Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 10:56 PM

Let's talk about PTM:

My ptm was not bad I would say, all my teachers said my attitude in class has improved, a bit.

I guess I can proudly say that my attitude has gone from super duper damn extremely ultra bad to just very bad, haha.

To me, meeting all the teachers were a waste of time because they all said the same things, except for one.

The few things that this teacher has resulted in me pondering on many things.

One thing she said really struck me, and it's that she said she doesn't interact or talk to me much in class, compared to the rest of the class,

Initally doesn't sound like anything wrong right?

She continues (not exact words but along these lines) : The reason so is that you (me) tend to give short, quick and unpleasant answers which makes you think you are very smart and witty, but they never fail to piss me off, so, for me (her) to not flare up in class so often, due to my hot temper, I try to avoid contact with you as much as possible, right?

I'm like wtf, but I just nodded my head.

I was seriously stunned, serious. I did not know, I did not have a clue she really felt this way about me. She did not show in any form that she had negative feelings towards me.

Siao liao. One person I told this incident to told me that in other words, she meant that I am damn guai lan during her class.

What? So I was thinking for a while, whether I should change my whole personality so that I won't be offending people that I didn't know I was offending.

I thought for about 5 minutes, and 5 minutes starts now as I type these words.

FUCK NO! I'm not gonna change for anybody, I dun even change my underwear what makes you think I would change my attitude, my character, my personality?

Are you fucking retarded?

You fucking chee bye bangla!

If you read the above 5 words, you are officially retarded.

Because
It's My Life.
I'm
Born For This.