Thankyou.
We are not together
That will never happen
Even if I'm a billionaire
And able to buy you everything
We won't be together
But there's one thing
I can swear that will never change forever
No matter what take course
No matter what take place
No matter what you've become
Because you made me smile
And you made me cried
But that won't change a thing
Because I gave up the entire forest
For just one single flower
I wish I'm able to see your smile everyday
But that is impossible
I'm sure you won't be reading this
But maybe until the day
I've died earlier that you
Now you've realize this
I hope isn't too late
Because I Love You.
This isn't from a song lyrics but from the bottom of my heart.

I've died earlier that you
Now you've realize this
I hope isn't too late
Because I Love You.
This isn't from a song lyrics but from the bottom of my heart.
Saturday, May 19, 2012 ; 2:42 AM
Undying Love

On the 1st Jan 2009. I wrote this.
"Dear QUAIL!
On this very special day, to someone whom is very special to me, I sincerely would like to wish you a happy birthday! Hope you like the present & remember to take good care of the bear and yourself! Speaking from the bottom of my heart, You're really different from the others. Your smile, your eyes, your concern, your sense of humour, everything! On our very first date out, you really did gave me a good impression of you. The feeling that I've never felt in my life before! THANK U! You might still unable to forget the past you had in your relationship but you've to look forward. Or maybe you're still waiting for your next 真爱, Goodluck!! Choose wisely inorder not to get hurt anymore! =) Yes, I know myself I'm not compatible with the status you're now, a model, racequeen, your popularity, is way too far beyond compare to me, a ordinary student. I'm not handsome or rich either. But I'll still do my very best for you whenever you need help.^.^ Well, It would be awkward if I says out loud but...我好像爱上了你
out of the blue i dropped a tears on this full stop."
我好像爱上了你, thats actually a lie. The truth is, 一直以来我都已经爱上你了...
3 YEARS!
yes, its been 3 FUCKING YEARS I'VE A CRUSH ON HER.
After about 2 years I've abandon my blog & came back to read it about how I get to know her. It somehow.. made me felt sweet and yet sour again. I never felt like this before I swear. That I've never went so crazy over someone before, that made my day as happy as a sun, drops my tears like an waterfall, jealous to the madness and even made me willing to do anything for her. I think I'm just too stupid to liked someone for so fucking long. To other people, they might already had even changed 3 different Girlfriends in 3 years already. WHY am I still stuck on the same person? I guess she's the best person to replace my empty blue sky. I can swear NO any other girl had made me felt like this before. Because she is pretty? There's actually plenty of pretty girls out there but she is just so different to me. Other pretty girls no longer seems appealing to me except for her. She had made me done most of the sweetest things that I've never did before for her. Or not even some other guy that has does it before. Just hoping 1 DAY.. she'll get touched. Sometimes I really wish she was just a Ordinary girl, not some super popular model. I can really sense her true identity, the warm loving characteristic underneath her frozen heart that had been freeze up badly all because of her fucking ex boyfriend. But what have done is done. There's no return route to choose. A broken piece can't be glued back as perfect as before. I'm not thinking too much but just because I'm a Scorpio, this was all up in my mind. Sometimes I really hope that she found the one that truly loves her, take care of her, make her day almost everyday & won't cheat on her & gave her an enjoyable and loving for the half of her life. Rich or Handsome guy I believe isn't her point of attraction. But at least willing to do anything for her would be the best. So that I can step out of the ring and walk my own path. Or maybe "Give Up" would be the best word for me. Still, we're still Single right now. But technically my heart had been taken, or I would say, reserved. I didn't confess to her. Just because I still felt that I'm not compatible with her not because of character but status. I'm nothing right now. BUT I won't give up untill she is finally taken & attend her wedding. Anyway, I'm not the Young Tecky anymore. Time won't stop and give me more time to go after her. I can't waste too much time as well. One Day, I just wish to be successful. A person that is capable. Living towards my dream. Even she's not my girlfriend at the end of the day, I would still want to THANK HER for allowing me to LIKE HER for this past few years. She had definitely left a really deep, permanent foot prints that will carries with me for the rest of my life. By the way, this post probably would be the last time I'm updating my blog. This is actually just as a back up, just in-case 1 day if I left the world earlier than anyone else and at least this message was still able to deliver to her.
谢谢你给我这一段美好的路程, Queenie
Tuesday, November 29, 2011 ; 5:07 AM
Everything's in the past.
tecky's 21st birthday is over.
Well, got to thank you to those who sincerely wishes me.. celebrated with me..
appreciated it alot :)
Its not a marvelous 21st birthday because of somethings.. really hurts me. For what I've done is the past, its all vanished. I don't wish to says it out and its over anyway.
Life still got to go on.
The boat won't lead me to anywhere when the anchor is down.
The Journey won't begins if I didn't retrieve the anchor.
oh yes! Finally obtained class 2B. Thanks jiaqing and kimyeow for lending me their bikes! And i'm still considering should i get my own bike too?
Monday, November 23, 2009 ; 1:06 AM
Happy Halloween!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!
Hope u guys/girls have a wonderful night out there! Don't get freakk out by all the 'dressedup' monsters wahahha!! =D As for me, I'm not going any clubs. Having a bad flu today also. Maybe just spend sometime chilling out with afew buddies later perhaps.
Time passes, things changes, everything was no longer like before.
Upgrading yourself is just like upgrading your car. Omfg months have passed. things changes on me as well.
I've gained about 4kg after army.
I've obtain class 2B licence(thats like.. finally!!)
I've been visiting gym almost everyweek.
I've been reading books(not text books or automotive mags this time!)
I've been hitting the clubs almost everyweek also.
I've been into a
ok.. target to hit 60kg soon :)
Saturday, October 31, 2009 ; 5:48 PM
A long writeout.
People who have been to my blog, and left within seconds. Sighed. Not updated.
where am I?
Why didn't I update my Blog?
If you're seeking for an answer and here you go.
Time really flies like an F-16 Jet fighter, it have already been 3 MONTHS ever since I enlisted into National Servicemen. Leisure time wasn't so much compared before. Let's say in a week, The time I spend at home its like only 10%, another 10% goes to hanging out with friends and family. The remaining 80%, In the army camp. Hope this would be a appropriate answer you looking for rather than the usual words "Lazy to update".
Damn! Time just flew without my notice that its just 2 weeks away from my 21st Birthday! Peoples usually celebrate it by opening a Holiday Resort nor a BBQ pit to host a party and invites all his/her best friends over for this great day. This would be fun and memorable. But, unlikely its going to happen to me. Dad working oversea, mum don't know ang moh, sister shifted to her own flat and busy working, brother work almost the whole day just to earn more cash to feed his car and prepare for his marriage. Where are my Friends? Is either they're working, studying or serving NS. Unlikely they're super duper free also.
Michael was really a lucky guy. Baoxin, one of his good friend, planned everything, hosted a BBQ and invited all his friends to his 21st birthday celebration without his notice. Main motive is to surprise him. And she made it with a success. That was really sweet and lots of effort was done. Well, don't take this as a complain from my heart, that's the fact and I've to face it. Don't mistook that I'm hinting "Oiee, open chalet or BBQ for me leh!!!". Hahah. I understand that now its not easy to earn a living. Meet up and have a decent meal I'm satisfy already. Last year's birthday celebration(s) I was happy enough although its not as grand as a 21st birthday party.
As long as being positive and stay happy in life always, not just birthday celebrations, you can be happy everyday :)
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ; 1:07 PM
2BEEEE Craves
HOOOOYEAH!
JUST 2 MORE. 2 MORE! Yes. 2 more Class 2B practical lesson before I can take my Traffic Police Test. And i gotta clear this 2 lesson before my enlistment, which is 24th July, and now its already the 8th! I GOT NO TIME TO WASTE. Well, not forgetting about Alan, Jac, Hui May, Judy & Pauline who are also taking their license, ALL DA BEST.
So far. After looking so much among all the 2B sports bike, scooter, kup kias... Cagiva Mito had my attention. Yes, its an Italian Beauty where all the Lamborghini are designed and build. Why not Honda NSR SP? Its too common and i like to be something different. But sometimes, its not a good thing to be different. Speaking of spare parts, OMFG I swear its not gonna be a easy task to look for it, especially for such a rare bike.
And "IF" I really get it, White Color please =D

