough.

As the way I see it, I think is low.. But the hopes i implied denies. Disappointment or Euphoria?

It's You...

Heartbeating in irregular rhythm... Accelerating, decelerating.. Symphony changes time to time.. As image flys through my mind, face blushes for no reason..

Was it triggered by you? Found myself unable to look you in the eyes.. As face to face, my eye dodges a direct line of sight.. What the hell is this? Expecting you day and nights.. Gotta hate it, haven't felt this way since a long time ago..

Love or Lust..? I wonders..

Could you be the one to free me from my tormention? Or are you another one to lead me into another tormention.

A Thursday in the near future, I'm open for you.. Will I get past it alone or with you? A mystery for now but soon to be revealed..

相识不过多少天，

却对你念念不忘。

是何时被你侵略?

不知不觉不小心，

不安不稳不知何。

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