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A thrill runs through me of late. And I'm not acting it on a wild impulse. Nothing serious. Its just something that would make me smile everyday. Yeah call me insane. Thanks. Like the saying goes.. A blessing in disguise. Period. Mima commented that my blog has been such a bore. Thanks eh! :) So to spice it up. Let me tell you this.. Mima ate hello panda during break just now. Mima now goes home latest by 7.30pm but she reaches work at almost 10.00am. Mima only wears shirts and pants to work and oh yah she carries a Coach handbag. * giggles * Enough of you. So, shall see you tomorrow and have a good quality time together. Just you and me aite. I promise you.. And i need to whine.. I am drowningggggg~~~ In work that is. Arghhh~

In love with my white specs. Classic? Yanie. Me. Nurul. Ignore the gays please. Pay attention to the sweet girls here. * roll eyes * Kakak & me! The birthday girl & me! All up in multiply. Retail therapy on Saturday and Karaoke session on Sunday. Also, Happy 23rd Birthday to my lovely Yaya today!~ Have a blast birthday aite! * muacks * P/S:- I badly need a hug.. Don't ask why.. * sigh *

The heart pangs are here again. The pain is soo sharp that i sense something is really wrong. Been experiencing it for a few days though. Poking thru my heart time and time again especially on yesterday night. My intuition is telling me something that i couldn't make out exactly what. I'm really tired of thinking.. Serious shit. There are so many possibilities in the world. But i will only feel like this when i have this term called " connection " or probably telepathy with the souls who are close to my heart and it requires a massive usage of emotions. I dunno how i do it but my self-interpretations usually hit the right spot whenever this happen though.. For a period of time, i had a connection breakdown with a particular soul but suddenly i felt it again last night. It may or may not be the d latter. Somehow or rather, its a dejavu. I always have this thinking that someone is thinking about me, be it good or bad. Or something bad may be happening to the person. And...

To him, who had once touched my life .. Happy 25th Birthday Bebeh .. Tribute to love.. On our first few moments of courtship... You've reached my age, a year older is a year wiser.. Be like one, act like one and think like one. May you achieve the happiness & perfection you've been seeking for.. Period. As promised, I've uploaded tonnes of pictures in multiply and turned out only 2 pictures had ' something ' peculiar in it. I've yet to ask Bachin to ascertain which picture cos i only detected one of it. The macam paham crews .. Left to right: Adi, Bachin, Nurul, Nadzry & me. CLICK HERE!

I'm still feeling the hurt.. My heart is heavy.. My mind is cluttered.. I'm still living in a daze.. Eventually, the wound hasn't subside. It's definitely isn't fair for me. Selfishness i should say.. But, be a man of integrity whenever it comes to affection matters. I shouldn't have seen things that agonized me. Yeah, what doesn't kill me will make me stronger. You don't kill me bebeh, u seriously freaking make me stronger. Give me more time.. I'll pick up myself and be whole again.. Without you.. You're ashamed of yourself and i know you are.. Cos you've never been strong enough to face me and reality. Given you chances but u chose another path... I've long relented.. I've long forgiven you.. Even after the series of happenings with you as the main cast & cause, even when this heart of mine had shattered into pieces, even when this soul been living in delusion, even when insanity struck my mind and even when i suffer silently, b...

ku mengerti.. perpisahan ini.. bukan kerana kau membenci tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri tiada lagi bersama sering kala aku terlihatkanmu impian nan indah bersulam bahagia ku harungi hari demi hari bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali tapi hati masih tak terima ditinggalkan sengsara keraguan ini.. bukanlah padamu perasaan hati masih rindu kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku tercari cari bayanganmu tak sanggup aku kehilangan… mu kehilanganmu.. keraguan ini .. bukanlah padamu masih tercari-cari ... - Anuar Zain