This was the Older version Cagiva Mito. Photoshopped with White color. ahhhh shitz, all the mods rushing in my minds!!! Number plate changed, side signals, exhaust, brakes.... etc etc. Why this bike??? Because i guess this bike most likely "affordable" to buy. I highlighted the word is because..... yeah. affordable -.-" It cost about 7k compare to the first hand/newest model mito, 14k. so yeah.... haha! People are complaining the PIG nose on the new mito. (Its an Elephant Nose actually, that's Cagiva Company trademark animal.) Wonder how does it looks like?

the older Mito still looks much nicer because IMO has a Ducati looks. EH...............................
Why is an Car Freak blogging about Bike!?!
Wednesday, July 08, 2009 ; 3:34 AM
Hates or Loves
Tecky's life is hard. Complicated. Filled with Jealousy. Lack of Self-esteem. & please promises myself, mistakes made are to be changed away & will never happen ever again.
"................cuz you are a really nice guy. she don't want to lose a friend like you!"
But everything changes after that.
Loving someone isn't a really good thing afterall IF the person doesn't even gives a fuck about you. NS is just right ahead. None of any relationship had happen. It was a shame but thats the fact and fate can't change. I just simply can't had a simple love. Why is that so? Loving someone is just SO HELLA HARDD. forgot it.
Anyway I still have to thank my beloved friends to was there to support me. comfort me.
YES stay positive & don't be negative! a quote from Lijia.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 ; 10:35 PM
