Confused

Never thought it would be so difficult to start over ...

:( .....

2010

2009 was a bitch..... Hope 2010 would be better!

Was supposed to go school today for project but lab was closed. But I was already awake when I knew bout it. So I went for jogging!!! It was so refreshing....... Just that I jogged with my slippers. lmao. I know righttttt I didn't even dare to jog when there were people.... I look so stupid. I don't have shoes :( sob, gonna get one pair soon. I hope I will jog more often in the future..... rather than wasting my day sleeping like a log at home..

School is starting on Monday. The day I dread the most. I could see the pile of stresses waiting at the door for me now.... seriously! anyways I'm not going to think so much for now, i must fully make use of my last two days of holidays. :(

I miss Bru already. I miss sitting in the car, singing like a mad person with the air-con blowing into my face.... Miss my family, him and my friends.....

So this year one of my goals is NOT TO WASTE SO MUCH TIME ON UN-IMPORTANT PEOPLE. I looked back..... and Ive been living too much for other people. Most of the things I did are not something I like or WANT to do. And I always take it as a responsibility, not knowing I have a choice not to take this responsibility. Well, at least I'm outta this cycle and learnt something from it! Gonna keep these few little people in my heart and spend more time with them! :) *promise*

Dear 2010, please be good to me... hope I'm able to manage everything better this year....

Brunei

STRESS-FREE!!!! Uhhhhhhhhh finally! hahha

No MRT, No bus, No walking, No school, No work, No annoying stuffs, No worries!!! WEEEE HEE :D

Holidays

Finally the day I've been waiting for has come..... :)

Although I will be back only for 2 short weeks.. I will make sure that I will treasure every single moment there. Cause after this , I don't know when I can go back again ;( Thanks to Attachment and Final Year Project.

Flight is in another 3 hours. I woke up way too early, lol..

Went a lot of hardships last few weeks... especially clashes between this and that. I'm so effing glad that it's over *exhale*

Looking forward to see all my babes in Bru :) Miss them hell loads!

Shining Bright~

Gonna spill some words here.. and off to sleep!

It has been quite some time I haven't sit down in front of my laptop... access to blogger.. and think what's happening in my life.. Everything come and go too quickly..

I have been running around these days. I know I have mentioned these so many times before, I gotta fit everything nicely into my life. Which includes school, work, church, friends, club and family. It's not easyyy. Was kinda stressful last few weeks... and for the coming 2 weeks u will see a zombie me.... EXAMS!!
Yesterday met Brunei Gang... Happy to see them after like 1 month plus of "MIA" ??? haha.. I feel so "home" when I'm with them. Don't know why.. Although my club has a lot of International Students... but none of them is from Brunei :( yeah..

I have 6 papers to sit for. And I suck in all modules... This sem is a disaster for me, sigh. Feels like I lost interest in studies.. Not that I'm always interested in it. It's just that even when exams are SO near, I'm still arrr "HECK CARE" attitude. lol anyways I've decided to work after my diploma..... :) People won't go look deep into your piece of paper and find your GPA and stuffs lor. Therefore................ HECK CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!