Monday, December 31, 2007;
i won't be using this blog anymore..
but i won't delete it away too..
for it contains memories of mine..
be it good or bad..
good bye 2007!!! =D
LOVEmeTWICE 
6:16 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007;
What have I done to get all this in my life..?
I seriously don't understand it..
Simple things I want..
Why..?
It's not money that I want..
I just want LOVE, CARE & CONCERN..
Something that what every MAN do..
A GENTLEMAN..
It's that a hard request to do so..
I'm sad..
Really upset..
LOVEmeTWICE 4:33 AM
Monday, December 17, 2007;
CALL.ME.A.FUCKING.BITCH.CAUSE.I.AM.ONE
LOVEmeTWICE 11:50 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007;
Sorry for not updating the events on 1st December 2007..
I was waiting for one of my friends to send me photos on that day.. >.<
And to think she keep dragging my time.. =/
Saturday was quite a busy day to me..
I wake up early for my Japanese class..
And straight away after that have to meet my DOL and the rest for movie..
Main motive is to see Gary!!!
But I miss my DOL too.. XD
We watched Enchanted..
It's the second time me and my DOL watched it..
Reason being is that the movie is very nice!!!
I love the chipmunk OKIE..
His name is PIP!!!
After watching the movie I have to go meet Yoong and the rest..
Cause it's Yoong de birthday..
I meet them late..
Approximately 6 plus or so..
Meet them at Cineleisure..
Eddie wore a hat..!
Not bad lahz..
Wanted to watch movie but in the end never..
Cause no time slot..
Then we decided to go Far East Plaza to shop..
While waiting for Charmaine to come after work..
After she came..
We went to Marina Square to have dinner at Yuki no Yaki..
But we have to wait..
So we decided to go arcade while Li Mei and Eddie play pool..
Yoong.. Charmaine and me was so boring until we went to play Para Para..
Lolx.. So long never play already.. >.<
It's was a late dinner..
Ate at about 9 plus.. Lolx..
Playing with the ice cream only make us more tired.. >.<
After that we get out of Marina Square thinking of what to do..
Then Yoong Eddie and me was so BO LIAO..
We go stand at a narrow stand and make lots of handsign..
Here are the pictures:
After that we went to Kbox at Cineleisure..
And we sing till the morning..
Then we take cab to Eddie house at Moulmein Road..
Guess what we do?
Ask Eddie to drive us back home..!
It's a very bad decision made by us..
He think that he's acting in Initial D..
He drives fast and never even see left and right to see whether got car anot..
And he just turn without looking..!
Crazy him..
Luckily we arrived home safe..
And that's end the day of 1st December!!!
On 8th of December we went for Hui Hui BBQ..
No old friends..
As in not much secondary school friends there..
Was kinda lonely.. LOLX..
Wanted to go home early..
But Eddie don't allow me for some reasons.. LOLX..
It's a very dangerous day for me on that day too..
To think he wanna speed and compete with Wagner..
Speed until 160 speed..
Make me and Li Mei kpkb him..
Went to don't know where to eat Indian food..
But I just drink milo..
Don't feel like eating..
Went back to HuiHui BBQ at Sembawang..
Went back home about 6am in the morning..
I've finish my common test on 12th December!!!
So happy OKIE..
Now chionging Seal Online..
Level 30 Priest..
So nice..
At least better than maple with so much hooligan inside.. >.<
Okokz.. End of post.. =D
LOVEmeTWICE 3:35 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007;
I'm just a piece of shit only..
To everyone right..
I'm detestable..
I know why I love yellow so much and yet my feeling is so blue always..
I always try to be cheerful in front of others..
Some see it and some don't..
And yet I try to smile in front of them even though I know they don't like me..
I smile with my bottom of my heart..
But why am I being treated like this?
I think I really owe everyone in my previous life..
My heart is always blue..
Why must I always force myself with all those smiles?
And yet what I got from them is just cold shoulder..
One of my friend said that I'm always cheerful in front of him..
I think know that I am one..
I only try to be the best and want everyone to be happy around me regardless of me being upset or what..
I admit I'm a very emotional person..
But is that wrong?
Doesn't mean one mistake and you can just give me a death sentence right?
Moreover is just becuse of my expressions given to you people..
Why..
Why am I always crying at home..
I don't want anyone to worry me..
I just want them to understand me..
Doesn't mean you guys don't have any problem means I have none too..
Why can't everyone just get it?
I'm feeling myself so sucks..
I just need people to care for me..
I'm an attention seeker okie?
I seek attention from everyone around me..
Just wanted them to look and me..
Or even ask me "How are you?" or even a "How's your day today?"
Is that very difficult a thing to do?
I'm a very sensitive person..
Stop treating me like this everyone..
I really gonna collapse soon..
Real soon..
You guys are really cruel..
Once I'm gone you guys will be happy isn't it?
LOVEmeTWICE 12:07 AM
Friday, November 30, 2007;
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007;
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