In my free time...

It's been quite a while since since I blog. Perhaps I was pretty bz for the past month. I just officially started sending out my resume and will be going for interviews tomorrow. Once I've got a job, really need to save up again and hopefully to further my studies and to finally sit down and start doing 'the project'. I love being busy actually...remember when I was 19 yrs old?That was my busiest time I've ever encountered. I had school, FYP, part-time job at the cafe and freelance designing for TEENS magazine. hahaha superwoman!!! I have another news to break here; my sis is 6 weeks pregnant again for the 3rd time. Hope things will go smoothly and positively. As for me, I just hope to work soon with better prospect. Talking about about job, I wonder why that someone chose to work at TD. She claimed that the company pays her SGD2k per month. She's not a TL btw... I can forsee she won't stay long plus she's expecting and the environment is too stressing for me(yeah me!)...that's why people come and go...most importantly make sure she needs to watch her bloody mouth! That time she told my sis " wah finally Erwina is attached!" in a sarcatic manner. Whether I'm attached or not is none of her business and she even added Jinnah in Facebook even though she didn't even know him??? This is what I call 'Kay-poh'. I had lots of issues with her cos she likes to spread rumours and bad mouth people especially my sis... It's the holy month of Ramadhan and to be spiritual as usual. Insya-Allah.

Taking things slowing and carefully...

The night is still young and I'm with Bobo next to me. Time really flies so fast and I'm close to a month unemployed! At least I've done something really important for myself; to be spiritual. That's where I learnt to be patient, less angry and to accept things around me. What we are is a God's gift to us and what we became is a gift from God... I hope to find a new better job soon so that I can start saving again and this time, like my mum said 'for the future'...this week is indeed sickening because I have migraine and headache almost all the time! I'm such a weak person...looks like this time I can't leave home without Panadol tablets and medicated oil...haiz... Whatever it is I'm looking forward each day, Fairuz and Nuruljannah's wedding respectively later, having breakfast with the chicks on Monday and looking good each day...lol I know it's lame of me to say like that about myself...that's the only way to build up my confidence :P

Tired and quiet

It's another week but this time it's already August!!! My goodness! Time flies so fast. I didn't get to to many things as planned cos 2nd aunt and Handee came over to visit Mum. While the Mums are in the room chatting, me and Handee sat at the TV area and did Tarot readings...haha and talk about stuffs and his preparation for his wedding...btw for the next 8 days, my house will be quiet for the first time in many years... my sis along with Kaysan and Kayden followed my aunt, Ken and Marisa to KL and visit Mummy... I'm surprised that after confirming Jeremy Tan in Facebook, he initiated a 'hello' to start a conversation...when was the last time we chatted/contacted? Hmm let me count....1,2,3,4,5 years!!! Well let bygones be bygones right? Even I asked if why he left me at Sembawang Park 5 years ago, would he still remember? Duh!!! So we chatted abit here and there and he just broke up with his current gf while I told him that I'm happily attached..:) He asked me many questions though...He also has some work and personal problems. Didn't know how to advice him further I just linked him to the quotes webbie for him to read it himself so as to motivate him but at the end of the day all up to him as to how to go on with his life positively...but hey feels spooky man...because I remember Marinah did the 4 As answers using poker cards b4 and one of the question was...who will I still keep in touch with...and the answer was him...but only as a friend/ex-schoolmate... "I was so in the present moment the past was no longer part of me..." Lauren Hoodwrit